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1,077,954 | male | 26 | indUnk | Gemini | 28,March,2003 | Rant!!! - Ever have one of those set backs in your life, where no matter what happened the outlook looked grim, what i am talking about is being unemployed. I mean no matter how many resumes i send out for a job that i know i can do, the response is, ' sorry we're looking for someone w/ a little more experience ', or ' we decide to go with someone else '. I have 3+ years experience building & repairing computers, and setting up networks, and can tackle most problems and resolve them. I am not looking to become the admin of a server datacentre (at least not tomorrow). I just want the opportunity that i deserve, and to top it off UNEMPLOYMENT SUCKS!!!!! |
1,077,954 | male | 26 | indUnk | Gemini | 31,March,2003 | urlLink Saturday I went a bought the new Linkin Park CD urlLink Meteora , the cd is awsome, and while i was at urlLink Winamp.com i found a pretty cool skin from urlLink Linkin Park for winamp3. |
1,077,954 | male | 26 | indUnk | Gemini | 06,April,2003 | urlLink Nascar - urlLink Dale Earnhardt Jr. Wins the Aaron's 499 @ Talladega superspeedway, that win bumped urlLink Dale Jr. into second in the Winston Cup point standings. |
1,077,954 | male | 26 | indUnk | Gemini | 06,April,2003 | Computers - Tonight I had to reinstall windows on my laptop, the reason I had to reinstall windows was because Partition Magic 8, wouldn't allow me to resize my current partition. It's a 30GB HD and I wanted to dual boot windows with mandrake 9.1. The way I partitioned the drive: Total size 27.94GB (30GB) 9.75GB - Windows XP Pro 9.75GB - Storage 8.40GB - Mandrake 9.1 I finally decided to just wipe the 1 week old install from when i had to wipe the drive to recover some bad sectors. I had two drives that had that issue in the last two weeks. The first one was one of my WD 100GB drives, but i wasn't two surprised since the drive had the original format from when i bought it, and i had written & deleted files on it since the drive was bought. The Second was the 30GB Laptop drive, and I glad to say both are working. |
1,077,954 | male | 26 | indUnk | Gemini | 13,April,2003 | Computers - Last week i was about one BOSD away from throwing my PC across the room & going into debt, and buying a G4. Thank god for Red Hat 8 & the Winblows XP(eXtra Pain) repair utility which helped me get all my important files(MP3's) off my HD just incase i was going to reformat the HD, & then the kicker after i did all that, Xplay decided to clear out the itunes.db file on my ipod, & i was forced to restore the ipod to factory settings and resync the songs. I wish steve jobs would come to the realization that porting OS X to the Intel & AMD Platform would be a good thing. |
1,077,954 | male | 26 | indUnk | Gemini | 18,April,2003 | My Uncle is the best he got my cousin & me tickets to the last show on the urlLink OZZFEST 2003 tour on Aug. 28 in West Palm Beach @ Coral Sky Amphitheatre. I am so stoked, i get to see Ozzy, my favorite band Disturbed will be there along with KoRn, Marilyn Manson, & Chevelle, plus many other good bands. I can't wait till the summer. |
1,077,954 | male | 26 | indUnk | Gemini | 18,April,2003 | Computers - I finailly went WiFi for my laptop, i decided to go with the urlLink SMC2404WBR 11/22Mbps router w/ 3 port switch which i am using as a Wireless access point, and for my laptop i got the urlLink SMC2435W 11/22Mbps PCMCIA WiFi Card. It's great I was impressed with the fact I could watch a divx movie on my laptop from my desktop. |
1,077,954 | male | 26 | indUnk | Gemini | 20,May,2003 | It was my lucky day - Today I was curising along up US-1 on my way to a client and I wasn't paying attention to the the Speed-o-meter, and a cop stepped out in front of my truck and motioned to me to pull over, so i did, and he then asked me if i knew the speed limt and i responded to him buy saying is it 50 or 45, he said it's 45 and i clocked you at 55 he said 'Slow it down' and he let me on my way with a warning. I lucked out. if it was the interstate or near my town, i would have gotton a nice fat ticket. |
1,077,954 | male | 26 | indUnk | Gemini | 15,June,2003 | Today is MY 25th Birthday......... |
1,077,954 | male | 26 | indUnk | Gemini | 15,June,2003 | Friday night I had one of those dreams that was so realistic when i woke up i wished it was real. |
1,077,954 | male | 26 | indUnk | Gemini | 01,July,2003 | It's Tuesday July 1st |
1,077,954 | male | 26 | indUnk | Gemini | 22,July,2003 | My mood today....... |
1,077,954 | male | 26 | indUnk | Gemini | 06,August,2003 | I hate florida.....there is to much damn rain, i was sitting here after a long day at work and all i wanted to do was watch urlLink The Screensavers and my satellite signal keeps going out. atleast i still have my DSL & can get on the internet, and can look for apps for my new pocket pc. I got the urlLink HP Ipaq 1945 w/ Pocket PC 2003. |
1,077,954 | male | 26 | indUnk | Gemini | 31,August,2003 | Thursday Augest 28, 2003 was OZZFest, and it was awsome. All the bands i wanted to see Rocked harder then i expected. I know it was a good show my ears were ringing for 24hours after the show and still have a slight ringing in them. |
1,077,954 | male | 26 | indUnk | Gemini | 21,September,2003 | I set up a picture blog over @ urlLink TextAmerica.com . My Picblog is urlLink http://mp3mooch.textamerica.com/ |
1,077,954 | male | 26 | indUnk | Gemini | 22,September,2003 | The Miami Dolphins Beat the Buffalo Bills to go 2-1 on the season. wOOt!!!! |
1,077,954 | male | 26 | indUnk | Gemini | 24,September,2003 | |
1,077,954 | male | 26 | indUnk | Gemini | 25,September,2003 | Stupid Copy Protection!!!!! ok i bought a new CD yesterday Nickelback's The Long Road, and of course i brought it home popped it in the CD drive and ripped it to mp3 to put on my ipod, then i decided before I went to sleep to burn a copy to keep in the car, and put the original back in the sleeve and went to bed. This morning i got in my truck placed the cd in the head unit and all the tracks were popping and hissing. Now here is the part that pissed me off all the mp3's I ripped sound great no popping or hissing. unless it's my burner I think the copy protection is a little backwards, I can rip files to my HD but I can't make a copy of the disc to preserve the life of the intellectual property I paid my hard earned money for. The reason I think it is copy protection is I copied the new Fuel CD Natural Selection, and it sounds like the original. Right now I am trying to copy the disc w/ xcdrost in Redhat 9. |
1,077,954 | male | 26 | indUnk | Gemini | 01,October,2003 | WiFi card for Linux on laptop.... I finally found a wifi card that works with my laptop, the urlLink Netgear MA401 , I had one where i work that we use to get laptops on the internet to do updates and stuff when they don't have a NIC card, a USB port(for a usb nic), an O/B ethernet port, or when we don't have an open cat5 cable to plug the laptop to. So I tried it, & what da you know it worked. So i went to compusa after work and spent more money....being a geek is so expensive. I am just happy I can use linux on my lappy w/ my wireless network. |
1,077,954 | male | 26 | indUnk | Gemini | 19,October,2003 | My new iPod!!!!! I have pondered over it long enough, and since they released itunes for windows, I decided to get the new docking ipod. unopened Just out of the box In it's dock In the dock next to the 2nd Gen I will admit i wasn't a big fan of the 3g ipod till i went to the apple store to look around(guys windows shopping), and actually held it, and i then pondered over it and walked in to the apple store Saturday and bought one. Now i just need a case. |
1,077,954 | male | 26 | indUnk | Gemini | 01,November,2003 | Hell has froze over!!!! The reason i say this is i did something i thought i would never do, and i bought a DELL. Granted it's a Laptop, but it's still a DELL. Now i think i got an awsome deal on it, i paid $1000 for a: Inspiron 5100 2.4Ghz P4 Intel 845G Mobo 256 PC2100 DDR ATI Readon 7500 16MB(on the small side but it's enought) 40GB HD CDRW 15' LCD Windows XP Home(which quickly became Professional) I have only had it for 3 days now, and it's seem to be solid, hasn't crashed yet The Main reason i bought it was the 1394, & the CDRW. One thing i saw which i haven't been able to confirm is, i saw it had USB 2.0 which would be awsome since i just bought a new docking ipod and the USB 2.0/Firewire cable for it. It's biggest test will be in 3 weeks when i travel to VA to vist my brother, i will be on airplanes for a while, so i will need something to do, and from the looks of the spec on this lappy it will beable to handle some of my fav games. I will let everyone know how this new purchase turns out. |
1,077,954 | male | 26 | indUnk | Gemini | 14,November,2003 | urlLink Which Pirates of the Caribbean character are you? Fitting if you ask me |
1,077,954 | male | 26 | indUnk | Gemini | 02,June,2004 | 'Wise men talk because they have something to say; fools, because they have to say something.' -- Plato |
1,077,954 | male | 26 | indUnk | Gemini | 02,June,2004 | Quote: 'A lie gets halfway around the world before the truth has a chance to get its pants on.' -- Winston Churchill |
1,077,954 | male | 26 | indUnk | Gemini | 02,June,2004 | This is a test, to see if comments are on |
1,077,954 | male | 26 | indUnk | Gemini | 08,June,2004 | I went to talk to the new owner of the repair shop I used to work at today, and he offered me my job back, the reason I left originally is a long story, and not worth going into, but after being out of work for 3 months I am happy that I am going back to work. |
1,077,954 | male | 26 | indUnk | Gemini | 17,July,2004 | http://www.bannister.org/software/emu.htm - emulater http://www.emulationstation.com/ - roms |
4,082,066 | female | 42 | Consulting | Leo | 19,August,2004 | the doctor told me to get some ice and sit with foot up. i knew peter (my mgr.) wasn't going to take this well. i got a note from the doctor (for peter) and an appointment to return in 2 weeks to check my progress. i wasn't supposed to work for that 2 weeks. i was living paycheck to paycheck at this point. our store was floundering so i wasn't getting enough hours to live on as it was! good thing about working for a corporation is the benefits. i applied for short term disability (S.T.D.) right away since it takes some time and tons of paperwork. i was still waiting to hear on that when it was time to go back to the doctor. if i had a penny for every time someone asked me ' how did you do this again?' i would have more pennies than i could easily carry around. i wish i had a much better story of how this happened. i even tried to pass one off . the problem with it was anyone who knew me would start laughing after my opening sentence. here, let me show you. 'so i was in this one night stand...' i told you before i'm a terrible liar. when i went back to the doctor he couldn't belief my lack of progress. he asked 'the question' at least twice and sent me away with a slip to get another x-ray and a referral to an orthopedic surgeon. he also gave me another note for peter extending my time off for another month. he wanted to get me into P.T. but felt we needed to do more healing first. before i was to see the othro doc he referred me to radiology for an M.R.I.. the purpose of a M.R.I is to look for signs of muscular and bone damage a regular x-ray wouldn't show. i know you are all wondering so i will just say yes. each person i saw in the progression of healthcare providers asked 'the question' in near disbelief. the more time that passed it took on a comical quality. by the time i saw othro doc it had been about a month since that fateful day. he wanted to get me back on both legs and back to work so he had me fitted for a walking cast. he gave the okay for P.T and wanted to see me in a month. things were getting back to normal or so i thought. work rejected my walking cast for safety and health code reasons. CRAP!! i couldn't return to work until i could do so without my cast. thankfully around this time my S.T.D. kicked in and i could pay rent. lots of phone time and paperwork involved but i'm thankful i had this. it didn't pay the amount i was used to but it was something! my life as i was used to it changed drastically from that day forward. being the independent gal i am suddenly needing to rely on others for simple things was hard. some can give testimonials that i would borderline on difficult at times. hard to believe i know. :) since then i have had to change the way i do things and give up some things i really enjoy. it's okay 'cause i'm still standing- just differently. |
4,082,066 | female | 42 | Consulting | Leo | 18,August,2004 | as i already said i had a blast monday night! one of the reasons was the fact that people seemed to put their personal conflicts aside and came together for the evening. i know when you have a small diverse group not everybody is going to get along all of the time. especially when there is a lot of overlap in their time together. so thank you all for a great evening. i for one needed a night of merriment with people i enjoy and am i comfortable with. i know i didn't do the promised song but i had my peter brady on! i can safely say that was allergy induced. not sure at this point what could be new or stronger to add to the allergies other than the layer of smog we are getting. one day soon i shall grab that mic and shock you all! in the meantime i keep dodging singing games in shows but would do it if was called for. good or bad sing loudly and proudly. :) i know i promised details of the evening but in remembering a great evening to those who weren't there can sometimes make it sound sorted. for those who were there nothing that happened was new or different for that gathering. so i shall just leave it at that i look forward to one day doing karaoke in the bay area with mike and marissa. hopefully one or both will come back to visit and sing. i'm hoping sam will do the same too! you are all missed. |
4,082,066 | female | 42 | Consulting | Leo | 17,August,2004 | i try to keep a 'the glass is half full' perspective on my life. i have some heavy decisions to make and deal with right now. the reason i'm writing this is to let you know that if i don't seem my usual positive adorable self not to worry. what you can do is send positive energy my way. for some reason 'we' have to be tested regularly by the entity in charge of the universe. to really see what we are made of and how much we can handle without being broken. well, i'm still standing and plan to stay that way! so be honest but kind to me and i will soon have my stuff worked out. i will have my boys for two weeks starting thursday so be patient if my posts are wacky, few, and almost gibberish. we are going to come up with a system of sharing the computer without it turning into a dictatorship. (i hope) kisses to all! |
4,082,066 | female | 42 | Consulting | Leo | 17,August,2004 | on march 29th 2004 at 10 : 45 in the morning i was walking home from work. it was a beautiful spring day and i was looking forward to a walk through a big park near by for exercise . i was also taking my camera along in hopes of some cherry blossom shots. work had been uncomfortable but that day i rocked and was in a great mood. i was going over what i needed to gather to get going. there were a couple of cars waiting at the stop sign so i decided to walk a bit closer to my building before i crossed the street. i was almost across from the front door so i went to cross between two cars. they were parked close together so when i stepped down off the curb i stepped on the edge of a hole i didn't see. i so didn't expect that. i went down fast and hard. as it was happening i knew i had really messed up. the bag containing my cd player, some cd's, my journal and the small ceramic coffee cup i had just won as a prize went flying (and breaking) all over the street. It's a busy street so i tried in my pain amidst a string of profanity to retrieve my items. one attempt to move and i realized one of my worst fears had come true. the sole bread winner was down! i have worked hard the last 3 years to be self sufficient. i have not gone out partying on the night before a early morning (early is 3:20am) at work. common sense i know but a lot of my co-workers do it regulary. i would resist buying that awesome pair of shoes that i would love to have but didn't need. i always made sure i had rent and bills covered before all else. Don't give me the sainthood quite yet. what i'm saying is there was nobody around to be my back up. (that's a whole set of stories i will eventually get to) i'm proud of the person i am and evolving into. i have always been and still am a responsible person. yea for me because i had paid the extra for health insurance. in the 1 1/2 years i worked there i never really needed it. some co-workers even had said i should cancel it so i would have extra spending money. i just felt better knowing if i needed it i had it. well i was gonna need it now! the fire marshal was coming to do an inspection of the sprinkler system in my building. he was freaked out watching me go down and putting sailors everywhere to shame with my string of profanity at a increased volume . he gathered my items and helped me hop to my building. once inside i took it from there and got to my apt. my right knee was bleeding pretty good and i had to get my shoe and sock off while i still could. i was in a lot of pain so i allowed myself a few minutes of crying then i called work to ask if the next person to get off would take me...... wait... where do i go? i had no clue since i never had an emergency! i had to play corporate phone transfer til one lady told me my options. that burned up most of the hour i spent waiting for jasmine to show up. she was new at my store and to portland so i didn't really know her very well. she used the spare keys i kept in my locker to get in my place. she got me advil and cleaned my knee up. she even helped me change out of my uniform! she and her husband drove me cross town to my doctors office. i told them they didn't have to wait for me. i was being fit in so who knew how long i would be. sara, my friend who lived next door, worked over that way and would be getting off about the time i'd probably be done. the doctor asked me more than once ' how did you do this again?' after an exam and x-ray it was determined that i had severely sprained my ankle and had to stay off it for sometime. ouch. |
4,082,066 | female | 42 | Consulting | Leo | 16,August,2004 | i'm so glad i made the trip for karaoke because i had a blast last night! the evening was filled with great music, awesome performances, cock blocking, fruit flavored drinks, lots of laughter and good old fashion make out sessions. you really can't ask for more than that in one evening! i will get to a more detailed post later but i have to wrestle with the boys for the computer so it may be late tonight or tomorrow. stay tuned to marta's world if you dare. it's not for the faint of heart. :) |
4,082,066 | female | 42 | Consulting | Leo | 16,August,2004 | so the same friends i do improv with are also serious karaoke folks. they have play lists and go crazy at a new karaoke venue drooling on the song book. i don't want to call them karaoke snobs but they only do songs they know they can do well and never done in humor. i've always thought of karaoke as silly fun. Don't get me wrong, they have lots of fun and support each other but it can cause some performance anxiety to a newbie. i think i have an okay voice. i took choir in high school and sounded good with the other second sopranos. never in the many months of hanging with these folks have i done a song. at first it was because i was catching up with people. i should mention that this happens in eugene not portland. i wasn't avoiding doing it but it just never happened. i think i did turn in a song once late in the evening but it was too late. then near the end of the walking cast phase of my recovery (yes, another story i will get to!) i had tonsillitis for almost 2 months! they actually threatened to remove them if i didn't get better! grrrr! i couldn't sing for awhile then i could do lower notes but not much else. it wasn't funny like the brady bunch episode when the kids formed a music group. they did it to win money to buy their parents an anniversary present. peters voice started to change a couple days before the contest so greg re-wrote his hit song to accommodate peters crackly voice. i just sounded bad! it's been 3 months and i have more of a range but still not great. honestly i think it's allergies more that a need to snip! if we transition into fall/winter and it's still a problem then i'll know. i don't have the lovely health insurance now so...i'll cross that bridge when i have to. two of the gang moved to california late july. one of them has come back for a week to visit mommy and friends. i hope to make the trip so i can see her at monday night karaoke. she is entertaining and enthuiastic - fun to watch. they are both missed but she can shake it while cranking out a tune. not sure i can do this just now but i'm a crazy spontaneous gal. i might finally do a song such as it will sound. :) |
4,082,066 | female | 42 | Consulting | Leo | 15,August,2004 | i figure i should explain the title to this blog. like most things it's longer than one entry so bear with me. my writing style makes some people cringe but keep reading it might grow on you. if not no worries. three years ago i had to make a hard decision that hurt people i loved. i had to start my life on my own for the first time. my support system (my family) that i thought would always be there withdrew. actually they believed my (then- now ex) husband. this was bizarre since i always tell the truth. i don't have it in me to lie and you can tell from my face if i am trying. i learned that as a small child. i was truly alone and confused. the person who had been a great friend stepped in and was my support. (this is the bigger painful lesson i learned) i felt that i was truly in the fight for my life. 'they' kept pushing and punching trying to knock me down and out. things got tough but no matter what (you got it) i was still standing. i went down on one knee more than once but something in me just kept me going. (BTW i used to box thus the fighting metaphors) Don't get out any kleenex because this isn't a sad story. i have had some tough times sure and i have learned some valuable things along the way. the most important things i learned is i'm a strong woman. more than that i learned to trust and believe in myself and like me . like any journey you make wrong turns and errors in judgment. i certainly made my share of mistakes and suffered from them but that is why i found the strength to be the awesome, hot, strong, funny and easy going gal i am today! there is (as always) more to the story. in the coming posts it will all be revealed. after all, i'm an open book. |
4,082,066 | female | 42 | Consulting | Leo | 14,August,2004 | after waiting what seemed years but was really only 16 hours i finally get another turn! i love my boys dearly but they are computer nazi's! they don't get that from me. :) to be fair they aren't allowed to use the computer at their house but come on!! i'm done ranting for now. there is so much that wants to come rushing out i don't know where to start! how about a glimpse into how i really do enjoy the simple things? let me start by giving you a bit of back round. i live in a urban apartment . i really enjoy where i am and it was a block from work . the building i live in is a funky old place with big windows, pocket doors and claw foot tubs. the downfall to this place is the apt. sizes available. most are single and double studios with one 1br and a couple 2 br. thrown in for fun. i was lucky enough to get one of the double studios on the corner so i have cross ventilation. mine is also one of the few that haven't been butchered to make it modern. it has been hellishly hot for a week or so making my world uncomfortable. (i dislike being too hot or cold) this morning i woke up to slightly over cast skies. it is cooler and strangely quiet for a saturday. after i started the coffee i moved the areo bed and got out my outdoor folding chair. (my oldest son was still asleep on the only place besides the bed to sit) as i sat down i had a happy feeling. something about the day and the chair reminded me of camping. i got a goofy smile on my face and basked in the good feeling. |
4,082,066 | female | 42 | Consulting | Leo | 13,August,2004 | well, i'm not usually one to follow the sheep but in this case i did! it started out innocently enough by getting the site addresses of friends. i would look at their blogs and journals when i remembered to but i soon found myself logging on just to view their sites. in fact it got to be a self made frustration! logging on to view the latest and they didn't even have the courtesy to update! then wanting to post comments so i got a user name and started but didn't finish setting up a blog of my own. i wondered if people would really want to read my positive quirky outlook on life and could do so without getting sick? so it sat unfinished for a few days, really forgotten until , a friend 'traced' my user name to my 'in name only' blog. the comment that came out of the blue made me feel i was caught. i gave the lame excuse that i had never made my web page so ..... 'you should get on that' okay now i feel i gotta follow through on this since i went that far. (for those of you who don't know me i know just enough about computers to be dangerous.) it took me most of a day and TONS of calories burned from frustration! the first seven pages i set up were cool. the next several were okay and the final product is just what i made to get here. actually the page is just a page but cute and useful in it's own right. check it out if you want. that's all for now as two teens are nagging for their (god given) right for a turn NOW ! welcome to my world. |
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4,276,611 | female | 26 | indUnk | Libra | 20,August,2004 | I hardly update this online journal. you can find a better updated journal by the same blogger at urlLink www.livejournal.com/users/t1moune . I'm soooooooo sleepy. good night. |
4,276,611 | female | 26 | indUnk | Libra | 20,August,2004 | I'm no model-material but I must say I love posing for pictures . Hehe. That is why I am trying out BLOGSPOT with it's new photoblogging system through urlLink hello.com , which makes it so easy to include photos in one's blog. I'll try this out for a few days or weeks and see if I will be a satisfied customer (well, unpaying customer,that is). === i love that i was able to sleep from 2am to 2pm last 'night'. I miss that I can sleep for 10-12 hours a night! Eversince I started working again, I still haven't gotten used to sleeping early. My body clock really dictates that I sleep at around 2am. But then, that would mean that I only get around 5-6 hrs of sleep if I want to arrive on time for work. For some people, that would be more than enough but if I really listen to my body, ideally the amount of sleep i need is 10 hours. That would mean I won't be cranky the whole day, I'd have enough oxygen in my brain to afford to go jogging at the end of my workday, my skin will not be breaking out with zits or what-have-yous, and i can survive the day without having to go on a food and diet coke binge. Really, if I had enough dough to spend on shopping and gimmicks, I 'd put off having to work again for a few more months. hehehe... Don't get me wrong, though. Working at urlLink Jescom has its own share of perks. One is, I get to work for social development through the propagation of faith (I work for the Catechists' Foundation of the Philippines under the Jesuit Communications), I was given the opportunity to take on a leadership position (with no one working under me... hahaha) considering the limited length of stay that I could commit to, I am in familiar teritory (the Ateneo, the Katipunan area, JesCom, etc), my co-workers are kind and easy to get along with, among other things...dot..dot..dot... ==== RSS Reader. I totally support urlLink Carlo 's take on the rss reader! If you view blogs by going to individual websites, give this a try. It's so convenient to use, you'll thank us for sharing it with you. :) |
4,276,611 | female | 26 | indUnk | Libra | 19,August,2004 | urlLink me at guimbal urlLink |
4,276,611 | female | 26 | indUnk | Libra | 19,August,2004 | urlLink me. at the backstage between concerts at the wvsucc, iloilo. urlLink |
4,276,611 | female | 26 | indUnk | Libra | 19,August,2004 | ey. m trying this out. if i like it, I'll switch to blogspot from my current provider or client or whatever you call it... |
4,143,737 | female | 14 | Student | Capricorn | 18,August,2004 | haha i m at school so sianx...juz finished all my hw i like my day today..but at mornin i have stomach ache can't finished my bread n milo me get scolded by dad...booooo at skool i squite fun but sometime my frenz did nt tokt o me i felt like i had push in a lonely corner..haha now com lab is so relaxin can play but me dun wan wana write blog like long time never write liao duno wad happen to my com...3 people being punished haha all boy ...nowi kno boy is so naughty...later gt tution at skool then later gt tution at RC then 4 .30 then can go home rest but go home liao mum n dad call us to do hw dun have a time to rest so sianx..borin my frenz they all play battle on n barnie doll all tt...2 of my best frenz do searchin about a brave boy..i juz check my email..i cum to com lab every thrus..cuz half com spoil so cher wan to get sum naughty boi or galz at tues n wed n thrus reach they cannot play com..haha i never being written be-4...i think me veri ugly n so childlish..hahaha so cold brrrrrr...i use my cher com as cher com will nt spoil...later duno wad to play..i think go somewhere else lo...i dun like friendship it cause mani trouble when it happen...recess today nth to do i call mum then go bookshop go buy pen pen no ink liao....i think the 3 boi veri ke lian sit down there cannot play...hahaha...exam cumin i every thrus then can write blog i think so...cuz at home cannot go blog..no time if i use com mum surely nag if sis they oso never scold..haha i dunno blogger so much..i find out by my sis frenz.. tired the whole clazz so noisy ...they everytime create trouble but veri acttive ...my clazz boi veri naughty nt like my big sis clazz boi so funny..some of my frenz dun like me they sae i irratatin..hahaha..i didn't felt sad sometimes cuz i imagine tt they never sae..but sum galz treat me veri well..my clazz people is go by group for bois is 2 group chinese n malay..for galz is 3 ..2 group chinese 1...haha wait i go change colour in the nest paragraph... haha me back..later i go gate 1 mum buy nasi lemak for me cuz skool ting so borin..nt like my big sis so gd gt mani i like eat wan..haha tis is the last paragraph me writtin i goin to c my website blog...bye bye...smile always:).. from ur frenz ( urlLink W@nQ !) |
4,143,737 | female | 14 | Student | Capricorn | 05,August,2004 | today so sianx..juz cum back from tution..today at school so borin...so many hw..haiz..nation day cumin my school give me a file haha..quite nice..me todae juz started how to make a blog..i heard mani people have a blog..so i copy lor :P..tis few days at school keep on dun frenz then frenz veri lame leh they..hehe goin to bath liao later at night then write..bye bye..hav a nice day..n thanz for readin my blog.. |
3,566,850 | female | 24 | Religion | Capricorn | 07,June,2004 | so i love photography. right now, in fact, i am waiting for a guy in washington to post his darkroom stuff on ebay, so i can snatch it up and have pretty much everything i need. we emailed and arranged it ahead of time. is that right? what are the ethics of ebay, anyway? i dunno. whatever. all i know is i am excited for this whole thing to finally be within my grasp. i have been pining over the lack of darkroom because of space, time, and/or money, for over two years. The soft glow of the dim, red light, the faint smell of chemicals, the excitement of dropping the paper in the developer and watching an image appear, before my very eyes. excellent. i love the process of taking pictures and developing film and watching it all come together in my hands. it's going to become more of an anomaly as the digital age trudges forth, but maybe that will make the old-fashioned stuff all the more special and interesting. i'm not one to prefer convenience, generally, where artistic endeavors are concerned. it took me a long time to be comfortable with even buying a digital camera for snapshots, because i was afraid convenience would override my desire to print my own pictures. it hasn't! (that's an interesting topic, by the way. tell me what you prefer, people, and why!) where is the guy?!? must go check again.....i've hit refresh on my internet browser and checked my email about a hundred times in the last hour...... ooh! he emailed me, saying he's posting it at 1pm!!! where is it??? it's 1:03.... *sigh* |
3,566,850 | female | 24 | Religion | Capricorn | 07,June,2004 | okay. so i am tired of being fat. i realize i mentioned the atkins diet in my last (first) blog, and here i am again, about to talk about 'dieting' and being fat again. one might think this is an ongoing thing for me. or that i am obsessed with my appearance. not really. well, amber might argue with you on that one. she has accused me on several occasions of obsessively looking in the mirror. it's weird that i am one to do this, as i rarely like what i see there. i guess i think if i keep looking, again and again, maybe i'll look better than i did the last time. sadly, this doesn't seem to happen for me. anyway, i am tired of being fat, like i said. so, i have officially decided to change my life and stop mistreating my body by way of neglecting it. i don't really believe in diets like atkins, or pills like hydroxycut or whatever other ones are out there. i don't believe in quick, easy fixes. the only thing that's ever worked for me before is changing what i eat, or how much, and exercising regularly. period. so, it's dumb to post about dieting, maybe, but i'm doing it because i'm finally making a decision to really make something happen here, and i consider this a way of holding myself accountable. maybe i'll post progress on here or something. my plan is to keep records and charts and all that stuff. i like to see progress, or i'm get all discouraged and quit. i'm going to try to write down what i eat, and what i do in the way of exercise, and i'm going to measure my big ole self once a week to see how it's all going. i'm going to put it all in a folder, and on the folder, i am going to write 'OPERATION STOP BEING FAT' on the front, all decorated-like. oh yes, my friends. yes. post number two. i'm certainly not any cooler. maybe i'll be healthier, though. if anyone has any ideas about exercise or anything, do let me know. |
3,566,850 | female | 24 | Religion | Capricorn | 07,June,2004 | so here it is, ladies and gentlemen. the blog craze is becoming like as unto the atkins diet, exept that a) blogging, to me, seems cooler than not eating bread b) see reason a. beginning a blog now, i feel a bit like i felt when i began to read the Lord of the Rings trilogy. even though my friends tried to convince me that they were great books, i didn't start reading them until about a month before fellowship came out. so i was officially not as cool as everybody who read the books based on their own merit, but boy, am i glad i didn't let that stop me from reading them. anyhow, i named my blog the bandwagon to sort of make fun of myself and my one-step-behind-everyone-else-ness. what will i write about? beats me. i don't have a theme, unless ME is a theme. oh well. maybe i will talk about sam, the little baby sitting behind me in his chair. maybe i will post a quote i like. maybe i will put some pictures on here or talk about taking pictures or developing them in my almost darkroom ('almost' because it is neither completely dark, nor completely equipped yet). maybe i will talk about your mom. i dunno. anyway, i will post something other than an introduction soon. later, friends. *elclang* |
3,566,850 | female | 24 | Religion | Capricorn | 07,June,2004 | crap the bed is what my good-and-no-longer-in-arkansas friend, rhonda, would say when something went wrong. so i typed a big ole post and titled it 'ketchup,' cause i was catching up on posting.....i am clever. but not clever enough to save changes before i magestically erased them. *sigh* i will try to recall said erased writings and ramblings. updates on life. operation:stop being fat! is not a complete failure. i still manage to semi-faithfully drink my giant jug of water. i haven't been so diligent about the notebook and charts and whatnot since vacation early in july. BUT! like i said, it's not all lost. i've dropped about 8 pounds and managed to keep off about 6. it's a start, i suppose. the darkroom. it's getting there! amber and jess came down a while back for a fun and productive day of light-proofing the closet. it is now splendidly dark, thanks to caulk, insulation, foam, black plastic, and about 200 staples. i've processed 6 rolls of film (successfully!), but i haven't yet printed anything. that, however, may change as soon as today! mom's coming up with the enlarger table, and i bought a safelight bulb yesterday. i actually have two safelight bulbs now, thanks to amber (and sorry about the confusion, by the way) anyhow, i may get around to it soon. i hope so. life is too busy, and i when i stop to think about what it is i've been doing that eats up all the hours, i can't really see that i've done all that much. is that how life is as you get old? hmmm. anyhow, go me for ketching up. i have some introspective-y things to say, but they wouldn't seem to flow here. perhaps i will post another while i wait for mom. i dunno how likely that is - Sam seems to be waking up! |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 30,May,2004 | just add another one to the zoo roster... a big fat female robin has recently completed her nest... right outside my kitchen window, in the cross beams of the upstairs apartment's deck... and *RIGHT* over top of my BBQ. robin doesn't like me very much. whenever I go to use the BBQ, I get chirped at, and it doesn't really sound like a 'hey, how YOU doing' chirp. It's more of a... 'get the heck away from my nest' chirp. but then robin gets annoyed when I don't leave, and flys away and sits in the grass until I go back inside. I think it's only a matter of time until I get dive bombed by said robin. |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 27,May,2004 | There is khaos in my life... and now there's also reason. Today my mom called, and said 'I'm not encouraging you, but I'm at this place and they have free kittens. I'd rather you take a free kitten instead of paying another $100 for another kitten' And that was that. reason is grey & white with a (currently) black nose. He has four white paws, and he and khaos have been playing for over an hour now. reason was born about April 1, which makes him almost exactly a month younger than khaos. I am no longer part of the entertainment in this apartment. I will try to post some pictures on the weekend for you. |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 26,May,2004 | heather, i taped it for you. you're going to pee your pants. i think this season finale was written by the person who wrote last season's premiere... yes, it was that good. |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 25,May,2004 | I made a doctor's appointment today to deal with what shots i need to get... except the woman at the doctor's office was so completely UNHELPFUL. She actually told me to go call my travel agent and find out what type of shots I need. Nice attitude, for a health care provider. I checked out the stuff for the conference (ask me via msn and I'll send you the link) and it turns out that I am supposed to be giving a 45 minute presentation on two separate occasions. Or so it looks. Charming. |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 25,May,2004 | Well, just got back from the Skar and found out today that I am (for sure) going to brazil in june. for a week... all expenses paid (well, I have to pay for two extra nights accomodation, but air and accomodation are already paid). I don't know where I am staying, what the hotel will be like... don't even know what to pack. I just know that I have to be part of one seminar (I have to actually talk... UGH) and I have to attend my boss' other seminar... other than that, he said I could probably sneak off one of the days of the conference. As well, there is a day at the end for all the participants to go on tours/etc. I knew I was sticking around at this job for some reason... |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 23,May,2004 | I made it to G'town... finally. :/ That was some pretty nasty weather! I got like 1/2 way when it got really bad so I just decided to take it slow and come home... yeah... Fog + heavy rain + dark = not so nice driving... especially off of the highway on the side-ish type roads :/ |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 21,May,2004 | Hmm is it just you and I reading this Jen? It is feeling kinda empty at the moment... Get more people :) Just start making up e-mail addresses and send those message things... we may get some interesting comments hehe |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 19,May,2004 | i went to the hospital today with niki and i watched them give her an EEG on her brain. it was amazing. i was so surprised at how much difference there is in brain activity when your eyes are closed / open. really really neat.... |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 19,May,2004 | last night i must have been thinking about not wanting to go back to school before bed... i had a dream about being late for class, then getting to robart's and not being able to find my classroom... of course the staff at robarts were horrid and un-helpful, and i almost lost my packed lunch. when will the insanity that is school end? [edit from several hours later] my grades came in today... apparently they haven't kicked me out yet. *sigh* i can hope for next term, right? |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 17,May,2004 | in the morning, after being locked out of my room for the better part of the night, khaos is in supreme attack mode. he pounces around my bed, jumping on me... and purring his little furry brain right off. it's hard to take him seriously when he's intent on pouncing on me, but purring like that. |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 17,May,2004 | As I was going up the stair, I met a man who wasn't there. He wasn't there again today. I wish, I wish he'd stay away. ~Hughes Mearns The Psycho-Ed |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 17,May,2004 | Yeah I have the second post here :) |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 17,May,2004 | Starting over from scratch. If you found your way here, welcome. |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 26,June,2004 | Today was another long day! Sight-seeing tour at 9 am (at least I could sleep in a little) and then went to check out a little craft-market... bought some interesting stuff... hit the mall... had McD's - cheeseburger (yes, tastes the same but the salt on the fries is different)... checked out the pool... cold. Went swimming anyway. Then went back to the south pier again... got some beautiful pictures of the area, then went on a spending spree in the surf shop there. Bought lots of things I didn't need to buy... hit the same restaurant as last night for some food... then cabbed it back to the hotel, went back to the mall... Now am very tired, but since some people from the conference have left me two messages since I left earlier today, I have to wait for them to come back again (shortly)... I just got a call that said I am going on a day-trip tomorrow to a small town outside of the city... should be interesting... now it sort of feels like a vacation, but I've been doing so much I barely have time to sit down! |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 25,June,2004 | Well, the conference is finally over. Don't get me wrong - it was a great experience and I met some very interesting people... but when some of the students who were helping to organize/run the conference asked me yesterday if I wanted to go out with them last night, the answer was a very fast 'YES'. It was so nice to get out and see a little bit of the city, and not have to think about work. We went to a part of the city called Pontao. I can only describe this as 'tropical, but without the sand'. It was on one side of a man-made lake, and it was beautiful. I didn't get to take too many pictures because I was trying not to be too touristy, but I think I would like to return there today (in the daylight!). Plus, the currency conversion is very favourable here... one 'real' (their currency) is about .44 of a Canadian Dollar... I think I will go shopping! time for breakfast! |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 25,June,2004 | I have just sat through a twenty minute presentation on a topic that I actually know something about. And the authors made some very, *VERY* scary assumptions to base their work on. It not only annoyed me, it frightened me. They had a period for questions. Normally, I´m content to keep my mouth shut, but today I had to say something. I made a very valid point, speaking from extensive experience, and they, like most academics, really didn´t seem to get my point. ´Twas ever thus. They´re still wrong. Maybe someone else will explain it to them in Portuguese, because I was *very* clear in English... What´s scarier than their error though, is the fact that *I* picked it out right away... and it started me thinking: wow... I could write a paper so much more accurately on this topic than they have. (and someone would probably feel the same way about my presentation... vicious cycle!) Someone shoot me now. Before I become one of them. |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 23,June,2004 | i am in brazil... i am trying to figure out how to learn how to say no ice! in portuguese. haven't got it yet. gave my first presentation this morning, it wasn't too bad... but the simultaneous translation into portuguese makes it a little weird - and it's hard to answer question when your little translator radio isn't working... |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 15,June,2004 | Hmmm yeah! ummm... what the !@^*@!?!?? you were right... it was very good though Jen :) I liked the one before too :D and yes for everyone else... I am that sad :( |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 14,June,2004 | Today it was announced that not only will I have to drive to Toronto three times this week in order to pick up the visas for my trip (which I thought was already taken care of), I also have to pay to register for the conference... it's only 180 EUROS, and it HAS to be paid by VISA credit card... of course I have a visa... but i never activated the card because I don't use it. So tomorrow: drive to my parents to activate the card and fax the registration form. It's okay, I'll get the 180Euros back as soon as I receive my credit card bill... of course who knows how long the school will take to pay me back and i'll have to cover that bill before they give me the money... What else is new. Like i said... how do you spell that word, the one that expresses disgust, stress, annoyance... all rollled into one HEY it's 10:20 and I'd rather be sleeping sound... |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 11,June,2004 | mopping effectively with the help of two kittens. anyone who thinks they can win at this game is welcome to come to my place and give it a go. |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 10,June,2004 | drove 30 minutes north stood in a friend's driveway freed a puppy from a goat's pen talked to the goat (without getting attacked by it!) played with the puppy for 45 minutes locked the puppy back in the goat's pen drove 30 minutes south and talked to my kittens. can you beat that? |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 08,June,2004 | Is it anti-social, or even 'high maintenance' to refuse to leave the confines of your cool, air conditioned basement apartment, and to demand that anyone who wants to see you show up there, when it's this hot and muggy outside? What if I am in here, with the temperature around 12, wearing wool socks and a sweat shirt??? |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 07,June,2004 | Yes, they changed my flight itinerary. Now I actually have connecting flights that I should be able to make... but the hotel room isn't booked. I hope to make that happen tomorrow.. wish me luck. It's 10 pm... that means that my kittens have just woken up. They only napped for about half an hour before I woke them both up and tried to get them to play. But for some reason, that half hour nap between 9:00 and 9:30 is enough to keep them going until the wee hours of the night... they prefer to wrestle on my bed while I'm in it. |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 05,June,2004 | there have been several plans over past weeks for obtaining a 'cat tree'. partially because I object to my computer chair (which has a nice high back) being used as a cat-climbing aparatus. I also object to it being a vertical cat-wrestling arena... tonight I went to my parents and my mom and I made a 'cat tree'. a very simple one. plywood bottom & top, 4x4 'trunk', scraps of carpet. Brought it home. It's about 4 feet tall. Got it out of the car. Set it down on the driveway too hard and screwed the bottom up. I guess two of the screws didn't go right into the 4x4. Brought it inside, of course I don't have a drill or appropriate nails to stabilize the base. Two bungee cords around the pillar in my kitchen did the trick. But what I want to know is: How do you bring a foreign object like this into an apartment and the kittens know IMMEDIATELY how to scale it and get on the top? And if they got up there... why can't they get back down? The height scares them a little (For the climbing down) so there's a temporary chair beside it now for dismounting. But then again... khaos just ran into the patio door with his head. eek... need i say more? |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 04,June,2004 | well... I am safely back from the travel doctor. My arms aren't hurting *too* much yet, but it's only been an hour... I am now immunized against: Yellow Fever Hepatitis A Typhoid Fever Tetanus (Psst! You're all due for this if you haven't had it recently!) Diptheria (Psst! You're all due for this if you haven't had it recently!) I'm still fair game for any regular flu bugs though. I didn't get a flu shot this year and they were out of them at the clinic. Four needles. $260 including the $50 consultation fee. That, and there's very little I can eat or drink while I'm there... nothing but bottled water (even to brush my teeth), no fresh fruit or vegetables unless boiled or peeled, no raw meat or seafood (right, because I was going to eat raw meat anyway... LOL) I still have no idea if I can get any of the money back through my health insurance... We shall see :) |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 01,June,2004 | fly to NYC first day, 2h 45min layover fly to sao paulo (south of actual destination), arrive 5:15 am second day catch connector flight to brasilia on first day at 9am on the way back... fly south to sao paulo (day one of flight)... arive at 11:50am fly sao paulo to miami... leave at 11:55pm catch connector flight home several hours later i was going to plan on practicing a little magic to make that connector flight to brasilia, since i will arrive at the airport a day AFTER the connector flight leaves. then i was planning on learning guitar and busking at the sao paulo airport for TWELVE hours on the way back. and my boss wonders why I wanted the 'DETAILS' of the flight itinerary this early... i know they won't change the 12 hour layover, but um, like i said... that flight from sao paulo to brasilia is going to be a little hard for me... |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 01,June,2004 | On the weekend, someone stole the lady upstairs' garage door opener from her van.... now she thinks that the person is going to try to come back and open the garage door and come in and try to break into the house. So... we are going to have to lock the front door at night. She's going to get a new remote for the garage door opener, but it bothers me because it's a pain in the ass to have to worry about locking & etc... Plus, now I'll have to lock my patio doors too... it's too bad we can't just let malcolm run free in the house... |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 01,June,2004 | Yeah! Congratulations to me! I FINALLY got the job I wanted!!! I start later this week or the beginning of next week... GOODBYE BEING BROKE!!! |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 01,June,2004 | It is amazing how well these things go together. It is starting to get a little frustrating though... I have watched season 4 up to episode 8... then I'm screwed. I was able to download episodes 18 and 21 but the rest I am having absolutely no luck finding... does anyone out there that reads Jen's blog know where I can get season 4 episodes 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 19, 20, and 22 (I remember you saying that you had the last one Jen so that one I really don't need I suppose.) I have tried on Kazaa but as soon as I start to download the other people cancel.... what is with that??? See this is only a problem because I want to watch the ones I have (18 and 21) but you see I don't want to spoil the episodes before it because I know that I will get them eventually. :) o.k.... If you have em or know someone who does PLEEEAAAASEEEEE let me know... I need something to feed my boredom! |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 12,July,2004 | So I've worked a variety of shifts before but never actual shift work. Let me tell you people that have not had this wonderful experience for yourself... it sucks. My mind is so messed up I don't know when it is day and when it is night or wether or not I should be awake or asleep or tired or not. Time or day, sun or moon, light or dark... doesn't matter. I just worked 3 nights (11:30pm-7:30am) then one day off then 1 day (7:30am-3:30pm) then 3 evenings (3:30pm-11:30pm) then one day off then 1 night (11:30pm-7:30am) my mind is in a muddle! I like my new job a lot. It is very interesting. Everything was going great up until my shift tonight when... some crazy bastard threw up on my desk... the joys of working in health care :( |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 05,July,2004 | some girl just came in.... wanted to know if we could scan her report card in and then change the marks and comments on it and print it out. right. |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 05,July,2004 | there is a purring doc marten box on the floor of my living room. it began to purr as i closed the lid with reason inside, and it just didn't stop purring. then it got attacked by khaos, and it continued to purr. weird. purring shoe boxes. |
1,233,335 | male | 25 | BusinessServices | Sagittarius | 05,July,2004 | there is a purring doc marten box on the floor of my living room. it began to purr as i closed the lid with reason inside, and it just didn't stop purring. then it got attacked by khaos, and it continued to purr. weird. purring shoe boxes. |
1,103,575 | female | 17 | indUnk | Scorpio | 30,January,2003 | My head still hurts ::moan:: |
1,103,575 | female | 17 | indUnk | Scorpio | 29,January,2003 | my head hurts |
1,103,575 | female | 17 | indUnk | Scorpio | 24,January,2003 | It's my dad's birthday. Yummy German Chocolate cake for me tonight!!!! At dinner they told us that some of our friends at church invited us to go with them to visit their family in the Philippeans this summer... Now if we could really go, would that not be INCREDIBLE????????? I'm already excited, and I'm probably not even going. Today I feel 'unpretty' Maggie told me I looked like MY DOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mean huh? she didn't really mean it... it was funny oh and my mom took my cell phone away from me for the weekend so if you want to talk to me, you'll have to call the house |
1,103,575 | female | 17 | indUnk | Scorpio | 23,January,2003 | We SO should not have been at school today!!! EVERY other school was out... Even Rockhurst. and it was cold... (f***ing cold) I had five shirts on, two pairs of tights, sweatpants, my skirt... At least I was warm INSIDE!!! oh well. |
1,103,575 | female | 17 | indUnk | Scorpio | 21,January,2003 | I'm exhausted... I was at church babysitting for my service hours. Wow kids are a handful!! One little boy started screaming every time I tried to put him down, It's nice to know I'm so loved, but other kids wanted me to pick them up too... AHHHH!!!!!!!!!! My right arm is numb... My parents are seriously considering letting me transfer to O'Hara, I'm just so incredibly stressed out about school now... But would I really transfer??? I doubt it. |
1,103,575 | female | 17 | indUnk | Scorpio | 20,January,2003 | MICHING MALLECHO... (it means mischief) -- says Hamlet to the fair Ophelia Finally I have dirt on somebody. I'm not going to tell you who becuase then I won't be able to use this dirt when and how I want. (If I were capable of an evil laugh, i would... but it's just not like me!!) I'm depressed again today (NO ITS NOT BeCAUSE OF yOU, YOU PIG-HEADED...) Today I like the Used again... this time it 'Bury Me alive' |
1,103,575 | female | 17 | indUnk | Scorpio | 20,January,2003 | Where did I see this??? It's pathetic... You would slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath I would apologize for bleeding on your shirt. Is that lyrics to a song or something??? It's stuck in my head. I wrote this the other night... I don't know what's the matter with me... Anymore it's all crap. I've had a crappy day, I sit and stare at the girl in the mirror that is not me. I am 2 dimensional. I wonder what you see in her. I don't take off my make-up, I'm too tired It doesn't matter anyway, I'll just look like a racoom in the morning. |
1,103,575 | female | 17 | indUnk | Scorpio | 19,January,2003 | AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BORED OUT OF MY MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really need to call some people for newspaper, but I really REALLY REALLY don't want to. I hate newspaper, the only part I like is having my pictures in the paper. Maybe I'll drop it next year and pick up some art classes so I really can get into Corcoran ( see link at I found this spiffy Elven site today too. I need to find somebody to teach it to me, I LOVED it in the movie. I'm sure I'll be back later... Oh what am I listening to right now?::: korn... fun stuff |
1,103,575 | female | 17 | indUnk | Scorpio | 18,January,2003 | This was on some other guy's blog, its funny: 'so he texted you want to have sex or watch LOTR later? how arrogant. he can go to his damn motels alone. and i've seen LOTR already. ' lol, wow, but then you might not find it funny, I have the oddest sense of humor. I also find this funny... Doubt thou the stars are fire Doubt that the sun doth move doubt truth to be a liar but never doubt i love --hamlet |
1,103,575 | female | 17 | indUnk | Scorpio | 17,January,2003 | Let's see, who am I in love with today??? Probably the Used. They're going to be at the Warped Tour, I'm excited!! Right now I'm listening to Relient K... Becca made me listen to them last night, and now I'm dying for the cd. I need to be friends with somebody who listens to good music and can burn these cd's for me, I've only got, like 20, and in this day and age that's very very sad.(Chantele, you're still working on Disturbed for me aren't you? You can borrow SR-71 if you do lol) Oh and while I'm thinking about it, what do you guys think of the Vines' version of Ms. Jackson?? I laughed the first time I heard it, hated it the second time, and its been growing on me ever since. Today I pinned my hair up, it looked incredibly cool, rather like Padme's in Ep. 2 when its all loopy, ya' know? But now I have a headache from having those pins stuck into my scalp all day. lol, yeah you GUYS, you just don't understand. It hurts like hell. And apparently, there have been rumors going around about me being suicidal? Well, I'm not. I'm about as close as you can get without actually being suicidal, and making a comeback, so don't worry about me, I'm fine really!!!! We discovered today that I'm a little on the stubborn prideful side... basically, once I've done something... I've not going back on it, even when I do regret it... poor me. Oh and last night I decided that Marshmallow Fluff is supposed to be refrigerated, just so you know. (lol) PS... you guys might call me tonight, make sure I haven't passed out, I rather feel like it just now |
1,103,575 | female | 17 | indUnk | Scorpio | 17,January,2003 | I knew you guys shouldn't have let me sit at home by myself tonight. I've been reading Margret Atwood. My favorite quotes from books come from her, and I'm really bored (aren't I always?? I say that every night) so I'm going to type them all out so I have them all in one place. --' 'It's absolutely no use saying you should stop loving someone. It doesn't work like that!' 'Well you should if you know its bad for you,' said Charis. 'Bad for you had nothing to do with it,' said Roz. 'I like hamburgers,' said Charis, 'but I don't eat them.' 'Hamburgers are not an emotion,' said Roz. 'Yes they are,' said Charis. --Robber Bride (that one's my favorite) 'On that day, blood ran like water, so afterwards it must have been very clean.' --the Blind Assasin 'I am a fool to confuse this with goodness. I am not good. I know too much to be good. I know myself. I know myself to be vengeful, greedy, secretive, and sly. --Cat's Eye 'I think about becoming invisible. I think about eating the deadly nightshade berries from the bushes beside the path. I think about drinking the Javex out of the skull and cross bones bottle in the laundry room, about jumping off the bridge, smashing down there like a pumkin, half of an eye, half of a grin. I would come apart like that, I would be dead, like the dead people. I don't want to do these things, I'm afraid of them. BUt I think about her telling me to do them, not in her scornful voice, in her kind one. I hear her kind voice inside my head. Do it. Come on. I would be doing these things to please her.' -- Cat's Eye |
1,103,575 | female | 17 | indUnk | Scorpio | 16,January,2003 | AHHH, I'm bored out of my mind. Today I'm in love with All American Rejects.. If you didn't notice earlier...lol. There's a song, on their website, Don't Leave Me, I love it. And I'm just listening to this song by spoon??? its interesting |
1,103,575 | female | 17 | indUnk | Scorpio | 14,January,2003 | yes I'm back again.. I feel like ranting, the snow is melting. Last night was the last straw, but now I'm left with an empty cup. Nothing is ever what it seems, and once again, I've brought this on myself, and for me there is no going back, Will you catch up? The tears will not fall, but the pain will go away. I sit and laugh, because I have been here before and will be here again. Its okay, I'll live, I always do, its my sense of humor that saves me. Sarcastic as it may be, and as much as you may hate it, It has saved me, I would have gone long ago if not for it, my trusty shield, you never got as close as you could have, it saved me. It ruined me. hm, rather abstract tonight, huh? |
1,103,575 | female | 17 | indUnk | Scorpio | 14,January,2003 | AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All American Rejects comes out Feb. 4th, Don't let me forget!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
1,103,575 | female | 17 | indUnk | Scorpio | 14,January,2003 | The snow is GORGEOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've already gone out and shot 2 rolls of film this morning. I love my Baby. (NO CHANTELE, YOU WERE NOT THE FIRST PERSON TO NAME IT THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) yeah, um back to the snow... Its weird how Bobby has picked up my snow day habits. Snow days are the only no school days that you don't sleep in. We get up, put on a ton of clothes and go out into the woods and look for animal tracks. We always walk single file, to mess up less snow. The only reason Bobby does it is because he knows I would SMACK him if he didn't. (hee hee) Oh and I wrote this last night too: The girl is beautiful her pale silouette outlined against the dark hair spread across her pillow Glowing in the light reflected off the snow outside her window she is beautiful and so am I Its pretty crappy, but I thought you'd like it (yes you Chantele) |
1,103,575 | female | 17 | indUnk | Scorpio | 14,January,2003 | Today we had fun. I threw a banana at Chantele, and we discovered my lightning fast reflexes. Chantele and I also decided that we were going to take over the world like Alexander the Great... It will most likely entail having affairs with world politicians and then poisoning them at breakfast. Poor Sama lost her voice and had to call us really REALLY bad names to get us to pay attention to her. I would also like to take this opportunity to point out the fact that I am MADLY in love with Joel from gc, and Deryk (?) from Sum 41. MADLy i tell you. Well I suppose I'm done for now. I'm horridly tired and bored, I need to get out of this house!!!!!!!!!!! |
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