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Perhaps, but that is not my point. Every choice you make limits your options. Free will and freedom are not the same thing.
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but without free will there are no options; just the illusion of choice exists.
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Free will always results in loss of control. Every choice further limits your options.
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ah yes - destiny. feh. free will, baby!
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Oh, don't worry about that. Grades were turned in a long time ago.
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but i haven't even looked over my notes yet!
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If it helps, red, I was put here to test you.
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thanks for your insight angie. and the tattoo had two distinct meanings for me when it was done. one is not so important now (okay, hell, it was ben - back to our regularly scheduled conversation) and the other being my desire to have clarity, balance, and moderation in my life - sometimes i feel close to being there and other times it's like i haven't moved an inch for years. there are no answers to be discovered but a path that each individual can follow - each path is as different as each individual is. but we can learn from others in their journeys - from their terrain.
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red - perhaps you could start by thinking about the design on your back. It seems to have been important enough to have it permanently tattooed on your body. Unless your interpretation of its meaning applies to something completely different.
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That's oen of the reasons why I believe in God...'cause I feel like too much happens that seems to be meant for the enlightenment of myself and others. I know there are many people close to me who, like me, would not be the unique and thoughtful individuals they are today if not for some of the trials they endured and subsequently learned from. Personally, I have worked toward getting my intellect and emotion on par through lots and lots of therapy. Therapy really helps me to make the connection between those two facets of myself, and helps me to see the enlightenment I can obtain through my painful experiences, instead of just wallowing in the so-called cosmic injustice. I could say that all the emotional battery I endured from my peers growing up was unfair, unjust, wrong, and nothing but bruises and scars on my psyche. But somehow my downward spiral to the bottom of my emotional barrel showed me that I can go up, that if I want to keep living, I have no CHOICE but to go up. And my intellectual side has made that upward journey a lot easier. It's wonderful when you start to transform your pain and anger into joy. It's not always easy, but damn it feels good when you get there. I may not be able to do it every day, but I'm getting better and better the more I practice. And it makes appreciating the simple yet immense joys of life and love so much easier and necessary. I spend a good portion of my day in a state of humility and gratitude for my past pains, becaue I honestly believe that I would not know the joy I know today without them. And having been to the bottom and back, when you come out on the other side, suddenly your priorities are so much more clear. Losing everything emotionally helps you so much to realize what's truly important to you, if you allow yourself to reflect on the loss with more of a sense of evaluation and new perspective than in anger and resentment for having had to lose everything in the first place. I slip sometimes, especially when I'm hormonal, so that's why I continue to go to therapy...because it keeps me in check about what's really important, especially when I start to fret about silly incidental things like my weight and my daily stress at work, things that at first seem overwhelming, but, in the big picture, are nearly meaningless. The truly important things in my life seem to have a way of working themselves out. I don't know if I came even remotely close to answering your question, but these are the thoughts that came out of my head when I read your post, so I hope you enjoy them. :)
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really, do you ever feel like there are people or situations in the world that exist to test you? i know that claims alot of ego because that would mean that somewhere in the universe someone or something is concerned about your individual enlightenment - but it does seem that way sometimes.
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i suppose my question is then how do we get the two to harmonize?
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Unless emotion and intellect are in harmony, it is unlikely one knows at all.
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why is it we can know something so firmly and completely intellectually but still be unable to comprehend it emotionally?
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For that matter, one could say all ideologies are absolutist.
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Cameron Frye was the legendary best friend of Ferris. 'When Cameron was in Egypt's land, Let my Cameron gooooooo!' God, he kicked so much ass. But yeah, he did one Trek movie, so he's set to do the convention circuit for life. And he was there this year. And I met him. And my life will never be the same. I am a changed woman. Because I met Alan 'Cameron Frye' Ruck. Among other famous people. But I will post all about that on my LJ in due time, just as soon as I quit cruisin' down the Lortab Highway.
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Mir, my dear...liberals are also absolutistic. (Though you probably mean absolutist.)
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conversatives do have the advantages of being absolutistic
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yes, i have seen it.
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urlLink the Conservative Perspective
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For those who go to Shore Leave and feel there's nothing to do in the town, we saw/found: 4 sushi restaurants, several seafood restaurants, several Italian restaurants, a delightful polynesian sno-cone shop, multiple pubs, a tobacconist, a nifty aquarium specialty store, an ice cream vendor, a huge 50s-style diner with 24-hour breakfasts of massive proportions, dozens of antique stores, a hobby shop, several consignment shops, a nice non-chain bookstore, and a giant fox.
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Hve you seen 'Ferris Bueller's Day Off'?
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Cameron Frye?
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How could you not be for REAL excited about a giant dancing rat? Chuck E. Cheese owns. But I agree that the staff should at least feign cheer, 'cause you're paying for merriment, dammit.
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More posts to come soon, Mir! I just have to upload some pics from the wonderful Trekkie con! Stay tuned for that and other tales of joy! Excitement! Intrigue! Behind-the-scenes stories about shows you don't care for! Klingons! Fat women in plastic dresses! Sexy black men! The Beastmaster! Fibromyalgia woes! The pains of unitards! Delicious sno-cones! And Cameron Frye!
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sounds like you and neal had a good time, albeit a drunken one!
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urlLink urlLink coming home from Shore Leave 25
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okay, i miss reading new posts on angie's site. help me. please.
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today was daniel's (the now 5 year old son of my fiance) birthday so we took him and 7 of his friends to chuck e. cheese. it was hellish - loud, full of kids, messy - but the employees also looked like they were in hell. that bothered me. i want the damn chuck e cheese people to be feigning excitement - it's better for the kids. hell, i pretended to be thrilled to see a giant dancing rat.
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Distortion of Evidence The President took the nation to war based on his assertion that Iraq posed an imminent threat to our country. Now the evidence that backed that assertion is falling apart. Richard Butler, the chief U.N. weapons inspector in Iraq in the 1990s and a supporter of the war, recently wrote, 'Clearly a decision had been taken to pump up the case against Iraq.' If the Bush administration distorted intelligence or knowingly used false data to support the call to war, it would be an unprecedented deception. With a crisis of credibility brewing abroad and the integrity of our President and our foreign policy on the line, we need answers now. Please ask Congress to establish an independent, bipartisan commission to investigate the distortion of evidence right now. If Bush and his officials deceived the American public to create support for the Iraq war, they need to be held accountable. Distortion of Evidence The President took the nation to war based on his assertion that Iraq posed an imminent threat to our country. Now the evidence that backed that assertion is falling apart. Richard Butler, the chief U.N. weapons inspector in Iraq in the 1990s and a supporter of the war, recently wrote, 'Clearly a decision had been taken to pump up the case against Iraq.' If the Bush administration distorted intelligence or knowingly used false data to support the call to war, it would be an unprecedented deception. With a crisis of credibility brewing abroad and the integrity of our President and our foreign policy on the line, we need answers now. Please ask Congress to establish an independent, bipartisan urlLink commission to investigate the distortion of evidence right now. If Bush and his officials deceived the American public to create support for the Iraq war, they need to be held accountable. http://www.moveon.org/wmdpledge/ www.moveon.org
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from salon's cary tennis: Do not fear change. It is better to try to achieve something good than it is to try to avoid something bad. Both paths have risks, but only one can lead to happiness. So do not simply coast along thinking maybe this is as good as it gets. This is not as good as it gets. It gets much better than this. You need only the courage to act. Take strength in knowing you have come a long way and you are doing the right thing.
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yeah, man - anyway, t3 rocks!
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oh my god! do you have another job lined up?
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Found out Thursday morning that my job ends Sep 5. Wheee!
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i'm filling out state applications for jobs! woo hoo!
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had a dream with angie in it last night - she was sitting on a sofa.
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i just had a wisdom tooth taken out - and now, i'm sitting here - sore mouth, no job, tired, and bored out of my gourd. yes, right out of my pumpkin.
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the Repubs in our midst have been rather quiet lately. c'mon, guys - aren't you still excited about the war? our generation gets to have its *own* Vietnam! the only missing elements are the draft, and a need to keep the Soviets in check.
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So where do Das Bloggersen stand on Ameriraq?
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okay, i'm waiting around vcu and i'm bored. but i'm going to start reading betrand russell!
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that's probably what was causing your back problems.
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Tell me about it -- only last Tuesday I realized I had evolved a fully prehensile tail.
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wow -how life changes - and sometimes we miss the signs even though we would have sworn we were paying attention
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Luc and Burne are missing; the party cannot account for 11 days; they are about to be arrested for an unexplained murder.
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nobody! nobody! is luc still alive?
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Q. In a recent Answer Man, you stated Johnny Depp based his character in 'Pirates of the Caribbean' on Keith Richards. While this is true, he also based his character on one more influence: Pepe Le Pew, the skunk from Looney Tunes. Depp says... 'Yeah, I kind of incorporated the idea of Keith. Not like an imitation of Keith or anything but just that wisdom that he carries, that sort of confidence that he has, that attack that he has. So I got that on one side and on the other side I took a little bit of this cartoon character that I've always loved when I was a kid, his name was Pepe Le Pew. Yeah, the skunk. He smelled horrible, but was absolutely convinced that he was the ultimate ladies' man. You know the guy, he'd fall in love with this cat and the cat quite clearly despised him but Pepe Le Pew sort of read it as, 'Oh, she's just playing hard to get. Oh, she's just shy.' ' Sean Leslie, Salt Lake City, Utah A. Now that it's been pointed out, I can see the resemblance. And to think I said he was merely channeling a drunken drag queen. That's why actors get the big bucks.
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Q: I've noticed an interesting trend over the last few years: You can sometimes tell who the 'bad guys' are in a movie or TV show by what computer they use. For instance, on '24,' all the bad guys used PCs while the good guys all used Macs. The same holds true for 'Austin Powers,' 'Legally Blonde,' etc. Why do you think Apple always gets the plumb roles? I'm of the opinion that Hollywood loves the underdog and has a close relationship with Apple computer, whereas PCs seem controlled by a megalomaniac in Seattle. Are there a lot more Mac zealots like me in Hollywood? Does Apple pour sponsorship money in big-budget studio movies? Justin Toomey, Athens, Ohio Ebert: Since many Windows machines look alike, Apple is one of the few manufacturers that can gain by product placement, which accounts for some of the Macs. It's true that the movie industry and creative types in general prefer the Mac. The novelist Tom Clancy sends e-mails with this signature line: 'Never ask a man what computer he uses. If it's a Mac, he'll tell you. If it's not, why embarrass him?'
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What's a robot?
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urlLink robot research and development
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i just went on the boobah site - ben, how much weed do you smoke?
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urlLink priceless things within
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enjoy urlLink boobah urlLink bionicle
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Well, I wouldn't necessarily say it's stylish as in hip and new, but it's like a little black dress...a classic that never goes out of style.
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oh come on baby, you know you're my panty. and is the french manicure stylish?
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White-tipped fingernails with a pinkish-tinted glazed over the bottom portion. But I'm nobody's panty.
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i just hung out with ben. and he's a dirty, dirty, elf
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red - ask your panty
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urlLink insert tasteless frog joke here
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what the hell is a french manicure!?
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And hatty, shirty, shoey, and socky
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i can honestly say that i love the word 'panty.'
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nah, he's still has that huge ass poster in his bedroom. and 'orthographical'? wow, big word.
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Must be low on Tori Amos material. Needs a new obsession. ;-)
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Usually as the format of the text suggests. As in: Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah *shrug* That kind of means, 'This is what I'm saying, and after saying it, I'm shrugging, most likely in real life as I type it.' Out of curiosity, why is this so important to you? I never really gave it much thought before now. And Tree, I had originally typed the phrase phonetically, but I thought Ben wouldn't know what I was talking about, so I went with the actual spelling of the words so as not to confuse anyone. Johnny Depp is a fine example of anything, I agree.
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ok, i think i understand your definition of the 'shrug' - but what about the timing aspect that i mentioned? is the shrug occuring within the post, or a moment later, as the format of the text suggests?
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Umm, as a New Yorker, I must make an alternate orthographical suggestion: 'fuhggedaboudit.' But I heartily second the use of Johnny Depp as example. For anything.
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life is sweet! life is awesome, baby child.
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Ben - watch 'Donnie Brasco,' specifically the scene where Johnny Depp explains the meaning of 'forget about it' to a coworker. It's sorta like that.
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queer eye is coming on tonight!
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Perhaps the network is attempting to scare away Republicans, who might be afraid that their TV will give them cooties -- or worse, that they might be caught watching the wrong thing when Jesus returns in all His glory to separate the straight wheat from the queer chaff.
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benji can you hear me? benji can you shrug me? hey, a question for everyone, what is your favorite woody allen film? mine would be manhattan.
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hey angie - a netlanguage question for you. when you write '*shrugs*' at the end of your posts, what emotion or action are you suggesting? is it an 'i don't know', an 'it's weird, but what can you do?', or is it simply meant to suggest the body language of shrugging, its meaning left for the 'viewer' to determine? for that matter, is it meant to overlay the flow of the entire post, or not until after you're done 'speaking'? in other words, should i imagine the 'shrug' amidst the text, or not until after? the format suggests the latter, but i'm open to ambiguity here.
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ahhhhhh!!! my site is malfunctioning again! must wait around for it to straigten itself out. watermelon time.
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Christine Todd Whitman sold her soul to the republican party. it was rumored that she resigned from the epa because of the dearth of information regarding global warning in the epa report. however, she came out on npr saying she wanted to spend 'more time with her family.' but that she was considering a run for the nj senate. so, it seems the republicans told her that if she kept her trap shut, they would back her for the senate. i don't bravo is trying to be known as the 'gay' network - they are just going for shock value (with boy meets boy) and for advertisers (queer eye for the straight guy). gay men have a lot of disposable income because normally they have no alimony or kids to deal with.
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okay, harmony, what is the empathy? am i feeling the love?
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I don't know if it's Bravo's official stance to be the gay network, but they certainly are the snooty art snob network, which kind of lends itself to the whole gay thing. *shrugs*
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Two off the wall and totall non related questions for the off the wall and mostly non related people on this Blog 1) Is Bravo known as a gay network? (ala Lifetime for women and Spike for men). I was flipping around the other day and saw that Bravo is showing reruns of the West Wing. I saw adds for a couple of shows, Queer Eye for the Straight Guy and Boy Meets Boy, or something like that. It just seemed odd to have two shows like that on one channel if they weren't trying to be known for it. 2) What happened to Christine Todd Whitman? I heard something about the Senate confirming a new head of the EPA last week. Of course, Bush, in his infinite wisdom, pulled yet another Republican governor to fill the slot. So much for the majority of the states being governed by Republicans. I think half of them are now, or have been, on Bush's cabinet.
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The empathy will be thafe onthe all the ambathadorth have left.
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it actually bothered me when strong sad got hit by strong mad. i'm getting worried about my empathy.
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Link on Monster.com: '**NOT JUST A JOB...YOUR FINAL CAREER**'
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I got your movement right here
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'When I see I am nothing, that is wisdom. When I see I am everything, that is love. My life is a movement between these two.' ~ Nisargadatta Maharaj
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Harmony loves another woman's shoes, and not mine...my life is over. *tokes on the virtual bowl*
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Dude, you need some of this. *passes Red the virtual bowl*
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ahhhh! there's no way to find out who has access to this blog group! and the blogking won't tell me!!!!!! who can blog?!!! who can blog?!!!
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right now, i have on no shoes. no shirt. and yet, i feel i will get service.
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Red has a nifty pair of shoes Walk on Red Walk on
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SALT IN MY EYES DEAR GOD IT BURNS AIEEEE
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Ugh, I know I lot of people who like watermelon that way. It ain't my bag, yo.
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ate some watermelon. with salt.
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just had a bagel and cream cheese. thinking about going downstairs and getting some watermelon. you know how it is.
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From CNN: 'Outage fails to generate crime spree' Disappointed, Outage shuffled home, dragging its knapsack behind.
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urlLink Onioning Friendster
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I saw this coming, because I watch 'Third Watch,' and they had an episode where the power went out in NYC because the heat of the summer and too many air conditioners running was just too much for the power grid. Just you wait. The riots will start soon. And Bosco will be there to tell 'em what for. Word.
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jennifer reported drum circles, candlelit processions, and an overall sense of community and wonder in the dark canyons of new york.
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you have been in rare form, harmony.
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Meanwhile, headlines from MSNBC.com: 'Pedestrians swarm the streets ... In face of blackout, people cope' Well, I should hope they cope. What did they expect? 'In face of blackout, massacre ensues'? Also wondering what it means, exactly, that pedestrians 'swarm the streets.' Are they masses of chaotic, swirling dots? Are they agitated and feeling strongly aggressive? Are they gathering in larger and larger numbers, helplessly answering a primal drive? Or perhaps someone threatened the Queen?
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This kind of thing continues to bother me. From darkhorizons: '...the official site reports that Anakin apparently has a scar in the movie but he does not get it in the film, rather the event happens in one of the books preceeding the film.' Okay, so now *another* book is canon? What the hell? Is this a movie or not? Is it a movie about people whose further adventures are recorded by unnamed historians, or novels about people who occasionally get filmed by some omniscient documentarian? If both the movie and the book are essentially the same thing, is the movie a better story because it was the one that got filmed, or rather does the book supply backstory that the movie couldn't manage, and if so, why not? I understand this is just a marketing ploy, but it raises profound questions about the nature of narrative. (Please note that I'm focusing on canonical texts that occur in the same world and timeline as a movie, or vice versa, *not* spin-offs of either medium that provide alternate adventures.)
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Good thing we have red delirium here, in case a Blog user doesn't have Internet access.
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Major power outage hits New York, other cities A major power outage simultaneously struck several large cities in the United States and Canada late Thursday afternoon. A New York state official said the outage came when the Niagara-Mohawk power grid failed. Officials don't believe the outage is related to terrorism