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Whenever we talk about differences between men and women, we have the problem that the two populations overlap hugely.
But if we are talking about the average across the entire population of men and the average across the entire population of women , then on average , men tend to desire sex more frequently. Since [this article]( is behind a paywall, let me quote liberally from it:
Many lines of research demonstrate that men show more interest in sex than women (see review by Baumeister, Catanese, & Vohs, 2001). Compared with women, men think about sex more often. They report more frequent sex fantasies and more frequent feelings of sexual desire. Across the life span, men rate the strength of their own sex drive higher than do their female age-mates. Men are more interested in visual sexual stimuli and more likely to spend money on such sexual products and activities as X-rated videos and visits to prostitutes.
Men and women also differ in their preferred frequency of sex. When heterosexual dating and marriage partners disagree about sexual frequency, it is usually the man who wants to have sex more often than the woman does. In heterosexual couples, actual sexual frequency may reflect a compromise between the desires of the male and female partners. In gay and lesbian relationships, sexual frequency is decided by partners of the same gender, and lesbians report having sex less often than gay men or heterosexuals. Further, women appear to be more willing than men to forgo sex or adhere to religious vows of celibacy.
Masturbation provides a good index of sexual desire because it is not constrained by the availability of a partner. Men are more likely than women to masturbate, start masturbating at an earlier age, and do so more often. In a review of 177 studies, Oliver and Hyde (1993) found large male-female differences in the incidence of masturbation. In technical terms, the meta-analytic effect size2 (d) for masturbation was 0.96, which is smaller than the physical sex difference in height (2.00) but larger than most psychological sex differences, such as the performance difference on standardized math tests (0.20). These and many other empirical findings provide evidence for men's greater sexual interest.
[Here is another review on the topic]( finding that:
Across many different studies and measures, men have been shown to have more frequent and more intense sexual desires than women, as reflected in spontaneous thoughts about sex, frequency and variety of sexual fantasies, desired frequency of intercourse, desired number of partners, masturbation, liking for various sexual practices, willingness to forego sex, initiating versus refusing sex, making sacrifices for sex, and other measures. No contrary findings (indicating stronger sexual motivation among women) were found. Hence we conclude that the male sex drive is stronger than the female sex drive. The gender difference in sex drive should not be generalized to other constructs such as sexual or orgasmic capacity, enjoyment of sex, or extrinsically motivated sex. | Yes, men want sex more than women. | [
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OK I'm applying for a new position at my current job, and since it is a different department I need to refresh my resume with references. I deleted Facebook a year ago, because fuck Facebook so I spent yesterday tracking down old bosses / coworkers. The last guy I was tracking down was "Jim" (fake name of course), we worked together for 5 years for a cable contracting company. I was the branch manager and he was my lead supervisor, we hung out a lot outside of work, I even went to his wedding. I was able to get in touch with another guy we worked with who I thought could give me Jim's contact info, but when I told him I wanted his number for a job reference he let me in on something I was completely unaware of. Jim completely hated me. After I left the company apparently Jim did nothing but talk shit about me. Jim blamed any large or small problem on me, called me a backstabber, a worthless POS and everything else in the book. We both applied for the same job, and apparently the fact that I got the job over him created this feeling. I was really caught off guard, I had no idea he felt that way about me.
As soon as I hung up the phone with my old co-worker I had a sudden realization that Jim tried to kill me. My new job back then had me relocate to a position a 4 hour drive away, after I was there for a week or so I made an additional hire and needed an additional work van for the new employee. I called Jim and we worked it out, he even agreed to meet me halfway with the van, as I was giving them one of our pickup trucks in return, basically swapping vehicles. I arrived at the restaurant off the highway where we planned to meet and we had lunch together and caught up. Jim was acting really weird, nervous and just not the same talkative and funny guy he normally was. Right before I left he told me that there was a problem with the van. He said that the front driver side wheel rattled and made a loud noise, but that it had been like that for weeks and they had it checked out at the mechanic and they were told there was nothing wrong with it.
I hopped in the van and drove 2 hours back, all highway, much of it 70MPH zones so I was going at least 85. The tire rattled and made a racket just like he said it would. Right before I got to my exit the noise got REALLY loud and I decided to pull over to see if I could see anything wrong. The tire had one of those bowl type hubcaps that just covered the lugnuts so I grabbed the crowbar and popped it off. I was shocked to see that there were only 2 lugnuts holding the tire on, 2 of the posts had no nut at all, and the other post had completely sheered off and was the cause of all of the noise as it rattled around in the hubcap. The two lugnuts that were still on were barely even on, probably on by 4 or 5 twists.
I called Jim on my cell with the crazy story about how lucky we were that neither of us were killed, he didn't seem all that shocked, his reaction was pretty weird. I NEVER in all these years thought for a second that Jim loosened the nuts on purpose, we were good friends and I would never think he had a reason to off me, even now it doesn't seem likely. I imagine how bad it would have been if the front wheel of that van had flown off while I was going 85.
So Reddit, am I being crazy or did my "friend" try to kill me?
EDIT | by popular request
Found out old friend hated me, had no idea, then remembered time I picked up a van from him and all of the lugnuts had been loosened. | [
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He's a psychopath for sure. He obviously displays traits of antisocial personality disorder in the stories of his childhood and given his escalation later in life I would say that he's a psychopath.
There isn't a difference between Sociopath and psychopath in a professional sense. The only differences are in how the words are applied by everyone else.
Here's a comment I posted from [a thread on psychopathy](/ for a bit of clarity on the classification
>After reading through the responses here, I noticed that there seems to be some misinformation floating around about psycho/sociopaths.
Slight disclaimer since I only have a minor in psychology, my info is from a professor I had that did forensic psychology(evaluating suspects for trial and convicts for prison placement) for the county and had a family psychology practice. He had an odd tendency to endear himself with psychopaths even Manson. Seriously, he got mail from a bunch of the psychopaths he has worked with.
>* Sociopath is the old name for psychopath
Psychopath much like Insanity is not in the DSM-IV and is primarily used in legal proceedings. (There is some hope however that psychopath could end up in future versions of the DSM)
All psychopaths have antisocial personality disorder but not all people with antisocial personality disorder are psychopaths
Psychopaths do not understand emotions, but are good at faking them. A good way to piss off a psychopath is to deeply question/discuss their emotions.
Psychopaths do not get better with therapy or treatment. They learn more about human behavior and how to better manipulate people thus making them worse
They are the only known group that can fool personality or diagnostic tests and it’s not understood how exactly they manage that
There is a "psychopath test" that is used as a diagnostic tool and the book by the same name is supposed to be a decent overview. There is some disagreement on the validity of the test mostly because psychopath is not in the DSM
>The number one advice we got in that class on recognizing psychopaths is to go with your instincts. You will feel that something is wrong/off/missing about a psychopath, but they tend to be so charismatic that you persuade yourself ignore your gut.
JJFoshay's example sounds like the template for a psychopath. Also those who have mentioned high ranking executives are right.
> | Psychopathy is not in the industry's Diagnostic manual. Psychopaths are charismatic and dangerous so trust your instincts when you feel something is wrong about a person | [
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I moved out of state for college, and at the beginning of my freshman year I had a lot of relatives call me/write me etc. My grandfather called me up once to chat, and ended up telling me a long story about how my grandmother (who had, up until that point, been very obviously my favorite family member) cheated on him with her current boyfriend. Current boyfriend is a police sergeant who used his power to threaten my grandfather at every opportunity, and my gpa took this phone call as an opportunity to tell me how proud of me he is, how much he loves me, and why he hasn't really been around (because of the threats). I didn't know what to say, so I stayed silent for most of the phone call, said I love you, etc. but not really engaging with him in conversation.
Second semester (still freshman year) I had to move home because of MDD. Grandfather again calls to talk, says he really understands what I'm going through because he has struggled with it as well, offers to help in any way he can. Again, I don't really engage with him.
Three months later, drops dead of a heart attack. Not the worst thing I've ever said to someone, but the worst opportunity to have said something meaningful and I completely fucked it all up.
More info: Grandfather isn't biological. Dad's dad died when dad was 2, grandfather married grandmother when dad was ~7-8. Never found a will, but the password to get onto his computer was my name. | Was awful granddaughter, grandfather died, major regrets now. | [
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So this got to be incredibly longer than I intended when I set out. Most of it I felt was necessary to set up the irony. Read it if you want, or don't...
It felt like one of those 'perfect loves.' Nobody I'd ever met could make me laugh as much her, I got butterflies every time I saw her, etc...you know, one of those . This girl had been my best friend for about a year before we were officially dating. I couldn't have been happier, she made me laugh so much and we had everything in common, I could talk to her indefinitely. We had been dating for about 2 months and things were going great when her parents told her they were separated. Her father had cheated on her mother over a period of about 6 months. Naturally, she was devastated. Hell, it hurt me and I didn't even know them that well.
The change in her was dramatic. She would break out in tears at the drop of a feather. I'm not an expert by any means, but I'd say she was depressed. I did my best, I was able to distract her from thinking about it a lot. I could still make her laugh, and I think that was the best thing for her, laughter. Helping her move her mom(and her stuff) out of her childhood home was enough to make Isaiah Mustafa cry.
Fast forward a 3 months. School was ending, summer beginning. She was getting much better, she was starting to be happy again. That smile that I loved so much was back. The relationship until now had been hard, but good, we grew closer because of it. In these short months, my idea of what it meant to love someone had completely changed. I thought I had been in love with a girl before, but now I realized I had never been in love until now. The immense joy I got from just seeing her smile, from caring for her, from talking to her…Unfortunately I had to leave for a 4 week study abroad in Ghana. I was in a 3rd world country, but I emailed her as often as I had internet(which was surprisingly more than I expected, about 4 or 5 times a week) and if I went more than a night without internet, I borrowed someones int'l phone and called. The week before I get back, she left for a week in NZ and 6 weeks in Australia. No big deal, its only about 2 months...I can do it.
3 weeks in, the emails become less and less frequent. It went from contact at least twice a day to 2 or 3 times a week. She was happy though, she was forgetting the memories of what happened at home, the past 3 months of sadness, but also, it seemed, I was caught in the crossfire.
Two weeks to go: I hadn't heard from her all week, she had been in the outback with her group and was out of reach. The day she gets back, I wait for an email and didn't hear back. It's ok, she's busy. Two days later...nothing. I'm a bit worried at this point. It's the longest we've gone without talking...well, since we've met. Then I see her get on AIM(she has it on her phone)… finally ...
"Hey. We need to talk…" fuck …She tells me she still cares for me, just not the way she used to. I felt like I just got hit by a truck…where the hell did this even come from? It must be the distance, I am convinced. I end the conversation under the impression that we're still together and will talk about it when she gets back in 2 weeks.
The next week, no response to any of my emails…two weeks…nothing.
The day she gets back, I wait a few hours after I know she should have been home until I call...straight to voicemail(I found out later that she lost her phone in Australia). I'm pretty worried at this point, so, in the ridiculously stressed out and upset state I was in, I decide to check to see if she had emailed her dad of her arrival(this is how they communicate now and she had given me her password long ago). I login, one email in the inbox with an attachment…
"Here's a picture of us at the ice bar. We do make a great couple, don't we?"
I found out later that she started hooking up with this guy 2 days after we had that little "talk" via AIM.
It took me up until the last 3 or 4 months and another relationship to really feel like I'm over it. Sitting here almost 2 years later, I still remember that email verbatim and can still feel my heart drop. I was so mad, I've never been more betrayed in my life. I'm actually surprised I didn't break anything in the house. I ended up losing about 10 pounds over the next few weeks. I just couldn't even eat.
I guess I should have seen it coming, but honestly, after what happened with her parents, it was literally the last the I ever expected from her. | Dated a girl for 8 months during which her parents separated because her dad cheated. 4 of those months we were on different continents. Find out via AIM from Australia that she doesn't have feelings for me anymore and then via email(from him, plus a picture) that she had cheated on me.
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I once brought a German friend to a pub to meet my friends. She fancied one of them a bit and was chatting away happily with him and another friend for a while. When I turned back I noticed to my horror that they were talking about the war. So I told them off and my friends claimed that she started the conversation, to which she replied that they had started it.
I then looked her straight in the eye and said 'you started it'. She looked at me confused and repeated that they had started it it.
And so, having set it up, I said 'it'. Just like in Fawlty Towers. Oh, the jubilation. The triumph.
But both of my friends had not been paying attention, and the German girl didn't understand the reference. My greatest moment of comedy went unnoticed by the world. Sigh.
But I'll never forget it and the joy it brought me. | I got to say the 'you invaded poland' line to a German in the correct context. | [
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OK, technically my "just had" was Saturday but I guess I'll share today. I'm prone to being long-winded so bear with me. I won't spare too many details, and can't be bothered to liberally use the nsfw tags, so if you think you might trigger maybe you should stop now (or maybe just before the "Where I am" section).
Where I was. I'm right in the middle of my mid-20s and I was a virgin, with very little experience with women. And what little experience I did have I gained in strange round-about ways. I hadn't ever even kissed anyone until this spring, but almost a year before I fingered a girl a number of times and that was great (and a big confidence booster). She had mono at the time, so we did not kiss. Before Saturday I had received oral for less than five minutes total combined from two different girls, fingered one a handful of times, and made out with another quite a bit.
The two opportunities I had to have sex just went bad. Basically, they tried to blow me and I couldn't stay hard. This could have been any number of things, or a combination of them: nervousness/performance anxiety, false expectations from porn, attraction not being as strong as it could have been, desire/connection to the other person not being as strong as it could/should have been.... Whatever it was it really got in my head. Why, at 23, shouldn't my dick work? Both times when it happened it essentially killed all sex drive I had for a while.
So I'd already decided to toy around with watching less porn, less intense porn, masturbating less, before I kind of reached a breaking point not too long ago.
Pornfree is meant to be a permanent lifestyle change; nofap is an experiment, a "Let's see how/where this goes" kind of thing.
On the way to where I am. I'm not going to claim super powers. I'm not even going to claim nofap is necessarily "responsible" for any changes I've seen. Either way, nofap has been a kick in the ass. But this is what I've seen:
Bolder. Definitely bolder. More confident. I guess this could just be attributed to letting my testosterone levels build up instead of resetting them all the time.
"Signals." In some thread a little while ago someone said this, and it's completely true to my experience: "Also you don't pick up more signals, you begin to think every single thing is a signal , and this is a hilarious part of male nature." Even if I'm only right a small percentage of the time, now I'm noticing, and before I wasn't.
On some level I feel more attractive to women. Maybe it's testosterone, pheromones, or I'm just "assuming attraction" more. This is good. (I'm also long-haired and bearded, and I know that is not the look many girls go for. But it's self-defeating to think to myself "She probably doesn't like longhairs/beardos" before approaching. So stop that shit.)
Finally, as a negative, occasionally I find myself just being straight-up sleazy. I don't like that but I've been working with/around it. I'm aware of it and not letting it become my main mode. I respect women greatly, even if sometimes (or a lot of the time, lately) I just want to fucking fuck.
Where I am. My head's in the clouds. Feels good man. Within just a few months of cutting way back on touching myself, and more than a month without MO entirely, I did something that took me years to do. My confidence is sky-high.
I sent one of those not-expecting-a-response messages to a girl on OKC who was interested in casual sex and actually heard back. We talked for a while before setting up a first meeting -- got a feel for her, what to expect, and so on. She'd only been with two guys before, I'd only ever fooled around with a few women, so we seemed fairly comparable. The sexual landscape these days is strange; it's becoming less and less uncommon to find a girl into dirtier porn than a lot of guys. It sounded like she wanted to be fairly rough and be pretty adventurous. I wasn't totally sure what I had gotten myself into but in my high-testosterone state that sounded a-OK to me.
I was nervous, but not too nervous. Turns out I didn't really need to be. Once we got comfortable with each other and warmed up everything progressed nicely. We ended up going for a long time and quite hard. Everything I did to her got a positive response, because if it didn't at first I would ask if I could do anything differently, do it, and it'd be better. And most importantly*, I had no trouble staying hard the entire time we fucked (what we did was definitely not "make love" -- it was fucking, sorry to any who find that phrasing offensive), at least until the end when I was just too tired. Being a virgin I somewhat expected to cum really fast, but in fact didn't cum at all -- something that, while not ideal, I'm not upset about but simply aware of. That might be attributed to nervousness, the two shots of whiskey I had in my system, or just not being over everything yet. I don't know.
*(Clarification: the first most important thing for me is making her feel good, but in terms of this personal struggle, keeping an erection is up there.)
Going in I was afraid, due to what we were talking about doing, that there was a chance it'd feel too much like trying to recreate "porn sex." Thankfully it didn't feel like that at all. We fucked hard and for a long time but at no time did I catch myself thinking about or putting myself into porn. Everything happened naturally and didn't seem contrived. I did things that were obviously new, but didn't feel out of my comfort zone. You just gotta go for it, and go all out.
The best part has been her reaction. She has literally been begging me to see her again, and has told me again and again how amazing that night was. This has made me confident in myself like you wouldn't believe.
Is nofap responsible for all of this? Probably not, but it's not hurting. So in the end, if you're in this for similar reasons to mine -- largely I wanted to stop settling for sex with myself and have sex with a real living, breathing woman -- try to make it a learning experience. It probably won't help you to be dogmatic about anything. It will probably help to just see where your nofapping journey brings you. Notice what's different, notice what's the same. Work through your shit. | Was a mid-20s virgin, had a crazy night with a stranger, didn't cum but don't even care, head in the clouds. | [
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Basically, they tried to blow me and I couldn't stay hard. This could have been any number of things, or a combination of them: nervousness/performance anxiety, false expectations from porn, attraction not being as strong as it could have been, desire/connection to the other person not being as strong as it could/should have been.... Whatever it was it really got in my head. Why, at 23, shouldn't my dick work? Both times when it happened it essentially killed all sex drive I had for a while. \n So I'd already decided to toy around with watching less porn, less intense porn, masturbating less, before I kind of reached a breaking point not too long ago. \n Pornfree is meant to be a permanent lifestyle change; nofap is an experiment, a \"Let's see how/where this goes\" kind of thing. \n On the way to where I am. I'm not going to claim super powers. I'm not even going to claim nofap is necessarily \"responsible\" for any changes I've seen. Either way, nofap has been a kick in the ass. But this is what I've seen: \n \n Bolder. Definitely bolder. More confident. I guess this could just be attributed to letting my testosterone levels build up instead of resetting them all the time. \n \"Signals.\" In some thread a little while ago someone said this, and it's completely true to my experience: \"Also you don't pick up more signals, you begin to think every single thing is a signal , and this is a hilarious part of male nature.\" Even if I'm only right a small percentage of the time, now I'm noticing, and before I wasn't. \n On some level I feel more attractive to women. Maybe it's testosterone, pheromones, or I'm just \"assuming attraction\" more. This is good. (I'm also long-haired and bearded, and I know that is not the look many girls go for. But it's self-defeating to think to myself \"She probably doesn't like longhairs/beardos\" before approaching. So stop that shit.) \n Finally, as a negative, occasionally I find myself just being straight-up sleazy. I don't like that but I've been working with/around it. I'm aware of it and not letting it become my main mode. I respect women greatly, even if sometimes (or a lot of the time, lately) I just want to fucking fuck. \n \n Where I am. My head's in the clouds. Feels good man. Within just a few months of cutting way back on touching myself, and more than a month without MO entirely, I did something that took me years to do. My confidence is sky-high. \n I sent one of those not-expecting-a-response messages to a girl on OKC who was interested in casual sex and actually heard back. We talked for a while before setting up a first meeting -- got a feel for her, what to expect, and so on. She'd only been with two guys before, I'd only ever fooled around with a few women, so we seemed fairly comparable. The sexual landscape these days is strange; it's becoming less and less uncommon to find a girl into dirtier porn than a lot of guys. It sounded like she wanted to be fairly rough and be pretty adventurous. I wasn't totally sure what I had gotten myself into but in my high-testosterone state that sounded a-OK to me. \n I was nervous, but not too nervous. Turns out I didn't really need to be. Once we got comfortable with each other and warmed up everything progressed nicely. We ended up going for a long time and quite hard. Everything I did to her got a positive response, because if it didn't at first I would ask if I could do anything differently, do it, and it'd be better. And most importantly*, I had no trouble staying hard the entire time we fucked (what we did was definitely not \"make love\" -- it was fucking, sorry to any who find that phrasing offensive), at least until the end when I was just too tired. Being a virgin I somewhat expected to cum really fast, but in fact didn't cum at all -- something that, while not ideal, I'm not upset about but simply aware of. That might be attributed to nervousness, the two shots of whiskey I had in my system, or just not being over everything yet. I don't know. \n *(Clarification: the first most important thing for me is making her feel good, but in terms of this personal struggle, keeping an erection is up there.) \n Going in I was afraid, due to what we were talking about doing, that there was a chance it'd feel too much like trying to recreate \"porn sex.\" Thankfully it didn't feel like that at all. We fucked hard and for a long time but at no time did I catch myself thinking about or putting myself into porn. Everything happened naturally and didn't seem contrived. I did things that were obviously new, but didn't feel out of my comfort zone. You just gotta go for it, and go all out. \n The best part has been her reaction. She has literally been begging me to see her again, and has told me again and again how amazing that night was. This has made me confident in myself like you wouldn't believe. \n Is nofap responsible for all of this? Probably not, but it's not hurting. So in the end, if you're in this for similar reasons to mine -- largely I wanted to stop settling for sex with myself and have sex with a real living, breathing woman -- try to make it a learning experience. It probably won't help you to be dogmatic about anything. It will probably help to just see where your nofapping journey brings you. Notice what's different, notice what's the same. Work through your shit.",
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Middle school. Some people call that the worst time in our lives. I barely remember it. But I remember the isolation, the complete crushing loneliness. The few friends I had made in elementary school had disappeared, or blurred into strangers in front of my eyes. The ones that remained couldn’t communicate verbally with me. I couldn’t lip-read very well. I was too shy to. So if we talked, I could only nod and smile.
I was cripplingly shy. I couldn’t look at people in the eyes. They seemed to enlarge and change in my vision, like a great werewolf-man under the full moon. And not understanding anything of what they said, that terrified me. It also made me incredibly sad. I often wondered if I should die. No one would care. Except for my mother, I thought no one would care. I felt worthless. Hopeless. Each day a horrible emptiness ate away at my insides, like a hunger. I was hungry for love.
I was way too shy. The people I talked to, then, in sixth grade--we could have used paper and pen. That was an option. But I wanted more . Always did. That’s my flaw. And I always had a creeping suspicion people felt that talking to me was a waste of time. Nobody invited me to their parties. Nobody told me about them. I ate lunch with the acquaintances I held onto, but in reality, I ate alone. I didn’t understand a word they said. And when they laughed--I felt crushed. I didn’t feel a part of them. If I understood them, then even if I wouldn’t have found the joke funny--at least I’d know .
I don't mesh with the Deaf society. I learned a little of American Sign Language (or maybe it was SEE), but I moved to Cued Speech when I was still little. Cued Speech uses handshapes and mouth movements to represent each phoneme of language. And barely anyone know about it, much less actually use it. So I don’t fit into the Deaf world. I don’t fit into the hearing world either. I fit in nowhere. Some people want to be different from others; to be unique, as they say. But I want to be the same. Before I can be different, I need to be the same.
I never did anything about it. As I figured, if people really wanted to talk to me, they would. What I did not realize was that my outlook on things was seriously flawed. And that nobody wanted to talk to a kid like me. A kid that kept to himself. A kid who gave up. A kid who never talked first. Because he was too shy to. That annoys me, now--that I was too shy.
I wanted someone to save me. It took five years to realize that no one would.
Now I realize I wanted someone to truly love me the same way I truly loved. This happened when I met certain members of my family that reached out to me. I am extremely grateful to them, even though it means I did not save myself; they did. But perhaps because we humans are social creatures, someone else had to do the saving anyway.
You won’t believe the power of physical touch and proximity. Hugs. Love. It’s amazing. Nobody like that ever hugged me before. Humans can’t live without it. Indeed, I sometimes wonder if I even lived at all. | I am deaf, and deafness is loneliness. I now have a cochlear implant. I consider myself a machine. I’m going to college in a month. Ask me anything. | [
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Much of this is the same for Americans...
It is law that an 8 hour shift be accompanied by 2 15 minute breaks and a 30 minute lunch. Paid. We also get bereavement/emergency leave. Most corporate jobs (no, this won't include part-time retail/service industry) have 2 weeks vacation, 1-2 weeks sick leave, 6-8 federal holidays, many places offer more to entice you to work, such as a paid "floating" holiday you can take whenever you want, 1-3 "personal" days and 6 half-days. We also get benefits such as disability if we are injured/sick/in a hospital for an extended time. | Many Redditors work part-time or industry jobs that they will eventually grow out of. The vacation here sucks, no doubt, but I believe you are getting a skewed view in light of the average age of a Redditor. | [
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I really don't understand why everyone is bashing on BOB for taking a HC position in the NFL. He took a dream job that almost every football coach dreams for. Other then JoePa no one coaches a team forever. Yes, it might have been sooner then expected but people should still cheer for him.
First of all, the Houston Texans have plenty of talent. People seem to forget that the Texans won the division in the 2 years prior to 2013. The only reason they were 2-14 were because their quarterback(Matt Schaub) let them down. 10 of the Texans's 14 loses were by 7 points or less. And the Denver game was 16-13 until Peyton went off in the 4th quarter and broke the passing record. The Texans still have JJ Watt, one of the best DE in the game and they'll get Arian Foster back from injury. BOB has the first overall pick in the next draft and he'll most likely draft Teddy B. Texans will be relevant again in 2014.
Second of all, I will never doubt his commitment. In all honesty, he took a job at Penn St. knowing about all the troubles the college were going through and he still decided to come. He worked his butt off for 2 years, and did one hell of a job.
Third of all, its a business. People are saying that he lied to his players and recruits, but really what else was a coach suppose to say? If you were a coach, would you tell recruits "Hey I want you, but if the NFL gave me an offer I'm going to leave you."? It's a business and BOB's job was to do everything in his power to bring in new recruits. I'm sure some players and recruits feel screwed but really life is tough. If they can't handle it then they have so other problems and shouldn't be playing football. Chip Kelly's players went through a coach leaving. So did Jim Harbaugh's players. So did Pete Carroll's, Greg Schiano's, Jimmy Johnson's and other college coaches who went pro. Coaches come and go all the time. If anything they should be thankful from learning from Bill and get ready to enjoy football with a new leader.
I feel like Penn State fans are used to having JoePa being the coach since the beginning of time and had the same expectations for BOB. It was a great 2 years, but really it's just time to move on. It's really unnecessary to treat Bill like a monster. 8 times out of 10 anybody in Bill's shoes would have done the same thing. Would BOB has accomplished, he deserves to be HC. | I think that people really don't understand the business of coaching.
PS: I really would hate to have Greg Schiano as HC. Not only because he was awful in TB, but I heard that he was a dick to everyone. | [
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It boils down to two things. You need to figure out what you are good at, and you need to play that as much as possible.
For me I'm not necessarily great at just spamming one champion over and over, but I can be good at several champions at a time. So I focus on counter picking or picking along with my team, which most people would tell you not to do. Comfort > Counter and whatnot. You can carry as anything. Shooting up to where I am now (Gold II, with my winrate stabilizing close to 50% now) I at one point had won 17 out of my last 20 games, most of which were support. As long as you are legitimately good at it, then you won't have trouble climbing.
My point is not that you should do what I do and always pick counters. The usual advice is there for a reason. But you need to play the game a lot and experiment until you find what works for you. And if it doesn't work, move on. I spent so much time dropping games trying to make jungle Elise work for me, but it's just not my playstyle.
That being said, if you just can't find anything you can win as, it is possible that League just isn't your game. That's not common, though. | Everyone is good at something, find what YOU are good at and play that. | [
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Wanted* there was a certain red rooster that lost its "s" once a fortnight in belconnen, only to be replaced the next day. So we decided to mix it up someone took the "t", it must have been two weeks + to get replaced
* | red rooster must have a storeroom full of "S's" | [
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PP Bajpai, of the Arvind-kejriwal drama fame(or infame) who also happens to be executive editor of AajTak tweeted this yesterday
Translation: What a country! media is crazy after Preity zinta-police saga but the news of news anchor trying to commit suicide is stunt. Everyone is silent.
But on his own channel you see things like
(A woman gave birth to a lizard. Don't believe it, see these pictures)
(Guy arrested for molesting Shakib-Al Hasan's wife during cricket match. See the link for her pictures)
(This is the woman who has made entire Bangladesh fawn over her beauty. See pictures of Stuart Binny's wife) | Easy to preach and show bias. | [
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Sorry for the long post, but lots going on here. Text post, so no karma. I just want people to be aware not all states are going downhill.
.
House bill 533
Current Status: Passed House and Senate.
Bill summary:
This bill specifies that the state cannot prohibit any state
employee from having a firearm in his or her vehicle on state
property, provided the vehicle is locked and the firearm is not
visible. These provisions apply only to the state as an employer,
when the state employee's vehicle is on property owned or leased by
the state, and the state employee is conducting activities within
the scope of his or her employment.
.
House Bill 859
Current Status: Passed house, read in senate
Bill summary:
Makes concealed carry permits valid for life unless revoked.
.
Senate Joint Resolution 14
Current Status: Passed Senate, on house floor for vote 5/16/13
Bill Summary:
This proposed constitutional amendment, if approved by voters, modifies provisions regarding the right to keep and bear arms. This amendment provides that a citizen has the right to keep and bear arms in defense of their family, in addition to the current rights in defense of home, person and property. The amendment removes language stating that the right to keep and bear arms did not justify the wearing of concealed weapons. Finally, the amendment provides that the rights guaranteed under this provision of the Constitution are unalienable . The State of Missouri is obligated to uphold these rights and shall under no circumstances decline to protect against their infringement.
.
Senate Bill 75:
Current Status: Passed House and Senate. Will be sent to governor at end of session.
Bill Summary:
APPLICANT UNIQUE IDENTIFICATION NUMBERS: The Department of Revenue may require applications received from license plate applicants, boating applicants, and manufactured home applicants to include the applicant's unique identification number (driver's license number, nondriver's license number, or social security number). The unique identification number shall be treated as personal, non-public information.
SHERIFFS: This act provides that no person will be eligible for the office of sheriff unless he or she holds a valid peace officer license under Chapter 590. Any person filing for the office must have the license at the time of filing. These provisions do not apply to St. Louis County or St. Louis City. (Section 57.010)
INDEMNIFICATION OF FEE OFFICES: The Department of Revenue must indemnify and hold harmless any fee office for any liabilities, including attorney's fees, imposed on the fee office relating to any action, suit, or proceeding if the fee office was acting in the course of its official duties and pursuant to state law or department rules and regulations.
ASIRT: This act establishes the Active Shooter and Intruder Response Training for Schools Program (ASIRT). By July 1, 2014, each school district and charter school may train teachers and school employees on how to respond to students with information about a threatening situation and how to address a potentially dangerous or armed intruder or active shooter in the school or on school property. Training may be conducted on an annual basis. Initial training may be eight hours in length and continuing training may be four hours in length. All school personnel must annually participate in a simulated active shooter and intruder response drill conducted by law enforcement professionals, as described in the act. Program instructors must be certified by the Department of Public Safety's Peace Officers Standards Training Commission. (Section 170.315)
EDDIE EAGLE GUNSAFE PROGRAM: Each school district and charter school may annually teach the Eddie Eagle Gunsafe Program to first grade students, or use a substantially similar or successor program of the same qualifications. The purpose of the program will be to promote safety and protection of children and emphasize how students should respond if they encounter a firearm. School personnel and program instructors must not make value judgments about firearms. Firearms are prohibited from the teaching of the program. Students with disabilities will participate to the extent appropriate. (Section 171.410)
SOURCE DOCUMENTS FOR DRIVER'S LICENSES: This act prohibits the Department of Revenue from retaining copies, in any format, of source documents presented by individuals applying for or holding driver's licenses or nondriver's licenses, except for the minimum copies required by federal law for the issuance or renewal of commercial driver's licenses and commercial driver instruction permits. The Department is prohibited from using technology to capture digital images so the images are capable of being retained in electronic storage in a transferable format. The Department must not require the scanning of source documents for the issuance of a concealed carry endorsement. In addition, the Department must securely destroy any sources documents obtained after August 28, 2012 from driver's license or nondriver's license applicants.
DEFINITION OF KNIFE: This act changes the definition of "knife" for purposes of chapter 571 to include a switchblade knife or any knife used for hunting or fishing, whether fixed blade or folding in nature.
CONCEALED CARRY PERMITS: Under current law, a person seeking to carry concealed firearms must apply to the sheriff for a certificate of qualification for a concealed carry endorsement. Upon the issuance of the certificate, the person must then present the certificate to the Department of Revenue, which issues a driver's licenses or nondriver's licenses with a concealed carry endorsement. This act repeals the provisions requiring the person to present the certificate to the Department of Revenue for a driver's license or nondriver's license with a concealed carry endorsement. Instead, the permit issued by the sheriff authorizes the person to carry concealed firearms. (Section 571.101)
FIREARMS SAFETY INSTRUCTION: This act reduces, from fifty to twenty, the number of minimum rounds of live firing an applicant must do to receive a certificate of firearms safety training course completion by a qualified firearms safety instructor.
OTHER CONCEALED CARRY CHANGES: The term "concealed carry endorsement" is replaced, or supplemented with, the phrase "concealed carry permit" throughout to reflect the change from the issuance of a concealed carry endorsement to a concealed carry permit. In addition, "permanent resident" is added in conjunction with "United States citizen" or "U.S. citizen." (Sections 50.535, 302.181, 571.030, 571.037, 571.107, 571.114, 571.121)
PROHIBITION ON SHARING RECORDS OR DEVELOPING DATABASES WITH THE FEDERAL GOVERNMENT
No records my be shared by the state to the federl government on personal firearm information.
CREATION OF CONCEAL CARRY PERMIT FUND WITH MOSMART: This act creates the "Conceal Carry Permit Fund"
REPEALED SECTION: This act repeals section 571.102, which governed the effective date of the law based on the date when the Department of Revenue begins issuing nondriver licenses with conceal carry endorsements. (Section 571.102)
.
House Bill 436 SECOND AMENDMENT PRESERVATION ACT
Current status: Passed house, senate, will be sent to governor after end of the session.
Bill Summary:
The bill establishes the Second Amendment Preservation Act
OPEN CARRY OF FIREARMS
In any city/county that prohibits the open carry of a firearm by
ordinance, the prohibition is lifted if the person has a valid
concealed carry endorsement from this state or a permit from
another state that is recognized by this state in his or her
possession.
SCHOOL PROTECTION OFFICERS
Allows schools to have teachers take extra training to carry in schools.
FIREARM OWNERSHIP INFORMATION
No databases on any person for CCW, or ownership of guns
CONCEALED CARRY ENDORSEMENTS
The bill changes the minimum age at which a person can be issued a
concealed carry endorsement from 21 years of age to 19 years of
age.
SURRENDER OF FIREARMS
Gun buy backs allowed only if all firearms resold to FFL's.
Overall Summary and | Missouri is doing awesome on firearm laws this year. Nullifying federal firearm laws, School carry for teachers, lowering CCW age, changing CCW's to sheriff issued, lowering ccw age from 21 to 19, allows OC with CCW permit when prohibited by city ordinance, outlaws gun owner databases, allows schools gun training and active intruder training, and more!
Almost full list of active gun bills:
Feel free to discuss, or ask any questions! | [
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These provisions apply only to the state as an employer,\nwhen the state employee's vehicle is on property owned or leased by\nthe state, and the state employee is conducting activities within\nthe scope of his or her employment. \n \n . \n House Bill 859 \nCurrent Status: Passed house, read in senate \n Bill summary: \n \n Makes concealed carry permits valid for life unless revoked. \n \n . \n Senate Joint Resolution 14 \n Current Status: Passed Senate, on house floor for vote 5/16/13 \n Bill Summary: \n \n This proposed constitutional amendment, if approved by voters, modifies provisions regarding the right to keep and bear arms. This amendment provides that a citizen has the right to keep and bear arms in defense of their family, in addition to the current rights in defense of home, person and property. The amendment removes language stating that the right to keep and bear arms did not justify the wearing of concealed weapons. Finally, the amendment provides that the rights guaranteed under this provision of the Constitution are unalienable . The State of Missouri is obligated to uphold these rights and shall under no circumstances decline to protect against their infringement. \n \n . \n Senate Bill 75: \n Current Status: Passed House and Senate. Will be sent to governor at end of session. \n Bill Summary: \n \n APPLICANT UNIQUE IDENTIFICATION NUMBERS: The Department of Revenue may require applications received from license plate applicants, boating applicants, and manufactured home applicants to include the applicant's unique identification number (driver's license number, nondriver's license number, or social security number). The unique identification number shall be treated as personal, non-public information. \n \n SHERIFFS: This act provides that no person will be eligible for the office of sheriff unless he or she holds a valid peace officer license under Chapter 590. Any person filing for the office must have the license at the time of filing. These provisions do not apply to St. Louis County or St. Louis City. (Section 57.010) \n \n INDEMNIFICATION OF FEE OFFICES: The Department of Revenue must indemnify and hold harmless any fee office for any liabilities, including attorney's fees, imposed on the fee office relating to any action, suit, or proceeding if the fee office was acting in the course of its official duties and pursuant to state law or department rules and regulations. \n \n ASIRT: This act establishes the Active Shooter and Intruder Response Training for Schools Program (ASIRT). By July 1, 2014, each school district and charter school may train teachers and school employees on how to respond to students with information about a threatening situation and how to address a potentially dangerous or armed intruder or active shooter in the school or on school property. Training may be conducted on an annual basis. Initial training may be eight hours in length and continuing training may be four hours in length. All school personnel must annually participate in a simulated active shooter and intruder response drill conducted by law enforcement professionals, as described in the act. Program instructors must be certified by the Department of Public Safety's Peace Officers Standards Training Commission. (Section 170.315) \n \n EDDIE EAGLE GUNSAFE PROGRAM: Each school district and charter school may annually teach the Eddie Eagle Gunsafe Program to first grade students, or use a substantially similar or successor program of the same qualifications. The purpose of the program will be to promote safety and protection of children and emphasize how students should respond if they encounter a firearm. School personnel and program instructors must not make value judgments about firearms. Firearms are prohibited from the teaching of the program. Students with disabilities will participate to the extent appropriate. (Section 171.410) \n \n SOURCE DOCUMENTS FOR DRIVER'S LICENSES: This act prohibits the Department of Revenue from retaining copies, in any format, of source documents presented by individuals applying for or holding driver's licenses or nondriver's licenses, except for the minimum copies required by federal law for the issuance or renewal of commercial driver's licenses and commercial driver instruction permits. The Department is prohibited from using technology to capture digital images so the images are capable of being retained in electronic storage in a transferable format. The Department must not require the scanning of source documents for the issuance of a concealed carry endorsement. In addition, the Department must securely destroy any sources documents obtained after August 28, 2012 from driver's license or nondriver's license applicants. \n \n \n \n DEFINITION OF KNIFE: This act changes the definition of \"knife\" for purposes of chapter 571 to include a switchblade knife or any knife used for hunting or fishing, whether fixed blade or folding in nature. \n \n \n CONCEALED CARRY PERMITS: Under current law, a person seeking to carry concealed firearms must apply to the sheriff for a certificate of qualification for a concealed carry endorsement. Upon the issuance of the certificate, the person must then present the certificate to the Department of Revenue, which issues a driver's licenses or nondriver's licenses with a concealed carry endorsement. This act repeals the provisions requiring the person to present the certificate to the Department of Revenue for a driver's license or nondriver's license with a concealed carry endorsement. Instead, the permit issued by the sheriff authorizes the person to carry concealed firearms. (Section 571.101) \n \n FIREARMS SAFETY INSTRUCTION: This act reduces, from fifty to twenty, the number of minimum rounds of live firing an applicant must do to receive a certificate of firearms safety training course completion by a qualified firearms safety instructor. \n \n \n \n OTHER CONCEALED CARRY CHANGES: The term \"concealed carry endorsement\" is replaced, or supplemented with, the phrase \"concealed carry permit\" throughout to reflect the change from the issuance of a concealed carry endorsement to a concealed carry permit. In addition, \"permanent resident\" is added in conjunction with \"United States citizen\" or \"U.S. citizen.\" (Sections 50.535, 302.181, 571.030, 571.037, 571.107, 571.114, 571.121) \n \n PROHIBITION ON SHARING RECORDS OR DEVELOPING DATABASES WITH THE FEDERAL GOVERNMENT\nNo records my be shared by the state to the federl government on personal firearm information. \n \n CREATION OF CONCEAL CARRY PERMIT FUND WITH MOSMART: This act creates the \"Conceal Carry Permit Fund\" \n \n REPEALED SECTION: This act repeals section 571.102, which governed the effective date of the law based on the date when the Department of Revenue begins issuing nondriver licenses with conceal carry endorsements. (Section 571.102) \n \n \n . \n House Bill 436 SECOND AMENDMENT PRESERVATION ACT \nCurrent status: Passed house, senate, will be sent to governor after end of the session. \n Bill Summary: \n \n The bill establishes the Second Amendment Preservation Act \n \n OPEN CARRY OF FIREARMS\nIn any city/county that prohibits the open carry of a firearm by\nordinance, the prohibition is lifted if the person has a valid\nconcealed carry endorsement from this state or a permit from\nanother state that is recognized by this state in his or her\npossession. \n \n SCHOOL PROTECTION OFFICERS\nAllows schools to have teachers take extra training to carry in schools. \n \n FIREARM OWNERSHIP INFORMATION\nNo databases on any person for CCW, or ownership of guns \n \n CONCEALED CARRY ENDORSEMENTS\nThe bill changes the minimum age at which a person can be issued a\nconcealed carry endorsement from 21 years of age to 19 years of\nage. \n \n SURRENDER OF FIREARMS\nGun buy backs allowed only if all firearms resold to FFL's. \n \n \n Overall Summary and",
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Because I really don't want to google it and don't watch much TV, can someone give me the | on the whole Miley Cyrus thing and why anyone cares? | [
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Okay...You asked for opinions. I think that, while you are not ultimately responsible for your first wife's suicide, you did hurt her immensely.
Also, I think posting on Reddit to confess your sins is indicative of you feeling a lot of guilt about your actions. You may be looking for people to excoriate you. I think people will be more than happy to do so, but this isn't what you need.
You did something reprehensible. You should feel guilt about this. However, if all you get out of it is that you're a bad person then you've learned nothing.
You've learned a hard lesson about compassion and treating human beings with decency and respect, ESPECIALLY the ones you love. Take that lesson and put it to use. Teach your children to show compassion for their fellow man. Volunteer your time at a soup kitchen or a shelter for battered women or be a mentor for children. And treat your current wife with the respect and compassion you failed to show your first wife. | You did something very bad. Let it drive you to become a better person. | [
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For sure. First off, the guy on the right in this video has a suit that is just a tad too small. You can tell because there is a pull at his front button. That pull means that they didn't leave enough room in the back for the suit to expand properly. Yes, you can have a slim fit suit, but most of the time it just looks bad because, like you mentioned, people are bullied into fashion advice from the sales person.
Same goes for this dude's sleeves. Slightly too short. You don't want to look like you just stepped out of a dryer and all your cloths shrunk. | Go to a taylor, try things on, and see what look good on you. Don't follow trends. Know your measurements, know your colors, and that is all you will need to tell them.
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The high school that i went to was a technical school, which means that we were given a choice of a career path we are to take courses about. Uniforms, Hands on learning, college credits, university professors, and all that jazz. So our different groups where separated as such, media, engineering, culinary, automotive, construction, cosmetology, medical, dentistry, metallurgy, least and definitely last, the botany class. Most of the groups intermingled and got along well enough, my group the media kids were pretty popular, and had a lot of fun doing drugs and fucking chicks and dudes respectively, but we generally had failing grades. i remember a time when our whole class played quake and Minecraft right under our teachers nose for a very long time. The engineering students were mostly male and had a strange vibe going for them, they where also smartasses... but if you wanted anything made they had the brains and the equipment to make anything from guns to badass robotic computer things. Culinary students where just plain out weird, can't class them very well but they had a lot of sexy girls and a few not so sexy girls just like media. They were fun to play pranks on. Automotive was mostly redneck hillbilly types they were kind of big and dull but they were good spirited. they were also the ones who had lots of guns in their trucks, so they where not to be fucked with. Construction, basically automotive with buildings, enough said. Cosmetology, the class filled to the brim with complete and total bitches, they where pretty but extremely mean and complained ALOT! Medical, and dentistry, they are dramatic to say the least, mostly bitches but otherwise likable people. Metallurgy, the firebugs of the school... i kinda wish i was one of them, they got to play with fire and steel all day. They were almost all really cool people, except for when they are setting other humans on fire... then being around them can be a real drag. Botany, only four kids in that class... all looked a bit derpy to me, though they where pretty nice. One thing that unified us all was that almost every one did drugs, especially weed. and pills. | American highschoolers do a lot of drugs. | [
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I've been thinking a lot about relationships (primarily because I am going through a break up) and it seems that people give up so easily. I was in my first relationship for 2 months and I was very happy, but then out of the blue my boyfriend broke up with me. I know that 2 months isn't a long time, but we would practically spend everyday together. We were intimate/affectionate with each other and it was truly the best 2 months of my life. I don't want to get into detail about it, but the break up truly devastated me. Even now (3 months later) I am still struggling with overcoming my sadness because of it. I am 21 (nearly 22) and my ex is 25. I am an adult and I desire so much to be in an adult relationship that can result in marriage, but it seems there isn't a guy out there who feels the same way. I am the type of person that I never give up on people and I become attached easily. It makes me scared to think that what if instead of my relationship being 2 months, if it was 2 years and then he broke up with me? I don't know what I would do, because I can barely handle a 2 month relationship break up.
What also makes me think of relationships a lot is youtube couples who've broken up. A lot of them were in long relationships and some even married.
Charles&Alli
Steve&Bree
Meghan&Jimmy
Blair&Sawyer
Luke&Ingrid
Evelina&Daniel
Kalel&Anthony
Now I am fully aware that youtubers don't expose their entire lives to the public. But they must have loved each other. I mean they were intimate and made memories together, and yet to suddenly become strangers. It just seems so extremely sad to me. After my ex broke up with me, I tried dating others. Nothing turned out from those dates, but there was one guy I dated who I did like. However, he ended up calling it off with me. I don't know why because when we went out together, he truly seemed interested in me. Regardless of that...I am not even over my ex boyfriend. I keep thinking of him and how happy we could have been if we were still together.
I also frequently read here and I often come across topics of people breaking up with their SO for no particular reason. Just because they are not 'the happiest they can be' or no longer feel a 'connection'. I just don't understand this type of thinking. Why can't people be humble? It seems as though people always want more and more; they have this unrealistic ideal of relationships and therefore so many people end up breaking up.
I like myself, and I know I am attractive. But because of my break up and other rejections I've experienced, I never feel 'good enough'. I've come to the point that I don't even want to ever attempt dating anymore, because I have such a fear of breaking up. | I feel I will never be happy because of my unfulfilled desire for a committed relationship. Has anyone ever felt this way before? I don't know what I can do to overcome my sadness? I am tired of being single, but yet I don't want fall for someone and have them leave me. | [
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I know this won't be a popular suggestion, but it is time that this game was put to rest. For one thing, its the oldest game in the galaxy and still no one really cares to learn how to play. For another, the frustration that results from team mates not working together, passing and whatnot, results in the most extreme form of player vs player insulting, bashing and outright hate towards team mates. Its time for this game to be retired. | huttball creates more hate among pvp'ers than any other mode of pvp. Time to retire it. | [
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The first link is too obvious, we all know what it means. The second link is strangely not related to the word at all. | confusing links | [
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It's crappy. Like I've hated myself deeply since I was extremely young. I started seeing psychiatrists at 6 and was finally diagnosed with major depressive disorder at 13. I went through a period of time around 13 or so when I would constantly consider jumping out of moving cars. I still to this day (and have my whole life) have this part of me following me around telling me what a piece of shit I am. I'm fat because I binge eat to deal with the feelings because eating temporarily raises my mood. I've tried many diets but usually end up giving up because of the fact that eating is how I deal with how shitty I feel. The sad thing people on Reddit don't think about is people like me when they tell fat people their shit. I internalize that. I turn around and shout it back at myself. "your fat. your lazy. you'll never succeed. your the human equivalent of wallpaper. No one cares about you. Your not good enough, not smart enough, not rich enough. Everyone else is more successful then you." my brain shouts at me on a daily practically hourly bases. With meds It does mostly stop and I have gotten so SO much better and I am slowly learning to love myself.
When I stop to think rationally on a good day I see how strong I am. Despite wishing to die for years, being constantly tired, and hating myself. I got up every day. I graduate college, got a certificate in web development after, I still get up to go to work even on days I could cry at any moment. Even in my darkest hours when I damn near would have killed myself I didn't because I knew it would hurt people. I think about other people even when I am suffering greatly. How many could do that!? How many could be so strong?
That's the amazing thing about the people responding to this thread though despite what the illnesses tell them about themselves me and the other people in this thread have something in common. They are strong enough to feel that horrible and keep going. That's something that a whole lot of people could never do. How many people could feel like that and get up and go do ANYTHING AT ALL!? Even being alive is a feat of strength many could not accomplish given these feelings. The fact that so many of us have eventually made it to the point that we got better is really quite amazing when you look back on it. | You guys are AMAZING don't forget it!
Sorry I just really wanted to say that. | [
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I honestly don't care if our government is super corrupt, illegally invades countries, or imperialistic. The other westernized countries are the only countries that have a similarly high standard of living. Part of what makes these westernized countries live with such high standards has been the USA's overwhelming military strength and resources, allowing them to not have to spend vast amounts of resources on defense. Without the USA they would have to adjust their way of living or be ripe for an ass kicking.
Outside of westernized countries many countries are like hell on earth. Dirty water kills 5,000 people a day in the Congo (1.8 million a year) and we go apeshit because one of our crazies kills 10 people 5 times a year.
I'll use my life as an example. I take a shit in water that is cleaner than most of the world's drinking water. I eat fresher, tastier, cleaner, and more nutritious food than most. I'll most likely die of a genetic anomaly, an accident or old age. Safety is something that is rarely thought about and after taking a few countermeasures is something that can be dismissed. If I choose to do so, I can be entertained 24/7/365.
We have "Oppressed" people in positions of high power in this country. Muslims, Gays, Blacks, Jews, Christians, Hindus, Atheists, etc. You name the group and they are represented at the national or state level of government. Sure our Gays may have a bit more difficulty getting married than a heterosexual couple, but they aren't getting their heads chopped off.
Except for some who develop mental issues and abused children there are literally 0 deaths due to starvation or thirst in this country. And just to name a few more: Stable Electrical Grid, Air-Conditioning, cars, roads, internet, hospitals, unlimited resources for education. | We have it unbelievably good in the USA. Quit bitching that someone else has a Unicorn and you only have a thoroughbred racehorse. | [
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So with deathmatch being released, of course I had to try it, this game mode seems to have some of the same issues that Last Man Standing had on OSRS.
First thing, Multi-Way combat is absolutely horrible for pvp, it is, it always will be, you'll get groups of people teaming no matter what you do, and it honestly should never have been considered. It takes the gamemode down from a skill based pvp area to "Who can pile who the most?!?!?"
Next, and I am going to stress this, when you die, potions should not be lost if it's a safe gamemode. Overloads are ridiculously expensive to begin with, and using 10+ an hour just doesn't make any sense. I know what some people will say "Don't overload" to that I say, you can't. You HAVE to use overloads or else the people shield camping in achto will walk all over you. This brings me to my next point
Achto. Should it be allowed anywhere near this game mode? Absofreakinlutely not. Even the most incompetent player can equip a spirit shield, get full achto on, and win. Especially if we're going to be putting level 125's in with level 138's, there should be a gear limitation, primarily with Achto/raids gear.
Next, Balancing/Matchmaking. The system sucks, I'm sorry, but it sucks. There should definitely be stricter tiers (130+ with only 130+, etc) and somebody should Proooobably look into this further, as it stands i can guarantee nobody below level 138 will be winning games often enough for it to carry any significance. If somebody isn't max combat, making them fight max combat players for rewards just isn't fair, they don't stand a chance against them when it comes down to it.
Obfuscation. From what I can tell, players seem to cherry pick who they're going to fight, avoid fighting friends (pile certain players) and this is just the nature of pvp combat areas. People NS. Period. They do, this is not open for discussion. It happened to Clan wars, Soul wars, Castle wars, any other wars, people will rag if they are allowed to rag. Name Obfuscation would not only help eliminate this, but the teaming aspect too, which can be quite troublesome. | Gamemode has tons of potential, currently not done correctly.
Edit: so I played some more games, and well.. This minigame is awful as is.
Let's get this straight, I love pvp, it's fun and unpredictable. That being said, if I'm going to be fighting someone and die, I want it to be because I got out okayed, not because someone else rushed me and I couldn't tank two people in achto at the same time ( note, I don't use any achto in this) it just doesn't give you that satisfaction, you can't get a good fight because you get piled by someone as soon as you start. As an example, I bought superior spines to test it out, and in one game I was tanking three people, all in full achto, these 3 players piled me wearing t65 gear. This minigame will be dead content very soon if the multi combat issue isnt addressed, as well as the achto issue (you basically have to wear it to even compete) | [
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Why limit the amount of people who can immigrate to a country? Specifically the US? Well, the simple reason is that there are hundreds of millions who want to move there. This isn't some pro-american bullshit, and I don't believe in the American Dream, but the simple fact of the matter is that millions around the world want to leave their countries and the US is often idealized as the country "where anyone can make it if they work hard enough". If you think there are problems that need to be resolved involving Central and South American immigrants (let's not forget Mexico either) then imagine the flood gate that would open if we allowed anyone from any country immigrate.
The second thing to consider that is immigrants don't just got off the plane and get American citizenship. It takes years of visas, paperwork, tests, background checks, lawyers, and fees (trust me, as an immigrant myself I know these things all too well) and the system simply couldn't support ten or twenty million coming in a year. Remember, what you are talking about (lifting limits on the amount of legal immigrants allowed in) would result in a huge influx of immigrants.
Years ago Canada decided to lift the visa requirements for Czechs coming into their country. Within six months the visas were put back into place.why? well, because in that time over 40,000 Roma (commonly referred to as Gypsies) had flooded into the country. The welfare and refugee systems that were in place stated that could no longer deal with the huge influx of immigrants and welfare requests (if granted refugee status they would all receive homes, meals, clothes, and money). And this is just how many people took advantage of the system in six months from a country of 12,000,000 people. Imagine a similar situation across the entire world and I don't think it would be unreasonable to say that millions could easily come in the first year alone. Many wouldn't speak english, have training, and when people say "well, they could pick the crops" one must remember, we already have someone picking the crops. So what happens to them and their jobs? Remember, in the US, guest workers are given a path to full citizenship. They can vote, they can receive government benefits, etc. This is unlike much of the rest of the world (at least in the EU) where citizenship is rarely attained, whereas permanent residence is for immigrants. | Why limit the number coming in? Because we couldn't process them all. | [
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And that's funny, I've been thinking the same thing all along in dealing with you.
Just because you repeat your opinions over and over doesn't mean they'll suddenly become correct. And you've been told why you were wrong many times and not just by me.
And your entire argument seems to be "Yah but <unrelated thing goes here> Are you stupid, can't you critically think?"
Besides, I thought you were done here. | IF you want an echo chamber, which you desperately seem to do, /r/conspiracy is another sub entirely. | [
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I have and it is not a nice feeling. In fact it makes you feel down all the time, pondering about existence and the meaning of everything. It took me around one year or a halve to resolve this matter in a satisfactory way. Maybe my point of view can give you a new perspective.
For me it comes down to two points:
If you're like me you'll wonder what point there is to everything, what meaning life holds. I think you and I looked at it from the wrong perspective. I searched for some divine mission or goal for humanity and life but there is none and there can be none. An objective meaning is by itself meaningless. Instead of looking for the big answer we have to look deeper first. Imagine these two scenarios: In the first you are completely alone in this world. There is enough food, enough water but no sickness. So you live by yourself and die by yourself. The second scenario is even darker: You are imprisoned in your own body. You cannot see, smell, hear or get any other data from outside, the only thing you are left with is your own mind. Now discarding the fact that you'd probably become insane after a while, I want to ask you if you think that your life in these two scenarios would feel completely meaningless. Its a weird question to ask but at least for me it led to this realization:
Even if life holds nothing for me, nothing at all, it would still feel meaningful.
Now if everyone feels the same and values their own live subjectively - not in the great scope of fate and the universe - together they would create something bigger. Because what is meaning really? It's something that's bigger than itself. Look at a machine. Every screw for itself has no meaning. It just exists. But connected and working together as a machine, they get a complete new meaning.
So as a | I'd say this: Connect single actions, beings and lives and together they will create something bigger than themselves, which is nothing else than meaning. Meaning is not created from above but from within.
I fear you'll just see this as someone rambling pretty stupid stuff because it is very hard to put in words. If it helps you on your journey though, it'll be worth it. | [
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Hi, Reddit! I could really use some advice on this one. I'm feeling guilty and ashamed and conflicted.
OK- So rewind to 2 years ago, I just entered college and was roomed with a girl with very similar interests and goals as I did. We instantly became friends. Another girl I met (20F) (we'll call her Sarah) was extremely sweet and had a few similar interests joined our twosome and we became like the three musketeers. We always hung out with each other and went through the basic new college problems together. When Sarah's hidden depression worsened and became known my roommate started limiting time with her because she just said she "felt sad being around Sarah" and she "tired of being around someone who was sad all the time."
I was sort of caught in the middle and ended up not speaking to my roommate after everyone moved out of the dorm, admittedly acting like an ass towards her, feeling like I had to be friends with Sarah over her.
Now, Sarah and I got along great, had fun things to talk about, and really were close friends. But then she slowly started to not do anything but stay in and watch movies while I wanted to go explore the town, go window shopping (because broke), and other outdoor activities. This started to take a toll on me. I also made other friends besides her so I was sharing my time, a thing which she didn't seem to like and said that I was "abandoning" her to hang out with these other people. Which wasn't true, i still went to her apartment, but I also found new people with common interests.
Sarah moved back to her home town a few months ago and we began to loose contact. She became invested in her blog and I was busy with summer classes, other friends, and searching high and low for a job. Her phone calls where extremely depressing-she never had anything good to talk about and this made me to not want to answer her calls.
Now I feel guilty about cutting contact with my roommate. We really had a lot in common, shared the same goals of traveling and interests and values. It's just hitting me now that I should not have let go of a friend that I really did enjoy being around by being an ass to her.
Should I shoot her a message on FB? (I don't have her number anymore) or should I just let it go? | Lost contact with old roommate when caught in the middle of something to do with another friend and was an ass to her, but now I feel guilty for cutting contact, should I reach out? | [
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A while ago I made this post which was well recieved:
As we see now, a Q1 release is no longer a possiblity and they've made clear that the deadline was Q2 all along. As consumers and fans, we naturally want to get our hands on the game as soon as possible. Although some of us may have too great a sense of entitlement about these things I would put it to you readers to accept a simple fact: projected release dates are not really made for you.
Release dates are largely arbitrary for a company like Blizzard. Their product is of such value that they don't depend on holidays to drive sales. A company like Bethesda sets a long term target for their game, Skyrim, for pre holiday 2011. The game will meet that deadline come hell or high water. As we've seen it was great but wasn't perfect and could clearly have benefited from extra QA time. But, they had committed to a deadline and had to make it in order to ensure a sales target. This is really the telling thing because who really cares about sales: investors.
Long term release goals; like Blizzard setting a firm date in Q2, are made to say: 'Hey shareholders, we are gonna drop this bomb right there, so you are gonna make a shitload of money, wasn't all the capital you gave us worth it? Party on!' Pre-orders rise, the PR train really gets going with advertising and the investors get to look forward to blowing their loads. But when your games value in sales isn't as dependant on external economics you don't need a firm date like skyrim had in order to convice your shareholders. A 'target quarter' will do just that. Nobody at the table is gonna flip out when they can plainly see you are on track and they'll see their stock rise eventually.
My point here, is that setting a long term goal is totally against Blizzards dev model and is reinforced by their market value. They ignore calander sales windows, they don't need to set firm deadlines with the intent to assuage stockholders. Blizzard won't release a date for them because they don't need to, and they won't give us one for the same reason, and nothing is worth jepordizing their QA process for. They'll have one the minute the executive meeting finishes where they approve the final build and ship the game to production, which could already be planned for all we know. Which doesn't take long, I'll remind you, but can be padded to accomidate certain PR/advertising goals. It's hard to say how long that window will be, I don't really know enough to guess what they could do there. It could be 3 weeks, it could be 8 depending. | There will be no release date until the game is shipping. After we get info on Runes/Skills and any other projected features I'm not remembering. Ignore best buy and anyone else that makes dates. Keep your pants on. They are on track for a date, we just don't know what it is and theres no logical reason to think its later rather than sooner simply because they've not picked a firm date yet. | [
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I'm running from my house down a street to the beach. When I get there I look out at the ocean and there are some bad ass storm clouds. I started to run but about halfway there I see a guy on a bike and I try to out run him just for shits and giggles.
In my dream we were going like 30mph.
I start to overtake him but then a group of three motorbikes passes us and pulls up at a small store. The guy on the bike stops at the store as well and I stop just to talk with him. He says that they are robbing the store and that the best way to stop them was to smash their bikes up. So him and I are breaking these people's bikes up. They come out, try to get on them to drive away and are like "What the hell? Who broke our bikes?" The guy and I try to take the money away but the three bikers sort of group up. One is an overweight Mexican and there are two women with him. He pulls out this huge switch blade from somewhere and says "Who do you think you are, Billy fucking Joel?" It starts to thunder and rain. He tries to stab me but I block it with something. | An overweight Mexican said "Who do you think you are, Billy fucking Joel?" and then tried to cut me. | [
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It all comes back to relative value. The first time you get a bonus to a stat, it's worth relatively more than any subsequent same-value increases. The easiest to see the trend in is elemental damage, because the numbers tend to be large and round. In the full game, you're looking at 13 slots of equipment with 4-5 primary affixes each (some will be defensive and main-stat, of course), not to mention legendary affixes. Plus paragon points. At this point, it's very possible to get increased elemental damage on 4 or more pieces (including MoJ here as untyped) if you really want to, and IAS can roll on a huge number of item slots, etc. When you have this many affixes, only doing the relative change math will show what is best.
Take for example, a person with MoJ etc. such that the following increases apply:
+120% elemental damage
+45% elite damage (not going to do the calculation on this part because really, you should be able to see that the 30% boost on an SoJ to this is a HUGE relative change based on the rest of the math here)
+35% increased attack speed
+45% critical hit chance
+400% critical hit damage
Now, given an SoJ slot can roll all of these with the following maximums, not counting elite (20% ele, 7% IAS, 6% CHC, 50% CHD), the following increases apply to a base 1000 damage per second (not including elite):
BASE: 1000 dps 2.2 (elemental) 1.35 (IAS) (0.45 5 [chance to crit total crit damage] + 0.55 1 [chance to not crit * base damage]) = 8316 dps
Add 20% elemental: 1000 2.4 1.35 (.45 5 + .55) = 9072 dps (9% overall increase)
Add 7% IAS: 1000 2.2 1.42 (.45 5 + .55) = 8747 dps (5% overall increase)
Add 6% CHC: 1000 2.2 1.35 (.51 5 + .49) = 9029 dps (8.6% overall increase)
Add 50% CHD: 1000 2.2 1.35 (.45 5.5 + .55) = 8984 dps (8% overall increase)
In this example, elemental > CHC > CHD > IAS. Change ANY of the base amounts, and you’ll have to recomputed for ideal stats. This isn’t even including average damage increases, which can also be a meaningful affix, especially for faster weapons (ceremonial knives, for example). +80-160 damage can be a roughly 5% straight damage increase. As you get higher in gearing, 5% is actually pretty good. For example, the best dps increase we saw here was 9072/8316 = 9% increase using a 20% elemental affix. Add much more to the mix and that flat 5% starts looking pretty good, because it’s a new multiplicative category. | it takes a bunch of math on your particular gear to figure out the best affixes. There is NO absolute rule for what type of damage boost is best under every circumstance. It changes constantly. | [
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Long time redditor using a throwaway account here. I am a guy in his late 20's in the US.
I want to apologize if my thoughts seems a bit incoherent. I found out about the complete story last night, and I haven't slept all day b'c I am emotionally traumatized.
I dated this girl (early 20's) for a brief period. However, she told me that she doesn't see a future between us b'c I am moving away for work and she plans to go study abroad for a semester and take other classes until spring semester next year. Also, she feels like by dating me, she was spending too much time with me and not enough time with her friends and her studies (even thought she initiated most dates). Also, she's enjoying her independence since she came out of a long term relationship (of 3-4 years) just about a 10 months ago, as well as a few other minor things.
I took the rejection pretty hard b'c 1. I really did (and still do) like this girl 2. this is the first girl I liked and dated after I broke off my 4 year relationship 9 months ago.
However, after about 1.5 month of receiving the rejection, I was pretty much back to my normal self b'c I felt I had found closure. More specifically, I found closure through the notion that I thought the timing of the entire thing wasn't right. We met too late. I believed that if we met earlier ... maybe things would have worked out for the better. Thus, I let everything go and moved on. I hit the gym hard, kept myself busy with my research, and the whole 9 yards. However, it was pretty hard keeping my composure together during the 1.5 months b'c I shared a class together with this girl and I was seeing her 2-3 times a week (and we were project partners nonetheless).
However, last night, I found out that she's has been seeing another guy for the past few weeks. This devastated me b'c I felt like half of the reasons she told me was a lie. Namely, what about the no future part? I mean she's now seeing someone when she's will be moving back home (7 hours away) in a month, and she will be studying abroad 1.5 months after that? And she won't return to this college until Spring next year. What about the part where she said she's enjoying her independence or the part where she wants to spend more time with her friends? It feel like all lies to me now.
Therefore, I felt like I was lied to and my closure was build upon a farce. Also, my confidence took a giant hit. More specifically, I met the guy (w/o realizing that the girl was seeing him). Even though he seems like a nice guy, I am better in every tangible way. I have a higher education (i hold a grad degree from a top 15 program in my field and he went to a tier 3-4 college), I have better career (will be working for a fortune 100 company), I also have a good family background, I am WAY more physically attractive (told by numerous people throughout my life that I could be a model only if I was a few inches taller), and the whole 9 yards.
Anyways, now I can't sleep at all. This feeling has engulfed all of my thoughts, and I have digressed to the miserable self I was 1.5 months ago. Also, to add insult to injury, I am suppose to meet the girl tomorrow and talk to a client that we did a class project for.
So, please help reddit. What should I do? Should I ask/confront her (though politely) when I see her tomorrow? Or should I do something else?
thank you for any help. I really appreciate it. | Dated a girl briefly. She gave me a laundry list of reasons as to why she wanted to break it off. I took the break-off pretty hard. But I believed in her reasons and found closure 1.5 months later. However, I found out she's seeing someone else for the past couple weeks and her reasons no longer make any damn sense. Therefore, I feel like my closure was building upon lies (or half lies), and I am emotionally devastated again. | [
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So after 3 years of non activity and giving my account to a friend I've decided to come back. I have an account I've been playing on for a while, I never really get a ton of games in. My favorite game mode is ARAM, and unfortunately I keep getting matched against bots and it makes it sooooo boring.
Example of a game I played a few minutes ago.
I'm hoping that someone who plays ARAM regularly can add me so I don't have to keep playing against these god damn bots. Tnx. | Bots everywhere, pls duo with me so I don't have to go through this hell.
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After planning for some time and finding Robotussin with only DXM and Doxylamine succinate, me and a friend O decided to drink a 118ml bottle which roughly equated to 350-400mgs DXM and 150mgs Doxylamine. I had only tried DXM once before and only felt underwhelmed and nauseous, so I wasn't expecting anything great. Boy was I in for a surprise.
O drank his bottle at about midnight, and I consumed mine roughly 20 minutes later after we go pick up some marijuana. The taste isn't too awful and we manage to drink it relatively quickly.
About 40 minutes or so after, the doxylamine was clearly starting to kick in as we both started to feel our arms and head get much heavier (we did take as much doxylamine as 6 Unisom tablets, keep in mind). The DXM seemed to be starting to effect us as well, however it seems to be minimal. At this point we begin to worry we'll fall asleep.
After a little over an hour, the DXM is on a steep come-up while the doxylamine seems to be in pretty much full effect. We're stumbling around when we walk, a combination of the "robo-walk" and the doxylamine making us bricks with legs. Things just seem different, and it was clearly the start of a trip. I began to feel strange forces moving me around when sitting still, and we were starting to get CEV's.
Another hour later, and we're peaking. Laughing our asses off at some Boondocks, both me and O are laying down near-immobilized by the sedative effects. Fractals are seen even with open eyes, such as hexagonal outlines going from my floor onto my desk and finally stretching up the walls. O claims to have much difficulty seeing things close up, and his peripheral vision is very blurred. He repeatedly hands me his e-cig asking if there's still fluid in it when there clearly is, or asking me to read the clock on his phone. I did not share this experience thankfully, although it didn't seem to bother him that much.
A short time after O is laying flat on the floor with his hoodie closed over his eyes. I assume he just fell asleep, and continued to watch TV. At this point the sleep-inducing Doxylamine seems to be very outmatched by the DXM trip keeping me awake, so I am comfortable to the max with couch-lock while mentally being rather awake. After 20 or so minutes of O lying down, he sits up and says "That was amaaaazing!". After I ask him what he's talking about, he says he was admiring the CEV fractals when he starting lucid-dreaming and encouraged me to try it.
I thought it would take a while to reach a state like that, and while I'm fascinated by lucid dreaming, I have only done it a couple times and that was a good while ago. Anyway, I pull my blanket over my eyes to block the light and immediately I feel the bed rotating as if it was sitting on a record player. The force seems very real, and there were quite a few of them. I then picture myself being spun around on a giant record player and see it before my very eyes. I dream of things such as flying through snowy mountains, standing on the sand of a beach, and much more while still fully aware of my surroundings. At one point, while still admiring my world of total control, I noticed the blanket over my head is making it difficult to get some fresh air, so I adjust it so it only covers my eyes - again, while still in the dream. I could hear the TV in the background through the dream when I decided to do so, much in the way I hear it while dreaming, even as far as keeping tabs on how far the episode has gone intending on sitting up when it is over to converse with my tripmate.
The images were so real, so HD, and yet so spontaneous. It took no effort whatsoever to be flying through a beautiful and incredibly detailed environment. I even stopped to admire things such as a handful of sand with the little grains and small shells that washed ashore. All of this amazing imagery rendered flawlessly - and organically - by my own brain. I began to feel that I was "understanding how dreams work", and attempted to recreate the rushing feeling of flying in your mind and found that I could at any time. Feeling that overwhelming rush of adrenaline was as easy as just thinking of it. Wondering the source of other common dream experiences, I even began to experiment. I imagined myself falling from the sky, the ground getting closer and closer, and felt myself instinctually tensing up very tightly, sinking into my bed. The very feeling that bothered me many times in many dreams gone awry, I got to break down exactly what it was. It was very comforting to understand, it's hard to explain. Eventually I found myself just reliving my favorite dreams from even years past, all the while fully aware of my surroundings, what time it was, and as far as managing to scratch the occasional itch while completely in my own world.
I felt in total control of my mind and body, I could feel anything I want whenever I wanted. I got to control my own beautifully detailed world, understand the mechanisms of my dreams, and even experienced some I loved from my past all over again. After about a half hour of this, I sat up and talked with O about our experiences. A short while later we determined the trip to be properly concluded at around 5am.
This, while not being anywhere near the strongest, was one of the most enjoyable trips I've ever experienced. Also, I should have noted, the marijuana was clearly kicking our trip up a notch. After smoking the peak soared, I would consider it a must have for a good DXM trip. I intend to do it again, but I figured it would be best to wait at least a week or two (right?). I would recommend this to anybody, just be very sure you know what's in what you buy - erowid has a great guide and what can/should not be mixed with your DXM. I'm not sure if the lucid dreaming was aided by the Doxylamine, but I know I'm getting the same thing again next time. | Drank Robotussin, gained complete control of everything. | [
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Hey Bros,
Thought I'd share another tech tip that I discovered that is incredibly useful. Unfortunately it doesn't help you guys with phones that have batteries that cannot be removed, but the majority of Android (and Black Berry I think) phones are able to easily remove the battery just by popping off the back.
So on ebay you can find replacement batteries (some with more capacity greater than the original battery) usually for about $3-$5 shipping included if you buy it from a Chinese dealer (look for "buy it now" items). Note that very large capacity batteries come with a new backplate and actually make your phone bigger, I just stuck with one that still left my phone the same size.
Another very interesting thing you can buy on ebay is a wall charger . These usually run about $2-$4 shipping included.
If you buy a spare battery and one of these wall chargers you effectively never have to plug your phone in to be charged again as when one battery is depleted you just [pop in the one that is fully charged]( and place the dead one in the charger. It makes life incredibly easier...
This is also awesome for road trips as you can leave the house with 200% battery power, enough to get you anywhere you're going and still have enough juice.
Also I've learned that my cell phone battery fits perfectly into the [little pocket]( for lighters in jeans. | Pay ~$7 to get a spare battery and a charger to charge it while not in the phone. Never need to charge your phone by cord again. Take 200% battery with you when you leave the house. | [
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I just started the Couch-to-5K program, and I'm curious as to whether or not any of the rest of you had ever had a problem similar to the one I'm encountering. I've had this kind of sensation ever since I was a kid, and I always assumed that I'm just out of shape, but my friend with a similarly sedentary lifestyle has not had any problems like this one.
I have a really hard time with jogging, or anything that makes my breathing speed up and deepen. I can do just fine at the beginning, but eventually, I get this real tight, cold burning sensation low in my throat, near where my neck meets my chest. I can't take any deep breaths because I start coughing and it hurts even worse. The weirdest part of it, though, is that I end up having this really thick and kind of sweet saliva in my mouth. I have to spit as I'm running because I just can't swallow it. | Throat constricts and kind of gets cold/burning, can't breathe deep, weird thick saliva while running/biking/etc.
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Happened yesterday but the pain is still fresh.
My nephew is two years old and as such is really into the Melissa and Doug type toys (wooden toys/puzzles/games, etc). In an effort to help him with facial recognition for family he doesn't see as often, such as grandparents, I decided to make him a little puzzle with his grandparent's faces to match up. No big deal, I'm just getting started into woodworking so this should be easy.
Step one is to cut some wood down to the size of the puzzle. Easy peasy, two cuts on the table saw. Cut one, done. Cut two, done...almost. I pulled the left piece off the saw and thought the right piece was well clear of the blade. NOPE. The blade grabs the leftover piece of wood and hurls straight at me. You know what part of the body is the same height as a table saw? The left testicle. I guess the silver lining is that I didn't go face first into the saw when I doubled over. Nothing permanently damaged (I think) and a good lesson learned. | Tried making a puzzle for my nephew and the saw flung part of it into my favorite testicle. | [
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We only have 3 rights, life, liberty, and property
What happened to all of your rights enumerated in the Constitution, as we were discussing before? I recall your basis of argument for excluding abortion in your previous comment was:
>It's [Abortion's] not a part of the Bill of Rights or the Constitution.
You're just going to backpedal when it's pointed out to you that abortion is constitutionally protected? You understand there is a record of our conversation, so it's pretty easy for everyone to spot when you start giving up on your points of argument and instead turn to dogmatic insistence that abortion isn't a constitutionally protected right? Come on dude, pointing this stuff out is bush leauge. It's not even (that) fun.
In any case, it looks like the high school civics course went a bit over your head. Try heading over to explainlikeimfive . Rather, some less-than-rational piece of you (religion? that's usually the one) is clouding your judgement on the legal standing of abortion in the United States, and how we arrived at that legal standing. This is all conjecture of course, but look inward and I'm positive you will find something there. Something stupid, that you have to cut out in order to debate the issue on a rational level. I'm telling you 'cause I care. | It used to be fun for me to see someone bump up against their cognitive dissonance in the face of rational argument. Today it feels more somber. | [
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I assume Super Hostile and Ninja Turtles will have a brawl. Etho's armor isn't enchanted, and NT isn't aware of SH's presence, so Etho's chance of survival isn't too high, unless he is smart and takes his armor off piece by piece. SH could probably still kill him, since its a 2v1, but neither Vechs nor Zisteau are known for their PvP skills. If it goes down this way, one of SH will die, the other will be low enough to be killed easily by Guude, and Etho will be dead.
The remaining SH member (I'm gonna go out on a limb here and say Zisteau, because of his lava bucket and slightly better armor) will then scramble to put on the pieces of iron armor from Etho that they didn't already have, and grab the arrows, sword, and bow, but before they have time time to to equip it Guude will arrive and clean up (he is like 2 seconds away), left with the equipment of 2 teams (keep in mind that the best way to kill Etho would be with the lava bucket, and that might burn some stuff). The fight will happen within the first 5 minutes.
When I say SH I mean Super Hostile (Vechs and Zisteau) and when I say NT I mean Ninja Turtles (Guude and Etho). | Etho will die but cripple Super Hostile in the process, and then Guude will arrive and finish them. | [
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There was a guy who I met about six months ago on grindr and we met up twice to have sex. We also spent time together watching movies and walking through the city. However, he always made it very clear that we were just friends.
The problem is that I fell for him really hard. Everything about him seems perfect. It might sound stupid but he is the person I can imagine marrying. I've never felt this sure about someone in my life. My feelings for him are ridiculously strong.
It didn't take long for to blurt out that I really (really) liked him. I asked him if we would have a chance together and he said 'maybe, but first I want us to be really good friends and then maybe we'll see what happens'. I don't know whether or not this was a gentle way of letting me down but this is something that has constantly stuck at the back of my mind because there was the faintest hope for us being something together.
Unfortunately I started acting very strangely and I became desperate to keep seeing him, being pushy and paranoid and at times downright rude. It was extremely out of character for me but basically all of my emotions were all over the place after meeting this perfect guy.
The result was that I pushed this guy away and I feel like I've ruined any chance I ever had with him. We've never even met for a third time. And after all of this drama he doesn't even want to be fuckbuddies any more. I've managed to reconcile things a bit by apologising a lot and backing off a lot so that we now have very very minimal contact. We are able to be friendly with one another now.
However, I'm desperate to meet him for at least one more time. Ideally, I want to be able to very carefully build some kind of relationship with this guy so that we can come to a point where he might consider me being boyfriend material. And basically I need advice on how to do this. Or perhaps more generally, do people have comments on this situation? Has anyone been in a similar situation before? | I want to salvage what relationship I have left with a guy who I think is so perfect | [
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Backstory: I was involved in a program called supercamp between the ages of 13-17. Its a really awesome program that focuses on life skills and bettering yourself as a person over a series of summer camps over about 5 years, ending with becoming a group leader at the camp. Ive met some of my best friends in my life there and it gets really personal and you bond with these people like family.
At their second to last camp that i was at, we did an affirmation thing where your group would sit in a circle, and your group leader would walk around and they would whisper their favorite things about you in your ear, whispering to add somewhat private things so others wouldn't get jealous and what not. Anyways I had had the same group leader that I had for my previous camp, let's call her "mary" for anonymity's sake. Anyways mary was hot. Rockin body, adorable face, and the nicest human being I'd ever met. Anyways she gets to me in the circle (we were sitting on the floor) and whispers her little speech in my ear and fuck me I thought it was so hot I popped a massive boner in the middle of this super emotional activity, then I realized I was second to last, and realize "oh shit im gonna have to stand up in a minute." I was right. And right after everyone stood up, our group all went in for a group hug. I was right there in the middle with a massive boner with no shame, pressed right up against mary. Either she didnt notice or didnt say shit, because I never heard about it again. | I typed this on my phone, just read it. | [
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A lot of people are scared of the down. You know the feeling I'm talking about. You start fighting. Simple bickering at first, then things start to spiral out of control. She moves out. She needs space. She needs time. She starts blaming you. All her friends are on her side. It feels like you're the only one still in the relationship.
The truth is you're still in it and it's not over even if she says it is. The best thing you can do is hold your side of the relationship. Be an open channel for her to come back to. Be solid. Be firm. Be willing to play if/when she comes back and let her feel that you are in fact a capable, competent MAN. Let the tension build again and let her feel that you can hold her and everything she can possibly toss in your direction. You're not going to abandon her. You're not a victim here (and you shouldn't believe her if she says she is, either). You're not going to suffocate the relationship. You care enough about her to trust that this connection you've both invested so much in will stay even if things feel dry and cold and bitter.
So be good to yourself. Trust in yourself. Trust in the connection. You know what the next right thing is. You're doing it right. | You don't need to effort any more than she is. Be a man but don't be a douche. | [
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I am getting really frustrated with the other tenants in my building.
We have a private lot, and with all the snow we can't each fit a car there. That's fine, I get it. However; I have been out there EVERY storm shoveling, clearing out my car, clearing extra spots (because I don't actually mind doing it- it's a good workout since it's been impossible to get to the gym), clearing the area where the plows push all the snow from the street into our driveway. NOT ONCE has ANY of the other tenants picked up a shovel to help keep the stairs clean or anything. I know they don't HAVE too, but it's nice to do and our landlord doesn't live close enough to do it everyday and if someone doesn't do it- it become a death trap. The part that really kills me is that even though I am the only person who has cleared a single spot, I never get a place to park! I come home everyday and have to park blocks away. I have literally watched my neighbors wait for me to clear out a spot, then they come out and move their car into it before I can! At this point, I am fed up with being the only person who does it, but when I don't do it- the place becomes an ice rink! I came down with the flu, and literally no one did anything- the back steps were a disaster!
Does anyone else have this problem? What have you done? Do I just suck it up? Do I stop clearing out snow? Am I just being an idiot? | Other tenants take advantage of my shoveling but never help. Getting annoyed even though I know they aren't required to help me. | [
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Man, but in EDH there is -so- much you can do to get rid of Walkers! Any deck that takes out 17 of its cards to use walkers is highly susceptible to not creature harassment, and a five color deck that doesn't run hundreds of dollars worth of lands easily succumbs to mana issues. And there is so much color hate. | I'm tired of hearing people complain about too many Walkers. <_<;; | [
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I recently graduated with an MS in CS. I'm an international student in the US. I was wondering how much time and how many applications does it normally take new graduates on average here in the US to find their first job ?
In the last month, I've applied to around 70 large and smaller companies but have only heard back positively from 3. The others never responded or responded in the negative. Is this normal?? I'm getting really discouraged with the way my job hunt is going.
I target any company that posts jobs requiring the skills I have (mostly Java)
I look for entry to mid-level positions.
I make sure to tailor my resume to the position as well as include a cover letter.
Almost all my applications have been online without referrals. All of them bombed save the 3 I mentioned before. Of those 3, I've interviewed with 1 and will be interviewing with the other 2 next week.
I've had my resume critiqued by recruiters off-reddit as well as by the people on this sub before, so I'm pretty sure it isn't my resume. I also have some pretty interesting personal projects and an active github profile per the usual advice doled out in this sub.
I have a 6-month co-op/internship in a programming role | the title | [
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Hello all! I apologize in advance if this seems like a dumb question, but I wanted to gather a few opinions before I took any action. Story and explanations below!
I haven't been an avid runner until I began training for my first sprint triathlon. The shoes I have been training with (Saucony Kinvara 4) are about 2-3 years old, and I've used them for gym, a little bit of running, Zumba classes, etc. I figured since I didn't use them a lot, they'd be okay and I wouldn't have to switch. However, 90% of the time I ran in the past few months, my knees would hurt. I tried everything first: I tried adjusting my stride, I warmed up more, I stretched, iced, compressed, I did everything under the Sun before giving in and buying new shoes. Enter the new shoes, Nike Zoom Pegasus 32—they fit like a dream, and after I bought them I took them on a couple of test runs and my knees didn't hurt at all after those. Success! It was also easy to tell the difference in cushioning between those and my old Kinvaras (which had very little, if any, at this point).
Then, things started to get messy. I have an extra bone on each foot, below the ankle and above the arch—haven't checked my x-ray results for proper diagnosis yet, but based on photo comparisons I believe it's the [accessory navicular bone.]( I've always had it, but it only started bothering me when I started running and found out certain shoes bothered it, including this one. The thicker cushioning around the rim rubs up against the bones and it's very irritating. It's gotten to the point where I can't walk a mile without the bones throbbing, even after I loosen the laces almost to the point where my heel is sliding out ever so slightly.
I've been told that you shouldn't have to "break in" running shoes at all, so I'm thinking of exchanging these for a less-side-cushioned shoe like my previous Kinvaras. I'm really sad because everything else about it felt perfect :(
The triathlon is now 2 weeks away. The run is only 5k, which is still kind of "max" for me. It's too late now to find a new shoe, wait to see if it works well with my stupid extra bones, and train with it, but at the same time I know going back to my old Kinvaras will make my knees hurt. My question now is, what should I do? Is there anything I can do to alleviate the pressure on my knees while wearing my old shoes? Someone suggested I still get new shoes, just the updated version of what I already have.
A lot of things are definitely on me—I realize that my biggest mistake is trying to get a new shoe too late in the game, and I will definitely be seeing a doctor about this. I heard orthotics really help with having these extra bones, so I'll see if those are needed, but they will need to wait until after the triathlon. | Old shoes hurt my knees, new shoes hurt my feet because I have accessory navicular bones, first triathlon is 2 weeks away and the run is 5k, what can I do to keep training in my old shoes while minimizing knee pain? | [
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I don't know if that's really enough of a revenge. Being choked probably sucks a lot more than getting your car keyed.
Key his life : Post the whole sordid affair on reddit, give redditors enough detail so they can find out for themselves his real identity. Don't just tell them who he is, or the redditors will become savvy of the fact that you're using them as your personal army. You have to remember to keep the feeling of self-righteous retribution going strong to get the maximum result. | Sorry you got choked. He deserves worse than a keyed car. | [
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Hey guys,
don't know how many of you are spanish but hopefully at least a few :P.
In any case, turns out I'll be in Granada during the 19th of May and will not be missing the game for anything, but quite frankly, have no idea how the football culture is in Spain.
Is anyone from Granada? Or maybe someone can tell me what to expect and where I might find a bar or other open facility to watch the game ?
Also, I shouldn't been concerned about showing support for Chelsea there right ? I mean, people from Granada can't hardly feel hard done by Chelsea's defeat over Barcelona or something like that ? | I'll be in Granada during the CL finals, where can I watch it ? | [
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It's week 3 of the reddit Operation: Spring Cleaning, and I'm starting to emotionally unravel a bit.
Back in 2007, I broke away from the eating habits I'd established over the span of my 23 years of life. I started exercising for the first time since high school. I quit smoking then too. In about a year, I lost 118 pounds and ran 3 marathons and countless half marathons. I was in the best shape of my life.
Fast forward a bit, I moved out of my parent's house for the first time, 2100 miles away. I didn't have time to work out, and my eating habits quickly turned to shit. It was a great way for me to cope with the stress of leaving home and being on my own away from everyone I knew and loved. I was in graduate school, and it was perfectly acceptable for me to return to my old habits of eating and not exercising. And eventually, smoking. (I'm also in recovery from drugs and alcohol, and I'd WAY rather eat shitty food and not exercise than return to substances, so that's another solid defense I had for how I was living).
Fast forward a little bit more, and I graduated from school and moved again, this time an additional 900 miles away from home. Moving again helped me gain some clarity and woke me up a bit as to how I've been living. I weighed myself for the first time in months, and I had gained back all but 8 of the 118 pounds I had lost. That means I gained 100 pounds in about 2 years.
Just writing this makes me feel disgusting. And embarrassed. And out of control.
So I joined Operation Spring Cleaning. And so far, I've lost 7.4 pounds. I've been exercising 5 times a week, and I've been doing keto perfectly.
The first two weeks were easy. I spent time cleaning out my cabinets and fridge, purging the junk food I had stored up. I went grocery shopping. I set goals and committed to losing weight. I quit smoking. I got new running shoes.
I'm posting here because it seems my brain is catching up with my body. I'm incredibly sad that I've taken so many steps (or leaps) backwards in my overall well being. I went from running marathons to not being able to run up a flight of stairs.
Fuck.
Anyways... I have motivation and incentive to stay on track and lose weight, but I'm having a hard time thinking I'm not a total piece of shit. I wanted to post my story here to ask, is anyone else out there who lost a ton of weight, gained it back, and then lost it again?
What was different the second time? What helped? What didn't? Any advice would be really helpful. | I lost 118 pounds, gained back 100, and am now trying to lose weight again. Any help or advice from people who have successfully lost, gained, then lost large amounts of weight again would be helpful. | [
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My belief is that our ZFT was Bell's attempt to prepare the Blue Universe to fight back against the Red Universe. The Pattern was a series of events loosely tied to Bell, ZFT, or Fringe Science.
Here's an something I posted in an earlier thread:
In 6B (S3.E14), they mention the amber from S1.E3, The Ghost Network (the one with the bus). ZFT was preparing for a war between our universe and the "Red" Universe, and it is proposed in 6B that the bus amber might have been an experiment to test ZFT's version of amber to stop up cracks on our side.
If William Bell was indeed the founder of the ZFT organization on our side, he may have started it after seeing Walternate's efforts to militarize the Red Universe against our own. I think ZFT was Bell's way of equipping an organization on our side with tech he had access to over there.
We saw in Subject 13 (S3.E15) that Walternate realized there was an alternate universe. Presumably, that epiphany acted as a catalyst for Walternate to begin plans to take his Peter back and sets the wheels in motion for a war between the two universes. When Bell is "over there," he sees Walternate's determination on destroying our universe and starts funneling information over to ZFT on our side so we could fight back.
When Mitchell Loeb is interrogated by Olivia about ZFT in Bound (S1.E11), he says:
> MITCHELL LOEB: Yes! Do you not understand the rules? What we're up against? Who the two sides are? Tell me at least you know that.
> OLIVIA: Who's we?
> MITCHELL LOEB: We had a plan here, lady. We had a shot. And you just blew it.
> OLIVIA: Then why did you kidnap me?
> MITCHELL LOEB: Kidnap you? Idiot. We saved you.
> OLIVIA: Saved me from what?
> MITCHELL LOEB: We were going to let you go. We saved you. You-- you have no idea --- what you've done. Not a clue | ZFT was Bell's attempt to get ready for a war against the Red Universe | [
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Both [this image]( and OP's image are caused by the same thing. CHAMPS and ACHIEVE are classroom management strategies.
The kids are taught "ACHIEVE" , what C stands for (conversation), what H stands for (help), etc. So the children see this poster and are supposed to know that the activity is instruction , conversation is not allowed , help should be obtained by raising your hand , etc. See also [this post](
Also, SLANT is [this]( - it's a learning strategy, which is why it's under the E for effort/"What behaviors would demonstrate active participation?". | It's not really that crappy, you're just not the target audience. | [
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My fiancee and I will be volunteering at the Elephant Nature Park in Northern Thailand for our honeymoon.
The money from the volunteer fees that we are paying goes directly to the foundation. However, I do not think the $ is enough. I would love to give more but we are already paying for a huge wedding and funds are tight at the moment. I am holding a garage sale which all money made will go to the cause. Can anyone suggest other fundraising techniques that I can do on my spare time??? | need to raise more funds for abused elephants in Thailand. Throwing a garage sale and need more fundraising ideas. | [
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Happened to me on our honeymoon in Gambia - wearing speedos! The toilet in our hotel room was blocked so I decided to head to the one in reception. Unfortunately I had no fore-warning. No ominous farting, no tummy turmoil at all except for a normal signal that I might need a poo. I strolled casually through the hotel grounds, waving "hi" to all I met on the way. Upon arrival in the cubicle I found both my legs to be EXTRA tanned, in a streaky, lumpy kind of way. I had felt nor smelt NOTHING! As the horror dawned I began to remove my speedos and then the spraying commenced. A catastrophic anal evacuation. Toilet seat, cubicle walls, floor - all covered. Like a sandblasting. I had to flush the toilet probably 30 times to wash my speedos and use them to clean up. I have never done such a seemingly long walk with my head down as I did that day. My new bride laughed for the rest of the week. | shat my speedos on my honeymoon | [
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Original Post](
Note: I had a solid muscular base under my fat and a history of weight lifting, this is why it looks like I gained a lot of muscle... I didn't gain as much as you might think, I mostly made what I had more visible.
[Before & After Pictures](
[Here is a picture]( of how jacked I already was my senior year of HS before I gained weight to prove that I had a solid muscular base and really didn't gain much muscle.
The Spring Break Trip:
Roughly one year ago, I was invited to a spring break trip to Panama City Beach, FL. I had a great time... BUT... I felt held back... I really started to see just how bad my lack of confidence was; I wanted to take my shirt off and enjoy the sun, but I really didn't want people to see how I looked. Coincidentally, during the trip, I found [this article]( by /u/zbyhnev/ which outlined the difference between motivation and discipline.
The article mentioned:
> This is one of these situations where adopting a different perspective immediately results in superior outcomes.
It really was. Immediately when I got back, I told myself that I was going to lose weight and get ripped for my next spring break trip. I didn’t care what it took. I wanted it so I was going to have it.
The Plan:
I knew the basic idea behind losing weight was to eat less than you could consume, so I went off of that idea. I looked up a weight loss calculator on google and stumbled upon [this one]( I plugged in my stats to lose two pounds a week and got my caloric target: 1880.
The Beginning:
In the beginning, I really didn’t workout or anything, I just tracked my calories. At some point I started using [myfitnesspal]( to track my calories but I did it on paper to start off. I ate what I was used to eating, just less. I ate portioned out tuna casseroles, bagels with cream cheese, noodles with pasta sauce and a whole bunch of other typical "American" food. I lost a decent bit of fat just by doing that and I felt great because I was gaining solid momentum. At a certain point, I made a bet on a site called [healthywage]( which pays you to lose weight. I knew confidently that I was going to follow through so it was a no-brainer. Needless to say, I doubled my money.
Gaining Momentum:
While losing weight, I did lots of research and learned a lot. I read a lot of articles and watched a lot of fitness YouTubers. I think it's important to be a sponge for information. Learning while going through the process was crucial in getting the results I attained. I was learning about re-feed days, strict body-building diets, supplementing creatine, advanced calorie counting techniques and weighing food on a scale before I did any of those things. A couple of months into my journey, I finally joined the gym.
Hitting the Gym:
(Note: I lifted before I got fat so I had some sense in what I was doing when I started)
YouTubers I liked at the time were the [Buff Dudes]( so I modeled my workouts after their [3-day split routine]( Later, I read about the concepts behind the [Strong Lifts 5x5 program]( and combined that with the concept of a three day split. Here's the kicker: I didn't really have a set list of exercises that I would do in a certain order when I went to the gym, I would always wing it...
These are the only rules I really followed when entering the gym:
Get around 5 reps on most compound exercises
Focus only on the particular body parts for the given day. (Chest+Triceps, Back+Biceps, Legs+Shoulders)
Focus most of my effort on compound exercises
For chest+tricep days, I would do flat dumbbell chest presses and the good ol' fashioned bench press for many sets of 5 reps. Sometimes I would do things like incline barbell presses and incline dumbbell presses, etc. As soon as I noticed I was repeating the same routine multiple times, I switched it up. I would change the ordering of each exercise, the number of sets, the amount of weight along with shorter/longer rest periods, incorporation of drop sets, etc. There was one day where all I did was bench press for 20 sets and kept dropping the weight until 135 became unbearable. I feel that it is too easy to get bored with the same routine so I mixed it up. I enjoy the process of choosing what to do in the moment given what equipment is available and what I'm feeling. Needless to say, I confused the hell out of muscles doing this. (Which is a good thing!)
I got addicted to going to the gym. I loved feeling the pump where my muscles would fill with blood, feel tight and look huge. Since I was cutting for a while though, I gained very little strength which was slightly discouraging. However, there was a point in time where I started to supplement with creatine (5g daily) and felt like a gym god in about 2-3 weeks. My deadlift went from 275 to 315 and I remember being so happy when I finally pulled 3 plates.
I'll also add that I did some running on the treadmill about 2 times a week for 15-20 minutes after my lifting sessions. As you can see, extreme cardio was not a significant part of my weight loss. A caloric deficit with some weight-lifting and persistence was the key.
Improving my Diet:
As I kept reading and watching YouTube videos, I learned better ways to eat and prepare food. First of all, I only drank water, plain tea or black coffee (drinking only water/coffee/tea was never a problem for me but I know it is for others so I thought I'd mention it). I learned techniques for preparing my meals ahead of time and routinely eating those (/r/mealprepsunday). I planned the meals to be anywhere from 500-700 calories. They tended to consist of a lean meat, a filling carbohydrate and steamed vegetables. I also ate plain oatmeal for breakfast with some chopped up fruit and/or peanutbutter and cinnamon. I also drank fruit smoothies and prepared overnight oats. By now, I had purchased a food scale and a body fat caliper to chart changes in my body fat percentage and measure my calories with greater precision. I started eating very clean. I did have days where I would have slices of pizza and other junk, but I stuck with my diet 99% of the time.
Proteins: Chicken Breast, Turkey, Fish
Carbohydrates: Brown rice, Quinoa, Potatoes, Sweet Potatoes
Vegetables: Broccoli, Carrots, Cauliflower, Green Beans
Getting Ripped:
Losing fat became very hard at the end. My fat loss started to plateau. My goal was to get to 10% body fat and at the time I had around 14-15%. Previously, I had read about re-feed days and diet breaks and decided to give these techniques a try. I figured my body needed it considering that I had been at a caloric deficit for many months. The 14-day diet break I had was amazing. Energy levels went through the roof which translated to slightly better lifts in the gym. After the break was over, I lost a couple more pounds of fat a little bit easier.
With the iconic spring break trip soon approaching, I had to lose another 5 pounds in about 6 weeks. I slightly lowered my calories from around 2000 to 1800 and continued to hit the gym 3 days a week with occasional cardio. It was very difficult. I had ridiculous cravings. RIDICULOUS. I started obsessing about the next time I was going to eat and my roommate had to deal with my shitty mood swings. I had about two planned re-feed days within that 6 week period and those were the days I looked forward too. In the end, it came down to discipline in not eating and sticking to my plan regardless of how I felt.
Conclusion:
The day before spring break, I had a new average weigh-in: 175lb on the dot. | I was fat and didn't like it. learned discipline > motivation. Started calorie counting. Started hitting the gym and lifting weights with a caloric deficit. Started eating cleaner. Got hard near the end so I incorporated diet breaks and re-feeds. Fought huge cravings and eventually hit 10% body fat.
Edit:
Thanks for gold!
Common Questions:
How tall are you?
5'7
What weight did you start and end at?
245lb -> 175lb
What were your starting and ending lifts?
Starting(in deficit mode) -> 5 x 225 Squat. 5 x 225 Deadlift. 5 x 185 Bench.
Ending(also in deficit mode) -> 5 x 275 Squat. 5 x 315 Deadlift. 5 x 225 Bench.
How do you feel about your loose skin/Do you have loose skin?
I do have some loose skin on the bottom of my stomach, but luckily it isn't very bad.
I feel that my decent genetics, a good diet, drinking plenty of water and losing fat at a reasonable pace all helped minimize the damage.
If you want to lose weight I can assure you that I feel a lot better with a little loss skin than I did when I was fat.
The loose skin does get a little tighter over time. | [
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Coincidentally, during the trip, I found [this article]( by /u/zbyhnev/ which outlined the difference between motivation and discipline. \n The article mentioned: \n > This is one of these situations where adopting a different perspective immediately results in superior outcomes. \n It really was. Immediately when I got back, I told myself that I was going to lose weight and get ripped for my next spring break trip. I didn’t care what it took. I wanted it so I was going to have it. \n The Plan: \n I knew the basic idea behind losing weight was to eat less than you could consume, so I went off of that idea. I looked up a weight loss calculator on google and stumbled upon [this one]( I plugged in my stats to lose two pounds a week and got my caloric target: 1880. \n The Beginning: \n In the beginning, I really didn’t workout or anything, I just tracked my calories. At some point I started using [myfitnesspal]( to track my calories but I did it on paper to start off. I ate what I was used to eating, just less. I ate portioned out tuna casseroles, bagels with cream cheese, noodles with pasta sauce and a whole bunch of other typical \"American\" food. I lost a decent bit of fat just by doing that and I felt great because I was gaining solid momentum. At a certain point, I made a bet on a site called [healthywage]( which pays you to lose weight. I knew confidently that I was going to follow through so it was a no-brainer. Needless to say, I doubled my money. \n Gaining Momentum: \n While losing weight, I did lots of research and learned a lot. I read a lot of articles and watched a lot of fitness YouTubers. I think it's important to be a sponge for information. Learning while going through the process was crucial in getting the results I attained. I was learning about re-feed days, strict body-building diets, supplementing creatine, advanced calorie counting techniques and weighing food on a scale before I did any of those things. A couple of months into my journey, I finally joined the gym. \n Hitting the Gym: \n (Note: I lifted before I got fat so I had some sense in what I was doing when I started) \n YouTubers I liked at the time were the [Buff Dudes]( so I modeled my workouts after their [3-day split routine]( Later, I read about the concepts behind the [Strong Lifts 5x5 program]( and combined that with the concept of a three day split. Here's the kicker: I didn't really have a set list of exercises that I would do in a certain order when I went to the gym, I would always wing it... \n These are the only rules I really followed when entering the gym: \n \n Get around 5 reps on most compound exercises \n Focus only on the particular body parts for the given day. (Chest+Triceps, Back+Biceps, Legs+Shoulders) \n Focus most of my effort on compound exercises \n \n For chest+tricep days, I would do flat dumbbell chest presses and the good ol' fashioned bench press for many sets of 5 reps. Sometimes I would do things like incline barbell presses and incline dumbbell presses, etc. As soon as I noticed I was repeating the same routine multiple times, I switched it up. I would change the ordering of each exercise, the number of sets, the amount of weight along with shorter/longer rest periods, incorporation of drop sets, etc. There was one day where all I did was bench press for 20 sets and kept dropping the weight until 135 became unbearable. I feel that it is too easy to get bored with the same routine so I mixed it up. I enjoy the process of choosing what to do in the moment given what equipment is available and what I'm feeling. Needless to say, I confused the hell out of muscles doing this. (Which is a good thing!) \n I got addicted to going to the gym. I loved feeling the pump where my muscles would fill with blood, feel tight and look huge. Since I was cutting for a while though, I gained very little strength which was slightly discouraging. 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They tended to consist of a lean meat, a filling carbohydrate and steamed vegetables. I also ate plain oatmeal for breakfast with some chopped up fruit and/or peanutbutter and cinnamon. I also drank fruit smoothies and prepared overnight oats. By now, I had purchased a food scale and a body fat caliper to chart changes in my body fat percentage and measure my calories with greater precision. I started eating very clean. I did have days where I would have slices of pizza and other junk, but I stuck with my diet 99% of the time. \n Proteins: Chicken Breast, Turkey, Fish \n Carbohydrates: Brown rice, Quinoa, Potatoes, Sweet Potatoes \n Vegetables: Broccoli, Carrots, Cauliflower, Green Beans \n Getting Ripped: \n Losing fat became very hard at the end. My fat loss started to plateau. My goal was to get to 10% body fat and at the time I had around 14-15%. Previously, I had read about re-feed days and diet breaks and decided to give these techniques a try. I figured my body needed it considering that I had been at a caloric deficit for many months. The 14-day diet break I had was amazing. Energy levels went through the roof which translated to slightly better lifts in the gym. After the break was over, I lost a couple more pounds of fat a little bit easier. \n With the iconic spring break trip soon approaching, I had to lose another 5 pounds in about 6 weeks. I slightly lowered my calories from around 2000 to 1800 and continued to hit the gym 3 days a week with occasional cardio. It was very difficult. I had ridiculous cravings. RIDICULOUS. I started obsessing about the next time I was going to eat and my roommate had to deal with my shitty mood swings. I had about two planned re-feed days within that 6 week period and those were the days I looked forward too. 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Genetics for sure my mom's side of the family is slim mainly eat vegetables are often outside doing things yet out of nine sibling four have type 2 diabetes starting off with diet first, pills then insulin; their mother was diabetic. One sibling did not but recently died of pancreatic cancer which makes me wonder how wacky the genes are on my mom's side. Interesting though is all the affected are women.
On my dad's side there are two out of nine sibling with type 2 diabetes but male. My dad eats like a horse but eats a large variety of different types of food and isn't diabetic (at nearly 70 years of age).
I'm not diabetic yet but feel a bit resigned to my doom, my diet is not great but not bad although I don't eat a lot of variety. My sugar consumption would be a bit below average I gave up pop for nearly a decade and I rarely drink it now unless I'm at a family function. | yes genes are the culprit for sure! | [
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To everyone who disagree's with this guy, here's the bottom line,
Either you can actually do something about your situation or stay fucked. All the posting about bullshit to do with this and that really doesn't matter. | Pragmatism individually before Idealism communally
-fvck spelling | [
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I usually don't use sunblock, and going on this sub has shown me how harmful that is, but I hate how most drug store sunblock smells/feels. I really don't want to smell like I've been at a waterpark all day. Plus it usually makes me breakout.
They sell Clinique at my university bookstore, so I have easy access to their products. Does anyone have experience with the [Sun Broad Spectrum Face]( & [Body]( sunblock or the [Super City Block Oil-Free]( sunblock?
The whole reason I'm trying to purchase it is to have healthy skin, so I really don't want something that will make me break out. (I realize all skin is different, but I would appreciate any input.)
Also, some of the reviews state that the Broad Spectrum body sunblock was really thick and tacky. Could I just use the face sunblock on my body as well? | Clinique sunblock? Yes or no? | [
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I've been struggling with this whole do I or do I not have a drinking problem thing. What counts? I'm 21 and still in university. I've been trying to quit on and off for the past six months.
I started researching on alcoholism after I woke up, once again, ashamed, confused and in need of an STI test. For all the tests I've done online, it says I have a drinking problem.
I started going to AA because I felt alone and I was worried I would start drinking again. I fell in love with it and felt like I had met people I really connected with, despite being so much younger than most others.
I got a sponsor who desponsee-ed me after a week saying maybe I hadn't actually hit my bottom or I wasn't an alcoholic after all.
So I started drinking again and I still ran into the same problems with overoveroverdrinking and blacking out and feeling ashamed of myself.
The people in my life who've I've spoken to about this generally say that although on occasion they've been concerned about my drinking, they think it's normal for someone my age. They say even though I get out of control, that's what everyone does. They say sure it's odd you black out so much but everybody's different.
I don't want to drink anymore but if AA doesn't think I have a problem and my friends don't want me to quit drinking am I supposed to just stop once I get pregnant from a drunken one night stand I don't even remember? What kind of bottom is expected of me to qualify for having people support my decision to quit drinking?
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Haha I'm the passive one out of all of us cause I just see it like this no one is right or wrong I see everything as judge by perspective i can't blame them for being brainwashed in to religion so why focus on religion if schools is about academic and sport success . I rally just talk about everything else I don't argue religious debates I hide my atheism in school only a few people know it during religion class athiest me cringes to the soul since they out too much emphasis that a ruling figure makes things happen i hate that I don't want my actions to be judged by a book written 2000 years Ago. | I'm not discriminated because I'm passive and secretive about it, but its hard during religion class since they are too much on faith and prayer rather than action | [
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A bunch of monkeys sitting in front of type-writers will eventually reproduce all the works of Shakespeare"
Source: [The Infinite Monkey Theorem] (
Proof that this is not possible:
Quoting from the article:
"
However, for physically meaningful numbers of monkeys typing for physically meaningful lengths of time the results are reversed. If there were as many monkeys as there are atoms in the observable universe typing extremely fast for trillions of times the life of the universe, the probability of the monkeys replicating even a single page of Shakespeare is unfathomably minute.
Ignoring punctuation, spacing, and capitalization, a monkey typing letters uniformly at random has a chance of one in 26 of correctly typing the first letter of Hamlet. It has a chance of one in 676 (26 × 26) of typing the first two letters. Because the probability shrinks exponentially, at 20 letters it already has only a chance of one in 2620 = 19,928,148,895,209,409,152,340,197,376 (almost 2 × 1028). In the case of the entire text of Hamlet, the probabilities are so vanishingly small as to be inconceivable. The text of Hamlet contains approximately 130,000 letters.[note 3] Thus there is a probability of one in 3.4 × 10183,946 to get the text right at the first trial. The average number of letters that needs to be typed until the text appears is also 3.4 × 10183,946,[note 4] or including punctuation, 4.4 × 10360,783.[note 5]
Even if every proton in the observable universe were a monkey with a typewriter, typing from the Big Bang until the end of the universe (when protons no longer exist), they would still need a ridiculously longer time - more than three hundred and sixty thousand orders of magnitude longer - to have even a 1 in 10500 chance of success. To put it another way, for a one in a trillion chance of success, there would need to be 10360,641 universes made of atomic monkeys.[note 6] As Kittel and Kroemer put it, "The probability of Hamlet is therefore zero in any operational sense of an event...", and the statement that the monkeys must eventually succeed "gives a misleading conclusion about very, very large numbers." This is from their textbook on thermodynamics, the field whose statistical foundations motivated the first known expositions of typing monkeys.[3]
In fact there is less than a one in a trillion chance of success that such a universe made of monkeys could type any particular document a mere 79 characters long." | the odds are so small that you might as well ask her out and probably succeed
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Well my story begins being raised in a abusive household. My father(the abusive one) was schizophrenic bipolar former marine and my mother who I thought was the good one my life changed when I was 14 and my father committed suicide. After that my mother started becoming distant. she would spend several days away and not come home. it was like this all the time untill she just dint come home and we found out she dint want anything to do with her 3 children anymore. it was hard and depressing but I made it through it. Now im 18 and she has been coming back into contact with me. I dont know whether to accept her back or not. I mean I have made it this far without her and she abandoned me when I needed her most. | whether to accept my mother that abandoned me back into my life | [
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I live in the suburbs and have been going out between 2am and 5am for the last five days. I'm about for 1.5 hours hitting 15 gyms in my area. I really only cherry pick, so I've been hauling between 70 and 100 coins a night.
There is one gym directly off a larger road on a residential street. I have to park and walk about 10 feet to reach the gym; however it is a rather large grassy knoll behind a community pool.
Anyway, some officers were sitting on the other side of the larger road, in a parking lot with access to tennis courts (there happens to be 2 pokestops there). They saw me pull into the residential street and make a u-turn and stop the car. I saw them immediately and knew they were going to check in on me.
So, they pulled behind me and actually spooked me a little because one came up the passenger side and the other slow walked to the driver side. I was embarrassed, very polite and apologized for wasting their time and after 15 minutes, they finished running my license and plates and let me go.
But! I hadn't taken the gym yet so when they went back to their squad car, I got out and walked toward the knoll. One of the officers started speaking to me asked what I was doing and warned me about trespassing. I was only 10 feet away from the road and said this was as far as I was going, he told me okay but to watch out.
Now the pool also has a gym in their parking lot, obviously I skipped it and the stops at the tennis court parking lot. There is also an out of the way restaurant that has a gym and 2 pokestops in the parking lot on my route. Now, I am very uneasy about going to these places, which sucks for me b/c these are usually the easy gyms to take. | Anyone have guidance on what is considered trespassing when accessing parking lots? I think that I am fine going to a strip mall lot, but not a lot of a standalone out of the way restaurant, or these community hubs. Or, is it all trespassing? | [
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I have solved part of this problem by implementing a homebrewed rule for my 3e games. Passive and Active skills. Its taken from another additions concept... can't remember which one right now though. So you have your bonus to skill say we stick with knowledge. Your bonus is maybe 10. The knowlege check is 18. Now I apply the concept of "taking 10" and subtract 10 from the DC to bring it to 8. Now if the player notices something that has to do with the subject they passively pass the check and have general knowlege. If more is needed they are then aware they need to do more research and will make a standard role as the "active" skill check.
I love applying this to things like spot, search, jump, climb, etc. Lets take someone sneaking around the group. His hide bonus is 8. The party members spot is a 12, he will passively notice something in the brush and I will say as much to him. He can then decide to take an active action and try to identify. If he passes then he accurately identifies the theif in the brush. If he fails I say something general like maybe it was a fox.
You can use these to speed up movement like jumping and climbing (although you need to be careful not to forget the potential risks, if there is a negative like falling to your death it should always be an active roll unless the player can pass it by taking 10) I like it. My players like it. It also helps with the players wanting to search for traps in every square area of a dungeon.
I try to avoid telling players to make skill checks when they haven't asked to do anything (except in reaction to an event that requires one). I feel that they are actions the character chooses to do. Its more of an art than a hard science when trying to balance the use of passive and active checks in my campaigns.
This also helps to remove some meta gaming. Fore example sense motives and bluff. In reality would you be worrying about the store owner in every city you visit ripping you off? No, so if the store owner is lying and he players have no in game reason to think so I use passive skills to see if a player picks up on a tell.
Another way this can be done is rolling for a player behind the screen so they don't get to infer anything from a requested skill roll | Passive skills help speed basic actions and can even help stop meta gaming. Same can be done by rolling certain checks behind the DM screen if you and your players don't mind you rolling for them. | [
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aw, thanks!
+/u/dogetipbot 10 doge
I could actually go into more detail if people were interested; I've spent several hours yesterday and today poking at this. Just got to the point where I realized no matter which way I turned it, I simply couldn't get good results, and figured I'd share so nobody else would have to waste time with it.
Here's some more quick calculations:
A scrypt scratchpad is 1024x1024, and is fully accessed twice, meaning 2Mbit of data is passed through a memory interface per hash. My FPGA can support internally 514 memory blocks x 40bit x200MHz (theoretical max) = 4.112Tbit/second memory throughput. Divide that out, and you've got a theoretical max 2Mhash/sec (woah!)
.....BUT......
The 1024x1024 bit scratchpad means we also need 1Mbit of memory per hash core. My chip has 5.1Mbit of memory space, so we can fit a max of 5 scratchpads. An scrypt core requires nominally 2048 memory accesses (note that all these calcs are rough, order of magnitude, and I'm just working with the salsa core not the pre/post hashing). So if we could run one iteration per clock cycle at full clock rate (spoiler: we can't), we could fit (200MHz/2048)=97khash per core, times 5 cores, ~500khash (a quarter of the 2Mhash the memory could theoretically support -- reflecting that memory size is as much of a limitation as memory bandwidth, the two need to be balanced).
Now, note that before I was calculating something less than 10khash, which is a lot less than 500khash! Well, this reflects that I can't run at 200MHz with single-cycle execution of everything! In my implementation, I was in fact looking at ~32 cycle latency for each salsa round, and still only getting a clock speed of ~70MHz. So, take that 500khash and divide by 32 = 15.6khash, and then multiply by (70/200) and you get 5.4khash.
Those hashes went away fast!!
In comparison, a Video card , it can make a lot better use of that bandwidth. It has 3GB of memory, so it could theoretically support 24k full scratchpads! Additionally, it's core is running near 1GHz, with 2304 CUDA cores fwiw. Presumably each CUDA core can work on a hash round or two in parallel, though I have no idea how many cycles they take, etc. But, we can see quite readily that the FPGA's greater internal memory bandwidth is effectively worthless, because there isn't enough memory or enough processing speed to take advantage of it. SHA256 can be completely serialized and unrolled, so it can take advantage of the FPGA internal bandwidth. | See original post, I just expanded more
Note: If someone wants to buy me really nice chip | [
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This kind of protest I don't think would ever get off the ground but it makes me curious. It seems to be that the TSA gives you the option to either go through their checkpoint and get a fullbody scan or gropped in the most uncomfortable way or to go the other way (i.e. through customs and to a different country). What if people chose to just stay in limbo between customs and the TSA checkpoint?
As far as I am aware, they cannot force you through the checkpoint and they most definitely (at least I hope) cannot deport a US citizen, so why not just clog up the areas in between? If enough people ended up there the TSA would be forced to respond in some manner...but how so? It would kind of be like a sit-in in some way but would need lots of people to cause traffic problems in the airport for peoples coming through arrivals (although I don't really enjoy the idea that it would disturb other peoples arrivals, it's the only way it would be effective). | camp-out between customs and TSA checkpoint to protest against TSA policies | [
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ive been playing a lot of support. ive always loved the dual lane meta. and one thing ive learned is that it is not by any means easy. you need to be in the minds of two opponents (and if ur solo queueing 3) you need reaction for janna shields and you need to be able to intiate good fights for your ad or toss out poke when its safe and constantly read the situation. being all the while map aware allowing your ad to focus on last hitting. | support isnt easy, be more map aware and more engaged in the game to get more out of the role. | [
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Sup ladies and gents. Throwaway because my brother stalks me on Reddit. I don't post very much that I wouldn't be comfortable saying on FB or at a family dinner so it's not a big deal, but for obvious reasons I'd prefer he not see this.
Anyway, down to business. First a little background. Both my brother and I are "romantically challenged." I've come close a few times, but I've never had what I would call a girlfriend in my life, and he's pretty much in the same boat. He has Asperger's Syndrome so talking about anything potentially unpleasant is and always has been a minefield, and I'm not particularly anxious to ruin anything for him. We get along very well (a departure from our childhood) and rented an apartment together this summer.
Two or three months ago (before we got the apartment) he started seeing a coworker of his. I can't stand her and while I'm pretty sure I don't also have AS, like my father and brother I'm not particularly skilled at or interested in hiding my emotions. The best I can do is to not react to her at all, but they both pick up on this--even my brother who generally has trouble taking social cues.
I don't know that she's a bad person per se, I just can't stand being around her. She's not particularly intelligent, is morbidly obese, and is mind-blowingly irresponsible. About a week ago she was fired from their mutual employer for attendance infractions, and the other day she was mooning over some new iPad-ish thing that she just bought. After being fired. My brother says she has Borderline Personality Disorder, which makes me even more anxious--I'm a firm believer in the principle of "never stick your dick in crazy." Thankfully, they haven't slept together, so I take the "girlfriend/boyfriend" arrangement with heaps and heaps of salt, hence the trivializing quotation mark in my title.
Anyway, given our closeness and age, by now my brother and I are very accustomed to each other. We've had a couple pretty frank conversations about my opinion of her, but I couldn't bring myself to go so far as to say that I usually can't stand being around her. We've had good days and bad days, but generally speaking I just can't tolerate her mannerisms and comments. She likes to make random squealing/meowing noises and the other day while we were watching Spartacus: Vengeance [mild spoilers ahead] she opined that Varro's wife Aurelia "deserved" her fate: beaten and scourged by Romans for attempting to escape slavery. When I asked how it is remotely possible for someone to deserve such a fate for breaking the bonds of servitude, she answered: "I don't like her." When I asked why she responded "because she's stupid."
To be clear, I know it's just a TV show. The above anecdote is not the reason I dislike her, it's merely symptomatic. I do not see what she brings to the table in a relationship, and I'm very very anxious that my brother is only interested in her because she's interested in him; which in his defense hasn't happened very often to either of us. She's already got him pretty well whipped--which I'd at least somewhat understand if she were any combination of hot, smart, sane, or fun to be around.
Getting a little into the weeds here, she claims to be a bisexual and my brother has a huge fetish for lesbians. I very much doubt that any of the porn he watches features males in any capacity. I may not have been in one myself but I've spectated romantic relationships for 15+ years, and I've seen this a lot from large, unattractive women: suggesting or even plainly talking about how much freaky sex they'd like to have with other women to attract especially horny men. I've asked what he likes about her, and the only answer of substance that I got was "she's not like other women." He has admitted to me that he doesn't find her very physically attractive, which is yet another red flag. I don't want to sound like I'm saying "only date hot women," but I have come to the conclusion that attraction is an important component of what purports to be a "romantic" relationship.
So basically I'm torn because I don't want either of us to be "foreveralone," but of the two of us I'm beginning to suspect that I'm the only one psychologically capable of rejecting a woman. As I mentioned above I've never had a girlfriend either, but I have rejected advances and failed to follow up on bad dates. I work nights so it doesn't really affect me when/that they spend time together, so I'm not particularly worried about her "stealing him from me" or anything like that. But I have absolutely zero interest in this woman being a part of my life, which will surely remain the case if he doesn't break up with her at some point. I'm simply too close to him, and detaching even slightly would I think cause great stress for both of us.
For the first time in our long relationship, I'm at somewhat of a loss as to how to proceed. On the one hand, if I confront him and say what I've said here he will probably have a strong negative reaction at first but is very likely to tell me later on that he understands and perhaps even agrees. But on the other hand, I don't really want to be a meddler, and like I mentioned earlier I'm not sure he even can bring himself to detach from what is (to my eyes at least) a bad relationship. I worry that he will come too far along and not be able to break it off even if he wants to. Do I play the badguy, or do I let things play out? I have no problem playing the badguy but I'm not sure if that's the right thing to do. | I'm super close to my brother, but can't stand his "gf" and am at a loss for how to proceed. I do not want to editorialize on his romantic values. I recognize that it's not my job to decide for him what is/n't valuable, but at the same time I know him well enough to strongly suspect he's "attracted" to her for terrible reasons. | [
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I can't stand her and while I'm pretty sure I don't also have AS, like my father and brother I'm not particularly skilled at or interested in hiding my emotions. The best I can do is to not react to her at all, but they both pick up on this--even my brother who generally has trouble taking social cues. \n I don't know that she's a bad person per se, I just can't stand being around her. She's not particularly intelligent, is morbidly obese, and is mind-blowingly irresponsible. About a week ago she was fired from their mutual employer for attendance infractions, and the other day she was mooning over some new iPad-ish thing that she just bought. After being fired. 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I may not have been in one myself but I've spectated romantic relationships for 15+ years, and I've seen this a lot from large, unattractive women: suggesting or even plainly talking about how much freaky sex they'd like to have with other women to attract especially horny men. I've asked what he likes about her, and the only answer of substance that I got was \"she's not like other women.\" He has admitted to me that he doesn't find her very physically attractive, which is yet another red flag. I don't want to sound like I'm saying \"only date hot women,\" but I have come to the conclusion that attraction is an important component of what purports to be a \"romantic\" relationship. \n So basically I'm torn because I don't want either of us to be \"foreveralone,\" but of the two of us I'm beginning to suspect that I'm the only one psychologically capable of rejecting a woman. As I mentioned above I've never had a girlfriend either, but I have rejected advances and failed to follow up on bad dates. I work nights so it doesn't really affect me when/that they spend time together, so I'm not particularly worried about her \"stealing him from me\" or anything like that. But I have absolutely zero interest in this woman being a part of my life, which will surely remain the case if he doesn't break up with her at some point. I'm simply too close to him, and detaching even slightly would I think cause great stress for both of us. \n For the first time in our long relationship, I'm at somewhat of a loss as to how to proceed. On the one hand, if I confront him and say what I've said here he will probably have a strong negative reaction at first but is very likely to tell me later on that he understands and perhaps even agrees. But on the other hand, I don't really want to be a meddler, and like I mentioned earlier I'm not sure he even can bring himself to detach from what is (to my eyes at least) a bad relationship. I worry that he will come too far along and not be able to break it off even if he wants to. Do I play the badguy, or do I let things play out? I have no problem playing the badguy but I'm not sure if that's the right thing to do.",
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Thanks for asking your question. I'm just re-reading my post for grammar and spelling and I think I've written a novella!! Hope there's something in my story that sparks thought or hope for you.
20s - I was self-conscious and insecure and sought my identify through being part of a couple. I thought if someone loved me, then whatever 'special sauce' that person had, spilled over to me. Wrong. Big lesson learned but thoroughly confused as to what went wrong.
(Best decision I made in my 20s was to quit my job with a blue-chip company that bowed to the almighty dollar, and went to work for the federal government. Felt lucky to be able to work on behalf of the citizens and taxpayers of the best country in the world. Years after starting with the feds I remember hearing someone knock public servants and it baffled me because I worked in a scientific-based department and everyone worked so passionately and were extremely dedicated.)
30s - Never ever dreamed I'd find myself divorced and a single mother! Me? But that story belonged to other people. Huge reality check and struggles with self which led me to counselling to find out 'why did I marry who I did and how can I make sure I don't make that mistake again' which luckily set me off in a whole new direction in life. Lots of financial struggles. Learned to sacrifice and surrender (imagine struggling upstream in a powerful river, and then you suddenly realize if you turn around and lift up your feet, your energy and efforts are in sync with what's happening around you. Learn to go with the flow.) Loved being a mom, something I felt I was really good at, and that's been a huge source of joy in my life. So my 30s were the most difficult decade for me, but my circumstances created the space that allowed me to make the biggest transition in my life.
(To be honest, a big motivator was a fear of being 60 and eating cat food. Yikes!)
40s - Wonderful decade. On the path of self-awareness. True feelings of independence and tremendous curiosity. Found many books written by people who have taken this journey before me, so devoured books by authors I could relate to. How did these people know what was going on in my head? I found my true power... in making wise choices and being grateful for all that I did have (not what I didn't). Money was NOT the main factor in happiness; it was in relationships... the most important one being with yourself. I love who I became... not perfect by any means, but always striving to learn from my experiences. I recognized that Life was sending me lessons and if I didn't learn from it, it would come back again but with a bigger impact... till I 'got it'. Thank you life! haha
(Best decision I made in my 40s was to sign up for a pre-retirement course so I could see what was required to make my retirement dream happen.)
50s - Started off difficult as I went through menopause. Hormonal imbalance affected my performance at work (forgetful, disorganized) which created a lot of anxiety as I had built a stellar reputation over 3 decades of hard work. I loved the Freedom 55 commercials so I had set my sites on that... not realizing others thought it fanciful. On my 55th birthday, after working overtime for 45 minutes to clear up the last of my workload to hand off to the executive assistant who was going to fill in behind me... I did what I always said I'd do... I skipped down the hall and out to the parking lot. Happy, happy. Joy, joy. (Ren & Stimpy-ism.) Since that day, my life has been amazingly joyful. Although I worked hard to put myself in a financially stable position, and I worked hard at learning to be the best Me I could be... I never dreamed I'd be able to create the wonderful life I am now living. If I die tomorrow, no regrets (except smoking... that's my only regret... luckily quit over a decade ago).
(My financial secret: Key element is to learn to live, not within your means, but below them. Over time, small sacrifices can create tremendous gains. It makes you really think about what you want to spend your hard-earned money on.)
So even though my 40s were pretty awesome, my 50s are turning out to be even better. I see more carefree joy in my 60s... and I'm choosing lifestyles wrt food and exercise so I can live to be 100. | If you take the time to work on a financial plan along with a self-improvement plan you can create a wonderful balance of the best that life has to offer. Whether you go for it or not, it's all up to you. | [
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When I first started reading this I didn't intend for it to be (and it was actually decent):
Uh, hey guys, so, I go to <cool school name here> and I have <one/two cool internships at big company <ex> >. I'm really worried. My friends are getting 1 million dollar total compensation out of school... but I'm only getting 500K!!!! What do I do?!
If I don't get a cool job at a hot company making generally unrealistic money I mind as well kill myself because I'm worthless..
I thought this subreddit was more about talking about different technologies/frameworks/languages/skill-sets and how to properly develop your abilities over time.
What I'm starting to feel like is that this subreddit is becoming a collegeconfidential-esque forum with humble-braggers and hilarious exaggerations.
Mentors actually working in the field repeatedly say that the prestige of your university or internships really only matter for your first job, and, if you aren't a shitbird/worth your weight, you'll be able to land those jobs anyways. After a bit it becomes a silly water-cooler topic: "oh, good school, lets get back to work".
If you're smart and you have a good work ethic, you'll do fine. Yet this topic literally plagues the subreddit.
It's depressing. The quality has been decreasing and starting to become "if you didn't go to Cal, good luck" ad-nauseum. I go to a good school, and consider myself a good programmer eager to learn, and this subreddit constantly makes me feel like shit about myself and my abilities. I'm sure it does for other people, too. If I recall someone just posted a success-story on here not-too-long-ago and at the bottom he said not to read this subreddit... that's absurd.
There are a literal plethora of programming jobs that all pay really well and have fantastic benefits for literally any location. Just because they're not some hot startup or a monolithic tech-giant doesn't mean they're not worth it to work at.
Who would've ever thought that Philadelphia would have a good bit of tech jobs? Not me, but we do.
We need to stop with this "go to <nutty university here> so you can get <cool job in SV> or you're worthless" attitude that this subreddit has and foster more genuine, informative conversation. | subreddit is becoming college confidential with exaggerating humble braggers | [
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Hello, r/trees. Frequent lurker, tree user, humanitarian.
History: Have been dating a girl (I'm a guy) for over 3 years. She's as straight as they come. Doesn't drink, doesn't smoke, never swears, innocent in many ways. Me: I drink beer (socially), smoke trees (regularly), pretty much a laid back guy any time of the day.
I've had a pretty rough time for the past few years. Left home at a young age to pursue an education which I wouldn't be able to at home. Hasn't gone exactly the way I wanted it to. I've suffered from bouts of depression, financially been dragging by, pretty much can't get lower mentally than what I'm at now. I've even had suicidal ideations on and off for the past 2 years.
To the point : I've been trying to come out to my significant other, that I use trees, and drink beer occasionally. But she'll have nothing of it. The alcohol, she has her reasons (trouble in her household), but even then she is now okay with me drinking lightly. But trees, for some reason, are a big no-no (for reasons of not educating herself on the topic I suppose). I love her to death, want to spend the rest of my life with her, but how do I go about getting her to accept this side of me? She loves me as well, but she's very stubborn. Very wound up person, and preferably, I would like her to chill out and smoke a J, but that is clearly out of the question.
Trees have helped me get through many shitty times, fight depressive moods, and just overall made my quality of life better. I use it during downtime, I'm very productive otherwise. I'm educated (4th year med student), and so is she. Which is why my predicament baffles me, it upsets me, and makes me question my secretive use of trees. I would never stop use, but I hate lying to her. What would you all suggest?
Also, thank you r/trees . For all the good laughs and all around positive vibe of this sub-reddit. For those of you who thought, "Ah, this post would be a waste of time, no one will see it," and posted anyways, I thank you. You all have unknowingly helped me avoid mental catastrophe. Your posts have genuinely had a hand in improving my quality of life.
P.S. My life is better than it's been during the past few years. Sister is engaged (she's an ent), to another ent. Both very nice people. I couldn't be happier. Just thought I'd leave this post here, it's been therapeutic. Thank you. | I'm a tree user. Trees help my depressive symptoms and quality of life. Girlfriend, who I love, is opposed, won't accept my use. WHY?!? | [
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Oh I've had so many fails. The worst of them all would have to be when I was in high school. I was excited to go to dinner and a movie with my 'totally not dating this dude but we hang out together all the time and cuddle on the bed while watching star trek' friend. (By 'dinner' I mean 'McDonalds'. We were classy.)
I waited, and waited, and got hungry, and waited some more, and waited MORE. Didn't hear anything from him, and nobody answered the phone at his house. Got really hungry. Turned the oven on for a pizza. Except I'd turned on the stove, not the oven, and I'd thrown my math notebook on top of the stove...
I ran into the kitchen to see the notebook smoldering. I threw it on the floor and dumped a couple pitchers of water on it. Singed the linoleum. Turned the oven on, put in the pizza. Burned the pizza -- the center was way overdone and I had to chisel it off. Ate cereal instead.
About six hours after I was supposed to get picked up, his dad called me. Turns out he'd broken his leg on the ski slope earlier that day and was in the hospital. I scrambled around and managed to get a family friend to take me up to see him.
The nurses at first wouldn't let me in to see him. So I channelled my ability to cry on command and said that but I'm his girlfriend I need to etc etc blubber blubber sniffle whine chin wobble etc etc. They changed their attitude really quick, cooed at me, said 'he needs your strength, not your tears', and helped me to his room where he was sleeping. I snickered and waited a couple hours for him to wake up. (I'd brought a book to keep me company.)
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Excella, our old faction of friends/rl friends, derped when both me and Speidy were at work and let someone get in a hole that they didn't reseal up and he killed them all (as me and Speidy are the only pvpers in it). Since the base was fully secured beforehand (2 thick from sky to bedrock), I left pretty much everything (my fortune III pick and all my enchanting/alchemy stuff and diamonds) in a chest.
As such, we only had what was left on us. We had our potions and our full enchanted gear on us. We are currently strip mining in our old base (not the Excella one) to get some diamonds/coin back.
And btw, to the person who raided us and destroyed every chest so all the items (valuable and not) would despawn, fuck you. | MrArchy and Speidy, geared in full enchanted diamond + potions, are looking for a good faction to join (preferably a pvp one). Contact us in either the game or in this thread. | [
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I like stories to be told without riddles and suggestions. I like endings. We're given the POV of many clever characters and yet we're still kept at a distance from them. The beauty of reading mysteries is that you get to be in on the secret thoughts of the cleverest mind in the story. When you read Joyce or Melville or Hawthorne or Tolstoy, you're given brilliant plots (that are not mysteries) and brilliant characters and the reader is respected. GRRM is more like Dickens, purposefully giving you the perspective of the youngest (Bran, Dany) or the most foolish (Cat, Jon, Arianne, Cersei, etc) so as to withhold answers. (Dickens was not telling mystery stories, but his protagonists were always at the mercy of older, smarter, more powerful people.) That annoys me. JJ Abrams, Damon Lindelof, and Christopher Nolan have made fabulous careers out of dicking the audience around. (Mystery stories without the perspective of a clever character trying to solve the mystery.) I don't like it, and I hope GRRM steers clear of further Lost comparisons.
The biggest sin of all is Ned. GRRM gives us great insight into Ned's perspective but specifically teases the Tower of Joy scene. How many different times did we come across a moment where it would have been logical for the audience reading Ned's chapters to read the events that Ned knows, or at least to understand what Ned believes? (Ned is our detective, he's actively trying to solve "The Mystery of The Strong Seed" and yet he goes out of his way not to tell us The Mystery of The Tower Of Joy.) The reason we still don't know why Whent, Hightower, and Dayne were guarding Lyanna and not with Rhaegar or Aerys is because of GRRM's pretensions.
That said, you may be right.
EDIT: for clarity about mystery-story conventions and the sins of gimmicks. | I think Harry Potter would have been a better story if told through Snape's perspective. | [
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Shit! I remembered another one!
So, just moved to a new city- go drinking with my cousin and some older line hauler trucker types (moving industry), a few that had transitioned to sales, important to the industry and company we were with. I'm early twenties, Cuz is as well. Rest are all older forties. We are the babies of the bunch. A few shots of whiskey, followed by stories, followed by jaeger and a beer. Time to head home as I pile into the backseat of my cousin's BRAND NEW Subaru WRX-STi. Older gent hops in passenger, we hit the highway home. But the Kombucha and pint of kale I ate for lunch didn't mix so well with the alcohol and my cousin's love of his race car...... and I was on the puke-train. No worries though, as I had the backseat to myself and hit the window with no problem.
EXCEPT at high speeds, there is a vortex effect that is created by the open window, and my carefully planned vomit stream became an F5 tornado of hippy-kale puke inside of the car. Kale was in everyone's hair, ears, all over the upholstery, older gent was covered, It was SO fucking bad. I don't even know if anyone said anything, I was in shock. We just went home, and I went out and rented a carpet shampooing unit. | make sure you are careful when you puke. | [
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Just got off the phone with my mum. My parents are getting a divorce. And I could not be happier.
My dad is a fool. He's ridiculously stubborn, vain, self-righteous, and mean. I have known this all my life. Mum raised my sister by ourselves and took care of him (doing 100% of the domestic chores, which were greatly added to by the messes he creates) for my entire life. I missed the bus once when I was younger and he was angry with me because he had to get off the couch for 20 minutes to take me to school. Although he definitely wanted me out of the house and at school, probably so that he could masturbate openly on the couch. Eventually he stopped caring that we were around and would masturbate openly on the couch anyway. He has a single activism project, the Israeli/Palestinian conflict, that he pours his energy into. As a matter of fact, the only kindness or generosity he has shown my sister or I is to offer to get us involved in his activism. He always threatened not to pay for our college, but if we wanted to go to Israel to see just how "right" he is, he'd pay our way gladly.
Mom is a first-generation immigrant who is very non-confrontational although strong. I am not really sure why they got married. Perhaps they loved each other once. But after they got married...well, here's a story that symbolizes everything. I was told that Dad promised to quit smoking when they got married. That never happened, and if you bring it up, he either denies it, says that you don't understand anything, or gets angry. I suspect that after things got really bad, Mom stayed with him because she had the conception that children were better off with two parents, however dysfunctional, and also because she is a teacher and he is a doctor and she knew that a divorce would jeopardize further education for my sister and I. I, the younger sibling, enter my senior year of college in September. And things have gotten a lot worse.
Dad was caught smoking weed at his job (...at a hospital, who the fuck does that?) and lost his job. So Mom was supporting him. Dad proceeded to cheat on Mom. Not once, not twice, but at least four times (that we know about.) I know they haven't slept together in well over 5-6 years, but he seems to masturbate enough to take care of that. This last time, he actually stole the appliances that Mum has used to pretty much be his maid for all these years and gave them to the other woman. And when Mum calls him out, he denies it until he finally gets angry and says "I did it, so what?"
Mom just found out about two recent affairs of his and asked for a divorce. She is receiving nothing but applause from my end.
My dilemma is thus. I have an endless emotional cellar of pent-up resentment and anger for my father. I remember telling Mum to get a divorce when I was as young as 7 or 8. Now that it is happening, I want this to be the grand reveal of his assholery that he deserves.
My mind jumps around. First and foremost, my extended family on his side is having a get-together this weekend which I am invited to. Dad is specifically leaving Mom out of this, presumably so he can reap sympathy by telling only his half of the story. He doesn't know that I know all of this. It is really important to me that I reveal what I know of the story to my grandmother and aunts/uncles. My grandmother has been a shitty mother-in-law to Mom in the past, although Gma seems very interested in keeping close contact with me. I resolved a long time ago that if Gma ever badmouths Mom in front of me, I will flip that table. Mom has done too much for me and expected nothing in return. I am on her side, forever, 100%, and if my family dares to suggest that Mom is the problem, not Dad, let hell break free.
Yet I know that I need another side to this. How do I manage my actions so that I can achieve a satisfying amount of retribution and closure without...well, sounding insane? How much is justified?
I'm also planning to change my last name on my 21st birthday to my mother's maiden name as a symbolic gesture that will give me some peace and show B that he is not and never was my father. If I had my way right now, I would want him to have all the unhappiness in his future that he has forced on us for all these years. | My dad has been an increasingly large and cancerous piece of shit to my mom, sister, and I, Mom is finally getting the divorce she deserves. How do I find meaningful ways to communicate my anger and pain to family (...and also to Dad, truthfully) without committing a crime?
Afternote: My sister is highly religious - the only one in my whole family who is - and is dealing with this situation in a really odd way. She had just as much trouble with Dad as I did, though she was never as close with Mum as I was, and was able to romanticize the situation because she left the house before things started to really plummet. I expect that she will cry a lot and blame Mom more than she should and avoid the situation in general, so her example does not give me any answers, unfortunately. | [
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So the reason people get upset about it in the first place is because they feel that it gives those people an unfair advantage, which is does. But who really cares the game mode is for fun.
I want to play for fun but I also want to win and play against people who don't cheat.
That's totally fair to say that, but all that means is that you strive to win, so do they, which is why they make those accounts in the first place. Their drive is stronger than your drive, you simply don't care as much. So if you don't care enough to make your own ARAM account why do you care enough to post on reddit about it? | Just make an ARAM only account if you think it gives so much of an advantage and it actually upsets you to be at a disadvantage. Otherwise why even mention it. | [
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I'd follow CaptStiches21's advice mostly, the settings in the book aren't bad. I ran a game a few years back more based off real-world events with some bits pulled from several of the settings thrown in, and it was fun. There's also d20 Future, as well as d20 Apocalypse as WotC supplements, and a few others from other companies that are worth a look if you want something a bit different (Ultramodern Firearms by Green Ronin is great if you want a few more guns to play with). However, some of them may be somewhat hard to get, since d20 Modern hasn't been supported or printed by WotC for several years now.
As for the mechanics, it's sort of d20 3.25, it's somewhere between 3rd ed and 3.5, there are some odd things going for it. As it is, I basically dropped the Wealth system and dealt with actual currency amounts, and left the house payments and stuff that it's supposed to deal with basically totally background material (eg. PC has a house and can pay rent/mortgage perfectly fine unless they get totally cleaned out money-wise, as happened story-wise one time). Also, the Fast Hero is personally way too front-loaded, a 1st level Fast can basically destroy any other 1st level in combat, even when not totally minmaxed, at least with my group. I found a somewhat more evenly-spaced progression that I used, that still let them be good at their specialty. All that said, it was a fun system to play in, despite its faults. If you look around, there are a number of places with system updates or fixes, so you can find a few places to run it using the D&D 4e rules, at least one place that updates the rules to D&D 3.5/Pathfinder.
As well, while the WotC books and most of the major other publishers are out of print and supported, there IS a community of people and smaller people that play it and put out new material, usually PDFs. | The settings in the rulebook are good, there are a few other WotC and other publisher books that are worth looking at too, the system needs a bit of fairly simple tweaking but you can find that and other new material online fairly easily. You'll have fun. | [
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With fourteen successful rounds under our (much) smaller belts, we’re excited to start Round 15 and we’re hoping others will join in. We're advertising here at /r/fitmeals because you guys have shown an interest in eating healthy, and we would love to add some discussions of healthy food/recipes to help all of us with our goals!
What 90days is and what it isn’t
This isn’t a set diet or exercise routine. This isn’t a competition with prizes (check out /r/BTFC for that). This is a group of people working together to better themselves. Whether you want to change a lot or a little, gain muscle or lose weight, or work on things that aren't necessarily related to fitness (school, work, hobbies, friendships/family/relationships), everyone is welcome. More than anything else, this group will provide you with a place to talk to other people about health, fitness, and general self-improvement in a completely open and friendly environment. No question is too basic here.
What’s the format?
Every morning the mods post a Daily Goal thread where you can post your goals, ask questions, or read through other people’s updates. There's a weekly check-in thread every Monday and several themed posts throughout the round to keep us all on track.
If you'd like to join us for the next round, stop by and tell us about yourself and your goals in the [official introduction thread] ( Round 15 will officially begin on Monday, October 6th. On Day 1 there will be a signup form to fill out so that we can keep track of group statistics. Group and individual progress will be posted at the end of each month using a display name based on your age, gender, height, and weight (we'll describe how to decipher it all later).
What are these sprints I keep hearing about?
You'll see the word "sprints" thrown around quite a lot. Don't worry, we're not going to force anyone to go sprinting. Sprints are what we do to make it easier to stick to the whole 90 days! We've split the 90 days into 3 sprints, each one 30 days long plus a 5 day rest period in between. Why did we do this? Well, we found out that more people stuck around if they could focus on their goals for shorter periods of time and then have a short rest before resuming. When you set your goals, you can not only set goals for the entire 90 days, but also for each sprint!
What's the schedule?
Sprint 1: October 6 - November 4
Recovery: November 5 - November 9
Sprint 2: November 10 - December 9
Recovery: December 10 - December 14
Sprint 3: December 15 - January 13 | If you’re interested, subscribe to /r/90daysgoal. Day 1 is October 6th. There will be informational posts throughout the first couple weeks to get everyone started toward their goals. We'll have a progress/recovery week at the end of each month. The final day will be January 13th. Some more info can be found in [this comment]( I hope we’ll all have something to celebrate in three months! | [
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The government can't make you unlock a door
I address this here: | Yes they can, the Supreme Court says so. | [
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The more languages you know, the less experience you have in each of them
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When I was 6 or so, my older sister (8 or so) told me to put on some old diapers my family had when we were younger, and use them. Shortly after using the diapers after a week or so, my family leaves on a camping trip for 2 weeks. We walked into the house and it smells god awful, and turned out I had tried to hide the diapers behind mt dresser and they fermented there for a while. | Used leftover diapers, created embarrassing story my family tells to everyone | [
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I also posted this to /relationship_advice, but this subreddit is so awesome that I wanted to hear your opinions on this situation. Please read this if you have the time.
I just turned 21 and he is about to turn 25. I am currently in my senior year of college and we are about a four-and-a-half hour drive away from one another. That is not really a problem because I drive down to see him a lot (I do not have classes on certain days) and I barely go one month without seeing him. The reason why HE does not come up to see ME, though, I will get to later. We have been together for almost four years, and although they have not been the best and happiest four years, I used to look back and be content with the fact that I had learned so much and grown to learn more about myself and about him.
He is very loving, super affectionate, considerate, caring, reasonable, intelligent, etc. He is respectful towards my family. He is quirky and unique. He is liked by almost all people that come across his path. He knows more about popular culture than anyone I know. He is passionate about the things he likes. He is a sports fanatic. He is eloquent. He barely drinks or smokes (not very relevant, but I will just throw that in there). He is an all-around pretty awesome guy.
That being said, it is almost impossible to get into an argument with him and win. I do not mean “win” in the sense that I am competing with him over who is right and who is wrong, but that he is almost always right about most things, and I am usually (about 99% of the time, actually, or so it always seems) the one who has to apologize for doing something or saying something wrong.
We frequently get into arguments over these kinds of things (I may have incorrectly posed a question, I may not have thought something out all the way through, I made an incorrect assumption about something., etc). Most of our arguments are based on miscommunication (that almost always stem from me not explaining myself thoroughly or something else like that). This is obviously a huge problem, because more often than not I feel as though I am in a certain sense of the term “inadequate”. I do not know if my poor communication skills stem from how I was raised (my family is definitely not big on communication) or pure mental laziness. Whatever it is, I cannot seem to change to better suit his needs.
I will briefly explain the most recent argument we had of this nature:
He is having a huge party at his house next week for his birthday and asked if I could bring some open, half-full liquor bottles that I have at my apartment in my college town. I told him that I was not really sure about the laws in my state regarding open containers (I just turned 21, I am not a huge drinker by any means, I have never carried alcohol in my car, etc.). In the midst of my online research, he told me, “Are you kidding me, r5hbs34? The bottles will be stored in your trunk. You won’t have a drop of alcohol in your body…” Then he copy and pasted the text from the website that he had researched to prove to me that it would not be illegal to carry the bottles in my trunk. That is all good and well, but I really did not like the way he belittled me (as he has done before several times in the past). I brought this up to him, and there you have it: an hour-long texting argument about why he responded to me in that way. He said, “I wasn’t condescending. I was surprised that you were so narrow and self-centered in your analysis of the situation. Are you kidding me? That’s being unable to reason why you are reacting to a simple request with such negative responses, selfishly. I wouldn’t ask you to do something that would be dangerous or potentially harmful to you.”
So, there you have it. I was wrong, AGAIN, and not only that, I was selfish. That is another big issue. I am always the “selfish” one…
Long story short, I am tired of getting into these arguments. Yes, I am mature enough to admit when I am wrong. I can see that I am half of the problem. But these arguments have never gone away and always seem to resurface. It is not nice talking to him sometimes, and we both quickly get really infuriated with another. These arguments result in us not communicating for a day or two because he is so exhausted of dealing with this all the time. As am I.
The second issue that I have with him is that he does not have a job. In fact, he has never held a job in his life, which is why it is so hard for him to find one now. He lives with his parents (his dad makes a lottt of money) and his mom does not work (for obvious reasons). So, his parents coddle him. (And no, he does not work for his dad because he lacks the most basic skills for that job and does not believe in nepotism). He has said he does not want to pursue graduate school. He says he is “looking for a job”, but this just means going online now and then and filling in some online applications.
I am unclear about the money situation between him and his father because his parents obviously support him and pay for all of his expenses (he has no source of income), but he apparently “does not have enough money” to take me out (really, anywhere) or to drive up to see me in my college town. When I go down to see him, we usually hang out at his house (mansion, rather). And yes, I am embarrassed that he does not have a job (all of my friends and family members bug me about it), meanwhile I will be attending graduate school next fall.
Please help me. Help me see this from a different perspective. Are we just not good for each other? We obviously have held onto one another this long for a reason, but I just cannot get these thoughts out of my head. I do not know if I truly see a future for us in the long run.
Thanks, guys. | Although my boyfriend is an all-around great guy, we have a lot of miscommunication problems (which I am usually the source of), and he is not proactively seeking a job. I no longer know if we are good for one another. | [
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He is liked by almost all people that come across his path. He knows more about popular culture than anyone I know. He is passionate about the things he likes. He is a sports fanatic. He is eloquent. He barely drinks or smokes (not very relevant, but I will just throw that in there). He is an all-around pretty awesome guy.\nThat being said, it is almost impossible to get into an argument with him and win. I do not mean “win” in the sense that I am competing with him over who is right and who is wrong, but that he is almost always right about most things, and I am usually (about 99% of the time, actually, or so it always seems) the one who has to apologize for doing something or saying something wrong. \n We frequently get into arguments over these kinds of things (I may have incorrectly posed a question, I may not have thought something out all the way through, I made an incorrect assumption about something., etc). Most of our arguments are based on miscommunication (that almost always stem from me not explaining myself thoroughly or something else like that). This is obviously a huge problem, because more often than not I feel as though I am in a certain sense of the term “inadequate”. I do not know if my poor communication skills stem from how I was raised (my family is definitely not big on communication) or pure mental laziness. Whatever it is, I cannot seem to change to better suit his needs. \n I will briefly explain the most recent argument we had of this nature: \n He is having a huge party at his house next week for his birthday and asked if I could bring some open, half-full liquor bottles that I have at my apartment in my college town. I told him that I was not really sure about the laws in my state regarding open containers (I just turned 21, I am not a huge drinker by any means, I have never carried alcohol in my car, etc.). In the midst of my online research, he told me, “Are you kidding me, r5hbs34? The bottles will be stored in your trunk. You won’t have a drop of alcohol in your body…” Then he copy and pasted the text from the website that he had researched to prove to me that it would not be illegal to carry the bottles in my trunk. That is all good and well, but I really did not like the way he belittled me (as he has done before several times in the past). I brought this up to him, and there you have it: an hour-long texting argument about why he responded to me in that way. He said, “I wasn’t condescending. I was surprised that you were so narrow and self-centered in your analysis of the situation. Are you kidding me? That’s being unable to reason why you are reacting to a simple request with such negative responses, selfishly. I wouldn’t ask you to do something that would be dangerous or potentially harmful to you.” \n So, there you have it. I was wrong, AGAIN, and not only that, I was selfish. That is another big issue. I am always the “selfish” one… \n Long story short, I am tired of getting into these arguments. Yes, I am mature enough to admit when I am wrong. I can see that I am half of the problem. But these arguments have never gone away and always seem to resurface. It is not nice talking to him sometimes, and we both quickly get really infuriated with another. These arguments result in us not communicating for a day or two because he is so exhausted of dealing with this all the time. As am I. \n The second issue that I have with him is that he does not have a job. In fact, he has never held a job in his life, which is why it is so hard for him to find one now. He lives with his parents (his dad makes a lottt of money) and his mom does not work (for obvious reasons). So, his parents coddle him. (And no, he does not work for his dad because he lacks the most basic skills for that job and does not believe in nepotism). He has said he does not want to pursue graduate school. He says he is “looking for a job”, but this just means going online now and then and filling in some online applications. \n I am unclear about the money situation between him and his father because his parents obviously support him and pay for all of his expenses (he has no source of income), but he apparently “does not have enough money” to take me out (really, anywhere) or to drive up to see me in my college town. When I go down to see him, we usually hang out at his house (mansion, rather). And yes, I am embarrassed that he does not have a job (all of my friends and family members bug me about it), meanwhile I will be attending graduate school next fall. \n Please help me. Help me see this from a different perspective. Are we just not good for each other? We obviously have held onto one another this long for a reason, but I just cannot get these thoughts out of my head. I do not know if I truly see a future for us in the long run. \n Thanks, guys.",
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I got one of [these]( specifically because my longtime girlfriend was moving in with me. I wanted to free up some additional floor space to accommodate our collective stuff. I got it queen-sized and, though she nearly dies groggily dragging down the ladder every morning, it works great! | it's never too late. | [
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My roommate finally got the first game for his xbox, but his save file got corrupted somehow after about 9 hours of gameplay. I'm trying to use willowtree to make him a profile to get him back to around where he was with some decent, not overpowered, weapons.
I got a new save file he made with Modio and opened it in Willowtree and began work on getting him back to where he was. I got his weapons and other stuff set back up and saved the file, moved it back with modio and a USB to his xbox. Once he loaded it up, however, all of his guns and shield were extremely under powered, though I had scaled them to the right levels in willow tree.
When I reopened the file back in WT, nothing looks wrong with any of the parts, quality, or level sections of each weapon/shield. The same thing happens with premade weapons being modified or new weapons being created. For reference, I use [this]( to get the proper codes and ensure they'll work before I put them in Willowtree.
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Firstly, let me start this rant by saying that I love Josh Eppard's drumming and everything else he brings to Coheed & Cambria. I have been listening to them since SSTB, and I absolutely agree that he is the best drummer for the band. The newest album is an obvious testament to that fact.
However...
Can we all please stop shit talking Chris Pennie?!? It really confuses me why so many fans seem to dislike him. I'm sorry if YOTBR isn't your favorite album from the band, but it seems unlikely that it's entirely Chris' fault. Looking at the band's history around the time the album was being written and recorded, is it any wonder the album has a different feel? This is also one of the only times I've heard people blaming someone for ruining something they love by being too good.
Neverender was/is amazing. Ask anyone that went to the shows or has watched the DVDs. That's all I'll say to defend that. Also, Chris (and Claudio) wrote the drum parts for NWFT. Taylor played what Chris (and Claudio) wrote instead of Chris due to contractual obligations with Chris' old label.
Maybe it's because I'm a drummer. But I think Chris is great. And I personally think YOTBR is great. I like when bands try new things.
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She's my first girlfriend and I'm her first boyfriend. We're both insanely happy together, but we've only been "together "for about a month and a half now.
We have great communication, are both very faithful, and care about each other very much. I honestly feel like I could stay with her forever. She feels the same. I am so confused because for most of my life I had assumed I would be smarter about relationships, but it feels like my girlfriend blows all of my expectations out of the water for any relationship I could hoped to have had.
We both think we are crazy for even considering talking about all this stuff so soon, but it feels so right, and I can't imagine not having her in my life now.
Are we nuts? Is this normal? Should I expect it to change? | GF and I talk about baby names and marriage and stuff. I love her and she loves me. Very good communication and good feelings and happiness and shit. Are we nuts? | [
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I know hardly no one is going to see this but this needs to be said
Good comic and all but your missing the part where people stop become doctors because the amount they earn isn't going to be worth 8 year of school on top of 4 years of residency or the part where the Government can now know how much money you have in all US based bank accounts, not to mention the US debt, which already terrible, is going to spike because of there which will lead to government wanting to raise taxes but not being able to do it because the system is corrupted in both parties with career politicians on concerned with winning the next election buy trading long term stability for short happiness of the public that is going to send this country in an unstoppable downward spiral.
While I do agree pre-existing conditions is a terrible policy and am glad to see it gone, as well as the fact it goes hand in hand with individual mandatory health care, we are in massive debt and I feel that needs to take priority unless we really want to become what we fought for nearly half a century, a socialist state where every thing is managed by the government and the 1% has far more power than ever in an easy to corrupt system. | I am not fully for or against the passing of the health care bill, but now is not the time. We owe to many people to much money (which is why we are here in the first place). | [
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I think your friend is reading far too much into Inception/misinterpreting characterizations.
1) Saito as the president of some powerful nebulous super corporation is not hyperwhiteness. He isn't shown to be especially intelligent before they enter the dream. He's just the head of a powerful company. He doesn't demonstrate martial arts skills. He's not nerdy. In fact, if I were to summarize his character in a single phrase, I would simply say, "strong willed." That's no stereotype nor is it hyperwhiteness by any definition I understand. If anything, I think Saito's character is a play off the cyberpunk theme of morally gray, super powerful Asian conglomerates (think Zaibatsus). This would be more fitting with Inception's sci-fi theme.
2) Saito getting shot was necessary. Why? They needed a reason to show purgatory. To do that, they needed someone to die in the dream world. After that, they needed a reason for Leo to go chasing after that person instead of just letting them flouder in purgatory. That reason was created through Saito having the power to get Leo back into the US. Saito was shot for a dramatic reason.
3) Why should Saito be competent at all? He was never the main character. Nor did his character ever have any experience with operating in the dream world. He was simply the client. If a man takes his car in to get repaired, should we expect him to be as knowledgeable as the mechanic? Hell, Saito didn't even "really" need to go into the dream. But they wrote him going in to create the dramatic situation as described in point 2. But they also could have easily just trimmed it, thrown out purgatory and only had Leo and his team in the dream. If anything, I'm grateful they decided to take what could have been an extremely small role, and expanded it greatly, with an Asian actor no less. | It's not always racism. | [
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Hello, r/relationships
I am a 17 years old boy and need your advice about asking a girl (16) out.
I recently hosted a party (6th of August) and met a gorgeous girl who started to like me. A few hours in sitting on a bench, and a bit drunk, she put het leg over mine and started to play with my body. I realized that she really is interested in me and decided to take her outside to be separated. She started to kiss me crazy and did so all the night (even grabbed my penis a a couple of times). When it started to get lighter (4/5 am) we went to bed but didn't really sleep, we kept kissing and touching each other (i feel like she wanted to kiss me all the time). Finally, probably around 6am we got some sleep and woke up in few hours (~9/10am). In the morning she discovered that her mother had called her many times and she had to go home soon (obviously i was sad about it because the kiss led to touching her whole body).
I am not a shy guy but neither very confident aswell. I haven't hung out with a lot of girls (especially without anyone around). This was the first time i kissed a girl in years. I want to get to know her more and hang around with her but it's not going to be a date because we just met each other.
So here comes my question: What to do together with a girl you've just met (I don't know what she likes to do so maybe asking that via texting will make a step toward asking her out somewhere?) | I want to hang out with a girl i just met at a party and who likes me but I don't know where to take her or what to do with her..
Thank You for Your time! | [
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My first boyfriend and I ended on good terms. We're going to college on different sides of the country now, though, so we don't really talk much anymore, but after we broke up, we were still pretty good friends.
There was another guy who was kind of my boyfriend(?), but it was complicated and ended very poorly. I absolutely do not talk to him anymore. | In my limited experience, I'd say it depends on how the relationship ends. | [
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I also have a very active sex life w/your wife.
J/k! Butt seriously though man, I own all 3 butt-hole, vagina, & mouth flesh lights w/custom insulation. I'm also in a committed relationship w/a sweet, beautiful young lady that lets me do whatever I want to her sexually at minimum 4 times a week. Fucking a fleshlight doesn't mean you don't also fuck human vagina/mouth/anus; I love & enjoy both. I actually line them up between my mattress & box spring just like this Jedi of masturbation, to simulate the combination of ass-to-mouth, vagina to ass, ass-to-vagina etc that I thoroughly enjoy performing on my young gorgeous girlfriend, but instead of pictures of yoda, I watch videos of my girlfriend gagging on my cock or some1 else's girlfriend/mother gagging on a cock w/their mouth or butt, & occasionally vaginal (however I'm extremely depraved when it comes to pornography so I rarely watch straight sex) on my laptop.
Point is/ | masturbation is healthy. There's nothing wrong w/jerking off/using a pocket pussy/fleshlight/or old fashioned knuckle busters for that matter, & just because a person chooses to shoot his load into a flashlight w/sex organs built into it, doesn't mean they aren't capable of getting laid by a real person, or being in a real relationship. If I had to choose, yea I'd go w/my girlfriend because... Well intimacy & emotional stimulation are difficult to garner from a jack-off tube, but the fleshlight feels just as pleasurable (if not more so) as actual sexual intercourse. | [
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I got an impromptu chewing out and when we got home I had to give away 1/3 of my toys to a charity for needy kids.
To this day I can still remember the thought process in my brain when it clicked and I was thinking "Oh, she's right, that was mean." and I felt and still feel bad for it. | I had a sudden bought of brattiness which got quickly destroyed by my Grandmother. | [
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