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1,705,136 | female | 25 | indUnk | Pisces | 03,June,2004 | transported through the air into the mall across town through the throngs of girls in pants too low and boys with gold necklaces into the shop beside the bank near the bathrooms the colour of love is present not being over-powered by the sound of elevator music and rap mixed together |
1,705,136 | female | 25 | indUnk | Pisces | 25,May,2004 | life that has over-come the garden taking control with vibrant chaos and green-ery burnt by the sun again, cut by a blade drowned again by the flood to be trampled by a foot and hand again bless-ed sweet water washing away the dirt and grime again |
1,705,136 | female | 25 | indUnk | Pisces | 19,May,2004 | White that blankets has turned grey Quiet of the evening danger promises slick noise to be hated trudging trudging trudging sludge sludge sludge in an office building I hate with people I pity instead of the white forest quiet reflection nature instead of consumer drive shallow endeavores win over thin ice and frosted trees the spring is coming the holly king is dead the oak is reborn again i mourn the holly prince as She celebrates the rebirth both celebrations are lost on those who worship here i pity myself for my presence |
1,705,136 | female | 25 | indUnk | Pisces | 19,May,2004 | The fire that forms The rain that cools The air that shapes delicate fleshy hand touching history cold and eternal history of persons, animals, the Earth, the gods feeling the power within and sharing knowledge of one another leaving a part to take a part that will be shared again something small and light within my pocket; cupped within my hand; held between my fingers; thrown out into the ocean. shaped and moulded for shelter and the religious rite fallen through war and time stands ever as a monument to a forgotten past to be remembered only by those who ask. |
1,705,136 | female | 25 | indUnk | Pisces | 26,June,2004 | urlLink Behold the Dark Goddess! |
1,705,136 | female | 25 | indUnk | Pisces | 21,June,2004 | urlLink Behold the Sun God! |
1,705,136 | female | 25 | indUnk | Pisces | 21,June,2004 | brilliant colours swirling within my head to be consumed with the orgasm of a thousand exploding stars how such a small thing can produce such majesty! |
1,705,136 | female | 25 | indUnk | Pisces | 21,June,2004 | that moment comes so quickly seeing all that is to be understood I see the possibilities you help me see the present we make the outcome visable to others and myself. |
1,705,136 | female | 25 | indUnk | Pisces | 07,June,2004 | Mighty fury drowning out the sounds of death creating life through destruction a pity that they do not understand those who cannot hear Your song whispered in the trees flowing through the river death is not punishment from Your touch but a promise of new life. |
1,705,136 | female | 25 | indUnk | Pisces | 03,June,2004 | the strength of the sun is warming my back welcome great king sit upon Your great thrown in anticipation of the end. the lily and honeysuckle welcome Your presence and the cherries rippen under Your touch. the Lady greets You with open arms Her partner and consort for the Great Rite welcomed are Your blessings these days for this is the time of Your greatest strength. |
1,705,136 | female | 25 | indUnk | Pisces | 03,June,2004 | the fury comes in bursts into the mind the eyes see the possibilty of revenge against ... torture through seeming kindness works here hours wasted but not in vain self-glory hands dirtied in the striving of perfect retaliation the rewards are sweet to the taste and eyes the ears are rewarded with praise and the pride with stiffled fury of the victim the sweetness is better then any hot meal |
3,314,576 | female | 25 | Education | Taurus | 25,May,2004 | ONE..........MORE...........DAY! I can hardly believe it! I went to workout tonight and-- pathetically (sp?)-- it hurts to sit here and type. lol. I guess that means it was a good workout. Tonight it rained so much! Or as Stephen says, 'it was a gully washer.' hehehe. What a fun day! The kids even scrubbed their own desks! Less scrubbing for me to do this summer :) Gotta get to bed. I have a feeling morning will come early tomorrow.... |
3,314,576 | female | 25 | Education | Taurus | 24,May,2004 | I can hardly believe it! Only 2 more days left of school! With the kids, that is... It feels kind of bitter sweet. On one hand, I think I'm more ready for school to end than they are (if that's even possible). On the other hand, there are some kids that I just want to fail so that I can have them again. I think it will be the neatest feeling... years down the road... to see my 'kids' (of course, they are always 'my kids') when they are older and in high school or even after that. I wonder what they will become? I feel like these last few weeks have just been so crazy. Every night- it seems- I crawl into bed exhausted. I guess it's because the end of the year gets so crazy. We had testing- that was crazy in itself and I won't get into it here because I could go on for days.... Last week, I had several really late school nights- sometimes not getting home until 8:30 or 9pm. That's late when you go in at 7am! To think- When I first started, I used to stay at school all the time! If I left before 7pm it was a miracle. In fact, if I left before 7pm, then I'd come back and stay until 9pm or 10pm. I wish I could have felt more 'together' with the amount of time I put in. I guess that's the only way to get better with teaching- put in the time ;-) lol...... This is such a great career- I mean- I think it's THE BEST career. Every year I get to feel like such a kid with new supplies and a fresh start. Every year you get to start over with a clean slate feeling better and a little more prepared than the year before. Other stuff.... I feel like my mind is swimming, but I have to get to bed!- and I STILL have to do my report cards. hmm...... maybe I'll do those during my special class tomorrow- but could I get them all done by then? Tonight was busy- I was home for about an hour, then went to workout-- whoohooo! I decided that if I workout for more than an hour, then I get 2 stickers on my calendar! I didn't even get to really finish what I was supposed to do in 1 1/2 hrs! And I was really 'hoofing' (lol... I don't know how in the world to spell what I'm trying to say) it! I mean- I still did a good job with my exercises and cardio, but I didn't even finish the last sets for 2 groups of exercises! I think I'm going to have to split them up when I go each time. Then I went to bible study, which was fun. I feel like church and exercising can be similar things. Even though I hate to admit it- there are times when I really have a lot to do and I feel like I should be doing those things rather than go to church. Just like I can look for an excuse to skip working out. BUT-- there has NEVER been a time for either activity where I've gone and I've walked out thinking 'hmm... Yeah- I should have done my errands or just slept in.' lol... Well, so much for this being a short little post! I guess- even though I don't post too terribly often, this has become quite the little outlet :) gotta scoot. |
3,314,576 | female | 25 | Education | Taurus | 17,May,2004 | There's something about rain that feels so fresh. I'm not a fan of lightening and I have just found out that neither is Lucy. I do love thunder..... too bad I can't get one without the other. Right now I'm sitting in my house ready to go to bed and there's a huge storm that is just brushing by Bowling Green. It's close enough that there's constant thunder and lightening, but the rain just plops (literally plops) down randomly. Ooh, it would be so nice to go to bed and have a heavy rain just beat down on my roof (my bedroom is great for rain-- those tall ceilings are the best!) I have a feeling that's not going to happen. Maybe because I just checked 2 (count 'em TWO) live doppler radars that don't show anything going right through Bowling Green. hehehe. Well, it's just as well because I need to find some great science activities to do for the rest of the year (all 7 days! I can't believe it!) Goodnight for now..... 2 posts in one day! wow. Lucy just licked my nose. I guess that means that it's really time to go. |
3,314,576 | female | 25 | Education | Taurus | 13,May,2004 | I don't have much time today to write.... or think for that matter. I just spent the entire day scoring our portfolios. I'm pretty happy with how my scores turned out-- the ones that scored an apprentice were not a surprise, but most of mine scored a proficient. In case you are reading this and are unfamiliar-- I could go on for years about our porfolios and testing, but basically--- My kids could have scored a novice (not good), apprentice, proficient, or distinguished. Usually, we don't have many distinguished. A distinguished writer is not the sort of writer you teach-- it's the portfolio that gives you goosebumps. In fact, I hear that you can conference a kid right out of distunguished, but not into . I'm not going to be Lucy's favorite person tonight because I am home for an hour and then I'll leave for another 4hrs. to listen to interviews. We have an opening at our school and there are 4 interviews tonight. I'm so whooped! It was a good day though. I can't believe that there are only 7 days left of school though! That seems so crazy. Other stuff- I can hardly wait for my mom to come and visit. I harrassed her about visiting for months and now she is! Do I feel guilty about this? Naaaa....... I may have guilted her into it a little, but it's not like I was convincing her to want to come... I was just convincing her that she should come sooner than later. 7 months is a long time to be away from home! For me at least ;-) I think my longest time without going home or seeing my fam. is 9months. Mass craziness! Well, this is kind of a boring post, but oh well :) Gotta run........... Ooh, I need to remember to post about my adventures last Saturday. |
3,314,576 | female | 25 | Education | Taurus | 13,May,2004 | Yesterday....... or maybe it was the day before.... I went driving with one of my friends. We were driving to just enjoy the night and the gorgeous weather-- we were also going to go see this lake that is about 20 minutes away. The road was narrow and winding, the trees had so many different colors of green-- I think even more greens than in my crayon box. Sometimes I wonder: How can you experience such awesome things in nature and not believe in God? |
3,314,576 | female | 25 | Education | Taurus | 11,May,2004 | You know, I've seen people do this 'blog' thing before and it always intrigued (sp?) me. I think journaling is so great, but is it really something you want everyone to be able to see? I suppose.....naturally..... I'm not going to put anything on here if I mind someone reading. Anyhow, this might be fun. Besides- I don't journal half as much as I should. This is convenient. Plus--- I'm a much faster typer than I am a writer. If you are reading these 'blogs' (that's such a strange name-- it reminds me of those scary puppets my brother used to have.... what were they called? boglins? boggles?)... Anyhow- if you are going to read these, I should warn you that they are going to be little snippits of my life and my thoughts. Pretty much-- they are not going to be jammed full of excitement. Well, you know- I shouldn't say it's not going to be exciting stuff.... Hmmm......... It's going to be real. How about that? Real funny. Real boring. Real feelings. And Really full of grammatical errors ;-) Alright..... enough for now. I think I may email Gen to tell her I'm thinking of doing this and I've actually taken the first steps. My first blog (*awwwwwww*). Goodnight. One more day of testing! yey!!!! (Lucy is asleep on my lap with her head over my arm while I'm trying to type. What a cutie patootie.) |
3,314,576 | female | 25 | Education | Taurus | 26,June,2004 | It is so gorgeous out today!!!!!! An open windows and clean house kind of a day. Cleveland Countdown: 8 days! :) |
3,314,576 | female | 25 | Education | Taurus | 17,June,2004 | I guess some days I'm a writer. Today I want to be a writer, but as I sit in the computer lab thinking about something to write, the cursor on my 'blank new document' is blinking at me in harassment. I love Wednesdays. Today is Thursday, but that's okay- I love Wednesdays. On the Wednesday night, I always feel like the weekend is almost here! It's always so exciting when the weekend comes so I can do whatever I want! lol.... Granted, I do love moments and events of the week-- it's not a negative thought, I just love the weekends. Went to see Stepford Wives yesterday with some fellow teachers- it was pretty funny. Makes me curious about the first Stepford Wives. It was so great to see Maura and Jo. We spend everyday together during the school year and then when summer begins, it's such a foreign feeling to go a week and not talk with them or gab about the goings on in our lives. I got my planbook for next year- I'm so excited. Being a teacher is so great. Every year you start fresh. New supplies, new kids, new ideas..... a clean slate. So exciting. I feel like such a scatterbrain today...... need to stop procrastinating. Time to challenge that annoying, blinking cursor to a dual. (sp?) Not sure who will win. good music today: Jack Johnson? I think? Indigo Girls and Ryan Adams. ta ta. |
3,314,576 | female | 25 | Education | Taurus | 14,June,2004 | When we first started the Writing Project, we were told that we were all writers. We were writers even if we didn't think so. yeah right. I knew better. I knew that my worst nightmare was to be placed somewhere where they would make me write. Give me a prompt, be specific, and tell me what to write. Don't tell me to be creative and just 'get your thoughts out there!' gag. I don't have time right now to finish because we are about to leave the lab, but I just want to let you know (all of you out there who read this. count = 0 ...lol....) that I am now a writer. The morning of the 5th day of Writing Project, as I contorted my face and put on my mascara.... I became a writer. |
3,314,576 | female | 25 | Education | Taurus | 09,June,2004 | Today we are in the computer lab and we are supposed to be doing anything we need to pertaining to writing. I'm not yet comfortable enough to blog on the wp blog page, so I thought I'd start by blogging here. (I can't believe blogging is a verb! lol) Today has been a great day so far- even thought is started out with my stepping on one of Lucy's bones and having it go into the bottom of my foot. It couldn't have been in the tougher heel part... noooo.... it went into the softer part between your toes and your heal.... the arch I think is what it's called. This morning we worked in groups to think of symbolism of the writing process. It was a hoot! I just happened to have a bunch of pictures of Lucy and Sharon suggested we compare the writing process to grooming/washing a dog-- it was so much fun. I am learning so much as I participate in this project. I also think it's pretty cool that the writing project I'm participating in is part of the National Writing Project! I just think that is so neat. We have to submit two writing pieces to the e-anthology for the NWP. I'm not too confident in my writing ability, so I think I'm going to do a poem. That way I won't have to worry so much about grammatical errors and mechanics. I can just put my ideas down. I'd better get writing.... |
3,314,576 | female | 25 | Education | Taurus | 03,June,2004 | Lucy is whining, so this won't be long... I feel like such a dork! I mean seriously-- who is trained here: me or the dog? lol.... School is out and my room is almost packed up. Yesterday I was sitting on a friend's porch and it suddenly started to downpour. It was so awesome! I love walking in the rain when it is coming down like that. Let me specify though-- it wasn't lightening or thundering. Last night I went to work out. I finally tried this machine I have been eyeing (sp?) since I started going to the gym. It's one of those machines that you see some lady using and you want to ask her 'Did you take a class to learn out to use this machine? That looks impossible!' I did it for 10 minutes-- WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO! I'm proud. I did my normal machines and treadmill for much longer, but I'm most proud of the 10 minutes on this gadget of a machine. I was a whiner while I was doing it and I did think I was going to die, but in the end-- it was worth it. I can hardly wait for Kelly's graduation party! I just want to give her the biggest hug that will smash her ribs! Well..... maybe I don't really want to do damage, but let's just say that I can hardly wait to see her in person! To just sit there SEE her when we talk about the ridiculous things we talk about. Sisters are the best. |
3,314,576 | female | 25 | Education | Taurus | 31,July,2004 | I cannot believe school is starting. Where did my summer go? I swear... if I ever met someone who seriously--- SERIOUSLY mentioned the phrase 'Must be nice to have your summers off' to me..... I think I would want to just kick them right on the hiney. Sometimes I think it will be a relief when the kids actually get there because I will be able to teach. Enough about school. Naaaaaaaa..... nevermind... My brain is tired. I think I'm going to go to the dollar movie theater. No thinking involved :) |
3,314,576 | female | 25 | Education | Taurus | 17,July,2004 | I picked this new template..... now I'm not quite sure what I think of it. Still kind of greeny and clean looking. Not that I want some dirty lookin' page, just something a little more blah. I thought the leaf-looking things were kind of neat though :) I'm a science teacher, right? G'night for sure this time. Lucy is so spoiled... sleepin' on my lap while I type. Who spoiled her? How could I not when she's da cutest? lol.... I'm so pathetic. |
3,314,576 | female | 25 | Education | Taurus | 17,July,2004 | I don't really have time to blog tonight. What am I talking about? Hmm... I do have time to blog tonight, but I don't really feel like it. There-- that's a little more accurate. I came to blog and the first thing that came to my head when I got to my page was 'yikes! I have got to change my template. This bright, clean, simple, green stuff is just not going to work for me right now. I guess I'm just not in that kind of a mode. My mode is more like this: I can't believe school is starting so soon. Summer? What summer? Where did it go? I have science guides on my kitchen table covering my plan book, my curriculum map-- which I need to make work and use to work on our science lab schedule.... I also have several books I'd really like to/ NEED to read before school starts and.......... where was I going with this? I just feel busy. I don't feel like blogging. My room at school feels like a tornado exploded through my files and I'm just.......ugh! Don't get me wrong-- great summer.... AWESOME summer of learning and I did see my family, but my brain just feels like one of those plants that has been watered and it's waiting for the water to seep through to the soil. Yep- I'm just waiting. But right now, there's just too much damn water sitting on the surface waiting to soak through. Off to find a new template. I guess you'll find out which one I picked if you're reading this. You? Who does read this? lol.... gonna scoot. |
3,759,257 | female | 17 | Student | Aquarius | 26,June,2004 | Work experience went really good yesterday. I went to Cardigan hospital, and got to see a lot of things. Podiatry seems fascinating. I saw 3 opperations :D wow!! But today...well what an experience! in the Helth reckords dept. They dont do anything, so i was quite fed up. I was gutted actually that i didnt get to see anything. I went swimming after. Lol and i saw Glyn in the pool (waiter from Belle Vue) he's v.sexy, but i think he forgot that his goggle werent reflective like mine, so i could see his eyes, but lol i kept laughing, and typical of me i swallowed some water and started chocking!! aaargh!! lol oh well, made a quick get away, and then basicaly ran to the car to hide!! |
3,759,257 | female | 17 | Student | Aquarius | 26,June,2004 | Who is who in my life. Little explination about who is who...but without naming any names :S F - (17) Crazy girly, tall, thin,sexy, lifeguard's. H - (17) Down to earth girl, although hides all her emotions, until she's drunk. Loves chilies, and has cool hair. H2 - (17) Preggie, Married to P (19). Left school, but still lovely V - (18) from Finland. Is v.sexy, and always smiles :) G - (14) my little sis, pushing 6 foot! she's F's lost twin! L - (17) latest crush. Not really a crush,but a good mate.drugs = problem. but lush bod,& chiled personality = good. D - (18) Such a cool mate. Roumer has it that he fancies me. He's from Check S - (19) My 'ex' (well we're actually on a break, but i never see him) Chunky rugby guy, v.loveable K - (17) so inteligent, and has orange hair!! We've turned her into an alcaholic! ooh havent stated if tey male/female. um... F, H, H2, V, G, K = female. D, S, L = males |
3,759,257 | female | 17 | Student | Aquarius | 26,June,2004 | Well didn't do that much work, but it was a 7 hour shift, and im tired! Got my feet wet aswell, and i was so hungry! Had kiwi for lunch, was sour though. Made my jaw feel funny! Got an e-mail from V today, made no sense, but still it was an e-mail. I've just sent one back, which makes less sense, but at leats ive got commas and full stops Nos da |
3,759,257 | female | 17 | Student | Aquarius | 26,June,2004 | I've been helping little sis (14) to revise for her year 9 maths tests! Wow i feel like i know so much! but really its only basic stuff that she wanted to go over. I was gona go buy some Reef's from Gavin's shop - Overload surf or sumink in Aberaeron(go there its good), but i looked a mess, so i didnt really want to walk in there (lol but seriously a REAL mess) So no i didnt go, reef's must wait till monday. I got chili Pepper photos back tho! wow there's one of us all @ the front taken by the stewards, but some of the pics are blury. Flea came out best. |
3,759,257 | female | 17 | Student | Aquarius | 26,June,2004 | I think this seems a bit more happy than 'open Diary' not so much heart ache. Well yes yes got the link from www.howies.co.uk (kick ass clothing & philosophies). |
3,759,257 | female | 17 | Student | Aquarius | 26,June,2004 | Just to anounce the birth of Chloe Faith Towell. A beautiful baby girl born on the 19th of July at aprox 3:30. Weighed about 7, 8. |
3,759,257 | female | 17 | Student | Aquarius | 26,June,2004 | I've just realised that i have NO friends. any time I ask anyone to do anyting with me, or go anywhere, they blow me off for some silly excuses. I'm fed up of this, i oddicialy have no real mates, the ones i thaught i had can't give a fuck about anything, and i dont have anyother mates, so im fucked. I think ill resolve to being best mates with my little sis and my mum. That would make me Quessn of SAD! YAY!! Should i get tickets for Lostprophets or Snow Patrol? Or both? but i'm already going to see Hoobastank, and have seen Incubus, Evanescence and Chilies. Am I being a bit too greedy now?? |
3,759,257 | female | 17 | Student | Aquarius | 26,June,2004 | Yesterday i was told that i am now Deputy head girl instead of the actually Head girl. I'm totaly pissed off, but oh well thats how it goes. Did beach lifeguard training yesterday, swam a time of 7.09 min, and managed to do all other tasks required. The guys were nice to me. B has gotten well cute, and L2, mmm seems nice. Today at work i was being wound up. Usually the supervisors jokily twist my words into something sexual, but it's not at all intimidating. But today it was really bad. The sexual references were much more direct. Starting with 'do you want me to spank your arse?' leading to 'come sit on my lap and give me a hug' and 'have you ever considered working at hooters'. This doesnt bother me that much, but isnt there a law about this, that boses can't actually make sexual references etc? And when 2/3 guys all direct sexual comments at me, then it gets a bit hard, Only having one boss taking the mick is ok, but i felt really uncomftarble with 3 of them doing it. I'm not leading them on or anything. All of them are engaged etc, and i'm not at all interested in D, Li, or the other bloke, but i dont think that ive led them on or anything. This is a v.dificult situation, and it's getting worse. Any one have any ideas on how to solve this?? |
3,759,257 | female | 17 | Student | Aquarius | 26,June,2004 | Went to work on thurs, expecting a slow & boring night... I went into the staff room, and plodded about a bit, then noticed quite a rough looking young guy bent over doing his laces! Wow quite fit, but i dint really think anything more at that moment. Eventually over the course of the night i got chatting a bit to him, but it was imposible to get him on his own. But found out that his name is C, he's 20, and studying Politics and french. The best way to decribe him is - you know the film Bring it on? Well C. looks like Cliff from the film! nice! he he and he drives an old volvo, but it all adds to his uniqueness. Today i hoped he was working, but sadly no he wasnt. But he did decide to go for a swim, and wore little speedos with 'Australia' printed on his arse! nice! lol i did perve quite a bit, but then had to swap with R. After that C. decided to sit in reception and mess with the computer a bit. Me, R. and T. started chatin about ginger babies, well R. and T. did, and they said how ugly they thaight they were, then C. jumped in saying something similar to 'I think women with ginger hair are always beautiful' (yay) then the convo went on bla bla bla. But yey, soz im v.sad, but this kind of stuff excites me coz i have nothing else to do. Also dad swaped my nice corsa for a shed of a peugeot 205. ITS SHAKES!!!! i'm so angry! it wasnt even his to start with, i payed for the car , but dad seems to think he can swap it however he likes. My cd's were in the clio. Damn him! He goes on about little car's being death traps, and then he goes and gets me a shakey shed of an excuse for a car. Just becaus i've had theirs for over 2 weeks now, not letting them use it. But i was forced into buying the clio, and then found out that it over heated and needed over £150/£200 of work done to it. Silly man!! |
1,393,814 | female | 13 | indUnk | Gemini | 31,July,2004 | Check out these links for photos. urlLink Photo Number One This is a scanned photosticker of mine. I took this with my friends at Robinson's. We watched Spiderman, and then shopped, among other things. urlLink Photo Number Two This is Belle. I felt bad about cropping the picture, but ah well. She's in the other photosticker as well. She's not hard to spot. The other girl, by the way, is her older sister, Anna. More coming soon, count on that! |
1,393,814 | female | 13 | indUnk | Gemini | 30,July,2004 | Once upon a time, in a place far far away, and in a time that was long, long ago, there lived a princess. This was at a time that there were many princesses in the land, and they were not uncommon. Princes were many too. Princes lived relatively easy lives, besides all the hunting, politics and the occasional rescuing of a damsel in distress, yes, they live easy lives. Think of all the good things they got. Feasts every night. Maids ready to pamper them. Whole castles -- theirs to rule. And add to that, if you're a prince, you can basically do anything you want. That also includes being able to pick any princess in the land to marry you. And because you're a prince, it doesn't matter that they don't want to marry you, or that they hate your guts, or that they think you're a disgusting pig and should get a haircut because that style is sooo last century, it all doesn't matter! You're a prince, and that's what matters. On the 15th of July, Princess Julianna Arisben Riyala Nostradam is born. Obviously, Princess Julianna Arisben Riyala Nostradam is a very special princess -- hence the long name. Before the story about this very special princess can continue, we must learn about her parents. Her mother's name was Mary Elizabeth Nostradam, maiden name Malone. She was not of any royal descent, but actually was a lowly peasant, whose family worked in the fields. Mary Malone grew up with straw in her dark brown hair and the smell of manure a constant companion. But she had a heart of gold, and Prince Roberto John Nostradam the Second, could see that. He fell deeply and madly in love with her, and because he was a prince, he was entitled to do anything he wanted. So, begrudingly, his parents, Queen Elizabeth and King Roberto John the First allowed the marriage, and on a cold winter day, when the air was frigid and you could see your breath come out in white mist, Mary Malone, a lowly peasant, was forever united with Prince Roberto John Nostradam, the Second. That day, was the 5th of December. Since that day, Mary Malone was Mary Malone no more, she became Mary Nostradam, and to please her mother-in-law, adopted Elizabeth as a middle name. So she became Mary Elizabeth Nostradam. Queen Elizabeth was very pleased, and the two women began a close friendship. A couple of months later, Mary becomes pregnant -- Prince Roberto is delighted. He orders a huge banquet, and even invites Mary's family to join. Despite the fact that there were many lovely French maidens entertaining, Prince Roberto does not commit adultery. Mary is delighted, and realizes that their bond is true. She loves him especially that night. At around early January, King Arthur passes away, quietly, in his bed, and on the 23rd of January, Prince Roberto John Nostradam becomes King. Mary, though heavy with child, attends the coronation. A couple of months later, around mid-March, a neighboring kingdom thinks that King Roberto is a wimpy king, so they decide to attack. King Roberto rides out with an army of many thousands to meet the attack. The war lasts for a couple of months, but King Roberto is triumphant. After making the necessary arrangements to take over the defeated kingdom and assimilate it as his, he makes it back in time for his baby's birth. So, it is July the 15th. Early morning, Queen Mary goes into labour. Mid-wives rush to the scene, and one is sent off to find King Roberto John, and after five drueling hours, the baby is born. 'Tis a girl, milady,' Brona, one of the mid-wives, says. She wraps the newborn baby girl in a blanket and hands her to Queen Mary. Narobi, another mid-wife, goes to the door, and tells King Roberto, who has been pacing outside the door for the last five hours, that he can come in now. Abigail, the third mid-wife who was the one sent out to find King Roberto John, is cleaning up. The door bursts open just as Queen Mary Elizabeth has taken the babe into her arms. She looks into the babe's face, and then up at her husband. She says, 'Roberto, isn't she beautiful? Just beautiful?' King Roberto John gazes into the babe's face, and cannot help a smile breaking onto his face. He feels a fluttering and bubbling in his stomach. He feels immensely happy. His voice breaks as he exclaims, 'I'm a father, I'm a father!' The next day, the newborn girl is baptised as Julianna Arisben Riyala Nostradam. 'Why the long name?' King Roberto askes his lovely, lovely wife after the baptism. 'Tis such a mouthful.' Queen Mary says simply, 'My husband, she's a special one. I know it. I've known it since the moment I gave birth to her. A special one like her, deserves a special name.' She smiles playfully, looking into her husband's deep blue eyes. 'I know you like her name too.' King Roberto looks right back into his wife's light grey ones. 'Well, maybe.' They lean towards each other, and kiss. A quick one because Brona is coming back with Julianna in her arms, squirming and restless. 'Milady, she's hungry,' Brona says. She hands Julianna to Queen Mary, curtseys, and leaves. After Queen Mary has fed Julianna, she cradles her in her arms, and sings her a sweet lullaby. King Roberto sits next to Queen Mary, making faces at the baby so that she laughs, and stays awake. Eventually, Queen Mary hits King Roberto, so that he can stop making little Julie laugh. She needs her sleep. Now, don't you have any important political things to do? King Roberto rises, and says that he always has important political things to do. A quick kiss, and he is off striding towards the monks. Queen Mary stares lovingly after King Roberto for a moment, and then turns her head back to little Julie. She starts to sing again. 'Sleep now, my dear child, for your mother is singing you this sweet lullaby to show you that she loves you She loves you.. 'And may your dreams be pleasant with beautiful flowers and butterflies honey bees, and majestic skies 'Whenever your mother sings you this sweet lullaby...' |
1,393,814 | female | 13 | indUnk | Gemini | 30,July,2004 | Once upon a time, in a place far far away, and in a time that was long, long ago, there lived a princess. This was at a time that there were many princesses in the land, and they were not uncommon. Princes were many too. Princes lived a relatively easy life, besides all the hunting, politics and the occasional rescuing of a damsel in distress they do, yes, they live easy lives. Think of all the good things they got. Feasts every night. Maids ready to pamper them. Whole castles -- theirs to rule. And add to that, if you're a prince, you can basically do anything you want. That also includes being able to pick any princess in the land to marry you. And because you're a prince, it doesn't matter that they don't want to marry you, or that they hate your guts, or that they think you're a disgusting pig and should get a haircut, it all doesn't matter! You're a prince, and that's what matters. On the 15th of July, Princess Julianna Arisben Riyala Nostradam is born. Obviously, Princess Julianna Arisben Riyala Nostradam is a very special princess -- hence the long name. Her mother's name was Mary Elizabeth Nostradam, maiden name Malone. She was not of any royal descent, but actually was a lowly peasant, whose family worked in the fields. Mary Malone grew up with straw in her dark brown hair and the smell of manure a constant companion. But she had a heart of gold, and Prince Roberto John Nostradam, could see that. He fell deeply and madly in love with her, and because he was a prince, he was entitled to do anything he wanted. So, begrudingly, his parents, Queen Elizabeth and King Arthur allowed the marriage, and on a cold winter day, when the air was frigid and you could see your breath , Mary Malone, a lowly peasant, was forever united with Prince Roberto John Nostradam. That day, was the 5th of December. Mary Malone was Mary Malone no more, she became Mary Nostradam, and to please her mother-in-law, adopted Elizabeth as a middle name. So she became Mary Elizabeth Nostradam. Queen Elizabeth was very pleased, and the two women began a close friendship. A couple of months later, Mary becomes pregnant -- Prince Roberto is delighted. He orders a huge banquet, and even invites Mary's family to join. Despite the fact that there were many lovely French maidens entertaining, Prince Roberto does not commit adultery. Mary is delighted, and realizes that their bond is true. She loves him especially that night. At around early January, King Arthur passes away, quietly, in his bed, and on the 23rd of January, Prince Roberto John Nostradam becomes King. Mary, though heavy with child, attends the coronation. A couple of months later, around mid-March, a neighboring kingdom thinks that King Roberto is a wimpy king, so they decide to attack. King Roberto rides out with an army of many thousands to meet the attack. The war lasts for a couple of months, but King Roberto is triumphant. After making the necessary arrangements to take over the defeated kingdom and assimilate it as his, he makes it back in time for his baby's birth. So, it is July the 15th. Early morning, Queen Mary's water breaks. Mid-wives rush to the scene, and after five drueling hours, the baby is born. 'Tis a girl, milady,' Brona, one of the mid-wives, says. She wraps the newborn baby girl in a blanket and hands her to Queen Mary. Narobi, another mid-wife, goes to the door, and tells King Roberto, who has been pacing outside the door for the last five hours, that he can come in now. Abigail, the third mid-wife, is cleaning up. The door bursts open just as Queen Mary has taken the babe into her arms. She looks into the babe's face, and then up at her husband. She says, 'Roberto, isn't she beautiful? Just beautiful?' King Roberto looks into the babe's face, and cannot help a smile breaking onto his face. He feels a fluttering and bubbling in his stomach. He feels immensely happy. His voice breaks as he exclaims, 'I'm a father, I'm a father!' The next day, the newborn girl is baptised as Julianna Arisben Riyala Nostradam. 'Why the long name?' King Roberto askes his lovely, lovely wife after the baptism. 'Tis such a mouthful.' Queen Mary says simply, 'My husband, she's a special one. I know it. I've known it since the moment I gave birth to her. A special one like her, deserves a special name.' She smiles playfully, looking into her husband's deep blue eyes. 'I know you like it too.' King Roberto looks right back into his wife's light grey ones. 'Well, maybe.' They lean towards each other, and kiss. A quick one because Brona is coming back with Julianna in her arms, squirming and restless. 'Milady, she's hungry,' Brona says. She hands Julianna to Queen Mary, curtseys, and leaves. After Queen Mary has fed Julianna, she cradles her in her arms, and sings her a sweet lullaby. King Roberto sits next to Queen Mary, making faces at the baby so that she laughs, and stays awake. Eventually, Queen Mary hits King Roberto, so that he can stop making little Julie laugh. She needs her sleep. Now, don't you have any important political things to do? King Roberto rises, and says that he always has important political things to do. A quick kiss, and he is off striding towards the monks. Queen Mary stares lovingly after King Roberto for a moment, and then turns her head back to little Julie. She starts to sing again. ................... to be continued. |
1,393,814 | female | 13 | indUnk | Gemini | 18,July,2004 | Hello. This is my photo blog. I'm just posting random photos here. |
1,393,814 | female | 13 | indUnk | Gemini | 06,August,2004 | Well, if I say so myself, I think this photoblog of sorts has been doing pretty well. It certainly looks nice. Doesn't it? Anyway, I would've written earlier/sooner except that the modem has been broken for about five days. I'm not exactly sure how long, since I've never really had a good sense of time -- that is, ever since my watch broke and the year ended, and my beloved Harry Potter calender (that cost a fortune) was no longer usable. Those were pretty much my only sources of time. If you were wondering how I've been these past five days, well, the answer is: pretty good. Lately though, I've been having a certain, well, reluctance, in getting out of bed (even though I have been sleeping in) but I'm guessing that I won't be having this same reluctance for long. Internet is back, there are things to do! I have discovered that my life is quite dull without the internet, really. I have gotten a few things done with my embroidery. Without internet on to keep me occupied, I have managed to do a few other things. Embroider, for one. Read. (although not as much as my bookworm-self would like) But, mostly I've been playing Diablo II: Lord of Destruction. Trying to up my Amazon's (whose name is Blotty -- in 'honor' of my Yahoo! sign-in name) level and avoiding Andariel as much as possible. I have also begun using a new character, an Assassin, whose name is Sapries. Don't ask me how she got it, I was rather stumped, and lately I've been writing whatever comes to mind. Anyhow, enough about me, what is this entry supposed to be about? Well, before I can begin, I must say first that I frequent boards. I used to be a part of many boards, but now, it has boiled down to a round (well, not round, but you get my meaning) three. One of them, is the Harry Potter Boards. More commonly known as HPB . (My username is sleepless -- if you're interested in joining and giving me a point for referrals. [;)) As in most HP boards, I get sorted, and I'm in Hufflepuff! I rather think that Hufflepuff suits me, and that I belong there. It's a fun house, and really, Hufflepuff has its share of smart, brave, and kind people. There are none that are really, well... sly. Or evil. It's not canon! Anyhow, there is this new challenge, found here. It's called The Personal Badger Challenge! I have a badger myself, Badger #11: The Babbling Badger. And you bet you'll see my entry in here. I'm afraid that I'll have a hard time making it only two-hundred words though. After all, I am the babbling badger. [:) Hope all reading are doing well! For now, ciao! Edited: Oh wait, it has to be over two-hundred words! This is great! urlLink |
1,393,814 | female | 13 | indUnk | Gemini | 29,July,2004 | Don't have much to talk about today. Just posting to say that I'm sorry my diary is just filled with crappy photos. I'm guess I'm just not in as good a mood as I thought I was. I'm sorry. |
1,393,814 | female | 13 | indUnk | Gemini | 18,July,2004 | Don't have much to talk about today. Just posting to say that I'm sorry my diary is just filled with crappy photos. I'm guess I'm just not in as good a mood as I thought I was. I'm sorry. |
1,393,814 | female | 13 | indUnk | Gemini | 18,July,2004 | Don't have much to talk about today. Just posting to say that I'm sorry my diary is just filled with crappy photos. I'm guess I'm just not in as good a mood as I thought I was. I'm sorry. |
1,393,814 | female | 13 | indUnk | Gemini | 18,July,2004 | urlLink photosticker from latest trip with friend to Robinson's. In order from left to right: Belle, Anna, and me. Posted by urlLink Hello |
1,393,814 | female | 13 | indUnk | Gemini | 18,July,2004 | urlLink an old picture of me Posted by urlLink Hello |
1,393,814 | female | 13 | indUnk | Gemini | 18,July,2004 | urlLink Belle. Posted by urlLink Hello |
1,393,814 | female | 13 | indUnk | Gemini | 17,July,2004 | urlLink testing since it doesn't seem to work Posted by urlLink Hello |
1,393,814 | female | 13 | indUnk | Gemini | 17,July,2004 | urlLink Just testing another picture Posted by urlLink Hello |
1,393,814 | female | 13 | indUnk | Gemini | 15,July,2004 | Currently Listening to: And You Will Know Us by the Trail of Dead - How Near, How Far Did you know this song was on the tv series John Doe? I immediately recognized it and got really really happy because it's such a great song, and how shall I explain myself? Anyhow, I'm going to go to bed soon so I'm sure Mesu will be very very relieved. (Somewhere in the back of this bare and empty room, Mesu nods vigorously) Just typing another post because it's one of these wierd things I do. I don't understand it myself, really. (Be-be bonks Mrs. Eraser on the head, and she says 'Ow!) Don't mind that other post, by the way. By the way... who's reading? Anyhow, these past few entries were completely useless, and I fear that this entry will be useless too. You know what, screw the parenthesis, my muses should not be contained!!!! At this, Mesu rises up from the corner of the room, suddenly levitates and smoothly glides over to the.. the what? Center of the room? Well, I dunno. Mesu is a she, by the way. I finally remembered. Oh really, why am I doing this? |
1,393,814 | female | 13 | indUnk | Gemini | 15,July,2004 | Currently Listening to: Sunny Day Real Estate - 47 Actually, you know, I'm having a lot of fun here. I just wrote myself a very boring profile and well, just checked out a few things and well, did stuff. But it's fun. Blogger is very very cool. No wonder lots of people use it. Anyhow, I really have nothing to write about. And so I'm just typing around, doing nothing of much substance. I haven't had dinner yet and I'm kinda hungry. Should I go eat? 'Yes!' shrieks Mesu. She, or maybe it was he, could no longer stand all this.. all this... whatever it was, the genderless Mesu can no longer take it, and is cradling his/her head in agony. Be-be, sitting next to Mesu, laughs mercilessly. 'Don't stop Sarah, don't stop! Leave Mesu in agony,' he says. Be-be throws back his head and laughs evilly: 'Mwahahhaha!' Kiyo is worried. She is worried about Mesu and Be-be. 'Look Sarah, something is wrong with the both of them. What should we do?' Sarah aka Elle aka Yu aka Mrs. Eraser frowns. 'Well how am I supposed to know? I'm not a know-it-all, you know! You can't just all of a sudden ask me these things, and expect an answer from me! I just can't.. can't..' She breaks down and cries. Kiyo throws her hands up in defeat. 'Oh screw it. I'm going to go raid Be-be's life-time supply of ice-cream. I can't take this anymore.' |
1,393,814 | female | 13 | indUnk | Gemini | 15,July,2004 | In the mean time, I'll just type around. If anyone is wondering why I got a blog in the first place if I don't even know what I'm going to do with it then, my reply is: good question. Well... I already have a urlLink diary , you see, so I don't think I'll be doing a lot of personal writing, but I guess this blog is just for all things. I was thinking of putting in some stories around here too. I write, you know? Fancy some mad girl like me writing, but yeah. Hmm. I'm sorry, I'm sort of loony and giddy right now. Would you like to know more about me? Hmmm... yes, maybe. I could type up something, but you see, I'm rather tired or writing about myself so I'll just pull something up from my other blog somewhere, and anyone who's reading this can read that. The templates here are quite cool, no? Very very nice.... |
1,393,814 | female | 13 | indUnk | Gemini | 15,July,2004 | Okay, so my name is Yu and I'm starting a blog. More details later, but I what I really want to do right now is just get this over and done with and see if this works or not! I've tried doing this before but there were some problems. Maybe later I will start writing about my dream about Spiderman. :) |
1,393,814 | female | 13 | indUnk | Gemini | 06,August,2004 | urlLink Me. Cropped (again, I feel bad about that) from a photosticker of Anna and I. This was before I cut my hair. Posted by urlLink Hello |
3,756,895 | male | 16 | Student | Virgo | 30,June,2004 | Tomorrow is my Biology paper for Mid Year. Lol. First time studying for a Biology paper... Kinda having a tough time memorizing all those weird-looking terms. Hopefully my memory wouldn't fail me tomorrow. Played SG since 3 hours ago. Fooking lvl up quite fast. Finally got a MK4 Owl - 5k HP 57 Armor and also MK3 Leviathan - 6k HP 49 Armor. Fooking. Can finally do something as a clouter for my regiment. Feeling hungry the whole day today... Wonder whether I'll be putting on weight soon... Hope not though. I intend to ask my frens to chiong cs and wc3 tml. Lol. Gonna enjoy myself hard this weekend. Almost all polys are gonna start... I'll just have to ask my best frens out before we really can't make out time to go for some gathering anymore... Just hope we all will keep in touch with one another always. Friends forever~ ;) |
3,756,895 | male | 16 | Student | Virgo | 29,June,2004 | Lol. First time taking a Maths exams in such a slacking manner. I spent 1 hour to finish a 2-hours Maths paper. Gonna get owned by my Maths teacher man... Well, wad can I say? JC sux~ I can never deny that. Though some chix may look hotter in JC uniform but still, the studies somehow affects my mood for go to JC. >. |
3,756,895 | male | 16 | Student | Virgo | 28,June,2004 | Damn tired today. Dunno why yesterday cannot sleep until 2am. -.-' Well, at least I managed to wake up and go to school for exams. Lol. Hmmm, for wad i know, I didn't study for Chinese and only read through about a few pages of Chemistry notes. That's all the preparation I made for the exams today. Lol. Maths paper tomorrow. Gonna feel damn sick cause I hate Maths. =/ As usual, I chill around wif my classmates to 'study' but end up eating in the canteen. ^^ I reached home at about 5pm and started sleeping. Zzzzz.... Woke up at 7.30pm to eat my DINNER!! I'm feeling sleepy again... Haiz. How on Earth am I gonna study Maths in this manner? Well, i guess this Mid-Year Exams wouldn't really help me in my promotion exams at the end of the year. Just hope a small miracle would happen. Well, I always believe that some things are just fated. Though we can manipulate fate in some manner, still, fate plays a major role in our lives. Guess I'm gonna start 'reading' Maths before i fail my Maths and get OWNED by my bunny-teeth Maths teacher... Gayguy. =( |
3,756,895 | male | 16 | Student | Virgo | 27,June,2004 | Fuking shit! Just when I thought holidays just started, it's ending soon. Furthermore, exams starts tomorrow. Seriously, sux2beme. Woke up at 12pm, went to Shaw to 'study' from 1pm to 5pm and then going home to sleep till 8pm and started watching tv. Lol. Don't seem to be studying for tomorrow's exams. ^^ Feeling down now... Suddenly, i've got the feeling to go to poly instead of staying in JC. I kinda feel that JC life doesn't suit me. It's somehow stressful and to me, it ain't that fun. Each time I go to school, I see people studying and studying. It isn't my way of studying but the pressure they give me makes me feel as though I'm nothing but a slacker. I'm not really bothered about that but imagine some people indirectly showing off their good results when they know your results isn't good(It happened before). That kind of feeling isn't something that you can experience everytime. Truthfully speaking, that feeling sux! How I wish i could just give those people a punch! But nah... I always take things easy. Most of the time in school, I'll just hang around with 2-3 classmates(all male). That's my way of avoiding those who always show off. Of course, this group of friends kinda feels the same way as me. Lol. However, they DO study, very much unlike me. ;P But nevertheless, I'll still try my best to pass this year in order to promote to JC2. If not, 'Poly, here I come!' |
3,756,895 | male | 16 | Student | Virgo | 26,June,2004 | Finally, my blog is out!! Feels weird to find myself making a blog though... Lol. Boring day today. Sux2beme. Still kinda pissed to know that England lost to Portugal. That Beckham is a bloody dickhead, taking a penalty as though it was a free-kick. Nevertheless, it didn't dampen my mood to play Shattered Galaxy(SG)!! Taking damn bloody long to max stats and get my units to max lvl. Gotta do homework before my chem teacher, Mdm Koh, starts running up to me saying :'Stay back and do your work!' ;( Lastly, must thank Qifang for guiding me through the process of making this blog. ^^ Thanks alot, Qifang ~ |
3,756,895 | male | 16 | Student | Virgo | 30,July,2004 | Lol. Had a pretty short day today, similar to Wed. Had PE early in the morning and I played basketball. Lol. I was the fastest runner there during the game. Managed to snatch alot of balls. >. Here comes the best part. It was Chem make-up lessons cum mini optional test. We did tutorial in LT2 and after a period of fun, peace, laughter and joy, Mdm Koh wanted to start the optional test. I persuaded her like fook and after 10 mins of persuasion, she gave in! Winner! In the end, the mini test became a homework. Lol. Love the way this teacher treats me. 2gd4me. After that, I went home and decided to go and buy a pair of shoes for myself. Lol. I walked from my house to Shaw to Mustafa to United Square. At least 5km of walking. -.-' Finally, I bought a pair of Adidas Superstar at US. Then I made my way to St. Michael's where I fetched my brother home. Talking to the 2 fags now... Gotta return to the conversation before they start f-ing me up. Looking forward to tml, meeting them + chilling in Orchard + watching 'i,robot'. It's gonna be fun tml. ^^ Darius, I believe you can get over it soon, just like me. >. |
3,756,895 | male | 16 | Student | Virgo | 28,July,2004 | Uh huh, a short day today indeed. From 7am to ard 1pm today, one of the shortest day in a week for me. ^^ Both SC and Darius skipped their lessons(I think) to come to SRJC to see me. I'm so fuking touched. What a pair of best friends to have. But I've got a feeling that they went to SRJC was with the intention of seeing pretty and sexy chix. =( Anyway, they were waiting at the canteen when I finished my lessons and was on my way to meet them. Man, I can see all eyes turning towards them, especially the girls. Prolly because they were in home clothes, not their looks. =X Well, after having lunch in the canteen, I kinda showed both of them ard the sch. Then we reached near LT5 when I introduced the 'PCC Room' to them. And we took a pic of SC using Darius's phone : It's pretty lame but it was some funny shet. Lol. After the tour ard my sch, we started to make our way to the jamming studio to JAM ~ Ian was there waiting for us when we reached. Lol. He skipped sch today. =/ Bad boy. It's the wrong thing to do, man. After jamming, we went to eat ROTI PRATA. Whle eating Roti Prata, we watched the video that Darius, teh fcuking great videoman, took of us jamming... 40+ mins including the video-ing of the ij chix. Not good. ;( Then SC, Darius and I took cab home. Reached home at 6pm before going to cut my hair. Met E-lynn(nfi who she was at first), Fiona and Aud Ee. Man, seeing the 'chix' all in one day is too much for me. ^^ Coolness. Now my hair can spike. No more long hair to irritate my eyes. Lol. Reached home at about 7.15pm, ate my dinner and slept till 10pm. Chatting wif SC and Darius now. Ciao. Darius: Remember, this Sat, we'll see whether you've got your balls back. ;) SC: Darius was pretty serious when he said about the Sat thingy. Well, I guess we better choose good looking chix to see whether he found his balls. ^.^ Both: See you guys on Sat. Gonna be fun. Let's watch 'i, robot'. gg |
3,756,895 | male | 16 | Student | Virgo | 25,July,2004 | Darn, the weekend passed so fast. Met SC and Darius yesterday and played Billiard at Cine. We took a fuking long time to finish 2 games... -.-' But it was fun though, except that Darius was sitting there like a retard, making me feel bad. >. Anyway, after Billiard, we went BK and ate the WHOPPER MEAL ~ $3.90 for the meal. Cheap stuff. Owned. We stayed there for like 1 hours chilling and talking crap until some chix came and we decided to give up our seats to them. But a group of guys snatched the seats away. Nubs. Feeling prety tired, we took 171 and made our way to Darius's house to chill and stay over. Coolass. Love it when we three stay over somewhere. All we had was fun, fun and more FUN!!! After having our dinner, we decided to try setting up a hi-fi system near the pool at Darius's house. It was a success. The music was like.... surround sound. Cool. We then decided to go for a swim in the pool with the blasting music. While swimming, Darius found a dusty, old float that's still usable. We had fun with it, doing all kind of stunts with it in the pool. As a result, we suffered injuries and nearly 'died'. Lol. We went to wash up after the swim and I used Darius's com to play SG and stay online after Darius logged on to his dumbass Odia and blah blah blah... JH came online and then chatted with her (I need to know her better. =/) for like 1 hour before I went into the room and sleep with the boys. I mean, sleeping with no gayness among us. ^^ We talked for a while before we all entered our Dreamland. Woke up this morning and saw Darius playing his stooopid DA. He played for like 3 hrs before I took over and played my SG. >. School's starting tml. Sux2bme. I have to face all those ppl that I hate for another 5 days again. Well, at least I still have 4 good pals to accompany me throughout the week. Lol. Looking forward to have fun with my good pal soon... Lastly and most importantly, LIFE ROX WITH SC AND DARIUS. |
3,756,895 | male | 16 | Student | Virgo | 23,July,2004 | Finally, the weekend is here! It's prolly time to be chilling after being in sch for 5 days from 7am to 4pm. =/ Man, it was SRJCians' Day on 21st July. All of us were allowed to wear our home clothes. My 'gang' wore black shirts... So many ppl thought we were Mafia. -.-' Pretty lame though... I realised that I'm not as sociable in JC than I was in BHSS. Owned. ;( Kinda hate the feeling of not knowing alot of ppl in sch. Sux. Time flies and it has been 4 months since my JC started. My best buds just started poly not long ago... Feeling pretty distant from them. I talked to them online but still, the memories of chilling outside still remain inside me. Gonna ask them out and do some shet wif them. Well, I didn't know they were kinda desperate to be in relationship. We chatted about being a 'playAr'. Lol. Feggots. Though I didn't really agree to that idea, I can't stop them from doing wadever they wanna do. ;P CHILLING TIME!!! |
3,756,895 | male | 16 | Student | Virgo | 13,July,2004 | Man, long time nv blog. Maybe not that long but still feels long enough. Didn't use the com for the past 2 days! Missing SG like mad. Was fun during the battles today. All wins. ^^ I just realised that I go to school wif something to look forward to : Weekend is coming soon. Lol. Can't wait for the weekend to come. The previous weekend passed pretty fast. Can't believe my ears when I heard my mum nagging about the start of the week on Sunday... Slept the whole day after school on Friday. Then, I went to Albert's house for class gathering last Saturday after going to school for A Levels Listening Comprehension. Spent the whole day in Albert's house. Was fun though. Played ps2 until my eyes turned fuking tired. Then Sunday came and I did my hw at 5pm as I slept until 4pm. =/ I'm becoming like a pig now... I just hope time passes fast enough. I really can't stand being in JC anymore. It SUX~ Like wad SC and Darius said, Poly>JC. It's so fuking true. ;( |
3,756,895 | male | 16 | Student | Virgo | 08,July,2004 | Man... Kinda depressed at my Mid-Year Exams results... It's not the marks that matters to me, it's how well some others do. I heard that LY scored damn well for her subjects. Using her results to compare with mine is like comparing heaven and hell. This is totally crappy man. THAT'S IT!!! She'll be my sole motivation! I'm gonna work hard and score good marks so as to prove that I can be like her. It's gonna be tough work but I'm sure if I have the determination and patience, I believe I can succeed. Though LY might not know that I'm using her as my motivation and gauge, I just hope that she don't mind if she finds out. This is when my journey starts...... |
3,756,895 | male | 16 | Student | Virgo | 02,July,2004 | Wow, today is another slack day. Woke up in the morning and accompanied Albert to TP. The transport fare was $4. =/ Burning a hole in my pocket. Then i went over to Albert's house to chill around and play lancraft wif MH and KS. It was fun, though some of the maps were so lame. >. |
3,756,895 | male | 16 | Student | Virgo | 01,July,2004 | Today is the most slack day ever since I entered SRJC. Took the Biology exam in the morning and found it quite easy though I only studied for 1 hour. Just hope that I can pass it. After the exam, I went out with my classmates and ate McDonald's. Feeling bored, we went to play bowling... It has been 3 years since I played bowling. Lol. STILL feeling bored, we then went IP and played for 3 hours and then finally went to Kerui's house to sit ard and chill. His cosy little room made me felt as though I was at home. Lol. Wished I could just sleep there... Reluctantly, I left his house and made my way home to play SG!!! Lol. I'm becoming a SG fanatic, just like how Darius became a DA fanatic... ;) Gotta enjoy life now before my school lessons starts again next Tues. But I hope to finish my STOOOOOOPID tutorials by this weekend. Haiz... ;( |
3,756,895 | male | 16 | Student | Virgo | 17,August,2004 | Oh my God, I feel just like a zombie rotting at home. Everything seems to be a routine for me already. Same old things everyday. Boring stuff. But is there anything I can do? No. =( I didn't blog for a period of time. Nothing interesting happened, so I see no point in blogging. Lol. Well, I still gotta blog once in a while, in case some faggots keep asking me to blog. Zzz. Everyday is the same for me. Leave my house for sch in the morning at 6.30am, reach sch and stay until 5pm, reach home to have dinner at 7pm, revise a little of my work for 1-2 hours, play SG for 1-2 hours, and lastly, sleep. This is some boring shet man. I had been doing this for about 1 month. I'm breaking down...... =( Hmmm, on 16th August 2004, I got to know this girl from my school called Maxilian (a.k.a. Maxi). I chatted with her online and got to know her better. Ever since sch started, I did notice her but was totally clueless on what the fuck I was doing in SRJC. That period of time was the time when I had no interest in looking at girls, not at all. Sad, yes. But now, I'm BACK TO NORMAL!!! Hehe... Maxi, as a whole, had left a deep impression in my heart. She's the first girl I saw with such fair skin and smooth complexion. I couldn't believe my eyes. >. Hydriz : 60/108/42/43. Full time clouter. POCs, here I come!!! =) Maxed gold imps, gold owls and knells. In the progress of getting maxed gold moths. SC and Darius : Let's go chill somewhere this weekend. I'm bored like fuck. =( sczwdar. wiggers4lyfe. |
3,756,895 | male | 16 | Student | Virgo | 02,August,2004 | Man... I watched 'I,ROBOT' with that 2 wiggers last Sat. It was soooo damn cool. Everyone should watch it. After that, we went to play pool at Meridien. Darn, lost to SC 12-2. I guess I've got no skills left anymore. Lol. We then made our way to Darius's house to chill and swim(Again). We had fun again and did some stupid shet again. Love it when we do that. ^^ Well, I was about to go home when SC said that he was too exhausted to even walk. I've got no choice but to stay over at Darius's house again. Lol. Fortunately, Darius's dad wasn't home. But sadly, we didn't do much. Those 2 went to sleep at about 1am? Lol. I played SG at Darius's house from 11pm to 4.30am. Sorry Darius. Didn't tell you about it. =X I went home yesterday at about 2pm. Slept again and didn't do anything. Time flies and it was this morning. I didn't go to sch cause I forgot to set my alarm. Damn, gonna get screwed tml. I had a LLLLOOOOONNNNNNGGGGGG chat with my mum about Poly and JC stuff. I kinda made up my mind to go to Poly if they allow me to enter at this time. Life sux in JC. Sadly. Then, I went to SC's house at about 6pm to talk to both Darius and SC about my decision to go to Poly. Darius promised to help me find out about the admission to Poly. Man, love how these 2 guys help me so much. I followed them to UE Square where they had their first lesson for dancing. Lol. Looked kinda funny. While waiting for their lessons to end, i went over to Liang Court and ate Macs. It had been 6 years since I went to Liang Court. Pretty much the same, prolly because my memories aren't as vivid as before already. Took cab+bus home and here I am blogging. Yawns. Time to sleep. Gotta go to sch tml. =( Ciao. sczwdar. wiggers4lyfe. |
4,019,147 | female | 23 | Military | Cancer | 29,July,2004 | urlLink Also from the Red corner, Krisso, Also Known as The Nerd Next Door. Hailing from Byron bay this dood certainly does know how to get pissed. As an official member of TEAM P.I.S.S he more than deserves a place right here at home with fellow drunken idiots (most of which he will probably never meet) |
4,019,147 | female | 23 | Military | Cancer | 28,July,2004 | Yay. im the first to join the blog. hahah yay i rule. u suck peter. lol ok well thats enough of that :) |
4,019,147 | female | 23 | Military | Cancer | 27,July,2004 | urlLink Aliera urlLink And in the red corner.......... Mezzabee, aka Aliera. In her spare time she likes sleeping, drinking and listening to farking cool music. This weeks new picks are the new StaticX cd, and Butterfingers. Yay for Birthday Treats. Enjoys: Getting really drunk and making a complete dick of herself, and friends. Talking lots, bagging out pretty much anything that she can turn into a joke, because she really is, herself, quite a joke. She is also the mastermind behind the now infamous Goonordial. (Goon + Cordial)Shes the one at a party who always has a camera. Uh-Oh Sgbhetti'O. |
4,019,147 | female | 23 | Military | Cancer | 25,July,2004 | urlLink Also emerging from the Blue corner, Jordana. One of the few dood chicks in the crew. In her spare time she enjoys bringing everybody together for baked dinners, and goon. She is the mother duck in the group who keeps us all under control. We do as Jordy says. Jordy tells it like it is.... *fart*... *fart*... [erruption of giggles and laughter] 'um, I think I need to do a Poo' All in all, Jordy is a fucking cool chick, who has everyones respect. |
4,019,147 | female | 23 | Military | Cancer | 24,July,2004 | urlLink Standing in the Blue corner also, Nathan, also Known as just simply Nate. Nate is simply very Rock. He enjoys playing guitar but also convincing people he's shit at it. Has a habit of loosing items of fair importance such as ID, house Keys etc. Nate is a total Dood, who could probably be mistaken as a bum, especially if seen walking alongside Trav. He has a knack for finding wicked stuff at Vinnies. And like the rest of us enjoys the odd beverage of the alcoholic variety. urlLink |
4,019,147 | female | 23 | Military | Cancer | 24,July,2004 | urlLink Belonging to the Red corner, and also residing in Byron bay, recently returned from Canada (jet lagged as seen in pic)is Andrew, known as a whole catalouge of nick names But to me he's always gonna be Shrek (picture's coming soon) Also an official member of TEAM P.I.S.S knows like all of us the art of getting hammered. He learnt from some of the best also for those that know of them (his Dad Chris, Shep and Billy) Famous for being the guy in the singlet and pluggers, but not being a bogan and having a remarkable resemblence to Ryan Dunn form Jackass... |
4,019,147 | female | 23 | Military | Cancer | 24,July,2004 | urlLink Anita is the sweetest dahrlin you'll meet. She also belongs to the Blue corner along with the other boys. Anita is the one who can find the positive side of even the shittiest situation. She's the girl that you have to have a D&M with. She is also another Dood chick that rocks emmensely. Laughs like no other, and will meke you laugh aswell. she brings a whole new meaning to 2 pot screamer. She gets value for money when it comes to drinking. And she is also a fellow thrift shopper at Vinnies. |
4,019,147 | female | 23 | Military | Cancer | 24,July,2004 | urlLink urlLink Ok, Hailing technically from the Red corner, as He is origionally from Aliera's crew, I think I will give him a corner of his own for his side of the extended family of post-teen misfits. So he can have the Black corner, as you'll all agree is an appropriate choice of colour. Pete, also Known online as Vampyr Boy is the newest addition to the gang. He enjoys listening to all varieties of metal and hard rock, . urlLink http://www.livejournal.com/users/vampyrboy/ 8) In his spare time he Jamms with different people and their instruments, adding the much needed vocal element to the common garage band. Just the week he has joined forces with Ben, Nathan and Daniel. The results of which I'm yet to witness. drinking is also His game... all varieties except red wine I believe... |
4,019,147 | female | 23 | Military | Cancer | 24,July,2004 | urlLink The captain of the Blue corner, And probably the inspiration behind the need for this site, Captain Obvious, previously from the Hammertime files. Benjamin is the clever funny guy. The one to make EVERYONE laugh. Ben enjoys getting rather intoxicated, making wise cracks, playing bass, and stating the obvious. Suffers from violent hangovers, and I believe dubbed himself once as Captain vOmit.... Times have since changed with age I believe... urlLink http://random.y11.net |
4,019,147 | female | 23 | Military | Cancer | 24,July,2004 | urlLink Yes Ladies.... He's Single!!! In the Blue Corner, we have the One and Only Dael, Only known as Dael (at this stage) In his spare time he enjoys editing his body image. eg. Hair, peircings, etc. Also having a bash on his drum-kit, drinking, being funny and trying to convert us all into avid techno listeners. { i appreciate, but its not gonna happen Dael :) } Dael happens to be the most halariously photogenic person in the crew, for some reason every photo we have is a complete crack up. |
4,019,147 | female | 23 | Military | Cancer | 24,July,2004 | urlLink recently introduced by Peetor, is Daniel, But since the evening of Introduction, will always be known as Dogwater boy. Not much is known of this lad, except that he will do almost anything for $7 and 3 VB tinnies, Including drinking Dogade. (fizzy meat flavoured drink for dogs) He is another drummer with a kickarse makeshift double kit. (sorry, I dont know drumming jargon) We are likely to see more of this young stuntman in the future im sure. |
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4,311,822 | female | 35 | indUnk | Aquarius | 24,August,2004 | For the last few months my most recent obsession (recently downgraded from obsession to interest status because I got sick of making the drive from Hollywood to Venice every Wednesday night for the Beyond Baroque ( urlLink www.beyondbaroque.org ) Workshop) was poetry. A poem's a weird thing--it looks like the perfect solution for those who are somewhat commitment-challenged--not like War And Peace or even the hefty September issue of Vogue-- but as poetry is the 'language of the unconscious' a good poem can have a deep and lasting effect on your psyche. Even more so than that picture of Kirstie Alley in the Star a few months ago. To that end, here's a few poets to check out other than the Yeats/Donne/Stevens/Whitman/Plath/all-the-other-people-who-were-shoved-down-your- throat-long-before-you-were-able-to-appreciate-them: For those wanton nights - DH Lawrence (especially 'Figs') After a particularly intense Jungian analysis session - TS Eliot / Four Quartets (especially stanza 3 of 'East Coker') For rainy afternoons when you're lounging with your friend-who's-a-boy-or-girl, fantasizing you're in some Woody Allen movie - ee cummings After an Ani DiFranco concert - Adrienne Rich (check out Diving Into The Wreck and Prospective Immigrants Please Note) When you're home alone on a Saturday night and keep picking up your phone to make sure there's a dial tone because it's been so long since anyone's called you - Emily Dickinson After yoga or a weekend at Esalen - Rumi When you want to read about a crazy, angst-filled co-dependent relationship other than the one documented in your sophomore-year-of-college journal - Ted Hughes' Birthday Letters My lovely friend Cie turned me on to this great site where you can sign up for a Poem A Day...go to urlLink http://writersalmanac.publicradio.org/ for more info. |
4,311,822 | female | 35 | indUnk | Aquarius | 23,August,2004 | Remember those SRA cards from elementary school? The ones where you'd read about some dead person and then have to answer various questions to test your reading comprehension skills? (What about all those poor undiagonosed ADD kids? That whole thing must have been hell for them...) Well, I'm taking it upon myself to educate you on various interesting women...and you won't be quizzed on them afterwards. Here's Monday's Marvelous Mademoiselle. Lou Andreas-Salome (1861-1937) (go to urlLink http://www.picture-poems.com/rilke/lou-andreas-salome.html to see a photo) Original babe with brains--muse to Friedrich Nietzsche, Rainer Maria Rilke (she was the one who suggested he change his name from Rene to Rainer) and Sigmund Freud. Prolific writer in her own right. Nietzsche proposed to her but she turned him down (probably a smart idea) and she ended up marrying Friedrich Carl Andreas...they were married for 43 years but never slept with him...instead, she began an affair with the then-22 year old Rilke when she was 36 and there's a good chance that he was her first lover. In 1912, she wrote to Freud asking if she could attend his famous Wednesday night lectures and showed up draped in furs...although there's no evidence of an affair between she and Freud, she became one of his favorite disciples (and most likely his sexiest) and a well-known psychoanalyst in her own right. From a review of a recent musical (!) about her: 'An independent and intellectual woman, she published 15 novels, over one hundred essays (many in psychoanalytic journals), and books on Freud, Ibsen, Rilke, and Nietzsche (the latter was the first major study of Nietzsche 's work)...Salome was passionately interested in spirituality and in the psyche, and was committed to developing models of friendship and love that defied the conventions of her time. Not precisely a feminist--though she was acquainted with German feminists of her day--she refused to subordinate her desire for a community of intellectuals to the bourgeois requirements of monogamy, marriage and family. She rejected numerous would-be lovers and husbands, was often involved in romantic triangles, and never consummated her 30 marriage to Friedrich Karl Andreas, a professor of west Asiatic languages at the University of Göttingen. Her self-proclaimed ideal life consisted of living with a like-minded intellectual man in separate rooms connected to a common living area. Lou Andreas Salome is a fascinating subject at this particular historical moment. Psychoanalysis wanes, eclipsed by the medical revolution in mental health, at the same time that the possibilities for the kind of life Salome envisioned--including a female sexuality that could rejoice in its 'new fine shame'--are increasingly threatened in this era of aggressively Disneyfied family values and right-wing assaults on reproductive rights. Lee Siegel, in a 1996 Atlantic Monthly article, calls our present moment 'modernism's plastic aftermath.' 'We go back and try to relish modernism's extremist nose-thumbing at a depersonalizing modernity,' Siegel writes, 'and soon we feel as though we were celebrating the most disturbing qualities of contemporary life.' A New Fine Shame concentrates on the way Salome thumbed her nose at depersonalizing gender roles, and her insistence on friendship and intellectual exchange as the basis for relationships, rather than focusing on the disturbing conflation of art, sprituality and sexuality that tinges many strands of modernist thought.' A fabulously dressed diva who could debate existentialism with the best of them...need I say more? |
4,311,822 | female | 35 | indUnk | Aquarius | 22,August,2004 | On Friday evening I received an email from my friend Jen with a link to her blog ( go to urlLink http://funkyjenngazette.typepad.com/the_funkyjenn_gazette/ to view). Even though I feel like I live under a rock most of the time (or at least under a mountain of half-read books), the whole blog thing did manage to permeate my consciousness over the last few years and I actually visit a few on a semi-daily basis (well, one.... urlLink http://www.gawker.com/ ). However, I had no idea that relatively normal folk could just get one up and running (not that Jen is by any means relatively normal, nor--I hope--am I). But something about reading her blog--coupled with the fact that I've been doing more reading vs. writing lately and it's sort of starting to freak me out, and a burst of self-obsessed grandiosity where I was overcome with the (mistaken?) assumption that people might actually want to read my ranting and raving has me typing this right now. Because I am not amongst the ranks of the employed at the moment, my time is my own. And when I'm not scratching my head wondering how I'm going to earn enough money to pay the rent and and continue pilates this month (which--by the way--has always managed to work out even though I like to immediately forget that it always works out because I'm a big fan of the adrenaline that fear and worry and drama produces, hence the name of the blog...), I tend to go on wild goose chases throughout this fair city's maze of public libraries and bookstores to quell my insatiable quench for knowledge. By the way, this morning my friend Fiona--who's this gorgeous, hysterically funny Brit--educated me on the difference between a maze and a labyrinth. Labyrinths are unicursal. They have one well-defined path that leads into the center. There are no tricks to it, no dead ends or cul-de-sacs, no intersecting paths. Mazes, on the other hand, are multicursal. They offer a choice of paths, some with many entrances and exits. That's not how she explained it...because a gorgeous, hysterically funny Brit probably wouldn't use words like 'multicursal.' Someone who writes for encyclopedias or something called eluzions.com would explain it like this...which is where I got the definition because I can't exactly remember how she explained it because I have minimal short term memory nowadays and I didn't want to fuck up and lose credibility my first day out. So the whole labyrinth vs. maze thing is sort of like fate vs. free will, I guess. When I heard the word labyrinth, I thought of Ariadne and the thread she gave to Theseus so he could kill the Minotaur and get out of there...and then I thought about how he repaid her by abandoning her on the island of Naxos...and then I thought about the fact that she was completely heartbroken and devastated and probably thought it was the absolute end of the world, only to be swept up by Dionysus--a guy whom no one could ever accuse of being boring--and brought to Mount Olympus where she was made immortal. Moral of the story: It ain't over 'til it's over. Something I remind myself of approximately 7,956 times a day. And then I thought about how I saw Giorgio de Chirico's Ariadne at the Met recently and how blown away I was by it.... Go to urlLink http://www.artchive.com/artchive/D/de_chiricobio.html for more on de Chirico. He's someone who I've become fascinated with over the last year. And he, in turn, was fascinated by Nietzsche. As am I. But I'll save the Nietzsche stuff for another day because I'm getting tired and it's not exactly the most uplifting subject and I'd rather think about how it ain't over 'til it's over rather than some brilliant madman who spent his last decade as a vegetable. A bientot. |
3,320,151 | male | 16 | Student | Capricorn | 22,May,2004 | Today.. or rather yesterday was another day at band. what else would make me come here and write? =) ok.. basically.. we're now in the viewing room.. must say it has a weird-ass smell.. can't yet decide if i like it or not though.. but it IS kinda cool and the view overlooking the field is fantastic.. not that there's anything to see (it's only boys playing soccer.. and they suck!) but rather i enjoy the feeling of ease and comfort it brings. Had geog supplementary today, then band, phototaking, alumni, and lastly a nice chat with a few good friends. Geog.. voting day! Seriously.. if the choices they make are wrong.. we can be in for a VERY screwy 2 years.. and i really hope that doesn't happen. =P well.. band on the other hand.. was pretty much the same.. she even came up to tell me she saw me on tv! when i realised what she meant.. i was like >. |
3,320,151 | male | 16 | Student | Capricorn | 14,May,2004 | hmm.. i shall write allll about ac band. let me see.. the 1st day in band.. well.. acjc has a reallllly cool campus.. and i walked in up to LT4.. the band room. to my HORROR, there was no one there. ALL LATE! and i was waiting for like 10 minutes.. yes band pres also late!! =X annyyyway then i was walking around like an idiot when they finally decided to set up shop, so then i think they found me dangerous looking so they sent melvin -who looked rather scary then- to meet me. Then, with the crap cleared up i was on my way to play... the trombone! lol! if u dont already know.. i play the tuba. but apparently there are too dang many of em'. so then i get the GREAT beauuuutiful... twombone. haizz.. but.. the people are reallly friendly at band.. most notably my seniors. =) k la.. dun nid name.. both rawks! oh yeah then theres this girl.. shall decline to mention her name for now.. yes super nice! hmm.. came up to me to ask me my name, basic courtesy, but it just so happened she couldnt hear me.. some guy blasting on the drum set. so she mistook my name for..... PATRICK >. |
3,320,151 | male | 16 | Student | Capricorn | 13,May,2004 | I feel realllly happy today! actually.. i feel damn happy everyday! because.. theres no homework. well actually there is.. but heck! whos gonna care anyway! well.. its been a few months at AC now, met some really nice people, some nice people and some really good looking people =). haha although the best one is hiding in that mirror somewhere. ANYWAYYyy i miss my sec school.. especially my sec 4 class.. all the outings.. all the fun.. all the FOOD!! guess i hafta to count myself lucky for not getting into fit club YET. ohh.. today was gay day! project work. lol.. how can girls be so comfor-freaking-table with stupid crapola especially when it deals with GAYS. i mean.. can't we all just PRETEND to live in a straight world? whys we gotta walk up to em' gays and say, ''hi. are you gay? i'd like to survey u =) oh and by the way.. make it quick.. i've got a deadline to meet.'' >. |
3,320,151 | male | 16 | Student | Capricorn | 12,May,2004 | Let me intro you a little to humble lil' me. My name, if you haven't already fathomed, is David. meaning u call me that. and not with derogoratory terms that many people love to just because i'm so darned hot! literally.(ok the last relatively chim word i used will stay the last. hopefully. because cheeem words tick me off and more importatnly U MIGHT NOT UNDERSTAND! =X hence cheeem =D ) yeah.. bloody aircon doesn't seem to work when u friggin want it too... >. Sunday morning rain is falling Steal some covers share some skin Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable You twist to fit the mold that I am in But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew That someday it would lead me back to you That someday it would lead me back to you That may be all I need In darkness she is all I see Come and rest your bones with me Driving slow on Sunday morning And I never want to leave Fingers trace your every outline Paint a picture with my hands Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm Change the weather still together when it ends That may be all I need In darkness she is all I see Come and rest your bones with me Driving slow on Sunday morning And I never want to leave But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do Sunday morning rain is falling and I'm calling out to you Singing someday it'll bring me back to you Find a way to bring myself home to you And you may not know That may be all I need In darkness she is all I see Come and rest your bones with me Driving slow on Sunday morning and I don't ever wanna leave |
3,320,151 | male | 16 | Student | Capricorn | 26,June,2004 | stop me if you've heard this before.. '' i haven't studied a single thing.. im sooo dead..'' well let me pain ur ears again as i repeat it over and over again. admittedly.. i loved my holidays and all the outings and trip over the causeway and especially the fun times in bannd. however it pains me as well to decide now that i am truly and finally.. dead. not only have the terms been creeping up slowly and carefully.. i have done nothing to ensure i do not get beheaded by it.. even now here i am gleefully writing about how im gonna die tml for my 1st exam. yikes. Maybe i could, as before recount happy things that happened this holiday. 1)band concert- heckuva fun experience playing a 'foreign' instrument and making my section nervous as they watch me blow the place to bits. 2)trip to m'sia.. sadly missed the band chalet but spent time with relatives who came from the u.s and boy was the food good! =) 3)uncontrollable eating + NO PE!! - man am i dead when i get to thursdays on the track. 4)meeting up with sec school friends over the course of holiday and pwing them - only in mind however - in all forms of entertainment including pool. 5)laming YOUR ass off in blogs like these =) It is kinda sad isnt it then that this is probably the first blog in which i feel kinda down.. p.s if ur reading this over a course of a week after its published.. ur screwed for terms too =) kidding.. but i HAVE to make myself feel better dont i? i think the number of smiley faces has been decreasing as school reopening draws ever nearer.. well i better end off with a happy thought, lest thou shalt find thy mind filled with endless sorrow and LUNACY. 6) SWITZERLAND TRIP! ALRIGHT! 1st band trip ever overseas.. boy am i excited.. all i can hope for really is that the a) plane dont crash b) i dont fall sick and c)we do well in the competition over there! well for those who are wondering at the sanity of doing this on the eve of apocalypse, wonder no more. there is entirely no special reason why im killing myself writing this instead of studying other than the fact that i realise im gonna play cs again. now. make any sense to u? not to me either. =D (= *screwed* |
3,320,151 | male | 16 | Student | Capricorn | 11,June,2004 | Yes! its finally over! the band concert yesterday.. ahh.. after weeeeks of hard practice and countless hours spent at the viewing gallery.. ITS OVER!! but damn.. cos i wont be seeing some of the j2s nemore.. feel kinda sad.. had lots of fun together especially during outtings.. and yes *ahem* someone won't be going back for many practices. And then of course the terms are coming, can't really say how i feel about it.. haven't even started studying other than going for some remedial lessons.. theres this foreboding sense in me that im gonna screw my exams up again like all others.. just because i dont FEEL like studying. Well.. maybe to brighten myself up i could recount the entire day yesterday.. it WAS rather enjoyable.. well first.. was the woooorst part of the day - i couldnt wake up! stared at the alarm clock half in dreamland for 2 agonising hours before i finally dragged my fat ass out of bed.. and booyy was it good.. i had been practising long and hard and finally i could show what i could do! Ahh.. damn them all.. they think i'm supposed to turn into some trombone god over a nice ''long'' period of 3 months.. bah! what do they know. with that thought conveniently flushed out of me, i proceeded to realise.. it was 10! omg! i was supposed to meet the trumpets euphoss and trombones at 11:30.. i was sooo screwed! rushing like mad.. i realised.. ITS ONLY 9! omg.. i must be pajiao or something.. turned and took a good second look and realised.. PARALLAX ERRROR... Dooots! haha.. pathethic huh? Well decided against my better judgement to practice the trombone.. just a little.. was forewarned over msn last night by someone that it would affect my embrouchre.. but ahhh what the heck.. i dont have a proper one for trombone anyway.. lol. Well.. skipping how i walked to the bus stop and took the bus.. i was on my way to the MRT.. and guess who i saw.. someone from band i didn't really know! ahha! That only means one thing.. lame time! but dammit that womans hard to handle.. her names jennifer.. j2 flute player.. quite pro from what i hear during practice. I realised that shes actually a nice and quite chatty person.. and mentally slapped myself for not taking initiative to 'bond' with more people in band. We went to jurong.. where we decided.. since it was only 11:00 that we should be ''fashionably late''.. well actually.. we just knew no one would be there on time.. so what the heck! =) she thinks like me! haha! Met a few others at jurong itself then made our way to come in at a decent 20 minutes later! Well yeah she was there.. but so was her he. Lol. the problem being that hes my friend too.. gay. Understanding what i just said is not of primary importance her.. just to understand that.. life sucks! But there was something.. we were wearing the same brand name.. Billaabonnng! wow congrats david! bet you're the only IDIOT who noticed that. Well.. ANYWAY.. we went allll the way to eat at the famous and very fine restaurant of McDonalds! Hot damn it was crowded.. with us and our instruments.. its really unfair how i am the only one lugging around the mother of bulky craps.. NO the tubas arent counted cos they're all on the lorry! unfair! Bah.. at least i didnt actually HIT anyone.. a credit to my negotiation skills with my case. *grins* You know i realise how either a)innocent b)sick c)just like me D)NUTS she really is.. the first thing about a huge bird statue she notices is the a**hole! lol! understandably we DID approach it from behind (not in that way hor!) so the first distinguishing feature that separates it from other monuments of avians is the gigantic GAPING hole in its rear! lol! ha.. it was a long enjoyable lunch.. talking to john and johnathan.. two fun guys i've come to regard as good friends since i came to acjc.. and band. Well.. it was time to head for the concert hall itself.. and we took a few fun photos there before we got some warmup then to eat.. again! haa yesterday was foodfest i swear.. i ate a shizzload.. sinful! =X sadly not everyone was catered for so i headed over to mcdonalds fine restaurant AGAIN.. but this time i didnt eat anything.. really.. just accompanied a friend.. marco. Doesn't know if it was appreciated but it doesnt matter.. friends dont stand on ceremony with each other.. take advantage of that while u can! Then finally.. it was the big thing! Had fun in the guys dressing room with several deranged people who i believe just recently escaped the boys home and somehow got their hands on saxophones to create.. wonderful music! i love that.. i must be deprived not to know that they were playing final fantasy... chocobo's theme or something like that. Well.. after that.. it was the concert! can't say i was really nervous.. i had been to too many concerts to feel to have a case of nerves.. the only thing really nagging me was my section.. they had high expectations of the entire section as a whole.. and even if i felt i wasn't good enough, they probably did.. and i didn't want to let them down. Besides getting a tight fit in the blazer (like whats new?) i felt i was ready to play my best! by the way.. the mcs looked great! haha! Ah.. the performance came and went.. thudnerous applause sounded.. and it was over! we did it! tien tee never looked so happy.. lol! after all the trauma he caused to the children in the audience wearing those little ''gifts'' for each song the j2 exco gave him.. at least we pleased him! no more '' your intonation sucked.. play in tune please''.. but instead.. '' well done guys!'' ah.. that was REAL music to my ears.. After the success, a large group of us including jian xiang qizhen yong thieng james dominic david and jun ming went to KAP.. and it was the lamest ever time on earth.. really! they procalaimed the restaurant to be closed.. and we had to order from the drive-in.. queueing with the cars! hahaha never had such an experience but we had a good time laughing it out.. after which i returned home exhausted.. thinking.. mission accomplished. but with also the realization that.. I HAD LIT TOMORROW! dang.. fairytale just got headshotttttteeeed! I will never forget this day.. i won't see many people that often anymore, friends will always be friends however, and if any of them really do regard a friendship seriously.. it will blossom.. until then.. all you who i might not see anymore, health and luck especially in ur 'A's' and have fun! life isn't only band! =) |
3,320,151 | male | 16 | Student | Capricorn | 28,July,2004 | It was on july 27th, 2004 at about 7pm, that acjc band life officialy became.. lonelier. My seniors are gone. no more professional bass trombone sounds will echo and vibrate the hall. no more her. no one to guide me. no one to disturb and receive comical results. less friends. smaller world. Yet there is a lack of a sense of sadness within me.. i am not sad to see them go. neither am i happy of course, except happy for them.. because i believe they left with fond memories of our band. but what could be the reason that i do not feel their loss? maybe it stems from the fact i'll probably still see them around school.. or that they'll be coming back to visit us for a practices. we, the j1s are now officially in charge.. or the j1 committee at least. didnt get a post.. didnt expect one.. but i believe the new committee was well chosen. it was a time of warm goodbyes on July 27th. it marked the first time i had ever given my wonderful seniors presents.. and the look on their faces was reward enough.. i swear they looked like they were gonna go home and cry.. not that i blame them or think its sissy of course. as i write this, i realise i feel sad NOW. not then.. the euphoria of saying goodbyes and present giving must have overcome this feeling. its painful to know that no longer will we play together - maybe once more- but thats it.. the short less-than-1-year has drawn to a close. its damnn fast if u ask me.. i couldnt have been to more than 30 practices and *poof*- they're gone. shes gone too.. probably wont ever see her.. maybe its for the best.. its time to start being realistic.. and goal oriented. bleah.. what crap. i am sad now.. but i guess i can finally commit things to god.. yes i do believe there is one.. if it is what it is meant to be.. it will be.. and if its not.. well. As life with them draws to this chapter.. i remember.. i am no longer from maris stella.. its time to be a real part of acjc.. band. what the hell.. sounds like the compo i wrote for o levels.. bloody sentimental crap. |
3,320,151 | male | 16 | Student | Capricorn | 20,July,2004 | I'm feeling particularly philosophical now.. so i shall delve into the topic of true love. What is true love? often asked.. and answered with, '' when u meet someone whom you know you want to spend the rest of you life with, more often than not that thought is reciprocated, knowingly, connections are just made.'' and then you realise that person has a significant other. what do you do then? maybe we shall start from the when. when do you know that your true love is in front of you? some say the stars shine brighter, if its at night, and some say the sun is muted and the clouds cover it just nicely in the day. i say who the hell cares about the bloody scenery when the one is standing in front of you. and theres always the what. what do you do after that? after the first glance, the second stare.. then what? again, the common answer, from my experience, is pretend nothing happened.. the reason again being that if it IS true love.. surely there will be another chance.. when you have gathered the strength and courage to do so? no. wrong. you will never get another chance. the next time it will be raining, you cant keep your eyes open.. next time there will be no stars.. you cant see nothing. lame? tell me about it. next is the who. may you be gay, god bless you damned soul.. yes it IS a sin. anyway.. what if the person you liked never knew you existed? the chance meeting between the eyes just another glance like any other, the reflection of light from the sun playing tricks on what you see. even worse, the person does know you, does know.. what would happen then? awkward, it would be, to ever meet again? yes. and no. sometimes not everything is in black and white. this is often said.. but u will truly realise everything in life IS black and white. gray is just the transition between both, when your senses are confused about what you see. back to the point. who? what if her name began with a soft whisper as you spake it? a dead giveaway, how do you remain civil when emotions begin to grab you left right and centre? nevermind the nonsense above, but then after that comes.. the how. how do you go about solving the fire burning in your heart that rages on and on and on? extinguish it? a dead husk would be left behind. caress it? it would just burn on. add fuel? byebye. no.. the only way is to bring the only thing that can stand the test of fire into you heart.. love. but how? i never really answered my question in essence.. are you confused? yes you should be.. because i am too. |
3,320,151 | male | 16 | Student | Capricorn | 18,July,2004 | recently, i find that everything can be blogged, bitched about and scandalised. its kinda out of point in the acs i band context but i seriously believe some people reallllyyy need to be *cleansed*, yours truly as well. =P it has been barely 4 days since the switz trip ended and i find myself missing band and my instrument already. helping the acs i band then, seemed like such a fun thing to do at the time, i thought maybe the trombone section really sucked and my *ahem* noobness would not be that easily spotted. but nooo.. of all the crap they had to do.. the bass trombonist had to be sec4.. the only sec 4 in that section.. and man was he pro. not as pro as guosh certainly and possibly not as good as me *blinks* but hes only 1 year younger and undoubtedly will become damn pro nxt yr. reality check david- u have been in band for 4 years.. theres no real difference between the tuba and trombone so why do u still suck at it? i have been scolded numerous times for my playing or misplaying but if i love band so much wouldnt i be driven to excel? where then, lies the real problem? overall, i dont see why dr lee is so pissed with acs i band because in truth, when i hear them, and compare them to acjc practices, theres not much difference. y cant every1 c that we kinda suck? a gold a year ago does not guarantee another next year. i sound like such an analyst but its the truth, at this rate the most we can achieve next year is a silver. ahhh.. not to dampen anyones spirits so quickly after the uplift from switz but this is a reality check for all of us acjcians as well. we suck as a band without the j2s. bonding is good but its not everything in band. drawing e line between both has to be done. it will be too late to realise next year at the syf that after all the damn photo taking, we arent in tune. who'll be laughing then? |
3,320,151 | male | 16 | Student | Capricorn | 14,July,2004 | WOw! the trip is at long last.. over. I would say i had enjoyed myself alot.. but thats an understatement! this would be the second time i have gone with schoolmates overseas.. and the experience is always quite fun without parents to nag at u. no... teachers dont count.. cos they give u more freedom =) the only downside to the trip was the huge prick in my heart when i realised how much the stuff we were to buy would cost. holy Sh*t! i could buy 4 singapore mcdonalds meals for 1 in switzerland.. lol! ahh.. the chocolates were pure heaven.. discovered liquor chocs there.. omg they RAWK. i think ive become an alcoholic.. hahah! ahhh... the trip wasnt all that bad considering she didnt go.. and i actually did have fun even though i was actually kinda forced to go. well.. the competition was really an eye opener too.. we realised ac band is not all it is made out to be unless every single person decides that he or she is not *special*. we also needed to learn coordination and all that stuff.. man i feel tired just talking about that lol. suffice to say the parts playing instruments were not as fun as sightseeing at leat a hundred mountains a day.. yes it DOES become quite monotonous after a while looking at peak after peak of perfection.. =P. the highest points in the trips would have to be the food i guess.. haha i sound like such a glutton.. eating cheese fondue.. pizzas.. and *gasp!* rabbit meat! i have the picture of the rabbit we saw at the top of the stairway at rhinefalls etched in my mind forever.. with the second picture of rabbit meat cubes fried to solid imperfection doused with unhealthy sauce. yyuuuucksss. lol. ahhh i have alot to b*tch about on the tour but maybe i should just end soon. the people there are really laid back and open minded.. just like the restaurant waiters at a certain Bebbie's. boy oh boy they do really enjoy ripping us off and making us even dance sing and scream just for free... coke. ahahha i realised alot of crappy lame stuff happened there.. like seeing a guy jack off in the middle of our group.. that dirty old man.. and seeing circular rainbows. well the people i spent the most time with as a group would be ian yong kiat samuel and james.. they made the trip a very fun experience.. although i was not as close to them as those on the other bus. =/. well maybe there shall be a part 2 to this blog but until then all i have to say is i love the people on my bus to bits because they helped make the experience to switzerland more fun and exciting.. namely jovan the donkey and ian the llama. =) haha ''ill be back''. |
3,320,151 | male | 16 | Student | Capricorn | 06,August,2004 | i shoud start this blog by saying a great goodbye to the j2s - today's national day performance was their last and we realllyyy won't be having official practices with them anymore. as before.. this is a sad and solemn occasion where we shall have a moment of silence for the last few moments we might see them in band. ... and then... PArrrTAYYY! today = national day celebration.. omg it was actually super fun! acjc is damn laidback in its events such as this.. the whole school was standing on chairs and singing! wow! even the band joined hands with the choir (literally) and for the first time in a long time.. i enjoyed national day celebration. the j2s have are soo damn nice.. they bought a super bigload of presents and gave them to the j1s.. a more expensive undertaking than vice versa because there are simply more j1s than j2s.. their effort deserves mention! presents ranged from the yummy variety to the not so yummy ( can cds be eaten?) type... but ANYway.. i want to say i will misssss them alot. not really till tears.. but just alot. the science especially.. because the arts i can, as i said many times before, just walk downstairs and see them. its sooo cool.. now i finally noe y i love the school.. its because arts is tighter and more cohesive a unit than any other.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...... =) watched farenehit 9/11 after that with (in order of merit)... me,me and me. the others (not in order of merit) include jian xiang, yoon hoe, jocelyn, angel, huiying, jonathan + y^2 thieng.! =) haha it was the most evvviieeelll show on earth.. making fun of poor old george bush.. what the hell.. reading 'my pet goat' while people were jumping off the wtc.. omg man such a cool dude. actually i love the movie cos it only shows 1 point really... there is no god. poor woman.. poor deluded woman. ah well.. i better not be too mean. heh. Ok..... to sum it all up.. i think this is the funnest + funniest day in acjc.. i love band! (these chicks dont even know the name.. *faddeee OUTttt....* |
3,320,151 | male | 16 | Student | Capricorn | 04,August,2004 | according to jx. yes.. to the titled person.. dun be lazy.. go update ur blogg! =) feel honoured now? haha! |
3,320,151 | male | 16 | Student | Capricorn | 01,August,2004 | the past few days have been an influx and enjoyment of creativity for me. 1st there was night of laughter on friday, then acs(i) band concert on saturday.. they rocked! this makes me think of our own concert; acjc concert, wherein we played well.. but felt we did not do our best. zz.. dreary sad topic. a few mentions for drama night.. most notably tim w my classmate. while arguably that is how he sometimes behaves in class anyway.. he still managed not to have stage fright.. although i was guessing that that was what he was most scared of for the play. ingenuity from both cast and crew led to the use of lt2 as the stage a most well chosen spot. the teachers part in the night of laughter was commendable.. mostly due to the many many 'dirty' things they would not usually say practically overflowing that night. then came acs(i) band concert.. that was even better. i dont know how to spell my juniors or soon-to-be juniors names but to the whole trombone section.. woah u rocked! i definitely do not believe any further that acs(i) even need the smallest bit of help from acjc band. what with persis played with almost zero flaws & no thow, i did not hear ur mute drop.. lol. disaster never really once struck their concert.. i have to say that despite all the obstacles that they had from what mr lee told us.. they managed to overcome them in a mere span of a week.. and that is truly the acsian spirit. man.. 2 nonsense crapolas in 2 simultaneous blogs.. omg i need to learn a better ending! |
3,857,692 | male | 33 | indUnk | Leo | 09,July,2004 | Okay, so here is a brief... family is out of state, on vacation for 2 weeks.. this is day 5... Every night you try to be close to the same routine with your pets as if everyone were home, cept I am the only one home... Now imagine waking up every morning to find 1 or more items chewed to shit because of one dog.. and this particular morning, you find an out of print hardback book laying on the floor looking eerily like a dead shredded rabbit. So anyway, I cant exactly throw the dogs outside cause its storming... and I cant really hang the dogs by thier tail either... so what do i do... I picked up the mess, called mom and left a voicemail, and proceeded to go back to my room where I log into urlLink Legend of the Green Dragon and the MUD, and hack and slash things until I am tired enough to go back to bed... but while I sit here and write the blog, I am worried about later today when I have to go to class... then I ponder the dogs existance for tomorrow when I got to class from 8am til 4:30.. and I am gone for 12 hours. Well, perhaps things will be better Sunday... Maybe when I beat the crap out of the dog, it was enough for him to get the hint that that particular behavior isnt going to be tolerated by me. oh well.. in a week or so, I can go back to my routine, and I wont have to worry about what the dogs chew up... |
3,857,692 | male | 33 | indUnk | Leo | 06,July,2004 | a couple months ago, I visited urlLink www.stopfcc.com and filled out the form to submit to my senator my beliefs and thoughts on the FCC and the Broadcast Decency Enforcement Act. Today I got in the mail, a letter from Senator Charles E Grassley it goes as follows 'Mr.Stan Pickle Knoxville, IA 50138 Dear Mr. Pickle Thank you for taking the time to contact me. As your Senator, it is important for me to hear from you. Please accept my apology for the delay in my response. I appreciate hearing your concerns reguarding the Broadcast Decensy Enforcement Act of 2004. This bill would amend the Communications Act of 1934 to provide that, if a violator is determined by the FCC to have broadcast obscene, indecent, or profane language, the amount of forfeiture penalty shall not exceed $275,000 for each violation or day of such violation, to a maximum of $3 million for any single act or failure to act. This legislation is awaiting consideration on the Senate floor. Please rest assured that I will keep your thoughts in mind as the Senate considers this issue. Again, thank you for contacting me. I appreciate hearing your views and urge you to keep in touch. Sincerly Charles E. Grassley United States Senator.' All is sorta find and good, but what exactly is the definition of Obscene, indecent, or profane language? According to the Act, and its predecessor, its subject to interpretation. Which means basically if someone reports to the FCC that they heard something on the radio or TV that they didnt agree with, the radio station or tv station, its affiliate, and the personallity that was on the air at the time, can be subject to fines. Here is a copy of the email I sent back to Senator Grassley. Dear Senator Grassley, I appreciate your written response regarding my concerns about the BDEA2004. While I do agree that a level of regulation needs to exist for radio and broadcast television, I still have concerns with the definition of what is ‘obscene, indecent, or profane language’. Not everyone has the same opinion of what is obscene, indecent, or profane. I would also like to express my concern about the level of the fines for such an incident. High and low profile radio stations,radio personalities, and broadcast television personalities are going to be subject to fines 10 times greater than any fine any other individual must face for the same incident. $200 for swearing aloud while walking in downtown Des Moines does not compare to $275,000 and up. I can’t exactly remember where I heard this, “an educated man has no need to be profane”. This statement is very true, but the problem we are facing with indecency is not about what the children hear, it is about how are children are taught to handle what they hear. Money needs to be found to increase the effectiveness of Public Education so that our children can have the same levels of education that you or I had when we went to school. Please consider the following as you research for your decision of this act. oReduce the level of the fines, they are too excessive. Or, determine if the money acquired from these fines can go towards a budget designed to enhance public education. oDefine what is Obscene, Indecent, or Profane Language to current standards of communication (as of 2004 not 1934). oDefine what would be considered questionable content as far as topics of discussion or allowable viewing. This act, and its predecessor need to be well defined, unquestionable, and absolute. I thank you for your time. Stanley C Pickle Jr. Knoxville, IA 50138 Please, if you read this and agree with some or all of what I wrote, feel free to visit the link at the top of this message, sign up, write your congressman, and tell them that something needs to be done to protect free speech. Ink |
4,062,379 | female | 27 | Government | Aquarius | 31,July,2004 | urlLink Treadmil |
4,062,379 | female | 27 | Government | Aquarius | 29,July,2004 | I have wanted to do the urlLink Race For Life in aid of Cancer Research for the last few years, two years ago I couldn't find anyone that would do it with me, and then this year I didn't think about it until too late, and didn't have enough time to get fit. So I have now found a willing friend and am in training. I know its a year away, but I would really like to have a good crack at running the whole way rather than walking. This is not to take away from the many people that do walk it, its all for a good cause but this is my personal goal. As you know I am also trying to loose weight also, so this goal will certainly help me along the way. |
4,062,379 | female | 27 | Government | Aquarius | 29,July,2004 | Today started off well, apart from the fact that I was late getting up, and had to go to the cop shop before work (doubley late) to hand in my slip for having a defect on my car, which was a day late. I hope they let me off. Anyway, I started with breakfast as normal my favourite Crunchy Nut Clusters, the only thing that can truly fill me up until lunch time. What a drag, by lunch time it already felt like I'd been at work for longer than I had. Wasn't really hungry, but felt like I had to eat, so off I toddle to the kitchen to nuke the soup. In comes the man 'something smells good. You couldn't knock us up a bacon sarnie when your done' (orrf, orff, orff). Every day is the same, never changes. 'I'll see what I can do' I reply. Feeling peckish after sitting on my back side for so long, amazing what tapping away at a keyboard does to your stomach, I reach for the Thai Bites. Now I'm not sure if these are good or bad snacks, they are less fat than crisps I think so this is a good start. Went shopping after leaving work 1/4 hour early. After doing so well and bypassing the almost mandatory sticky toffee cheesecake, I fail at the last hurdle and snaffle two, yes two packs of Rolo biscuits in my trolley. I take a mental note of where I have packed these, so I can eat one whilst I'm driving home. God how did that happen, all six Rolo biscuits have gone. I quickly check the packaging and am very upset to find that each little biscuit has 115 calories. Get home and unpack, and come to write a post. Does anyone else feel obliged to eat an evening meal when your partner comes home hungry and tired. We'll it just good manners. I polish off a pack of ravioli type fresh pasta with meat and cheese in it. Food List for today: 1 x bowl of Crunchie Nut Cornflakes(with semi skimmed milk and canderel sugar) 1 x bowl of Ministroni soup 1 x small pack of Thai Bites 6 x Rolo Biscuits 1 x pack of raviolli Tommorrow will be a better day!! |
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