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2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | I had the greatest day today! Towards the end of the day I had no hateful feelings because I really don't give a damn anymore. For those who care, I changed my sn. Now it is Meshgurl218. Becca will understand. I had the greatest lunch also. Tomorrow is bound to be better. I have practice, which is always fun with Sarah and Elisa. Which by they way, they definitely stole the show. It is such an honor to be working with them. Anywho, guess I'll see you guys tomorrow *notice how I refrain from using the term ya'll*. |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | You just don't get it, do you? I don't care if you like him or not. I'm over that. Every time I tried to expressed my feeling about your 'love' for him I get bitch-slapped. And that pissed me off. The fact that no one can have different opinions about him other than the ones you have set out for us. I really don't think he's that bad. Christina and Chelsea have told me some hilarious stories. And he actually seems kinda cool. But do remember the other day at lunch when I was talking to Erica and Becca about how for Les Mis they wanted him to cut his hair and he refused. You caught on to what I was saying and made everyone shut up so you could hear. That is what ticks me off. The only way I can communicate with you and actually have you pay attention is if I mention him. But now that you don't want to talk to me about him, I guess you don't need to hear about all the hilarious things he did on the set during rehearsals. I got the stories so I could possibly talk to you, but as that isn't going to happen I suppose I'll just keep those stories to myself. And Becca has offered an invitation to Erica and I to eat lunch in Mr. Millers room with her and her friends. Maybe there I won't have to worry about people taking offense to everything I say and I could possibly carry on a normal, interesting conversation, in which no one hypervenalates (sp?). |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | I've decided that since Hamburger got me into this www.quizilla.com thing I might show you guys my results. I had a lot of fun in my extra spare time. Check this out. your shit. urlLink What swear word are you? brought to you by urlLink Quizilla Gay Bear urlLink Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You? brought to you by urlLink Quizilla My inner child is sixteen years old! Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while adults might just accept that, I know something's gotta change. And it's gonna change, just as soon as I become an adult and get some power of my own. urlLink How Old is Your Inner Child? brought to you by urlLink Quizilla -Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend. urlLink What Kind of Girlfriend Are You? brought to you by urlLink Quizilla Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerful, bright and always want to try something new. Your inquisitive and quite lovable. You have many friends and will succeed in life. urlLink What type of eyes do you have? brought to you by urlLink Quizilla Just so you guys know, this is not a pic of my actual eye. footsie - you like to goof around and laugh with the people you care about. urlLink What Sign of Affection Are You? brought to you by urlLink Quizilla urlLink What Finding Nemo Character are You? brought to you by urlLink Quizilla schizotypal urlLink Which Personality Disorder Do You Have? brought to you by urlLink Quizilla You're just the happy go-lucky type. You might have your pet peeves, but other than that, you're mainly calm. Blending in with your surroundings, you're the type of person who everyone likes. Usually it's you who cracks jokes at social gatherings - after all, laughter is the best medicine. Sometimes you pretend to be stupid, but in all actuality, you could be the next Einstein. urlLink What Type of Soul Do You Have ? brought to you by urlLink Quizilla Sneakers- funny, laid-back, and goofy, you love to make people laugh and have a good time. You enjoy comfort and don't care to much about what people think of you. You like to hang out with your buddies and just have a good time. [please vote! thank you! :)] urlLink What Kind of Shoe Are You? brought to you by urlLink Quizilla You are Woodstock! urlLink Which Peanuts Character are You? brought to you by urlLink Quizilla You're bubblegum!!! You love to have a good time, and enjoy being around others who feel the same way. You tend to be the life of the party, and people like to be around you as much as they can. urlLink Which kind of candy are you? brought to you by urlLink Quizilla You should be dating a Virgo. 23 August - 22 September This mate is known for his/her ability to work with the helpless, to evoke strong feelings of empathy and to keep a household strictly organized. Though the virgin can sometimes be scathingly critical of others, cranky and irritable, he/she will seduce their partner with finesse, charm and subtlety. urlLink What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To? brought to you by urlLink Quizilla Hey that is so funny the guy I used to like was born on August 31. I know that b/c it's the same day Princess Diana died. He told me. Isn't that weird. Your Heart is Red urlLink What Color is Your Heart? brought to you by urlLink Quizilla You feel happy, and loved. Nothing could be any better for you....you may even have a love one in your life....go you. (Please Vote) urlLink What Emotion Dominates you? brought to you by urlLink Quizilla Morpheus urlLink ?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ?? brought to you by urlLink Quizilla You're Element is Light. You are friendly, happy, social, bubbly, and can brighten up any one's day. You are very kind and a real people person because you have several friends (or at least should). You're cheery nature makes you lovable and your stunning looks are sweet and stand out. urlLink What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES) brought to you by urlLink Quizilla Okay! Still awake? I think I'm done now. If you didn't know much about me before you certainly do now. Hey I'm going to be intuitive for a moment and say that I think the fact that I posted about 7 billion quiz results reflects on my personality. Ha, imagine that. I can be intelingent and retarded at the same time. Muhahaha (evil laughter). |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | It has been a while and a lot has happened. Gatlinburg was cancelled...fuck the school transportation system. But I'm over it. I had a good day today though. I went to Kohl's with Chelsea. We each got a new suit and decided to do a duo next year. So my new suit is kick ass, but you will have to wait to see it. Then I went out for Starbucks with Ferrell and some other peoples you guys wouldn't know from BA. That was...interesting. Then I had Interp Theater practice. I am tired out. I have practice tomorrow and I'm babysitting on Saturday so I'm going to see Cinderella on Sunday with a few people. It'll be awesome. Sarah and Elisa will steal the show. I've been to some rehersals and they are unbelievably good. Sarah has to be the most talented person I have ever met. Rachel and I were talking about how she inspired us to do well in Forensics. She is amazing and I guarentee she will become famous someday. I have a jam packed schedule for the next three weeks. It's nice to have things to do. I hate sitting and just have nothing going on in my life. That would be an incredibly sad life. Yeah *sigh*. Oh I do have good news. The guy I used to like, I don't like him like him anymore. Our friendship has bloomed and I don't want anything to change. It's a really nice feeling. To know that my crush is gone simply because something more has developed...hint of smile. Sorry Becca, I definitely stole your 'beautiful people' line. Oopsie Daisy. Ha when was the last time I said that............yesterday *bashfully*. Okay I can't hold it in. My new suit is a lilac purplish color. It kicks hiney (butt). I'm so excited. I'm wearing it to districts. I hope it doesn't piss Medlin off. Oh well. Districts will be fun. Well, I have to go wash my hair *notice the typical dating excuse, meaning I have better things to do*. |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | I only have one thing to say today...........I DROVE FOR MY FIRST TIME EVER! |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | IT'S MY PARTY AND I'LL CRY IF I WANT TO! Seems as though everything is coming to an end. I have to say, this has been the best school year I have ever had! I think I have finally realized the person I really am inside. I have come out of my shell, I speak my mind, and I really don't care at all what others think of me. Sorry Erica I'm copying your entry.....almost. I have more going on in my life and discovered hidden talents. But enough about me. I have really made some strong new friendships. And I've lost some friends also, but not to hurt anyone. It was all in my best interest. I did it to help myself not to hurt anyone, despite what they may think. I didn't feel like I really belonged and that at times I was completely unwelcome. I'm really quite upset this year is almost over, but then again I'm looking forward to next year also. It will be twice as much fun. We know now to go with the flow and not get caught up in mess of things. Work hard, but enjoy it while it lasts. Next year will be a time to make even more 'special friendships' and hey, ya never know, we could also find our 'special someones' *if ya know what i mean*! OMG! I am so excited for spring day this year! That'll be another first. Oh Well enough of that. I'll see you dudes later. YOU WOULD CRY TOO IF IT HAPPENED TO YOU! (that song is stuck in my head....there's plenty of room up there) |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | Hello Everybody! Nothing much going on in my life at the moment. I just recieved the invite to showcase. Fun stuff! And on a darker note I lost my spiral notebook which contained my Bio notes and packet, all my Geometry and Romeo and Juliet stuff. It really holds just about everything of academic importance. It sucks. So tomorrow I'm gonna figure out what has happened to it. If I can't find it I'll get all the notes from Mr. M and fail Geometry for the quarter. I choose not to sink into a depression over this and I am determined to be upbeat about life. Even though it does suck. Hey Becca and Erica when do you think we can see Home on the Range? Talk to me later. Tomorrow is a focus day! Whoo Hoo! |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | So we watched our video in Miller's room during lunch today. Let me just say we are all going to look like stupid shits tomorrow, but I am okay with it. A lot has happened lately, but I really don't care to type it. One last thing, I spoke with Ferrell and apologized for cussing him out on the phone and he seemed relieved. Apparently he felt like he had done something wrong. I'm glad I apologized, made me feel better. |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | Sorry the title sounds like something a depressed person would say. Obviously I'm not depressed. Well anyways......spring break sucks. I've had fun I guess, but it just hasn't been as fullfiling as hoped for. Well so far I've gone to the rec center everyday to do laps, gone to the movies twice and I might go again today. I want to see The Whole Ten Yards. I love Matthew Perry. I've gone to the mall (my least favorite place in the world) twice. I've gone on about 5 bike rides through Crockett Park. And yesterday to make some cash I weeded my whole front and back yard. Holy Cow was that a nightmare. Good thing though, I got sun tanned. Whoo hoo! Oh yeah and I got my own cell phone. It's a sony ericsson and it is so cute. I need your opinions though, I'm ordering a face plate for it and I can't decided between a bubblegum pink one or a hot pink one (not neon but a darker hot pink). Well that's all for now. Sorry I Haven't posted in a while. I just didn't want to, I guess. P.S. To make your easter even more specialer check out the Rapping Easter Bunny (under links). Enjoy the rest of spring break! |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | Nothing to do, nothing to say. I'm rotting in my room and my house. Talk to me. |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | It stinks! I can't leave the house. What am I supposed to do? I miss you guys already. It also sucks because my parents secretly favor my sister so when she gets all C's and an F and is grounded it doesn't even last a day. It stinks. Becca I got the pics. They didn't come out stupendous, but they are pretty funny. And I got doubles sos you get half. Call me or something and I'll get them to ya. |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | Sorry guys, no perkiness today. I feel like all my limbs will fall off and I just slept for 4 hours and about to sleep some more. Well for tomorrow we're meeting at the soccor fields of crockett park at 6 or 7 to gel out. pick your best time and we will comprimise. becca will bring the frisbee. |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | So many parties and I have about five more this month. Hey guys we should really get together at least once a week. It would be so great! Becca- we could get together and just like ride our bikes to crocket park or whatever. 'There's trees need to be fell'. Oh do I love great quotes. I'm just rambling. We should have another water fight too. That was so much fun! Oh Becca another awesome thing about next year is we get to help with orientation. Next year will rock my thighs off! Just going for something different there. WE WILL HAVE THE BEST TIME EVAAAAAA! Ok, I'm done. Well see you guys later. |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | It has now officially come to the end. Only half a day left. What will I do with out you guys. What can I say, it's been great. Well I guess I'll see you guys on Friday and Erica on Saturday. Man you guys we cannot lose touch this summer. |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | I felt like several of these answers suited me so I took it twice. My first results were: Gay Bear urlLink Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You? brought to you by urlLink Quizilla My second results were: Raver Bear urlLink Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You? brought to you by urlLink Quizilla And there it is. You take the quiz it's got some dirty outcomes if you're not careful. |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | Okay! I got it all figured out! So what we do is have the water fight this friday at say 11:30 am. Then grill some stuff, eat it. Don't forget dry clothes. And then we all just hang out like a Starbucks get together. Ferrell is coming when I told him that Asscraft, Holkum and Honig are all coming. So we have a party. Tell me what you think |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | GYPSY COW-TIPPING IN HOLKUM, MISSISSIPPI |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | I had an interesting time tonight, I won't go into detail, but it was fun. My mom is staying at the hospital all weekend. To tell you the truth I'm kinda happy. I don't want her to come home and take the risk of hurting herself again. All's well though. ttyl. |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | So today was Spring Day! ASSCRAFT! I'm as red as a cherry. You guys'll see me tomorrow. I had a lot of fun, but when I got home I found out my mom had a heart attack at 9 am this morning. I didn't know what to do, so....I called Ferrell. He understands the relationship between my mom and I more than anyone else. I couldn't stop crying. It was so embarrassing. I don't know what to do. I'm going to Starbucks tomorrow, but I'll need a ride to and from there. And I apologize in advance if I'm not my Speed-y self, but I feel the need to get out. But Spring Day was fun today, but I still can't bend down. Erica just in advance, that is how people act at away tournaments. You only get a couple hours of sleep in 2 days and you just go crazy. Well now off to put lotion on my face. |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | This is just a little quiz I took today. You can see the results plain as day. U are as clean as the clean spring air. urlLink ?Are u a durg addict? brought to you by urlLink Quizilla |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | Catchy title, eh? There's a lot behind it and I believe the only person capable of explaining it best is Mr. Eric Asscraft Ford. All I can say is the napkin is the device used to record everthing embarrassing and hilarious stated at Starbucks. I will now turn it over to Eric. |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | i have nothing better to do so i am blogging. i cleaned out my basement today. i moved out anything glass or porcelain and moved out the end tables and coffee tables which have glass surfaces. i cleaned that bathroom too. man that was a lot of work. now all i must do is air it out and vacuum the floors. and then stock up of napkins, plates, etc...so guys i was thinking starbucks on friday. i want to be with my dad on saturday because i miss him when he's away. Erica I love you too. I really need to tape my hands to my hiney though. I'm going to kill someone one of these days. i hope i'm not annoying in any way, if i am tell me to shut up. |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | So today was the discovery of a whole new flavor....VANILLA NUT CREME. Seems as though 'hazelnut' isn't the only coffee she's having with Miller. Man O Man Bella, you sure do get around. |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | So I'm still pretty mad, but I'm learning to get over it. 'Shovels and bricks will kill, but words can't and will not hurt me.' Like how I made that up. I think we should all vent at Starbucks this weekend. Laugh and cry like an old eighties movie and I'll be the pregnant star who dies in child birth after the discovery of my breast cancer. 'goin to the chapel, and we're gonna get married. gee I really love you and we're gonna get married, goin to the chapel of love.' Gee what ever happened those good old oldies songs. I miss 'em. Man I feel like listening to the gay musical stylings of The Producers. |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | I changed my template and I lost all my comments. But isn't it pretty. So for all that care the party is at my house 6-10 on May 22. See you all later. |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | COTTON CANDY AND MONKEY RACHETS |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | Bella- I went to Starbucks in Cool Springs this morning with my mom and guess what I got! I pink water thingamabob. I'll show you on Monday! Happy Mother's Day everbody. |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | I have discovered that I scare people with my awkward behaviors. For instance, I talk with my hands, laugh like a madwoman, and I'm on Speed (inside joke, NOT LITERAL). And well I've decided that I need a behavior makeover. Also I need to not make stupid inferences that no one understands and leads to others thinking I'm completely insane. Starbucks was fun. I appreciated it (nodds head). I'm one of the 326BCs. And Becca, Bella and I will do something extremely crazy on February 28 at 11:30 pm on my front lawn. And probably invite some people over for Hazelnut (Klingon quotation fingers) Coffee. Sounds fun, doesn't it? And just for the record the trash can fell on me, I did not jump into it. |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | So a lot has happened lately. I'm driving, I helped some friend of mine, I have been doing more stuff socially, I'm going to Starbucks saturday and Becca's b-day party on friday. It'll be fun. Tomorrow is the Friends season and series finale. It seems as though everything is coming to an end or just beginning. It's a nice but upsetting feeling. My friendship with Bella is growing. We were so giggly this morning. It was fun. Just so much has happened. There's not much time before we all leave for summer vaca. Happy Hump Day and Happy Cinco de Mayo. ttyl |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | My braces are off! My braces are off! My braces are off! My braces are off! My braces are off! My braces are off! My braces are off! My braces are off! My braces are off! My braces are off! My braces are off! My braces are off! My braces are off! My braces are off! My braces are off! My braces are off! My braces are off! My braces are off! My braces are off! My braces are off! My braces are off! My braces are off! My braces are off! My braces are off! My braces are off! Ok thats enough of that, but they are off....FINALLY!!!! But b/c my gums were so swollen they couldnt take molds for my clear reatainer today I have to wait a month for my mouth to get used to not have braces in but in the meantime i have another retainer which is really hard to get used to.my teeth are soooo white too. with braces my obsessive compulsive brushing didnt show but now it does. It's kinda scary but at the same time cool. |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | So I had a lot of fun this past week....saw a bad movie, went to Kentucky Kingdom, had tons of Karyoke fun, and went out to lunch. Erica and I had a cool idea for something to do next week. We can all meet at my house at around one o' clock and play some flag football and make t-shirts. Tell me what you think. |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | So I had a lot of fun this past week....saw a bad movie, went to Kentucky Kingdom, had tons of Karyoke fun, and went out to lunch. Erica and I had a cool idea for something to do next week. We can all meet at my house at around one o' clock and play some flag football and make t-shirts. Tell me what you think. |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | So I think the party went okay! I hope you enjoyed your party! Well nothing much to say about it.....any comments? Please make them. |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | Ok....so I am now ungrounded!!! Whoopeee! Such a great feeling to get out of the house. Ford, I hope this isn't too pitiful. I fixed my bike. What happened was the brake pad was bent and the brake was constantly on. You try pedaling with the front brake on and up a few hills. Not so easy, but it is fixed. I miss Starbucks. It's so much fun. I'll see you guys tomorrow. Adios mis amigas y amigos. |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | Temporary post for Asscraft. Full-length one coming later. I keep to my word. |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | It's been a joy ride, but a few things I never realized....there are a whole lot of pedestrians!!!! Holy crap!!! I could have sworn I was gonna hit one of them. My mother is a lot less....nervous? And doesn't yell as much or well...yell as much. It's slightly more relaxing. Well everyone watch out for me on the rode!!! And Good Luck!! |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | I feel like a complete dumbass. I failed the permit test. I'm going again tomorrow so if there were any questions that you got stuck on please inform me. I'm seriously scared shitless to go back in there. Oh guys we need to do something. What are you guys doing Monday? And what are you doing the 8th, 9th, and 10th of this month. Footloose is playing at Pull-Tight. |
2,635,745 | female | 15 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | I must say it is good to be back.... now is it just me or are there more options for blogger now? Anywho I was curious is anyone was up for starbucks on wednesday at noon. And here is my name acronym....I don't think it's a too right about me. C Cuddly A Appealing I Influential T Temperamental L Lively I Insane N Naive http://www.go-quiz.com/acronym/acronym.php'>Name / Username: urlLink Name Acronym Generator From urlLink Go-Quiz.com |
4,305,651 | male | 24 | Student | Gemini | 22,August,2004 | although i will probably denounce everything written here within a few days - will see how the immovable posting sits there on my screen and betrays me - i think i'll be posting here frequently. what is beautiful about drafts is that they are never finished, always boiling just below the skin, but never your skin. never you. i love going through old drafts. most remain as drafts, and are always there to give you a fresh point of departure. there's a certain amount of power in that, at least for a profession such as this, where powerlessness is nearly all of the time and contemplation the only respite. you see the thing is is that i stole my roommate maya aravind's chair while she's away for the week, so i have an excuse to be typing here as much as possible. the arm rests are a perfect height. plain pine, but they curve inward slightly. with my elbows propped upon them, my fingers meet about an inch below the chin, and to do any contemplating i really have to hunch. rodin's statue is precise because with the chin rested firmly at the end of a hunch, on some knuckles, one's thoughts sink right down into the mouth. at Nussbaum & Wu this afternoon, Broadway and 113, i saw a hungry baby offered a french fry by his mother from off of the father’s plate. instead of letting the baby bite off the piece of fry slipped into her mouth, the mother pulls it back at the last second. the baby gets only the oily and salty taste from off the air-cooled fry. like any creature of common sense, the child extends her hand toward the father’s plate, beyond the mother entirely, toward that universally tantalizing taste. broadway and 113 is as good a place as any in New York to watch, for brief moments and in teased out performances, beautiful women. in any other city the pace of life would slow us all to a parade lingering too long on the eye. this is uncomfortable for the voyeur at any other pace. the voyeur would begin to isolate the intricate flaws of the women walking by. i suppose an argument can be made that a voyeur perceives slower in other cities, and that the speed of the women walking is relative to his skill for ignoring the obvious and celebrating the ideal. i suppose an argument could be made that New York has the most beautiful women and the best admirers of them. i would personally find it a difficult point to argue. if anything, they certainly walk faster here than anywhere else women have some place to go. where exactly they're going, i have no idea. it ain't toward me. |
4,305,651 | male | 24 | Student | Gemini | 22,August,2004 | i seem to have signed up for a blog. my intention was to post a comment after seeing my name used in some kind of article on a blog entitled http://dontyouhatepants.blogspot.com.. i know now it was written by an old friend named nicholas 'zach morris' mcdowell, but at first glance (from a link on the schroek blog) i thought i was being fooled by some kind of cookie-manipulating, sarcasm-generating cyborg joke site. i seem to have been half right. anyway, i might as well tell you about my week and mention that if you visit the 'hate pants' site you'll see i made some comment about cowing out. cowing out? i've never known a soul who would store such a phrase in their vocabulary. i felt i needed to respond and now i've got a fucking blog. i do however use the word 'anywho.' my week. anywho last saturday was a trip to one of the half dozen fabulous cinemas on houston st, the sunshine, for a first-time viewing of the princess bride. i went with max oglesbee, his sister phoebe (13 yo), and her friend abby. they were practically hyperventilating at the midnight showing of one of their favorite movies, and it was as fun to watch them as it was to watch the movie itself. we met tara lorenzen for a brief minute before the movie. she was at the sidewalk cafe on avenue a (gorgeous phrase right?) and carried her beer out with her in her purse. tara and i went into the ace bar on 5th street, watched pat moynihan botch a game of pool, introduced tara to rob, then walked her to the train and went to see the movie. highlight of the evening was the after-film piss with max, where my comment on mark knopfler's soundtrack got a surprising chuckle out of the urinal between us, a man who later commented that the rainbow colored rainboots we used to sneak beer into the movie theatre were 'the kind of shit i'm talking about!' whatever-in-the-living fuck that meant. seriously, that hombre was 'cowed out.' sunday i worked at my part-time 2-day a week for a free membership job at the 92nd street Y. its a cultural center more than a gym, and you can learn more about it at http://www.92ndsty.org. monday i was invited by a dear friend mr. josh peskowitz to a fader magazine/cornerstone party at a gallery space on 18th street betwixt 9th and 10th. free beers provided by red stripe and harp, a free show of ted leo/the pharmacists and the libertines. the libertines were great looking, and ted leo was great sounding. at least to me. i'm not sure if max o. and jersey walz, my friends in attendance, enjoyed, but i certainly did. a vague head-nod and hello to a mr. james iha, in attendance; who ten years ago would have made me crawl across the floor to gush unscripted professions of adoration. nice to see he's still... turning japanese. i really think so. the after party at the maritime hotel was more of a before party. max and i left before it seemed to really get off the ground. tuesday i was at the gym again and at the evening took a phone call from danielle florio to hear about the last phish show. despite not being a fan, i was enthralled at the experiences she encountered and couldn't help the mild pangs of jealousy i felt at missing what seemed a pretty historic event. slept well for the first time in all of august i think, drifting to sleep with images of vermont dancing vicariously through my head. wednesday at the libraries all day, researching and editing an old piece of nonfiction. et ceteras... thursday i had lunch with jersey walz, a brief stop at her father's lawyer's apartment on 72nd and central park west. had her homemade granola for the first time since the day she left for italy last summer. with rice milk. i gave her 12 blues songs on a cd-r, and she gave me a bag of granola to go. saw her new portrait camera ( a knockout ), some of her mother's antartica photos, and then hailed her a cab outside the building on the way to port authority. workers were tearing up the sidewalk out in front of the dakota, where 24 years ago john lennon was shot. i'm sure its been replaced several times since, but i had to wonder. rode with her bags and waited with her till she got on her bus to boston. she's staying at kurt vonnegut's house in barnstable mass this week, and will probably have some extraordinary photographs of the author and the ocean when she returns. you'd think in such a situation a man who pretends to be mildly intellectual could've figured out a way to get hisself invited along, but i was too stunned to even think of it. and then afterwards i went to r.a.w. cuts barber shop next door to my building for a haircut. only white face in the premises. normally i can get by in these kinds of situations; talk hip-hop, talk jazz, talk r&b, talk movies. these particular guys just weren't havin' it. listened to my barber anthony tell me about the finer points of black pussy, asian women, and the barbershop basketball league. my big white irish face reflected off two mirrors, and a deep sadness that i could not, after all, 'hang.' but after the cut (45 minute cut for $12 bones, unbelievable), they invited me back to chill out front and have some beers. anthony's brother stanley told one of the best stories i've ever heard. one of those classics where nothing really happens, and its all in the telling (and unlike this one you're reading), but damn! friday was a gem. worked the Y in the morning, tutored a 4th grader in math in the bronx after lunch, a college student in queens (requiring a 1.75 hour train ride through brooklyn to richmond hill), and then back to another student's on the lower east side. in all, four boroughs before dinner. danielle florio took the train in from westchester and met me on 125th street. i showed her my new harlem apartment, which she loved more than i ever will. we had a beer in the living room and then dined at the quintessential soul food restaurant, charles' southern fried chicken on 152nd and 8th avenue. the world's best fried chicken, in case you were wondering. the ribs, collards, sweet potatoes, and pulled pork are also in the world's top ten. took a stroll through one of my favorite neighborhoods in all of new york, the well-preserved and oft-overlooked hamilton heights. i love taking people over there and talking my usual over-factual conversation through these near-silent, immaculate streets. its about convent avenue from 145th to 135th, with a stroll down hamilton terrace at 143rd to see the house used by wes anderson in the royal tenenbaums. at 141st the preserved former house of alexander hamilton, where he lived from 1802-04, when he was killed in a duel in... of all places...hoboken.... saw a sign across from hamilton's crib stating 'apartments $1000-1600,' prompting me to speculate ways to get out of my lease. and so we're only at 10pm on friday. waited at the D train stop on 125th, at a popeyes, for danielle's new boyfriend peter atlas. a very sweet and overwhelmingly laid back cat from middletown ny, who accompanied us back to my place while i took a shower. while i was in the shower, six gunshots rang out from a guy going by on a motorcycle. i didn't hear it at all, but the hip couple in my living room swore it was true. lenox ave was shut down right outside my window, and our ride to the evening's party was mildly rerouted. the evening's party was at the yankee ferry, a boat parked on pier 23 in tribeca, at the end of north moore st. to be brief, which i haven't been, its a boat owned by a friend of a friend. a 1909 former staten island ferry, its the only boat in manhattan you can live on, and since the owners were gone for the weekend, max o. was in charge. which meant a very rare opportunity for a small gathering on the upper deck, surrounded by the financial district, the holland tunnel ventilation towers, abandoned piers, and the warehouses of tribeca. out in the hudson, a gorgeous, humid evening, with a collective of great folks celebrating morgan whirledge's 21st birthday. a well-timed joint created a blur of wildly nonsensical topics of conversation, one of them being the heaven better than the heaven from stairway to heaven. I know you're thinking 'stairway to better heaven,' but actually we preferred to call it 'stairway to uber-heaven.' max described this particular heaven in these quotes below, which i scrawled on an atm receipt in my pocket and deciphered this morning. 'stairway to uber-heaven, the eiffel 94 supersonic master plan! the relative major of the tonic brigade! did i say tunnel bridge? you can't have a tunnel that's a bridge, that's impossible.' after this, we calmed down slightly, and max told morgan and i another one of the best stories i've ever heard: the entire history of the yankee ferry. it included trips through both world wars, decades-long tours as a staten and block island ferry, and its last ten years as a historical landmark and a controversial eyesore in the new york harbor. a completely fascinating story, including how the boat got its water, electricity, and its docking privileges. it wouldn't be worth mentioning at all if it wasn't in constant threat of sinking or being removed from the pier by the ny/nj port authority. on the pier at around three (vagueness starting to settle in), we took off from the boat and ran through the sand of the beach volleyball courts on the adjoining pier. soft sand between the toes is a luxury rarely known by the city resident, while the drunk city resident ponders the beauty of lying down in it and never getting up again. and so that brings me to tonight. just returned from a relaxing evening spent at a party in the building on the fourth floor. played three vicious games of spades at the card table in the kitchen, where despite a rusty start, finished the last two games with my teammate julio in the victory collumn. the last game went to a third tie-breaker, all bets wagered, a crowd of onlookers and four spades left in my hand for the final rounds. won the last two hands for a meager ten points victory. risked it all and came out huge. could have spent the evening hitting on the pretty peruvian girl celia who came into my apartment hours before looking for one of my roommates, and instead i played cards with a harlem local, a brooklyn native, and a spaniard. and a white boy from upstate new york who has a lot more game with a stack of cards then with the ladies. so that's my week. i wanted to post it and then maybe someday i can come back to it and seen what i did mid-august of 2004. i'm not much into the blogging thing. the reason the post is so long is because well, i can see this being the one and only post of this site. i've had better weeks and plan to have better ones still, but its nice every once in a while to capture this shit and have it the way it was when i remembered it freshly, and not out of some haze of a few years on. who knows. hope you enjoyed. |
4,088,616 | female | 43 | Arts | Aries | 30,July,2004 | Okay, okay...I couldn't take it anymore. I needed a place to say a few things. Perhaps it will make some sense once I get warmed up to this? What happened last night during Kerry's speech? I noticed him saying a few things that didn't make any sense. It reminded me of how my mother spoke after she had a STROKE. What is a menator? I swear I heard him say; 'Senators and Menators'...I think he was going to say; 'Members of Congress?' I see that others caught that 'hair pollution comment, too. I thought I was going to fall over when I heard that one. Yeah, I mean, I can understand the pressure of this 'most important speech of Kerry's political career,' but...maybe intead of spending 30 minutes a day writing it, it should have spent 30 extra minutes a day reading it aloud to an audience. Maybe that hamster, Licorice is still alive? He could, at least, have read to him/her? What is going on with this...missing out on mentioning Kerry's ex-wife and how he ANNULED that marriage?! I don't even consider myself more than a moderate sort of person and this even perplexed (okay, pissed me off) me! Did you see that movie? It says how he was a newlywed in Congress...then all of a sudden...he's married again. Oops. Forgot to mention what happened? I think not. Stay tuned... |
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4,088,616 | female | 43 | Arts | Aries | 09,August,2004 | Yeah, someone has to write about this, don't they? It might as well be yours truly. The cat population in my home changes all the time. I used to be of the mind that 2 cats were all anyone ever needed (one for each hand to pet) until I started doing animal rescue a few years ago. I promised myself and everyone who knows me that I would NEVER let it get out of control and certainly NEVER become a 'cat lady.' You know the type I'm talking about. The most cats I've had here is 9. Currently, I have 5 cats and 3 'foster' cats. My house is large enough so everyone has a place they can call their own. Of course, having so many cats does have it's share of problems. It's time consuming to feed and clean litter pans. I have to vacuum all the time! Sharing a Queen-sized bed with my boyfriend gets difficult when 4 or more of the cats want to sleep with us. I can't count the backaches I've gotten from sleeping in weird positions so as to not roll over onto them. But..it is nice to wake up and see them all knocked out and happy, some even laying on their back with their paws up in the air. Fortunately, I work from home so that gives me time to play with them and groom them daily. That said, just how much time can one devote to a cat when there IS work to be done? What happens if one of them doesn't get enough attention or one of them doesn't LIKE the other? Fighting! Screaming! Breaking stuff...PEEING!!!! There are times when I feel like I have a house full of 2-year olds who refuse to get along or behave for even a short period of time. I do my best not to play favorites, but my patience is challenged when it always seems to be the same few cats misbehaving. Things have been relatively fine here until about a month ago when I started to discover cat piss in a few areas around the house. Bad sign. Once it starts it's tough to get it to stop. I know this since it happened a few years ago and it was a nightmare. This is even worse..now I have no sure idea as to who it is or if it is more than one of the cats. Some fun places I've discovered the pee: • In the soil of some of my houseplants • On a SURGE protector for my stereo!!! • On two shirts that fell onto the floor (somehow!) • On my cute stuffed Chococat toy • On a folder full of my tax receipts from 2003! • Against my 1940's floorstanding radio ...and the winner... • on the edge of a guitar case...the pee travelled INTO the case and ONTO a 10-string guitar!!!! Yes, I do know that peeing/spraying can be a sign of illness and one of the cats WAS sick. He was treated and is doing fine now. This just can't be a sick kitty since none of them are crying or showing other symptoms of illness. This is a, literally, PISSED OFF cat. Honestly, I thought I had a BRAIN TUMOR for awhile. I had 'this smell' stuck in my nose everywhere I went. My boyfriend has bad allergies so he can't smell anything. Whatever I did, I kept noticing this odor. It was driving me crazy!!!! I didn't think it was cat pee because I thought I had found all of it! I even bought a black light so I could locate the pee more easily. Did you know black light makes the pee luminess? I got really awesome enzyme neutralizer for the piss...that seems to help..but the cats are not going to stop. Every day something else gets ruined. So today I spent a huge amount of cash on an order of urlLink The Comfort Zone Plug-In for Cats and I'm starting to give the cats urlLink Rescue Remedy . If I was really smart, I would also get my butt on the cushion and do some urlLink Shamata Meditation . Yes, I'm a Buddhist, too and this irritation is supposed to be joyful as this situation reminds me I'm on a path here and nothing is perfect nor will it last (ahh..impermanance again) forever. Yeah, right. Wish me luck. Back to piss patrol. Over and out. |
4,088,616 | female | 43 | Arts | Aries | 09,August,2004 | Go, go, go! Get it done NOW Faster! Cheaper! You are a loser if you don't get out of bed and RUSH to work and do a great, devoted job for 8.0 hours and you don't go right back home and WORK on things at home! Do NOT sit DOWN. Do NOT relax! Never be idle! Idle hands... urlLink The Virtue of Idleness |
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4,088,616 | female | 43 | Arts | Aries | 04,August,2004 | File under: Too Weird to be True. I dated a guy a few years ago. We were friends before and after we hooked up/broke up. This, in itself, is a miracle since, as most of us have discovered, break-ups mean never having to say ANYTHING ever again, let alone, 'Sorry.' The fact that we did remain good friends was very cool. We both dated other people and for awhile everything was fine. I was even helpful when his relationship came to a sad close. I was his ear, his confident, his buddy. I made up cool images for him to use on his new personal ad (when he was ready to start looking again). I even consulted with him on who might be a good choice to persue. Then, 'she' came along. She found him. Not only did she find him, even though she didn't 'fit' his request of what he was looking for, he fell for her big-time. She is smart, funny, independent, a good mom. He said 'no one more than a few miles away from where I live.' She lives 65 miles away. 'No one with kids.' Oops...she has one. Doesn't matter. He's hooked. I expect wedding bells already and it's only been 3 months. He pretty much stopped talking to me about personal things. Yeah, he was busy with work ,but I was there for the bad times and now...well I just started to feel poverty stricken and lonely. Where was my buddy? He seemed to be gone. I became obsessed with reading their blogs. I checked them almost every day. Each time I searched for clues. Did he love her more than me? Was she better than me? Were they having more fun than when we dated? I got to see pictures of them-a small peek through the door of their life together. I would see comments about cool furniture that my ex had in his apt...but did he ever tell anyone I picked it all out? She should probably love me just as much as him, since I had helped, behind the scenes, get him to do nice things for her (in the beginning before he closed off to me). Then I went away on a Buddhist retreat for two weeks. Part of what I learned while away was to focus on 'being' with irritation and be willing to just feel uncomfortable. The other part was to work on being open, instead of closed-off, closed-minded. I realized that the loss I felt was certainly natural since all things are in a constant state of change and change can feel painful. I also realized that instead of focusing on what I no longer had, I should take a better look around at my own life. I saw my relationship with a great man, who I have become tremendously intimate with. I finally feel comfortable around someone else. We have a radiance together. The problem was simply just learning to accept change, be open to what comes of it and stop being afraid... ...and there she is. I am online. I am talking to my ex. He says; 'Would you like to meet K.?' Before I can answer...there we are, chatting away. I just went with it and I found things that really should not have surprised me. I think it was relief, actually. It was freedom. Whatever I was worried about fell away. She is just as smart and capable and funny as I had guessed. I like her a lot. I think we will become great friends. I feel that already. I could have shut down and pushed this entire situation away. Instead, I not only get to maintain a very long friendship with my ex, but I get to be a small part of his life with K. I sincerely feel a sense of amazement about this...and the extra shocker is she just offered up a project for me to work on. No, don't think she's being catty. Not. See, that's what comes of not clinging to the outcome, not being afraid. Once you let go of all that neurotic shit there's freedom. [By the way, I do have to mention that K. also has extremely huge 'nuts' for being willing to chat with me, too. Yet another reason to be impressed with her. She is definitely a cool chick.] |
4,175,778 | female | 24 | indUnk | Aries | 16,August,2004 | Everyday I have political discussions (arguments) with people. I love talking about politics. I like knowing what is important to someone, and I love to hear someone's rationale behind voting for a given candidate. That being said, I am tired of the discussion revolving around Iraq and terrorism. Don't get me wrong, I think these are VERY IMPORTANT ISSUES, but they are not the only issues. The fact is whoever is elected will continue our 'War on Terror.' We cannot afford to stand by while there are credible threats to our country. I think John Kerry will work to step up US intelligence agencies, and I also think he will seek (and receive) international help in the rebuilding of Iraq. I am convinced that Dubya will be no better at handling these situations. The first paper I wrote in college was about ending permanent MFN trade status with China. There are numerous reasons I supported this, but the most important reason was the government's history of human rights violations against their own people. I thought (and I still do) that we needed to send a message to China that we would not deal with a government which was abusive to its citizens. I tell you this to highlight my opinion on Iraq. Saddam Hussein was an evil man. I would agree that the Iraqi citizens will be better off in the long run. I have NO problem with us being the world police. I support US intervention in situations of mass genocide or political tyranny. BUT, that's not why we went to Iraq. We went there for WMDs and to settle a score with the guy who tried to kill GW's daddy. I truly believe this, and I won't argue the points. The story obviously changed when it appeared we would not find large stockpiles of weapons. I think the world (and Iraq) is safer without Saddam, but I don't think he was the most glaring threat to US safety. Despite what G-Dub and Dick Cheney have said ('No, I didn't say that...er...go fuck yourself!'), there is no proven link between Saddam and those responsible for 9/11 ( urlLink 9/11 Commission Report pgs 61 & 66). I try to think back to March 2003, and I don't recall doubting that Saddam may have WMDs. I do recall thinking that we had troops in Afghanistan (Isn't it something like 10,000 troops v. the 140,000 in Iraq???) looking for bin Laden who to date has not been found. I could not fathom starting another war while we still had troops fighting in another country. Is it good strategy to fight a war on two fronts? I never thought Saddam was a credible threat, and I think the majority of Americans now agree. At the time a lot of people disagreed with me about my opinions. The fact is I love this country. I am a proud American. I support our troops. Those are facts about myself, and they are not issues I will debate. GW says, 'You're either with us or you're against us.' Although he was speaking about other countries, the undertone has been the same to anyone who does not support his war in Iraq. It's a sad day when you have to clarify that you support the troops even if you disagree with the president. If we are going to support our troops, let's not urlLink reduce their combat pay . Let's not reduce the death benefit given to families of dead soldiers. Let's not urlLink cut veterans benefits . Let's urlLink provide full health coverage to Reservists and their families even when they're not on active duty . Just a thought. I support those things. Now you tell me I don't support our troops. Eat me. |
4,175,778 | female | 24 | indUnk | Aries | 15,August,2004 | I do not typically go out a lot. I will meet my friends for Happy Hour, and I go to the occasional BBW hotel party, but I rarely go to clubs or bars on the weekend. Anyway, I DID go out on Saturday night. We went to a place called Yorkshire Pub (West Little Work & Barker Cypress) for Kristin's birthday party which was hosted by Nicole. Kristin and Nicole are both part of a urlLink BBW group I hang out with, and I think they are both really nice. There are some women in the group who I think are questionable, but I think Nicole and Kristin are great. Back to the subject- I ended up having a really good time. This place is a karaoke bar. I did everyone a favor, and I did not sing...unless you count singing in my chair without a mic. I drank a few too many Cape Cods, so I was a little more obnoxious than usual. I usually wouldn't talk about such an uneventful night, but there was something that bugs me. There was a guy, Josh, who was there for his sister's birthday, and they were sitting across the dance floor from us. I noticed him looking over at our table during the night. I didn't necessarily think he was looking at me because there were a lot of women at our table. Anyway, Angie and Lisa (Nicole's friends) went over and talked to him sometime during the night, and I guess he told them he thought I was pretty. They didn't mention this to me until later. Anyway, later in the night everyone was on the dance floor dancing, and I got dragged out there. I usually never dance. I am not sure what the problem is. I have pretty good rhythm, but I freeze when I am on the dance floor. I start doing the Elaine (Seinfeld), and I point my fingers and kick my feet. OK, I am not that bad, but it can get ugly. Also, I kept stepping off the sides of my shoes when I walked (Thank you, Cape Cods!), so I did not want to be out there. So, I am out there getting my ass slapped by some girl (don't ask), and I see Angie pull Josh out to the floor. I did my best to get away, but I was stuck with him. This guy was cute, and I choked up. I ended up leaving the dance floor to go get another drink. My hands were actually shaking. I have no idea why. I am not the nervous type, and getting approached by guys in a bar isn't a rare occurrence. Something about the scenario Saturday night freaked me out. I didn't talk to Josh at all that night. I did not give him my number, and he did not give me his. I guess what bugs me about this is that I don't know why I clammed up. I think a large part of it is being put in the situation. Had I talked to him before the dance floor incident, I would have probably stayed on the dance floor. If he had come up to me later in the night, I would have talked to him. Alas, I think my personal insecurities played into it as well. I am still not entirely comfortable being hit on. Most of the guys I have dated will say that I am not the easiest person to get to know. I question everyone's motives, and I trust no one. A lot of people have said I come off as a bitch or a snob (I certainly can be), but I am a pretty likable person once someone gets to know me...at least I think so. I don't know why I make it so difficult on myself. For the past year I have had no desire to date anyone. The last guy I 'dated' made me feel like absolute crap when it ended, so I realized I needed to focus on myself and not someone else. I have taken care of a lot of the things that needed changing a year ago. I feel like I finally have the time, energy and desire to invest some of myself in someone else. Still, I make excuses. I plan on moving back to Austin soon, so I don't want to get tied to someone here. That's just a reason to put off having to meet someone until I move. I am sure when I get to Austin I will just be too busy to date. I am not looking for marriage, but I would like someone to care about...and I would love the attention. :) So, Josh, if you read this, sorry I was an idiot. And since he won't be reading this, I guess putting this on the internet somehow makes me feel better about the situation. Blah. |
4,175,778 | female | 24 | indUnk | Aries | 11,August,2004 | I used to really enjoy my job. I loved my boss (even for an Aggie), and I had great co-workers. Sarah has been my rock the past 18 months. I was pretty depressed when I moved back to Houston, and I don't know if I would have made it this long living with my parents if I hadn't had her to vent to on a daily basis. Sarah is a very loyal person, and I am grateful that I have her in my life. My other co-worker, Elizabeth, has been another source of strength for me. She has provided me with great 'life' advice in the past 9 months. She helps me keep a rational mind when I get upset about something. She has also given me career advice that I think is invaluable. Anyway, our work situation changed in April when we found out our boss, Shanubh, had been promoted to a management position in Austin. Shanubh is happy in his new position, but he sounds pretty loaded down with work. Sarah transferred to another office. She currently works for a great guy, but I think she misses it here. Elizabeth is currently working at two offices, and she is happy there. That leads me to my newest co-worker, Rhonda. Rhonda is interesting. She worked at another office where it's rumored that she was involved in a romantic relationship with the female agent there. I have absolutely no problem with her being a lesbian (I think she is more of an Anne Heche), but I do think it's an interesting side note for any male readers. Anyway, I hate working with Rhonda. We get along on a personal level alright, but I have no respect for her work ethic. She is lazy, and she has no desire to actually perform the duties of this job. We don't have a hard job, but you do have to WORK. That requires that you show up. On average Rhonda has missed 1/2 a day each week since she started here May 1st. I guess I would not have a problem with that if I was doing the same thing. Also, she does not know how to do many of the tasks the job requires, and she will not ask me for help on learning to do them. She is rude to customers, and she rarely follows up with them. Finally, she does not have the required licenses or agreements with the company needed to perform work tasks. I tell you this because I found out in mid-June that she MAKES MORE MONEY THAN ME. I ended up meeting with my new boss about the situation, and I voiced my concerns. It was one of my finest hours as far as work is concerned. :) We worked out the pay issue, but she is still here. I hate coming to work some days. I feel like a sucker because she knows she does less work and she comes and goes at her leisure, and I can't do shit about it. Fark that. I would like to stay with the company but not in this position. I would like to move into management or development, but that may be down the road. At that time, I doubt I will want to stay in the Insurance business anyway. |
4,175,778 | female | 24 | indUnk | Aries | 09,August,2004 | So...this is my first post. I want to write something interesting, but I am not good with that stuff under pressure. I have no idea who will read this, so I might as well fill it with stuff I may want to remember someday. For the record I am 24 (Aries). I live in Katy, Texas which is outside Houston. I grew up here, and I went to college in Austin at the urlLink University of Texas . I was a Government and Philosophy major, but I have not finished school. I have about a year left, and I really do plan on returning to school. I will likely move back to Austin at the beginning of 2005. There are a few things in this world I am passionate about, so if you read more than one post, I will likely be talking about these things: my family, urlLink politics and urlLink University of Texas sports . I know there are other things in the world to be passionate about, but I choose to focus on these three things, and they keep me pretty occupied. My family...I love them. My mom is the most important person in my life (rather or not she realizes it), so she affects my whole spectrum of emotions. We have a close relationship, but it has not always been that way. I love my mom dearly, but she is a pain in my ass, and she is also the source of most of my aggravations. Even so, I have no doubt about her love for me. I am fortunate to have all my family in Texas, so I get to see them regularly, and I have relatively close relationships with my cousins, etc. In my family you don't miss a family gathering because we will be talking about you if you aren't there. On the other hand, I am lucky to have a fun, laid back family. Most family parties take place in the kitchen around drinks and a bowl of queso. I have a family who likes to have a good time, and we usually always do. I am sure that I will talk about my family a lot on this thing. Some of the funniest things happen when my family is together. My second passion is politics. I am a liberal. I have been for as long as I can remember. When I was in the 3rd grade I was the only person in my class who voted for Michael Dukakis in our mock election. I have no idea where my politics came from. I come from a family of Republicans. I get a lot of crap for it, but I realize that when it comes to politics, I believe in my heart what I believe in my head. That being said, I can never be wrong when I follow my conscience. I hope a lot of people feel that way about their social views. When I was in the second grade I wrote a paper about being President when I grow up, and that goal has never really change...but, I have become more practical. I don't want to rule the world, but I would like to work in politics. I always called myself a Democrat. I am further to the left than most Democrats, but I won't be voting for Ralph Nader anytime soon. GW and his goons scare the crap out of me, so I am willing to donate my time and money to getting him out of office. If you return or continue to read, you will see a lot about my political views, so I won't continue to ramble on the subject. My final passion is Longhorn sports. I don't take bad mouthing or losses well. I have been known to cry after a loss (and a few beers). I am very superstitious. I have several shirts, pairs of underwear and hats I can no longer wear because I wore them during a loss. I once stood on the same tile in a kitchen for 3 quarters of a UT football game because my Horns got the lead back when I started standing there taking shots with a friend. I will lay down on the couch when the Horns have the ball and stand up when the Horns are on defense if I think it works. When I go to games, I am a bit more subtle, but I would lay down in the stands if I thought it would help the Horns win a game. Anyway, I am apprehensive about the start of the College Football season, and I am still licking my wounds after the loss at the CWS. Regardless, I bleed burnt orange. You've just read more about me than I am sure you wanted to know. If you are still reading, get a hobby. Nothing I said above was very interesting, and I think you could have spent the last several minutes doing something more productive. That being said, I hope you come back and read again. :) |
4,108,942 | male | 17 | indUnk | Sagittarius | 19,August,2004 | It's Over. I found a template thats suitable. Today was filled with storms, and cleaning. I cleaned for about 5 hours, and it rained when we needed to go outside. And it rained when I was driving. Thats not fair. BUT, my room looks awesome, and I have to work tomorow. Not too bad, I get to work with some cool people. But on Saturday, It's going to suck. No, tonight, I COULD NOT go see The Excorcist. My dad was being a butthead, and said he doesn't want me to do it, because I have track tomorrow. Well, track is in the spring. I'm doing Cross-Country. Not track dad... Anyways, I'm going to go now, and listen to some cool music. Later |
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4,108,942 | male | 17 | indUnk | Sagittarius | 14,August,2004 | Ok, Good news on my part. On Monday, I finally have an interview with the Theater. This means, that, if hired, I won't have to work in that infernal Bob Evans anymore. The people there are nice, but, no, no more food. Concessions doesn't count, because it's popcorn, and hotdogs. Thats not 'food'. I don't know what to blog about. I just sat here for five minutes, thinking what to blog about. Hmmmmm........ Nope, nothing's coming to mind. Oh, funny story, that Aaron's already heard, but funny nonetheless. Today at work, the Chinese pony league team came in to eat, all 27 of them, and they sat everywhere. A waitress came up and said, ok, what can I get you to drink? The chinease kids said kjsdj dsjkhfhsdaja jf.....and the waitress said, 'I don't know what the fuck you just said.' It was so so so so so so so very funny. Later p.s. Facket, is........still alive. He's in Iceland on holidays, Heath... |
4,108,942 | male | 17 | indUnk | Sagittarius | 11,August,2004 | No, not really, this isn't about pogs, sorry heath I'm trying to type this, but I have like seven thousand people talking to me. It's rather annoying, and one of them is explaining a lot of stuff to me. Today was filled with enjoyment, as my best friend and myself went to Budd Bear, to look at the cool STi!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOO. There was a Corvette that was just, KICKASS. It was an automatic, BOOO, but the speedometer went to 200, so, it compensated for the lack of the manual transmission. Then we went to Panera, and we, um, disposed of, our....'trash'. That's right, we were good Samaritan, and got rid of our trash. But alas, my dad is still upset about me not wanting to run Cross Country. He's still giving me the cold shoulder. And it's rather annoying, being that he's my dad. I guess all I needed was some time away, and the time with Aaron helped a lot too. He's a great pall when it comes to that sort of thing. I'm done, I'm bored, and I have a lot of cleaning to do! Later |
4,108,942 | male | 17 | indUnk | Sagittarius | 08,August,2004 | ok, this is my tenth post, awesomeness. (happy) ALSO, it was the third time I have been at the sunday night alive. (sad) This is sad because I got to meet the new bass player, and he lives in bethel park, and has to drive out there every sunday. That makes a lot of sense. Doesn't it? NO, the answer is no. If you said yes, you're wrong. Work was just super.......................................flous. HA, I bet I had you convinced I was saying super, but no, it was really unnecessary for me to be there today. Yes, it was a Sunday, but there was 1, thats right, 1 table at one point and time. 4 people, 1 table, all the othes were empty. It was awesome, I got to stand around, but at the same time, I can't wait to quit, If I have the chance...Come on theater! Tomorrow is monday, and I have nothing to do. Someone tell me what to do, because I'm plum out of ideas. I wanna do something, anything, but I probably won't, because I'm in trouble with the law. The law being my father. Supposidley, cross counrty starts tomorrow morning, and I don't wanna run, but my dad swore he knows what running's like, yeah right, he sure does. My coach is getting on my nerves, and I'll only drag the team down. Oh well, I'm dont blabbering. Later |
4,108,942 | male | 17 | indUnk | Sagittarius | 07,August,2004 | Well, now I'm so pissed beyond reason. Thanks Encounter. Now I'm not in a band anymore. F**K |
4,108,942 | male | 17 | indUnk | Sagittarius | 06,August,2004 | Today SUCKED. I had to work, and it has never been that boring, EVER!! Then after, I went to visit Aaron, but he was done, so we waited for heather and jon to come out of a movie, and went to pizza hut with them. It was fun...But I was sad the whole time, because I still miss heather. Ah well. The I took a movie back, and followed an STi for a long time. It was so cool. It sped up, with no problem at all, and the muffler was about 3 or 4 inches from the ground. OOOOOOOOOOOO Okay, I'm gonna go now, because I have to work tomorrow, and it'll suck a lot. Later |
4,108,942 | male | 17 | indUnk | Sagittarius | 06,August,2004 | I don't know why I'm posting today. I have nothing to say. I have to work tomorrow. 10 a.m. until 6 p.m. You know, thats going to suck. Because I want to work at the theater with my bedt homeboy Aaron. But, as you know, sinse that makes too much sense, it probably won't happen. Led Zeppelin keeps me going anyways. I am soooooooooooooooooooooooo down in the dumps. Sunday, I work the same hours. 16 hours of work will suck so so so so so very much, I can't describe it. And I'm low on gas, poop. Oh well Later |
4,108,942 | male | 17 | indUnk | Sagittarius | 05,August,2004 | Why is it cold today? I don't know. I had to get some ritas for my dad, and i got money for the Senior Breakfast, which is tomorrow. It's going to be cool, except for crazy stacy. She can stay home. Band was annoying, because now that we have all 3 songs finished, with drill, we have to do complete run throughs, and thats what tomorrow's going to be. Run throughs. So I get to hear Earl not play, then blast the last note of the song. It took me about 3 hours to finally log onto this, but now that I'm on it, I don't want to close window. So I might not. But that leaves it open for my sister to read these, and post something, and then everyone will be like you're gay. Not too much else happened today, so I think I'll split, and talk to my peeps on AIM! Later |
4,108,942 | male | 17 | indUnk | Sagittarius | 03,August,2004 | This blogger is really starting to aggrivate me. A lot. I can't log on, and this is a reoccuring occasion. Enough! I can't believe how hot it is in my house! It's hotter inside than it is outside, by like 20 degrees. I don't care. Band's still hard, and I wait to come home and talk to Aaron, Heath, and Brad online. Thats all i want to do when I get home. But there is always something thats urgent, that if I put it off for like an hour, the Earth will explode. That seems to happen a lot. Taco Bell has a curse. If you eat there, you'll suffer later. Oh, the funniest thing happened there. I was eating there with Ryan, and he farted, but it was quiet, so I said he should make the next one louder. So he did, and it was very loud. We laughed really hard for a while, then it made me fart, and it was extremely loud, and this caused the man sitting across the restraunt to look at me. His name was Ed, huge ugly man. He was pissed. It was so funny. We cried. Then Ryan farted again, and it was long, and loud. We had to leave. BUT, as we were about to leave, Potato came and sat down. He talked about hos he hasn't had sex in 3 weeks. He is deprived, I'll tell you. He went on and on, and then he told us why he reeked, because he was digging through the dumpster behind the place. He thought someone threw away his retainer, so we went in the dumpster, and looked for it. He was so dirty, and smelly. It was very funny. Then we left, and I went to the mall with Ryan, then I came home. Later. Adam |
4,108,942 | male | 17 | indUnk | Sagittarius | 03,August,2004 | Thats right...My dignity is gone, pride, BOOM, vanashed. :-D No, not really, it was very funny to see so many guys in a dress. Sinse having listened to Brad, My life has already turned around, and I've been having so much fun. Now only if I can get a job at the theater, because I dred going back to bob evans. The managers are horrible. But Band camp for some reason seems to get hotter everyday. Not to mention the thermometer in my Jeep is broken, so it says like 108 when it sits in the sun, it's very funny. Because it seems like it's that hot. Now, everything woud be perfect if I could play my instrument... Later! We Like to party, we like, we like to party!!!!!!!! da da da da da daaaaaaaa daaaaaaaaa |
4,108,942 | male | 17 | indUnk | Sagittarius | 02,August,2004 | ok, ok, fine. From now on, I'm going where ever the wind takes me. I'm a free spirit now. No one can convince me otherwise. It took a very good friend to convince me of this. His name is Brad. He told me to wait for whatever comes along. I was in too much of a hurry, trying to rush things that weren't supposed to be. I need to rethink a lot of whats been happening... Later I've been Dazed and Confused for so long... |
4,108,942 | male | 17 | indUnk | Sagittarius | 02,August,2004 | Wow! Band's a killer! For about the first 3 hours, we were outside in the heat! It was so freaking hot! But, to our luck, we got to go in, when the woodwinds had to sit in the sun at 2, and that's the hottest part of the day! So......HA Oh, Today, I got to see what made me sick. I saw who I want to be my lady friend, lets call her, Ms. A. I saw Ms. A with someone else, but she had already said she liked him, BUT, she also said that he rejected her. So that gives me a chance. Slim to none, but it's more than I had before. Also, I am getting sick of a person I play my instrument with. There's a part in the music, where we can either play an F, which is the top line of the staff, or we have the option to octave it, which is 4 lines above it. It's hard to play, and he's always like, hey, listen to me, BLAH BLAH, I can play it, blah b;ah, and I finally got sick of it, after he said 'there, did you hear it?', I finally said 'shut the hell up and play the damn music!!!!!!!!' That shut him up. But I don't care if that's mean, his head is the size of the moon. Anyways, I am in need of some talent, as I will be asking someone if I can play the bass in a church band. It sounds like loads of fun, and I'm really up for it. I'm serious, I might not buy this kids stuff, but I still want to play another instrument, after the guitar, the bass sounds like awesome fun. that's all I have to say right now, Talk to you later. (you as in probably just heath) :) |
4,108,942 | male | 17 | indUnk | Sagittarius | 02,August,2004 | Finally, I have a Blog thingie... Maybe someone will read it. My past week has been a disaster. Well, the fact that I stayed with my best friend for a week kicked butt, but also the fact that I found out some horrible tihngs was a kick in the pants. And then when I think I found someone I could have relations with, she tells me that she likes someone, and blah blah blah. So I sit there with a smile on my face, when all I want to do is stop the car, get out and cry. I'll tell you what. Oh geez. I saw Harold and Kumar go to White Castle, and it was very funny. and I also saw Anchorman again, with what I thought might be my lady friend. maybe. I still have hope. hahahaa. Brad just called me. He's a funny guy. Also a very nice one too. Anyways, I'm not having luck with anything this past week, so I think I'll stop while I'm ahead, and let other people be happy, because I'm not allowed to be. Nope. Because when I'm happy, no one else is, and when I'm unhappy, everyone seems to be having great fun. And when I have a lady friend, everyone else breaks up, and when I have a break up, everyone finds someone else. I am sick of it, so I'll stay unhappy for a while. I'm seeing in another light |
3,502,320 | female | 41 | indUnk | Gemini | 31,May,2004 | This blogging is a new thing for me, although writing is not. I am blogging out of a need to expel my creativity from myself and share it with others, and my horoscope told me to 'Take a chance at creating something in an old or new medium,' so here I am, creating something in a new medium. I like to be able to say what I want to, about things that I don't like, things that I like, and to be able to share thoughts, ideas,my life and opinions with others, and these days blogging seems to be the way to do that. So, here I am, trying my hand at sharing everything I can think of with everyone that is interested, read on and enjoy, or not! I really just want to write, write, write, and hope to do at least some every day. Catcha later! Critter Keeper |
3,502,320 | female | 41 | indUnk | Gemini | 02,June,2004 | Have you ever noticed how many people use terms of endearment, just out of habit? Personally, I don't use any terms of endearment, even with my own family. I don't call my husband 'dear' or 'honey', and I don't call my children 'sweetheart' or 'sugar' or anything else that comes to mind. I work at a long term care facility, and everyone I work with has their own special names that they call the folks they work with, residents and staff alike. I have found during my long stay at the facility where I work that the residents don't always like to be called 'hon' or 'sweetie' or even 'dear'. But, people continue to call them just that. There are a lot of pet names out there, and frankly I think that it really makes people uncomfortable when others don't call them what they like to be called. And it makes people uncomfortable when others assume that they should accept it when they use terms of endearment. I do know that it makes me uncomfortable when I go to Church and instead of addressing me as my own real name, people call me 'honey' and 'dear' and 'sugar' and 'sweetheart', when I feel that these people don't know me well enough to assume that those names are what I want to be called. So then, the big question would be, why does it make me uncomfortable? and maybe I should be asking why don't I use terms of endearment myself?? The answer to that would be: I really don't know. I just know that I don't assign names to anyone, and it makes me uncomfortable when people assign names other than my own to me. Perhaps someone out there might know what could be the reasons. |
3,502,320 | female | 41 | indUnk | Gemini | 04,June,2004 | So here I am, listening to my neighbor's son's band, jamming in their garage, and watching Monsters,Inc., and blogging right along. And the question of this day is....... Catnip? Is it the drug of choice for your cats, or do you, like a few others think that we shouldn't be drugging our kitties?? I give my cat(the monster Worf) catnip so he will stay quiet and not bother my other cat (Abby), and so that the house can rest from his antics. Abby on the other hand does not get catnip because she goes in heat which really bothers the little man cat Worf. He then chases noisy Abby around and makes a lot of noise himself. They both like to roll in it when I rub it on toys and on the carpet. And Worf tends to slobber a lot when he eats the fresh catnip. I consider it a drug, and it is an herb, like marijuana, but I don't think the local law enforcement would approve of me growing the latter herb in my yard.( I will admit that I like the smell of marijuana, and it would make a wonderful incense.)But alas, it is still an illegal herb, and I really don't need the trouble that would go along with growing it, and using it. Meanwhile, and back to the catnip, I can grow that legally, even though it is a drug for my cats, and I myself have been known to eat a leaf to relieve the occasional stomach ache (and it does the trick for me) with the added side effect of causing me a bit of drowsiness, so if I really needed it I suppose I could use it to help me to sleep at night, which is an ongoing problem (not sleeping). I think this year, besides drying it for the kitties, I will be drying some for tea, to relieve my stomach when it is being unruly. And another question...Since marijuana is a drug, is catnip a drug too?? |
3,502,320 | female | 41 | indUnk | Gemini | 07,June,2004 | Aha! A list, 'cause I often list things in my head, over and over and over. favorite foods and drinks foods first: Pizza w/out cheese, just sauce and pepperoni CHOCOLATE, CHOCOLATE, CHOCOLATE AND MORE CHOCOLATE peanuts marshmallows coconut toasted marshmallows peppermint patties cashews bananas almonds COCONUT MACAROONS chocolate donuts with nutty coating prime rib with horseradish HORSERADISH on anything RADISHES CUCUMBERS pumpkin bread with raisins and chocolate chips topped with butter or whipped cream all fresh green vegetables onions chives garlic chives garlic TOMATOES pasta Bread MONGOLIAN FOOD GENERAL TSAO'S CHICKEN beef pork chicken seafood and just about any food that crosses my plate and to drink: Tea COFFEE iced coffee iced cappucino caramel cappucino frappacino malts milkshakes lemonade (hot or cold) lemonade with mint peppermint schnapps ouzo Bailey.s Khalua iced milk so the question is...what do you like? |
3,502,320 | female | 41 | indUnk | Gemini | 08,June,2004 | some things that people do that really peeve me: Tell me something that they think I should know, but I don't, and act like I am the idiot because I didn't know it Tell me something that I do know that doesn't bear repeating Tell me something that I don't know, but don't want to know Tell me something that they know that is none of my business Think that they are God's Gift to Mankind Act like they think they are GGtoM Think that I give a rat's patootie about their financial problems, when I have more than my share of my own Tell people that they shouldn't be telling personal problems that 1st person couldn't do a thing about Subject me or others to their own preferences, without maybe taking a moment to consult for an opinion 35-40 year old women who sit at work and act like 13 year old boys, making obsene noises and laughing about it (immature to the max) People that don't do their work, slough it off on others then can't understand why people don't like them, and can't understand why they never accomplish anything worth while People that dress inappropriately for their work, or for the places they go Inappropriate displays of affection in public (remember there are children out there and we wouldn't want our own children seeing other people doing those things) People that don't teach their children values, hobbies and how to respect other people and their property People that think it is cute to teach their children to cuss (we're really teaching them to use their english properly) Asking the elderly for financial help, when most of the elderly have enough of their own financial problems Mistreating other people, and animals People that live where it is cold, by choice and constantly whine and complain about the cold People that jump to conclusions People that interrupt conversations just to hear themselves People that think they have to compete with everyone for the most friends, you know, he who has the most friends wins People that think the whole day at work is just a competition People that think they have to control all situations People that can't work together as a team, by puttins aside problems People that bring home to work, and the attitudes they get from things that happen at home People with a bad attitude People that never smile and finally People that whine about anything and everything Well, I gotta go! Well then, that was a list worth writing, at least to me! |
3,502,320 | female | 41 | indUnk | Gemini | 09,June,2004 | so,what do I think about...... about food, and why I eat or don't eat what I can eat pork liver, but not beef liver because it smells pissy to my. I realize that liver can't be the best anyhow because it is the body's filter, and organ meat isn't good for your heart. I don't like the smell of eggs and ketchup together. My husband likes to eat scrambled eggs with ketchup on them, yucky! I can eat ketchup, but it is not my favorite thing. Peanut butter and bologna sandwiches just don't taste right, and peanut butter and dill pickles aren't too great either. I love to eat bread with peanut butter along with a bowl of chili, and I do know some other people who like the same. Things with a lot of vinegar give me heartburn Miracle whip is not mayonnaise. Really rich and sweet stuff turns my stomach, I think it is in fact the richness of it and not the sweetness. I know someone that won't eat anything that doesn't 'look good', I eat most things, looking good or not, and I never refuse free food. I also know someone that won't eat mushrooms because they grow in manure, if she only knew how many things are grown in manure, she would probably starve to death. I believe she drinks, and most things with alcohol are the result of yeast eating the sugars, the alcohol is like the yeast's excrement, a by product of the yeast (little living creatures) after it has digested the sugars, it's waste, so to speak. Personally I am game to try anything, once. If I don't like it, then I may not eat it again. I did try head cheese, and didn't like it, something about the texture, I gave it to my cat and he didn't like it either. Later in life I worked in a deli, and used to slice head cheese, did you know that because of the rubbery texture it actually squeals on the slicer. And it smells bad. I had a customer how she wanted the head cheese sliced, once upon a time, she said about an inch thick, so I had to ask her how she could eat it, she said she liked it with lots of salt. And I don't eat salt on much of anything, because I feel that you can't taste what you are eating if you use salt. Eggs are great with a soft yolk, a little bit of 'snot', (unofficially still clear albumen), along side toast (almost burnt) with butter and a lot of crispy bacon. I do think that anything, if prepared right is good, and I will eat anything that is tasty. I really prefer things that aren't sweet, I like meats, vegetables, breads, cereals, anything to drink, chocolate, and fruits. so what do you like??? input would be appreciated............. |
3,543,191 | male | 14 | Student | Libra | 14,June,2004 | Well...im bored and got nothing to do (well actually i got plenty to do,just dont feel like doing) so i decided to list down some of me nicks: 1)CosmoNox,mi very 1st nick and most commonly used nick.I refer this as my prime nick. 2)CnX,actually this is the short form of CosmoNox. 3)Palm Trees,surprised?well i aint crazy over palm trees as some ppl think.Just that i see palm trees all over the place. 4)NoXiouS,haha just crazy abt the game 'Nox' but now quite boring 5)Gandalf the Lame,well at 1st it was Gandalf the Twit...but i wont go into details 6)LaMystique,pronounced as Lamistic 7)Matching-Contradictions,a lame nick which came to me during lessons...understand its meaning?Well here are some other nicks developed from this: a)Lame Man Walking b)Slacker At Work will update if i get anymore |
3,543,191 | male | 14 | Student | Libra | 08,June,2004 | Check out this new game!!!Refer to 'links'. |
3,543,191 | male | 14 | Student | Libra | 05,June,2004 | WOW!Emerge Conference 2004 was superb!!!Had a great time those 3 days.The Word Power was kool but Talentime was even better.CHC members are so talented!!!Didn't get to the Extreme Sports Challenge in action though.But the best part was during the seven sessions.Man,I never praised and worshipped God so much in my entire life!!!The Word was awesome and I believe many lives were changed.Another favourite of the Conference was the section when all the talentime people put together a whole new show.It totally rocks man!!Jumping to the Jam!Gogogo!Hahahahaha!!!Yea...I truly have been blessed by this years Emerge Conference and I believe next year would be even better!!! -Yours Truly, Palm Trees |
3,543,191 | male | 14 | Student | Libra | 05,June,2004 | Well...my bro introduced this game to me...quite a challenging game...its called Petals around the Rose.The name of the game is important if you wanna solve the game.By the way,I've already solved it haha :) Check it out under 'links'. |
3,543,191 | male | 14 | Student | Libra | 04,June,2004 | lol...official opening...reminds of OPSS well clap!!!come on!!! WOOO!!!! okok...time for a bit of speech... yo wassup!Welcome to my Blog Official Opening (BOO in short)ill like to thank myself for selecting the blog title and stuff...and myself for posting this...and myself for selecting the template...heh...joking...the one i should realli thank i Ev0ne bah...hehe she help mi alot in this...Anyway,feel free to look around and thank you for visiting my blog...well thats about it..HAVE FUN!!!:D |
3,543,191 | male | 14 | Student | Libra | 21,July,2004 | Today was veri fun...no lessons at all. Played a round of chess with my fren, Weiliang....I was winning like some maniac...capturing most of his pieces while preserving mine...people ard started prompting and helping mi fren but to no avail..lolz..i still kept winning...was a veri long game and when i was going to win...my other fren, Leroy came to help him...and you know what???? I LOST!!! wat da....oh well enuff abt chess...was 1 of the few in my class to wear trad costume...Chinese costume with songkok lol...got me some food, luckily managed to get the curry puffs b4 they were out...ate in class with ma peeps and started challenging with the game 'Petals around the Rose'. was realli fun seeing them scratching their heads at the problem...anyway, when me, weiliang and chee pong went to buy some grub, Chee Pong suddenly say 'Ming gui! this guy is Israel'. I turned ard and saw her...lol didn't know why she laughing at me for...i finally saw her face to face after being frens on MSN fer a long time ;p ...the performance hor, also quite nice...some was lame lah but others were exciting and funnie....the 3S3 de hor....first part very long-winded...but was quite well done....our class would've done better tho....haiz...life's like that....whu cares anyway...i regard 3s3 as 'ally' ...to conclude...today has been an enjoyable day.... |
3,543,191 | male | 14 | Student | Libra | 13,July,2004 | Ouch! Had 3 accidents recently. First one was during PE lesson. When we were runnin, a friend unintentionally kicked my foot from behind, causing me to trip over another friend's foot and fall on my left side.Had a few scratches on the area just left of my knee. other than that i was alright and carried on running. Second one was when we were in the IT Room having CD. Me and two of mah peeps couldn't find anymore chairs, so we decided to use broken ones instead. The only problem about these chairs was that their back cushion could not stand up. I stupidly tried to fix it and ended getting my left thumb scratched by some metal part below the chair. Man, it was a quite a bad cut. Skin peeled off and a few minor scratches surrounded the more serious ones. Lost quite some blood too. Washed the wound before going down to the genral office to get it bandaged. Accompanying was Weiliang or Mr. Welfare. He helped the office staff in applying anticeptic and the bandaging process. Very thankful of him for that. The last injury happened just today. We were in the hall preparing for the Racial Harmony skit. Me and some others were kicking a soccer ball all over the house when i accidentally slided on the ball (opps!) and fell on my left side! My left arm was knocked real hard and the pain lingered long after the impact. It was so painful that i thought i broke my arm. The real point is that what's with my left side???? Why are all the injuries on the left??? What's next? My left side of my hair getting shaved off?? this is so lame....and painful... |
3,543,191 | male | 14 | Student | Libra | 09,July,2004 | Sigh....this few weeks have been very tiring and stressful....im like having BB trainings 4-5 times a week...not that i dun like BB trainings...just that im worn out...after BB trainings i have to do hw then burn midnight oil again...next day the same routine over and over again...im so sick of this..zzzz.....glad that it would be all over tmr...man i feel like giving up everything but that would be a stupid thing to do....haiz...so confused...madistic....still got a friggin pile of hw...sianz....dunnoe why but my legs feel strangely weak...must that fall i had or maybe after eating 'KFC'...man...feel so lethargic..so fatigue...so numb... |
3,543,191 | male | 14 | Student | Libra | 06,August,2004 | Today was fun....not becoz of the national day event but cos of SOCCER. Man i haven't touched soccer for a long long time and today we played it fer hours!I'll jus cut the long story short...bascially right after sch we made for the street soccer court and kicked a few goals and after that we went to Golden Village to have lunch...people that came were Leroy, Cheepong, Thomas, Isaac, Yanming, Aloysius, Guangwei, Zhaoyi, I and another guy who i don't know his name...while everyone was eating Burger King, Leroy and I patronised Old Chang Kee (or Old Chunky)...after eating, we went to neighbourhood 700+ to play soccer again....we started by passing the ball to each other...occasionally the ball will roll down to the road...luckily it didn't get squashed...furthermore it is a new ball...after abit of passing we had an unexpected challenge from Ahmad Ibrahim Sec Sch....I didn't play so i spectated and joked around with those not playing also...unfortunately guangwei got injured...sigh....later we went to the void deck and chatted for a few hours...only Leroy, Cheepong, Isaac, Thomas and I were there..we also played soccer there...I managed to learn a few tricks also...we talked about lots of stuff and I learnt alot about my frens and people i know...finally...it was a long day...I only reached home at about 7pm |
4,166,613 | male | 17 | indUnk | Libra | 11,August,2004 | I didn't write that letter to my mom after all. I don't know why, I knew while arielle was here that I had to, it was on my mind the whole time, but I just never said anything, I was to affraid. I really really don't know what to do anymore, sometimes I feel so stupid for even letting anyone know anything about this, I can hide it well enough that no one would ever have to know. I guess I'm just stuck between living with it and fixing it, both are verry long roads, and I know which one is the best, believe me I know, it's just that road is so dark, and the dark scares the shit out of me. |
4,166,613 | male | 17 | indUnk | Libra | 07,August,2004 | yesterday I worked with arielle, steaming clothes and that such, I was kinda like falling over the whole time though, sorry arielle, I was just verry dizzy with no explenation of why. I got an aplication for chilis (whoo whoo), I aactually really hope they hire me there, it's close to home and most importantly a resturant, which is where I want to be working for the next like god knows how long, all through university and the such. I get to go to victoria, thats pretty damn cool, I've never been, well I've been to vancouver but never victoria, I hope it'll be as good as it sounds. then when we get back, school starts again, booooooo, booooo, booooo at you school, boooooo. I'm curious as to our new drama teacher, I think I might be her first TA of the year, which may or may not be a good thing. one thing I know is if she doesn't organize improv, well then it'll be the thor and marcus show, every day, every lunch, no tech people, who needs em, no practices, we'll suck but who cares. band practice friday, hopefully will be another good one, I'd like to sometime in the not so far future, you know, actually play a show, we'll see though, so far we've only got like two or three full songs with lyrics, so it might be a while, we'll I guess I'll just wait and look forward to when we're ready. |
4,166,613 | male | 17 | indUnk | Libra | 07,August,2004 | so it kinda sucks that I had to change my blog just because the only people I never wanted to them somehow got a hold of the adress and then started using my posts to bring up subjects of talk which no one wanted. but hey, thats how things go I guess though if I gave you this adress, I would prefer if you didn't tell anyone it, just give them my old one, because if I told you it, it means your one of the people I actually would want, or wouldn't mind reading this stuff anyways on to current events so I think I might finally go to see a doctor, thanks to arielle, who tommorow will help me write a letter to my mom, because she knows nothing about my problems, and actually it's really really frightening thinking of what she'll think of me, I just don't want to do it, I don't want my family to know, even if it's just my mom, I just got so good at hiding it, it just seems like a way of life, and they actually respect me living this way of life, if I change that, they're gonna notice, and my mom will know, and I know her, she'll tell everyone and just say 'don't tell him I told you, he made me promise', close to everyone in my family is one of those people that just can't keep a secret, my mom one of the most, I know she'll tell them, no matter how much I ask and beg her not to. but I think I have to do it, I have to tell her, because I can't afford a psychiatrist on my own, but I think I really need to see one, just so maybe I can fix it, maybe they have something they can do, I'm sure they do. but what I'm really most affraid of, is actually hearing someone tell me what it is I have, those words coming out of their mouth will be the longest most devastating I've ever heard I'm sure of it, I just don't want to know, but I need to. another thing is that being stupid and crazy seems to have fit in as part of my personality, and the reasons that sometimes I look and seem like a total idiot, and that I just seem to have no clue of whats going on around me, is because of the problem I have, and how I try to hide it, people laugh and think I'm funny. that sounds really stupid but it'll be gone, won't you miss it? hahaha I might a bit because I can laugh later that day about all the stupid things I did, like how not being able to make orange. thank you so much arielle, just for even caring |
3,370,336 | female | 23 | indUnk | Scorpio | 18,May,2004 | Why is it that I always find places in my house to shove all those unwanted items. I usually declare a drawer in my home as the 'junk drawer' and every time I get a piece of literature that looks interesting, but I don't have the time for, it undoubtedly gets crammed into the drawer for later viewing. I eventually have to go through the crumpled up and mangled mess when I find I can't even close the silly thing. I end up throwing most of it out without even taking a second glance at it. And in my house, I don't just have a junk drawer. I have junk closets, and junk car trunks, junk cabinets, junk dresser drawers, junk corners....'oh, and the list can go on. From the outside that drawer or closet or space looks neatly kept, but one look inside might have you thinking I am a housekeeping hypocrite. This practical scenario plays itself out in my spiritual life, as well, more often than I would like. I will hear the Holy Spirit say 'don't do that' or 'please do this' and I will cramm the thought or notion back into the 'unkept' places of my swirling mind. Sweeping it under the rug works for a while-but eventually I trip on the massive bulge it creates under the rug. The need to read God's word and pray and sing praises and meditate on him also gets crammed away into a corner of my heart that is ignored. It gets so stuff at times, that I find myself in a spiritual depression. I usually end up in a heap on the floor in my apartment asking the Lord to fix me. I credit this to my human nature that thinks I can do everything on my own without help from God. And I would contend to think that yes-for the most part-every day decisions, such as what I will wear and how long I'll sleep can be left up to me-but having a relationship with Jesus is more than just about me. It is praying for those in need of prayer, helping those in need of help, meditating on the God who desires my desires, and singing praises to the one worthy of my praises. I honestly don't know how to stop this cycle of the spiritual junk drawer, but I feel recognizing here and now is a huge step in the right direction. Maybe those of you who read this can pray for me, and in some small way-it might be a catalyst for change. This is Faith-signing out Love in Christ-peace |
3,370,336 | female | 23 | indUnk | Scorpio | 17,May,2004 | This morning I got into my car, dreading the horrendous drive up Highway 52 to work. I sat in the car parked in my driveway long enough to let the engine warm up and get to that 'just right' temperature. At this point I was still trying to get a few more z's so I hadn't turned my music on yet. Needless to say I eventually left my driveway and began my drive to work. Just as I headed out of the top of my driveway I turned up the volume to my car stereo. I beautiful piano was playing and then a soothing calming voice came over the piano. It was Nicole Nordeman. I had bought the Woven & Spun cd a few weeks ago and had not really listened to the entire cd except a few choice songs. This morning it was on the last song of the cd. 'Graditude'! As I listened to the words of this beautifully written song, my heart began to hurt. My eyes began to blur with enormous tears. It was the line that says 'Oh, the differences that often are between Everything we want and what we really need,' pierced me. I began to ask myself 'what is the difference?' For me the difference is greatfulness. I have been far too ungreatful for what I have, always looking at what I don't have, or the lack there of. Not enough clothes, not enough jewelry, shoes, cds, makeup, money, furniture, dishes, and no boyfriend. Its really the last one that God really spoke to me about. All I 'need' is Jesus and yet I am focusing on 'wanting' a boyfriend. How foolish to wish my life away instead of acting in servanthood. I pray now that I can remember this personal revelation from God tomorrow-tonight-as I watch other couples...and remember that God is husband-he is my friend-he is my father-he is everything that no man could ever be. Another quick excerpt: I kinda got a double whammy today. My mom had slipped Glamour magazine into my car yesterday while I was helping her and her husband move some things around their house. I have steered clear of these kinds of magazines for the last six months-just because they cause me to be dissatisfied. Let's just say-curiosity got this cat-and I took the magazine into work today (which-by the way-was a day from hades) and read it inbetween phone calls. I happened to come across this article entitled 'Love will find you' (or something to that extent) and it caught my eye. I was able to read the whole three page article without getting one interruption. God really blessed me with this because it was very encouraging. It reminded me that my life isn't over after my twenties. I can still meet someone and fall in love and get married and have babies and have a crazy wonderful family life. I almost cried at my desk at work-but I didn't-can't let everyone know how silly crazy I am. : ) I can see that God is really working something out of me and into me. My ungreatfulness has certainly caused me some frown wrinkles-I'm ready for the happy ones. I just pray now-that God will remind me of this continually. I pray Jesus for peace to know that you are planning a perfect will for me-and that I can not fathom all that you have for me. Thanks Jesus for your love and patience with me. Thank you for all that you have given me, from material posessions to friends and family-you are gracious in all your ways. Love-Faith 05-17-04 |
3,370,336 | female | 23 | indUnk | Scorpio | 03,July,2004 | At my dad's this weekend in Henderson. I've had an okay time, but there seems to be a lot of tension between my dad and Lisa. Not sure what is going on...maybe it's Matt living here-I don't know. All I really do know is how it affects me-its very saddening. I don't think I could really deal with another break up. They all mean so much to me. If someone was to have told me five years ago that my parents would be divorced, and I would love new people, I would have laughed at them and contritely waved them away. Shit happens, things change, and life moves on. I think I can say that though I'm not happy about the divorce, I am happy with how I have grown because of it. Wouldn't it suck if I couldn't learn from bad situations? Yup-I think so. I told God three days ago, that I would pray every day for a husband, until he brought me. I'm serious about this one. I'm fed up with waiting. I am having a hell of a time managing my temptive urges-boys are all around me-and even the ugly ones are beginning to look quite attractive. I'm not lonely-it's just once you've opened the forbidden box of sex-it's hard to not want to open it again. I have been succesful thus far in praying for a husband...but it's only day three...we'll see in two or three months-heck a week :) I'm getting along much better with David and Mom as a couple. I love them both and have really come to respect each of them together and separately. I am not sure why it took me so long to accept David. Mostly because I thought he wasn't good enough for her, based on his looks. He's certainly not what I consider good looking-but his intelligence and compassion certainly make up for it. Sure-he's heavey handed and loud mouthed-but then again-maybe I am too. eXpedition: is okay-I'm a little disenchanted with it at this point-and having a hard time sticking in there. I would love to move on to another church that is much more stable and established. But it seems to be my pattern that I leave when it gets too tough-so I'm just asking God to help me through the hard time. God-if you read this-which you are probably doing now-please help me. I need you to move in my friendships at eXpedition and help me to better serve those in the church. I want to bless those around me-but I can't if everyone hates me due to misconceptions presented by tainted opinions. Help me to love Courtney. If I could beat her up in a dark alley somewhere, I would-but I know that's not right, and deep in my heart I do love her, it's just hard to show it when she insists on hurting me. But God is bigger than my feelings and my fleshly desires. I'm missing Drew like crazy. He hasn't written me any email-not called-no letter-nothing. I feel like discarded trash-and it's hard to understand why he doesn't communicate in some manner. If he does love me, even as a close friend, why doesn't he contact me? Doesn't he realize that, that is what friends do? Guess not. I did send him two emails-the first was really encouraging-the second relayed irritation and frustration. I plan on sending him a letter to let him know how I really feel, but I need an address first. I was watching Tombstone tonight, and there is a scene at the end where Jody looks in the mirror after a show. She's not looking at herself, but instead looking into the future with regret, regret that she didn't tell Wyatt exactly how she felt, that she didn't care about any of his faults, and just wanted to spend the rest of her life with him. I identified greatly with that look-and felt a twinge of pain in the pit of soul, that I too, would one day feel this. God-please don't let this happen to me. Well-guess that's enough for now. I love my life God-I just want someone to share it with. Love-Faith |
4,160,371 | female | 17 | Student | Scorpio | 13,August,2004 | Yes, tomorrow is my last day at work at the local IGA. My last DO YOU WANT PAPER OR PLASTIC . My last I'm really very sorry ma'am . My last phone call over the speaker to the whole store where I mess up and say ummuuhhhppaaaaahhhhuhhhhhhhhh p---paaaa---pPacker Please!!!! ---and slam the phone down not wanting the guy to come help me pack the groceries at all anymore, no matter how long the line and how grumpy the customers. My last goof-up where I say $2,000.00 DOLLARS PLEASE --- oops I must have made a mistake somewhere ---and then the lady shrieks while I peer over the reciept and find where I typed in a price to one thing, didnt press enter or whatever and continued putting in prices making a long string of numbers.... not good.... I only worked at the IGA a little over a month. I never even memorized all the different pops! (whether they belong to the pepsi or coke price category). I'm still puzzled about Squirt. Hmm... Last night I had a dream about this guy. This guy I knew in high school . HA. That sentence comes so naturally yet I feel like an old person writing that. (Come on though---I just graduated!) In my dream he had an 'I WISH I WAS IN ADVANCED CALC' personality and I had an outgoing, laid back personality---in real life its the total opposite. I like to think I'm laid back---and I am out of the school/work scene---but I DID WISH I WAS IN ADV CALC last year!!! ---->>>In the dream we also fell in love, blah-biddy-blah. Today went pretty well at work (surprisingly). Although I did find out that there is a set time people are supposed to have lunch break when they work the 11-7 shift. MAN. Today was the first time the girl on the register next to me didn't say, you can go to lunch now----so I didn't go till 2:45. Geez!!! NO ONE TOLD ME!!! Man, was I hungry! Instead of telling me, I asked her and she made me feel stupid saying, you were supposed to go at 1:30... My roomate hasn't emailed me in 3 weeks. And we move in together in one week. AHHHHH. I've sent her 2 emails since she last wrote me and I'm not going to write anyMORE till she writes me! Hopefully we get along along better in person. |
4,160,371 | female | 17 | Student | Scorpio | 07,August,2004 | I cannot pick up my shadow Or meet every person But I hope to meet you. You who I've never met before Are in the dreams I forget To keep the suprise. The suprise of wonder At the first time I see you And my breathing stops. It stops just for a moment. Then I realize with awe, I've found my destiny. |
4,160,371 | female | 17 | Student | Scorpio | 06,August,2004 | Indeed it is---almost the start of my new life, or way of life. I soon start college. Very soon in fact. Too soon to comprehend---therefore I am writing about it...thinking about it....even if not exactly believing it. This is going to be my 'college journal.' I have gotten a warning from a close family member advising me not to bring a paper journal into my dorm room; I find that advice especially worth taking for the simple reason that I do not know who my roomate is. I know her name, that she is bringing a refrigorater, tv, and a dvd player with surround sound. That is the extent of how well I know her. College life is going to be interesting. I get to quit my job in exactly one week. That is way too long, but comforting just the same. Then I will pack pack pack and do more packing and probably unpacking and repacking until I have everything I need and want to be with me in my new college life. I am sure that will take a week, but knowing me (I think I know myself....15% in all but about 100% in all regarding my packing habits) I will leave it till the day before I leave, wake up early, and pack all day until probably early in the next day and get to college exhaused and nauseated from nervousness. Not a very good combination. At the moment I am wearing a stolen watch. My six year old sister found it while we were at the beach---2 minutes later I am alone and see a man with two young girls walking along the shoreline looking for something... I keep my mouth shut. Today my sister gave the watch to me as a present. How sweet. At work today over the loudspeaker I said 'Glen, pl--pla--plua--pl-plac-PACK please!' It was a very nauseating situation that I could not bear to think about but did probably for the entire half hour following it. I tried to make it funny when Glen came to pack the groceries. I said smiling, 'Glen, plack please' as a joke and he smiled but I think he could see through my words into the deep pit of embarassment I was drowning in. By the way, Glen is the handsome boss' son. A guy at work has feelings for me I think. I don't know if they're friendly or romantic. No one else at work has either for me and the sudden holding of the door for me, looking deeply into my eyes, joking (flirting?) with me makes me feel like his feelings are leaning a little more towards romantic. In a week I will be leaving and whatever his feelings are, they will probably remain unsaid. That makes the blushing and the lovely feeling that occured in my stomach seem like blank, depressing nothingness. I wish I knew his name... it would make me feel less of the blank & more of the less confusing: whatever that is. I will write again when I arrive in my new life and all the mumbo jumbo of being seventeen years old and unable to ring up alcohol at work and no one saying hi to me at work and calling packers on the loudspeaker for everyone in the entire store (people sitting on the toilet, in the breakroom, meatroom, everywhere) can hear (a little too) loud and clear---will be over. |
3,907,370 | male | 26 | Sports-Recreation | Leo | 14,July,2004 | The Major League Baseball All Star Game was on last night, and after much pomp and circumstance, there was actually a game, and it did not end in a tie. I got busy last night and lost track of time. Coverage of the game started at 8:00pm. I turned on the TV at 8:45 and they were still doing player introductions. I must give MLB credit here having the players come from the stands, across the top of the dugout and down to the field was a great idea. Probably the only good idea MLB has had regarding the All Star Game in many years. One question though, do pro baseball players think, 'God, I hope I don't fall down these steps in front of everyone,' just like the rest of us would. After player intros came the first pitch ceremony, which include Mohammad Ali, who gave us all a show by boxing the camera and Derek Jeter. Then came the longest national anthem in recorded history, and at one point it look like the girl was actually in severe pain and collapsing like she popped a lung or something. After all of this, I don't even know what time the game actually started, but I am guessing around nine o'clock. This makes me wonder, if the All Star Game is an exhibition for the fans, why does it start so late that most fans went to bed long before the end of the game some time around 11:15pm. Now I know the argument is that if it starts earlier the people on the West coast don't get home in time to see the game, and that may be true, but since it starts so late on the East coast, people here miss the end of the game. Here is an idea start all of the extra stuff and 7pm that way the game actually starts at 8pm and most of the country can see the end while people on the West Coast only miss an inning maybe two. Now this is all if based on the premise that the All Star Game is an exhibition for the fans. The problem is MLB cannot decide what they want the All Star Game to be. They try to make it fan friendly by letting the fans vote for the starting line-up, but to make it more interesting they attached some value to the game by giving the winner home field advantage in the World Series. This makes sense how? In most leagues the team with the best overall record gets home field advantage, but not in baseball. In baseball home field advantage is decided by an exhibition game in which people outside of baseball select the starting line-up, and players from every team are represented. If MLB wants a fan friendly exhibition don't attach it to home field advantage in the World Series. Let the vans vote for whom ever the wish, but show it at a decent hour. If you want to make it a more meaningful game and give it meaningful importance like deciding which team get last licks in Game 7 of the World Series, then you need to make other changes. If this game means something then the manager of each team needs to be able to pick the best team they feel is available. The fans usually do a good job of voting, but occasionally a player gets to start that shouldn't. This year's example is Jason Giambi. Jason, while a good player is having and unusually bad year, has spent time on the DL, and in general is not putting up All Star quality numbers, yet the fans voted him to start. Another change that should be made if 'this time it counts,' is the unwritten rule where everyone has to play, you mean to tell me that if we were playing a real meaningful game with last nights rosters any manager in MLB would ever pull Sosa and Bonds out of a game after two at bats each, no way in hell. If this game meant something Bonds and Sosa both would have played the whole game, and you would never pull a guy who is used to starting after one inning in which he retires the side in order with two strikes, like happened several times last night. The bottom line is if the game is an exhibition leave it as an exhibition, one game AL v. NL, don't attach a post implications to the game. If you want the game to have meaning then it has to be played and run like a meaningful game. Having it both ways is just plain stupid. That is just one guy's opinion! |
3,907,370 | male | 26 | Sports-Recreation | Leo | 12,July,2004 | When has loyalty to your political party gone too far? When it causes you to betray your family. Dick Cheney is the Vice President and therefore number two in the Republican party. A party that is going to try to get George Bush re-elected, and one of the campaign platforms of this party is a constitutional amendment to ban gay marriage. Cheney's daughter is an open lesbian. Doesn't his support for this amendment betray his daughter? Is this the price one has to pay to be powerful, demonizing a member of their own family? Is this how you repay the party that pulls your puppet strings, by supporting an amendment that will make it illegal for your loved one to marry the love of their life? This country was founded on freedom, the settlers left England to escape tyranny, and gain freedoms. Freedom of religion, freedom of expression, free press, and free speech, all of these were so important to the founding fathers of this nation that the are in the very first amendment. Apparently this country's freedoms do not extend to you if you love a member of the same sex. The Statue of Liberty does not read 'Give me your tired, poor huddled masses, unless you are gay and want to marry, then just go away.' Why then are homosexuals treated as lesser citizens? One thing I find funny is that people use religious arguments to support anti-gay legislation. Part of what make this country great is the separation of church and state, and the freedom of religion, so religion has no place in the debate of this constitutional amendment. All of the ultra-conservatives religious fanatics that shout 'Adam and Eve not Adam and Steve,' need to realize that the freedom that gives them the right to believe that statement is the same freedom that gives people the right to go against it. Dick Cheney's wife came out recently in an interview and said she believed it was up to the states to decide whether or not to recognize gay marriage. That statement is in direct violation of the Republican line, and fall right in with the Kerry campaign. I guess the puppet strings only reach so far. As far as I am concerned if you love someone you should be allowed to marry them even if your names are Adam and Steve. What's the big deal if Adam and Steve want to get married, if it makes them happy , why not allow it. I think the President Bush would want as many happy Americans as possible, happy Americans vote for who made them happy. I also think Big Dick needs to take a look in his own house before supporting a constitutional amendment that would take away freedoms from a member of his own family. That is just one guy's opinion! |
3,907,370 | male | 26 | Sports-Recreation | Leo | 12,July,2004 | At this years Olympics in Athens, the us will be represented by Maurice Greene. In a world where people outside the US think of us as loud, rude and generally obnoxious, we will be represented by someone who typifies all of these attributes. Mo Greene is the self proclaimed 'Greatest of all time,' and rarely will he pass up the opportunity to let you know this fact. While Greene has run a sub 100m dash 47 times in his career, his attitude and celebrations are equally as astonishing. In the last Olympics he was a ring leader of one of the most embarrassing post race displays in which the Men's 4x100 meter relay team celebrated their gold medal by draping them selves in the American Flag and posing in front of photographers in a variety of poses usually reserve for a body building contest. Then several months ago at a tune up meet for the Olympic trials Greene had a teammate spray his shoes with a fire extinguisher after he won the finals of the 100m dash. The Olympics are based on the premise of world camaraderie through sports. This does not include showing up all over your opponents with the actions of a testosterone enhanced peacock. Olympic athletes are supposed to be ambassadors of this great country and are supposed to represent everything that is good about the United States. Instead this year at the Olympics we will be represented by someone who has repeatedly represented every stereo type the world has for us. One more note regarding the Olympics. Many athletes from NBA, and the Williams sisters declined invitations to participate sitting security concerns as the reason. I find this very self centered, there are literally hundreds to thousands of athletes in this country who would love to have the privilege of competing for there country. I wonder if these people realize that the last terrorist attack that took place at the Olympics was in Atlanta, and was carried out by an American. Grow up Serena, you are not that important that the terrorist are going to single you out, and didn't the last attack on a tennis player in a public place happen at a respected tennis tournament. You have the opportunity to lead our nation to gold, and you back out and site security, give me a break, you probably want more time to design clothes or hob-nob with celebs. That's just one guy's opinion! |
3,468,570 | male | 17 | Student | Cancer | 30,June,2004 | urlLink Japanese word for 'pervert' or bian-tai! urlLink |
3,468,570 | male | 17 | Student | Cancer | 11,July,2004 | urlLink Yes...for some of my friends to say, 'Very Funny~~'. Those who find it funny can magnify on Mutya's ugly piercing. 'MOLE~~' urlLink |
3,468,570 | male | 17 | Student | Cancer | 11,July,2004 | urlLink This is a nice view of Tokyo~! I saw a similar one while on vacation in Japan too. Everyone should have a chance to see such a beautiful scenery! urlLink |
3,468,570 | male | 17 | Student | Cancer | 11,July,2004 | urlLink Wonder who took photo of this portion of Singapore? It's probably one of the rare sights that can impress me, as compared to lousy HDB estates located North South East West of this pathetic island republic~! urlLink |
3,468,570 | male | 17 | Student | Cancer | 11,July,2004 | urlLink I have no idea why I'm uploading this picture. Anyway, this is from Suikoden III and it looks rather nice too~! ^^ urlLink |
3,468,570 | male | 17 | Student | Cancer | 11,July,2004 | urlLink Very touching anime~~! Everyone should have a chance to watch it! ^-^ urlLink |
3,468,570 | male | 17 | Student | Cancer | 11,July,2004 | urlLink Super cool~! It is two galaxies fused together...an effect of a galaxy collision. urlLink |
3,468,570 | male | 17 | Student | Cancer | 11,July,2004 | urlLink Beautiful galaxy, isn it? urlLink |
3,468,570 | male | 17 | Student | Cancer | 27,May,2004 | Hallo.... I'm a new person here and ready to begin my online diary...((I don't call it blog coz it sounds rather weird)) I have nothing much to say for now; and will write again. See ya'! |
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