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Knowing some HTML coding I am a bit cheaty when it comes to watching videos online. I will happily watch a 30 second ad on youtube (or listen if I am doing something else) providing it is something I am interested in. The Heroes of the Storm ads are a good example. I won't play it but it is pretty cool so I don't mind it. Plus there is no skip button for it. Then you get the 3 minute "I bought this x million dollar car and here's how" bullshit ads and those I skip with a passion.
Basically, keep it short and sweet and I will watch. When it comes to videos on sites that have ton's of flash ads on the side lagging the video to crap I find the page source, steal the bit where the video is embedded (I don't mind ads that are included in the video) and put it in an HTML page. Then I load that. Bam, video with maybe an ad and no shitty flash ads making annoying beep noises or videos playing in the background that just piss you off. I don't care about this woman curing cancer! It's a stupid lie to make money. | I don't have adblock and as long as the ads are short and interesting I watch and don't skip. Flash ads on other sites are annoying as shit and I cheat my way around them. | [
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My GF is a fine dining server. And she's the shit. Made a ton of money because she knows her shit. Wine, cigars, you name it. Then, the establishment starting pooling tips. Now, she'll pull in $400/night in tips, but has to share it with the fucking kids they just hired that don't know shit that made $90. | everyone gets paid the same no matter what level of service they provide. | [
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Hello, ok so me and my girlfriend have been together 7/8 months now.
We both where each others firsts.
However when we try to have sex we start of ok. However after about 5/10 minuets we have to stop as she feels a ripping feeling and then is extremely uncomfortable for the next couple of hours.
We have tried lube and lots of for play but nothing seemed to help.
This really winds her up, but doesn't bother me to much other than I don't want to do anything in fear of hurting her.
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I've [26m] been dating my partner [28f] for 18 months. We are just about to go over seas and we are staying at her parent's place as part of the trip.
I am deeply in love with her, we are hugely compatible, we never fight, we have similar life goals and are each supportive of the other.
All of my friends and family adore her, and I love her family, they are so welcoming.
I want to ask her parents their blessing to marry her (I know her mum already expressed that she wants this to happen to my partner, but I'm a traditional guy and in our culture this is expected). I also think it would be nice to propose over seas. It seems romantic and I go in for that sort of thing.
There's a number of factors here.
We have been long distance for most of last year, she's only just moved back to the city we met in, before that she was across the country for work.
We have only lived together for 6 months of our relationship and we have never joined our finances, which I think is something a married couple should be able to do, and I know finances are a big strain on a relationship. So I don't know how we will weather that storm. We've never had any hardship as a couple, so I don't know how we will cope if we run into troubles.
We are both at the age where kids is on the cards soon. (I consider 2 years to be soon).
We are both at a point in our careers where a wedding doesn't fit just yet, but it will soon. It is very important to me that we are married before we even consider children, which I know is something she is ready to consider.
I have had some pretty terrible relationships in the past and been cheated on and physically and emotionally abused (I have literally been attacked with deadly weapons). This causes me to question my judgement. I've come a long way since then, and I've changed and grown.
There are no red flags in this relationship, she's so wildly different to girls I've dated in the past and I am so happy. But a small part of me fears that I'm rushing in, or missing something.
One of my sisters (I have 6) who is a year older than me [at the time 26/f] got engaged after 6 months, a lot of my family seemed to think it was ridiculous and too soon.
I fear asking my parents for their opinion because I don't know what they will think and don't want them to tell me not to. (Which is probably a red flag, I don't know). I want to talk to them, but I am not quite ready.
I already have a ring picked out and have the money put aside, but I've not purchased it.
I know she will say yes. There is nothing I could image that might make her say no.
Most importantly, I want this. I want to spend my life making her happy, I want to give her everything she wants. I want to make her as happy as I am just being next to her. I would love to spend the rest of my life giving her reasons to fall in love with me all over again. I want to share the good times with her, and I want to be there for her when it's bad, I want to have her there for me when it's awful, and I want to know I have someone on my team who I can trust and who has my back. | I [26/m] want to propose to my partner [28/f] of 18 months but I feel it might be too soon, however, there seems no logical reason that any other time would be better.
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"content": "I [26/m] want to propose to my partner [28/f] of 18 months but I feel it might be too soon, however, there seems no logical reason that any other time would be better.\nThoughts? Comments? Opinions?",
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To start, thanks for asking! And I'm sorry to say it but I've got another depressing post for you.
I feel like shit. As I do most nights as it gets later and later. Unfortunately I find that I can't fall asleep until 5 am no matter what. So going to bed at one or two means lying there for a few hours listening to the radio rolling over and over. I'm not 100% sure what causes my insomnia, it could be that I have ever mounting guilt because I'm in a relationship which I find hard to stand. Or that I'm bored because I have nothing to do over the summer as my current situation has left me with no means for a job and I have no friends near home.
In regards to the girlfriend it seems to be, sadly, a reoccurring problem that I have. I have one of the most amazing girlfriends in the world. She puts up with my shit, she doesn't bitch about my often piss poor attitude and she even plays video games among other things. She's everything I want in a girl but for some reason I just can't love her. I've tried but I just can't. I want to, but there's just something about her mannerisms or maybe it's hormones. Either way, I really can't stand her. The worst part is, she's not the first to fall prey to this. I have had a series of girlfriends who have been absolutely amazing in their own ways, each one seemed to be about as perfect as any redditor could ask for. I dated a girl who was on the swim team in high school. She was about 5'2, 130 pounds and had 32 DD's. Physically she was breathtaking. But she had family problems and her Step-dad didn't like me even though I'd drive 45 minutes to see her for about an hour or two and the entire time I got stuck doing yard work. I also had to help her get over her ex-boyfriend who lived with her father. Her ex was gay and being gay doesn't bother me. I have many gay friends. But it was awkward because he was attracted to me. So it became this strange semi-homo love triangle. And the weirdest part was that his boyfriend also lived there, and didn't seem to care. (He was markedly more attractive and nicer than the ex. no homo.) In the end we dated for 9 months and I started to lose my feelings for her around the 6-7 month mark. So when college came I took the chance and broke up with her. This led to a few problems: 1. My parents liked her more than me (because I'm a complete dick and she's really kind to everyone), and she spent a good deal of time at my house after we broke up, because honestly I didn't care. Why would I? I was 2 hours away at school. And 2. I wanted to make it so that she didn't get hung up on me and so I acted as disinterested in her as possible. Which led to her finding a new boyfriend rather quickly. Normally this would be a good thing but he ended up being extremely controlling and made us cut all communication. As far as I know, they're still dating.
Fast forward two years. I'm in about the same situation. I've lost interest in my current girlfriend who has had previous issues with cutting and now I don't know what do do. She's become completely ingrained into my life. She lives with me at school and is in my closest friend group. Furthermore, she's also in every one of my other friend groups and in those groups she is markedly more liked than I am. Because again, I'm a dick and she's a generally kind person. Also she's more extroverted than I am. So I don't know what do do. If I leave her she'll probably lose her place in my core friend group, and I'll lose my place in all of my other friend groups. I don't dislike her, I just don't have feelings for her and it's already a very heavy relationship. I don't want to cut off all communication with her because I enjoy her company, but I don't think we're fit for each other. And I don't want it to be like my last relationship where she meets someone else and I never talk to her again, because honestly, I miss my last girlfriend as well. I'm not pining for her, but she was an awesome person and someone I enjoyed generally spending time with.
So there it is, that's what's on my mind. Thanks for asking, I needed to get that off my chest. I'm still not sure what to do about it though. | I keep dating amazing girls but I can't seem to fall in love with any of them. So now I'm stuck in a relationship that seems to be mimicking previous ones. | [
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High school was similar for one year. I did dumb things like that for months until my best friend convinced me to bring people along to learn the tricks of the trade; I was instantly cool with the "gangstas" and cool kids who couldn't afford the latest fashion. I was so ingenious in my techniques it was like a puzzle. From PS2s, phones, dumbbells,Skullcandy headphones to any manner of clothing - I regret it heavily and ended up working at one of said places. | I too was a stealthy thief. | [
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Legal in Texas. I have tanned topless at Barton Creek but there are more exciting ladies than me that hula hoop topless and smoke dope. | Barton springs in Austin TX is still in the 70s. | [
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For a long time now, at least 6-7 years but I think longer, I believe I've had an anal fissure (tear in your asshole) that won't heal. It gets better and then randomly tears open again. It can be as mild as a little red on the tp or I've had the toilet water completely red from blood coming from my ass. I've been to doctors about this twice and both times got colonoscopies done (even after telling them I feel it right near my asshole not deep in there) and they "didn't find anything." Whatev. For the most part its doing OK, when it gets bad I have a menthol cream that helps with the pain while shitting and I take stool softeners to help it heal back up but it always rips back open eventually. It really sucks because I'm bi and I'd like some butt loving but I really don't think it'll be possible for me.
And to throw in on the sexy problems that people seem to be having, the amount of semen I ejaculate has dramatically reduced over the past year or so. Of course not ejaculating for awhile to "build up" helps but I've masturbated close to daily (more often in teenage years) for most of my life and why this is happening now is confusing, and I get a little self conscious about it during sexy time so I rarely cum on my partner or let them swallow because I don't want them to know how little there is. | my butt hurts. :( | [
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When I was in highschool I did Timberframing. It was a fun job. I was a lowly grunt, so when there wasn't something important to do, the boss would have me and my buddy rip down the side cut (the pieces left over from the mill after they'd take a log and make it into a timber) into siding. This included taking a 25' long piece of flimsy wood through a table saw, and cutting about 2" off either side of it. One time I was on the pulling side (with a board that long you have to hold it so it doesn't bend, they were only about 2" thick, and about 12-16" wide) and part of the thin side being trimmed broke from the side of the wider part, and shot straight into my stomach.
It was about 4' long, and about 1-2" (varying) wide. It shot into me like a spear. If I hadn't been wearing a carhart coat, and a hoody underneath, and a t-shirt underneath that, it would have broken the skin I'm sure. I had a nice outline on my stomach in blood/bruise for about 3 weeks. It knocked the wind out of me and knocked me over. | Be careful with tablesaws. | [
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I think you might be confusing oligosynthetic languages and poly synthetic languages? Oligosynthetic languages are a hypothetical concept only--they don't exist in natlangs, only in constructed languages. When classifying languages by typology, people talk about analytic vs. synthetic (with polysynthetic being basically "extreme" synthesis, there's several competing definitions of what actually qualifies as polysynthesis).
Fusional/agglutinative/isolating is actually a separate scale than the synthetic/analytic one. A language can technically be more analytic than synthetic and still be fusional or agglutinative (English, for example, is much more analytic than synthetic, yet demonstrates agglutination in many affixes). Synthetic vs. analytic generally has to do with the number of morphemes per word (more morphemes per word = more synthetic); fusion/agglutination/isolation has to do with how morphemes are put together (fusional = many things are "fused" into a single morpheme; agglutinative = morphemes only mean one thing and are stuck together like Lego; isolating = morphemes aren't put together at all, they're separate). | there's two separate scales here. One is analytic - synthetic - polysynthetic; one is isolating/fusional/agglutinative. | [
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Hi all,
I'm new to HoTS and MOBA's in general. I couldn't pass up a chance to play my favorite D3 characters in a new setting and got hooked! When I first booted up HoTS I noticed how beautiful it looks and attempted to put all the settings up to high, because My laptop, an Acer 7750G with a 2gb AMD 6650M, can run most games on high settings. I entered the Nexus and to my dismay the framerate was awful and every enemy encounter is accompanied by lag spikes. Also, that pesky latency symbol is constantly in the top left corner. The .exe is set to high performance in my switchable graphics settings, but in the display settings of HoTS the card next to the title says "Inted HD Graphics Family"
Does anyone have a fix for this issue to make sure HoTS uses my graphics card to its utmost potential?
Thanks in Advance! | HoTS says Intel HD Graphics Family, but I have an AMD 6650M 2GB card. Framerate sux with low settings and during encounters. Latency icon is always in the corner. Any fix? | [
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Yes, but the problem is that Webb's theory - while having aspects that are correct - exaggerates the involvement of the CIA, especially at the distribution level. Pretty much all the above posts that view this as a giant conspiracy are simply way overblown.
For a legitimate source, there is a classic book written by Alfred W. McCoy (an academic historian) called "The Politics of Heroin: CIA Complicity in the Global Drug Trade. I highly recommend it, it's massive but much of the research was conducted in person by McCoy in the 1970s in Laos and (mostly) Burma.
While mostly focused on South-East Asia, the revised edition in 2001 contains a significant chunk on Afghanistan (1980s), Central America (1980s) and Colombia (1980s-1990s).
Here's the long and the short of it:
Contra camps served as transit points for Medellin Cartel flights from Colombia to America. Prominent members of the organization were involved.
At one southern camp, Eden Pastora, one of the Contra leaders (it was not a uniform organization but a collection of right-wing leaders with their own groups, many from former dictator Somoza's regime) used the cocaine trade to finance their operations, as American aid was relatively meagre. The CIA cut off ties to him in 1984 partly because of this, but also partly because they felt they couldn't control him.
From 1984-1986 you have Iran-Contras, the sale of arms to Iran combined with private "gifts" to fund the Contras, led by Oliver North in the National Security Council. Alliances with known drug traffickers continued throughout the 1980s, even as late as 1989 when it was abundantly clear that key Contra individuals were involved in trafficking.
In 1986, the State Department paid four contractors a total of 800,000 to supply "humanitarian aid" to the contras. One of those contractors was Juan Ramon Matta Ballesteros, who is considered one of the most important figures in the shift in the power of the drug trade from Colombia to Mexico - he helped connect Mexican and Colombian traffickers, which cemented cocaine transit routes through central America and up through Mexico - most of which remain important today.
McCoy also talks about Webb's article, and he has this to say about the whole matter: "In effect, the CIA, understanding the sensitivity of drug smuggling by its Central American assets, had formalized its once informal policy of closing covert war zones to external investigation...Contra involvement in cocaine smuggling to the United States required a more formal waiver to protect the agency from later charges of illegality. In volume II of his report, CIA Inspector General Hitz documented the agency's longstanding policy of protecting its covert assets from investigations of drug trafficking done in connection with CIA covert operations."
This sums up McCoys view in general: "Critics who look for the CIA's agents to actually dirty their hands with drugs in the line of duty are missing the point. Under its covert warfare doctrine, the CIA avoided direct involvement in combat and instead worked through local clients whose success determined the outcome of the agency's operation. The CIA's involvement thus revolves around tolerance for, or even complicity in, drug dealing by its covert action assets - not, in many instances, any direct culpability." | People in this thread are way overblowing the role the CIA played, and ascribing actions to them that they themselves did not take. They aren't clean - they are complicit in trafficking. But complicity ≠ actually trafficking drugs.
Sources: Alfred W. McCoy "The Politics of Heroin" Revised Edition (2001); About 5-6 years of studying drug trafficking. | [
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Here's one that happened last tuesday, freaked me right the fuck out.
I'm the helpdesk for the college I'm going to (or I will be until tomorrow, the last day of my course) and the person who was supposed to take the tuesday afternoon shift didn't come to class and didn't send any message like a total ass, so I had to take their shift.
I got called into the campus director's room, she was telling me an IT group has monthly meetings and she's letting them use our space. She asked me about helping them set up, and if I was interested so I asked what the group is about.
Meanwhile, I'm just randomly thinking "huh....an IT group, I wonder if my co-op supervisor from high school knows anything about this. Nahhhh"
She grabs the email and says this meeting is about the windows deployment toolkit and one touch installations. I think "Huh, My supervisor used to work with that during my co-op placement and showed me how it worked and stuff. But that's probably just a coincedence."
Then she says the guest speaker for this particular monthly meeting is none other than my supervisor. It was at this point that my brain exploded.
And on top of this massive coincedence, as I said, the person normally taking the shift didn't show up, and if they had, I would have never found out about this meeting. | random IT group just so happens to use my college's space for meeting, guest speaker turns out to be my old co-op supervisor. | [
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Yeah, I am definitely thankful. People always tell me I have a lot of/good drive and motivation. A book that I'll recommend to you is Robert Gringer's "Action!" book. It's just best to stop thinking about how to do it and just start doing it. Eventually, you just forget that it was a "daunting task" and before you know it you're done with the project. | Shut up and get your butt moving. Quit whining and get to work. ;) | [
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About six months, I was hanging out in my friend's living room. My girlfriend was there, along with two other guys and one other girl. These people are more my friends than hers, but as we have been dating for over two years she has become friends with them as well. There was not a ton of seating, and one guy was laying on the longest couch, so my girlfriend went to sit on the end where his feet would be and instead of moving his feet, he put them on top of the pillow that she had sitting on her lap. I watched this happen, and she didn't move or tell him to move his feet either. (Just for background, my girlfriend and this guy have had very limited interaction and only through me, but he gets hot girls, so I'm assuming he is attractive. Also, neither my girlfriend nor I have ever cheated.) Seeing his feet on her lap over the next few minutes while the whole group was talking made me really jealous. I shot daggers at her with my eyes, trying to make her realized that she was doing something that made me unhappy, but she claims she didn't notice. The two of us left soon after and I immediately confronted her for acting inappropriately with another guy. I was very angry and upset, and she didn't seem to realize what the problem was. I have brought it up a few times since that incident six months ago, and every time she claims I had no reason to be jealous. The best I've gotten out of her was an "I'm sorry it made you feel that way and I won't do it again," but I want to know if I was in the right. | My friend put his feet on my girlfriend's lap and I got mad at her. She doesn't think I should have been jealous. | [
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Just wow. It was the hottest sex I've ever had. To start from the beginning, I'll go back to tuesday night when i went out to grab drinks with some guy friends. Foolishly, I told my boyfriend I was with a girlfriend and he found out I lied. Anger and tears ensued, and I was left teetering on the edge for the next 24 hours wondering if he would be able to forgive my fuck up.
On Wednesday, I had the day off, so I spent it being depressed in bed. I was sleeping when he finally came home around midnight. I don't think he intended to wake me up, but while he was getting into bed, he twisted up his legs in mine. I wasn't expecting it, so I repositioned myself, giving him some space. He then grabbed my hand and started scratching my back, allowing me to snuggle into his collarbone/neck area.
Then, he wound his hand into my hair and forced my head back to start kissing me. The kisses were fervent and rough. Passionate. His tongue explored my lips and caressed my ear lobe. My teeth nibbled his neck and my lips nuzzled his jawbone.
He ripped my head back again, pulling my hair out of the pony tail it was tied up in. I fell backwards and he started pulling my shorts off. Then he looked at me, smiled, and went down. It was unlike any oral I'd ever received. He didn't just say the alphebet, he spoke Latin to my clit. Just, holy fuck. I couldn't stand it, I needed him inside me, but he wouldn't stop. Finally, I grabbed a fistful of his hair and pull him up.
Once his boxers came off, he threw me back into the pillows again. I directed his throbbing cock inside me and then thrust forward to envelope him completely. We both moaned with primal pleasure and he started fucking me. Ugh, just thinking about it is making me wicked horny.
He made me cum once and then toned it down a bit and started moving with a little rhythm. I was gyrating my hips in tune to his rhythm. Then we flipped over so I was on top. I wiggled down, so his dick was entirely inside me, then I started riding him back and forth. It feels incredible for us both. But that didn't last long.
He grabbed me around the waist, and lifted me off him, then grabbed my thighs, dragging me across the bed. He was already standing, so I assumed the doggy position, and he started pounding my pussy again. It was intoxicating, and i came a second time. It took him a few more minutes to cum himself. After he was done, he pulled out really fast, just the way I love, and I collapsed onto my chest, heaving. Before I could do anything, he laid on top of me and whispered, " never lie to me again ," and then helped me up, gave me a hug and a kiss, and went to go get cleaned up. | I lied to my boyfriend, he found out, let me think about what I'd done for a day, then fucked me real good to show he'd forgive me. | [
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From these different genres, (Which can mix) I would then go from Most organized, to least organized. This isn't a test to see which is better, or more artful, because all music can have its own passion, and different people, like different things.
I do not come to you today to preach about my opinion on Hip-Hop, or the industry. Nay, instead, I offer you a discovery I made, and which many of you may have already seen, may be interested in, or may like or dislike.
This is my list (These are just examples, plandmarkers, for reference, if you will) of beat producers (Not necessarily from specific genres) BY NO MEANS IS ARE THESE RANKING MY FAVORITES< OR BEST PRODUCERS -
Strictest Beats -
-(DJ Premiere, Pete Rock, Buck Wild, Prince Paul- [A lso, probably strictest adherence to orgininal Hiphop ])
-(Ali Shaheed Muhammed,J Dilla, 9th Wonder, RZA)
Ranging Organization
-(Kanye West, Eric B, Hi-Tek)
-(RJD2, Alchemist, DJ Shadow, Nujabes, Childish Gambino)
-(Madlib, DangerMouse [hate to put them so close, because it makes me seem like I'm only doing it based on their work with doom, but...])
Really Loose
-(MF Doom, MF Grimm,Tyler the Creator)
-(Flying Lotus, Annu, Samiyam)
-(Knxwledge, Avey Tare (Some of his stuff could definitely be considered Exp. Hiphop)
And now to add, to the least organized, of the loose/Experimental beats- Kool AD- aka, Victor Vazquez.
One of his [latest songs]( and one of [my favorites]( | Vic Vazquez, 1/3^rd of Das Racist, makes crazy ass beats (If you can still call them that)... Recordings. They're fun to listen to, and even funnier if you've seen the personality of Victor Vazquez.
Sorry for the length though HipHop Lovers, just thought I'd express some opinions and get some feedback/Agreements/Disagreements, before I hit you with the raw beats of Kool AD. Also, if this is a repost about Kool AD, ( which it probably is), feel free to yell at me.
~Happy Listening | [
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When you get an import of cheap grains, you undercut the market place. No one is going to spend money on more expensive grains/food grown locally when they can get it from external sources for cheap. So the farmers do not have the ability to grow food for the country and still remain competitive with the market place. They can in turn buy seeds from agribusiness companies which have incredible requirements on the farmers, so it is not very cost effective. Also agribusiness companies have patents on their grains which do not allow for the replanting of them. There is a growing movement to support local farmers with this problem La via Campansina. In addition, not all of Africa is dominated by warlords. But that is just my understanding. I am sure you can find more information on it. | They are underfed because they cannot afford to grow local foods, and have to buy cheap imports, in addition to problems of government and politics. Not to mention predatory business practices by multinational agribusiness companies. I would suggest Google to research this more, There is a food sovereignty movement which would be a good place to start if you are more interested on the subject. | [
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doesn't really matter. Some games turn the second monitor off, but alt tabbing out and in usually leaves it on. For anything with an ingame mouse fullscreen is usually better because many games forget to have an option to lock the mouse in the game screen. Oh and if you have an old computer, using a smaller resolution while fullscreening might fuck things up on the other one. Windowed mode is better for tabbing out of a game because fullscreen somewhat takes over the monitor and it needs to reaload everything else | usually doesn't matter | [
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Things ended up working better than I could have ever dreamed of with my boyfriend - I had found my soul mate!!! I never even believed in things like that before. We had talked extensively about having a family... and you know, not once could I bear to tell him that I had PCOS and I thought that was impossible. I couldn't break his heart like that. All I could manage is "I have good reason to believe that I might have trouble getting pregnant"... how woefully inadequate that statement was, but it hurt too much to tell him the truth.
I had bought four months worth of Nuva Rings from my local Planned Parenthood (because I didn't want another doctor trying to get me on some invasive and sickening new array of pills to treat a problem that I'd made my peace with), and during those four months, we moved to Colorado, and started a great little life of our own. In Colorado, I promptly got my medical marijuana prescription, and continued my regime, enjoying my new life completely. But the rings eventually ran out, and we were really in financial straights, so going to get more, unfortunately, just had no way to fit into our budget.
We had discussed it, and I just told him "I know when I ovulate, and I'll even download an app on my phone, and we can just avoid those days, or use condoms". It wasn't because we didn't want a baby, of course, but because we were so poor that we knew it wouldn't be right to ruin someone else's life like that. Love and desire for a family was never a problem. I did all that keeping track of things for about a month.
During that month, I don't know what happened, but I started really looking at my life like I had never done in the past. I'm 29, so right there, I'm not getting any younger. My prime childbearing years were completely slipping away, and with my chronic pain issues getting worse every year, how the hell could I expect to bear a child without horrible complications for me? What sort of mother would I even be able to be if I waited another year... another five? That's sort of when I decided "I'm getting monthly periods without the help of any medications, I don't know if I'm producing eggs, but if I am, I can't deny myself a baby I could otherwise have". I didn't tell my boyfriend this, but I'm sure he knew I had made some sort of decision, and I'm sure he agreed with me, as I had warned him explicitly that I was ovulating and he had to use a condom, and he decided he didn't want to. Just for clarification, I didn't ever intent to entrap him - my absolutely dire, worst-case-scenario in my mind was that if I got pregnant, I would tell him flat out that I didn't expect him to have anything at all to do with the baby if he didn't want to, but I had to take any chance I could possibly get to have a baby. And I feel that I did due dilligence by warning him "hey, there's a good chance that if it's gonna happen, it's gonna happen now". I definitely don't want to be seen as some sort of uncaring monster in this whole thing!
It didn't happen that first month.. or the next month... or the next. I figured I just wasn't producing eggs, and I settled into a new comfortable routine.. there was something liberating to me to functioning like a "normal lady", but also not worrying about pregnancy, birth control, condoms, all that mess, and I still had the thought in my mind "if it happens, it will be a blessing that should not be denied." Several months passed, in fact. Another birthday came and went, and then on Christmas day of 2012, we moved into our first apartment together - we had been living with other people, in spare rooms, for the past seven months, and GOD what a great feeling to have a place that was all ours! And it was the perfect place.
Everything was looking up around Christmas. My boyfriend had settled into a job making enough money for us to live on, we had a great apartment, in a great part of a great town of a great state, and we were blissfully happy. When January rolled around, particularly the time for my period, I wasn't surprised when it was a day late - the move had been stressful, and though things were looking up, there were still mountains left to climb, so to speak. That kind of stress can make you late, and had made me a day late in the past, so I wasn't concerned (though secretly, of course, I was begging and pleading and praying that I was pregnant). Day two, still no period.... very weird. I hadn't been that late... well... not once since I started having regular cycles. Maybe the move hit me harder than I thought? I didn't get my hopes up, but I definitely still hoped...
Five days after my period was supposed to come - indeed, I would have normally had it and been done with it by that point - I thought "it's definitely time to take a test". I didn't want to get my boyfriend's feather's ruffled over what could very fucking well be nothing (pardon my french), so I waited til he went to work, and I grabbed an at-home test that I'd been saving, and lo and behold... a [positive test]( The first thing I did was scream "NO FUCKING WAY!!!", then I cried, and then I called my boyfriend... He was still on the way to work, so he went in, told them what was up, and came home immediately. He took me back to Planned Parenthood, we got our confirmation, and I was told I was five weeks along... I'm tearing up right now even thinking about it. For five weeks, I'd been a mommy and I didn't even know it. It was a miracle, an absolute miracle. I was lucky enough that he was absolutely overjoyed, and immediately supportive, and concerned, and excited with me.
Since then, and having discussed it with our families, everyone believes that it's because of my use of medical marijuana that I was able to conceive. I haven't had a look at my ovaries since I was 16, but February 18th is my first ultrasound... I'll be able to see my precious baby's heartbeat, and I'll get to have a look at my ovaries... I'm sincerely curious as to what they'll find. | I believe that medical marijuana, in conjunction with a relatively short stint on Nuva Ring birth control, allowed me to conceive.
For any of those concerned, since I've been pregnant, I have all but stopped taking any marijuana of any kind. It wasn't because a doctor told me to (they did, but they cited studies that I had personally reviewed and found to by highly flawed and biased), and not because I felt I SHOULD, but because it became just repulsive to me for some reason. My body, I've found, is so incredibly sensitive and instinctual right now, that I feel this is my body's way of telling me "you don't need this right now", and I'm heeding the warning! Do I believe ingesting marijuana during pregnancy is bad? Honestly, no, I don't. I've done a lot of research, and I discussed it with a great many people whose opinions I respect, and who I can see the proof in the pudding - their kids are wonderful kids, with not a damn thing wrong with them, and in some cases, I can look at they themselves!
The bottom line is that I don't feel, after all this, that anyone knows my body better than me. I would never, ever endanger my baby, and I do not believe that there's significant risks with marijuana during pregnancy. However, my body doesn't want it, so I'm not having it! Simple as that.
Once again, I don't know if this is any sort of reasonable medical advice - I can only go on the conclusions I and other people have come to accept. Credible studies on medical marijuana have only recently begun, and it's incredibly hard to sift the wheat from the chaff in that situation, since there's been such a wide propagation of misinformation for so many, many years. But the fact is that I am officially pregnant, and literally the only thing that changed in my life is that I started taking medical marijuana. I didn't lose a bunch of weight (in fact, at my lowest weight, I still didn't get periods - I was definitely not at my lowest weight when I conceived), I didn't take any pills, and I was in no way attempting to treat or control my PCOS.
I wish you the most heartfelt and sincere luck I have to give to anyone over anything. It's a great injustice that some of the best would-be mothers in the entire world are given these hurdles that make it seem impossible... demoralizing... it's just terrible. I will keep you and all the other women in my thoughts and prayers. No one should want something that badly, and work so hard for it, and do everything 'right', and still come up empty. Your time will come... I believe that. :) | [
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Just for clarification, I didn't ever intent to entrap him - my absolutely dire, worst-case-scenario in my mind was that if I got pregnant, I would tell him flat out that I didn't expect him to have anything at all to do with the baby if he didn't want to, but I had to take any chance I could possibly get to have a baby. And I feel that I did due dilligence by warning him \"hey, there's a good chance that if it's gonna happen, it's gonna happen now\". I definitely don't want to be seen as some sort of uncaring monster in this whole thing! \n It didn't happen that first month.. or the next month... or the next. I figured I just wasn't producing eggs, and I settled into a new comfortable routine.. there was something liberating to me to functioning like a \"normal lady\", but also not worrying about pregnancy, birth control, condoms, all that mess, and I still had the thought in my mind \"if it happens, it will be a blessing that should not be denied.\" Several months passed, in fact. 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"content": "I believe that medical marijuana, in conjunction with a relatively short stint on Nuva Ring birth control, allowed me to conceive. \n For any of those concerned, since I've been pregnant, I have all but stopped taking any marijuana of any kind. It wasn't because a doctor told me to (they did, but they cited studies that I had personally reviewed and found to by highly flawed and biased), and not because I felt I SHOULD, but because it became just repulsive to me for some reason. My body, I've found, is so incredibly sensitive and instinctual right now, that I feel this is my body's way of telling me \"you don't need this right now\", and I'm heeding the warning! Do I believe ingesting marijuana during pregnancy is bad? Honestly, no, I don't. I've done a lot of research, and I discussed it with a great many people whose opinions I respect, and who I can see the proof in the pudding - their kids are wonderful kids, with not a damn thing wrong with them, and in some cases, I can look at they themselves! \n The bottom line is that I don't feel, after all this, that anyone knows my body better than me. I would never, ever endanger my baby, and I do not believe that there's significant risks with marijuana during pregnancy. However, my body doesn't want it, so I'm not having it! Simple as that. \n Once again, I don't know if this is any sort of reasonable medical advice - I can only go on the conclusions I and other people have come to accept. Credible studies on medical marijuana have only recently begun, and it's incredibly hard to sift the wheat from the chaff in that situation, since there's been such a wide propagation of misinformation for so many, many years. But the fact is that I am officially pregnant, and literally the only thing that changed in my life is that I started taking medical marijuana. I didn't lose a bunch of weight (in fact, at my lowest weight, I still didn't get periods - I was definitely not at my lowest weight when I conceived), I didn't take any pills, and I was in no way attempting to treat or control my PCOS. \n I wish you the most heartfelt and sincere luck I have to give to anyone over anything. It's a great injustice that some of the best would-be mothers in the entire world are given these hurdles that make it seem impossible... demoralizing... it's just terrible. I will keep you and all the other women in my thoughts and prayers. No one should want something that badly, and work so hard for it, and do everything 'right', and still come up empty. Your time will come... I believe that. :)",
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Look, I don't like having to say a whole speech about the stupid rewards shit we have, I really don't. But I have a script I have to follow. If I don't say the whole thing, I will get in trouble. I don't like having to say the same thing 4000 times a day to every single customer but what I hate even more is customers rudely interrupting me saying "No. I don't want to sign up." or some variation. Let me finish what I'm saying dammit! Don't just barge in! How would you like it if I just interrupted every sentence you said for the rest of the transaction? Exactly. You wouldn't like it. So please, if you hear me while waiting in line, say before "By the way, I don't want to sign up." That's fine. Waiting till the end and then saying "No, thanks." That's fine. Even when people shake their heads in the middle of what I'm saying, that's fine since by now I've already hit the button to say "no." But I've flat out had someone go "NO! I DON'T WANT THAT! I know you have to say it, but I wish you would stop asking me!" I'm sorry, bitch. I see what feels like thousands of people a day. I don't remember your face. | DON'T TALK OVER ME! | [
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I was in a 3 year relationship with a girl, the final year being long distance. I had made it clear multiple times that she was more than welcome to move to the cities with me and continue like normal. She was only working a dead end job at a fabric store and always complained about wanting to get out of our hometown. Alas, after a year it became very clear that she wasn't going to move with me. I still loved her so I couldn't admit to myself that it wasn't going to work at the time. I met another girl at a friends party, who for some reason we both had a mutual attraction. I tried to avoid it at first, but the attention felt nice so I couldn't resist very long. Me and the new girl started having a casual relationship and after a week or two I finally admitted to myself that my 3 year relationship was over. I went home for new years and came clean with her, and told her that things needed to end. She understood, and the breakup was relatively amicable. We still talk every so often. The girl I cheated on my ex with ended up not working out. I think the shame that I felt in not having ended my relationship in the right manner prevented me from continuing with the other girl.
I definitely learned a lot about myself and my need for affection, and what works and doesn't work for my relationships. A. I know I cant do long distance for extended periods, and B. I learned that I have to be more honest with myself about how I am feeling in my relationships. If I don't feel right, I can't continue the relationship just for the other persons sake. It only ends up hurting them more. | 3 year 1 year Long distance relationship ends in me cheating, because I feel lonely but don't have the guts to end it properly. | [
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In that case, I would like to point out that there is no such thing as a real word in the English language, as there is no centralized body that controls the adoption of new words, the rules of spelling or even grammatical rules. There are multiple bodies and subgroups that govern the use of the English language and that publish dictionaries, though. And most of those would seek to adopt as many new words as possible that are understood in spoken or written English to have a meaning, in such a way as they can be used for communication, even if the communication is simply to express babbling, gibberish, blather, mumbo jumo, blah-blah, jargon, jabber, gobbledygook or twaddle. Also regardless of these words simply being bastardizations of existing words like "totes" is a bastardization of 'totally'. And yet, nearly all of those groups would agree that there are ways in which the word should be spelled if you mean to subscribe to a particular group's dictionary or a culturally specific way of spelling. | Totes mcgotes that shit be words, yo. | [
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I don't know if you are just lying to make the system look flawed, or if you just didn't look up how the tournament was set up. Here is the point system
1st seed: FNC vs. C9, 3 points (C9 wins)
2nd seed: GMB vs. Vulcun, 2 points (GMB wins)
3rd seed: TSM vs. Lemondogs, 2 points (TSM wins)
4th seed: ALL vs. DIG, 1 point (ALL wins)
5th seed: ALT vs. CLG, 1 point (ALT wins)
The point system was completely fair. There is no reason why Riot would make second seed worth 1 and third seed worth 3. That was just stupid to state. Even if you still think the points are wrong then lets look at the most fair way to look at it.
The best teams should be worth more because it shows which region has the best team over all. So the point system could look like 5-4-3-2-1 instead of the 3-2-2-1-1. Either case NA wins with more points 8-7 or 5-4.
Your only argument that is kinda valid is that Lemondogs did not have the roster that placed them in 3rd seed the previous split. However, teams are allowed to roster swap and do whatever they want. It is up to the team to keep it all together. Bjerg left Ninjas in Pajamas and that made NJP need to find a mid laner. They looked towards Lemondogs and reached out. Lemondogs let 2 of their people go to NJP. Lemondogs as a 3rd place team failed to keep their own players, and failed to pick good players later. It's not like if they picked up really strong players and destroyed TSM, NA could say. "but that wasn't the roster they got 3rd with! Therefore the game doesn't count." EU would just make fun of that excuse. | You were completely wrong about the point system, and Lemondogs failed to adapt as a professional team. | [
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I'm going to keep this short and sweet:
We get requests to sticky posts constantly. We cannot sticky everything obviously. Your download link you asked to be stickied was a link post. You can only sticky self posts on reddit. That's just how reddit works. We did drop the ball by not stickying your original voting thread. Personally these subreddit albums that are popping up on the music subs don't interest me at all so I don't devote any of my limited time to them.
If you're not receiving any responses through mod mail, message one of us directly (make sure it's someone who's actually active). It's tough to keep up on modmail because we all have multiple subreddits we work on and it's difficult to know if someone has already gotten to a request.
We deny all mod requests, not just you. There's no need to have a huge team of mods on a sub of this size. It just creates confusion. Every once and a while we add someone new. We have a quick discussion and pick someone that we see posting often and has a good attitude.
I can guarantee shoeonmyfoot is constantly watching. Just because he's not posting, does't mean he isn't active. And obviously judging by my history I'm on everyday and I'm always checking the new queue. Just because I don't post in this sub much doesn't mean I'm not paying attention.
The theme for the subreddit is just how it is. It takes a ton of time to change it and people don't get that. I used to be able to put in a lot of effort for the themes but I no longer have the available time for that so shoe has taken over completely in that regard (and he learnt to do it from scratch). We're unpaid volunteers, cut us some slack here... Most people use mobile reddit these days anyway so the theme doesn't matter.
There's no way this subreddit will replace dedicated forums. I used to go on them all everyday. It's a lot of work to keep up and when you grow up and don't have the time anymore, honestly I find the subreddit is good enough to get the info you need without sorting through a ton of posts. All blink forums are no way as busy as they used to be. The band is basically on hiatus, lets be honest. If you guys don't like it here check out blink disasters, blink182-online, 182online and avamovement. | We do our best and we do sometimes miss things. Adding more mods just creates confusion. Even though we don't constantly post, we are constantly watching (I'm replying to your post 25 minutes after you made it!). | [
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My Boyfriend and I met on Tinder (I know, cue the comments about this) but from the moment we met we have pretty much been inseparable and things have moved very fast. We got the keys to our first place together a month ago. Due to his work we have only actually lived together for 2 weeks.
A week ago I was on his laptop finding music and forgot I was on his laptop rather than mine, as we have the same. There were three message notifications on iMessage so I clicked on it to find out what they were. Whilst doing this I found messages to other girls from before we met but also to a girl I knew he had been speaking to when we first met. It upset me a little as I didn't like to see this side of him.
The next day I was getting ready to go out and his phone was in our bedroom and I don't know what made me look but I did. I found messages from when he had been away travelling after we first met from a girl going into detail about them sleeping together. I obviously had no idea about this. When he had been away travelling it was a month after we had first met but we had agreed to be exclusive. Before he went I made him promise to tell me if anything happened with anyone and he agreed to. I knew he didn't owe me anything having not known me long but we both felt it was really going somewhere.
We spoke everyday whilst he was away over the phone and through skype and messages. I think I asked him a couple of times whilst he was there if anything had happened as I was worried he was going off me and he said no every time. Since he came back we have become official and our relationship has grown and grown. I have never been so happy and content. I have definitely bought it up a number of times about his travelling and he promised me nothing happened each time.
Obviously I was devastated to find out about him sleeping with someone else and the messages suggest it was more than once although he says he can't remember and has tried to block it out. We have discussed it in length and he says he regrets it but I know this could all be words to keep me.
I know our relationship is strong and I believe he hasn't done anything since we became a "title" but I feel like his feelings for me now are very different to his feeling for me then. Mine have only grown since I met him. I feel his wasn't really that bothered about me when he was travelling although he says he was.
I have so much going on that its difficult to process it all. I wanted to marry this guy and then I find this out. We are still living together and have discussed in length every aspect of our relationship and I still love him. This makes me want to try and make it work and start fresh from here but how do you get over something like that? How do you stop picturing the man you love with someone else? How do you stop seeing her face all the time?
I would really appreciate any advice. | He lied to me for the whole time we have been together. | [
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So I've been an on and off WWE fan for a few years and recently regained interest in it after watching Wrestling isn't Wrestling. I tried my best to catch up and I'm sure I'm still missing a lot (I stopped keeping up with the WWE pre CM Punk's pipebomb).
I've noticed a lot of complaints about how Bray's character has been poorly utilized (to put it nicely) and I agree. So I thought to myself what would be a truly impactful way to reinvigorate his character.
I know fantasy booking is often recieved poorly like fanfiction of a popular series but I thought it would be cool to hear some thoughts about it.
> Bray Wyatt has a match, completely and brutally squashes his opponent (the stronger the better, preferably not built up as a feud). Afterwards, he cuts a promo acknowledging the fact that he wasn’t fighting up to par before that match. He explains that he’s been plotting for a long time and he has succeeded in unleashing an unimaginable evil, and that doing so took much of his power over a long period of time. However, now that he has completed the process, he has returned to his full strength. He keeps it vague and slips away and things continue as normal.
>Some time later, perhaps over the weekend, it is announced that Steph McMahon has been hospitalized as a result of an intrusion and attack at her and Triple H’s home. Monday night, Triple H comes out and talks about the attack and thanks well wishers for the support when Bray Wyatt interrupts him.
>Bray claims he knows the perpetrator behind the attack and that the attacker is indeed the evil that Wyatt had claimed to unleash earlier. Triple H is obviously incredibly upset about this, but before he can say anything Wyatt shows footage of what happened.
>Home security camera footage plays where a cloaked/hooded/masked figure enters the home. Steph wakes Triple H up and he leaves the bedroom to investigate. A thud off screen is heard, and then the mystery intruder enters the bedroom and attacks Steph. The moment he lunges, the footage cuts out.
>Triple H, shaken and very upset, demands Wyatt to name the attacker. Bray replies he released the man’s inner demon and slips away again. This casts suspicion on the “demonic” wrestlers on the roster. Namely Kane and perhaps alludes to a possible call up for Finn Balor. Triple H may also suspect the other two members of the Wyatt family to be involved.
>The consequences of this revelation will play out over the next few weeks, where Triple H increasingly becomes more ragged from paranoia. Kane’s association with the authority is dissolved due to the tension caused by Wyatt’s revelation despite Kane’s strong denial of any involvement. Perhaps even include some tense moments between Triple H and Finn on NXT or the Main shows depending on where Finn is. Triple H also attacks Harper and Rowan when he finds them doing something suspicious but turns out to be nothing.
>During this time the mystery figure has been attacking random people brutally; wrestlers, divas, staff, and even fans. Bray Wyatt has also been very successful in all of his matches, intimidating everyone.
>Stephanie, having recovered, returns to the WWE to show that she isn’t intimidated. But during one of her scenes, Bray interrupts and informs her that he has kidnapped Triple H. He explains that he had been doing the authority’s bidding for some time to dismantle it from within. Wyatt claims that he is not a rebel but rather bored of watching Steph and HHH try to impose order on the WWE so ineffectively and that he is simply giving their world a small poke to watch it collapse around them.
>Stephanie is angered and calls out whatever goons she has to beat Wyatt up, but their entrance is abruptly ended by the unknown attacker who brutally attacks them. Wyatt bids the attacker up to the ring, and says to Stephanie something along the lines of how this is how truly powerful beings control things.
>At Wyatt’s bidding, the attacker pedigrees Stephanie McMahon. Bray commands the attacker to take off his mask/hood/cloak. IT’S AN ENTRANCED TRIPLE H.
>Wyatt gloats at his achievements and snaps Triple H out of his trance. HHH, visibly confused and distraught at his passed out wife furiously attacks Bray. However Bray stops him and shows him the full footage from the night of the first attack. Indeed it was Bray who attacked Triple H, but it was an entranced Triple H who had attacked Stephanie.
The second act of this saga would consist of Triple H fighting Bray Wyatt and trying to prevent him from controlling him again. HHH enlists the help of Kane, Balor, etc etc whoever. This culminates in a PPV where ultimately it takes a huge effort to finally put Bray Wyatt down.
I think this would reestablish Bray as a scary character.
It explains his poor performance starting with Wrestlemania 31
It provides a decent exit for the authority
It provides multiple entry points for the reintroduction of masked kane or finn balor
It makes for an engaging plot that would certainly rope in viewers.
Anyway I'd love to hear what you'd think about this! | Bray scary, Authority scattered... like fireflies | [
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Triple H also attacks Harper and Rowan when he finds them doing something suspicious but turns out to be nothing. \n >During this time the mystery figure has been attacking random people brutally; wrestlers, divas, staff, and even fans. Bray Wyatt has also been very successful in all of his matches, intimidating everyone. \n >Stephanie, having recovered, returns to the WWE to show that she isn’t intimidated. But during one of her scenes, Bray interrupts and informs her that he has kidnapped Triple H. He explains that he had been doing the authority’s bidding for some time to dismantle it from within. Wyatt claims that he is not a rebel but rather bored of watching Steph and HHH try to impose order on the WWE so ineffectively and that he is simply giving their world a small poke to watch it collapse around them. \n >Stephanie is angered and calls out whatever goons she has to beat Wyatt up, but their entrance is abruptly ended by the unknown attacker who brutally attacks them. Wyatt bids the attacker up to the ring, and says to Stephanie something along the lines of how this is how truly powerful beings control things. \n >At Wyatt’s bidding, the attacker pedigrees Stephanie McMahon. Bray commands the attacker to take off his mask/hood/cloak. IT’S AN ENTRANCED TRIPLE H. \n >Wyatt gloats at his achievements and snaps Triple H out of his trance. HHH, visibly confused and distraught at his passed out wife furiously attacks Bray. However Bray stops him and shows him the full footage from the night of the first attack. Indeed it was Bray who attacked Triple H, but it was an entranced Triple H who had attacked Stephanie. \n The second act of this saga would consist of Triple H fighting Bray Wyatt and trying to prevent him from controlling him again. HHH enlists the help of Kane, Balor, etc etc whoever. This culminates in a PPV where ultimately it takes a huge effort to finally put Bray Wyatt down. \n I think this would reestablish Bray as a scary character. \n \n It explains his poor performance starting with Wrestlemania 31 \n \n It provides a decent exit for the authority \n \n It provides multiple entry points for the reintroduction of masked kane or finn balor \n \n It makes for an engaging plot that would certainly rope in viewers. \n \n \n Anyway I'd love to hear what you'd think about this!",
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It is not "Exactly the same process". U/Th cycle works in any neutron spectrum, while the U/Pu cycle only works with fast spectrum, which means hard neutrons rough on any structural material, 50x higher fissile load than in thermal spectrum - as cross-sections are much smaller in fast spectrum, reactor period is ~1000x faster than in slow spectrum which means it is more difficult to control, the most popular design uses highly reactive sodium as coolant which is trouble, there is no reasonable way how to make solid fuel from minor actinides due to their activity etc. | Fast spectrum necessitated by U/Pu cycle is a problem. Th/U233 cycle works in slow spectrum, which is much easier - read: cheaper electricity at the end. | [
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So, for the last year I've tried to get into Skyrim. Made a couple of character's and levelled them all to about level 25. I've been all: a master mage, a 2h in-your-face tank, an assassin, a classic 1h+shield, and ofc the one and only Sneaky Archer. Dunno why, I just lost the hype after hitting the said level. So I took an almost half year-long break. Couple of days ago I felt the urge to play again. I wanted to play the shit out of this awesome game, told myself I'll do everything. So I started the game, got very much into it again, and been playing a LOT. I also decided that I should be playing on Legendary, which I've never done before. I made my character a dual-wielding god, and I'm glad I made that decision. Today, I am level 45, with fully enchanted Daedric armor and weapons, I have killed Harkon, defeated Miraak and saved Nirn from Alduin's terror. I've also sold my soul to a couple of Deadric princes and took over Windhelm. I have no idea what to do now. None of the guilds suit my character, and I don't want to force any 'role' that he isn't made for. I'd really like to do as much stuff as possible, so someday I could face Kaarstag or the Ebony Warrior. Would you guys recommend just exploring and clearing dungeons, or do you have something more complex on mind? | Finished all the main stories, still kinda low-level, no idea what to do, help plz | [
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there isnt a reliable substitution for indesign (I handle lots of file types in my line of work). So if you wanna full-time mint it up, youre gonna want virtualbox. | just switch what you are running in a virtual machine with your core os, it's your best bet. | [
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Hello, this is my first post here so thanks for any help.
I have been dating my current girlfriend for about 1 year and 3 months we have had a steady relationship but since about 4 months ago we have been arguing more often but nothing we couldn't reconcile ourselves. So, there is this kid in out school who I know a little bit because I have a class with him and he looks very similar to myself. I happen to mention something about him to my girlfriend and she starts talking about how cute he is, not a big deal to me but, this goes on for maybe a week. Then she tells me that she gave him her number over twitter and they have been texting. I said that I wasn't really happy about it and that i didnt want them to talk. She says im over reacting and continues texting him. Fast forward to last night I am texting her and she stops texting me back so I figured she had fallen asleep. I call her because we typically talk on the phone for a couple minutes every night and say good night, but again she doesnt answer the phone so I figure it didnt wake her up and I go to sleep. Today in school she asked me to hold her phone and she went to class and forgot to get it back from me. I tried not to but I ended up going through her phone and looking at the texts between her and this guy. She doesn't say anything incriminating other than that she "really enjoys talking to him". Which isn't a big deal to me but, the night before she had stopped texting me at about 9:30 and I called her at 9:50 but, she continued to text him until about 10:30, so I know she ignored my messages and phone call.
I realize I am in the wrong for going through her phone but, I now am pretty sure she kinda like him when she always tells me that he means nothing to her. Should I confront her about it or should I ignore it. If I do confront her how should I go about it. Please help, also our prom is this saturday, so in like 2 days, and I have already purchased tickets for us. What should I do? | My girlfriend has started talking to another guy who she says she doesn't like but she is starting to ignore me and talk to him more. | [
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Technically this was was night and not today, but I was too busy dealing with a very drunk emotionally unstable stripper to post.
Yesterday, at 3 o'clock, my buddy who we will call Brandon (because that's his name) invites me to the strip club with him to watch the UoM v Michigan State game, so I go. I'm not big on strip clubs, and I was bored, so why not. This cute girl who is working there comes me up to me and starts talking to me, I explain that I don't give money for dances, but she stays anyways.
At some point she mentions that she doesn't do "extras", my buddy Brandon says "Never?" and she admits "Okay, 3 times, but I would have sex with those guys anyways".
She legit sits for us for 3 hours until her shift ends, the entire time the only money I spend on her is buying her a drink. When shes off, I suggest we go to Buffalo Wild Wings, and Brandon, being the amazing wing man (no pun intended) that he is, suggests that he gets carry out, and meets us back at my place.
So we all eat wings (I had 30 traditional, wild, with ranch), and get ridiculously hammered. One thing leads to another, and I'm in my bed room hooking up with this girl. She likes it rough, and I aim to please, so there is some hair pulling, choking, and spanking. At some point, I start talking dirty to her, and say in the most respectful way possible "You like that don't you, you dirty fucking whore?"
And now she's crying. And I don't mean like tiny sobs, like fucking balling. She tells me shes 19 (which is bad news, since I've been getting her drunk, but she drank at the club so I assumed she was 21), and has a boyfriend, who happens to be a crazy over protective bouncer at the same club strip club I just met her at. You ever see bouncers at strip clubs? Bad news.
So 2am, I'm driving this crying, drunk, 19 year old, whore, stripper back to her boyfriends house wondering exactly what I've done with my life. | got an under age girl drunk, who happened to be a prostitute, called her whore during sex, made her cry, and then dropped her off at gigantic and quick to anger boyfriends house. | [
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It has to do with building communities, as you did when you built this server. The thing is, it takes a lot of work to organize people, get them to work together, etc.
I contend that the majority of communities were never sustainable to begin with, because many had absolutely puny capacity to fight. Does one truly have a community when the only response to powerful aggression is cries for divine intervention? Certainly, you at least need solidarity against the aggressors.
Regarding this little quip:
>work that you cannot see on the world map.
(a) I have never seen the world map, because I'm too apathetic. (b) You seem to be assuming that I have seen nothing plight of the communities on Civcraft. In fact, I have seen first hand the destruction that the mass-griefers have laid upon those communities; I may not be around for the battles, but I sure as hell see the aftermath.
As I've told someone else in private: I had plans to start up an arbitrage business, which would have involved setting up shops and having individuals change out the signs daily, if not more often. When a bunch of griefers from HCF showed up, I had to abandon those plans for much later.
And for crying out loud, the admins were integral to the creation of Cresemopolis, Atlantis, and Rothbard. I started Cresemopolis, among the first public cities, which attracted numerous players, until its residents moved to better secured cities due to greifers who were at the time indomitable. ttk2, Exultant, myself, and numerous other players built Atlantis in order to overcome griefers who were more skilled at PvP than any of us; that entire situation ended in our victory. Rothbard was created in order to move those who had built Atlantis closer to the center of the server's population.
Thanks for taking the time to not think of me or any of the admins as passive jerks.
>You abandoned the community when a group of organized outsiders decided they would ruin it "to teach the admins about admin crimes."
Its interesting that you would blame either I or any other admin for abandoning the communities on the server. (a) We specifically designed Civcraft so that civilizations and communities could both be created and destroyed by other players. (From the sidebar: "We’re forming a new direction for game-play, not just about surviving the elements, but about surviving each other , where players can work together to create and shape civilization or to watch it crumble .")
If you don't like that it is possible for your community to be defeated by players with mere malice as their intent, then you are playing on the wrong server. As I've said lots of times before, this server is for players to work to make sustainable communities; the admins are not going to bail out players whenever trouble arises to prevent the community from functioning as they command. For that would be like saying, "Let's let players make all the in-game decisions," while turning around and saying, "we don't like what the players have decided, so let's undo their decisions". You can't have it both ways.
>This is what's changed. The original community, the folks who made nether roads and towns and economies and political diversity, are all gone.
Either you adapt to trying times by improving your situation because of it or you are defeated and are washed away into poverty. If any adult who joins Civcraft hoping to not have to deal with "surviving each other" and "watch[ing] [their community] crumble" before their eyes, then they've got immaturity to deal with.
>I never called the server stupid or the game stupid, so I'll thank you to keep your words in your mouth and out of mine, thanks.
Fair enough. My apologies.
One last thing that isn't relevant to any particular part of your comment, but to the comment entirely: I guarantee that you will feel like a dick for saying that the admins are doing nothing for the community; it might take a while, but you will tell yourself, "I should have not doubted that the admins of Civcraft would do something great for the Civcraft community". Mark my words. | I don't think the communities that have been abandoned were sustainable to begin with. The admins are and have been far more active than you seem to be aware. Admin intervention is what you seem to be calling for, yet Civcraft is great precisely because there is little to no such intervention. | [
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It was great, I would go out into the world and get these bag drops which would invariably contain precious resources like jute/wool/leather etc. Then something happened, one day I reached into those same bags expecting a few scraps of wool that I could use to slowly improve my craft and stuck my hand in a big disgusting gob of butter. I checked the second bag, butter again. The third bag had a couple bars of chocolate and so I frantically dug out all the bags that I had gotten on my last adventure. I got two lousy scraps of leather, 22 sticks of butter, and 12 bars of chocolate. Unless the founders of Tyria want me to start clothing myself in nothing but melted chocolate and butter (you don't.) I would humbly request that you once again provide a reliabe source of crafting materials. One that doesn't require me to farm a non-quest trash mob for hours, I already need to do that for blood/claws/poison/bone.
I understand that people were able to buy their way to higher levels by directly purchasing these crafting resources, but this has only made it easier than ever to obtain them. This move didn't slow cooking down one iota. It was however, a square kick in the stomach to some of the other crafting disciplines. I may only need one pair of level 35 pants, but i'll need to make 10 more pairs before I can jump up to the level 40 set and the current drop rate makes this... impractical to say the least. | for the love of the dream, take the ** chocolate and butter out of the drop bags. Please. | [
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I apologize if this seems scattered and unintelligible, im really struggling with this.
So im really good friends with this girl I used to work with. Her and I have been getting closer as we have gone separate ways (professionally).
As I continue to have her in my life everything I learn about her makes me more and more interested.
I should state first that I am easily smitten, but easily get over it if there is nothing to be found there.
She has been dating her boyfriend for about a year, who she worked with at the same job before I was employed.
From what I hear, many people don't have very high opinions of him, and that he is generally an unpleasant person. I have not met him nor do I plan on it (I learned a long time ago that if I have female friends I should just stay away from the bf)
However he is not the one I want to discuss, as he is never the one on my mind.
In essence I feel really enamored by this girl, and I have done what I felt is the right thing to do and waited for what I felt was the right time for anything to happen.
I thought it would be inappropriate if her and I were to try anything while we worked together, but now that we no longer do I keep liking her more and more.
Every time we meet up for anything, she seems really truly happy and giddy, and I feel brighter just by seeing her face.
I just feel like I can't ignore these feelings any longer. I've decided that I'm going to tell her how I feel, despite whatever may come out of it.
My only problem is that I just. Have. No. Idea. How.
How can I tell her that im interested in being more than friends? | I am interested in being more than friends with a woman who I am very close to. She is currently in a relationship. How do I tell her that I want to have her in my life romantically with the best amount of damage control?
EDIT: I am not trying to get her to leave her bf for me. I just want her to know what I'm feeling. I haven't felt this way about someone in a really long tim and I don't normally let people get this close.
I never normally let myself act this way, or potentially get between two people like this. I'm ok with her not wanting to be with me, but I'm not ok with her not knowing how I feel. | [
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So for the longest time I was unable to play Dimension Invasion to try to get the gloves because of the unplayable amount of lag and I couldn't understand why. My computer was built to play games my Internet was good enough to stream on it just didn't make sense. I had gone and looked all over trying to find solutions from unequipping pet auto loot to turning graphical down but nothing work until I tried going into the settings and muting all sounds and music. Once I did this there was no lag whatsoever and I was able to actually play the game without feeling like I was missing out on something good. So just a heads up if you haven't tried muting all sound and effects when experiencing lag, try it out. If you already knew about this then disregard. Sorry for the wall of text | try muting all music, sounds in game to possibly fix unplayable lag during big mobs | [
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The Chronicles debacle made people really really angry. Imagine your Sphinx's Revelation suddenly being worth 50 cents, tomorrow.
Removing damage on the stack made people angry.
Changing the borders/frames irked many players.
Planeswalkers made people angry.
Mythics made people angry.
Printing cards in FTV that were on the reserved list made people really really holy crap really angry. It's strange, because you probably won't be able to find someone at your LGS who hates wizards for it with every fiber of their being, but a Wizards Rep will probably tell you it's the worst flak they've ever received from the playerbase about any change.
But in every case many people loved it, and still do. | The knee-jerk reaction to change is typically anger. Sometimes it stays that way (Chronicles, Reserved List reprints); most of the time it doesn't. (Planeswalkers, damage on the stack, etc.) | [
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Hey there Reddit
So my girlfriend and I have been dating for 9 months now, she's great and all but honestly she has a bunch of problems with herself that I'm just not that interested in being 'in love with'. I don't want to lie to her because she's a great girl, but ever since she typed up this huge paragraph about how much she loved me, I said I loved her too, but she then got extremely mad at me for not feeling the same for her. Now she is trying to make me jealous by posting up a picture of her with her ex(now her friend) and 'acciedently' sending me wrong pictures etc.
How do I get her to understand how I'm feeling without her feelings getting hurt? And how do I apply to the jealousy issue without tryout to show mistrust? | Gf is mad at me for not being in love with her and as a result is trying to make me jealous | [
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It is the basically the same as magic mushrooms. Truffles are made from the same spores, instead of exposing to light, and stuff after colonization to grow mushrooms in 2-3 weeks, the mycelium is left is a cold dark place for 9 months.
You don't see them in the states cause both truffles and mushrooms are illegal here. In the neatherlands its legal to have truffles but not mushrooms.
Also truffles you have to eat more weight, 10 -15 grams instead of 3.5 -5 grams of shrooms. | shrooms are easier and faster to grow plus equally illegal, so no reason to grow truffles except novelty. | [
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As a computer repair guy who has his own businesses... I've never had it fail. I've had hard drives fail w/ time machine backups on them, but wasn't a time machine fail, because time machine had told the customer it hadn't backed up in a few weeks. This prompts them to come to me to see what is wrong with their drive, or they buy a new one. And on occasions hard drive fail w/ bad sectors. This would also corrupt your backup (but usually this throws a smart status if the drive is still working, but generally will lock up your whole system when the drive is accessed...hopefully users see the association and unplug the drive and get it off of the system) That's as thorough as I can comment. Don't mean to | your ear off :) | [
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So here's my response, now that I've cleared my inbox.
/u/n704xs had a good response with a real world example.
Using both lanes is not only fine, but in most circumstances recommended. By piling up in one giant line, you are wreaking havoc on the flow of traffic farther back, worse than if everyone were to use the lane up until the merge point. That's almost exactly the same thing as a normal two lane road that has a merge point to one lane and then having everyone decide to merge a mile early. It causes more harm than good and the only good I can see is the fact that everyone is being "nice". In actuality, the "being nice" should be at the merge point, not the waiting in line part. In the circumstance that there is an empty lane, I'm going to use it. I'm also not going to "force" my way into the merge, but I will be there with my blinker on and I will try to merge, because that's what you're supposed to do.
In a perfect world, there would be two lanes full of cars and one merge point, and people merging the way they were supposed to, (one car after the other). Then this would get rid of the opportunity for someone to race up and cut in dramatically. This would also cut down on the length of the backup, creating more space at the back end of the backup for people to enter the highway. There's a reason the signs don't say "Lane closed ahead in 2 miles. MERGE NOW".
Imagine you're at a store. There is one checkout stand, but there are two lanes. This happens at Costco in the deli a lot. Everyone takes turns ordering, yea? So what if one lane was longer than the other? Would you just join the long line? Or would you join the short line and wait your turn? | When everyone merges hella early, you're creating a longer backup, which causes problems for those merging onto the freeway behind you and opening the other lane up for traffic anyway. When in actuality what everyone should be doing is using both lanes until you have to merge. Two full lanes holds more cards than one full lane. Then when it's time to merge, be nice and merge like you're supposed to. One car after the other. | [
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I was being set up with a wonderful girl by my best friends, and it was going well. She would drunk call/text me, and even when sober we hit it off quite well. After 3-4 weeks and a few double dates, I decided to text her about doing something together. Just the two of us.
I first asked her if she was free on Friday, to which she responded the next morning in the affirmative. I then proposed dinner and my plans, and haven't heard anything back for 12 hours.
I have no idea what will happen, nor do I believe it possible to predict. I'm just sitting here - a kissless virgin who was on the cusp of a wonderful relationship - faced with the potential of having to start all over again. And I'm terrified and on the verge of a mild panic attack.
** | I know in 10 years this won't matter. I know life goes on. But I can't seem to calm down, and I'm terrified of what's to come. Any advice/perspective? | [
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Believe they control their own destiny.
I think this something that while it seems obvious, isn't. I finally learned this not too long ago. And my life seems a lot better with it. My world is a consequence of my actions, and now I do things actively to make it better. And my life is a lot better.
EDIT: Also, there's a lot of comments on here about how you can't control life. Yes, you cannot control the external world, but you can control how you react. That I feel is a much more appropriate viewpoint. Sure, you can't stop your loved ones from dying, or from a financial meltdown, but you can control how well you prepare, how you react, and how you will feel. When you can say, I will wake up today, I will control my sadness, I will let myself fix this situation the best I can, you have control of your life.
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I work for a county sheriff/ coroners office in California. Yesterday afternoon, there was a motorcyle accident that killed the male driver. Per protocol, the decedent was bagged, tagged and delivered to the morgue. The decedent had signed off as an organ donor, and a team was in the morgue completing their harvest of the corpsse, when the decedent's wife called up. She begged the organ harvest team to save any recoverable semen for her, so that she might have his child in vitro. That was a first for me. I don't even know if her request was medically feasible, but her request was denied. | Ladies, get it from your man while you can. | [
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Yes, your risk for complications most certainly increases with that. Over time, the lens develops protein deposits and imperfections that serve as environments for bacterial to thrive. This, and in addition the slowed tear exchange from underneath the lens can lead to some pretty gnarly infections. Basically the perfect little petri dish being held onto the front of a vital sense organ.
Basically, if your lens is uncomfortable, it should already have been removed long before. Please don't sacrifice your vision on the altar of convenience. You will hear dozens of anecdotal stories from lens wearers that say "I wear my contacts for X amount of time and I never have problems, so everyone should be able to do that." They haven't seen what I have. They always change their tune after getting treated for a sight-threatening ulcer. Just because you safely play russian roulette the first few times doesn't mean the next will go well. | You wouldn't wear a pair of underwear for four days in a row, so don't do the same with your contacts. | [
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OK, I've figured out a hell of a lot more complicated things but for some reason this is driving me nuts and a solution is escaping me. I'm using Chrome for OSX and one day (I swear it was the day google instant kicked in) my search/URL window stopped searching. In preferences I kept trying to add and reenter a default search and nothing works, the default had vanished. I want to use Google. I swear I'm not an idiot. Thanks. | OSX Chrome stopped searching from the URL/Search field, any default searches vanished from pref.
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Update:
Thanks to everyone that responded. You all gave me some good advice. Very much appreciated.
Background:
Wife: suffers from PTSD due to a traumatic early life. Under times of stress the PTSD kicks in, its kicking in again big time.
Neighbor: Nice guy but an alcoholic. Not a sloppy or a violent one but one of those "love you man you are my best buddy" type drunks and does really seem to not notice boundaries when drunk but so far its not be an issue but just an inconvenience.
However yesterday, after a stressful day, my wife PTSD is kicking in and the neighbor comes over, he doesn't get very far i mange to intercept him before he evens makes it to the door, but i spend like 10-15 mins talking with before i can disengage.
Flash forward 30 minutes wife asks me if i want her to go to to the neighbor for me, i respond "no why" her response "he makes me uncomfortable when he is drunk" so i try to work something out with her, ie how to handle the situation, it rapidly fizzles out.
Me i dont want to alienate the neighbors, i dont want to be best buddy's but i want things friendly. I get the feeling she could care less.
So i want to respect my wifes wishes esp while her PTSD is kicking in but i don't want to alienate my neighbors so i am not going to go tell the neighbor to not come over cause we dont like him mostly because that is not true, i don't have a problem with him but my wife does.
So i was think about going to talk to the neighbor and asking him to not come around for a bit not because i don't want to hang out with but because my wife's PTSD is kicking in and she needs comfort and familiarity and she doesn't feel comfortable with him.
So should i talk with wife more about it, just go talk to the neighbor, or let her deal with it. | Wife's PTSD is activate, makes it hard to handle uncomfortable/stranger situations, neighbor. when drunk, fits the profile. Wife wants to talk to him on my behalf even tough i don't have a problem with him, howver i know my wife does and i really dont need her PTSD acting up know , nor do i want to deal with it.
Should i go talk to my neighbor, and asking him to lay low for awhile due to wife's PTSD? | [
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In the Detroit subreddit, I gave my [long winded explanation]( | Yeah, it floods there. Big floods in 2004. | [
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I'm going to give my honest opinion and take the down votes. As a real woman, and one who is admittedly sensitive to this topic, I could not read many of the comments below without getting upset. I realize that is a flaw and insecurity of mine, as we all have, so no need to flame me for it. I would love any intellectual debate on this topic, because I would like to alter my strong feelings about the way anime often portrays women.
The statement made by the OP is my biggest fear of anime. Real women will never, ever look like that. It creates such a high standard for beauty, which is saying something considering women already have such body bashing issues among ourselves with 3D women (think: Victoria Secret models or Playboy) that to throw something completely unattainable is just harmful all around. You, as a male anime watcher will never find that girl that looks like the one in the anime, and therefore creates a disappointment with real life. Even if you know it is just a fantasy, which are healthy, when you indulge in the fantasy too much, real life becomes much more bland. And it is not fair for the female viewers, because it does show us what the ultimate desire of men is- and that is something that we can never reach. Surgery cannot even create the image that the anime viewer lusts after.
It's like when little girls play with Barbies; the doll is a great imaginative tool and I support the play, but the proportions that are reinforced through the doll are harmful. We are told before we understand what it feels like to be scrutinized for our looks that this Barbie figure is what you should look like. And when we fall short, we are disappointed. When boys idolize the girl who bloomed early, when boys fawn over the super model in magazines, when we see commercials about every product under the sun portraying this beautiful women with amazing curves, it is very hard for most women to feel beautiful, because we don't fit into what the stereotypical male wants- the DDs, the perfect skin, the flaring hips. I dislike this aspect of the media, but at least they use real women, if not enhanced ones.
Anime takes it to a whole new level. The breast proportions themselves make it hard for even me, a female, to look at anything else or take any female character as a strong independent person. It downgrades everything women are- we cannot be bothered with unless we're something to look at, and then when we are, it's just to have the fan service. Not all female anime is like this, but a good portion of it is. And the shows are so clearly screaming out, "Please masturbate to this screen shot of a drawn women that is nothing like the real thing! Do it so often, because we give you so much to masturbate to, that you'll never find actual women with healthy bodies attractive again!" Because let's face it, the breast size of the women in anime would never be feasible. (Please see Bleach:
If anime included these fantasy women on occasion, I would not have a problem, as there is no harm in a little fun. But when it is the norml for the women to be so unrealistic, that is is even creating viewers to be uninterested in actual 3D females, there is definitely a problem. | If you don't really care about any of that, which I suspect most will not here... you can't have sex with a 2D character. And if you don't find 3D women attractive, you won't get it up, and so then you can't even have it then either. | [
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Me, my girlfriend, and two of my online friends that I have known for about 6 years used to always play games together. I wasn't terribly close to the online guys, not best friends, but we still talked outside of games.
A few days ago, one of the online friends, Abe, suddenly cut off contact with the other, Ben. They've known each other for like 10 years, and went to high school together, but now live on opposite sides of the country. Abe didn't tell Ben why he cut him off, he just removed him from friends and is not responding to any texts/calls. Abe did tell us, but asked us not to tell Ben. Abe said he felt forced to do things with Ben and that Ben was always belligerent, calling people names, (ribbing as Ben would call it) etc., so he couldn't really relax when doing things with him. So Abe decided he was better off without him and went no contact.
I talked with both of them and they seemed to understand that I was still friends with both of them and they seemed okay with that.
Today, me and my gf played a game with Ben, then took a break, then played more of the game with Abe. When we told Ben that we were doing that and that yes Abe requested Ben not be there, he removed both me and my girlfriend from friends. He said it was to not cause any more awkwardness of who to do things with (but there was a strong tone of anger). He did it before I could even explain that it wasn't a problem or ask why it upset him so much.
Ben really really did not like not knowing what he did wrong to Abe. He seems to feel deeply betrayed and wronged by Abe. My thinking is that, he feels Abe is doing an injustice to Ben, and our still playing things with Abe is tacit endorsement of that injustice.
I have no idea if there's anything me or my girlfriend can do in this situation to help or get Ben back as a friend. We never wanted to lose either of them. We enjoyed both of their company. | Two mutual friends had a falling out, the one that went no contact refuses to explain why to the other, the one who got cut off has now cut me off as well for still associating with the friend that cut him off. Is there anything I can do? | [
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We ended it on Saturday afternoon, it's been two days since I got home. Actually I guess the right phrasing is you broke up with me. We were in an LDR, 3 hours so it wasn't that far but you [21/F] were at university and I was bouncing from one minimum wage job at a bar/restaurant to the next. Currently unemployed. Not ideal. I rarely had much money to see you. I know this hurt you a lot. I know this is why we started to drift apart. I take responsibility for that, and I'm beating myself up about it so much.
We had the best time together over the Christmas holidays. It was fantastic, we were close and connected and intimate. I know we didn't get a chance to have sex much but I always thought that it was good that we still were close and connected. You got a bit ill at yours for a week. I looked after you, bought you breakfast in bed, made you endless cups of tea, cooked everything, made sure you didn't lift a finger, tried to nurse you back to to health... You said you really appreciated it, and you felt so cared for and loved.
But there was one blip, you were showing me something on your phone and I happened to spot a message from one of your close friends (let's call him R - he also has a girlfriend he lives with) at uni telling you what a great boyfriend he'd make. I got nervous, and asked you about it. You told me to brush it off as R was most likely being funny and it was harmless. I said okay, but you knew I could never just turn that red flag off. I don't think anyone could. I was right not to.
When you went back to uni, I missed you so much. You quickly became distant. So I tried harder to to reach out. Didn't get much back. We used to talk for hours on the phone, text constantly, Skype as much as we could fit around your schedule. By this point, I'd be lucky if you I could hear your voice every other day. Not for lack of trying, I ALWAYS asked. I Was ALWAYS the one to say "but, just 5 more minutes... pleeeeease???". I started to feel like an afterthought because you would only call me at the end of the night as you were in bed - and once you're tucked in, you fall asleep real quick. When I would ask to chat, I'd often be met with "yeah sure, half an hour?". I would look forward to that and clock watch, but I'd find half an hour would pass... Nothing. An hour? Nothing. Two hours later, you'd text saying "Sorry! Just getting into bed now, phone call?". I couldn't get mad at you. I mean, I was but I could never show it. You were already upset that I had bought up the fact that we're not talking as much and when we did talk it would sometimes be negative. So I held it back. I still enjoyed that time with you, hearing your voice, hearing about your day, you know... the usual late night chat couples do.
One night in mid-February, you told me that that R was coming over for drinks at yours and your flatmates. Long story short, he ended up spilling his feelings about you. He asked you if you thought he was attractive and you didn't want to hurt his feelings so you said something like "of course, we all have fleeting thoughts about our friends every now and again, but that's all they are. Fleeting. You have a great relationship, don't fuck it up." That's you down to a T, you really are lovely, and caring, and sweet. R's girlfriend happened to see a message R had sent you on Facebook the next morning about wanting to clear the air over coffee, he told her everything, she messaged you asking what happened, you spent a lot of time on the phone to me talking it through and explaining. You knew it was a shitty thing for him to do, you KNEW how shitty that was to his girlfriend coupled with the text he'd sent you over Christmas. But you knew you had to be cool with him because he was on your course and you were on a class trip together the following weekend. This is where it gets bad for me...
You said that the trip was great and that you'd made loads of new friends. You said that you and R were back to normal and just regular friendly. I believed both of those statements. What I didn't expect was for you to meet the Guy who would eventually be the spanner in the works for us. Let's call him L.
You were dead happy about all the new friends you'd made and decided to party with them as soon as possible. You'd mentioned L a few times but I didn't think much of it because you had mentioned a lot of people. But L was someone you spent a lot of time with and cared if he was around. SIGHHHHH I know this because on the brief 15 minute calls you'd throw my way every other day, he was always a big part of it. He did this or he said that and it was soooooo funny. Sidenote: I can feel that this is becoming rather angry in tone. I really don't mean it to be but I guess it's just flowing this way.
Anyway, there was one night about 3 weeks ago where you had let him sleep in your bed, granted you had slept in your roommates bed. It made me nervous for some reason, I don't know why but I guess it had something to do with the fact that you spoke about him all the time. I got myself really worked up about with when I was a bit drunk and asked if there was anything going on. You told me. You told me that before you had made it back to yours when you were all in that club, you had initiated a conversation letting him know that you liked him because you thought it would be better to get it out of the way. You said that you told him that you want to make it work with me though. I had my first ever panic attack when you told me that. It's the same thing the previous guy, R, did to his girlfriend and now you were doing it to me. You KNEW how much that sucked. But you did it, THEN let him stay in your bed, and thought that I was wrong for freaking out. I couldn't understand why you hurt me like that. I couldn't understand why you didn't even think that would hurt.
In your defense, you were truly sorry. We had a long talk about it, I say talk... it was a mixture of sobbing, hysterics, and apologies from your end and silence, hurt, and frustration from mine. You told me to ring my friends for some outside perspective. I did, they agreed with me. Half an hour later you called to break up. I was DEVASTATED. In all honesty, I completely broke down in tears. I'm not a crier, not even for heavy movies but dear lord, I CRIED and SOBBED and BEGGED you not to do this. I must of said "Can we not at least TRY to make things better?? I promise I'll have some more money soon to see you, I promise, Just give this a chance, I love you SO much." I feel so pathetic admitting this online but it's the truth. I felt like I was the one who had done wrong, it's hard not to feel that way when you're begging someone not to leave you. It was a very complicated feeling. I hated it.
Half an hour of sobbing later, you caved... you said you didn't want me to hurt like this and we could give it a go. I felt such relief. You said "But things have to change, we can't carry on like this." I agreed and booked the first train ticket I could to come see you. Little did I know that when you said that we can't carry on like this, what you really meant is we can't carry on.
I came to see you. With 90% hope in my heart thinking that a lot of our troubles would melt away as soon as we saw each other and had a cuddle. I suppose they did in a way. There was still 10% that was scared that it was the last time I'd be making that journey. Tried to savor every second, even the hard parts. It was weird. There were lots of hard parts, conversations, devastating silences. It was nothing like how we were over Christmas. The day before we broke up for good, we had taken a walk in the park. That was hard, you we clear that you were not sure about us. That you didn't know if it could work because you had hurt me and didn't think I could trust you again. I told you I could but it comes with time and effort. I wanted to put that effort in. Clearly, you didn't. We then went to a coffee shop and it was great! I got to see glimpses of the old you again, like smiling at strangers from our window seat, so much that one lovely older gentlemen came inside to talk to us because he thought you knew him because of your beaming smile. Oh fuckkk... Your smile. I love your smile sooooo much. And your eyes, and your face... You really are the most wonderful, interesting, genuinely hypnotic person I've ever met. I'm going to miss you more than you know. I love you.
Fast forward to that night, because we had agreed to give it a shot and try to work things out, we decide to call a few of your friends for drinks in a local pub... It was Friday night after all! You text a few people and get a reply back saying "What about L's invite?". You being you, you didn't want to be rude so you asked me if it was going to be okay if he was there. You asked, but you must of known how I would feel. You must have. I didn't want to upset you or cause drama and said "Yeah, I guess it's gonna have to be.". We make it to the pub, and I'm a nervous wreck. You can tell, it was obvious. You even went as far as to tell me that "It might actually be healthy for us seeing as I'm going to have to be friends with him". You rationalized the hell out of that one, and tried to get me to accept it too. Luckily, he didn't turn up and the night had turned out rather well. It was great getting to laugh my ass off for a while again. First time I'd done that in weeks.
Next morning is where it goes wrong... I woke up earlier than you to find your phone stuffed under my pillow on charge. About 20 minutes of silent thought about all the things you and L have talked about... I just wanted clarity. I just wanted, for the first time in a month, to actually KNOW how you felt about him and me. I buckled under the pressure and read your thread of messages with him. I know I was wrong, I'm ashamed of myself and I broke her trust and privacy. I know all this so please don't yell at me in the comments because it wouldn't compare to how bad I already feel. It was all as I expected: Devastating to read. You were flirty, as was he. You had that light-hearted poking fun of each other type of banter that people tend to do when they're trying to be cute. You had big deep conversations about your feelings after that incident at the club. You spoke about me.
I didn't hate you, I didn't even dislike you. Or him. He was surprisingly a fairly cool guy, given the circumstances. You took responsibility for your actions. You were honest. It hurt to read, although obviously it wasn't for me to read. You wake up then go into uni to do some work with your project group. I feel guilty and tell you what I did while apologizing profusely. You call me and says it's fine and she understands and that she's not even mad. I watch TopGear nervously awaiting your return. You come through the door hours later and sit on the edge of the bed. You look nervous but determined... You say "Yeah..." - That look in yours eyes... ouch.
The next 2 hours were as expected, crying from both parties. I was truly devastated. I lost my best friend that day. I lost the most beautiful, quirky, endearing creature I've ever met... I probably will ever meet. I have to accept it this time. There was no groveling. I just asked if you were sure that this is what you wanted. You said you just wanted us to both be happy. To both have a normal relationship where we can go grab a cup of coffee together on a whim if we fancied. Okay. Fine. I get that. You deserve that. You don't deserve the heart-ache of an LDR or the hurtful pangs you get when we can't be around. And I don't deserve them either. But we don't all get what we deserve. Did I deserve to have my heart broken after a year and a half of giving you nothing but love and affection? I didn't have much money but I ALWAYS splashed out on you when I did. I gave you every single part of me and I can't believe that this is ending.
You then inform me that we've been invited to a party, and you've bought lots of vodka to drown our sorrows. I go along with it. Hardest night ever, not being able to hold your hand or kiss you. I made accidental slips of the tongue, like saying " we have this recipe...". We spent the next morning curing our hangovers, hugging and crying. I still couldn't believe it. You insisted to take me to the train station. Hardest goodbye I've ever had to make. You still looked great, and felt like you but now we were different people. Not a set. Not a couple. FUCK!!! You said you still wanted to be friends. I don't know how to feel about it, I explained why it might be hard for me and you seemed to understand but you said you want to try anyway. 3 Hour journey trying not to burst into tears. Anyone from the UK knows how it's still somewhat of a faux-pas, especially for a guy. (Not sexism, it's just the reality.)
It's now been two days and I can't get you out of my mind. It's absolutely been one of the hardest things I've ever gone through, and I know it's only going to get worse before it gets better. I'm so glad I found this subreddit. It's been quite helpful already. This morning was tough. I saw a post from r/longdistance on my feed and it hit me HARD. Had to unsubscribe. Never thought I'd get an emotional reaction because of the click of a mouse. Fuck, I'm truly pathetic. Anyway, thanks for hearing me out. I just needed to get that out. And I'm sorry it's turned into the sad-sack wall'o'text of the year. | LDR GF of 18 months broke up with me. Gutted.
I'm still in love with you, and I fear I always will be. | [
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You said you really appreciated it, and you felt so cared for and loved. \n But there was one blip, you were showing me something on your phone and I happened to spot a message from one of your close friends (let's call him R - he also has a girlfriend he lives with) at uni telling you what a great boyfriend he'd make. I got nervous, and asked you about it. You told me to brush it off as R was most likely being funny and it was harmless. I said okay, but you knew I could never just turn that red flag off. I don't think anyone could. I was right not to. \n When you went back to uni, I missed you so much. You quickly became distant. So I tried harder to to reach out. Didn't get much back. We used to talk for hours on the phone, text constantly, Skype as much as we could fit around your schedule. By this point, I'd be lucky if you I could hear your voice every other day. Not for lack of trying, I ALWAYS asked. I Was ALWAYS the one to say \"but, just 5 more minutes... pleeeeease???\". I started to feel like an afterthought because you would only call me at the end of the night as you were in bed - and once you're tucked in, you fall asleep real quick. When I would ask to chat, I'd often be met with \"yeah sure, half an hour?\". I would look forward to that and clock watch, but I'd find half an hour would pass... Nothing. An hour? Nothing. Two hours later, you'd text saying \"Sorry! Just getting into bed now, phone call?\". I couldn't get mad at you. I mean, I was but I could never show it. You were already upset that I had bought up the fact that we're not talking as much and when we did talk it would sometimes be negative. So I held it back. I still enjoyed that time with you, hearing your voice, hearing about your day, you know... the usual late night chat couples do. \n One night in mid-February, you told me that that R was coming over for drinks at yours and your flatmates. Long story short, he ended up spilling his feelings about you. He asked you if you thought he was attractive and you didn't want to hurt his feelings so you said something like \"of course, we all have fleeting thoughts about our friends every now and again, but that's all they are. Fleeting. You have a great relationship, don't fuck it up.\" That's you down to a T, you really are lovely, and caring, and sweet. R's girlfriend happened to see a message R had sent you on Facebook the next morning about wanting to clear the air over coffee, he told her everything, she messaged you asking what happened, you spent a lot of time on the phone to me talking it through and explaining. You knew it was a shitty thing for him to do, you KNEW how shitty that was to his girlfriend coupled with the text he'd sent you over Christmas. But you knew you had to be cool with him because he was on your course and you were on a class trip together the following weekend. This is where it gets bad for me... \n You said that the trip was great and that you'd made loads of new friends. You said that you and R were back to normal and just regular friendly. I believed both of those statements. What I didn't expect was for you to meet the Guy who would eventually be the spanner in the works for us. Let's call him L. \n You were dead happy about all the new friends you'd made and decided to party with them as soon as possible. You'd mentioned L a few times but I didn't think much of it because you had mentioned a lot of people. But L was someone you spent a lot of time with and cared if he was around. SIGHHHHH I know this because on the brief 15 minute calls you'd throw my way every other day, he was always a big part of it. He did this or he said that and it was soooooo funny. Sidenote: I can feel that this is becoming rather angry in tone. I really don't mean it to be but I guess it's just flowing this way. \n Anyway, there was one night about 3 weeks ago where you had let him sleep in your bed, granted you had slept in your roommates bed. It made me nervous for some reason, I don't know why but I guess it had something to do with the fact that you spoke about him all the time. I got myself really worked up about with when I was a bit drunk and asked if there was anything going on. You told me. You told me that before you had made it back to yours when you were all in that club, you had initiated a conversation letting him know that you liked him because you thought it would be better to get it out of the way. You said that you told him that you want to make it work with me though. I had my first ever panic attack when you told me that. It's the same thing the previous guy, R, did to his girlfriend and now you were doing it to me. You KNEW how much that sucked. But you did it, THEN let him stay in your bed, and thought that I was wrong for freaking out. I couldn't understand why you hurt me like that. I couldn't understand why you didn't even think that would hurt. \n In your defense, you were truly sorry. We had a long talk about it, I say talk... it was a mixture of sobbing, hysterics, and apologies from your end and silence, hurt, and frustration from mine. You told me to ring my friends for some outside perspective. I did, they agreed with me. Half an hour later you called to break up. I was DEVASTATED. In all honesty, I completely broke down in tears. I'm not a crier, not even for heavy movies but dear lord, I CRIED and SOBBED and BEGGED you not to do this. I must of said \"Can we not at least TRY to make things better?? I promise I'll have some more money soon to see you, I promise, Just give this a chance, I love you SO much.\" I feel so pathetic admitting this online but it's the truth. I felt like I was the one who had done wrong, it's hard not to feel that way when you're begging someone not to leave you. It was a very complicated feeling. I hated it. \n Half an hour of sobbing later, you caved... you said you didn't want me to hurt like this and we could give it a go. I felt such relief. You said \"But things have to change, we can't carry on like this.\" I agreed and booked the first train ticket I could to come see you. Little did I know that when you said that we can't carry on like this, what you really meant is we can't carry on. \n I came to see you. With 90% hope in my heart thinking that a lot of our troubles would melt away as soon as we saw each other and had a cuddle. I suppose they did in a way. There was still 10% that was scared that it was the last time I'd be making that journey. Tried to savor every second, even the hard parts. It was weird. There were lots of hard parts, conversations, devastating silences. It was nothing like how we were over Christmas. The day before we broke up for good, we had taken a walk in the park. That was hard, you we clear that you were not sure about us. That you didn't know if it could work because you had hurt me and didn't think I could trust you again. I told you I could but it comes with time and effort. I wanted to put that effort in. Clearly, you didn't. We then went to a coffee shop and it was great! I got to see glimpses of the old you again, like smiling at strangers from our window seat, so much that one lovely older gentlemen came inside to talk to us because he thought you knew him because of your beaming smile. Oh fuckkk... Your smile. I love your smile sooooo much. And your eyes, and your face... You really are the most wonderful, interesting, genuinely hypnotic person I've ever met. I'm going to miss you more than you know. I love you. \n Fast forward to that night, because we had agreed to give it a shot and try to work things out, we decide to call a few of your friends for drinks in a local pub... It was Friday night after all! You text a few people and get a reply back saying \"What about L's invite?\". You being you, you didn't want to be rude so you asked me if it was going to be okay if he was there. You asked, but you must of known how I would feel. You must have. I didn't want to upset you or cause drama and said \"Yeah, I guess it's gonna have to be.\". We make it to the pub, and I'm a nervous wreck. You can tell, it was obvious. You even went as far as to tell me that \"It might actually be healthy for us seeing as I'm going to have to be friends with him\". You rationalized the hell out of that one, and tried to get me to accept it too. Luckily, he didn't turn up and the night had turned out rather well. It was great getting to laugh my ass off for a while again. First time I'd done that in weeks. \n Next morning is where it goes wrong... I woke up earlier than you to find your phone stuffed under my pillow on charge. About 20 minutes of silent thought about all the things you and L have talked about... I just wanted clarity. I just wanted, for the first time in a month, to actually KNOW how you felt about him and me. I buckled under the pressure and read your thread of messages with him. I know I was wrong, I'm ashamed of myself and I broke her trust and privacy. I know all this so please don't yell at me in the comments because it wouldn't compare to how bad I already feel. It was all as I expected: Devastating to read. You were flirty, as was he. You had that light-hearted poking fun of each other type of banter that people tend to do when they're trying to be cute. You had big deep conversations about your feelings after that incident at the club. You spoke about me. \n I didn't hate you, I didn't even dislike you. Or him. He was surprisingly a fairly cool guy, given the circumstances. You took responsibility for your actions. You were honest. It hurt to read, although obviously it wasn't for me to read. You wake up then go into uni to do some work with your project group. I feel guilty and tell you what I did while apologizing profusely. You call me and says it's fine and she understands and that she's not even mad. I watch TopGear nervously awaiting your return. You come through the door hours later and sit on the edge of the bed. You look nervous but determined... You say \"Yeah...\" - That look in yours eyes... ouch. \n The next 2 hours were as expected, crying from both parties. I was truly devastated. I lost my best friend that day. I lost the most beautiful, quirky, endearing creature I've ever met... I probably will ever meet. I have to accept it this time. There was no groveling. I just asked if you were sure that this is what you wanted. You said you just wanted us to both be happy. To both have a normal relationship where we can go grab a cup of coffee together on a whim if we fancied. Okay. Fine. I get that. You deserve that. You don't deserve the heart-ache of an LDR or the hurtful pangs you get when we can't be around. And I don't deserve them either. But we don't all get what we deserve. Did I deserve to have my heart broken after a year and a half of giving you nothing but love and affection? I didn't have much money but I ALWAYS splashed out on you when I did. I gave you every single part of me and I can't believe that this is ending. \n You then inform me that we've been invited to a party, and you've bought lots of vodka to drown our sorrows. I go along with it. Hardest night ever, not being able to hold your hand or kiss you. I made accidental slips of the tongue, like saying \" we have this recipe...\". We spent the next morning curing our hangovers, hugging and crying. I still couldn't believe it. You insisted to take me to the train station. Hardest goodbye I've ever had to make. You still looked great, and felt like you but now we were different people. Not a set. Not a couple. FUCK!!! You said you still wanted to be friends. I don't know how to feel about it, I explained why it might be hard for me and you seemed to understand but you said you want to try anyway. 3 Hour journey trying not to burst into tears. Anyone from the UK knows how it's still somewhat of a faux-pas, especially for a guy. (Not sexism, it's just the reality.) \n It's now been two days and I can't get you out of my mind. It's absolutely been one of the hardest things I've ever gone through, and I know it's only going to get worse before it gets better. I'm so glad I found this subreddit. It's been quite helpful already. This morning was tough. I saw a post from r/longdistance on my feed and it hit me HARD. Had to unsubscribe. Never thought I'd get an emotional reaction because of the click of a mouse. Fuck, I'm truly pathetic. Anyway, thanks for hearing me out. I just needed to get that out. And I'm sorry it's turned into the sad-sack wall'o'text of the year.",
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As most people have seen, most players with higher ping have been shafted by the recent skill queue implementation.
I personally have ~180 - 200 ping, and as an archer my time to kill on mobs is at least 25% higher.
As others have mentioned, the intention of the skill queue was that everyone, regardless of ping could play the game and use the skills as they were intended.
I'm puzzled by the way they chose to implement attack speed scaling based on ping of those around you.
As I understand it, if a high ping player is in the proximity of a low ping player, the high ping player's attack speed is scaled up so both players have similar effectiveness.
The problem with this is obviously that a high ping player isn't always going to have a 'pocket' low ping player with them to ensure they can play the game properly. The only thing is implementation fixes is large scale group events, meanwhile all other aspects of the game that skills and skill damage affect are negatively impacted for anyone not in the proximity of the servers.
A much better approach imo would be to set a threshold ping and adjust a players effectiveness based on their ping versus the threshold. So a player with a below threshold ping would be slightly slowed, while a player with above threshold ping will be slightly sped up.
The current system is evidence that they have the capability to implement this change. | High ping players game play is negatively affected by this change. Instead they should implement a threshold system where you're sped up or slowed down depending on your ping.
edit: I'd just like to add that the actual skill queue component of the update seems to work really well, however the ping scaling is broken by design. | [
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Here: read Stannis's lines in Vegeta's voice, but with an addition Kakarot.
Renly: You'll be pleased to know she came to me a maid.
Stannis: In your bed she's like to die that way, Kakarot.
Stannis: I thought the wet nurse was this man Craster’s daughter?
Melisandre: Wife and daughter both, Your Grace. Craster married all his daughters. Gilly’s boy was the fruit of their union.
Stannis: Her own father got this child on her? We are well rid of her, then. I will not suffer such abominations here. This is not King’s Landing, Kakarot.
Stanis: I defeated your uncle Victarion and his Iron Fleet off Fair Isle, the first time your father crowned himself. I held Storm's End against the power of the Reach for a year, and took Dragonstone from the Targaryens. I smashed Mance Rayder at the Wall, though he had twenty times my numbers. Tell me, Kakarot, what battles has the Bastard of Bolton ever won that I should fear him?
Stannis: We all know what Kakarot would do. Kakarot would gallop up to the gates of Winterfell alone, break them with his warhammer, and ride through the rubble to slay Roose Bolton with his left hand and the Bastard with his right. I am not Kakarot. But we will march, and we will free Winterfell … or die in the attempt.
See? Doesn't this just feel right? Both Stannis and Vegeta are the asshole underdog characters in their respective universes who live in other people's shadows. Stannis never gets the love or respect that Robert or Renly got, and Vegeta never gets to Goku's level. Both are assholes with no social grace who have been theorized to have some mild form of autism. Both are really strong, Stannis as a military leader and Vegeta as a fighter. And both have black hair. | Stannis is Vegeta | [
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I just got my grades back from this semester. As I had feared, due to complications in my personal life, as well as an obtuse professor, but most of all my being a dumbass and not taking it nearly as seriously as I should have been, I failed Quantum 1. This is going to make things very problematic in future with regard to course selection/major fulfillment, and I may have just handed myself an extra year in school, not to mention epically hamstrung myself in terms of internships/grad school. | Failed a major-required class, not sure how to/if I can recover from it. | [
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Original problem: "Last week I went out to start my 2007 675 and it wouldn't fire. It turned over a few times then gave up. After a few tries it stopped turning over all together. I hooked it up to my buddies bike and gave it a jump and it started right up. I headed out and about a mile down the road the gas light turned on and the headlight dimmed, then the bike just shut off all together. I pulled over and hooked it back up to my buddies bike, but this time after about 5 minutes of charging it still didn't start. So then I had my other friends come with his car thinking that might give me enough juice to start it and get it back home, but it my hurry I stupidly hooked up the jumper cables backwards on my battery, and after about 5 second I heard a sizzling and took the cables off immediately. I switched the cables to the right way and turned my key on and nothing happened. The bike won't turn on at all now. I pushed it home and checked all the fuses but none were blown. So now I'm pretty sure both my alternator and computer are dead."
I was told that most likely the computer was okay but I will need a new battery and possibly alternator.
I went and got a new battery today and installed it but still nothing happened, the display won't turn on, nor does it make any noises at all.
Anyone know what I should try next? | hooked jumper cables up backwards, not sure what damage happened. I got a new battery, bit the bike still won't turn on at all. Need help. | [
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I'm not a very social person. I'm very shy and introverted. Not particularly good looking or in great shape, but I don't think I'm fugly either and I'm definitely not overweight. My semi-depressive mood and extreme social awkwardness don't help either.
That said, I had a few chances with two girls that seemed slightly interested, but I never got the balls to talk to them about that (I'll never really know if they were indeed interested or were just nice). That's also when I started to be slightly paranoid, depressive, I got even more shy and I lost the small self-confidence that I had. That was 4 years ago. I was junior in a new high school, I didn't really know anyone except maybe 2 or 3 people from my old school.
I'm not picky, but I haven't met a girl that I was really interested in since then. My high school friends (those I kept in touch with and saw regularly) got girlfriends, which means that we sort of stopped going out and I see them a lot less than before.
I also happen to study in a male dominated field, so no female interactions there. Since I see my friends a lot less, I don't really get to meet new people and I didn't make new friends in university while my friends did. I have maybe 3 people I can call my friends and I only see one of them every other week because we are all really busy with university and the others live out of town. I play and talk with them regularly on Xbox Live, though.
Oh, and I go to an English university and my main language is French. I can understand everything school-related perfectly, but I have no idea how to small talk in English (I barely can in French). There is literally nothing on the horizon for me on the relationship side and even if there was, I don't think I'd be able to do it. | Shy, socially awkward, blew my opportunities, no self-confidence | [
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As someone who has been extremely depressed (borderline suicidal) I feel I need to address some misconceptions.
Firstly depression is not just feeling down. Everyone has ups and downs and extreme emotions can exhibit themselves as physical symptoms. However, clinical depression is often the result of chemical imbalances in the brain (which can be triggered by extreme emotions, stress, or simple genetic predisposition).
Now the United States tragically has one of the highest rates of mental illness in the developed world. There's a quote "It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a sick society." I still struggle daily to recognize all the bullshit I see around me while remaining being able to function. I believe completely that social pressures, such as those seen in advertising, are a major factor in what is fucking us all up.
We also have the problem of having too many medications. It's so much easier to say 'you're depressed, go have some xanax' than to help someone deal with the bullshit we're exposed to on a daily basis. Many doctors get a lot of side benefits for prescribing drugs like this too.
This isn't too say you're depression wasn't real, I'm trying to address the many nuances and common misconceptions about mental illness.
With regard to the philosophical side of this, I think the biggest factor are the values imposed upon us by society at large. We are expected to value material goods, judge ourselves by our wealth, and aspire to impossible standards of beauty and accomplishment. This expresses itself in our language and in therapy in the form of 'you're not able to accept society so there must be something wrong with you.'
Other people will always give you labels, and there's nothing inherently wrong in that (that I can see). However, once you start to identify yourself by the labels others give you, then you've got a problem. I'm not going to pretend to know the solution, I only know what worked for me: intense introspection. Lots and lots of time thinking about society, what I want for myself, and what defines me as a person. I had to fully recognize all the bullshit we're expected to swallow, swim through it regularly, and somehow manage to shake myself off at the end of the day. | My advice: Don't attack this from a formal philosophical perspective. Logic and syntax will get in the way of important personal realizations that can help you avoid this kind of depression in the future. Instead focus on ideas, values, and identifying the social pressures which are affecting you the most. Defining yourself is much more valuable than pigeonholing yourself with the definitions others have written. | [
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My mother is a long haul truck driver. She started it when I was 12 and now I'm 17. So I've been traveling the United States for five years now. I hate it.
Anyways, I was 12 and we'd been out on the truck for about a year when we went through Wyoming. About 3/4's of the way through the state a vicious blizzard kicked up and soon we had white out conditions on the road. We couldn't see more than five feet in front of the bumper at a time. We were caught between the last rest area in the state and a place called Little America, which is in Cheyenne.
If you're caught in a blizzard that bad on the road it's impossible to stop by the side of the road for multiple reasons. One: You pull off onto the shoulder of the road the snow will bury your wheels and you'll have to get towed out. Two: since there is next to no visibility, if you pull off to the side of the road you have a better than 50/50 chance of getting hit from behind and that would be bad for all parties involved.
So my ma and I are about an hour away from Little America. The only way we know we're still on I-80 is that we feel the pavement beneath the wheels and every few minutes we see a mile marker on the side of the road. We look out the window, onto the rear view mirror and we see the thermometer reads -30 degrees. That's when the wind hits us, 15 MPH winds steady with gusts up to 30. The windchill has the temperature outside at roughly -45 degrees.
Now imagine if you will, you are inside a 53 foot long Semi truck that is inching down the road at about 10 MPH. In the hammer lane, that's the fastest lane of traffic, we get these other truckers going past us at a raging sixty MPH. There's about an inch of solid ice on the roads, this is about as close to Ice Road Truckers as you can get in the continental United States. Nucking Futs.
At this point we'd been driving for about eleven hours. We were bone tired and we'd been driving for longer than it was legal, but there was no where to stop and we were inching down this skating rink someone tacked up an I-80 sign over. Finally we arrive at Little America, it's like the Wyoming equivalent of a resort and it had parking for trucks. So we pull in and stop.
My mother and foster brother (he was somewhere around 20 years old and was on his own, just with us for kicks.) went in and I snuggled up in the bunk to sleep. They come back and settle down, waking me up in the process. By the time I'm conscious enough to realize that I have explosive diarrhea and it's about to blow. Since there's nothing else to eat between Fort Bridger Wyoming and Cheyenne, we'd gorged ourselves on Taco Bell all fucking day and it was coming back to haunt me.
So in a half asleep stupor I throw on my coat and put on some gloves and scoot on into Little America. It was about a block or two's walk. I arrive and get into the bathroom sit my ass down just as my ass reached it's boiling point. I was so tired, bone tired, so while I'm propelling a half eaten mexican pizza out my ass, I put my head against the wall of the stall and fall asleep, I didn't mean to but I was SO tired.
Suddenly I'm awakened by someone's loudly unrolling some paper towels. Twice in one night I barely know where the fuck I am as my head comes up and I look around. I pull my pants up and stumble out of the stall, paying no mind the the wasteland I left in the toilet behind me. I don't know why washing my hands was so fucking important, but I tried to and ended up baffled when I used the water for soap and the soap as water. I finally decided good enough and used the paper towels to wipe the bubbles off my hands.
Then I embark upon the trek back to the truck, still half asleep and wading through, at times, waist high snow. I got back to the truck parking lot, but for the life of me I had no idea where the fuck my truck had went. In real life, snow had simply piled up past the windows and I could no longer distinguish between trucks in the parking lot. I decided to walk up and down the line of trucks, my mind came to the conclusion that for some reason my ma and brother had moved the truck.
On my fifth walk around I finally noticed the little gator symbol that my mother inherited when she leased the truck. I climbed inside and into my bunk where I slept until the morning. Then all that stupid came back to me and I felt like a complete idiot. I never told anyone about it. | With 30 MPH winds and -30 degree weather, I groggily wandered around a truck stop's parking lot for an hour, after falling asleep in the throne room of the Truck Stop. | [
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I was a super horny teenager, like most guys. But my creep factor went to 11 one day when I saw a bikini carwash being run by teenage girls. I got my car washed, and I took pictures from inside the car the whole time. They just giggled, I imagine if I were older or uglier they would have freaked out. My friend was dying of embarassment the whole time. Afterwards I said I'd pay more if they posed for a group shot (about ten of them) and they did. | Used to tip half naked girls before I could go to strip clubs. | [
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Bought a Chromecast Audio, used it for a total of 2 hours and right back in the box:
device is constantly losing its wifi connection or simply going unresponsive and requiring not simply a reboot on the chromecast device but also a force quit on the chromecast app and the app that was controlling
often, upon reboot, the Chromecast device refuces to appear in the Chromecast app device inventory and several times, when it did finally reappear, I had to go through the set up process again as if the device was fresh out of the box.
EVERY SINGLE Chromecast compatible app I sued, crashed, froze, repeatedly dropped its stream
going back to my trusty decade-old Squeezebox
Google return process:
visit Google Store orders page
click on order, click on Order Support
sent Chromecast Support page
select Returns, How to return section; click 'contact us' (NOTE: no way to return an item from this page)
fet sent to form that will initiate a call to Google Device Support (NOTE: form includes a field for order ID that you are prompted
wait for Google Support to call
(elapsed time so far: 6 minutes)
spend 5 minutes with Google Support fending off attempts to provide technical support
spend 5 minutes as CSR tries to find the order in the system, ended up having to read the serial number off the device)
(elapsed time: over 15 minutes)
spend 5+ minutes on hold while CSR attempts to figure out why a device that I registered twice during the set up process "does not appear as a registered device"
spend 5 minutes with CSR waiting for RMA email to arrive and closing the call (should be noted that the CSR was friendly and helpful)
(elapsed time: over 30 minutes) | Google Chromecast is betaware and their return process is totally borked | [
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Actually, positive reinformcement of negative stimulus (what you're incorrectly calling "negative reinforcement") often works well. The problem is when excessive negative stimulus is used, such as beating a cat or dog. Proper and effective application of PRNS would include making a distraction (a loud noise like clapping your hands, yelling "hey!" or tapping the animal on the ear or neck), or suddenly moving the animal. Improper application, such as beating or causing pain by another method, is counterproductive - while the animal might stop the behavior, it will also develop neuroses about the act, the area, and the punisher. | punishing" an animal works as long as it's disruptive but not painful | [
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I'm running a Core 2 duo, 4GB ram with an Nvidia 9300M GS. I'm running on Fedora 13 x64, so the proprietary version uses npviewer. I'm using chrome as my browser, and compositing is turned off.
I'm not running this through valgrind since that would interfere with the speed of the results, so take the memory usage with a grain of salt. I also don't know of any well done benchmarking tools, so I'm just watching what top set to a quick poll to see what the values stay at for [this clip.]( This is by no means going to be incredibly accurate, but I'm making it as close as I can.
Proprietary
This can take up to 20% CPU while just sitting idle on the video. Every version was allowed to fully cache before I played them. So realistically you could add 15-20% CPU usage to every value here if you don't wait for the cache.
Resolution
CPU
Shared Memory (MB)
Residential Memory (MB)
Allocated Memory (MB)
1080p
80%
25
151
388
720p
61%
26
111
317
480p
43%
26
80
286
All of these played smoothly.
Software Accelerated Gnash
First impression is holy shit, it finally works. And not just functional, but it [no longer looks like someone hit it with a bat]( Every other time I've tried it the fonts have been off, or it doesn't draw the controls accurately. Great job contributors!
I built Gnash 0.8.8 (tarball from their site) with these options
>./configure --enable-renderer=all
This does not use the GPU acceleration . I wanted to see how well this would work for normal cpus.
As with the proprietary version, downloading takes a fair amount of cpu. In this case it takes around 30% cpu.
Resolution
CPU
Shared Memory (MB)
Residential Memory (MB)
Allocated Memory (MB)
1080p*
100%
19
76
651
720p*
97%
19
63
636
480p
74%
19
188
1681
480 & 720p played smoothly. 1080p was visibly choppy.
* These are not of the transformers video, but of [this]( For whatever reason, I couldn't get maybe 70% of HD videos to actually play, which included the transformers video.
Hardware Accelerated Gnash
This time I built with
>./configure --enable-renderer=all --enable-hwaccel=vaapi --enable-media=ffmpeg
and set in my ~/.gnashrc
>set HWAccel vaapi
>set Renderer opengl
The plugin would not start for me if any other renderer was used with vaapi.
The rendering is [a little off]( 480p was [unwatchable]( I still left it in the benchmark because it was still rendering. 720p and 1080p looked perfectly fine aside from the controls and fonts still being rendered incorrectly.
Resolution
CPU
Shared Memory (MB)
Residential Memory (MB)
Allocated Memory (MB)
1080p
85%
29
431
990
720p
35%
24
110
653
480p
63%
22
291
837
The playback was not as fluid as the proprietary version. Also, while youtube is open it's like my system loses all 2d acceleration as well. Yakuake was where this was very noticeable.
Just to note, from vainfo
>libva: libva version 0.31.1-sds1
>libva: va_getDriverName() returns 0
>libva: Trying to open /usr/lib64/va/drivers/nvidia_drv_video.so
>libva: va_openDriver() returns 0
>vainfo: VA API version: 0.31
>vainfo: Driver version: Splitted-Desktop Systems VDPAU backend for VA API - 0.6.10
>vainfo: Supported profile and entrypoints
> VAProfileMPEG2Simple : VAEntrypointVLD
> VAProfileMPEG2Main : VAEntrypointVLD
> VAProfileH264Main : VAEntrypointVLD
> VAProfileH264High : VAEntrypointVLD
> VAProfileVC1Simple : VAEntrypointVLD
> VAProfileVC1Main : VAEntrypointVLD
> VAProfileVC1Advanced : VAEntrypointVLD
Now from chrome's console
>libva: va_getDriverName() returns 0
>libva: Trying to open /usr/lib64/va/drivers/nvidia_drv_video.so
>libva: va_openDriver() returns 0
>[GnashVaapi] VA API version 0.31
>ERROR: Couldn't find Method "onYouTubePlayerReady"
So it is loading in the plugin.
So from that and testing mplayer, I know vaapi works on my system. This may be an implementation issue with my card or just a bug but I did not benefit from libva as I had hoped.
Conclusion
Gnash is a viable solution if you only run youtube on 480p or less. If you have a functional VAAPI compatible card it could also be an option. I do recommend setting the whitelist to only include youtube domains. It is still very buggy and will cause plenty of crashes / lockups on other sites. Do not expect 100% compatibility with even youtube just yet. Progress bars were even still off after you change the quality of the video. I don't know why they would try to claim 100% compatibility right now when it isn't really there yet.
I think we need to take 2 things out of this. For one, Adobe did a decent job implementing the x86 flash player runtime. Obviously we need to give open source time to catch up, and it is getting there, but Adobe's team did alright for the specifications they have.
And secondly, HTML5 uses about 40% of my CPU playing a 1080p video on youtube. | FUCK EVERYTHING ABOUT FLASH. | [
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This may be an implementation issue with my card or just a bug but I did not benefit from libva as I had hoped. \n Conclusion \n Gnash is a viable solution if you only run youtube on 480p or less. If you have a functional VAAPI compatible card it could also be an option. I do recommend setting the whitelist to only include youtube domains. It is still very buggy and will cause plenty of crashes / lockups on other sites. Do not expect 100% compatibility with even youtube just yet. Progress bars were even still off after you change the quality of the video. I don't know why they would try to claim 100% compatibility right now when it isn't really there yet. \n I think we need to take 2 things out of this. For one, Adobe did a decent job implementing the x86 flash player runtime. Obviously we need to give open source time to catch up, and it is getting there, but Adobe's team did alright for the specifications they have. \n And secondly, HTML5 uses about 40% of my CPU playing a 1080p video on youtube.",
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To go abit more indepth than these people. The first crusades was not unprovoked but eventually became a christian cause.
Back in the day in the time of Mohammed he did some conquering and expanding. Over about a century what Mohammed started resulted in a large expansion and conquest of the middle east and parts of asia/africa in towards Turkey.
Years later the Turks (Islamic Sunni's) were attacking the Byzantines, the Byzantines asked the pope/rome to lend a hand since they were not doing so well. Pope Urban II was like "sure bro no prob" and rallied Christian fighters to go repel the Islamic invaders from the east.
Now the Islamic conquests never sat to well with most people back in the day but frankly nobody ever had a large or unified enough force to do much of anything about it. But suddenly, they did... Suddenly there was a massive multinational army ready to go kick Islamic ass, all they had to do was point them in the right direction which the pope did.
That desire coupled with wanting to destroy the enemy/push back the enemy farther to help secure the Byzantines led to what you'd consider the "evil" crusades.
Every single issue in the middle east we currently face in the middle east can be traced back to the original Islamic Conquests of around 600-700AD. Israel? Taken from people who lived there by the Islamic Conquests. The near blood fued style relations between Arabs and non-Arabs, traced back to the Islamic Conquests. Before the Islamic conquests in most ways the region (except around northern africa and the med) was very laid back about religion, cultures, etc. Sure there was always fighting and issues as there will be but the Islamic Conquests were brutal, efficient, and basically tried to stomp out non-Islamic/arab peoples in larges ways and is basically directly responsible for the stranglehold modern Islam has over the region and the size of the religion in general.
Sorry if this was long winded. | Most trouble in the middle east and with Islam can be traced back to the Islamic Conquests around 600-700AD. | [
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Not taking offense but you were responding to me.
There is a reason they offer this free service and they do it to make money. There is more to it than just click through rates. But that's for another time.
Since you're not going to respond, I'm writing to whoever sees this.
I mentioned how they could provide free customer support using interns. How is that costing them money again? *besides day or two of work orchestrating everything by supervisors.
I'm sure you've never exhausted a FAQ so you wouldn't know, but sometimes they run out of suggestions. When this happens they look for alternatives. Novel concept, but it usually works.
Regarding MS. Yes they do provide phone support for their live accounts. Mine wouldn't send the verification code to my phone for some reason and I eventually did speak to an actual human located on the west coast. In the end it was not my fault, but a problem with their two step verification system.
Even if I never spoke to them over the phone they still had easy access to email and answer desk, their chat based live support. Much more/better than Google.
The password and security keys were changed by an ex girlfriend to spite me. The password is something like
y0uw1lln3v3rg3t1n!!!
The security keys were changed to frequent flier number which I don't have. The forms response after completed for lost password says to try again.
The account may be free, but I'm sure if I took your reddit account or Gmail account from you, you'd want it back and go to great lengths to get it back.
I may be an entitled asshole, but my point still stands that once you become a monopoly, you can treat the customer like shot by ignoring them completely. Like I said, grateful for their products, but not brainwashed enough to ignore their flaws like my fellow redditors.
I may leave this thread till another time, since it's going nowhere. Honestly surprised more people wouldn't like the idea of some help at google. Be it my problem or those with websites blacklisted and others not able to show ads to have the opportunity to speak with someone. | robots still not taking over, no one will read this or cares | [
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It's a study showing that 50% of germans hit their childs, and you want to take that study and make it irrelevant.
Atleast try with science and not with rhetoric.
It's a fact and according to your study, most of the german childs shoudl turn out aggressive or learning impaired or have other issues over non-hit childs.
Which is clearly not the case, but not surprising considering your failure of understanding the study. | for the stupid : Get hit often, go crazy. Get hit as parental extreme measure , np.
Your understanding: HITTING KIDS IS BAAAAAAAAD ALWAYS EVER. | [
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Rotary engines are commonly considered to be pretty reliable, even on par with a piston engine. The problem is that a rotary engine requires a lot more such as dealing with carbon cleanup and the fact that a rotary engine consumes more oil while lubricating which is not typical to the same extent in a piston-driven engine and requires more attention to oil conditions and changes. You see rotary engines used more in aviation for reliability and the fact that in aviation there are strict guidelines for keeping up with the maintenance and inspection standards. A rotary engine doesn't have to deal with the same issues of interference that a piston engine does...
Rotary engines are often joked about as having to be "pampered" aka it is common belief that for the long-term health of the engine you need to regularly redline it (in piston engines you wouldn't do this as much if you want longevity), let it warm up fully before driving (oil cycling/lubrication less forgiving), and a lot of owners also rev up when parking. The seals are usually what the problem ends up being in the end, often due to negligence (you can google around and see MANY examples of people with 150-200k+ on original engines on their RX).
What gives them the avoidance reputation is that if you are not completely diligent with everything that they need, they will do amazing early on but have increasingly poor condition as time goes on. Also people watch Fast and the Furious and go out and buy "that awesome rotary car" and don't know that it requires more care than a "normal" car, then "OMG ROTARY IS GARBAGE"! | Rotary and piston can both be very reliable or not, rotary requires more care/maintenance/love to keep the same element and have more common problems with seals over 100k-125k+ miles. | [
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So I'll try to make this short and sweet but no promises. a few months back I (17f) went to a musical and saw a guy from around the various activities. Remembering him, I looked him up on facebook and friended him only to find out that we're pretty much the same person, same likes, same activities, and a mutual friend. I thought that was pretty cool and didn't give it another thought for a while. A few weeks ago at a speech tournament the mutual formally introduced me to him, and I honestly don't even know what happened. I could barely form a sentence , my face flushed, it was almost scary. I decided that I really wanted to go for it.
Later on I got home and contacted him through facebook, and we talked about some stuff we did for school and whatnot. I ended up inviting him to a local play and the conversation ended. About a week later, while being upset about trying to find a prom date, I suddenly got up the courage to ask him out, so I did... As easily predicted he said no, that he was flattered and kudos to me for having the balls but we don't know each other whatsoever. Anyway I still think that maybe I can do something because I'm weird like that, but I was wondering the ladies' input on this kind of thing. | I have the hots for a guy I barely know (and evidently so does my psyche) and I'm not sure how to proceed after blowing it. | [
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he cant be bothered to read long answers and just sais i dont care don't bother putting links in the comments as well as he wont click on links he will still respond i dont care i just need something short
You're friend is too lazy and ignorant to perceive 60FPS properly. | version for your friend: It's real, fuckface. | [
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In the beginning of the game, everyone is forced to use a cottage economy due to low population levels. Before Monarchy, cities aren't able to make much use of specialists simply because they cannot grow large enough to sustain a specialist economy. After Monarchy, cities are able to grow larger and economies are better able to hybridize. So, to answer your question, it's typically not the best idea to hybridize an economy until Monarchy. | Get the worker techs you need then beeline for Monarchy. | [
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That would make it tl;wr | start a new trend | [
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Yes, I play Dota and like it.
There are going to be bugs regardless of how hard they work, and I enjoy the game despite the bugs. I enjoy every game I play, despite the bugs that exist. Bugs are just a part of games. Hell, I find bugs funny more often than annoying.
No, I don't like smurfs or griefers. You know how you can handle them? You suck it up and realize that there will be people like that in every community. There's nothing you can do to stop them, as they'll just find new ways around it. Especially since Dota 2 is a free game. Go through that one out of every ten games and let them ruin it. Oh well. It's only one out of ten. (And on a side note, I haven't run into any of them in a good, long time now, so I don't know why you say 1/10. I might get some less than perfect players, but no griefers.)
Hats. Hats hats hats. Oh no! They're putting in cosmetic items that I don't care about! And because I don't care about them, I have to go tell people I don't care! Because, you know, I don't care! You don't have to use the cosmetic stuff, you know. They're just cosmetics. And if they decide to spend more time on that than on hotfixes for every missed pixel? Then those are their priorities.
I never waste time on threads where no one from Valve will look at. You know why? I enjoy the game for what it is instead of bitching about what it isn't.
Sure, the community has reasons to be angry. But angry and what the community is doing aren't the same thing.
You want to do something that'll make Valve really notice you? You, and all the others who have no intention of "going easy"? Don't play the game. Simple as that. If, suddenly, Dota's number of players drops, then Valve will want to do something to get players back and/or attract new players. | I'll show them! I'll write some offensive graffiti on the wall of this restaurant to make them build a better restaurant! | [
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So my boyfriend and I have been together for 10 months now, and we really make each other happy and have an amazing relationship when we get to see each other. He has a huge heart, he goes out of his way to please me, he makes me smile, and he loves me very much. I do the same for him. We see each other in our futures, and would like to continue building our lives together. My friends and even some strangers have referred to us as a fairytale couple, due to our story and how obviously in love we are. However, we've been long distance for a couple of months now. The long distance will end in about one more month. The distance has definitely put a strain on us, mostly because we don't communicate nearly as much as I would like to. He doesn't need any communication to stay happy, and therefore he doesn't give me the amount I would like. This has been a regular problem during our whole relationship because he doesn't like texting or phone calls, and hasn't been able to skype for awhile now. The problem got highlighted though with the distance since we are now unable to see each other and communicate in person.
Some important details are that he is currently in the army, while I am in University. I come from a very well educated, upper-middle class family. I was raised with the value of education, as my family believes that education is necessary for a good job, which will allow for a stable home environment. I have always taken school seriously. I am currently working on my bachelor's but will continue my education after I complete that as well. His family is very different. He is the only one who has graduated high school. He grew up in a trailer and school was never a priority. His parents divorced when he was a teenager, and because of this he ended up homeless for a bit of time. He enlisted in the army when he was 18. He is due to get out of the army at the end of the year.
I have been trying to help him figure out what he will do with his life after the army. I have of course encouraged education but he always maintains that he has no idea what he would ever enjoy studying and believes he would not do well. I've looked into other options for him, such as technical degrees. I have tried to be flexible with him to help him plan for a stable future.
Anyways, the problem I'm posting about came to light the other night when we were talking on the phone. He was telling me about his day, and how he went to the barber for a haircut. I guess the barber was talking about how he had gone to school and earned his bachelor's degree, yet never used it. Instead the barber followed his passion, which is cutting hair. When the barber asked my boyfriend what he wanted to do once out of the army, my boyfriend did not have an answer for the question. So the barber challenged him to think about a passion he would like to pursue.
Apparently, this really struck my boyfriend to ponder on this, and he found an answer. He wants to act. When he was a teenager, his buddy had a video camera and I guess would write out scripts which my boyfriend and his buddy would then act out and film. This is the only acting experience my boyfriend has. Now, when my boyfriend gets out of the army he wants to go to casting calls and possibly move to Hollywood to pursue this dream. When he told me this, I was less than thrilled. There are so many people with this same goal and honestly most people don't make it. Everyone knows of the stereotype of the struggling, starving actor. This is not what I want for him. I want him to find stability. I wouldn't mind if he just wanted to dabble in acting on the side while he has a steady job, but the way he was talking about it made it sound like he wants to drop everything to act. In addition, if he really did move to Hollywood, we would be long distance while I finish up school, and since a few months is already too much strain, I don't know how this would really work for us.
I brought up all my concerns to him and it did not go over well. He started telling me I was unsupportive and that he didn't need anyone in his life who would be unsupportive. He was completely shocked that I didn't flat out tell him that pursuing his dream would be a great path to follow. Everything went even more downhill when I spoke about my value of education and how I'd like to see him pursue at least some kind of degree so we would have stability in the future. He started telling me how sad and miserable it was that I didn't believe in following your passion, and that it's so sad that I grew up only valuing money. He went on a rant about how there is no point to life if you do not do what you're passionate about, and how he feels sorry for me. He told me stability is not a main concern to him as he was able to live without it during his teenage years. He told me I was being inconsiderate, selfish, and mean for not expressing full support.
What tops this off for me is that throughout our whole relationship, he has really encouraged my education because he wants to see me bring in big money with my degree. This doesn't line up with how I envisioned my future though. I never envisioned that I would be the sole supporter of my family. I always envisioned being with a partner that would be able to provide and put into about the same amount as me towards a family. I have accepted that I won't make the kind of money that my parents did, but I'm ok with that. All I want for my future is to live comfortably without ever having to worry that I won't be able to provide my children with a good life. I also never questioned that I would raise children with anything other than the value of education.
So my problem now is whether or not I should stay with my boyfriend. I realize that the fight we had is about the future, so we might not ever actually face this situation. At the same time, he's a dreamer whereas I'm fundamentally more realistic. So even if this is not a situation we directly encounter, are these differences between the two of us too much? I really do love him and want him in my life, but maybe now that is a completely unrealistic expectation for my future.
So reddit, what do you think? Am I an unsupportive girlfriend and am I in the wrong? Is there any compromise you see that could make us both happy? Or is our relationship just doomed due to our differences? | I value education, my bf doesn't. He wants to pursue acting which I don't think is the most reasonable decision for a job. Are our values too different for us to stay together? | [
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This has been a regular problem during our whole relationship because he doesn't like texting or phone calls, and hasn't been able to skype for awhile now. The problem got highlighted though with the distance since we are now unable to see each other and communicate in person. \n Some important details are that he is currently in the army, while I am in University. I come from a very well educated, upper-middle class family. I was raised with the value of education, as my family believes that education is necessary for a good job, which will allow for a stable home environment. I have always taken school seriously. I am currently working on my bachelor's but will continue my education after I complete that as well. His family is very different. He is the only one who has graduated high school. He grew up in a trailer and school was never a priority. His parents divorced when he was a teenager, and because of this he ended up homeless for a bit of time. He enlisted in the army when he was 18. He is due to get out of the army at the end of the year. \n I have been trying to help him figure out what he will do with his life after the army. I have of course encouraged education but he always maintains that he has no idea what he would ever enjoy studying and believes he would not do well. I've looked into other options for him, such as technical degrees. I have tried to be flexible with him to help him plan for a stable future. \n Anyways, the problem I'm posting about came to light the other night when we were talking on the phone. He was telling me about his day, and how he went to the barber for a haircut. I guess the barber was talking about how he had gone to school and earned his bachelor's degree, yet never used it. Instead the barber followed his passion, which is cutting hair. When the barber asked my boyfriend what he wanted to do once out of the army, my boyfriend did not have an answer for the question. So the barber challenged him to think about a passion he would like to pursue. \n Apparently, this really struck my boyfriend to ponder on this, and he found an answer. He wants to act. When he was a teenager, his buddy had a video camera and I guess would write out scripts which my boyfriend and his buddy would then act out and film. This is the only acting experience my boyfriend has. Now, when my boyfriend gets out of the army he wants to go to casting calls and possibly move to Hollywood to pursue this dream. When he told me this, I was less than thrilled. There are so many people with this same goal and honestly most people don't make it. Everyone knows of the stereotype of the struggling, starving actor. This is not what I want for him. I want him to find stability. I wouldn't mind if he just wanted to dabble in acting on the side while he has a steady job, but the way he was talking about it made it sound like he wants to drop everything to act. In addition, if he really did move to Hollywood, we would be long distance while I finish up school, and since a few months is already too much strain, I don't know how this would really work for us. \n I brought up all my concerns to him and it did not go over well. He started telling me I was unsupportive and that he didn't need anyone in his life who would be unsupportive. He was completely shocked that I didn't flat out tell him that pursuing his dream would be a great path to follow. Everything went even more downhill when I spoke about my value of education and how I'd like to see him pursue at least some kind of degree so we would have stability in the future. He started telling me how sad and miserable it was that I didn't believe in following your passion, and that it's so sad that I grew up only valuing money. He went on a rant about how there is no point to life if you do not do what you're passionate about, and how he feels sorry for me. He told me stability is not a main concern to him as he was able to live without it during his teenage years. He told me I was being inconsiderate, selfish, and mean for not expressing full support. \n What tops this off for me is that throughout our whole relationship, he has really encouraged my education because he wants to see me bring in big money with my degree. This doesn't line up with how I envisioned my future though. I never envisioned that I would be the sole supporter of my family. I always envisioned being with a partner that would be able to provide and put into about the same amount as me towards a family. I have accepted that I won't make the kind of money that my parents did, but I'm ok with that. All I want for my future is to live comfortably without ever having to worry that I won't be able to provide my children with a good life. I also never questioned that I would raise children with anything other than the value of education. \n So my problem now is whether or not I should stay with my boyfriend. I realize that the fight we had is about the future, so we might not ever actually face this situation. At the same time, he's a dreamer whereas I'm fundamentally more realistic. So even if this is not a situation we directly encounter, are these differences between the two of us too much? I really do love him and want him in my life, but maybe now that is a completely unrealistic expectation for my future. \n So reddit, what do you think? Am I an unsupportive girlfriend and am I in the wrong? Is there any compromise you see that could make us both happy? Or is our relationship just doomed due to our differences?",
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The Problem.
You aren't nerfing her, you are literally destroying her. Having her reliant to land one ability to receive a kill is beyond unjustified. Why have her even do AOE if she can only burst down one champion?
How it effects Ahri
With her charm buff she will do more damage, but to effectively do the same damage with the nerfs she will need DFG. The fact that a level one charm is more mana than a Q that does true damage is insane. The only way to really even purchase a DFG is if you win lane or have a perfect cs score. Losing lane will literally push her back to being unusable as a champion, effectively the same as Draven when his passive was originally changed. In order to even do damage she needs the item equivalent to almost the cost of an IE, yet a Lux can 100 to 0 you with one full combo; with an ult that comes up 60 seconds after with only a Grail. She needs that 40% damage with charm and dfg to kill a champion; then after that she effectively will do no damage except for her q and her charm combo. This is however limited until it is off cooldown. Her damage was initially subpar and now her W and R are just that extra tick of damage combined.
What her changes mean
Adding scaling sustain to her passive doesnt change the fact that she's extremely mana intensive without a grail. With DFG increasing her overall damage, buying a grail was a sacrifice you had to make in order to receive additional mana. The payoff with the kills was worth the sacrifice. You aren't shutting her down as a champion, you are shutting her down at doing what you don't want her to do; building as a sustain mage and forcing players away from the assassin comp. CDR will be highly required now in order to be able to deal out damage as fast as possible instead of rely on a burst combo.
The real issue
She was one of the most balance champions in this game. Morello said it himself earlier this season, none of her numbers changed its the fact she is now strong due to the nerfs the other champions received. The real problem is actually two things that Riot refuses to acknowledge or even look at: DFG itself and the lack of overall MR items. Items have been tweaked to give more MR, however with Void Staff and the fact AP items scale significantly stronger than AD items there is no escape to completely mitigate AP damage. Now when I refer to lack of AP mitigation, I am referring to lanes other than mid lane. There is no cheap alternative for a bot lane user without either sacrificing damage or a main team support item to mitigate the damage from an AP mid assassin. This gives Ahri a strength that is considered as broken, the ability to jump to the back line or effectively anywhere and kill a carry or support instantly. This stems from the lack of MR and the fact that even if Ahri was behind, once a DFG is acquired, the lack of shutting her down will effectively instantly destroy a team member. Without DFG this is possible however much harder and depending on variables there is a higher chance she will die or her kill will escape with health.
What's wrong with DFG
With the S3 buff to season 3 it became an incredibly strong pick for all AP players. The extra 50% or so AP, the cooldown and the passive was way too good to pass up to its S2 counterpart; however it was an unnecessary buff. I build DFG pre-S3 and loved it, there was literally no reason to increase the overall potential of the item. It did it's initial job and it was brought to an overkill level. With Ahri's burst kit this is clearly apparent, however instead of changing an item it is clearly much easier to tweak a champion who uses this as their main item. Nerfing an item makes it so other champions are affected as well, this is not an easy option especially with a large community and a large champion variable. Nerfing the latter is easier, the champion that shows its overly effective.
End Analysis
I'm not saying don't nerf Ahri, what I'm trying to get across is look into other options of the game instead of nerfing her as drastically as you are. Don't force players to play her how you want her to play. Diversity is good in a game but the nerfs you are applying are too much and will effectively destroy the over flare of this champion. You are bringing a fire station to put out a bonfire. | Ahri isn't the problem the lack of MR and DFG is. You are over nerfing a champion drastically when it is unwarranted.
Original Thread:
Edit 1:
You control your games meta, if you think assassins are the problem, find a way to help people deal with them, don't nerf them. Create an item that has an active that limits damage over time or a damage burst in a certain time frame ie. 1 second or so, think of the plays. Literally other things can be done besides nerf hammers. Realize perfect imbalance is what makes games interesting.
Edit 2:
Hey Riot, I'm looking for a job with my Game Design degree. Maybe Morello and I can discuss balance over coffee.
Edit 3:
I try to respond to everything and everyone. it breeds discussion. But I am going to bed and will return in roughly six hours. 2:00 AM EST - 8:00 AM EST
Edit 4:
I'm in my bed with my phone blowing up. So I wanted to note my compromise idea. Make charm reset if a kill is successful so she can chain kills effectively. You would have to aim multiple skill shots to make this successful and her damage ratio nerfs would easily compensate this change. That way with the current nerfs she can effectively burst multiple kills if she has the ability to land skills just as well to balance her kit.
Edit 5: Well im impressed I doubted the trolls. 500 lost comment karma in about 15 minutes. My comments have been removed since I can now only post like every 30 minutes with that rate of decay. I tried to add my sense to every comment to breed discussion but that is not possible with the amount of saltyness. | [
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If any of you strictly frequent DZ01 and DZ02, you know what I'm talking about it and it's only getting worse. I'm a casual player, currently DZ66 rank and I grind these zones for XP.
EVERY group of 4 rogues that I've come across the last couple of days only like to go rogue and then trek all the way to this contaminated zone to camp out their manhunt timer. As far as I know, this is the only area in the map that has only 1 entrance/exit (worst of all, it's a ladder), if not, it is the most convenient. It's literally impossible to kill these rogues without a group of 4 of your own with everyone running Survivor Link and even then it's still a toss up. I'm sure that getting rid of this small alley won't impact the game negatively. Contaminated zones in general are a joke and the chests that need no key are an even bigger joke. | 4-man parties of rogues camp near DZ02 checkpoint, nearly impossible to kill them, it's cheap as hell, please fix it. | [
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Met a friend on Facebook through comments. His profile picture was of Marilyn Manson, one of my idols when I was 12, so we struck up a conversation. His girlfriend at the time was very easily jealous, (I'm a girl) and she didn't want us to be friends, especially because someone else had told her we were together and he was cheating on her. She got pissed but once I explained that there wasn't anything going on between her boyfriend and I, she wanted to be friends with me.
They broke up eventually and I am still good friends with the guy. | friended a guy on facebook, girlfriend jealousy, friends with him still, not her | [
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Nelson Mandela was such a monumental figure in defeating the prejudices and oppression of our world that there is literally nobody alive today that can be compared to him. The Apartheid, probably one of the harshest examples of segregation and cruelty based on race seen in the modern world,was brought down by this man through tireless work and resilience. Very few people alive today can say they spent nearly 30 years imprisoned for their beliefs just to fight for their beliefs, and therefore Nelson Mandela will remain a towering example of the capability of the human spirit. He represents humanity's capacity to, despite massive odds, persevere and create change.
However, as I saw on Twitter earlier, we should not feel sad that such a person has passed away. Instead, we should celebrate the happy conclusion that his life came to. He was 95, and that's longer than the majority of us reading this thread will live ourselves. So we should consider the fact that, out of all the times he could've faced the possibility of death in the past, he managed to survive and draw his life to a close in such a peaceful manner. Hey, there's much worse ways to go than passing away peacefully in your mid-90s. | Mandela was a shining example of the human spirit, but we should feel glad that he accomplished such a long and important life rather than focussing on the fact that he is actually gone. | [
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Don't really know what to do. My older brother broke up with his girlfriend of one year about 8 months ago. It was his first girlfriend. He sunk into a depression, and is only getting worse with each passing day. He is the poster-boy for clinical depression, which runs in our family. This is his first experience with it however. He still lives at home. He has had difficulty finding a meaningful or well-paying job after abandoning a dead-end career in a very competitive industry (sports). Now with the break up, he has terrible self-esteem, and proclaims to "hate everything."
It's really worrying my whole family, and it's been difficult for us to help him because he refuses to seek treatment. He is stubbornly opposed to anti-depressants, regardless of all our attempts to convince him that there's no stigma or long-term effects of just trying them out. He won't see a therapist because he saw one after his break up for 6 sessions and thought it was stupid. Surely, he just didn't click with the therapist, but now he refuses to see a different one.
He works full time in a temporary job that he hates. He works out constantly. He has a ton of friends and sees them almost every night, but that seems to make no difference. He applies to jobs but can't get one - now he feels the job search is pointless. He avoids everyone in our immediate family and only responds in one-word answers to us. I have tried hanging out with him and inviting him to do things -- it never goes well. The last few times he's barely said a word when we hung out and looks to be on the verge of tears.
I don't know what to do. We've seriously tried everything, and it's really concerning. If anyone has any experience with this kind of thing, or advice, I'd really appreciate it. Thanks. | My older brother (27M) is clinically depressed and refuses professional treatment. We've tried everything, and don't know how to help him. | [
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Hi! I’m Bonnie Jo Stufflebeam, and I write fantasy and science fiction short stories; I’m working on a novel, but still love reading and writing short stories most of all. When I’m not writing, working, or being sucked into internet holes, I often read or play board games (Settlers of Catan, Munchkin) with friends. I like music, TV shows, and movies (especially subtle fantasy/science fiction, like Monsters , Timer , Wristcutters , etc.) I also curate a yearly [Art & Words Collaborative Show]( and write SFF book reviews for Publishers Weekly . [Here’s my website]( with a [longer bio](
I’m new to Reddit, but have a list of fantasy and science fiction short stories available for reading. I write mostly modern literary fantasy, bordering on magical realism on occasion (though not always). All but one of these are available for free reading online. I’ll list a few below with little synopses:
-[“The Siren” – Strange Horizons ](
Teenager Jen is surprised and confused when her presumed-straight mother brings home a new girlfriend who is also a siren. Even more confusing is the attraction she herself feels for the woman.
- “They Come In Through the Walls” – Expanded Horizons for Tenebres
Claire has moved into her Alzheimer’s-afflicted father’s house to take care of him, after having lost her mother and, more recently, her girlfriend. She’s struggling with the weight of so much loss when a host of phantoms start joining them at dinner every night.
-[“The Flight of the Red Monsters” – Kaiju Rising: Age of Monsters ](
Giant lobster Kaiju leave a path of destruction on their way across the United States. When one of them kills __ ’s boyfriend, she vows to get her revenge.
-[“The Wanderers” – Clarkesworld ](
Sadistic aliens invade earth only to find it empty of human life.
I'll be unpacking boxes all day (just moved into my first house last weekend), but I'll be sure to check back here throughout the day, so AMA. | My name's Bonnie Jo Stufflebeam. I write science fiction and fantasy short stories, working on something longer these days. There's a list on my website: bonniejostufflebeam.com. | [
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That's the better way to go about it. Advertising avenues (Bookbub/KDP Select/etc) are going to have eyes-on exposure that you can't make up for with anything short of George R.R. Martin levels of fan-base. And even then, it's not necessarily a "targeted sale" on twitter.
That is to say, people don't read Twitter because they are looking to buy a book. They read twitter to see what you ate for lunch and feel like that have a line into your life in a way that doesn't ask anything of them. It's passive engagement (or whatever term they're using these days) for the most part because you are sending out bits of your life and they are just reading it.
But back to (more) traditional advertising avenues and expanding on those from a strictly "How people use the web" point-of-view.
Google Ads (as you mentioned) are pretty awful. They cast a net around anyone Google's algorithms target (and the auto-targeting is awful. You NEED an AdWords expert to get any remote value and even then your value needs to be page-views, not sales). Basically they hit anyone looking at a site, not people looking to buy. It's like trying to sell used cars at an auto-parts store. The second problem here is that people either a) run adblockers (YAY!) or b) THEY DON'T TRUST THE ADS! Half the ads on adwords lead to bullshit sites. Low trustworthiness means fewer clicks and those clicks come from less technically savvy consumers. (Which, admittedly, probably overlaps with a book buying audience)
Things like Bookbub and KDP Select and Goodreads (if you're lucky) are that they are HIGHLY TARGETED ADS. They are not only hitting your demographic, they are hitting people who WANT MORE BOOKS. This is holy grail territory as far as advertising goes. Not only that, the mechanisms are fairly built in for transforming a click into a sale (especially for Kindle owners).
So, in short, your overview sort of follows the basics of web advertising in general. The only things I'd think that could help beyond that would be finding places you can place banner ads that target more receptive audiences (Maybe check out Project Wonderful), but it's hard to break out of the major channels until more people get in the game.
One last note on Social Media! Social Media isn't likely to help your revenue a ton, but if you have the time and the inclination it could be worth investing in just a bit. As you cultivate fans, they will enjoy the ability to reach out (usually in a good way... internet) and ping you or get excited with you. This can lead to them telling a friend about how cool you are and occasionally a new fan or two. | Everything tinwhistler said more or less jibes with basic web advertising ideologies and Twitter is still pretty bad as a sales platform. Great as a social media platform though. | [
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I'll start. When I was little, I once accidentally broke a then-stranger's finger on the playground at a park near my house. My parents agreed to pay for any and all medical costs, and during their conversation with his parents, he and I realized we were a lot alike. Now we're good friends, and we're both glad a broke his left middle finger. | I broke a kid's finger and we became friends. | [
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So the moon is obviously a big part of the game, and many people (including the incomparable /u/dmcredgrave) have talked about its significance. Namely, the fact that the appearance of the Paleblood Moon signifies the appearance of the Moon Presence, arguably the main antagonist of the game. However, no one (as far as I know, see * at bottom) has talked about the the moon's craters and lunar seas, or more importantly, the fact these craters and seas are in the same shape as the Earth's moon.
As you all know, the moon goes through a number of phases . After you defeat Vicar Amelia, the moon is shifted closer, making the craters and lunar seas visible. And of course, the lunar seas are visible once it becomes the Paleblood Moon, after Rom is killed.
The other area where the moon is clearly visible is the Hunter's Dream. [Here]( it is in its normal state, and [here]( we have the Hunter's Dream Paleblood Moon.
NOTE: the Hunter's Dream Paleblood Moon is different from Yharnam's. Yharnam's is noticeably rotated .
(I couldn't find a picture of the Nightmare of Mensis moon, but I seem to remember it being too bright to see the craters and seas. I could be wrong though. As well, the Nightmare is in a completely different world, so I don't think it matters.)
Just in case you forgot, here's .
With this comparison having been made, we can now proceed with an analysis. The similarity in lunar appearances brings up a question: "What is the significance of FromSoft's decision to use Luna as Yharnam's moon?"
I can only think of two legitimate answers: (1.) "FromSoft thinks the appearance of Luna is aesthetically pleasing," or (2.) "FromSoft wants to convey Yharnam's location in the cosmos." The conclusion of 2. is that Yharnam is set on planet Earth, as it is the only planet to have a moon with Luna's particular appearance. However, a number of concessions must be made before we can settle on Yharnam's setting.
The moon is the most obvious feature of the Hunter's Dream: the first time you appear there, your eyes wander up to the enormous disk above you. However, this size entails that it is extremely close to the "planet" the Hunter's Dream is built on, if it is even built on a planet at all. Thanks to the peculiar landscape, the giant moon, and the fact that the area is referred to as "a dream", we can't analyze the Hunter's Dream moon in regards to Yharnam's setting. However, the fact that it bears Luna's appearance is still significant. Namely, since the Hunter's Dream is based on a real-world place (the Abandoned Workshop), we can assume that the Dream moon is based on the real-world moon as well (real-world being Yharnam).
Now we can look at Yharnam and its sun and moon(s). We'll start with the sun, however brief it exists. As you remember, and you can refer back to the [moon phases link]( the setting sun is enormous. It could be an optical illusion in the same way that the moon appears larger when it is nearer to the horizon. However, it is clear that Yharnam's sun is many times larger than our sun, Sol. Keep this matter of the sun's size in mind as we move on.
Once you reach the Cathedral Ward, the moon becomes visible. However, it is too brightly lit to see its surface, and is quite small when compared to the late game's moon(s). It is still much larger than Luna though, but not sky-filling.
After Vicar Amelia, the moon is inexplicably shifted nearer to Yharnam's planet, making it massive. And afterwards, the Paleblood Moon appears. As I mentioned, the moon exhibits another inexplicable change: it is rotated counter-clockwise. And of course, the Paleblood Moon is going through the process of a [lunar eclipse](
So what does all this teleporting, tilting, color-changing moon stuff actually mean? I really don't know. I can't say for certain why or how it grows and shifts throughout the game, or what the abrupt appearance of a lunar eclipse actually entails. However, there's one thing I do know: Newton's Third Law.
The jist of what I'm going to say is that Luna is moving away from Earth at a rate of 3.8 cm each year. This is due to the respective forces exerted on the two bodies: in other words, Luna moves us a tiny bit (seen in the shifting of our oceans), and we move Luna a tiny bit (that 3.8 cm I mentioned). Since Luna is a quarter of the Earth's size, it is moved further, in the same way that pushing a boulder wouldn't move it, but applying the same force to a small stone would.
Anyways, since Luna is (supposedly) 4.5 billion years old, it is simple to assume that it was much closer to Earth than it is now (I'm not great at math, but I'm sure someone has calculated how far it has moved over that period). Sure, it might have taken a billion years for Luna to turn from magma to solid rock, and thus take on the appearance of lunar seas, but still, the two gravitational masses are there.
How does this connect to Bloodborne? Well, my working-theory is that Yharnam is set on Earth, namely a pre-historic one. I recognize that this theory is a big stretch, but it is the only one that reconciles the fact that (a.) Luna's face is on Yharnam's moon, and (b.) Yharnam's moon is extremely close to Yharnam's planet. Its impossible for Yharnam to be set on a future Earth, as Luna would be much much smaller than it appears in-game. As well, the chances that a moon in a far-away solar system would appear exactly like Luna are slim-to-none.
There are two counter-points to this theory though. (1.) Yharnam's sun is much too large to be Sol, and (2.) Yharnam's moon, in all of its depictions, is far too large to be a "young moon." What I mean by this is that Yharnam is far too advanced of a society to have been created when Luna was so close to Earth. For Luna to be so close to the Earth, Yharnam would have had to be built billions of years ago, which is impossible. This counter-point is especially poignant considering the existence of 'ancient' Yharnamites.
I am still perplexed over FromSoft's design choice for the moon. It would be much more forceful if the moon had an unrecognizable face. This would entail that Yharnam is set on a planet in a different solar system, and that this planet's biology just so happened to follow the same evolutionary path as we (homo sapiens) did, all the way down to the language (though the use of the word 'Molotov' is odd, as it is a decidedly 20th century word are a universal characteristic of advanced, or advancing, societies. What I mean is that a twelve-hour clock, like the Cathedral Ward clocktower .
RANT OVER.
Maybe I'm just overthinking this and FromSoft just chose Luna's face because it is aesthetically pleasing. Who knows? All that we can be certain of is that FromSoft, and Miyazaki in particular, is highly involved in every design choice. Nothing is made without a reason, which makes the appearance of Yharnam's moon all the more confusing.
Anyways, it'd be cool if got a conversation going on this. I still don't know the answers to a bunch of questions: Why does the moon grow and become tilted over the course of the game? Maybe Yharnam's moon just so happens to look like Luna, as if it were a cosmic coincidence? Does it matter? Am I writing way too much over the appearance of a fictional moon? (Answer: Yes). | Yharnam might be set on a pre-historic Earth (and yes I know that's completely bonkers).
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[Here]( it is in its normal state, and [here]( we have the Hunter's Dream Paleblood Moon. \n NOTE: the Hunter's Dream Paleblood Moon is different from Yharnam's. Yharnam's is noticeably rotated . \n (I couldn't find a picture of the Nightmare of Mensis moon, but I seem to remember it being too bright to see the craters and seas. I could be wrong though. As well, the Nightmare is in a completely different world, so I don't think it matters.) \n Just in case you forgot, here's . \n With this comparison having been made, we can now proceed with an analysis. The similarity in lunar appearances brings up a question: \"What is the significance of FromSoft's decision to use Luna as Yharnam's moon?\" \n I can only think of two legitimate answers: (1.) \"FromSoft thinks the appearance of Luna is aesthetically pleasing,\" or (2.) \"FromSoft wants to convey Yharnam's location in the cosmos.\" The conclusion of 2. is that Yharnam is set on planet Earth, as it is the only planet to have a moon with Luna's particular appearance. However, a number of concessions must be made before we can settle on Yharnam's setting. \n The moon is the most obvious feature of the Hunter's Dream: the first time you appear there, your eyes wander up to the enormous disk above you. However, this size entails that it is extremely close to the \"planet\" the Hunter's Dream is built on, if it is even built on a planet at all. Thanks to the peculiar landscape, the giant moon, and the fact that the area is referred to as \"a dream\", we can't analyze the Hunter's Dream moon in regards to Yharnam's setting. However, the fact that it bears Luna's appearance is still significant. Namely, since the Hunter's Dream is based on a real-world place (the Abandoned Workshop), we can assume that the Dream moon is based on the real-world moon as well (real-world being Yharnam). \n Now we can look at Yharnam and its sun and moon(s). We'll start with the sun, however brief it exists. As you remember, and you can refer back to the [moon phases link]( the setting sun is enormous. It could be an optical illusion in the same way that the moon appears larger when it is nearer to the horizon. However, it is clear that Yharnam's sun is many times larger than our sun, Sol. Keep this matter of the sun's size in mind as we move on. \n Once you reach the Cathedral Ward, the moon becomes visible. However, it is too brightly lit to see its surface, and is quite small when compared to the late game's moon(s). It is still much larger than Luna though, but not sky-filling. \n After Vicar Amelia, the moon is inexplicably shifted nearer to Yharnam's planet, making it massive. And afterwards, the Paleblood Moon appears. As I mentioned, the moon exhibits another inexplicable change: it is rotated counter-clockwise. And of course, the Paleblood Moon is going through the process of a [lunar eclipse]( \n So what does all this teleporting, tilting, color-changing moon stuff actually mean? I really don't know. I can't say for certain why or how it grows and shifts throughout the game, or what the abrupt appearance of a lunar eclipse actually entails. However, there's one thing I do know: Newton's Third Law. \n The jist of what I'm going to say is that Luna is moving away from Earth at a rate of 3.8 cm each year. This is due to the respective forces exerted on the two bodies: in other words, Luna moves us a tiny bit (seen in the shifting of our oceans), and we move Luna a tiny bit (that 3.8 cm I mentioned). Since Luna is a quarter of the Earth's size, it is moved further, in the same way that pushing a boulder wouldn't move it, but applying the same force to a small stone would. \n Anyways, since Luna is (supposedly) 4.5 billion years old, it is simple to assume that it was much closer to Earth than it is now (I'm not great at math, but I'm sure someone has calculated how far it has moved over that period). Sure, it might have taken a billion years for Luna to turn from magma to solid rock, and thus take on the appearance of lunar seas, but still, the two gravitational masses are there. \n How does this connect to Bloodborne? Well, my working-theory is that Yharnam is set on Earth, namely a pre-historic one. I recognize that this theory is a big stretch, but it is the only one that reconciles the fact that (a.) Luna's face is on Yharnam's moon, and (b.) Yharnam's moon is extremely close to Yharnam's planet. Its impossible for Yharnam to be set on a future Earth, as Luna would be much much smaller than it appears in-game. As well, the chances that a moon in a far-away solar system would appear exactly like Luna are slim-to-none. \n There are two counter-points to this theory though. (1.) Yharnam's sun is much too large to be Sol, and (2.) Yharnam's moon, in all of its depictions, is far too large to be a \"young moon.\" What I mean by this is that Yharnam is far too advanced of a society to have been created when Luna was so close to Earth. For Luna to be so close to the Earth, Yharnam would have had to be built billions of years ago, which is impossible. This counter-point is especially poignant considering the existence of 'ancient' Yharnamites. \n \n I am still perplexed over FromSoft's design choice for the moon. It would be much more forceful if the moon had an unrecognizable face. This would entail that Yharnam is set on a planet in a different solar system, and that this planet's biology just so happened to follow the same evolutionary path as we (homo sapiens) did, all the way down to the language (though the use of the word 'Molotov' is odd, as it is a decidedly 20th century word are a universal characteristic of advanced, or advancing, societies. What I mean is that a twelve-hour clock, like the Cathedral Ward clocktower . \n RANT OVER. \n Maybe I'm just overthinking this and FromSoft just chose Luna's face because it is aesthetically pleasing. Who knows? All that we can be certain of is that FromSoft, and Miyazaki in particular, is highly involved in every design choice. Nothing is made without a reason, which makes the appearance of Yharnam's moon all the more confusing. \n Anyways, it'd be cool if got a conversation going on this. I still don't know the answers to a bunch of questions: Why does the moon grow and become tilted over the course of the game? Maybe Yharnam's moon just so happens to look like Luna, as if it were a cosmic coincidence? Does it matter? Am I writing way too much over the appearance of a fictional moon? (Answer: Yes).",
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I've posted here before, but usually only get 1-2 responses. I'm hoping for some real discussion, and would be forever grateful for someone else to pick this apart! Sorry in advance for wall-of-text, I tried really hard to not make it like that!
I have been with my guy for 2 years, and 3 months. Up until October 2013 (1 year, 9 months? into it), everything was absolutely perfect. When I say I love this guy more than anything can say, I mean it - he's awesome. He is kind, sweet, adorable, the only person to make me smile on bad days, cannot stay mad at each other, silly, fun - the whole 9 yards. Our disagreements were always solved within hours, our sex life was AMAZING, the initial honey moon phase had passed long before and had been replaced with a warm afterglow feeling even when I'd look at him. He's my version of perfection, and I couldn't be luckier to have such an amazing man in my life. I truly do believe I love him, but then there's the problem...
In October 2013, he had to work across the country (5,934km) for 2 months in 20 day rotations, with 10 days off to be at home. I was devastated when he left, as was he - we cried for days. The first month, we FaceTimed, phonecalled, etc. and everything was fine - we missed each other but looked forward to counting down to his ten days home. When he came home the first time, I remember feeling so excited, but when we kissed - it was kind of awkward? Almost like no feeling to it. But again, I was happy to have him around and home.
I noticed a change during his second rotation out west after he came home for the first time. We were bickering slightly more on the phone, but we would always make up very quickly before the end of the phone call and all would be fine. For some reason, it's almost like my excitement died - I missed him, and wanted him home, yet I couldn't feel it as strongly as I did during his first rotation. I dismissed it, and thought nothing of it because it was also a stressful time for me university wise, and I was busy.
I was set to see him for the first time in 20 days on December 4th, 2013. He had gotten home after being laid off the day before, so he traveled the two hours to come get me for Christmas break because he had wanted to see me, and I wanted to see him. I was looking forward to seeing him, but as it always was when we were first reunited, it kind of felt a little strange to be holding him in real life. On our way back to my hometown, we got a call saying one of our best friends had shot himself - he had committed suicide.
Over the course of our first week home together, instead of spending time and re-connecting, we were mourning our friend. My boyfriend took this very hard, as he had seen this friend the night before - meanwhile, I was very angry. (It was just how I processed the grief.) Our break was filled with funerals, wakes, and visiting with our deceased friend's girlfriend/family. Of course, our Christmas break wasn't as happy as it should have been - and it was to be expected, but it almost seemed like something inside of me turned off.
I couldn't get sexually excited, I didn't want to have sex. The warm, happy feelings I'd have cuddling or kissing him were replaced with anxiety and doubt - "why am I not so happy right now? what if I don't love him?" was all that rang through my mind. He had given me a gorgeous ring for Christmas (one that I had longed for, not a promise ring or anything but still meaningful!) and I wasn't even excited. I started to nit pick him, and analyze our otherwise good relationship. It's almost like I was trying to find a reason to end it, when in reality I know that if we broke up, I'd regret it. I also noticed that I am more snappy with my family (and my boyfriend as well!), and easily put into a sour mood - for it to only switch back to a better one within a few hours. Things I used to enjoy, I can't anymore. I have no concentration, no desire to work towards my goals/responsibilities.
When I am with my boyfriend, I feel safe and content. I still love to cuddle with him, like to be touchy feely, feel the urge to kiss him - but it feels like there's nothing passionate about it. I still care for him in a major way, and worry about him, think of him sometimes during the day - ect. He is a good man, who is very patient and has been very understanding with this whole process. We have discussed it often, and we both agree although there are some things in the relationship that could use some work (making effort to keep things fresh), we have otherwise a very good, healthy relationship. He's been nothing but loving with me, and continues to support and nurture me in whatever I need from him. He's someone I want to spend my life with, I could picture marrying and having children with. He's respectful, my family loves him, I know deep down I love him too - but I can't help but feel like I'm not "in love" with him. Like my title said, it's like my best friend more so than my lover and I'm not sure how it happened, but it did.
Between December 2013-February 2014, I was given anti-depressants (Zoloft, and Wellbutrin) and it didn't help (made me even more anxious), so I quit them by mid Feb. I have talked a few times with a councilor, and am currently seeking a new therapist as I'm home for summer break.
Although things are much better than they used to, I still don't find myself longing for him like I used to or missing him badly like I used to. I'm still having trouble getting aroused, or wanting to have sex - but he's very respectful and says that sex isn't what he's in it for, but for me, it's important and I'd like to have that back. I still find myself having little doubts, but they are easier to ignore. Sometimes though, it feels like I'm faking happy and I don't feel like it's fair to him. It's almost like a best friend, that I cuddle with/sleep with.
I truly do believe he's worth it, and I'd like to do everything in my power to bring it back as much as I can, but I'm lost on how or what to do. I know people suggest doing new things, and we plan to try that. Honestly, I just want to know if there's hope for us to get better, because I know he wants us so badly to work, and I know I'd really love for it to work out too. I really, really don't want to lose the guy of my dreams, but I'm scared I'm hiding behind the drama of the past few months and not facing the facts that it may be done. | I've gone through a lot in the past few months with my boyfriend, and I feel as if our relationship is more-so like two best friends that hook up. Is there any way to re-heat our relationship, or is it a lost cause? | [
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I truly do believe I love him, but then there's the problem... \n In October 2013, he had to work across the country (5,934km) for 2 months in 20 day rotations, with 10 days off to be at home. I was devastated when he left, as was he - we cried for days. The first month, we FaceTimed, phonecalled, etc. and everything was fine - we missed each other but looked forward to counting down to his ten days home. When he came home the first time, I remember feeling so excited, but when we kissed - it was kind of awkward? Almost like no feeling to it. But again, I was happy to have him around and home. \n I noticed a change during his second rotation out west after he came home for the first time. We were bickering slightly more on the phone, but we would always make up very quickly before the end of the phone call and all would be fine. For some reason, it's almost like my excitement died - I missed him, and wanted him home, yet I couldn't feel it as strongly as I did during his first rotation. I dismissed it, and thought nothing of it because it was also a stressful time for me university wise, and I was busy. \n I was set to see him for the first time in 20 days on December 4th, 2013. He had gotten home after being laid off the day before, so he traveled the two hours to come get me for Christmas break because he had wanted to see me, and I wanted to see him. I was looking forward to seeing him, but as it always was when we were first reunited, it kind of felt a little strange to be holding him in real life. On our way back to my hometown, we got a call saying one of our best friends had shot himself - he had committed suicide. \n Over the course of our first week home together, instead of spending time and re-connecting, we were mourning our friend. My boyfriend took this very hard, as he had seen this friend the night before - meanwhile, I was very angry. (It was just how I processed the grief.) Our break was filled with funerals, wakes, and visiting with our deceased friend's girlfriend/family. Of course, our Christmas break wasn't as happy as it should have been - and it was to be expected, but it almost seemed like something inside of me turned off. \n I couldn't get sexually excited, I didn't want to have sex. The warm, happy feelings I'd have cuddling or kissing him were replaced with anxiety and doubt - \"why am I not so happy right now? what if I don't love him?\" was all that rang through my mind. He had given me a gorgeous ring for Christmas (one that I had longed for, not a promise ring or anything but still meaningful!) and I wasn't even excited. I started to nit pick him, and analyze our otherwise good relationship. It's almost like I was trying to find a reason to end it, when in reality I know that if we broke up, I'd regret it. I also noticed that I am more snappy with my family (and my boyfriend as well!), and easily put into a sour mood - for it to only switch back to a better one within a few hours. Things I used to enjoy, I can't anymore. I have no concentration, no desire to work towards my goals/responsibilities. \n When I am with my boyfriend, I feel safe and content. I still love to cuddle with him, like to be touchy feely, feel the urge to kiss him - but it feels like there's nothing passionate about it. I still care for him in a major way, and worry about him, think of him sometimes during the day - ect. He is a good man, who is very patient and has been very understanding with this whole process. We have discussed it often, and we both agree although there are some things in the relationship that could use some work (making effort to keep things fresh), we have otherwise a very good, healthy relationship. He's been nothing but loving with me, and continues to support and nurture me in whatever I need from him. He's someone I want to spend my life with, I could picture marrying and having children with. He's respectful, my family loves him, I know deep down I love him too - but I can't help but feel like I'm not \"in love\" with him. Like my title said, it's like my best friend more so than my lover and I'm not sure how it happened, but it did. \n Between December 2013-February 2014, I was given anti-depressants (Zoloft, and Wellbutrin) and it didn't help (made me even more anxious), so I quit them by mid Feb. I have talked a few times with a councilor, and am currently seeking a new therapist as I'm home for summer break. \n Although things are much better than they used to, I still don't find myself longing for him like I used to or missing him badly like I used to. I'm still having trouble getting aroused, or wanting to have sex - but he's very respectful and says that sex isn't what he's in it for, but for me, it's important and I'd like to have that back. I still find myself having little doubts, but they are easier to ignore. Sometimes though, it feels like I'm faking happy and I don't feel like it's fair to him. It's almost like a best friend, that I cuddle with/sleep with. \n I truly do believe he's worth it, and I'd like to do everything in my power to bring it back as much as I can, but I'm lost on how or what to do. I know people suggest doing new things, and we plan to try that. Honestly, I just want to know if there's hope for us to get better, because I know he wants us so badly to work, and I know I'd really love for it to work out too. I really, really don't want to lose the guy of my dreams, but I'm scared I'm hiding behind the drama of the past few months and not facing the facts that it may be done.",
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Oh. I feel like a retard now. I didn't really think that through. Man... when I wrote it it sounded all fine in my head. | Oops. | [
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This is my first* real automatic timepiece!
*There is quite a bit of back story to this.
I graduated high school a few years ago and my father gave me a blue TAG Heuer 2000 Quartz as a graduation gift. I loved that watch and wore it everywhere and it went well with everything. After about a year of owning it part of the clasp sheered off at a structural week point. I was upset but it was still in warranty so not a big deal. We took it back to the store we got it from (Costco) and they said they couldn't fix it, so we asked if they could replace it. Unfortunately, since so much time had passed (haha) they no longer had the model anymore. We decided to return it for a full refund and find another watch another day. Well, it's been four or more years now and I was still owed a watch but I had never really found anything I liked for the budget that I had. I wanted another TAG but they had gone up in price quite a bit in four years. Fast forward to three weeks ago when I started following this subreddit for ideas. I was also looking on Amazon at some TAG watches but hadn't found anything perfect. I noticed whenever I searched for a dive watch with the price point I had, Oris would come up. I decided to come here and see what everyone thought about the brand. I searched Authenticwatches and Jomashop almost every night for two weeks narrowing it down to a few brands and styles I really liked (with /r/watches help of course) last Sunday I finally decided and put the order in and finally after 5 years of waiting I have my beautiful watch again! | Got a TAG for graduation, strap broke returned it and five years later bought an Oris in its place.
Sorry about the resubmit, the last post had a corrupted link. | [
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I've been skiing since i was a kid but I live in the south now so I only get to go once or twice a year. I've been borrowing gear and renting skis but I'm tired of doing that because the quality is so terrible. I have new skis and boots but I need everything else. Just wondering what everyone's recommendations for accessories are. Gloves, helmet, goggles, etc. I don't want to spend a TON of money (like $300 on a pair of gloves) but i don't just want to get the cheapest things either so I don't mind spending a little more for quality. Thanks for any help! | What accessories should I get? | [
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Hello all!
I just wanted to express my thanks to the community at large for being such a supportive place to be for someone who really doesn't know what they're doing, but wants to capture this beautiful world around us.
Yesterday, I went to a local botanical garden for a shoot. I looked up some photos that I liked of the area that I wanted to try to recreate (as per suggestions on this subreddit) but realized that the long exposure shots I wanted to do wouldn't be possible without a tri-pod.
Thus far, I haven't taken my tri-pod on any shoots with me since I just have a fixed-lens megazoom camera, and I kind of felt like a dork trying to be "serious" about taking pictures without a DSLR. But this time I took it and just said, "you know what, fuck what other people think" (as per suggestions on this subreddit) and I was really happy with the results.
Because of this new found confidence, I also was able to take some more advice I got here which was, "get off eye-level". Thanks /r/photography! | Stopped being an insecure photographer and got awesome results
EDIT: Thanks everyone in the comments for the encouragement :) | [
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Yeah, it's not "Low Fantasy" but it's an easy fix. I'm running a low fantasy Pathfinder campaign now, all I had to do was remove some obvious things.
I took out Clerics, Druids and Wizards (or anything that had 9 levels of spells, you could go into more depth then this) and removed all healing / resurrection spells. I then doubled the player's HP to incorporate no magical healing. I typically use very few monsters, since they're supposed to be extremely rare, but when I do, I make them APL+2 or +3 fights to signify how terrifying they are.
It's been working well for me, but 'high' and 'low' fantasy, as can be with many genres, has a bit of a blurry line seperating them. But I do see your point. And it could be easier to just use another system; especially since it seems the OP didn't want to go back to 3.5 in the first place. | Just take out super-magic based classes, use less magic-based-monsters. But OP doesn't sound thrilled to go back to 3.5 so he probably should do another system anyhow. | [
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Recently I have found that my boyfriend has been lying to me quite a bit about small things (or not telling me about things), and he made it clear in conversations with me that he is finding it difficult to stop.
He usually denies his lies or tries to turn it around that it was my fault. He knows that he is hurting me with his behaviour.
We are both at college (about 2hours of travel apart), but our families live close together and we are both visiting now for Christmas.
He is coming to visit his family today and we arranged to meet at the train station at 4pm, because he said that his mum bought him a train ticket for 1.30pm (about a week ago).
Just now, I wanted to log onto my email, however his was still logged in and there was a confirmation from yesterday that he just booked his own ticket for 9.20am and will be arriving at 12.
I text him asking to clarify what time he will be arriving at the destination, he said 4pm.
NOW, whenever I ask him not to lie to me again, he ignores me and it just happens again.
Therefore I am unsure whether I should meet him at the train station at 12 and catch him in a lie OR should I just speak to him about it as I usually do? If I choose to speak to him, what should I say? | I am not sure whether I should catch my boyfriend in a lie, or present evidence in a conversation. | [
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The problem is, not everyone chooses to get pregnant, and not everyone has easy access to an abortion, either. In America, we have a lot of weird hang-ups about these issues; some places have sex ed, but a lot of places don't , and even in places that do have it available, it's very often "abstinence sex ed" which is basically, "Don't have sex, but if you do, sperm can get to the egg and make a baby! So don't have sex!" A lot of sexual education programs available in pre-college school is not good education, it's usually very watered down, and typically just boils down to telling kids not to do it.
Of course, people are still going to do it, and since a lot of people either won't (due to a lot of possible reasons, including limited access, fear of parents finding out, etc) or can't use birth control, they just have sex without it anyway, and very often have a poor understanding of how reproductive health works. Hell, I've met educated, grown people who still don't understand how reproduction actually works.
But then, our media is constantly selling us sex. All the time. It's everywhere. So we hype it up as being amazing, but don't really have the sex ed to back up all the hype we create for it.
Then there's the costs involved. Not everyone can afford all forms of birth control (like the shot, the pill, etc). Some places don't have access to clinics that provide those things free, or low cost. Not all women can use hormonal birth control, because it can really fuck your body up. This means, they have to (and again, assuming they can even get their hands on it) use barrier methods of birth control, and while condoms tout a 98%+ success rate with perfect use, they only have a 70%-some-odd success rate with "average use". Yes, that's better than nothing, but I'm ambling toward the point of:
Even if you use birth control, there's still a chance it will fail to work. There's "perfect use" and "normal use" statistics for a reason. Most people do not use birth control perfectly every single time. And the most fool-proof methods of birth control are pretty much the expensive kinds that might be harder to find available, like IUDS, implants, or sterilization (good luck getting sterilized if you're a woman under 30, incidentally, unless you have a couple of kids first).
Now, let's assume we have some women who are lucky enough to have access to birth control, but it still fails anyway. Her only option is to have the baby, or get an abortion, right? Well, welcome to America, where we have inanely restrictive laws on abortions.
So, if a woman accidentally gets pregnant and has the misfortune of living in a state with restrictive (or even no) abortion laws, then we finally come to the cost of an abortion, and this can run hundreds of dollars. This is, naturally, assuming she even wants an abortion as the result of an unintended pregnancy. Some people wouldn't do that even if they knew they couldn't afford the resulting baby, just because that's their belief system, and that's fine.
Now, obviously, having a child isn't cheaper. But it really pisses me off when I see shit like this, and people seem to think that the average person on Welfare is probably some woman squatting kids out left and right for that sweet, sweet Welfare check. I'm the product of a Welfare family. My parents only had three kids; and they were spaced really far out. Each time, it was an accident. Each time, according to my mother, birth control failed. And because we were raised Catholic, abortion wasn't an option. So she chose to have us. She chose to keep us, instead of putting us up for adoption (some families have huge stigmas over putting your children up for adoption, incidentally). So we lived in poverty, on Welfare, my entire life. I know all too well the distasteful looks when my mother went to the store to do our grocery shopping and she had all of us with her. Dad rarely went, so I can only imagine they assumed she was a slutty single mother who made bad life choices.
In the long run, I highly doubt very many women are basically the scenario you are describing. The problem is a lack of better education, birth control that doesn't work all the time (unless you opt for expensive permanent options, and even then, that can still fail), and a country that restricts and shuns abortions, while simultaneously trying to sell us sex being awesome all the time. The result is a bunch of people having sex, fucking it up on accident, and then being roped into having the baby either because of shame, religion, or unavailable resources to abort it or adopt it out. | Stop judging people for being poor and on Welfare in America, we're a pretty fucked up place and we send a lot of mixed signals all the damn time to everyone. | [
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Once upon a midnight dreary, my friends and and i were being our usual teenage selves. We were staying over at our friend Keith's house, and since his parents were light sleepers, we stayed out in his shed. I was in one of those grow-my-hair-long and wear-shit-tons-of-black stages, so my hair covered most of my upper face, kinda like [this, but black and longer,]( and i was wearing my favorite Batman shirts, [a classic black shirt with the Bat symbol proudly displayed on my chest]( was winter, so I also had a somewhat oversized black jacket on.
The shed wasn't that bad, electricity, a TV, and the works. It didn't, however, have a restroom. Eventually, nature called, and I stept outside to drain the main vein. Keith lived in a cul-de-sac, and every house had motion activated lights. Every light on the street was on.
I started walking closer to the street to see what was up, expecting to see someone smoking or whatever. Suddenly, I see some crazy-looking dude checking out the inside of my friends Oldsmobile through the window with a flashlight. He had a black hoodie on, with some messy hair coming out from under the hood. I stumbled over my own feet, drawing the man's attention. i guess he was on something, because upon seeing my Batshirt, he exclaimed something along the lines of, "Hoooly sheeeeiit! Batman!" and proceded to sprint down the street, flashlight in one hand and what i guess was a crowbar in the other.
Being only 15 and the youngest of my friends at the time, I ran back in the shed to alert my friends, who didn't believe me until they saw that all the motion lights were on, and now the ones on the intersecting street were coming on.
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Even if the number of jerks is in fact the majority it's still stupid to cater to people who are completely solipsistic and often destroy the experience of others merely to amuse themselves, yet cry foul when it | Catering to the whims of assholes breeds a culture of assholes. Stop it. | [
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I was at the Mall of America last spring break (idk why) and my group had split up, so I went shopping by myself for a while, until I walked out of one store, and saw a girl sitting alone on a bench crying. Normally I would have walked past, but today I felt like doing something nice. So I walk over, sit down next to her, and ask her what is wrong. She looks up, looks at my face, looks at my shirt, and looks back up to my face. I should mention that I was wearing a "Free Hugs" shirt at this time. When she looked back up, I asked "Want a hug?" She embraced me like I was a long lost friend. This hug lasted a very long time. After she was done, she wiped off her eyes, and we ended up hanging out for a couple of hours. Her friends had ditched her, and her boyfriend had broken up with her through a text message. I still occasionally talk with her to this day. | made sad girl happy with hug. | [
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