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3,074,758 | male | 17 | Non-Profit | Gemini | 16,May,2004 | Black Eyed Peas - Where Is The Love? What's wrong with the world, mama People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism But we still got terrorists here livin' In the USA, the big CIA The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK But if you only have love for your own race Then you only leave space to discriminate And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah Badness is what you demonstrate And that's exactly how anger works and operates Nigga, you gotta have love just to set it straight Take control of your mind and meditate Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all People killin', people dyin' Children hurt and you hear them cryin' WOULD YOU practice what you preach OR would you turn the other cheek Father, Father, Father help us WE SEEK some guidance from above 'Cause people got me, got me questionin' Where is the love (Love) Where is the love (The love) Where is the love (The love) Where is the love The love, the love It just ain't the same, always unchanged New days are strange, is the world insane If love and peace is so strong Why are there pieces of love that don't belong Nations droppin' bombs Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones With the ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin' in Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug If you never know truth then you never know love Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know) Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know) Where's the love, y'all People killin', people dyin' Children hurt and you hear them cryin' WOULD you practice what you preach OR would you turn the other cheek Father, Father, Father help us WE SEEK some guidance from above 'Cause people got me, got me questionin' Where is the love (Love) Where is the love (The love) Where is the love (The love) Where is the love The love, the love I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder Most of us only care about money makin' Selfishness got us followin' in the wrong direction Wrong information always shown by the media Negative images is the main criteria Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria Kids act like what they see in the cinema Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity Whatever happened to the fairness in equality Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found People killin', people dyin' Children hurt and you hear them cryin' WOULD you practice what you preach OR would you turn the other cheek Father, Father, Father help us WE SEEK some guidance from above 'Cause people got me, got me questionin' Where is the love (Love) Where is the love (The love) Where is the love (The love) Where is the love (The love) Where is the love (The love) Where is the love (The love) Where is the love (The love) |
3,074,758 | male | 17 | Non-Profit | Gemini | 15,June,2004 | To indo pra escola agora ... to aki na ksa do jaka ... flw pro 6 ( 100 New's ) -.- |
3,608,093 | male | 25 | indUnk | Libra | 11,June,2004 | So the new maps for SC:PT are only available if you buy them for $5 USD (6.82 CAD). I don't know if there are other games that have done this, or not, but it's certainly the first game that I own that has done this. Frankly, I think it sets a disturbing precident. So in addition to buying the game ($64.99), subscribing to Xbox Live (Starter Kit: $99.99 CAD), they now want another 6.82 for 2 new maps. Whats next? Pay-per-use downloadable content? 'Only 10c/min to play on this map!' Yeesh. |
3,608,093 | male | 25 | indUnk | Libra | 11,June,2004 | Alright, so maybe I'll try this blogging thing for a bit and see how it suits me. |
3,608,093 | male | 25 | indUnk | Libra | 17,June,2004 | Today I go to work out for the first time in... well... ever. I'm meeting my girl at lunch and we're going to the 'Downtown Y'. I'm somewhat excited. After 5 years of hardcore computer jobedness I would like to try reversing some of the damage sitting in front of a computer for a living has done to my body. Good times... |
3,608,093 | male | 25 | indUnk | Libra | 15,June,2004 | Let's try an experiment. I have some Gmail invitations to use. So the first person to comment on this post will get a gmail invite. Be sure to provide an email address for me to send the invite to. Considering I've only had this blog up for a week or so, I suspect I'll get no responses, but we'll see. |
3,608,093 | male | 25 | indUnk | Libra | 14,June,2004 | So, in case anyone is reading this (which is unlikely...) Mozilla FireFox 0.9 is now out. Get it here: urlLink http://207.200.85.49/pub/mozilla.org/firefox/releases/0.9/ urlLink The Burning Edge has a great urlLink rundown on whats new so I wont bother repasting the what's new etc. Oh, and the new centralize repository for themes and extensions urlLink update.mozilla.org is completely convulsing under the load... so no themes/extensions for a few days it seems. |
3,608,093 | male | 25 | indUnk | Libra | 14,June,2004 | I'm not going to get into the details, but since I'm giving 'blogging a whirl', I thought I'd mention for posterity that tonight was a little rough. But I'll survive. On a completely unrelated note.... Watched urlLink Pitch Black tonight. It was the first Vin Diesel headliner I've watch in its entirety and I have to say that maybe I warming to him a little bit. When he first started making it big I got the impression the guy was a doof... but perhaps I was wrong. Time will tell. |
3,608,093 | male | 25 | indUnk | Libra | 14,June,2004 | So... one weekend after having opened this blog, I find I have little, if anything, to share with the world. I DID howver, bite my tongue so hard it's bleeding. Good times... |
3,608,093 | male | 25 | indUnk | Libra | 24,June,2004 | Can anyone tell me why, for weeks, I thought that urlLink The Chronicles of Riddick was a prequel to Pitch Black? |
3,608,093 | male | 25 | indUnk | Libra | 21,June,2004 | I finally got through my RSS backlog. The daunting pile of articles reached 450 or so yesterday. Today I just skimmed the more interesting feeds, and 'Mark all Read' a few of the duller feeds. Sigh. Anyways, done. Anything of interest to post about? Not really. |
3,608,093 | male | 25 | indUnk | Libra | 21,June,2004 | Oh yeah, the other thing with being away for the weekend, is coming home to find 339 items waiting in my RSS feed agregator. I hate just clicking 'flag all read' and banishing them, but it takes so much time to parse through to see if anything interesting happened. On the other hand, it's somewhat nice to have top-news stories archived so, when something big has happened over the weekend, while I was away from all sources of news, I can see what the hub-bub was about. I quite like my RSS reader setup. It's a heavily-modified version of urlLink Feed on Feeds that looks something like this: urlLink I quite like it. :) |
3,608,093 | male | 25 | indUnk | Libra | 21,June,2004 | Well, as much as I love summer... I find that I haven't had a weekend to myself since god-knows-when. From travelling to weddings, visit friends in other cities, having guests, I can't recall the last time I just had a weekend to hang out. Don't get me wrong... I enjoy having things to do etc., but it's been a little exhausting. Anywho... off to the gym for lunch. :) |
3,608,093 | male | 25 | indUnk | Libra | 29,June,2004 | So according to urlLink this urlLink Rottentomatoes.com has been aquired by urlLink IGN . This is really unfortunate. I used to be a big fan of IGN for it's game coverage, but over the last year or so the site has been rendered more and more unreadable in favour of larger and more intrusive advertisement. I fear that under the new management, Rotten Tomatoes will suffer the same fate. I suppose time will tell. |
3,608,093 | male | 25 | indUnk | Libra | 29,June,2004 | So the reviews are coming in for urlLink Spider-man 2 and they seem to be overwhelmingly good. urlLink Rottentomatoes 's tomator meter is urlLink reading : FRESH - 100% (34 reviews: 34 fresh; 0 rotten; average review: 8.5/10) which is pretty astounding. Ebert (the critic I most repesct) has this to urlLink say in his 4(!) star review: Now this is what a superhero movie should be. 'Spider-Man 2' believes in its story in the same way serious comic readers believe, when the adventures on the page express their own dreams and wishes. It's not camp and it's not nostalgia, it's not wall-to-wall special effects and it's not pickled in angst. So anyways, I'm psyched. Can't wait to see it. |
3,608,093 | male | 25 | indUnk | Libra | 17,July,2004 | urlLink |
3,608,093 | male | 25 | indUnk | Libra | 17,July,2004 | So... Blogger has enhanced the text entry box. Allowing all sorts of fanciness ... meh. |
3,608,093 | male | 25 | indUnk | Libra | 18,July,2004 | So since I've got nothing to do and I'm a little bored... maybe I'll show you guys a little glimps of the stuff I do for my own amusement... the following is a little php script I wrote to present disk usage: urlLink |
3,608,093 | male | 25 | indUnk | Libra | 25,July,2004 | According to urlLink this [millenniumfalcon.com], the upcoming DVD Releases of the original Star Wars films are going to feature several alterations. One of the more upleasant changes: Episode VI: Return of the Jedi: * Hayden Christenson has replaced Sebastian Shaw only in the Force Ghost shot. The above claim is further backed by the following urlLink post [millenniumfalcon.com], which contains the this screencap: |
3,608,093 | male | 25 | indUnk | Libra | 25,July,2004 | So blogger has a urlLink bookmarklet for quick-and-easy posting on pages that you view. Perhaps this might kick start more read-and-respond postings. We shall see. urlLink Blogger Help : What is BlogThis! ? |
3,608,093 | male | 25 | indUnk | Libra | 13,August,2004 | So someone has finally found the perfect compliment to the sleek designs, the smooth curves of the ipod design. I just have to say, I'm spellbound by the beauty of this ipod case: urlLink The iPod superCase - Engadget - www.engadget.com |
3,606,330 | male | 23 | indUnk | Aquarius | 26,June,2004 | No need to send a mail to my id. You can comment on any of my posts. :-) BTW here is my new mail id --> urlLink [email protected] |
3,606,330 | male | 23 | indUnk | Aquarius | 16,June,2004 | Latest survey shows that every 3 out of 4 people in the world make up 75% of the world's population. :-) |
3,606,330 | male | 23 | indUnk | Aquarius | 15,June,2004 | Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach a man to fish and he will sit in a boat drinking beer all day. Teach a man to manufacture beer and he will contest for loksabha elections against Vijay Mallya. |
3,606,330 | male | 23 | indUnk | Aquarius | 15,June,2004 | Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach a man to fish and he will sit in a boat drinking beer all day. |
3,606,330 | male | 23 | indUnk | Aquarius | 15,June,2004 | I always forget 3 things. 1. Names, 2. Faces and the third one, I don't remember. |
3,606,330 | male | 23 | indUnk | Aquarius | 15,June,2004 | There are 10 kinds of people in the world. One who believe in Binary system and the other who don't. |
3,606,330 | male | 23 | indUnk | Aquarius | 15,June,2004 | A pat on the back is only a few inches from a kick in the butt. |
3,606,330 | male | 23 | indUnk | Aquarius | 15,June,2004 | When things go wrong.....leave them.... don't go with them. |
3,606,330 | male | 23 | indUnk | Aquarius | 15,June,2004 | Help a man when he is in trouble and he will remember you when he is in trouble again. |
3,606,330 | male | 23 | indUnk | Aquarius | 15,June,2004 | Sacrifice anything for love, but don't sacrifice love for anything. |
3,606,330 | male | 23 | indUnk | Aquarius | 15,June,2004 | The bad part about being in a rat race is that even if you win you are still a rat. |
3,606,330 | male | 23 | indUnk | Aquarius | 15,June,2004 | Do you believe in Astrology ?? If you ask me the same question, then I will say 'Yes I do, to some extent'. When I was in Bangalore, during my college days. One day on of my family friends who had a fair knowledge of Astrology said to me, 'You will go towards east to work when everyone will fly towards west.' Then I was dreaming about going to Singapore, Japan, Australia.. etc.. etc.. After completing my graduation, I got a job and traveled due east not to Japan or Singapore, but to Chennai. :-) That's why I said I believe in Astrology to some extent.. ;-) |
3,606,330 | male | 23 | indUnk | Aquarius | 15,June,2004 | I'm not a complete idiot, there're still some parts missing! |
3,606,330 | male | 23 | indUnk | Aquarius | 15,June,2004 | Trust no future, however pleasant, Bury the past, in its past dead, Act, act in the living future, With God above and Heart within. ~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow. |
3,606,330 | male | 23 | indUnk | Aquarius | 15,June,2004 | If something is so complicated that you can't explain it in 10 seconds, then it's probably not worth knowing anyway. |
3,606,330 | male | 23 | indUnk | Aquarius | 12,June,2004 | Never argue with idiots. They drag you down to their level, and then beat you with experience. |
3,606,330 | male | 23 | indUnk | Aquarius | 12,June,2004 | A single rose given during one's lifetime is better than a bouquet of orchids placed over the grave. |
3,606,330 | male | 23 | indUnk | Aquarius | 12,June,2004 | The number of people watching you is directly proportional to the stupidity of your action. |
3,606,330 | male | 23 | indUnk | Aquarius | 12,June,2004 | Alcohol doesn't solve any problems, but then again, neither does milk |
3,606,330 | male | 23 | indUnk | Aquarius | 11,June,2004 | Hello all, Here is my series of some stupid but meaningful set of words or sentences which would bring smile on your face. If you want to comments on these, you have to be a member in this blog. To become a member send a mail to: urlLink [email protected] Hope you enjoy it. Pachcha 18 till I die. (not my age, its my salary :-) |
3,606,330 | male | 23 | indUnk | Aquarius | 14,July,2004 | It matters not whether you win or lose, What matters is whether I win or lose. |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 10,July,2004 | Phew, bloody conked. Went shoe shopping with Hyon Xhi today. I’m on some kind of shopping high. Anyway, the guys thought I dressed like a slut today. Sheesh. It was just a t-shirt, skirt and sneakers. Like wtf? Anyway, doesn’t matter. We created a word today. Ah Hoe . And it’s used to describe people like me. Haha. Anyway, had loads of fun shopping today. We went to like, two shopping malls just to find that sacred pair of bloody HUSH PUPPIES . I was thinking about like, Adidas or something along that line, but hell, HUSH PUPPIES . Sheesh, unbelievable. Anyway, it was on sale. So it came to about, RM140. I paid half, naturally. Hahah! Kudos to Hyon Xhi, he finally owns a pair of passable and lookable shoes. We did loads of shit at Starbucks. We attempted to con them. Steps to rip Starbucks off: 1)Ask for a cup of hot water 2)Add chocolate powder from the sugar and milk bar. 3)Add milk 4)VOILA, your cup of hot chocolate. FREE. Check out urlLink Hyon Xhi's site for the video. Hah, anyway, I’ll just let the pictures speak for themselves. Breakfast for the guys at Starbucks. Soo Guan checking out an orgasmic coffee mug. urlLink urlLink urlLink Breakfast at Tiffany's. Yea, right. Haha, tapau McDonalds and went for coffee in Starbucks. urlLink urlLink HAH, the FREE hot chocolate urlLink urlLink Hyon Xhi the cheapskate savouring his FREE hot chocolate urlLink urlLink A note we kindly left for the barristas telling them how they ripped us off. And thanking them for not shooing us away as we were fooling around and snapping pictures. urlLink urlLink The first shop we visited. Adidas. But they only sell gHey shoes there. Too bad for Hyon Xhi, thank God I got to save like, 80 bucks. urlLink urlLink Second shop we visited. Royal Sporting House. No more pictures of signboards after this. We were at Timberland when some bloody bitch told me that I wasn't allowed to take pictures without their permission. Hello, it's like, FREE advertisement. What's wrong with the world? Hell hath seen no fury like a woman scorned. DO NOT BUY TIMBERLAND. TIMBERLAND IS SATANIC. YOU'LL DIE WEARING TIMBERLAND. urlLink urlLink After many more visits to other shoe shops, we decided to take a detour and visit the Reject Shop to see Hyon Xhi's John Langford briefs! HAHAHA! Saw that? Ultimate coolness. urlLink urlLink At the second shopping mall, finally got his pair of shoes in Hush Puppies of all bloody places. Anyway, it was a mutual agreement. Very good buy. Although it was one size smaller than Hyon Xhi's shoe size coz they did not have a bigger one. Like hell, Malaysians wear a size 10 max? Wtf? Anyway, look at him. So adorable! HAHAH! urlLink urlLink YES, AT LAST! urlLink urlLink Look at that sacred pair of shoes. We spent so many bloody hours looking for an above average pair of shoes. Sheesh urlLink Well, that pretty much sums up our shopping trip. Well, I’ll post up my slutty outfit picture (or so the guys claim) and you be the judge. I honestly thought there was nothing wrong with it. I’ll have to wait for Hyon Xhi to send me the picture from his pc. Oh yes, I got my navel screw already. YAY! AND YES, Hyon Xhi looked presentable today, without his Ronald McDonald shoes. Hopefully tonight’s plans aren’t cancelled. Edgar’s such a pain in the arse . Bloody ruining my weekend. Sheesh. Signing off now, getting a shower. Oh yes, thank you urlLink Chee Liang , Soo Guan and urlLink Hyon Xhi for an Ah Hoe day. |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 09,July,2004 | Phew, just finished watching Legally Blonde on TV. Shit, that must be like, one of the best movies ever (fine, sue me for bad taste). Anyway, hah, going shoe shopping with Hyon Xhi, Soo Guan, and Chee Liang. Bloody conmen trying to rip me off. Sheesh. What happened to chivalry and gallantry? Down the bloody drain, I'm sure. Anyway, yes, going to go get cash from daddy and get dressed. I'm bringing my digicam along, so peeps, enjoy the article later on today, yes? I'm sure I'll have a ball. |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 09,July,2004 | Okay, beauty and grooming day . One of my favourite days. Today, we’ll do online shopping for a pretty gHey friend of mine, TAN HYON XHI! He has sucky, sucky shoes and a suckier sense of fashion. No wait, make that ZERO sense of fashion. Anyway, my goal today is to change Hyon Xhi’s dress sense from Mamat-ish to a bad boy look. One that exudes charm and danger. Women totally dig bad boys. Anyway, I’ve tried not to totally alter his whole T-shirt and shorts look thus the change is slightly more subtle yet I’m sure, effective. Our subject: urlLink HAHAHAH! Look at that vaginal face urlLink What he was wearing to make me go hysterical and want to choke on 6 foot long cactuses: urlLink THIS urlLink urlLink and THIS urlLink urlLink AND GOD FORBID, THIS! Anyway, I couldn't get the exact shoe, but it looks alike. urlLink Outfit 1: urlLink Armani T-shirt. With the hoe there. Very sexy with jeans. urlLink urlLink Polo Jeans Co. Spells sexy. This goes really well with the orange shirt up there. urlLink urlLink THERE! Ultimate sexiness! Wear this on top of the orange shirt. Btw, this is Armani as well. urlLink urlLink Adidas Originals Mundial Goal. Whoa, orgasmic urlLink Outfit 2: Ralph Lauren Polo tee. Black is sexy urlLink urlLink urlLink Polo Jeans Co. Goes well with the black polo tee. urlLink urlLink Armani. Goes bloody well with the black polo tee. urlLink urlLink Cole Haan G-series. ORGASMIC. urlLink Outfit 3: Simple AX tee urlLink urlLink urlLink Armani shorts. Very casual and laidback urlLink urlLink Puma Sneakers! WHOA urlLink Bits and pieces for Hyon Xhi.. Shoes: urlLink Cole Haan G-series in black urlLink urlLink Adidas Superstar II urlLink urlLink Adidas Originals Forum Canvas urlLink urlLink Adidas Originals Montreal urlLink urlLink Adidas flip flops urlLink Shirts and T-shirts: urlLink Horoscope tees by Paul Smith. This is the Gemini one. They have all 12. I thought this was really cool! urlLink urlLink This looks cool with the Adidas Montreal urlLink urlLink Armani plaid shirt urlLink urlLink Armani mix texture shirt urlLink Shorts: urlLink Ralph Lauren shorts. Very familiar. OOH YES, Edgar has something like this in navy, or green. urlLink urlLink FCUK shorts. Nice. urlLink Finally, I’m done. Absolutely going conks. So bloody tiring and not to mention boring. Sheesh. Anyway, I chose Armani Xchange and mostly Ralph Lauren because they suit Hyon Xhi best. I mean, hello, you can’t picture Hyon Xhi in D&Gs can you? Not cool enough for D&Gs. Anyway, haha, he still has that Mamat look. :P For the fashion illiterates, Cole Haan’s G-series incorporates the Nike Air technology. They’re selling it here in Malaysia in 1 Utama and KLCC in Shuz Sports. Average price is about RM700 ++. You know what? After applying HALF of my skills, I think Hyon Xhi can’t be made into looking good . I just can’t figure out what looks good on him. Tell you what Hyon Xhi darling, we go shopping tomorrow if you like. Gotta jet, I have Add Math tuition in like, 40 minutes. On a totally different scale, urlLink I HAD TO POST THIS! AHAHAHAHAHAH! OMFG! How GHEY can you get? urlLink CHEERS peeps. Have a nice day. |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 08,July,2004 | Had a bad day. Again. I honestly think I was Queen of the Entire Universe in my past life who assrapes ugly men with 6 foot long cactuses and humps cute guys. Talk about bad karma. Sheesh.. 1. Slept at 2.30am after chocolate pudding 2. Half awake at 6.50am 3. Stumbled out of bed 4. Got under the shower and woke up for real 5. Got dressed, wait for car, go school 6. Went to school. Someone was a bitch as usual. GOD I HATE HER! 7. Had assembly. Laughed at Andrew coz he came late, and laughed at Hyon Xhi coz he tried to flirt with a prefect. Got pissed with some stupid stuck up prefect who's still on probation. Thank God *muah muah* that she has HORRIBLE hair. All's fair after all. 8. Got to class. Rushed to finish up my Biology PEKA. Hello?! Can't anyone skip school for 2 days in peace? It happens every bloody time. Whenever I miss school, I come back to some shitload of work given by bounteous teachers. 9. Got bloody mad at the stupid bitch, Azlinda, the Maths teacher. I'm sure she hates me coz I cheated at an exam she was invigilating. 10. Got really pissed AGAIN at some PEOPLE in class who had to SCREAM ' CIKGU, PONTENG!' which in English means, 'TEACHER, SOMEONE'S PLAYING HOOKIE FROM YOUR CLASS'. Excuse me, school WAS supposed to be over, and I needn't sit down for an extra 25 minutes listening to her talk about some stupid King. And I had to miss my bloody tuition coz I got home late. ARGH. 11. Hadn't had the mood to do anything the whole day. Sat around moping. 12. ADD MATHS. Shucks. Did a shitload of add maths just now. urlLink look at that shitload of add maths. urlLink OH YES! I did talk to Mr. Spendar today. Felt euphoric for like, a couple of minutes. Then it wore off, and we didn't talk the whole night although he was online. As i said, I think he's ignoring me. Sheesh. HAHAH! Did the most innovative thing yesterday! I lost the screw of my navel barbell, AGAIN. This time, I replaced it with DENTAL WAX! HAHAH! It's VERY mouldable, so I just rolled it up into a ball and stuck it at the sharp end of my barbell. Btw, the dental wax is to patch up the brackets of your braces to prevent if from cutting the gums. NAH, A PIECE OF DENTAL WAX FOR YOU. Shit, I can't believe it's still on my navel barbell! HAHA! Haven't had the time to go buy yet. urlLink urlLink Anyway, THERE HYON XHI , I'm not ripping you off. Life and philosophy. MY LIFE AND MY PHILOSOPHY. I'm surrounded by bloody 2 faced bitches. They like rubbing salt onto the wound. My 'friends' know I'm like, depressed, lonely and obsessed. Yet the particular bitch flashes her OH-MY-BOYFRIEND-GOT-ME-THIS ring and made deafening squeals the whole day through like he asked her to marry him and have great sex everyday. GIRLS ARE EVIL. EEEEE-VEEEEEEEL bitches I tell you. Sheesh. Argh! Such a bloody CONSTIPATED bitch! YEA! That was the word I was looking for. *Imitates that stupid bitchy whiny voice* 'So and so got me this' 'So and so got me this as well' 'Daddy got me this' 'YES DADDY, YESSSS! FASTER, DADDY, FASTER...OOOOH DADDY, HARDER! HARDER, DADDY! YESSS, AAAH, UHHMM, I'M CUMMING DADDY....SCREECHES TO THE POINT OF CRACKING GLASSES' (hah, yea right, I wish) 'I think I'm a fat bitch, O Edna the great one, do you think I'm a constipated bitch?' ANYWAY, I'm happy to know that at least I own more brains than her. At least I can do INTEGRATION without any problems. HAH! If that bitch ever comes across an INTEGRATION question, she'll be sitting down scratching her hairy cunt for hours. Man that just makes me happy. She cannot burst my bubble. Anyways, my ego is inflatable. I have enough self confidence left to stuff many more arses. To hell with constipated bitches. I'm feeling much better after a session of hardcore bitching. HAH! nitey peeps. p/s: There Hyon Xhi, I posted up an article on LIFE AND PHILOSOPHY. Moral of the story: GIRLS ARE EEEE-VIIIL, especially big fat constipated bitches like THAT. |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 07,July,2004 | There you go TAN SHANG NENG. Muahaha, it doesn't SUXXOR anymore does it? Anyway, this pic is taken during Neny birthday party. If I'm not mistaken, he's posing in his new Arsenal jersey. HAHAH! How GHEY can you get? Sheesh Neny! I hate to admit it, but he's my cousin. urlLink neng, the homo. urlLink |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 07,July,2004 | urlLink I JUST HAVE TO POST THIS UP! Look at Bobby! HAHAH! So adorable. He'll kill me for doing this. Ngek ngek. HAHA! I need to shit. All this laughing is taking a toll on my bowels. Cheers! |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 07,July,2004 | Nah, no theme article today. No time to even update properly. Waited online for Mr. Spendar but he ain't here yet. Need to study. Haha! I'll post some stuff up later when I have the time. Anyway, had a crap day. Totally. Feel like bitching. Will do it soon. VERY soon. I can't contain myself for very long. Anyway, screw you Hyon Xhi, you made me skip tuition. I got home so bloody late that I couldn't make it for tuition. Sheesh. |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 07,July,2004 | NO NO NO..I really am. You must be thinking 'How does a perverse bitch get depressed?' Lemme give you a couple of reasons why I'm depressed. 1) I think Mr. Spendar doesn't like me. Or he's ignoring it. 2) SPM is in like, 118 days 3) I was the navigator to Shah Alam for dessert. Turned one turning too early. So ended up in PKNS building and had to retrace back to Federal Highway. Sheesh. Called mom. Got screwed from her, edgar, drew, and definitely loads more. HAaha, anyway, Choc pudding lifted my spirits up. We had it in Little Italian Kitchen. It's like, beside Concorde Hotel. Will do a write up about it one day. 4) I'm stoned, yet can't sleep. Coz Mr. Spendar doesn't like me, or so I think. 5) I think Mr. Spendar doesn't like me. Or he's ignoring it. HAH! I'm lame and pathetic now. I'm at like, the lowest point of my teenage life. ARGH. I need to see people suffer. ARGHh! Yea yea, I'm a sadist. So what? FUCK YOU. |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 06,July,2004 | Had a horrible day; so far. 1. Woke up at 6.50am 2. Decided not to go to school 3. Back to sleep 4. Woke up again for good at about, 9.30am 5. Did some chatting online with a horrible 2 faced bitch and other people 6. Went brush teeth 7. Shower 8. Solitary sex plus great orgasm 9. Breakfast 10. Did Sunitha's physics work 11. Look for material for Friday's article 12. Do more physics 13. Taking a break now and decide to post up something (novelty hasn't worn off yet) Oh yes, when I feel generous enough, I'm gonna teach you girls how to achieve the greatest, most explosive orgasm in your life. I finally got the arcanum that many can only dream of. And it's all thanks to my imagination and *ahem* skills. Looking forward to something in the evening and getting the digicam back tmr. Dad took it to UK i think. MY STOMACH'S GROWLING. I haven't had anything to eat since breakfast. Sheesh, there's nothing to eat here, and both my drivers are in coll(Harvin and Edgar) :( What a conundrum. Anyway, I need to drag myself back to the stupid physics work. OVERLOAD.. |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 06,July,2004 | Well, I did promise you that Wednesday’s theme is SEX EDUCATION didn’t I? Anyway, before we go into the more complicating matters of sex education, here’s something that we never get to learn in school. A step-by-step guide to having sex. No really, I mean, how can you learn if you do not have visual images to help you, right? GUYS, listen up! I may feel generous enough to pass on a few tips on what women want. WARNING: This article may cause either a severe boner or just a horribly disgusted reader who thinks I’m incredibly slutty and therefore curse me to a lifetime of bad sex. I sincerely hope it’s the former. 1) Well, obviously, you start of getting hot and heavy. Wherever you please. Sadly, I’m way behind my studies, so this is like the closest I can find to getting hot and heavy. HAHA! I beg your pardon eh peeps? urlLink getting all hot and heavy (sorry bout the lack of originality, ahha) 2) After that, we graduate to urh, the part where WOMEN gets pleased. BOYS, pay attention. This is what women want. To be satiated until satisfied. Let them have their pleasure before you take yours, you bloody selfish, teenie weenie bastard. I’ve over-spilled. From now on, let your imagination and skills take place. urlLink the pose is a lil exotic. HAH! nevertheless, the girl looks like she's having a ball. lookie! he's eating her good. urlLink 3) Now, if the guy gets lucky, he might get blowed. urlLink sorry about the horribly contrasting pictures. The first hoe was a blonde. sheesh! urlLink 4) Lastly, the reward. A fucking orgasmic session. You insert your dick into her welcoming channel. Okay? Or do you need a dummy’s guide to fucking handbook? Sheesh. I’m already spoon-feeding you the art of making love, you fucktard. urlLink lookie! urlLink There you go. I’ve given you the VERY basic acts of love-making. I haven't the time to elaborate and find more pics. Besides, it's human nature, I can't teach you everything. The rest is up to your skills, imagination, creativity and abilities; not to mention your erh, instrument. :P CHEERS! p/s: Okay, I thought this article was a lil over-porned. Hah! Anyway, I’m sure nuns worldwide such as a certain Ms. Kat are insulted over the amateur female exploitation. Hello, we’re doing this for the sake of EDUCATION. So yes, I’ve tried to make it a tad pleasant to the retinas. I believe I hadn't done a very good job but hell, this is all the time I can spare. |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 06,July,2004 | urlLink :P HAPPY B’DAY TO ANDREW WONG HON MUN! |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 06,July,2004 | Hyon Xhi's an idiot. HE claims i have bad taste in shoes. Like wtf!? haha Anyway, I'll post up pictures of shoes that might suit a ghey jap act on friday. It's beauty and grooming day remember? Enough of blogging today. I really need to start studying *note to self: Mm-mmu-uust Sss-stt-art Sss-stu-stuuud-dying. AND SCREW YOU MR. JAP ACT. I HAVE BLOODY GOOD TASTE IN SHOES AS WELL AS EVERYTHING ELSE. You have fugly feet. So it's pretty self-explanatory why you think I have bad taste in shoes coz you look fugly in them. |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 05,July,2004 | Hah! Lifehouse. They do not exactly own, but nevertheless, they're good. Well, hey hey, guess what genre is Lifehouse under? ROCKY POP! HAHAHAHAH! I'm gonna get assraped by certain people when I go to school tomorrow. Here's a look at some of the band members, 4 to be exact: urlLink Look at the OH-I'M-SO-COOL face. Sadly, he's fugly. Look at that really cool rocky pop pose. His hair really gives him away to the pop look eh? Look at the moobs. Sheesh Name: Jason Micheal Wade Age: 23 From: Camarillo, CA Instrument: Singer/Songwriter/Guitarist Interesting facts: Loves basketball, vintage guitars, and vintage clothing; has a black belt in Du Ye Chi Tao (form of martial arts) *WTF?*; was home-schooled; started playing guitar and writing songs when he was 15. urlLink erh, okay larh urlLink OH MY GOD! He's like, a cross between Ruben Studdard and an unprofessional robber who just stole a bass. Name: Sergio Miguel Andrade Age: 25 From: Guatemala City, Guatemala Instrument: Bassist Interesting facts: Loves basketball ( why is he still, urh, physically unlucky then?), beanies, and hoodies; went to college for awhile to become a vet(WTF?! HAHAH) before deciding on music for his career; played the keyboards, trombone, and flute; everyone calls him Serge.(oh hi, SERGE) urlLink OMFG! HE'S DEFINITELY THE FUGLIEST GUY IN THE BAND! Every band has a fugly member. This is definitely it. The King of All Fugly Band Members. urlLink I CAN'T HELP IT! I know I was supposed to post up a picture of him with his drums, BUT HELL, WOULD YOU LOOK AT THIS. MENTAL RETARDATION TO THE MAX. Name: Rick Robert Woolstenhulme Age: 24 From: Gilbert, AZ Instrument: Drummer Interesting facts: Loves vintage drums, vintage clothing, and hanging out with his brother Sean (gHey, WE people avoid hanging out with our brothers as much as we can, definitely a publicity stunt); graduated from the Los Angeles Music Academy; played in several different bands at once in high school. urlLink Definitely the cutest. FUTEST! He looks so cuddly and adorable! *MUACKZ* urlLink Sorry guys, this is the coolest I've got. He ain't so cool after all. Name: Sean Mikel Woolstenhulme Age: 23 From: Gilbert, AZ Instrument: Guitarist Interesting facts: Loves vintage guitars, sleeping on the tour bus, and hanging out with his brother Rick (refer to Rick the Dick); graduated from the Los Angeles Music Academy; also plays bass (duh, if you can play the guitar, you sure as hell can play the bass); former guitarist for the band The Calling. Okay, a bit malas to elaborate on the band's biography. IF you're really THAT interested, go check it out. www.lifehousefans.com OH yea, I wrote this article after getting addicted to one of their songs. Which is really, really good. No thanks to a certain Andrew Wong. Take Me Away (Acoustic Version) (you guys should d/l this, yes, you too Ghey JAp Act) this time what I want is you there is no one else who can take your place this time you burn me with your eyes you see past all the lies you take it all away I've seen it all and it's never enough it keeps leaving me needing you take me away take me away I've got nothing left to say just take me away I try to make my way to you but still I feel so lost I don't know what else I can do I've seen it all and it's never enough it keeps leaving me needing you take me away take me away I've got nothing left to say just take me away don't give up on me yet don't forget who I am I know I'm not there yet but don't let me stay here alone this time what I want is you there is no one else who can take your place I've seen enough and it's never enough it keeps leaving me needing you take me away take me away I've got nothing left to say just take me away take me away take me away I've got nothing left to say just take me away HAWT eh? Sheesh, this is increasing in vapidity. Anyway, try getting their Stanley Climbfall album. It's pretty good. urlLink This was the album that got them famous! Cool arh, the cover's superb. It's called No Name Face (the album, I mean) urlLink Their latest album, Stanley Climbfall. Not too bad. urlLink |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 05,July,2004 | Heyya Mr. Jap Act, 1. Thanks for sabotaging my site 2. Thanks for unscrewing up my site 3. Screw you. Oh yes, hah, I'll think about the quarter. HAHA! call me what you want. You fap (fucking+jap=fap) act. Yes yes, I owe you your bloody half a shoe. Sheesh. RIP OFF. You have horrible taste in shoes. You need ME to help eradicate your horrible fashion sense. I'LL be your Saviour and Salvation. I'll help you get the chicks with beautiful suede shoes. NOT RONALD MCDONALD ONES. So I'm doing you a favour by paying half for your future beautiful pair of shoes. I didn't even get Joyce a b'day present. And she's been nicer to me. Sheesh, I'm feeling remorse now. I can't believe I got conned into offering to buy the FAP act half a pair of shoes. :P Oh yes, to whom it may concern, from now on, my current obsession (guy) will be known as Mr.Spendar. The Spendar just came out of nowhere. Anyway, it sounds cool. Will log off now, OBVIOUSLY Mr. Spendar isn't coming online. I waited the whole fucking night for him. Sheesh. :P |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 05,July,2004 | Ahh.. it's all nice now. Thanks to me, Hyon-Xhi. So. Remember. A deal is a deal. Half a shoe. Paid by you. And come on, at least pay a QUARTER of my lunch? PLEASE? Anyways, look! It's all organized and beautiful. Now lick me . Signin' off, Hyon-Xhi The Man-Bitch |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 05,July,2004 | No. This isn't the usual bitch typin'. :) urlLink Hyon-Xhi here. I'm here because Xin Yi's desperate for help. Yes she is. Nyeh... nyeh :P She's so desperate that she's offerin' to buy me shoes and lunch. And by the way. My shoes are fine, bitch. I have nice shoes. Xin Yi is stupid to think otherwise. I have great taste in shoes. So fuck off mate! Wooohoo! Oh fuck? Guess what? She's taking her offer back? Only half a shoe and no lunch? Wtf man? WTF? Come on Xin Yi. WE HAD A DEAL MAN? Italian! Dutch? Screw you. Don't push the threshold of your bitch-ness. You're already there. Hah. Okay. Since you insist on being CHEAP. Fine. I forgive you. So there. Oh wait. And this, urlLink Your lovable friend! Okay, that's enough. Now let me figure out how to make this screwed up page look a tad bit nicer? HMm... |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 05,July,2004 | Phew, my first effort at blogging. Back to what blogging is about, sheesh. Had a fuspid (fucking+stupid=fuspid) day. Argh!!!! I started of my morning like every other morning. 1. Maid wakes me up from an orgasmic dream at about, 6.45am 2. Yell at the maid. 3. Sleep for like 2.14 minutes 3. Wake up again, this time by alarm clock 4. Smash the alarm clock 5. Wake up for good 6. Blast the stereo 7. Brush my teeth 8. Shower 9. Get dressed for school 10. Wait for the car BUT, it was a shittier day today compared to MOST days because I somehow lost the cover of my navel barbell. Like WTF?! I cannot survive without the stopper because the barbell might slip off and the piercing might close up. So naturally, I called my brother to drop by Bukit Raja after coll. Conversation between Edgar and Edna Edna : Where the fuck are you? Edgar : Coll, why? Edna : I need a fucking favour. Edgar : What? Edna : I need you to drop by Bukit Raja to get me a cover for my barbell. Edgar : WTF is a barbell? Edna : The thingy used to pierce my navel you ignorant m'fucker. Edgar : I cannot larh, I have to fetch my friend home and he needs to be home early. Edna : KANINA! FUCKING DROP BY FOR LIKE 5 MINUTES LARH! CANNOT ARH? !#%#*^*&! Edgar : Ahh okay, where is it? Edna: *gives description* (feels a flicker of hope). Fuck you larh asshole. BYE. 25 minutes later... (car pulls up in front of the house) (bubbly Edna rushes to the fucking door) Edna : Where's my stud? Edgar : Oh shit I forgot Edna : KAN NIN LAU BU! FUCK YOU LARH ASSHOLE! FUCK YOU! YOU FUCKING MORON! KAN NI NA! Anyway, school was okay today. Had some stupid 'prize-giving' thingy for softball but didn't have enough time. Assembly time was extended. Thank God I get to miss like a period of fucking Maths. I hate that constipated bitch who reeks of cheap Petaling Street perfume. Rushed to finish my Physics PEKA (naturally copied from Hyon Xhi-the jap act). Hahah! Had the weirdest History teacher today. She's a replacement teacher who replaced (duh) my previous History teacher who's in child labour .Anyway, she's a fucking timid teacher. The first thing she did when she came into class was, 'Nama saya......' (My name is...) ( Scrambles to the board to write ' ZARINA BT. MUDA' ) And when she's happy with the font and size, she stands in front at stares at us. And there goes the period. Ms. Farina (fucking+zarina=farina). But she's cute. That chubby lil girl look. OhhhhhH! I'M HAVING AN ORGASM! Mrs. Sundari, my EST teacher wore ORGASMIC shoes today! Sheesh, I'm sure she's the only teacher in school who would appreciate Sergio Rossis. Man, I love her taste in shoes. And somehow, Chee Liang managed to piss AND hurt me royally when I told him about my crush. He said something like, fugly and bitch makes a great couple. Sheesh. Anyway, ahha, ignored them all the way home. Sorry guys. haha. And i missed my car. FUCKING PEOPLE. TAN MUN FAI, TAN BOON TAT AND GOD KNOWS WHO. Like, they knew I would be out in time to catch the car yet they did not bother waiting for me. And you're blaming me for being cynical? HELLO?! I can't help it with people like these. Okay, now i have Sunitha to catch or else she'll assrape me with her Chemistry books. Shucks, how do I get away unscathed and un-yawned from an hour and a half of Chemistry tuition? |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 05,July,2004 | KANINA! You saw that pic? MOM LOOKS LIKE A RED, RED ALIEN. And would you just look at that? There's something wrong with my boobies. OH MY FUCKING GOD. urlLink sheesh |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 05,July,2004 | Woo HooO! Finally, a blog. And I actually thought that only super computer geeks create blogs! Sheesh, it's easier than working for a multiple, though not as explosive or rather, orgasmic. Wait, wait, lemme figure this out. Until then, good luck sucking your weenies people. |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 17,July,2004 | HAHAHAH! As you can guess by the title, I had a pretty fun day. 1 ) Woke up at 11am, yell at Jason. 2) Went back to sleep. 3) Woke up for good at 12.26pm coz Michelle called and said that she's 7.46 minutes from my house. Which gives me NOT enough time to take a shower, wash my hair, get dressed and make up-fy myself. 4) Picked me up at 12.59pm and went to Ikano Power Centre with Lawrence, Nick, Edgar and Mich. 5) Met Wendy, Wai Hong, Neng, Mi and family at Fasta Pasta where we had lunch. (sorry peeps, digicam's still in Argentina.) 6) Had a bloody good laugh the whole day. Made fun of Lawrence's gay sense of fashion. 7) Hanged out. Went back at about, 5pm 8) Got home at about 6pm, showered and got dressed and makeup-ed. 9) Went for some relative's birthday dinner. Lemme try explaining it to you. He's my grandmother's mother's brother's son. HAHAH! So he's my grandmother's cousin. Think about it yes? Haahah! I love puzzles like this. So we're very distantly related, I mean, my generation. He's my granduncle, yes? 10) My eardrums threatened to rupture half an hour in at the dinner. 11) Bloody old, DRUNK men were attempting to sing karaoke. OH MY FUCKING GOD! Had a perfectly asswipe time listening to them sing. And they were singing songs that came from the Stone Age. I had absolutely no fucking idea what them tone-deaf drunkards were singing. Had an absolute ball! We (the cousins), swayed and bobbed our head to the music. We gave the loudest claps, we hooted. HAHAH! We wanted to be kind, you see. In the end, everybody couldn't take it anymore, they decided to shut down the karaoke system and decided to play Vengaboys instead. Shit, you can't even consider them techno. Oh my fucking eardrums. 12) So yes, now I'm considering whether to go out for a drink with Har. Anyway peeps, will blog tomorrow yes? Cheers, have a nice day! |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 16,July,2004 | Yay! My favourite day, BEAUTY AND GROOMING DAY ! Okay, I decide to do something different today. Hair care . Yep, for guys and girls yes? For the past year, I’ve been sticking religiously to this. My TIGI haircare range ( I mean, besides shampoos that I just can not resist buying, like, Schwarzkopf). Anyway, they sell this at most Shins boutiques. As far as I know, there's 2 Shins in Klang. One in Bukit Raja and another at either Tesco or Giant. Price range goes from RM30++ to RM100++ (Okay, some may be pretty expensive) though the shampoo and conditioners are cheap. Check out TIGI products urlLink here . Cheers peeps. Have a nice day. p/s: I promise, I'll post up the 2 articles I owe you guys soon. pp/s: Erh, people. There's something wrong with the pics. I can't post it up. So just go check out the link. If you need help on products, mail me or send me a comment and I'll tell you which one works best yes? |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 15,July,2004 | Hey darling readers. Decided to do something sensitive for the life and philosophy's article. Well, after going through some 'turbulence' these past few days ( hey, I'm not being dramatic..yea, right.ahah!), I realised something. That there is erh, a rainbow after the storm..or something along that lines. HAHA! Correct me if I'm wrong. My darling friends made me very happy the past couple of days. 1) Melissa P. Louis -Thanks for following me up to Shah Alam and get bloody drenched in the bloody rain. Haha!We had to sit on newspapers in the bloody cab. - Thanks for lending me a shoulder to cry on (and erh, not to mention, wipe off some 'hingus') - Thanks for caring even though you're going through your own rough patch. *muackz*, thanks Mel. 2) Harvinder Singh Dhaliwal - Thanks for entertaining me and all the mamak and beer nights. - Thanks for the bloody consultation in my house the other day. And yes, pass me the cheque. I promise I won't give you a blank one. - Thanks for suffering through mamak just now with my mom and bro after pool. Haha! you too Satish . 3) Prakash Jayakumar - Thanks for picking up the phone at erh, 2 something in the morning followed by another 5.21am call and listen to me cry and rant. Yes, anyway, I' m sorry if I missed any one out. You just know who you are. As I was saying, there's always a rainbow after the storm (just bloody correct me). After suffering from serious depression, melancholia and tear-jerking-itis (there's such a condition, check it up, stupid), I'm glad to say I'm finally okay (drumroll.....drama queen in the making). And yay! I'll be back to blogging. Full time! Although I had to endure sleepless nights (explains why I haven't been going to school), hours of endless crying and most definitely, more hours of studying to get thoughts out of my mind, I thought it was worth it. Harvin told me that I was taking my friends for granted. Shit, how bloody true. I've been pretty ungrateful, taking people for granted. I've always assumed friends would be there. But hey hey, I learnt my lesson the hard way. I haven't had the guts to call up friends in the middle of the night coz I felt embarassed that I took them for granted. In the end, there was no one else to cry to but guess who, EDGAR, the fucktard. I swear, he looked like he wanted to kill himself there and then. Anyway, I' m glad that my friends haven't given up on me. I swear, my arrogance will kill me one day. But besides having friends, faith and trust in myself got me through. I'm sure I was feeling suicidal but seriously, I talked to myself (no, i'm not retarded) and convinced myself that I have more to live for. Hey I know this is weird, me being deep and sensitive and all but I'm honest. Anyway, my point is, if ever you feel that life isn't going anywhere for you, trust me, everything'll be alright. It takes time and patience. But if you got dumped, had bad sex and you can't find your favourite comfort chocolate all in 24 hours, go hang yourself. You'll never survive. Did I mention? Snickers, loads of it, got me through. Okay peeps. Enough. Even my arse is pooping tears. Over touchy for me. How embarassing. |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 14,July,2004 | Argh, another perfect asswipe day 1) Studied from 12am-3.30am 2) Called Jason, had a big fight with him. 3) Got bloody pissed. 4) Cried, cried, cried....until 5.40am 5) Went to sleep. 6) Just woke up 7) Crying AGAin. I honestly don't know what's the deal with Jas. I didn't fucking do anything wrong, yet he's treating me like crap. I didn't fucking do anything to deserve this. So wait, I've been playing him out? FUCK THAT, I wonder who's playing who now. Oh yes, he can msg that fucking bitch of the universe, Joyce whatever in Australia and can not have the time to talk to me. He can hug and kiss every fucking bitch in SSC, but not TALK to me. WTF? Rubbish. Please post up a comment and save me. Honestly. I need help. It's not that I'm obsessed, but he used to treat me like a princess, now, what? FUCK IT. Sheesh. Sorry, adolescence. Fuck it to hell and back. TODAY'S SEX EDUCATION... DO NOT FUCK FUCKTARDS LIKE JASON, YES, GIRLS? Anyway, going up to Shah Alam to fuck his ass real good and come back from Biology class. HAHA! Will post up another article. Sorry peeps, totally not in the mood for a sex education article. And don't say I'm ripping you off. I'm gonna post it up another day yes? |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 13,July,2004 | Nicole was born to Janelle and Antony Kidman on June 20th 1967, in Hawaii, not Australia as many people think. Almost immediately after she was born the family moved to Washington DC where Nicole's father continued his research on breast cancer. Three years later they moved to her parents’ native Sydney, Australia. Nicole has joint citizenship, Australian and American. In the suburb of Longueville in Sydney, Nicole joined a ballet class, and she had a sister, Antonia, who was three years younger than her. OH YES, DID I MENTION? SHE’S BLOODY 5”10. It’s not like I have anything against hot, tall chicks, but $#%&*^&* !!!! urlLink Oh my god, look at her in all her glory. Fucking sexy as Satine in Moulin Rouge. urlLink urlLink Nic in Birthday Girl. WHOA, I mean, hello ? Have you seen a chick fag and yet look sexy at the same time? She has that 'come hither' look. Bloooody sexy. And I'm straight.... I think . urlLink urlLink OH MY FUCKING GOD! YOU JUST HAVE TO SEE THIS. As Dr. Chase Meridian in Batman Forever. Oh my god..I'm hyperventilating. Shit. Fucking fucking orgasmic. This is my like, 3rd multiple in 2 minutes . urlLink urlLink So, so fucking cute. There's like, 20 million from where that came from, but honestly, this is the ultimate . Bloody, bloody CUTE, and ORGASMIC. urlLink urlLink OH MY GOD, I CAN NOT TAKE THIS ANYMORE. She's like, the epitome of a GODDESS . Now, this is the sex goddess. Although I'm the first runner-up, naturally *ahem*. Haha, she's fucking hot. I mean, don't you just want to go grab those tits? Erh, EW. Haha, I managed to gross myself out. urlLink urlLink Doesn't he just look like a poor twat basking in all her GLORY ? I mean, look at her. And look at him. Sheesh. Wonder what she saw in that scumbag anyway. She's better off with ME. But no, she has to marry him, and let him divorce her for PENELOPE CRUZ. Hello? Look at Nicole, and look at PENELOPE. OKay, shit, I just decided that God is blind . Anyway, if I'm not mistaken, they broke up. Right? urlLink Okay kids. ENOUGH . I can’t produce that much cum anyway. Sheesh. Okay, I admit. I’m a lil lazy to look for more stuff now. The novelty is slowly wearing off. Haha. I’ll post up a more serious article tomorrow for the sex education topic yes? Cheers peeps. p/s: Thank you Harvin for being such a darling. And yes, I’ll give you back your porn. |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 12,July,2004 | Hah, check out urlLink Hyon Xhi's site, hahahah! Someone hates him and his site. Can you believe it? The nut is glorying in his hater's hatred. Sheesh. Anyway, had a pretty crappy day. Again. 1) Woke up at 4am 2) Went back to sleep at 4.02am 3) Woke up for good at 6.48am 4) Brushed my teeth, showered, got dressed 5) Managed to grab breakfast 6) Got to school in time 7) Had a perfectly crappy time REDOING my Physics PEKA. God, how would I kill to shove the whole shitload of paper down her bitchy arse. 8) Swore to myself that I'll never go to school the whole bloody week. 9) Practically did nothing. Soraya annoyed me, as usual. 10) Had a laugh with Ah Liang and Hyon Xhi. HAHAH! Ah Liang wants to marry a kampung girl ( country girl) coz he thinks they're more managable. Sheesh. He looks at wives like pets. 11) Went back at 1.42pm 12) Went for Physics's tuition. Practically slept there. 13) Couldn't go back. It was fucking raining. I got fucking splashed by this bloody trailer when it went over a puddle of water. 14) Got bloody mad. Started screaming. 15) Melissa's father sent me home. What a darling! HAHAH. I know, I'm being ungrateful eh? 16) Now, just finished watching Raven. Will post up today's article when I have collected enough material. Outtie. Gym time. |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 12,July,2004 | Well, I had a pretty asswipe day. Went through shit at 2 in the morning. Like wtf? Thank God I didn't go to school today. I really need to sit and get out of this mess. 1) Mr. Spendar. What the fuck is going on? Like, what a stupid obsession. *BANGS HEAD ON THE WALL, HARD* He's impossible, selfish, and yes, the totally wrong obsession. 2) Jason. I don't know what's going on. SHIT. God save me, please. 3) SPM, I need to fucking study. LET'S GET BACK TO PROFANITY. OH FUCK, HAD A PERFECTLY SHITTY DAY. I'M STUCK IN A SHITTY HOME DOING ABSOLUTELY FUCKING NOTHING. I'M BLOODY BEFUDDLED. I DON'T KNOW WHERE I'M HEADING WITH JASON, MR.SPENDAR, OR ANY FUCKING ONE FOR THAT MATTER. I'M FUCKING STUCK IN THIS HELLHOLE. WHY CAN'T I BE FUCKING STRONGER AND JUST DEPEND ON MY FUCKING SELF? IT'S SO FUCKING PATHETIC THAT I NEED COMPANY FOR ANY FUCKING THING. I BELIEVE I'M SUFFERING FROM EREMOPHOBIA. LIKE, WHAT THE FUCK? THIS IS ABOUT, THE LOWEST POINT OF MY FUCKING LIFE. SHIT. I FEEL SO FUCKING EMPTY. YET, THERE'S NO ONE FOR ME TO BITCH TO. WHAT? I BROUGHT IT ON TO MYSELF WITH MY FUCKING ARROGANCE AND TENDENCY TO TAKE PEOPLE FOR GRANTED? FUCK IT! I NEED TO KILL MYSELF. ARGH, AND NO, I'M NOT FEELING SUICIDAL. FUCK IT. FUCK EVERY FUCKING THING. SHEESH. HOW CAN I GET SO BLOODY DEPRESSED OVER FUCKING GUYS? ARGHH. FUCK IT TO HELL AND BACK. I NEED BUBBA'S HELP. SHIT. THAT'S LIKE, SO FUCKING EMBARASSING. |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 11,July,2004 | Had lunch today at The Little Italian Kitchen . Well, decided to do a write up on it since we go there pretty often. Argh, Edgar’s fucking pissing me off. Anyway, The restaurant is located at Lot. EL1, Level 2, Plaza Masalam, Section 9, 40100 Shah Alam, Selangor . You can call them at 03-55106628. Anyway, it’s like, beside Concorde Hotel and practically on the grounds of the Shah Alam mall. It’s a pretty cozy place to have tete a tete lunches or even with a bunch of friends. urlLink The signboard. HAH! Duh, I have a fetish for signboards. urlLink urlLink The VERY cute, and friendly waiter. Somehow the picture turned out blur. Sorry, not my digicam. It's my aunt's bloody 5 mega pix cybershot. And yet mine's better. urlLink urlLink Edgar, the biggest fucktard around. urlLink urlLink Awwww, isn't she the cutest 87-year old grandmama around? She's my maternal grandmother btw. urlLink urlLink The starter. Vegetable cream soup urlLink urlLink Caesar salad, for Edgar. MUAHAHA, he needs it. urlLink urlLink Seafood pizza with garlic lemon butter sauce. Not too bad. urlLink urlLink The chocolate pudding I live for. It's the only chocolate pudding I'll ever talk about. Heh, Italian Chocolate Pudding With Belgium Chocolate Sauce and Belgium Ice Cream. urlLink urlLink Mum and me, after being well fed and watered. urlLink urlLink This is how you'll look like after a weekend of boozing (heh, a lil, c'mon, gimme credit. I've been studying pretty hard, and going through some shit), early morning (say, 3am) 'nasi lemak' suppers and totally NOT enuff sleep. urlLink So, there. This sums up our very light lunch. Bloody pissed now. Will blog more when mom quits yelling at me to go for a tuition which I’m not even late for. ARGH. Later peeps. |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 11,July,2004 | BLOODY FUCK THE BLOODY WORLD. WHY IS THERE SO MANY STUPID FUCKTARDS AROUND? FUCKING ASSHOLES. BLOODY HELL, FEEL LIKE STABBING THEM WITH A BLUNT KNIFE. ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKING EDGAR. BLOODY HELL. WENT ALL THE WAY TO BLOODY CLUB 7 AND THEN DECIDED TO TAKE A DETOUR BACK TO KLANG COZ HE DOESN'T KNOW THE FUCKING WAY TO BANGSAR, OR ANY FUCKING WHERE FOR THAT MATTER. LIKE, HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW THE FUCK TO GET TO MID VALLEY, HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW THE FUCK TO GET TO KLCC. LIKE, WHAT THE FUCK DOES HE KNOW? ARGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! MY FUCKING KEYBOARD IS GOING TO GO CONKS. I'M PRACTICALLY BANGING ON IT. ARGH. FUCK IT TO HELL AND BACK. If you can't take the fucking vulgarness, just dig your bloody eyes out. COZ I DON'T BLOODY CARE. |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 23,July,2004 | Whoa people, orgasmic : urlLink urlLink Well, decided to do a piece on time pieces for my Beauty and Grooming Day . 1) The Piaget Upstream Chronograph for Men. I love this. So bloody sexy seeing a guy wearing this. 2) Hermes Belt Lady for Ladies (duh). This is such a great piece. You can wear this with anything. It's casual yet elegant at the same time. Just absolutely classy. 3) Cartier Panthere All Steel for Men and Women. This is HAWT. I mean, it's a staple timepiece. Anyone worth their salt will know what a classic this is. First runner up to a Rolex. Honestly, this should be the first watch you people buy with your first hard earned salary. 4) Gucci 1900 Series for Women. Honestly, I'm not really into the Gucci-watch thingy. But I thought this is nice. I mean, it's feminine and elegant. Looks great with a white lycra t-shirt, faded jeans and Sergio Rossi heels. Doesn't it? haha! 5) Hugo Boss Vanquisher Chronograph for Men. You have to admit it. Chronos are sexy. And this IS sexy, in a rugged way. Bad boy watch. 6) Chopard Ice Cube for Ladies. I honestly think this is a very good buy. It's professional, casual and elegant. And a lil masculine. Just bloody hot. 7) Ebel Classic Wave Chronograph for Men and Women. It lives up to its name. A classic. I remember this watch very clearly coz it's my Mom's favourite time piece. Though hers is the gold and silver one. But it looks really good on Mom. Haha! 8) Tag Heuer 2000 Exclusive Automatic for Men. Though I totally hate Tags, I thought this looks pretty good. Don't you think? I mean, it's a lil chunky, but ruggedly macho. HAHA! Like, what the fuck? Anyway, if you noticed, I chose mostly square-faced timepieces. An obsession for now. Well, I did not include the Rolex coz honestly, there's nothing interesting about it. Wanted to get some Baume and Merciers but lazy to look for more. And no Swatches this time, though I'm a big fan. Check urlLink this out for quick reference. |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 22,July,2004 | Well, I ran out of ideas for today's article. So I'll just give you an insight of a legend's life, my life. Heh! I was born a beautiful, healthy baby on the 17th of November 1988 to a pilot father and a housemaker mother. Naturally, they love me. I was pampered, well fed and watered. Unfortunately, nothing is perfect. I was 'blessed' with an elder brother. Or should we say, he was blessed with a beautiful sister. Haha! So yea. Then it began, a threshold of greatness and wonder, on that magical day, 17th November 1988. I could have sworn, the thunders boomed and heavens rained. Grew up to be a spoiled brat. Daddy spoiled me. Mom didn't though. She was evil then. I was forced to endure hours of torture during meal times. I hated eating when I was young. Prolly just her food. And although I was a bright child (ahem, naturally), I was forced to do shitload of Math and read Peter and fucking Jane books when I was in kindie. Daddy wasn't around to stop the canes from coming coz he has to work. Anyway, life was still great. Erh, grandpa passed away when I was 6 and in Primary One. It was really sad as we (all the cousins) were really close to him. I still miss him. Anyway, so yea. A year or so later, my parents separated. Mom accused Dad of infidelity, Dad accused Mom of infidelity, ladidadida. A whole load of bullshit. As usual, the poor kids has to endure their parents' mindless arguments and we were asked that ineluctable question, ' Who do you want to stay with? Mommy or Daddy?' Bloody hell. Give me a break. I was a bloody 7 year old (a beautiful one, that is). Anyway, it is said and done. We followed Daddy. Mom stays nearby though. She's now a very succesful woman and I'm proud of her. I mean, she left house with no working experience and no money. Looking back, it was a tough struggle for her. Life was well, passed my PTS (an examination) and managed to skip a grade and do the express class. Did well for my UPSR (another examination). And ta-da. In secondary school before I knew it. Had to go for surgery to cure my heart condition (nothing serious) in Sec. One. Then it began. The rebellion. Hahah! I was bloody rebellious. You name it, smoking, drinking, playing hookie. Phone bills went up. Shopping bills went sky high. Dad went berserk. Then Mom. My parents are crazy. Anyway, so yes. I've been to many places, seen many things (it helps to be a pilot's daughter, first class anywhere, everywhere). But the most memorable holiday was to America in December 2002 with Mom and Edgar. Had an absolute ball. Celebrated Christmas with relatives there. Dad was super nice before we left. He gave me cash to go shopping. A lil surprising considering the fact that my Dad hates my Mom and vice versa (he would've done anything to put a dent in her wallet, which is virtually impossible, ahaha). As I said, I had an absolute ball. That same time, I got news that I passed my PMR examination with flying colours. All the more reason to celebrate. When we arrived home on the 31st of December, Dad, Edgar and I went for lunch. During lunch, that m'fucker delivered the worst blow EVER. Conversation went like this: Dad: Boy, girl, there's something very important that I need to discuss with you. Edgar: What? E dna: Erh, what? *Looks around for a fire exit, I thought a lecture was coming for the shopping bills) Dad: Aunty Sok 'I'm a bitch' San is pregnant. (She;s my dad's gf, whom I absolutely loathe) Edgar: Huh? Edna: What the fuck? (Dad didn't mind me cussing then. DUH! Then the whole cussing thing began. I have the coolest parents on Earth. Mom curses bloody well in Chinese! HAHA!) Dad: She's 6 weeks' pregnant. *looks all noble* We didn't want to tell you before your holiday because we wanted you to enjoy the holiday. Edna: *bubbles of enlightenment filled my head thinking 'No wonder he gave me cash for shopping, bloody hell, should've bought that Ralph Lauren Thai silk gown'. Then it dawned on me* What the fuck? (it's all I can manage to stammer.) Edgar: *eyes opened wide* Dad: The baby was conceived in Argentina (we went for a trip in Argentina and South Africa in November, I loved that trip. That stupid bitch's Rolex got stolen! Hahah! As did Dad's. They were wearing matching ones. I was euphoric). So now we plan to get married. What do you think? Edgar: Okay, whatever. Edna: WHAT THE FUCK? You told me she's a fucking virgin and we should all follow her fucking example. And now she's pregnant? Who the fuck is she, Virgin Mary? Dad: Calm down. *Oh so casually* The wedding's tomorrow. Edgar & Edna: WHAT THE BLOODY FUCK? What's there to talk about? So it began. I hated my father since then. I had a bitch living in my house. She can't speak English for nuts. We ignore each other whenever possible. So yea, now, I'm stuck with a 11 month old sister (cute though) and stuff with Dad is cooling off. Aunty Sok San is still being ignored. And I love Mom. I'll be 16 in November. And hell, I have another examination coming up. The most important one, SPM on the 4th of November. Bloody hell. That pretty much sums up my life. Hhaha! Cheers peeps. Have a nice day! |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 21,July,2004 | Heyya darlings, we're graduating on to the second semester . I am so so so bloody excited for you people when I was net surfing! HAHAH! You'll be kissing my feet and thanking your lucky stars for today's superbly educational (sexually) article. Hah! Well, I'm sure you already know the missionary by heart, so we'll graduate on to more interesting positions. 1) For those who urm, have a thirst for weird positions and those whom are fucking, i mean literally fucking gymnasts, try urlLink this out. 2) For those who already know the Kama Sutra by heart, urlLink here's a gem. 3) For those erh, young twats who just got their cars and licenses, you absolutely need urlLink this . Okay, haven't had the time to surf for more sites. Until then, enjoy. HAHAHA! Prolly blog later yes? Cheers peeps. Have a nice day! |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 20,July,2004 | urlLink Oh my fucking God. Don't you just hate Ashlee Simpson? I mean, hello, look at her. She's 19, sister of Jessica 'I can't tell the diff between tuna and chicken' Simpson, she flashes her tits to sell her totally eardrum-erupting album. Honestly, when I first saw her video of the song, Pieces of Me, I felt like throwing the whole bowl of Maggi Mee (instant noodles) on her fake black hair. Bloody hell. Wannabe, annoying and hey, she trashes her famous dumb blonde sister. And I quote, 'I'm definitely more street smart compared to Jessica' or s'thing along that lines. Like, wtf? Erh, haha, posting a picture of your royal brother is a different thing. At least I didn't do it on national tv. Well, back to Ashlee Simpson. She's plain fucking annoying. I mean, look! her tits are practically spilling out of her teeny weeny spaghetti-strapped top. She's not sexy, her cleavage looks plain unappetizing, and she doens't have the persona to pull it off. And bloody hell, another reality tv show. As if one bloody Simpson sister is not enough, the younger wannabe sister claims to want to overstep her sister's 'shadow'. Like, wtf? There wasn't a shadow. Nobody knew of her fucking existence.Which means nobody could cast a shadow over her coz she's plain non-existent. Until she flashed her tits, that is. urlLink |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 19,July,2004 | urlLink AWWW, ISN'T HE JUST THE PERFECT YELLOW CREPE PAPER HAIRED PRINCESS? AND LOOK AT THE ALUMINIUM FOIL DIAMOND HE HAS ON HIS CARDBOARD TIARA. OH HIS MAJESTY, IN ALL HIS REIGNING GLORY AS THE KING OF ALL FUCKTARDS. hahah! I love Edgar. *muackz* urlLink |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 19,July,2004 | Did absolutely fucking nothing this Monday . Have absolutely nothing to bitch about..yet. So that means there wouldn't be much profanity today. 1) Woke up at 6.47am. 2) Yell at Jason. 3) Decided not to go to school. 4) Went back to sleep. 5) Woke up for good at 1.33pm. 6) Brushed my teeth, showered. 7) Channel surfed while having breakfast in my room. 8) Went downstairs to watch this movie, High Crimes*. 9) Movie ended at 3.15pm. 10) Here I am, with Physics work in front of me. *High Crimes Well, it wasn't too bad. Stars Ashley Judd, Morgan Freeman, James Caviezel, AMANDA PEET... Check it out urlLink here . Ashley Judd gave an okay performance. MORGAN FREEMAN WAS CLASSIC! Hahah, he plays this lawyer who underwent rehabilitation to curb his drinking problems. He's your typical pain in the arse black lawyer prick who plays the wild card. He's witty and smart. Classic, I tell you. No comments on James Caviezel. Amanda Peet was FUCKING hot! OMFG! She's so so so bloody hot. She plays sister to Ashley Judd in the movie. The movie has certain twists to it that wasn't as 'chi kek' ( interesting) as expected. Not too bad to past time though. I certainly enjoyed Amanda Peet. Hahahah! Enough. I need to get back to Physics. So there. Cheers, have a nice day. Will post something later, that is, if it's anything worthy of mention. |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 18,July,2004 | Well, a perfectly boring Sunday. 1) Woke up at about 11.58am. 2) Went out with mom and Edgar to watch a movie. 3) Watched this really, really stupid Singaporean movie, The Best Bet. It's funny in a crude way. You definitely need to understand Hokkien (a dialect) and Mandarin to actually enjoy the movie. It portrays the life of most Singaporeans who are addicted to lottery tickets in search of fast money. Hahaha! Eh Hyon Xhi, this is worse than the 4-D counters in Andalas. 4) Movie ended at about 4.10pm. 5) Being perfectly late for my 3.30pm Math tuition, mom went speeding. 6) Got to Sharm's house at about, 4.21pm/ 7) Had an absolute ball bitching around with Sharm and Lena while doing crappy Math work. 8) Had a big big argument with Jas. It was bloody stupid, and yes, I think I hate him. 9) Cried to mom. Talked to her about it. She promised to take me to A&W on Tuesday after gym coz I've been absolutely craving a Coney Dog. Haha! 10) Had dinner. Mom cooked coz we have to have dinner with my cute maternal grandmama at least once a week. 11) Got back. Lazed around. Helped Edgar out with his tiara and crepe paper hair. HAHAHAH! Did I tell you? For his Theatre exam, he's playing the role of a princess. A princess with yellow crepe paper hair! HAHAHAHA! LMFAO! And we have to shred the crepe paper and paste it around a cardboard tiara. HAHAHAH! Edgar. You know Edgar? My fucking brother, Edgar. Shit. Hhahahah! Will try to get a picture out of this. His exam's on Tuesday. 12) Showered. Wondered which shampoo to try next. Maybe the Multivitamin one from TIGI. 13) Decided to go for a drink with Har and the big gang. Sheesh. Decided that Logeetha is beautiful. She got in to the semis at the Miss India Malaysia. Everyone thinks she has a good chance at winning. 14) Saw the reigning Miss India Malaysia at Chicken mamak. Boy, she's fat. But pretty hot. 15) Did practically nothing except bullshit the whole night. 16) Went back at erh, 12 plus and watched Fear Factor. 17) Slept at 3am after studying. There, that sums up my perfectly boring Sunday. |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 31,July,2004 | OMG. I orgasmed 7 times in One Utama Shopping Centre( or rather, 2U to me). I was at the new wing. Shucks. They practically slashed all the prices into half at FCUK. AX wasn't too bad. But honestly, the Mango and Zara were like, dirt cheap. Had a ball. But after a while, it got horrible. Too many people. I hate shopping with half of Malaysia. So anyway, got pissed halfway. I only managed to get a top and a skirt. From Zara and MNG. FCUK did not have anything nice. Got a pair of jeans for Jas though, naturally, he paid me back. Fuck it. I ain't spending a cent on him. Like, a pair of FCUKs for RM 144.50. What are the fucking odds honey? Hahah! Fell in love with a pair of boardshorts from Rip Curl. Tried to persuade Mom into getting it, but she was insistent on not getting conned. Will try to go back next week to get those. Oh yes, and La Senza has some pretty hot lingeries. CHEAP! I mean, totally hot. That's about it. Got into a pretty bad mood after that. At night, Jason and Andrew came over. We went for a drink with Edgar at MYOB. Came back. The two fuckheads(Ed and Jas) decided to go play pool and leave me behind coz there are 'dangerous' crowds at the pool centre. So I decided to go play CS with Harvin and the gang. Had fun. It's bloody fun when you're high on fags and play CS after that. Went for mamak. GUESS WHAT? I met fucking Jason with his fucking sister and godsister and FUCKING godbrother (I hate him, he's fucking shallow, no surprise though. He hasn't got enough brains to stuff up my pussy). I was with 8 FRIENDS (who happened to be guys, Indian, as I said, I have nothign against them, that's so racist). Well, Jason saw me with my friends. And he got mad. So we had an argument. His godbrother called me a slut because I was having a drink with my friends. WTF? So fucking happened that they were Indian guys. And I was the only Chinese. So what? Isn't that such a racist and sexist remark? No wonder Malaysia is still more or less a 3rd world country. With fuckheads like that. I honestly don't see what's wrong. It could've been anyone. My girlfriends, classmates..whatever. Just so happened that I was hanging out with them yesterday. I do not see them as colours or guys. They are F-R-I-E-N-D-S. Well, I've had enough of being judged my whole life. C'mon, there's nothing I've never heard. OH WAIT, Jas's godbrother called me LOA. What's so fucking LOA about it? Having a drink with friends? Fucking racists. I wasn't even touching them. Much less fucking them on the table. Yes, as I was saying. What a fuckup. Being judged by people, it bounces off. But being judged like that with someone you thought you knew, whom you actually trust, man, that sucks REAL bad. Well, it all comes back to this. You're always alone. No matter how many friends you think you have, you're alone. Oh yea, right, to those of you whom are in love, or infatuated, puh leez. Come over to my house for a bang in the balls or pussy. Whatever. I do believe in unconditional love. The one where you go, ' Daddy, I'm going out. I need money'. But that's all. Call me a cynic. Fuck it, I've had enough shit to tell you that. When you think you know someone so well, and they back out on you like that, man honestly, it BURNS. I wish I could say it, but I can't (coz women tend to be dependant on CERTAIN guys, like daddy). But since it's my blog, what the hell aye? ' I DON'T FUCKING NEED NO ONE, MUCH LESS A GUY' Cheers peeps. Have a nice day! |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 30,July,2004 | Haven't blogged in a long while, have I? Well, had a pretty average Friday. 1) Woke up, DRAGGED myself out of bed at 6.56am 2) Rushed to brush my teeth, get a shower and get dressed for school. 3) Slept in the car. 4) Got to school 1 minute late. The fucking prefects made me stand by the gate to await Rasul's (some prickass teacher) verdict. Thank God I had Joyce. Hahah! 5) Ended up picking up rubbish. Something weird happened that made me lose faith in ALL prefects. We were holding garbage bags. EMPTY ones. So the girls were picking up bits of rubbish like sweet wrappers and stuff like that. Hardly 3 minutes in, the bag still light as feather, two stupid Indian (I have nthing against Indians, my best friend is an Indian.) girls who were in Sec. 4 who were prefects still on probation said that we were done. And that we could go back to class. I was like, wtf? This place is hardly even clean. Though I hate picking up rubbish, I'm still a perfectionist at heart. I mean, just finish off what you started. And that stupid bitch was like, ' What? You like to pick up rubbish arh? Slowly pick until the bag is full larh.' with that stupid I'm-a-fucking-rude-slut-that-does-Daddy tone. Like, wtf? 6) Went to class feeling a lil crappy. Managed to survive the day with loads of sleep. 7) Had a ball with JEff and Hyon Xhi. Hahaha, they were seXXoring each other with newspapers. And I got seXXored by fucking Hyon xhi. Asshole. 8) Went for Add Math tuition. Came back. SleeeeeeeppP! I haven't been sleeping, seriously. Sheesh, my eyebags are PROMINENT, I tell you. 9) Went for BM tuition. 10) Came back. Made plans with Hyon Xhi for a drink. Harvin called. He asked me out for a drink. Got some mix up. In the end, all's well. Went out with Soo Guan and Hyon Xhi and we made Tosai Rawa Balls with Tomato Lamb Chutney Sauce on Tofu. For starters, we had lentil consomme. Hahah! Don't ask. We couldn't finish our suppers. So we decided to be gourmet chefs. Sucky ones. But we decorated the plate REALLY well. Sadly, we didn't bring our digicams. Sorry darlings. Another day. Promise. 11) It's now 2.51am on Saturday. I need to get some sleep. Off to fag myself to sleep darlings. Nitey. Have a nice day! |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 30,July,2004 | I just love EDTs and EDPs urlLink urlLink 1) Calvin Klein Eternity EDT for Men. I grew up smelling this. Dad uses this. I honestly love it. It smells fucking sexy after 2 hours when you natural body scent mixes with the EDT. I'll NEVER date a guy who doesn't like this. 2) Davidoff Cool Water EDT for Women. Oh I love this. Classic. Smells bloody good and fresh. 3) Jean Paul Gaultier EDP for Men. Somehow, this scent reminds me of London. Hahaha, Unca Spence uses this. It's fucking sexy, intoxicating. 4) Armani Mania EDT for Men. OH MY FUCKING GOD! Lots of airline crew uses this. Especially gay ones. But hey, it's fucking fucking orgasmic. 5) Paco Rabanne Ultraviolet EDT for Women. Oh I love this. One of the first few EDTs I own. And it comes in a cool package as well. 6) Love Sui EDT by Anna Sui. This is the ultimate girly scent. Feminine, sexy and fresh. Totally love this. |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 29,July,2004 | 'Ironic' An old man turned ninety-eight He won the lottery and died the next day It's a black fly in your Chardonnay It's a death row pardon two minutes too late And isn't it ironic...dontcha think It's like rain on your wedding day It's a free ride when you've already paid It's the good advice that you just didn't take Who would've thought...it figures Mr. Play It Safe was afraid to fly He packed his suitcase and kissed his kids goodbye He waited his whole damn life to take that flight And as the plane crashed down he thought 'Well isn't this nice...'And isn't it ironic...dontcha think It's like rain on your wedding day It's a free ride when you've already paid It's the good advice that you just didn't take Who would've thought...it figures Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you When you think everything's okay and everything's going right And life has a funny way of helping you out when You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up In your face A traffic jam when you're already late A no-smoking sign on your cigarette break It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife It's meeting the man of my dreams And then meeting his beautiful wife And isn't it ironic...dontcha think A little too ironic...and yeah I really do think... It's like rain on your wedding day It's a free ride when you've already paid It's the good advice that you just didn't take Who would've thought...it figures Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you Life has a funny, funny way of helping you out Helping you out Well, my life philosophy article. Ironies of life. Not really in the mood to blog more. Have a nice day! |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 28,July,2004 | Warning : This is honestly solely for education purposes. I mean, hello! Hahah, this does NOT count as porn. Puh-leez. If you think this counts as porn, you must have been watching some pretty horrible ones. urlLink urlLink What is Herpes? Herpes is a virus, specifically 'herpesvirus hominus'. Simplex is a sub-category of that family. Simplex falls into five categories, types 1, 2, 6, 7, and 8. Generally type I infects the mouth in humans and type II affects the genital tract, but there is a substantial overlap. Type 6 and 7 cause an infection of infancy and Type 8 has been associated with Kaposi's Sarcoma which is seen in HIV. Herpes simplex virus (HSV) has a vast presence in humans. It has been estimated that some 80-90% of humans experience oral herpes infections by the age of ten years old. Many will have an acute episode manifesting as infected gums and lips, causing high fevers, but most apparently have few if any symptoms. A substantial portion of the population has recurrent oral herpes infection, showing up as those nuisance little 'cold sores' on lips and sides of the mouth, and occasionally elsewhere on the face. Transmission of Herpes Someone with an HSV-1 lesion on the mouth can certainly transmit the infection to a significant other through oro-genital contact with the genitalia of the other (oral sex), causing a recurrent HSV-1 lesion on the genitalia of the partner. Also, other sites of HSV infection can be produced, such as on a finger (the so-called 'herpetic whitlow') or elsewhere. Okay people, enough already. I'm done. Seriously done. All those herpes-infested cocks are getting to me. Shit. I'm gonna go dry for a week. Have a nice day. p/s: Check urlLink this and urlLink this out for more information on Herpes. pp/s: Hyon-Xhi has HERPES urlLink |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 27,July,2004 | Had a perfectly asswipe day. I mean, it's all I've been having. 1) Woke up at 6.55am 2) Stared at the alarm clock to confirm that I'm seeing right. 3) Realisation dawned on me. (bloody hell, I'm fucking late for school) 4) Got ready SUPER fast. 5) Made it just in time for the car at about 7.06am (don't ask). 6) Got to school. Found out that no one came except Leng and Mel. 7) Had fun gardening. I planted mint, pulled out some weeds, stuck little placards listing the herbs in my school's Herb Garden. 8) Had a ball looking for snails! Haha. I hate them. So we found em and flung them out of school. 9) Went back to class. Got bored. 10) Sometime during English class, fucking Hyon Xhi cracked my fingers and numbed them. I couldn't feel them for 10 minutes. Bloody fucker. 11) Went to the gym. Worked out hard. 12) Went A&W for Coney Dogs with Mich, Andy and Dad. 13) Showered, cried, blogged. |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 27,July,2004 | Don't you just feel like digging your eyes out? urlLink urlLink Omg! She wins as the Ugliest Celebrity Ever-besides Cher, hands down. I mean, look at her. She's got a SUPERBLY long face and absolutely no lips. She's honestly ugly. Make up DOES do wonders. But unfortunately for dear Celine, it ain't that wonderful. Okay, great. She's got a beautiful voice and I should stop being shallow, but OMFG. Of all things to do, she has to marry a man old enough to be her grandaddy. Love...is fucking blind. I mean, hello, would you hump a 60 year old man? Oh grandpa, do it to me...Pleaaaase....Ohhh yesss, Grandpa, yesss....Ahhhhh, that feels so good Grandpa.....*silence* Grandpa? Grandpaaaaa? You there? *more silence* *weeping* *grandpa's peter went down* *grandpa's pronounced dead* GRANDPAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!! Anyway, I'm digressing from my subject. Her fugliness is beyond words. I would not waste my time attempting to accomplish an impossible feat. CELINE DION IS FUGLY. To those who ACTUALLY like her, not by force from your girlfriend, sheesh. Shoot yourself between the nuts. |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 05,August,2004 | Oh hey, had the perfect asswipe day today-what's new? 1) Woke up at 6.57am 2) Literally flew out of bed. 3) Headed for the shower. 4) Car came at 7.08am. Not bad eh? 5) Got to school. Had a bore. 6) Got news that someone 'hates' me. Hahaha. It was something I said about being ripped off by that special someone. 7) So fine. Got ignored by Ms.-I-have-bigger-boobs-than-you-and-that-makes-you-subservient-to-me. Well, no big loss there. But you know, you feel all weird when you know someone ripped you off and is MAD at you. Like, wtf? Can't I speak my mind? 8) So yea, great. Had an absolute ball at assembly. Bombed that stupid gheyass prefect who looks like Jude Law in Artificial Intelligence (there, Drew, that abominable asshole who cari pasal). That asshole was over-exerting his authority. Got happy and felt superior for a while. Haha, sadistic. 9) Went to class. Managed to survive Suraya's English class (man i hate that bitch) and erh, I think a period of History. After that, hell, I was gone baby. So bloody boring. Had a ball peeling chicken flesh off it's bones in Leng's class with Leng and Joyce. Hanged out until school ended. 10) Came back. Went for tuition at 2.30pm. Was so so so bloody sleepy that I practically fell asleep writing my notes. I gave up writing notes and doodled on my test pad instead. 11) Got home. OMFG. I literally collapsed on the bed. 12) Woke up at about, 6.40pm for guitar class at 7.00pm 13) Shit. Got ABSOLUTELY annoyed with Ernest (my guitar teacher). He sounded like his little son, Matthew crapped on his dinner curry. Like, he was totally annoying. I was playing a piece. WHich sounded perfect to me coz I've been practising it VERY often. And he claims that I have to keep playing it coz I made many errors. Oh wait, maybe his son pissed on his ears. Fine. Then I learnt a new piece. Which sounded absolutely crappy when I played it coz I couldn't get the timing right. And Ernest kept bugging me to use the right fingers. The i m i m thingy. If you learn the guitar, you would understand eh San? So yes. Got bloody pissed. I can't even play the piece right, and he wants me to perfect the fingering. And my nose was running. I think I'm coming down with something. 14) Absolutely mad now. Really pissed at everyone. Need...to...get...some...sleep. Argh. |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 04,August,2004 | Does something stink? urlLink urlLink 1) The durian fruit. Pungent, sweet, intoxicating. Hahaha, like ME! 2) That's what durians look like on the inside. 3) Me, enjoying my durian. 4) Hahahah! Letting my 11 month-old sister have a taste of her first durian. She hated it. Hahah. Too bad I couldn't get a picture of her expression. 5) Laughing at Neng's stupidity. Yes, that was his finger. Haha! 6) Edgar. OMFG. I honestly don't want to know what he's doing. Prolly eating-LITERALLY EATING *wink* his durian good. URGH. Haha, had a ball with Neng's camera at his place yesterday. We had stew, roast and some pasta for dinner. Well, sorry. I haven't been blogging as often. And I'm planning to take off the themes. It's been hard keeping up with them. |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 14,August,2004 | So so so so bloody mad now. I have a feeling I can't get an appoinment with my hairstylist. I'm having crap hair that SOOO needs a cut. My 'boyfriend' is a screwed insensitve fucked up asshole. I'm suffering from a BAD headache after last night. And I went for Jue Shea's party for nothing. Yesterday was absolutely crap. I went to her party with the intentions of seeing my ex-classmates. But all that was there were the Form 5 Gods. So had a shitty time. Went back at about 12am. Went over to Harvin's place at about 12.45am after watching TV. I was sad and tired thanks to Mr-Fucked-Up-Jas and that horrible headache. He and Roshen tried cheering me up with, guess what? VODKA ON THE ROCKS!! Taaddaaa. I had a shot coz my head was burning. I couldn't down more. I have pics though. Will post it up later. I think I got on a lil high. I felt VERY happy despite headache and all. Got back at about 1.30am. Had a crying session thanks to my fucked up ''boyfriend'. Hyon-Xhi, Ah Liang, Har, Roshen, you guys are right. This is stupid, being hooked like that. OKAY PEEPS. GTG. GONNA SHOWER, THEN MAKE THAT BLOODY CALL TO GET AN APPOINTMENT. PRAY. |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 13,August,2004 | Shit. I just made plans to go for Jue Shea's b'day party later on after tuition. This is becoming weird. It's more like a reunion for me. Coz I'll be meeting most of my ex-classmates. Like Lay Ling and God-knows-who. A bit weird actually. I practically do not talk to her in school. I mean, we were ex-classmates and all, but hell. Okay. Will blog more. Did I mention? I'm beginning to dig Evanescence. They're pretty much goth-emo-rock. Geddit? Haha! Good for you, Hyon-Xhi. Bloody emo bloke. |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 11,August,2004 | Oh, yea baby. This is it. My Perfect Tits Award's acceptance speech. #1 : I would like to thank all those out there, who've supported me over the years through ups and downs, small to BIG. #2 : Not to mention, thank you to Princess Tam Tam from Blush! for never ending support, literally. #3 : Special thanks to Evelyn Lee something (haha, sorry) for her words of wisdom and encouragement. No need to put yourself down. You're not bloody obese. Not even near. You're thinner than me. You have nicer legs. 4# : Special thanks to Hyon Xhi for erh, correcting my fucking quote? Whatever dude, it sounds the same. And hey, you didn't need display my shallowness for the world to see. Who the fuck told you I dumped someone because their moobs were a lil bigger than mine? Hahaha! *looks around* *looks ultra lost* 5# : Thank you K Vin. Actually, I do eat dessert. I love dessert. Just not the weird ones they serve up front. I prefer the Economy Class desserts. They have stuff like strawberry mousse. Up front, they serve weird Banana Toffee gunk. Ew. Oh yes, I know I'm not skinny, but not PLUMP either. Hahah! How can I ever repay you? *muah muah* *blinks away some tears* *starts fanning my face* Oh yes, and those people from my chatterbox, they're not entirely STAR people. They come from different schools. But Klang people. 6# : A very BIG thank you to the Nice Kind Englishman, who has yet again proved how deep British people can be. Hahah, thank you. 7# : And Dead, what's your name? 8# : Thank you Gav darling. I know. 9# : LASTLY, SANJEEV RAJ. No thank yous here! Hahaha, I'm offended. I HAVE perfect tits. Or else why would I be giving this acceptance speech anyway? Haha! Oh, isn't this a bit too long? Anyway, I've gotten past the PLUMP turd. My insecurities are over. Yay! Sheesh. Lame. Now, let me fill you in on my day. 1) Woke up at about 6.45am 2) Came up with an ingenious plan coz I did not want to go to school. I can't stay home coz Dad and Edgar were in. 3) Called Harvin at about 6.53am to ask whether I could go over and sleep. He said yes, so I just walked over. He stays like, at the next block. 4) Went over. Slept in Jeswin's room. She wasn't around, you see. 5) Woke up at about 11am. 6) Brushed my teeth, washed my face, but couldn't get a shower coz I left my things at home. 7) So lazed around. Wanted to go for breakfast, or rather, brunch. Then I came up with the perfect solution. I OFFERED TO MAKE SOME FRY UP FOR BREAKFAST! Yay! Lucky boys (Harvin and Roshen). 8) We had potatoes and onions, fried up in butter until almost crisp. And scrambled eggs (I make perfect scrambled eggs) and bread. Harvin did not have sausages or ham. So we had to make do with those. Was yum though. 9) Hanged out. Played some Playstation. Some stupid game called Grand Tourismo. Like, hell, it sucks. 10) Came back at about 1.30pm. SKipped tuition. Ta daa. Blogging my life away. Did I mention? I was watching Sex and The City yesterday from 10pm til 2pm. Hell, it's good. Hahah! Had a ball. Learnt something new. Za Za Zsu. Which is like, butterflies in your stomach. Cute aye? |
3,842,922 | female | 15 | Non-Profit | Scorpio | 09,August,2004 | I NEED FEEDBACK. Yesterday, I was on the phone with Jas. And he told me that his friends, the aforementioned one, the ones who were sexist, racist and shallow? He said that they said I was PLUMP . Like, WTF? #1 : NO BLOODY PERSON WITH SELF RESPECT USES THAT WORD, IT'S BETTER OFF ELIMINATED FROM THE DICTIONARY. #2 : I'M SO NOT PLUMP. I LOOK PLUMP COZ I HAVE WAAAAAY BIGGER BOOBS COMPARED TO THEM. WHICH ACCORDING TO HYON XHI, DOESN'T BEFIT MY SIZE COZ I AM PETITE, THOUGH IT'S GOOD, HAHA! JUST BECAUSE I HAVE THE ASSETS AND TENDENCY TO BECOME AN ASIAN PORN SUPERSTAR, IT DOESN'T MAKE ME PLUMP. #3 : I'VE CAME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT THEY'RE JUST JEALOUS COZ THEY DO NOT HAVE TITS AS PERFECT AS MINE. AND THAT THEY'RE STUCK WITH BLOODY MINUS MINUS A CUP BRAS. AND THAT THEY HAVE MOOBS LIKE HYON XHI'S (MOOBS=MEN'S BOOBS). AND THAT NOBODY STARES AT THEIR NON-EXISTENT TITS. Okay, I feel much better. Hahaha, tell me what you guys think about my size. I ain't that fat right? Right? Right? Feeling a lil pissy and annoying right now. |
2,898,040 | female | 23 | BusinessServices | Taurus | 19,February,2004 | Ummm....okay? |
2,898,040 | female | 23 | BusinessServices | Taurus | 24,May,2004 | The party went well, except for the fact that only 1 of my friends showed up. This was one hell of a depressing slap in the face. I realized not only that some friendship I thought would survive anything, were merely friendships of convenience and proximity. Also I realized that a lot of my friends aren't doing too well. I seem to be in the best circumstances of any of them. When a few friends replied to my invitation with 'I cannot afford to take saturday night off,' I thought that they were being responsible. It has dawned on me recently that they were in a dire situation and could not possibly financially afford the $3 in train fare and roughly $10 in cab fare to come and visit me. I was talking to Chad a while back and he was describing how much he hates all 3 of his jobs and is still only scraping the bottom of the barrel. I feel like a terrible asshole when he asks how my job is going and I respond, 'Great! I love it AND I'm rolling in dough.' I don't want to rub my success in other people's faces. I have had this conversation with a few other reasonably successful people and they claim that my friends are merely losers that cannot possibly succeed if they haven't done so by now. This became a hell of a fight. My friends are wonderful, brilliant, and deserving people that are kind of stuck in some rough times. But this begs the question: how is it that I see their brilliance, but the American workforce does not? I know incredible artists, writers, musicians, chefs, and unusually brainy cocktail waitresses. They are by no means losers in the field of social intelligence. So how could these talented people lack necessary skills? I have thought long and hard about this and I have decided that the answer is both simple and complicated: complacency. Limited drive to take risks or to put oneself out there and challenge conventions. Maybe life circumstances haven't been so dire as to push these folks to move beyond bouncer to manager. They exist as simply okay. And although some of the friends I speak of were 'vicinity' friends, I still worry about them. Such an untapped wealth of brilliance should not be going to waste such as it is. |
2,898,040 | female | 23 | BusinessServices | Taurus | 14,May,2004 | So, tomorrow is the big party. Jay has been on my ass all week to help him plan the goofy thing. I'm thinking we just have a bunch of folks over to get drunk. In my past experiences, planning party activities and food selections never works out quite the way anyone hopes. The Twister is rumpled in the corner, the chips and dip are all over the floor, and you end up with an Uno set that seems to be missing a wild card or two. Why bother to cut out a coquet path in the lawn, when handing a bunch of drunks some heavy mallets is not the brightest idea I have ever heard. I know I should be excited about my birthday, 23 is a lot farther than I thought I could ever make it. But I'm looking at my life and examining where I have been and where I had expected to be and 23 is, thus far, no great accomplishment. That's the problem with expectations, they never come out as you expect. Perhaps we should simply call 'expectations', 'wild guesses at what the future may hold, which may or may not come true but wouldn't it be nice if they did'. Of course that is a bit of a mouthful but it expresses the feeling on expectations quite nicely. Aagrh...semantics. |
2,898,040 | female | 23 | BusinessServices | Taurus | 13,May,2004 | You know, you'd think, taking into account the considerable amount of time I spend parked on the couch watching Law and Order, I would have more time to post. It's not a lack of inspiration so much as a lack of motivation. It's been an eventful few months, between an arrest, weight gain and loss (and subsequent re-gain), sleeping with some more assorted idiots, and a new found understanding for why exactly I hate living in this country. I suppose that explains why I watch so much TV, I don't have to think about/over analyze/churn up ulcers over any of this stupid day-to-day crap. When I get sucked in to TV watching I also don't have enough motivation to get up and grab a beer, so my weekday booze consumption has gone down as well. Like I said, eventful. I went out with my friend Mandie the other night and got blitzed. I got blitzed in a family restaurant. I got blitzed at my old place of employment. Christ, that's pathetic. Mandy drove me home, I vomited, I went to work the next day, I regretted getting plowed, I did it again the next night. Dammit. She's been working so hard on her self for the last several weeks and I am so proud of her, and yet so jealous of her dedication. I need to find some will power. I bet E-Bay has it, they have everything. I was taken by a friend to a really wonderful samba show at the Hot House. It's a damn shame that I couldn't even enjoy the music because I was too drunk and nostalgic for when I could fit into a cute flippy salsa dress and wear belly shirts without standing up straight and sucking it in. Did I vow to do something about this? You bet...right before my first beer at 8am the next morning. I have been fighting with Matt awfully often lately. I feel like he has decided to treat me like one of his idiot girlfriends, despite the fact that he yells 'I CAN have a friendship with a girl and not sleep with her' to naysayers, in reference to me. The problem is, I think I am subconsciously playing into it. I can't stay mad at him for any reason, no matter how egregious the offense, no matter how personally or publicly humiliated I am by his behavior. He's got this kind of crazy passive/aggressive approach to all women that reminds me distinctly of my mother. I thought I had finally gotten out of that vicious cycle. Instead, I am now involved in the same 'I'll love you, if' relationship with a guy friend. That's sick. It seems that we develop attachments to anyone who will listen long enough in this bar-cultured world. The best relationships are intense and brief. Long-term politeness and consideration are far more difficult to manage if you have to be sober and responsible for your actions. I need a beer... |
2,898,040 | female | 23 | BusinessServices | Taurus | 28,June,2004 | It's interesting how we can watch ourselves becoming our parents. My mother works incredibly hard to distract herself from the fact that family is a disaster and she has no discernible social life. Guess who has been working 10 hour days for the last 3 weeks, including weekends. Mom and I got together for dinner and discussed this phenomenon. She claimed that I was way too young to be a workaholic. I agreed and went back to yapping on about some event I was planning. My completely inactive social life is not due to a lack of trying. I'm sort of stuck out here in the burbs and I don't want to be up late. (I have to work, unlike my drunk, lazy roommate.) I should join a book club or some sort of other social organization. How chumpy though. Paying for new friends. I used to be so social, out and about at all times. What happened to me? Responsibility? No excuse to go out and meet people? Can't afford the gas to scoot up to Chicago every other day? Whatever. So, I really need to move out of this house. I now have 2 roommates that do absolutely nothing but party and sleep. They both claim to be working on intense internet related projects but I think that they are just masturbating and blowing up robots. It's really hard to hassle someone out of bed at 8:30 in the morning because you need to move their car and they can't manage to leave their keys by the front door. Last night, I watched a movie, which Jay yapped all the way through, and when I got up to go to bed he said in surprise, 'You're crashin'?' To which I snapped back, 'Yes, it's midnight and I work.' In addition to being a pathological liar, he's an idiot. Saturday night, he told someone that I left the bar because no one was talking to me. I left the bar, and I told him this as I left, because I was too drunk to be of any use to anyone. And so begins another move. I think I'm up to 6 times in 4 years. That sucks. I don't really want to move but I really have no choice. This situation is going to drive me absolutely crazy. Plus, it would be nice to have a place of my own where I didn't have to worry about cleaning the kitchen 'on time.' (I appreciate the organization factor with the printed list, but the passive/aggressive bullshit he pulls by leaving it on the stairs and circling what wasn't done has got to stop.) And I want a kitty. |
2,898,040 | female | 23 | BusinessServices | Taurus | 04,August,2004 | I went on a blind date last night. I've been on tons of them: well meaning friends, internet services, etc. I've been on so many now that I don't even get gussied up for them anymore. I know it's not going to go well so I stop trying. (Probably the wrong attitude to have but history has demonstrated that I don't do well on blind dates.) I wandered into this date with the amour of a slug; no flirting, no cute smiling and batting my eyelashes, and no matter how much I drank, I was just not attracted to this guy. He was a nice guy, a smart guy, a relatively interesting guy, but there was no chemistry. He wasn't shockingly unattractive, or shockingly attractive for that matter. He simply had the charisma of a Cuisinart. I dominated the entire conversation. Silences between strangers are so uncomfortable for me. And of course, when I start babbling about nothing, I start to repeat myself. Constantly. It's worse when I've had a few. I suppose the problem was that the whole affair lacked any sort of intensity. How to remedy that though? Go sky diving on a first date? (I could just drink too much and pee myself, there is really no need to pee myself while screaming and falling out of an airplane.) There is this dating show on TLC or Lifetime or something where they teach one person how to date properly. (I didn't know there were rules.) It's certainly a temptation. I am confrontational, not very invested in the date, and need to be pretty socially lubricated to feel comfortable. Of course, doesn't everyone? Here's the deal: I'm too picky. I want one person that embodies everything I want in a mate (which I haven't drawn up a solid list for just yet). I basically know that my ideals are so unrealistic, even if I knew them, that I am doomed to a lack of any discernable social life. I have been completely screwed over by so many people in my life that I am highy hesitant to allow anyone that finds me even moderately attractive to be in a position to hurt me. This has been the 'sappy, poor me post.' I promise VERY few of these in the future. |
2,898,040 | female | 23 | BusinessServices | Taurus | 03,August,2004 | I try to stay myopic and stay out of most politics. But I have been eating up the NPR coverage of the Democratic National Convention. What a crock of crap. Even in the week following, I hear sound bytes of stirring speeches about nothing, and promises of making intangible things, like 'hope,' completely tangible to the common man. No one talked about the issues. What about gay marriage? What about abortion? What about the freaking war?! Granted, in this election, it's pretty obvious who to vote for in the 'Lesser of Two Evils' race. But when there is actually an evenly matched pair of candidates, it seems to be based on who gave the most intensely middle-class oratory. Let me speak in terms of something I know: catering. Let's say that I am going to throw you a party. It's going to be awesome! I'm not going to tell you where it is going to be, what you are going to eat, who is invited, or even when it is. In addition, I am going to suck about a third of your paycheck out so that I can pay for this awesome party that I am not going to tell you about for the next four (potentially eight) years. But it's going to be super cool, I swear! How is it we can elect our leaders based on who promises us the coolest party? Ralph Nader is definitely promising the coolest party, but his party is on Jupiter or something. Totally out of the realm of reality. Kerry is promising the most elaborate party for the best price, which boils down to pans of Italian beef at the VFW, which is better than no party at all. Bush is promising the party with the most fireworks, but how many unqualified people have to blow their hands off with fireworks before we can get the festivities rolling? If I could, I would run for office. A keg on every lawn! This would actually be cheaper than supporting welfare 'baby-factory' mothers, donating to future terrorists overseas, and rebuilding the flaccid space program, combined. Who gives a rat's ass what is going on on Mars? I care about how I am going to keep my job in a downward spiraling economy, wherein a degree no longer matters, it's only how tight of a choke hold you have on your current position, no matter how shitty. If you can dig up some good dirt on your employer that helps too. (No luck on that one, my boss is an angel.) |
3,822,314 | male | 27 | Education | Libra | 26,January,2004 | If you have stumbled onto this then you have also stumbled onto an Australian volunteers thoughts and experiences from the field in Papua New Guinea. Over the time that I will be here I will hopefully post some of my experiences that I no doubt will happen as well as various thoughts, observations or whatever that comes into my head. As a bit of background so that things I say make sense, I am up here on my own free will as a volunteer through the organisation Australian Volunteers International. I have a 2 year contract with the Papua New Guinea University of Technology. My position is with the Department of Open and Distance Learning, and what I will hopefully be doing is establishing Study Centre computer networks so students can use computers to do distance learning. That's the plan. I will keep you posted as to how I do. |
3,822,314 | male | 27 | Education | Libra | 16,February,2004 | My little Haus Meri that I mentioned last email came on Tuesday morning and she stayed the whole day, cleaned everything in sight. I gave her a tip of 2 Kina (big of me I know). I felt guilty about her staying all day as I didn't have a key to give her to lock up and leave, so I did walk back home at lunchtime and asked her if she wanted to go home, but she wouldn't have a bar of it saying she still had clothes to iron, floors to mop. She wanted to come on Thursday as well, but I told her once a week is plenty, for a single guy. I have met quite a few of the other Volunteers around, who are from VSO (British mob) and GDS (German Development Service). A couple of the VSO guys are actually working at the uni, and one has a car. I have already buttered up to him and have managed to jump on board for a few trips into town, which has been handy and means that I have now stocked my fridge with a slab of SP Lagers (the local brew, tastes like cat's piss, but you get used to it). Well my next-door neighbour Martin and myself are trying to organise a joint house warming party for this weekend, for all the local volunteers to get together and christen our places. Martin only moved in just before Christmas and then went back to Oz for a month. We should have had it organised for last saturday, but I have not got my phone connected yet and Martin's has been dead. Trying to get Telikom to do anything is like trying to get Telstra to do something. Work has changed gears and instead of being in Neutral we are now moving along in First. Last week I built 6 old donated laptops that I needed to give to the site coordinators who came for a seminar. This was no mean feat, as out of the 20 laptops we had, only about half work. I also had to give a little presentation on the technology we are going to be using, for the project, which went down pretty well. It looks like my first trip around the country should be in a few weeks, and the destination is lovely Manus Island a few hundred k's north of the mainland near the equator. It is supposed to quite pretty with great places to swim, which will be good as Lae doesn't have any. Martin has offered to lend me his snorkel, goggles and flippers. It is pretty tough, but someone has to do it. The reason for going is just to collect some old radio equipment that DODL set up about 6 years ago, but they never use, so I will probably fly up and then catch the boat back. Well the staff club has opened up, which is conviently located on the walk back home. They have a TV there that I think will suffice for me to catch the news occasionally. It is amusing over here in the fact that if you join any club (Golf, Workers etc) they give you a key to the front door, not sure why though. Having no TV has not fazed me yet and I have not really missed, I might even be able to get away with not needing one at all. We shall see. Books have been my main source of entertainment, and the library is well stocked. I shall probably get a decent laptop soon through work so I can watch all my movies that I have brought along. My Pidgin is slowing coming along. All the guys in the office want to help me out and they have decided to speak to me only in Pidgin. This has been half successful as they soon forgot and went back to speaking English to me. I have been asking questions on how to say things and phrases and as I said it is slowly coming along. Pidgin is a bit of laugh, when you read signs around the place. Went for a trip on Saturday up the valley, where there are quite a number of cattle properties. Signs along the way warning about cattle straying onto the road say, 'Luk Aut: Bulamakau long rot!' (say it as it is spelt). As a side note, Bull is 'Man Bulamakau' and Cow is 'Meri Bulamakau'. It is pretty funny. Another thing that cracks me up is that people here don't buy cigarettes by the packet, but individually. Your waiting in line to get something from the Kiosk and the guy in front asks for 3 smokes and the girl opens up a packet and pulls out 3 and hands them to him. |
3,822,314 | male | 27 | Education | Libra | 06,February,2004 | I am making quite a lot of new friends. In fact I would say that I have made more new friends here in a week (outside of work mates) than I ever did while living in Sydney. It is quite a lot easier obviously when you live in a smaller community. For example I met my next door neighbour last night, and we had a chat over a glass of wine in his place for a couple of hours. I have probably only talked to the next door neighbours in Bourke st maybe 3 or 4 times. My next door neighbour up here is an Aussie guy, who lectures in the architecture dept. He is not a volunteer, but was actually born up here, but has lived most of his life in Oz. We got on really well. This morning I was held up by a little local lady outside my door as I started off to work. She had a reference and was wondering if I wanted a house cleaner and someone to iron my clothes. For the equilivant of $4 I now have a Haus Meri, who will come once a week, and do all the things I used to avoid in Oz like clean the toilets and bathroom, and iron my shirts. Whose complaining? Yesterday I visited the Rainforest Habitat, that they have on campus. It was pretty good. Got to see Tree Kangaroos, and the PNG echidna which is bigger than the Oz variety. They have birds of paradise there, a saltwater croc and cassowaries etc. So I had fun with my camera snapping away. I was the only visitor at the time so one of the workers let me into the tree kangaroo/echidna pen and I got to wander around and get up close to them. If anyone comes and visits me, this will be on the destination list. Went out on the town on Friday night to a local club with some of the AVI volunteers who live in town. It is certainly no London or Sydney, but I am sure it could have been worse. The local beer was cheap at least. They have an obession it seems with 80's music though. Speaking of price, anything local is very cheap. You can buy fresh food and vegatables at markets for next to nothing, and there is a little campus market which is about 100m away from my place. The price for about half a dozen Kau Kau (Sweet Potato), is 1 Kina (40 cents). Carrots are a similar price/quantity. 1 Kina for a pineapple, same for a coconut. To go into town on a PMV it cost's 50 toea (about 20 cents). A local newspaper costs 1.50 Kina. It gets expensive on any imported goods. Electrical products are very pricey, and there seems to be a massive markup somewhere along the line. eg a DVD player costs 1000Kina ($400), where a similar one in Oz would be $150. So far I have done all my own cooking, but I need to get myself some more utensils like a wok etc. Last night I had chicken with kau kau chips, plus some veggies. Not too bad if I say so myself. Milk is a problem over here and it is like asian countries where they only have UHT or powder milk, something I guess I will just have to live with. Lae is not the prettiest town in the world and it is very spread out, it gets dusty when it doesn't rain, although last night we had a massive rainstorm that absolutley downpoured. It caused a brief blackout this morning with the wind. The university campus is pretty quite and laid back, but then the students havn't arrived yet. It is a flat place with mountains all around it in the distance. Through my bedroom window I get a great view of mountains that rise up to 4000m. They constantly have cloud whisping around them, pretty picturesque, although there is a powerline across the street that runs through the scene. On my 20 minutes walk to the office, I pass through sports fields, where they play cricket on the weekend at the moment and Rugby League during the southern winter months. |
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