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We all know that being needy is a real problem for seduction. Alongside with having bad hygiene, being needy is one of the biggest turn-off, for girls as for guys.
We can feel it when a girl is being needy, and it is definitely not attracted to us. When we start the game, we don't know if we are being needy or not, and it is often afterwards, when it is too late, that we realize "I was being needy there".
Now, what does being needy means. Neediness can be applied to multiple levels. What do you need in order to be happy by yourself, and what do you need out of a relationship.
Living by yourself
Most of the problems that have people when they want to get better with women is probably related to this area. They are looking for someone else to be happy. They need their attention, affection, love, whatever. And if they don't have it, they just feel miserable.
When you are so scared about going to talk to that women, it is because you feel like you NEED one in your life, so you put too much pressure on yourself. When that girl doesn't reply well to your moves, you feel bad, frustrated, and end up feeling like nothing is ever going to get better. This again is based on the belief that you NEED her to be happy.
How to help yourself with that ?
My advice is to stop whatever you are doing right now regarding pick up, and reconnect with who you are and where you come from. Remember those things that you enjoyed when you were kid, even though you might think that made you a dork or whatever. You need to reconnect with who you are at your core, and accept everything about it. The reason why you feel like you need someone is partly due to the fact that you have completely lost contact with who you actually are and you think that she will help you relieving that feeling of emptiness.
So stop trying to change yourself to attract girl, you need to feel good about yourself before ANYTHING else.
If you really enjoy doing something but you stopped doing it, or maybe try to hide it too much, because "girls don't find it attractive", then this is a problem. You need to put your well being and happiness before what "girls might think". And despite the fact that this activity you are doing might not be "attractive" to them, the fact that you don't care about their opinion on how to live your life is where you get the most "attraction" points.
So go you, and be the dork you've always enjoyed being.
And now that you have found your way back to your reality, and manage to make yourself be happy regardless of whatever girls think about you, you will realize that you are becoming actually attractive for them. They will enjoy the differences that makes you who you are, and be impressed about how much you know what you want out of life and how careless you are about what anyone else think you should be doing instead. And they will start to support you on your way.
Some of them will show you the "who's this guy" eyes, when other will have the "come and fuck me" attitude. Obviously, not everyone will be attracted to you because of the differences, but you don't care about them, you don't notice them anymore, the only one you notice are actually the one liking you for who you are.
Then you can come back into pickup, filter what information seem good "strategy" and what seem obvious toxic crap, (remember, if you start thinking that there's something wrong with you, then it's probably toxic crap).
Needs out of a relationship
Eventually, you will have a girl in your life, in one way or another. Since you now know how to handle yourself, you will not be craving for her attention, affection, love, whatever was it that you needed in the first place.
Instead, you want to make her feel good about herself as well.
She will probably thank you for it and return those attention.
And you will enjoy them. And you realize that those little things are what you want out of a relationship, this is what you need for your relationship to work.
Now those needs are actually positive, they are not requirements for your happiness, just requirements for the relationship you want to have.
So you will have a better idea of what to look for, and what to avoid.
And when you find that girl that meets your requirements as well as you meeting hers, you will be in a healthy relationship. Not dependent on each other for happiness, and a source of growth and well being. | Affection, love, etc... should not be needs for your happiness, but needs for your relationship to work. You don't want to depend on a girl to be happy. If you feel like you do, then you are not looking in the right direction. Go back to do what makes you happy even though "girls don't find it attractive". | [
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The thing is, she has had multiple other boyfriends. She has been my first girlfriend and actually the first girl I have had sex with. I have been with other girls sexually, but have actually not have had sex with them due to personal reasons.
She maintains friendships with her ex's to what I am finding an uncomfortable level with me. One of her ex's had an ugly breakup with her where he ended up raping her the same day they broke up. Somehow she forgave him and she even visited him across the country earlier this year with another friend, while we were starting to date, which really bothered me. I trust she didn't sleep with him, but I am still uncomfortable with her even associating with him. She has another ex that she has had on and off relationships with for the past few years, and she stays in contact with him. One night he was drunk texting her saying he was about to drive home drunk and she was in tears and just focussed on him and his safety rather than enjoying her time with me.
Whenever I bring up how these things bother me, she says she wishes I could understand but that she thinks I cant because I havent had past relationships. She says she prefers to forgive people and maintain friendships because it is healthier to put a positive spin on things.
We had an argument about it the other day, which is the only time we have ever had an argument. Ultimately it boiled down to me disapproving of her friendship with the rapist ex boyfriend and her saying that I will never understand and she wishes I would. | Girlfriend is still friends with rapist ex and worries about the wellbeing of other ex when she is with me. Time to dump? | [
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Hey guys, you may or may not know me as I only recently discovered the plounge.
My name is Samura1_I3 but I also go by The Lunar Samurai and my friends call me Lunaari.
Anyway, I guess I just have some things to get off of my chest, and I feel like you guys would understand better than most.
As some of you may know, I am a writer. One of my passions is to create worlds with only words. When I write I feel like I am fulfilling part of my purpose, like my being is to write. I have been writing for 2.5 years now and most of it is pony stuff. I decided one halloween that I would not venture out into the darkness and gather diabetes inducing snacks and instead I would sit in front of my computer and begin a story.
That story turned into a novel, which turned into a multipart series of novellas which are still incomplete. The reason I started writing was you guys: the community around the fanfictions of MLP. Everyone was so accepting, encouraging, and helpful and I was taken aback by how much you cared. Writing became a hobby of mine shortly thereafter since I knew that people would want to read my work. I cannot express how grateful I am with the 11,827 views I have on my fimfic page. I makes me feel like I am actually impacting someone, like I matter in this world for once.
The reason I am posting this is because I have hit a rut. I had a discussion with my SO the other day and she made it clear to me that... well... she was jealous of my writing. She said it took so much time away from our relationship that it was beginning to make her feel left out. The day before I talked to her about it, I had drafted an outline for one of my greatest stories yet, and afterward I can barely bring myself to write this.
"It just hurts to see you dedicate so much time to that and then brush me off." That phrase latched onto my heart and immediately killed my passion to write. I want to want to write again. I want to feel that sensation of wonder as I sit before a keyboard and make the world experience what I can create, but I just can't do it anymore, not at the expense of the one I love the most.
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After maintaining 115-125 for the last 5 years or so, what I've found is that fat is a feeling . Even though I'm thin now, I still have days where I feel "fat," which for me really translates to: a lack of confidence and self-esteem. You will not automatically gain confidence by losing weight. I know it took me a damn long time to drill negative thoughts into my head during those years while I was overweight, and it took (and still takes) a lot of work to drive them out now that I'm not!
What helped me was taking a good long look (literally) at myself in the mirror and realizing that although my body had changed for the better, I hadn't yet changed my mindset for the better. Praise yourself for what you've accomplished! You found a medication that helped you with issues, and you're working through them. You have lots of wonderful qualities that are worth praising and you deserve to have the best self-esteem around! You've managed to lose weight, yes, but your weight doesn't define you. If you are unhappy in your head, you will be unhappy with your body regardless of size. | I felt the same way, it's normal. Ultimately your weight isn't what makes you happy/unhappy and you need to find what does! | [
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If I was there, I would slap you in the face. It would be one of those helpful, manly slaps, like in the old westerns when the gunfighter everyone is counting on gets drunk and passes out, and the helpful sidekick has to wake him up to go shoot a guy and save the day. | SNAP OUT OF IT MAN | [
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Disclaimer: I'm not licensed in Washington, so I'm going to tell you what I'd advise in Florida. Your post is pretty dense with information, so please forgive the long response below!
First of all, rehab loans are a pain in the ass, and I've literally never seen one work. This could be different in your area, but here in my market, I would do everything I could to be sure there was no other funding option. I (as listing agent) might not call your mortgage broker unless I knew him/her personally, but I would definitely not recommend that my sellers accept an offer with a rehab loan as the only financing option.
Next, you as a third party can't dissolve a contract between two other parties, and the seller generally doesn't have a lot of options (or reasons) to kill a sale unless the buyer defaults in some way. So that option is out, and as an agent, I would likely file an ethics complaint against another agent who tried something like this. (Probably doesn't apply to you because I'm assuming you're unlicensed; still, I would consider this to be unethical behavior regardless of who was doing it.)
The only real recourse you have is to submit a backup offer. (Here's where it might get state-specific.) I (as a buyer agent) would write up your offer and include an addendum that basically says, "I know this house is under contract, but if it falls apart for some reason, will you commit to accepting our offer without relisting the property?" If the seller signs it, then they're committed to do just that--notify you within some time frame (2-3 days would be common here) of the original contract failing, and basically keep the house in Pending status, only substituting the buyer's name. That way you can't get scooped by anyone else.
Based on what you've written, it doesn't sound like they're the type to commit to that sort of thing, though, so your best bet would probably be to have your agent set up an automatic alert for you so that you'll be notified asap if it comes back on the market. The down side to this in your case is that you've already made* your best offer, and they didn't accept it, so unless you're going to make an even better one, you should expect the same result.
More regarding the financing, bear in mind that you're only approved up to $460K pending appraisal or actual cost , whichever is lower, so they're not going to lend you that much if the completed value of the house is only going to be $415K. If you can fix the house for $15K and your offer is only $380K, they're going to base the loan approval amount on $395K (or lower if it doesn't appraise). In other words, there may not be that much difference between the rehab loan and the conventional + home improvement loan. (This might make more sense if you think about it in terms of extremes: if the house only cost $150K all in, you wouldn't expect them to lend you $460K, right?) I'd recommend having a very thorough conversation with your mortgage broker about what could go wrong, what are the conditions on your approval, etc.
Last thing, and this comes up a lot in my work: if this house is head and shoulders above your other options, then why pussyfoot around on your offer? It might be too late to help on this particular house, but I always tell my customers this: "If you learned someone else had bought it for $X, how would that make you feel on a scale of 1 ("miserable because I would have been totally fine paying that much") to 10 ("there's no way I would even think of paying that much for that house, so more power to them for finding another buyer")? Figure out what price would make you miserable, and offer that amount. Figure out what number would put you at about a 5 ("I would like to have paid less, but I like this house enough that I don't feel like I got robbed all things considered"), and don't go higher than that in your negotiations.
Specifically, if you were comfortable going up to $380K, then why only offer $365K when you knew they had reservations about the other terms of the offer? I don't want to preach here, so I'll just tell you something that my first broker told me a million times: " Don't step over a dollar to pick up a dime. " This also applies to sellers, so it may not be entirely your fault this one didn't work; sometimes one party is completely unreasonable, so the property may as well not be listed. In this case, though, I don't think it applies if the house went under contract in less than a month on the market, so definitely look in the mirror. ^(But don't let it stress you out too much; this stuff takes experience.)
*Do you have an agent? What has been his/her role in all this? I'm sort of wondering if you might not have an agent based on some of the things you wrote, because lots of these conversations you've had would be things that I'd expect your agent to be handling. (Or maybe you're just writing in shorthand?) If you're unrepresented and the listing agent has been doing work on your behalf, s/he may already have established procuring cause, but don't worry about that for now. | Financing is the #1 reason contracts fail, especially with rehab loans, so sellers aren't crazy for balking on that piece. Be sure you understand your financing options as thoroughly as possible. Be realistic with yourself about whether your offer is reasonable, or is it just based on what you'd like to pay. Get your own agent if you don't have one already.
Best of luck with your home search/purchase, and keep us posted! | [
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1) The [Doopliss battle theme]( is fucking creepy awesome at 3AM when you've been up for 72 hours, and this entire soundtrack is awesome. [The theme for Twilight Town]( is equally awesome at 3AM.
2) I've listened to a lot of videogame-pulled music in my time, but I realized that I do take a lot of it for granted (old Sonic/Megaman/Metroid tunes/remixes, etc). Every once in awhile I'll find something obscurely awesome like [the Zero Two theme]( from Kirby 64, or the aforementioned PM:TTYD.
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That preface was so your feelings wouldn't be hurt when I tell you you're being silly and overthinking this whole thing.
First point: You like this guy, are attracted to him (I assume), and get along with him. That is a good reason to date someone.
Second: The issue with your dad isn't a big deal, especially since it's not like it's a new concept to them.
Third: Study abroad is in a year and a half. Who knows what will happen by then?
Fourth, and this is the big one: The phrase "I date to potentially marry" is very dumb, especially when you say you haven't dated since junior high.
The reason it's dumb (and maybe I should just say... shortsighted, because this is where that perspective comes in), is that you don't know the future. You don't know how the relationship will develop. You don't know who you will be in six months, you don't know who he will be in six months.
Also, and this is a tricky concept to communicate to someone who hasn't dated much, it's fine to want to potentially get married to someone you date, but you need to realize that you're still growing as a person. Do you really, honestly expect the first person you date to be your soul-mate, and you get married right then? Unlikely, right?
And, more importantly- unless you have experience dating, experience knowing what you want, how you relate with others, and how others relate to you, how will you KNOW you found your soulmate?
Even if a relationship ends, doesn't mean it wasn't meaningful or good. And again, you don't know the future- so please don't focus too much on the "I date to potentially marry" thing. Instead, date people you are attracted to and find interesting, date to explore yourself and others, date to see where life takes you. | It's impossible to know the future, relax and date the guy you're attracted to | [
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Hello there! So my issue is that my parents cannot seem to keep out of my financial business. Incoming wall of text.
I recently took out a small student loan, less than $10k. I did this because I have 3ish semesters left of school and have to transfer to the more expensive campus which essentially would double my tuition. I just cannot reliably save ~$3k in the 4-6 month windows that I have in between semester payment due dates. I also cannot keep draining my savings and therefore not being able to catch myself in an emergency or sudden cost scenario.
I cannot ask my parents for monetary help as they cannot afford to do so beyond a couple hundred bucks as they already pay my younger brother's tuition in full each semester. Therefore, for my own financial security I took out a loan.
Now my father will NOT shut up about it. He asks why can't I just suck it up, get a second job, save more, never go out, etc. I explained my reasoning but he didn't listen. I already work full time AND go to school and don't take classes during the summer to save more money and up my hours. During the summer I typically work at LEAST 45 hours a week!!! During the school year I work 34-40 hours.
It's not like I'm mooching either! While I may live at home rent free it is part of an agreement with my parents that as long as I contribute to the household, am in school, and keep my grades up I can live there rent free. I pay my tuition, car payment, car insurance, health insurance, cell phone, my specialty groceries, toiletries, and I can tuck a little away into savings each month. I just don't make enough at my current Job to afford rent and the accompanying costs. I can't really get a better paying job while I'm still in school.
Now I don't make enough to afford rent, but I can afford to go out to steak and shake with my boyfriend for date night, or pay for lunch at work instead of bringing it every day, or work at it and save for a mini vacation.
However mentioning anything about going out or a trip brings comments and looks. Like in March me and my boyfriend got a FANTASTIC deal on a 4 day trip to Universal Studios in Florida. I saved for months, tucking away a little extra each week, to be able to go and all in it cost us $400 a piece. I have also been saving for the past year and a half to go on my boyfriend's annual family cruise in December. Now my mom can't stop hanging either of those things over my head with shitty little comments about how long it's been since they have vacationed and how I should consider others.
My mom was out of work due to severe health issues for a couple years. It was rough transitioning to a single income family, but not as rough as it could have been since both me and my brother have been working since we were 15 and handled our bigger bills by the time things went south. They stopped paying my tuition after my first semester since I was deemed more financially responsible. She has since gone back to work in the last couple months, but It's not in a job she particularly enjoys.
I just don't know why this is such a big deal! It's my life and my money and my budget. I don't want to live like a hermit in order to scrimp and penny pinch enough to pay my tuition and then drain my savings to the point where if my car broke down I'd be royally screwed. Why is that so bad?? How can I get them to stop with the snide comments and the dismissiveness? | got a small student loan. Parents took this as an opportunity to nitpick and make shitty comments on my financial decisions. How can I make them stop? | [
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He would say things like "Until you my daughter is the only woman I've loved unconditionally" and that if he kept me a year ago when we were dating then I wouldn't be hurt like I am, that he was mad that I was hurt and he could have prevented it.
We went on a date and it was absolutely fantastic. But in the days after I kept saying these awkward things and being insecure (which isn't like me, especially around him). Well, the last thing we said to each other was a conversation that went along the lines of:
Him: "Punk"
Me: "but I'm your punk! :p"
Him: "mmmm..."
Me: Maybe not? lol
Him: really?
Me: Well, idk if that's a good "mmm" or a bad one!
Him: well, you're going to have to figure it out PUNK.
Me: well, I guess the investigation begins! :p
(I usually will pick on him cause he's a cop)
Him: :/
Since then... nothing. I don't know if he's giving me space or if he just doesn't want to deal with me. I've wanted this man for two years and with the way he talks/looks at me/loves me. I think he does too. I think I'm going to give him space and text him in a week or two.
I've also realized that I wasn't ready for something serious like that, that I'm still recovering my own self from how the last relationship left me.
My question is, do you think I've totally screwed the pooch on this one, or do I still have a chance with this man who I haven't stopped wanting since the day I met him? | Started dating a guy I've known for two years after bad break-up. Became super awkward and insecure, how he won't talk to me. Did I lose my last chance? | [
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The major thing I would expound on from /u/ride4life32's comment is this; Crime rates and rental prices are pretty inversely proportional, with rent going up the farther north you go between about 86th street and 161st street, all along that area (Carmel, Noblesville, Fishers).
I've lived in Fishers for 13 years, Carmel for one, and now I'm on the north side in the Castleton area. Carmel is beautiful and there is quite a bit to do as a childfree couple, but everything is more expensive (Seriously, everything. Even the grocery stores are more expensive.) Rent is pretty damn steep in most of Carmel, specifically when you get closer to the "Downtown" Carmel area. I lived in about a 670 sq. ft. apartment that was rather dated and in need of several repairs and was still paying almost $750/month before insurance and utilities, and when I moved to Castleton they were raising the rent again on those units.
Fishers is every bit as safe of an area as Carmel is, but markedly less affluent and a fair amount cheaper to live in. Fishers schools aren't quite as high-brow as Carmel-Clay, but you already said that doesn't matter much. I would also say you have a hell of a lot better chance finding mid-range apartment complexes in Fishers than you would in Carmel. The town (well, I guess technically Fishers has been a city now for a while) is growing very rapidly in both population and commercial expansion, and the local government has been doing quite a bit to renovate the city's older sections, but there is honestly not much to do without having to go at least one town over.
Castleton is satisfyingly inexpensive compared to anywhere else north of the area, but the tradeoff is that crime rates have been going up pretty fast this year in particular. Plus, between the Castleton mall, 96th street, and the exits for I-69 and I-465 you also have to deal with traffic just about all day until it gets dark. But the upside to being by all of those is that you are just a couple minutes from pretty much all of the shopping you'll ever do and highways to anywhere in the greater Indianapolis area.
Noblesville is... unique. It's old, inexpensive, and has great character if you can get past the smell and the personalities of the people who live there. I've never really been to Zionsville, so I couldn't give you much of an opinion. | Carmel is fun, safe, and expensive. Fishers is safe, affordable, and boring. Castelton is affordable, fun, and a bit more dangerous.
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Right from the get go I was placed in bronze 5... Now I know that might sound really lame, but I had no clue what I was doing at the beginning and I can honestly say that with time I got better at this game (much like how humans excel at most things). But after a while I climbed to silver and tbh I think that silver is harder to climb that bronze, but after a while I got better again to get out of silver and then eventually to where I am today. (Around plat 5)
What was my motivation to keep going even after people tried to crush my hopes and dreams? BEING HIGHER RANKED OF COURSE! Much like everyone else I wanted to be better and look better too, and what was my secret?
My secret to climbing was pretty much playing more games and more games. Yep that's pretty much the secret to climbing, playing more and more. But sometimes controlling my emotions helped too rofl. I was recently in a game with a Brand and, around 20 mins he said that "srry guys its my fault we are losing I fed their cho really bad" I pretty much responded with something I didnt even expect myself to say "Its not your fault, Its OURS too, and we dont lose by ourselves we lose TOGETHER" and that pretty much won us the game (yep really cliche).
All that I'm trying to say is that spending time into this game really brings results and don't be discouraged of playing ranked because you keep losing, keep playing and move foward. | the secret was just trying to keep my emotions in check and play more games
srry for all the spelling errors :c | [
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Hi.
I'm a main jungler and feral flare made me think about what jungling is and should be about. Feral flare introduced some sort of egoistic singleplayer gameplay that does not really fit to the rest of LoL. I dont want to talk deeply about feral flare, but it made me realize that jungling should be focused on ganks to support the general teamplay idea of LoL.
So...how do you motivate a jungler to gank? You reward him for doing so. Right now, this reward is basically gold (or FF-Stacks). But you only get this reward, if the enemy laner dies. If you just force him to use his summoners, thats great for your laner, but it has no direct positive effect for you. From an egoistic point of view, you just wasted your time which you could have spent for farming in the jungle.
I think the obvious solution would be, to give the jungler gold when a nearby enemy uses summonerspells. You could limit it to 2 or 3 procs per 20s or something like that, to prevent massive gold-income in teamfights.
This way junglers would be motivated to support their lanes frequently instead of farming for 25 minutes.
I know that a good jungler already is motivated to force summoners on the lanes, because he knows it helps his team and this way also helps him win. But we all know not every players realizes that....and after all even the best player is still partly an egoist.
I would love to discuss about this idea with you guys and i'm thankful for every bit of feedback. | Add a passive gold reward on all jungle items which procs when enemies use summonerspells. This way junglers are motivated to help their lanes, even if the gank does not end in a kill.
Greetings,
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I dont know where to start. I've had a rough childhood. With a lot of controll and psychological abuse at home. My parents are still pretty controlling and cant put anything in perspective. My dad molested me twice. And didnt seem to really care other than saying "i'm sorry let's just forget that ok" with my mom having the same attitude over it. It has created a lot of trauma for me. My childhood has not been very nice. My whole familly around me died like flies and when my grandma died from fighting cancer my mom got very very sick and she is still sick today. She cant go out or do much at all so my parents became, and still are, very very lonely. People stopped visiting us and my childhood at home was very sad and depressing. At school i had not at all many friends and all throughout elementary school, youth school and high school i've only had 4 real friends. 4 of which were in elementary school. In Youth school i came out as gay, maybe because i wanted to be special but to this day i consider myself pansexual. This was a very bad move because it was the first time i started getting bullied. Ever Since then i've struggled with depression and feelings of being suicidal and isolating myself. I'm a very insecure person. When i started High school I met my boyfriend on omegle. We've been with each other for two years. He is from stockholm, we meet each other in every vacation and i'm moving in with him this summer. He introduced me to weed. I did'nt think much of it at first but after trying it again with some people from my village at home i got hooked. It was the first time i got high for real and it was an intense and wild experience. I wanted more. After a summer with my boyfriend we're we smoked a lot of weed because i was just getting into it, i decided to buy some hash for myself at home. It quickly turned into a daily habit of smoking and before i knew it i was addicted. I was smoking about 5 to 8 grams of hash a month. My tolerance shot through the roof and i got bored of it but when i realised that i was addicted i was too deep into it. It was very hard to quit but i managed to quit cold turkey after trying to "step down" for a few months (which was just a joke because i just went back to smoking the same amount anyways) i managed to quit cold turkey. I decided that after two months when im gonna visit my boyfriend for christmas maybe i want to try weed again. During this period of being sober i started getting very existential pondering about how humans live life and about what life really is etc. So when i smoked weed that christmas i had a few very very bad trips which catapulted me into a deep deep depression where the whole world for me got completely flipped upside down. I started realising that everything around me is nothing but a social construction and i was hyper consciouss of myself and my own existence. Gender and genderoles, money, sexuality, language, materialism, everything we ever do or think is not really a thing and is nothing but a social construction. My whole existence and knowing that other people are consciouss made me freak out and going outside or even being outside for that matter terrified me to death. Being alive was terrifying. Life felt like an endless weird trip and it felt completely meaningless and freaky to exist and be alive. I remember walking around in stockholm looking at all the people around me walking around buying stuff and then going to work to egt money to buy more stuff and it all just seemed so indescribably pointless and meaningless and completely terrifying. I remember frequently getting images in my head of a picture of the world map combined with hearing screaming voices. The world and our whole existence was just chaos. (This is probably very messy but it's a very vast and indescribable feeling.) When i came home i started feeling very very depressed and suicidal, the thoughts didnt go away. So i decided to start on lexapro to try and numb myself down and make the toughts go away. That was a very bad decision. What i didnt realise, since the pills started working so slowly, was that they just made my toughts grow bigger and bigger and bigger. I decided to buy a little hash for myself because i was feeling like shit and i tought i could handle it. I obviously couldnt and again it just left me where i started off. Although now i did something i'm very proud of myself for. After smoking my first joint i realised that this is not gonna go the way i wanted it to, so i flushed it down the toilet. The weeks after i felt like crap and with also being on 10 mg of lexapro i was almost about to kill myself and seriously go through with it one night. To my dissapointment i found out that it was not possible to kill yourself by swallowing a bunch of lexapro and i had no other way of killing myself in my house luckily. Thats when i decided to taper of the pills because obviously they just made me want to die and at this moment i am completely sober. I have not felt this good in months and it's nice to finally feel ok. To not think so much anymore and just let life happen.
On to the point of this post. I've been very interested in psychedelics for a long time and i know all of the effects of it inside and out by now. I want to go pick some shrooms in the fall with my boyfriend and try some. Thinking of life situation and experience with drugs in the past, would this be a good or a very bad decision? | Had a shitty life and bad experience with weed should i do shrooms. | [
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Hey guys, I'm just starting the Witcher series (I'm in chapter 2 of the first game).
And now I'm wondering about one thing... For example, looking at the following situation: A quest in the journal says "I've got evidence that XXXX is guilty and I have to confront him".
Does this mean that this is the absolute truth? Or might I come around doing something else (maybe another quest or anything), and suddenly it all changes, even what seemed "fact" before?
Point being: I'd like to know if I can "trust" the quest log and make "heavy" decisions based on it, or if I should merely see it as Geralt's own (subjective) view of things, which might change at any time. This is the one thing that I'd like to know before I make important decisions based on it which might affect the future plot.
The reason I'm asking is this: At first, I had the impression that the quest log will only contain the factual truth. And if something was uncertain, the quest log would say so. (Something like "I'm not sure what's going on, maybe it's XXXX or maybe it's YYYY.")
But now in chapter 2 I'm getting the feeling that the game is much more complex than that. Which is perfectly fine, in fact I think it's genius!
Still I feel a bit strange about making decisions and possibly killing characters based on "evidence" (as the quest log says), even when I, as the player, am not so sure about said evidence at all. | Does the quest log contain only the absolute (objective) truth and can I trust it? Or does it (also) contain Geralt's own subjective view, which could be wrong, meaning that I should be more careful with making decisions based on it?
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No story information please. This is intended solely as a "meta discussion" thing. | [
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The political sphere is much broader than just running for office. Would this be a good tactic though? Maybe, but I’m just not sure how much change they can bring about once in office.
Well, maybe that's not it; maybe i'm just worried that once these people get in office that the level of reform they could enact would be small and marginal. It would be enough to shut us up probably but we'd still be getting screwed over.
I do agree with those that have said that if we decide to run into politics that we should concentrate on the local and state level's first. But how would we choose these individuals, how would we figure out who gets paid the money. What happens when a corporation comes around and offers us money we desperately need? I don't think every single person would be able to turn that down.
What about other independents that will run on similar values of OWS but not join whatever party we make up? What happens when the Democrats take our message, change it slightly, and sell it back to the populace?
Historically the problem with 3rd parties in America is that one of the two major parties adopts part of their platform and is able to get those votes. Usually this does allow for some modicum of reform but not usually that much (just look what happened to the populists and the progressives. A good book for that is Richard Hofstadter's THE AGE OF REFORM).
I think we should concentrate on building social institutions. Reach out to our communities and build structures that people can rely on. Build food banks, our own credits unions, have educational centers, lawyers and accounting help for individuals. Hell a good idea is to have a breakfast program for the community and speak to the issues at hand. From here we build our base of members. I'm just saying we should fundraise and use that money to help people directly now, not promise them we can help them after we manage to get someone elected.
Though all the GA's should look into getting a physical location/building to run their affairs out of, also a publication wouldn't hurt. Just adds a bit of legitimacy i think. | politics isn't the only solution we need to consider. I'm not opposed to it i just have reservations about how much success we could have. Co-option yadda yadda. If you read that ramble thanks. Also sorry about the spelling and grammatical errors. | [
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For a long time we struggled because he wanted an open relationship, wasn't over his ex, would look at porn around me despite me asking him to stop multiple times. I considered leaving him many, many times.
Now after many heartfelt conversations, many tears, and a lot of compromise, we're in a better place. I've lost a lot of weight and he is constantly telling me how attractive he finds me, he admitted a long time ago he no longer wanted an open relationship and was just unsure what our future is like, he promises he's over his ex and loves me and only me. He's currently on a NoFap personal challenge because the porn was a hurdle neither of us could conquer.
However, despite how hard he's trying, I'm finding it difficult to get over what happened. I feel extremely unattractive and have major body issues (he says I have body dysmorphia, I think it'll get better when I hit my goal weight ten lbs from now [5'4, 123lbs])
I'm constantly panicking that he's not over his ex. She's gorgeous, smart, everything I'd love to be. We've had many talks about this, but because she's heavily integrated in his friend group, issues arise constantly.
He says he's stopped looking at porn but I don't entirely believe him since he's lied about it before, but he seems genuine. Not much to do on this front.
I know logically at this point it's either I have to believe him and move on, or break up with him. Those are my options. But I love him so much, we have so much fun together, similar sense of humour and common interests. He constantly inspires me with his creativity and self-confidence. I think he's beautiful, kind, and my heart aches when I think about leaving him. I'm just having a really hard time coming to terms with how things are now, and actually living in the moment. I'm hung up on too many things. I also have an anxiety disorder which doesn't help. Any tips for moving past things / stopping negative thoughts / etc? | live in constant state of anxiety and sadness because of things that aren't currently happening. Also we live together as of the 1st of October. | [
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*
Now, I know I'm lucky that one of us gets to be home with the baby. I know life isn't fair. But I'm still pissed on behalf of my husband, who isn't going to get to know this new little person hardly at all. When I talked to my sister about it, she just kept focusing on how I shouldn't complain since most people only get about a month at home with their kid or even lose their job (which is completely criminal, by the way. We talk about shitty education outcomes and crime in this country, yet never tie it together with not letting parents LEARN TO BE FREAKING PARENTS).
*
Anyway, it got me to thinking. The typical American response to any asinine situation is "but look at how good you have it. So many people are worse off than you." While this response is good for your mental health in moderation, I think this kind of attitude inhibits progress because people never get riled up enough to demand change.
*
My question is, is the sentiment "who said life was fair? Be grateful for what you have" so prevalent in the US because of religion beating humility into our heads? Are Americans proud of depriving ourselves of some of life's important experiences in favor of working all the time because our culture got started with the Puritans? I just feel like the general attitude of people in this country is that "if this shitty system is good enough for me and I had to suffer through it, so should you." I really wish the general attitude were "Things were bad for me and I want a better world for people who come after, so let's work together to change it." I feel the latter is more the attitude in less religious countries.
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Okay, so I bought the game on Steam along with G&K the other day and I downloaded and installed it, but when I clicked play it took me to the screen where you select DX9, DX11 or W8. I selected DX11 and my cursor said something was loading and then stopped and nothing happened, no game opened up, I started it again with le task manager and when I clicked DX11, I looked and saw that nothing was showing up on the task manager.
I reinstalled it completely and clicked DX11, same thing happened, I tried DX9, same thing happened, it never got past that part, never got to the game itself and I just sat there and weeped to myself, so can anyone tell me what le problem is? Thank you. | Downloaded Civ on Steam, not going past the DX9/DX11 page to the actual game. | [
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The answer to your question is highly dependent on the enemy team comp and how well you are doing. As a general rule, If the enemy team comp has a lot of CC then you should probably wait for it to be dropped before going in.(Unless you have a GA).
Though assassinating the enemy ADC is fun and the best gift a riven can give to her team, it can be quite hard especially since she doesn't have a real gap closer. So basically what this boils down to is if you have flash or not. If you don't, just defend your adc, especially late game, when everyone has 5-6 completed items. though I usually find that I get the best results just by peeling for my adc. Though like I said earlier, it's highly dependent on the teams.
Now I can theory craft all day but like most things, learning to team-fight with Riven comes with practice, however before any team fight what you should DEFINITELY do is think "what can the enemy do to me to disrupt my combo?"
For example:
It's late game, death timers are at over a minute, ,the enemy tristana is at full build and is melting your teammates from a mile away, you want her dead. But is flashing onto her a good idea?
Maybe if her flash is gone and she is seperated from her team but that opportunity rarely presents itself.
Otherwise, she can ult you into her team and if you try to close the gap again with a few q's, she can just jump away, effectively leaving you useless/vulnerable to her team.
So when playing Riven, its important to think, though you can get creative! Killing a late game tris is not impossible! What if instead, you flash behind her, if she ults you, then she's pushing
You away from her team, instead of into it. And if she just chooses to jump away, then you probably still have your cooldowns and you can fight other people.
Whatever you do, don't flash into the enemy team, no matter how fed you are, you'll get cc'd so hard and die before u can get you 2nd q off. | Wait for Cc to be dropped then Rqqqwqqqr
Sorry if this post is too lengthy, I'm bored. | [
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I browse this forum, sysadmin, techsupport and the rest and just want to first thank you guys for all your help. To my question:
So I've landed the job. It was entry level, but coming from a mom and pop repair shop to a full fledged consultancy position was awesome. The job was described as entry level and from the questions I asked at interview it seemed to be also. My background is basic A+ cert level stuff. This means taking out all kinds of malware, doing data backups and rebuilding boot files, repairing OS errors, doing tuneups etc.
I was very honest in talking with this company about my skill-set and out of a host of people they interviewed they went with me, and were very excited about it. Now that I've been doing day to day managed services for a few weeks I'm starting to feel out of my depth. There are a lot of networking stuff I do that I'm not familiar with, lots of fixing of enterprise printing, and just various stuff I've never come across as a bench tech. Don't get me wrong, I'm loving learning new systems and broadening my skills set but as days go by and my ticket lists gets longer and longer I wonder if I'm truly out of my league with this job.
For reference I felt the same way with my last position for the first few months, but I've made some mistakes in my new job and there have been a couple of tickets I just haven't been able to complete due to lack of technical skills. So anyone have advice? Been here or have any tips? I do really enjoy the work and like the people that I work with (for the most part) but I'm just afraid of getting let go any day now.
Thanks guys/girls
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I guess you both have something the other desires, you want his presence/support at the wedding (which he is apparently giving an effort to provide) and he wants to minimize his presence there (which you apparently are giving an effort to provide).
I don't know much about social anxiety, I always feel uncomfortable in getherings but over time it's less and less uncomfortable and more like bored. Obviously your boyfriend's situation is different.
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Ok. So, you want your feet to not hurt, is that what I'm hearing?
Well, let me tell you, your foot pain isn't because of your shoes, no sir, it's because of a shitload of factors that YOU, that's right, YOU control.
I was in the navy and stood watch, some days we were on our feet for 15 hours or better (general quarters is a bitch) and you know what, I'm flat fucking footed, queue foot pain about 1.5 hours in.
Then man took me under his wing and let me in on a little secret he used. "Fix yourself or your feet are fucked".
1: why the fuck do those have a heel?
Any heel in the shoe, no matter how small, screws with your foots pressure points forcing your foot to rest heavier when it should be equally distributed. Nice shoes ALWAYS have heels. We shaved ours down. Not noticeable and your feet hurt less.
2: What the fuck is wrong with your posture?
Hunching? Guess what, that hurts your feet, too much pressure leaning forward and your messing with how your foot handles your weight. Which brings us to...
3: Maybe lay off the fucking cookies.
If you're overweight, get busy getting rid if those pounds and your feet, ankles and everything else are going to thank you for it, speaking of ankles...
4: How often are you stretching?
I know you have at least a little alone time, anytime throughout the day that you can. Get them fucking shoes off and stretch them feet. Calf raises son.
5: Do you really need an insole?
You're goddamned fucking right you do. Spend the dough on your insole and not on the shoe itself. ARE YOU FUCKING GELLIN YET? There's a reason dr Scholes makes a cool couple million every year, cause that shit works.
And last but not least.
6: get your goddamn foot measured for Christs sake.
Buying a pair of shoes that doesn't compliment the shape of your foot is gonna fuck you up. Go to a shoe store with someone like Al Bundy to guide you. He's gonna be able to tell you if you need arch support or if maybe you need a shoe with a little more give in the sides. | Go fucking read that if your feet hurt a lot. | [
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I am a Canadian diabetic who has been in and out of our healthcare system my whole life. I have had major surgeries and minor ones. I figure I have spent about a whole year out of my 36 year existence in the hospital. Our system is great with some glaring short comings.
That being said here are some bullet points of my experience. Some good. Some bad.
Never really had to wait too long for any procedure or test. I DO know that I have bumped people when it came to my eye surgery so even though I didn't wait, someone else had to (mainly because of my age, quality of life etc., I am sure I bumped some 80 y/o person with cataracts)
Finding a family doctor is near impossible. To get a specialist appointment you need a referral from a GP. They are few and far between. I am lucky enough to have one but I have friends and family that have been looking for years. Most use the clinics. The thing about clinics is you seldom see the same doctor twice.
There is really a 2 class system. If you are on Workers Comp (WorkSafeBC here) you can get an MRI in a week or two. If your doctor needs to get you an MRI though you'll be lucky to get one after months of waiting.
I have never, ever had a bad experience with hospital staff. They are some of the most caring people I've had the pleasure of knowing. I have always felt that they are trying to help me and make me as comfortable as possible. One time I broke my knee and needed surgery. I went into emergency on Saturday and was in surgery on Sunday. After the surgery I was on some pretty extreme antibiotics and with my knee injury I just couldn't pee. They give you that bed pan and it's hard enough without the injury to go like that. The doctor came in and warned me that if I didn't take a piss in an hour, they were going to put in a catheter. As much as the surgery (my first) scared me, NOTHING scared me more than the thought of having a tube inserted in my dick hole. I was desperate. I tried and I tried but couldn't. I felt that if I could actually sit up on a toilet then gravity would take over and I could go but I couldn't get up with all the morphine and tubes sticking out of me. My nurse, a giant of a man named Chuck, must have seen how scared I looked. He closed the door to my room and lifted me out of my bed and got me in the bathroom and I was able to go. He told me later that what he did was a giant no-no. He probably could have been disciplined or worse. I have never been more grateful in my life. He was professional. He was kind and I'll never forget it.
I have had doctors come in on days off to look after me. I had an eye specialist come back early from vacation to make sure I got the care he thought I needed. We definitely don't take good enough care of our medical professionals. MSP (our one system medical service provider) often takes months to pay our doctors for their services. Nurses often have job actions when their union contract comes due because no one wants to pay them what they are worth, and they are worth quite a bit more than they are paid.
In all I am extremely grateful for our system. I wish it was better for everyone but I am still proud of it.
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Since I moved home a few months ago, I've gotten to know more people in the old neighborhood. Next door is a contractor who builds metal sculptures in his spare time. Across the street is an electrician with a beautiful golden retriever. Down the way is a sweet older lady who gave my dog a sip of her wine once. But a couple days ago, I met a neighbor I previously did not know.
I was shoveling our driveway when this lady drove up and parked in front of our house. She introduced herself and pointed to her house, which I've always thought looked creepy - all the windows are boarded up and covered with plastic, shingles are falling off and lay there on the ground, her driveway is a swamp of mud and mulch.
She told me her house had been robbed and asked if I had seen any suspicious vehicles. I told her I didn't recall any, then she asked about a few specific makes and models. One did ring a bell, so I gave her my number and a brief statement she could take to the police. Then she spent the next half hour telling me all about the person she thinks stole from her - a former "best friend" who she claims has a drinking problem and a criminal roommate. I nodded and "Oh no"-ed several times and expressed my sympathy again and again. Finally she moved on to the electrician's house, banging on his doors and windows when he didn't answer the door. After 10 minutes, she moved on to the contractor's house.
I ran into the contractor's girlfriend later. She told me the neighbor lady had spent 2 hours at the contractor's house, repeating her tale of woe, then borrowing his cell phone and repeating her tale of woe to some other friend of hers. She also told me that both the contractor and the electrician have gotten burned doing work for this woman - she's alternately not paid them or complained about the quality of their work. Both the contractor and the electrician have verified that she's a hoarder. And my mother has a friend who went to AA meetings with the neighbor lady.
On the one hand, I feel terrible for this woman, who is out of work, driving a beat-up old truck, lost her cat (cue country music), and has now been betrayed by her best friend. On the other hand, I don't want her latching on to me and draining me of all my energy. I want to do something nice for her - bring her cookies, take her to a movie, something - but I fear getting caught in her very negative world. | I want to help out a neighbor who is a hoarder, recovering alcoholic, and possibly very crazy but I'm a little nervous. Any ideas? | [
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My mother was recently laid off from her position at a doctors office. She applied for unemployment benefits and was awarded them by the state but the employer appealed. In his appeal he basically lied saying that she quit and he did not fire her.
I can't stress enough how rude this employer is. He is from a foreign country and treated my mother like a slave often criticizing my father for not being able to work and provide for her. She put up with it day in and day out because we are trying to save up money for my fathers organ transplant (He was laid off from his great construction job and lost insurance, needs a kidney transplant). She is pretty desperate for that paycheck and would never have quit.
Well the rub comes with this. Now that the employer has appealed my mother has a few hearings in front of an administrative law judge. The employers best friend is the County Deputy Prosecutor mainly handling rape, murder and felony cases. In these hearings so far the employer has not showed up and instead the Deputy Prosecutor is representing him.
To me this seems like extremely unethical behavior. It just sounds dirty to me that an official county employee, the Deputy Prosecutor is representing a private employer in a state administrative law hearing. Am I right? Please, my mother is completely devastated and feels like the system is working against her and I want to stop this. I feel it is totally unjust and an abuse of power, plus she really needs the money for my fathers medical expenses. For the record I live in Indiana. | My mother is having her unemployment benefits appealed and the private employer is being represented in the law hearings by his best friend, the Deputy Prosecutor of my county. Is this legal? What can I do?
EDIT: So I serve on the Board of Directors of an organization with an employee of the Prosecutor's office in one of Indiana's largest cities. She has directed me to some resources that should be able to provide my mother with some legal counsel on the matter. I appreciate all of those that stopped by and offered their 2cents. | [
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So it wasn't much of a fuck up other than the fact that I almost had a heart attack .....
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So I follow the sound of what I think was kitten and I end up a couple feet from a semi trailer that my dad uses to store his work supplies when all of a sudden a large ass ninja snake slithered/jumped off the top of the trailer landing right in front of my feet scaring me half to death ..... my first thought sadly however was "wait... snakes don't meow" and of course my second thought was then " HOLY SHIT FLYING SNAKE"..... needless to say I ran my ass very quickly away
Normally I'm not afraid of snakes but ninja snakes can scare one so after I gathered my wits I went back outside to try and find this apparent kitten but there was no sign of it but I did encounter the ninja snake who just happened to thankfully be a rather adventurous indigo snake .....
Hope I wrote this well and you enjoyed it ... :P | Tried to be a nice person and help a kitten but got attacked by a ninja snake .... never found the kitten -.- | [
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Back story:
I met and started dating my girlfriend in 10th grade (she was in 11th). We fell into puppy love very quickly, which grew into real love over time. We lasted all the way through high school and college together, and are potentially on the verge of getting married. She's pushing for a ring in the very near future and I'm ALMOST ready for marriage. I just graduated college in May so despite having been together for so long I still feel quite young and not quite ready to tie the knot. She is VERY ready though.
Character descriptions:
My girlfriend is very sweet, caring and loving, extremely emotional, clingy and needy, very passionate, hot-tempered, dramatic, sensitive and little bit crazy. She has a very innocent character as well. She never swears, goes to church every Sunday, very religious (Christian).I'm more of a level-headed, logical thinker, practical kind of guy. I tend to follow my head more than my heart, mostly because my heart usually isn't saying a whole lot. But I am also thoughtful and really good at taking care of my girlfriend, except sometimes when it comes to emotional support. I have to try a little harder with that one because I don't feel emotions 1/2 as strongly as she does.
Our Relationship:
From my point of view, our relationship is based heavily on me taking care of my girlfriend. It wasn't always quite that way, but that's what it's grown into. She's pretty needy when it comes to constant affection and reassurance. I also do a lot to help her with chores and errands and computer problems and homework when she was in school and just about anything else. This is not really any kind of a problem as I'm typically pretty efficient with my own tasks so I can usually spare the time to help her. In return for all of my hard work, she's extremely loyal and loving. She loves the crap out of me. If we go a day without talking it's devastating to her. We have a routine of talking every night before she goes to bed (much earlier than I do) and I usually stay on the phone while she's falling asleep just because she likes knowing that I'm still there. It can get pretty inconvenient but I appreciate the sentiment involved. We also have a very tight bond because of all of this. We both feel safer when we're with each other and there's something very comforting about just sitting or laying next to her. This is why I love her and think I want to marry her (eventually).
Current situation:
Just over a month ago I moved far away from home (and her) for a job so we're now doing long distance. We've done bouts of long distance before because we went to different colleges and both spent semesters abroad at different times. The long distance is REALLY hard on her, especially with the time difference. It makes her quite bitter a lot of the time, and has openly said she feels like I just left her and don't care about her (part of her trust and self-confidence issues). I do care about her and miss her, I just don't get very emotional about it like she does.
The problem:
I haven't figured out why (that's why I'm here), but I just don't really find myself all that sexually attracted to her. I definitely find her attractive, but it seems like my thoughts are always that she's beautiful but not hot. We have sex but not all that often, and when we do it's often a little bit of extra work for me to finish because I'm just not that aroused. She just visited me for 12 days and we only had sex 3 times. She wants to have sexall the time and is very passionate about it. She doesn't actively pursue it all the time, so it's not like I'm turning her down, but I don't pursue it often either. This has pretty much been the case for most of our relationship, even in our very horny late teens. This of course is very upsetting to her, and confusing to me. We're currently having a big fight about it (which is what brought me here) because she wants to know why I don't want her more, and she wants to know NOW. It's really hurting and confusing her. But truthfully, I don't know why and I've never known why. I've kind of just always hoped the passion would grow with time but if anything it's dwindling rather than growing. And the problem is not that I have a low sexy drive. I'm horny all the time and I masturbate mutliple times per week and constantly see other girls that I'm very sexually attracted to.
Caveats/complications:
1) With her being so emotional and me not always being quite so in-tune with what the sensitive thing to do is, we fight fairly often. It's not typically anything we can't overcome, and to me at least most of the fights are just stupid and don't even need to happen, but it is still kind of draining.
2) Her jealousy and trust issues really irritate me. It's to the point where anytime I go out with my friends she's worried I'm going to cheat and will always say stuff like "I bet you were talking to a bunch of girls at the bar weren't you?!" She also just gets jealous if I want to spend time with my friends and am therefore not around for her when she wants to call and talk to me. It causes a lot of tension.
3) During the end of her senior year of college, she proposed we have an open relationship. We both felt like we wanted to see what else was out there just so that we could know with more confidence that we were "meant to be together." She believes in fate so I'll use her wording. I don't so it's more just about compatibility for me. Anyways, the idea was to see some other people, hookup if we wanted (no sex of any kind, just makeouts and dancing and stuff) and also just get to enjoy a small taste of the relationship freedom that college life is typically supposed to be. We remained together during this time, and still regularly went on dates and acted just like we did before, but with some sneaky stuff on the side that we weren't supposed to talk about (even though her jealousy forced many details out of me). Well, I've always been a very flirty and outgoing person, and it turned out that I REALLY enjoyed my time hitting on other girls. It was one of my most favorite activities, even without the possibility of sex. Something about the chase just got me all fired up and excited, and I think that's something I really missed out on being in a serious relationship since 10th grade. And I was often very sexually attracted to the girls I would hit on and sometimes makeout with. It turned out that my desires for the open relationship were almost entirely superficial. I rarely met someone that I really wanted to take on a real date or could see myself being with. I just really wanted to suck face and hookup like a horny college freshman. Unfortunately, my love for and desire to hit on other girls still exists and is something I miss. I still don't typically find myself having any sort of feelings of wanting to be with other girls (though some occassional enfatuation occurs, often towards movie/TV characters), but I do unfortunately still just love talking to pretty girls and would very much enjoy a hookup.
So here's what I want to know:
1) Why do you think I'm not sexually passionate with my girlfriend, or how do you propose I figure it out myself if you don't think you know the answer?
2) What do you think of the overall situation?
3) Is it strange/a bad sign that despite being very much in love with my girlfriend I still often think of other girls?
4) Anything else you feel like offering up to help. I'm kind of lost here and desperate for answers to the pressing questions my girlfriend is asking.
P.S. This is my first reddit post ever, of all time so please excuse me if I failed to follow certain protocol and you are very annoyed by it. I like following rules too, so I know that feel -__- | I'm deeply in love with my girlfriend of 6.5 years but am not sexually attracted to her, but am very sexually attracted to other girls, and her and I both need to know why I don't feel the same sexual passion she does.
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I started using occasionally about once a week due to some work stress, I used to be a recreation therapist in a psych hospital, working with adolescents and adults will all types of disorders, anything from schizophrenia to eating disorders to substance abuse to everything in between.
work got stressful, then all day everyday i would find myself simply thinking about smoking just to... change stuff i guess, i don't really know why, I just know that it escalated to me spending 1600 monthly on weed, and smoking ALL of the time. I was bringing blunts to work and smoking on breaks. this went on for 5 years..
fast forward to around January of 2014, I could't take being "stuck" anymore. I found leaves here on reddit and tried to go clean...I was never able to go for longer than about 10 days or so. I had cut back my consumption to about only about once or twice a day, but found myself once again smoking daily....eventually it had led to me making very poor decisions. giving up my job, pushing away people that have loved me and being just generally lost and stuck.
I've been on my longest streak of sobriety as of Sunday, January 4th. the 1st 2 weeks were by far the hardest things ive ever experienced, but I do feel all the benefits and am hoping and planning on continuing ...
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I feel like an idiot, but I'm completely infatuated with him - blushing, butterflies, and talking non-sensically when we're face to face. I really do not want to feel like this. I know he's not staying in my city much longer (6 months), and I also know that if this crush continues, I'll be stupidly sad when he leaves.
I think I know why I like him, and it's mostly because I only know him superficially. The only things I know about him are good and endearing, and as we well know, people are comprised of so much more than those qualities. Furthermore, he's hot, available, and in close proximity. I'm also feeling kind of lonely, having recently left a long term relationship.
I really don't want to get hurt by this infatuation - either through his rejection of me, or how I might feel when I don't see him around anymore. I'm really sick of feeling hurt. I don't know if this is an area where y'all can really give advice, as I'm not sure that feelings can just be changed. However, it's nice to type it out and rant a little bit. Thanks for reading. | How do I stop crushing on someone? | [
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This is what I'm talking about](
Seriously. 500 pixels is not "big". It's below average. It's small. It's inadequate.
If you are trying to get me to buy your product, why aren't you filling my vision with it, in crisp, tantalizing detail? If I went in to your store would you only let me look at each item from 17 feet away? Would hand the item to me in a locked box with a 3" by 3" blurry window through which I could only view parts of it at a time?
Don't tell me about technical restrictions, there aren't any. Don't tell me you have no high-res images; you down-res'd some to get the images you put online. In fact, you may already have high-res images online, but you only show me parts of them through a fixed-size flash viewer.
If you don't have high-res images, get them , because your sole business is selling me that item, and the image is almost the only tool you have to do it . If you are worried that some peoples' monitors are too small, use javascript or any other of the innumerable web languages available to you to make the image fill my screen, no matter how big or small my screen might be.
This pisses me off because all I want to do is see what I'm buying, but I can't. It's one thing when somebody does a poor job and it inconveniences me. It's another thing when somebody sucks so hard at the one thing they're supposed to be doing that it hurts the both of us.
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I took this picture of a False Widow spider ( S. nobilis ) tonight about an hour ago.
This species has been seeing a lot of coverage in the news over here in Ireland and in the UK as well, but it's getting to the stage that it looks like people are believing sensationalist tabloid media rather than verifying the sources.
And if there's one thing worse than ignorance it's misinformation.
I'd like to throw a few things out there for people who may have concerns about this invasive species and maybe help settle a few minds.
I'm by no means an expert, but I have had a passion for spiders for many years. So if you'd like to discover a little more then read on.
-The False Widow has been in the UK and Ireland for a while. As in, the better part of 150 years. It is native to Madeira and the Canaries.
-They are related to the Black Widow, which bites with a neurotoxic venom. However False Widow's are significantly less harmful to humans.
-They ARE NOT aggressive. The vast majority of bites are in self defence if squeezed or surprised.
-This spider is not out to 'get you'. It really does not give a damn about you. An animal of a large size (like a human...) interrupting it's web is going to make it flee every time.
-There are no recorded deaths from any spider bite in the UK or Ireland. Graphic images of 'reported' False Widow bites in papers look that bad due to the wounds being infected (MRSA for instance) but draw shock and attention for blaming a spider.
-The bite is not considered medically significant unless you have an allergic reaction. Though it is described as more painful .
-Easily identifiable with its striking colouration, the simple 'glass and piece of card' technique will save you from the misunderstood 'horror' that this species is being portrayed as in tabloid media.
-Lastly, nearly all spiders are VENOMOUS. Not poisonous. In simpler terms 'poisonous' means ingested or absorbed through the skin. 'Venomous' is injected directly into the bloodstream. Small but significant difference. | Everybody calm. The hell. Down.
Here's some more articles if you want a better idea of this spider that has been an active part of our ecology for decades.
[A brief study]( of the species from University of California.
A good [article]( on the increasing range of False Widows:
The harm that [sensationalist]( media can cause. | [
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Edit: I forgot a word.
Edit 2: For the record, I do not usually have casual sex, but I broke up with my boyfriend of 3 years a few months ago and would really like to have a penis inside me. I don't have a lot of time to meet people. Plus he lives in another city, so I know he will go away. | [
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Yep. Funny story I leant out good omens to a co-worker, never got it back, moved out of the city. Came back 10 yrs later to visit friends hopped on a bus and the bus driver recognized me, said I had leant him good omens years ago. In fact he was rereading it again and showed me.
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I'm so grateful for all the comments and feedback from my first story! Just a warning, I am extremely beta in this one. A complete emotional pushover. So tie your jimmies down, and I swear, I've grown a spine since then.
This is the story of how Bullfrog tried to make me jealous, and succeeded.
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Me, KaleidoKitten. 5'5, insecure, Beta as fuck and thought I was in love with the boy in the band.
Bullfrog: The guy in the band. Boyfriend of a couple months. Smells like Axe and ball sweat. Starting to show manipulative side.
Ladybug: Best friend at the time. Daughter of Bulldog.
Bulldog: Father of Ladybug. My unintentional savior.
Amber: Member of the school band. Huge crush on Bullfrog. A bit chubby, but not too bad.
Along with being in the school band, Bullfrog was also in his own band. They mostly did covers of modern rock songs, and even I have to admit they were pretty good. Too bad they split up due to Bullfrog's attitude, but that's neither here nor there.
It should be known that there was a girl in the school band named Amber who had a huge crush on Bullfrog. She'd follow him around, laugh too loud at his bad jokes, and cooed over how cool it was that he played guitar in his own band.
Young me was a jealous, insecure little shit. Bullfrog picked up on that and decided to use it to his advantage. If we had a fight, which was starting to happen more frequently, he'd spend the rest of the week showering her with attention. She lapped it up like a hammy laps spilled soda off the floor.
I managed to alpha up for all of a few minutes one day and ask him if he was so interested in Amber, why didn't he just date her?
"Are you kidding? She looks like an obese pug. I'm not going to date a fatass."
Allofmywut.
This went on for the first several months of our relationship until it all came to a head the night his band had a 'performance' at some shitty ass venue in the middle of bumfucknowhere. He and I had a fight that day, and I can't for the life of me remember why. We made up within the hour, as teenagers do, and I thought it was over. I was excited to see his band that night and got dressed up in some of my goth finest (that still hasn't changed, my closet looks like a black hole) for their show.
Apparently, Bullfrog was still mad and decided I needed to be taught a lesson. That night, I'm sitting with Ladybug on some well used couch at the venue and who stumbles in but Amber, wearing skinny jeans, a shirt 2 sizes too small, and enough makeup to supply a drag show for a month.
I'm pissed. Ladybug is pissed. We assume she managed to get the location from someone at school since Bullfrog had assured me that she was specifically NOT invited. We don't say anything until the show begins. I'm standing near the front like a good beta girlfriend and Amber approaches me, shouting over the music.
"I'm so glad Bullfrog invited me tonight! They're so good! He looks so hot when he plays guitar! Teehee!"
Something in my head snapped and the next thing I know I'm fast walking my way through the sparse crowd and outside. I burst into tears around the side of the building, my silly heart broken and wondering why Bullfrog would do this.
Warning: Please fasten your jimmies securely for this next part. The space station is on alert and will keep an eye out for any that escape into orbit.
Ten minutes later, Bullfrog comes storming out of the venue and he is pissed. His eyes are bugging out, he's sweating buckets, and his face is a really unattractive shade of red.
"Where the fuck did you go!?"
"Why did you invite Amber!?"
"That's none of your damn business! Do you know how embarrassing it is to have your fucking girlfriend walk out in the middle of your set?"
He took a step towards me and raised his hand. Now I have a thing with violence and angry fat guys. I freeze up, genuinely caught in a flashback that made me want to vomit, when I see headlights. It was like a scene out of a movie and I have never been so damn grateful for cinematic timing.
Bulldog pulls into the parking lot and illuminates us. Bullfrog doesn't turn around to see the source of the lights until Bulldog honks his horn. I knew frogs could get some vertical distance, but Bullfrog jumped at least a foot in the air. He saw who it was and bolted around the front of the building to his mom, who had apparently heard the whole thing.
She starts comforting him, I jump into the car with Ladybug and we take off. Bulldog is fucking furious. Direct quote:
"I was about ready to jump out of this car and beat his fat ass into the ground if he laid a hand on you."
My hero.
Bullfrog and I made up the next week. His mom ripped me a new one for walking out on their performance. I remained Beta until a few days before prom. That story will be posted tomorrow, and the next day I'll post the story of me finally growing a spine and dumping his fatass. | Bullfrog starts to show violent tendencies and past me is an idiot. | [
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Precisely! Yet you were '..really mad at the driver for not switching to the right lane.'
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Thank you, and everyone else who replied to this post. I'm hoping to get a job during the summer, which will hopefully give me some structure I also need to take a class so between the two of them I might actually get some stuff done over the summer, but your right when I do have free time I need to plan stuff out. Planning has just never been my strong point. I think my OCD kinda kicks in at that point and when I make a plan and something doesn't go according to it I get anxious.
I agree that school/getting degrees is pretty easy although this year I have a harder time and more stress as my scholarship requires me to do extremely well across the board on my classes which adds a lot of pressure to me. Something that kinda diminishes my motivation for school is a CS degree doesn't necessary directly help me get the job I am looking for and the school although great for connections as far as I know does not know many developers considering there aren't many in my area, but who knows maybe they do.
Getting jobs I want/am interested scares me sometimes because I am afraid of messing up or not having the proper skills. I'm afraid of going over my head and failing and subsequently burning bridges in the process. It doesn't help that many places that I would want to work/learn from are on the west coast which while I do visit from time to time because of my father, as of now school is keeping me here which means I would need to work over the internet which I'm not a fan of due to communication disconnects. I am much more comfortable with face to face interactions as it leads to less contextual misunderstanding mistakes and lets me feel confident one what I need to do and where I can get help as soon as I need it.
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Perhaps the real taboo is to ignorantly criticize a religion, because if someone criticizing my religion did it in such a way that it was obvious he understood the subject he was criticizing, it wouldn't be taboo. I would welcome it, actually.
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That being said, I would start reaching out to people who would be most willing to help you out. Try reaching out to alumni who have experience trading. Since you're from an Ivy I'm sure that there is an established alum network and that there are a ton of alums working in finance in NYC and around the world. You could even try reaching out to MBAs at your school too and see if anyone would be able to grab a coffee with you and talk about their experience. | Maximize your school resources. Talk to alumni, network with MBAs, etc.
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First, I want to thank you for your resolution to stand up against discrimination. It was courageous and kind.
I grew up in the church and was a missionary and minister before finally renouncing a year ago. Today, I consider myself a nontheist.
When I went to read the original note (the one given to you in response to the wedding), I had expected something more...harsh. Bigoted, I suppose. As a gay nontheist, I have very little tolerance for bigotry. When I heard that Christian hospitals are allowed to turn away lgbtq people in Australia, I was outraged. My own mother loves to tell me how she thinks businesses and hospitals should turn people like me away.
However, I do draw a line. This may get me downvoted into oblivion, but I am allowed to have my own opinion on this matter. Just because it might differ from that of my fellow lgbtq community members does not mean it is not worth having.
From what I can tell, the note was extremely polite. I was not there, so only you can tell me if they were snotty or rude about the situation, but from what I gather, they politely stated that they will not do it.
Now, they said 'cannot do it in good conscious', obviously meaning that by allowing two women to get married at their bed and breakfast, it would feel immoral to them.
Allow me to stress how absolutely exhausted I am by the pure ignorance of the 'homosexuality is immoral' opinion. My own parents have bludgeoned me to death with it my entire life . I hate it.
That does not mean, however, that people are not allowed to have that opinion. Do I like that type of belief? No. Do I think they should be allowed to dictate other people's life with it? No. But, do I think they are allowed to dictate their own life and that which belongs to them with it? Yes. As disgusting as such ignorance is, that is what freedom is about. If the owner of the business does not feel comfortable hosting a gay wedding, it's his right to say no.
Was the rest of the experience terrible at the bed and breakfast? I'm guessing not since you were asking about possible wedding plans for others.
I thought this letter was what we were fighting for. I thought we were working towards a world where we may disagree, but we can be polite about it. A place where people can manage their belongs based on their own beliefs, small businesses and all, and others can do the same. A world where no one can infringe on the rights of others to run their life as they see fit.
He wants to live his life and run his business by what he deems biblical. He's not preventing the couple from getting married, it just means they have to choose somewhere else. The vice versa would be true. If Christians don't like gay people, gay marriage and what they do in the privacy of their own homes, they need not get involved. If they don't like oreos for supporting gay people, they don't have to buy oreos. Just like if the lgbtq community doesn't like CFA donating to shitty assholes who do fake research, they don't have to buy from them .
While I may not have liked that the owner has an outdated, religious notion of homosexuality, I would have been pleased with their response. They could have acted like jerks or kicked you out (especially if they thought you were gay). But they didn't. They politely stated their opinion and left it at that.
If that's not what we're fighting for, I don't know what is. Because, if it's a world where we eliminate those who disagree, we're not better than the bigots who tried to get rid of us. | I don't like their opinion, but they have a right to it and a right to run their business as they see fit...just like I, as a gay nontheist, have the same right. Despite thinking differently, they responded politely. I don't see how that is a problem. | [
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Unless you're making it a career, I wouldn't worry about it. I had a year fraught with injury - a DUI led to me biking to/fro work, which led to being run off the road by an asshole driver (very common in the US), which led to a torn MCL, led to broken ankle, led to broken toes - basically tried to recover too quickly from each, which led to each successive injury. Then I finally got introduced to the back spasms that run in my family (turn 30 and the warranty expires apparently). All of this resulted in, as you can imagine, very little leg work and minimal upper body work since I really didn't have time to make it to the gym. I had a pull up bar at home that saw a lot of time, and consequently I can do a shitload of pull ups (I think around 30 last time I burned out). But my squat dropped from 415 lbs. 1RM to like 225, which is what I used to warm up with. Bench dropped from 305 to ~250 lbs., I still did Deck of Cards push-ups. [Here's a nice deck of cards workout]( incidentally. Then I moved 1000 miles to be with my wife just as my training was getting back in swing, and fell off a little again. I've been back consistently for a few months now; all the shit went down when I was 30, I'm now 32.
I can squat 295 x 12 for 3 sets. Could do more I'm sure, but my back is VERY sensitive these days; I will probably never max on squat again. I usually just rep out at a lower weight to get growth.
Bench max is 285 lbs; I could push it back to 305 or more if I wanted to, but I'm happy with my size/strength right now. I run distance as well; packing more size and weight becomes counterproductive at a point. I find that point is around 185 lbs. for me a 6'1" (~185cm).
There was a good article on here a few days ago talking about how muscle cells generate new nuclei as they get larger that, in short, "remember" how strong you were/are which, in short, lets you get back there a lot quicker than you did originally. [Muscle memory isn't a myth](
Also, you're probably around 18-21, which means you've still got a great hormonal profile to work with. Sucks that you're missing out on some good growth years, but if I could recover in a couple of months at >30, you'll be fine at <25. | Keep working out as much as you can, even if it's just bodyweight exercise. A deck of cards is handy. You won't lose all your gains; they will eagerly await your return. | [
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I've been sober 15 years, all of them through AA. First off, let me say you sound like a caring individual,"I don't like the idea of crapping on a belief system that I see giving these people a lot of hope". However, it's also your program too.
I have a lot of AA friends who are also strongly atheistic. I myself have some form of belief in something other than myself.
All I would say is what they(my friends) tell me allows them to get through "God heavy" meetings.
The Higher Power they ascribe to, and I feel it's important that we recognise our own powerlessness in the face of our disease, is the collective power of the group of once hope to die alcoholics, getting together, helping each other and helping themselves. The inherent power that's generated by that kind of positive action and the change that each of us enact not only in our own lives but every life we touch, that's where a power greater than ourselves can be found.
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Recently over the past 2 months we started fighting a lot. We didn't seem to see eye to eye on anything, and she "changed her mind" about a lot of ideals and morals I thought she had. For example, she used to be a "party girl" and I've never been in that life and don't really care to be. The other day she snorted prescription pain pills wth her friends, and said she wants to drink and party with them. The only reason this bothered me was because our entire relationship she had told me she didn't want to party and do stuff like that, and now she does. She had "changed" too much for me she said, and that she was tired of trying to make me happy. I seriously thought she felt the same way about these things and I had no idea I was "changing" her. I feel so bad if she's been lying to me this whole time just to make me happy.
Long story short I guess is that I'm having a rough time. She completely cut me out of her life, and all I can think about is her. I haven't slept very well and I haven't eaten very well. She's been in my dreams wanting me back every night since then. I work a manual labor kind of job, so my energy levels have been shit. My boss knows what happened but I don't know how long his slack can keep up. It's only been a few days, but I can't seem to shake this depression and sadness just yet. I don't really even see a good way out of this just yet. Most of my friends are out of town, and so I've been kind of alone for the most part. I've thrown away all reminders of her and deleted most of our pictures, so I don't have daily reminders. The sad thing is though, that everything else is a reminder. Songs on the radio, and driving by certain places. I'm reminded of her constantly.
I know there is a way out and my life will go on, but right now I'm depressed, and have been for over a month now. I guess I knew the relationship has been doomed for these few months, but seeing her emotionlessly tell me that she never wants to see me again, and give me all my clothes back hurt me on a level I've never been hurt before. I guess I was just optimistic about the whole thing and hoped it would go back to the old times. Anyways, any advice or comments you have would be appreciated. Thank you. | Girlfriend broke up with me because she "changed" too much for me and wasn't able to be herself. I was under the impression she was happy the whole time. Need help recovering from this sleepless depression. | [
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I was in a store where a friend of mine works a few years ago. His co-worker, whose name I can't remember, told me this story. (I'm going to call her Sandy.)
Sandy pulled her car into a parking spot on a street where the spots are at an angle, not parallel. She went into the store, got what she needed, and came out 20 minutes later. Her car was blocked in by an Escalade. She was furious at being blocked in and went around to the driver's side to tell the driver to move. She noticed the keys were still inside and the car was still running. She hopped in to move the car 10 feet so she could get out.
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The woman got arrested but Sandy just got a stern warning from a cop who "looked important." | If it's in the interest of a child's welfare, you might get away with the breaking and entering, but it's probably a better idea to just call the cops and let them do it. | [
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Don't get me wrong, I think our league community can certainly improve. But on our subreddit, where we have a multitude of these posts every day, in which no possible solutions are brought up and nothing interesting added to the discussion, well it sickens me. We all have this attitude of "this community can and should be better," even I'm guilty of one.
But let's cease with the countless,"League stop telling people to go die," because let's face it:
Generally, League Redditors don't have such an attitude OR
Someone must have had an awful game, and, if his attitude doesn't change, he'll be punished accordingly.
The awfully toxic players here most likely won't change from a couple posts.
Reddit doesn't reach the entire playerbase, meaning the most toxic won't care.
Anyways, thanks for reading through this wall of text. I hope you'll think about this before starting a well-intented but awfully redundant post. Of course, if you're posting on how to promote general teamwork and morale, by all means, do so. I just believe new posts should work on how our League subreddit can behave and react, in face of toxicity and team issues. | stop preaching to the choir, I think most of us (who are willing) get it by now. | [
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So, I'm kind of struggling right now, in need of some encouragement, and this community is super awesome. So please bear with me here.
I'm the one [24 F] that moved away from my boyfriend [24 M], to London from the US, to follow my dreams and do what I've always wanted to do. I came here for an amazing MA program and I love it so much. I'm really happy! But being apart is so, so hard. And it's just gotten a lot harder.
When I left, we had plans to go back and forth to see each other. We were never going to have to go more than three months apart. I would come home at Christmas; he would come visit in the summer. Someone would go somewhere in the spring. Then my school year would end in September, and we decided at that point we would close the distance, whether one of us moved, or we both moved to a totally new place.
But now, due to job and school situations changing, it's going to be a lot longer before we close that distance. We don't know when -- we don't even have a general idea, like "oh, we'll be together in a year/two years/ten years." We have no idea when we will see each other next. It might not be until next Christmastime, although we're hoping for a summer visit to somehow magically work out. I could come back to the US when my MA ends in September, but (due to a lot of PhD-related things that I don't think you guys care about), it just doesn't make sense for me to permanently leave the UK for at least four or five years. He says he's willing to come to the UK, but he's also on the job hunt right now and only looking for jobs in the US. He says he's open to looking in the UK, but he's applying for tons of jobs in the US and not looking at any in the UK at all. I'm getting a sense that there's some resistance on his part to the idea of coming here, and I get that. I do. It'd be really hypocritical of me not to, since I'm also saying that I don't really want to come back to the US.
I just... I'm really struggling with the uncertainty of it all. Being in an LDR felt okay when I first left, because there was a plan, and I knew when the distance would be over. Now there's no plan and that's really, really hard for me to be okay with. But the only thing that sucks more than the idea of being in an LDR for, like ever, is the idea of not being in a relationship with my best friend and number one supporter.
I've seen so many wonderful success stories in this community of couples who were in an LDR for a crazy amount of time before finally closing the distance, and I'm amazed by them. Where do you guys find the strength for that? How do you get past the whole "not knowing when you'll see them again" part?
Thanks! | I'm a type-A without a plan. Help. | [
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S.E.A.L.s are some of the best town infantry in the game. They beat Spetz and Ji Juan. The Hawk grenade launcher stun locks, and then its all over. And lets not forget that these bad boys come with very good recon and take up a recon slot, rather than an infantry slot. That leaves you more slots for the awesome infantry selections below.
Delta Force, since the rebalance, beat almost every other infantry in towns, with the exception of Spetz and Li. And this comes with a 25 point price tag, making them cheaper than other special forces counterparts. Their smg rules towns while retaining some, albeit poor, anti tank capability.
Marines 90 are one of the best shock squads in the game. 15 man strength, a great lmg, and an 875m law means they can take on anything under komandosi in power. Plus they have 3 cards worth, and good transport options (even if they lack the LAV-25)
SMAW teams kill the shit out of tanks and can stun enemy infantry at range while your anti inf teams get close. They're an all star with good availability once again.
Lets also not forget that the US has access to stinger Cs, one of the best manpads in the game, and the Bradley ifv, which has more offensive power than almost any other ifv.
To be fair, riflemen 90, light riflemen, and others aren't anything to write home about. And the US doesn't have any single infantry unit that beast everything it faces, like SAS, Spetz, and the like, but they have a large selection of high power units that beat the vast majority of other infantry. And this comes with some of the best aircraft and tanks in the game to support them. | US infantry is great, you just need to use a mixed force with them. | [
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I'd honestly consider going without Apoc (except on dungeons where you might need the poison clear). I use superman every now and then, but when push comes to shove, I often enter dungeons without an entire board changer. I think it's incorrect to believes BiColor and TriColor board changers should be a staple of Hero teams. They have their uses. But they don't make my standard teams.
Wukong (or DQ) + Valk = 2/3rd light board on average. Because of this some will bring 2 heart makers to have back to back big bursts and the chance to use both earlier in a dungeon.
I think it comes down to making a priority order for your bench.
1) DQ (looks like your done)
2) One of the heat breakers (I'm not sure which is ideal)
3) Damage booster (Venus or Izangi)
4) Another orb changer (Without Fuma, I think a second heart breaker or Apoc here)
5) Other Damage Booster
6) Another Orb changer (for when you want an orb changers delight team. Verche is an option here)
7) Back up Heart Maker (I think of fuu and lemon dragon as the 2 best options here)
8) Whatever you need to get 100% SLR team
9) Bind clearer (L.Meta, Amaterasu, etc.)
10) I would say orb enhancer, but venus has that covered
11) Damage reduction option. Something for avoiding a 1 time big shot. Izanami, Indra, Sandalphon
Your biggest disadvantage is lacking Fuma. But don't let that stop you. You have the cards to get around that. | DQ/Venus/Heatbreak/Heartbreak (or Apoc) is a great team. And you've got the subs to optimize your team for specific dungeons. Get to Pii farming! | [
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I tried posting somewhere else but im new so i dont know what im doing.
I went to my bil wedding last week. Hes been with his now wife since may of last year, got engaged a few months after and got married last week. Hes the kind of guy that writes goals down on paper and posts them on his wall (literally). He even wrote his #1 goal as 'getting a girlfriend '. Which is kinda sweet. Hes a nice guy. We have always got along. He went through a couple of bad breakups last year, his first gf cheated on him with her boss which we all knew it was obvious but he didnt believe it until she admitted to it. Thats just a little background. Hes kind of rushing through relationships because he compares himself to his younger brother, my husband, since hes married to me and we have a 1 year old. He said to us that he wants what we have. Although its not all like he thinks it is. Life for us hasnt been all peachy and easy how he thinks. We have been together for 6 years, married for 3.
Back to the wedding...
I was hurt that they didnt ask my son (the only grandchild)to be a ring bearer. I was under the impression that the position was taken so i didnt ask. I found out they didnt have one at the ceremony. After the ceremony they asked family and bridal party to take pictures. My son and i were completely excluded from pictures. This hurt a lot, especially because i thought we were family. Instead of breaking out in tears, i quietly snuck away and left. My husband was a groomsman so he stayed behind. He understands why i left, although he never once stood up for me or mentioned me. My mil thinks i was rude...my fil agrees that what i did was right. I felt very excluded, like an outsider.
I face them again when they return from their honeymoom next week. Any advice on how to talk this out with them? I still love my bil, i just dont know how to talk to them about it. | Went to bil wedding, was hurt that i and my son were excluded so i left early. How to make thos less awkward and not ruin our relationship with my husbands family?
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Here's the thing about her. I love her madly, she drove me out of a depression that could have potentially killed me. I never went out and I hated everyone around me, she changed that. But I can't shake this feeling, even though I've never been the jealous type. (funny thing to say for my first relationship, but I dated before - I know it's different-).
Ok now, I'll give some context as to why the thought keeps bothering me every now and then. My gf (let's call her Linda), as amazing as she is with me, has "friends" that are absolute scum. And I can't help but think that being around people like that may blur the lines as to what is acceptable and what isn't.
Her girlfriends cheat on their fiances, boyfriends, dates regularly, and Linda isn't even phased by it anymore. She talks about it like it's just a part of relationships, even though right after I call her on her shit, she automatically says that's just their friends.
After being together for 2 months, she went to a bachelorette party in vegas with all her friends. They did everything: hit clubs, got free drinks by flirting/hooking up with random strangers, went to strip clubs and the works. Linda talked about it like her friends did it and it was funny, but she did nothing but get free drinks by humoring douchebags hitting on her. Again, red flag.
Fast forward to a couple months ago, and she drops the bomb on me that her coworkers sleep around with each other even though some of them are about to get married or have been with their SOs for a while. She doesn't even flinch when she tells me, like "haha look at those assholes". Most of them she doesn't care about, but there's this one bitch there who is about to get married, and when I brought up that we should find a way to tell the poor sap, she said I shouldn't compromise her job by starting shit with coworkers. I agreed.
Fast forward again to a month ago, Linda says she doesn't want me to have such a bad opinion on her coworkers and that we should go out all together sometime (well, tough shit, you made me hate them). So I agree after a while, just to confirm my ideas that they're drug addicts, alcoholics and overall pieces of shit to the people around them. The sort of people that would abuse Linda if she had too much to drink. I told her and she agreed, THEN SAYS SHE STILL LIKES GOING OUT WITH THEM.
How the fuck do I deal with the fact that she surrounds herself with such shitty people? I'm a very open-minded guy even though I don't drink, smoke or use drugs, but this is reaching a breaking point. I can't help but think that she might have cheated on me because she doesn't see it as something wrong. I don't know how to confront her about my suspicions and the fact that I can't stand her shitty friends, and how they're bad for her.
After all, it's all her decision. I love her, but it's eating me up inside. | My gf doesn't seem to think cheating is bad, she also surrounds herself with the scum of the earth and won't listen to me about it. She might have cheated on me early on in our relationship and I don't know what to do about it. Help, please.
I won't be on the entire day because of work, but I'd love to see what people here think. | [
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You can argue that one shouldn't drink and drive without being prepared to get into a car accident, but that seems rather absurd and unlikely.
I think you can't really make a convincing argument for or against abortion based on consequences of pregnancy/children (the consequences of having a child are far less than that of keeping a child, but I digress) if the moral issue is not addressed. If a fetus is fully human, killing it is the same as killing any other human being, and the same rules apply. It doesn't matter if the mother will experience consequences up to and including death, because that doesn't change the fact of whether on the the fetus is fully human. To be clear, it doesn't matter how severe the consequences are, even if it means the death of the human race, because that has no bearing on whether the premise is true or false. That is only useful in determing where the action is appropriate once value of cluster of cells insider of her is determined.
I would make the argument that if one person is putting another person's life at risk, even unknowingly, it's reasonable to take any steps necessary to protect everyone's life, and if not everyone that protect the person you can save, and if it could go either way protect the one designated by person that you can talk to. In this system: save both>terminate pregnancy (unless the pregnancy is viable and the mother is dead either way, which I guess is less common)>mother chooses.
One unexpected advantage here is that the rights of the individual parents are never pitted against each-other, a father can't force a mother to have an abortion and a mother can't abort the father's child- it's either medically justified or it's not. The only instance where I would really say "It's the woman's body, let her choose" is when it's her or the kid, her husband/lover/rapist can't make that choice for her.
This is, of course, all predicated on a highly controversial premise that a fetus is fully human, and I won't pretend there's concusses on that. | The argument needs to be centered on when a person is a person and not just a cluster of cells. The consequences are only relevant after this has been addressed. | [
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So the other day I was doing this tantra mantra for finding a partner. I was repeating to myself I am ready for love. I am ready to find my soul mate. So I'm on the bus repeating this mantra and this girl sits on the bus and she is dressed totally in the kind of style of someone I would want to date. She has dreadlocks, spiritual things everything. My mind was screaming at me.to.go.talk to her but I didn't..then the next day comes and I've missed all.my buses cept for the last one. So I see her again and I decided to talk to her. We spoke brefily and really hit it off. She tells me she is 17 and just got out of treatment for addiction. We exchange Facebook info and then we go on our way.
So we start talking on Facebook and decide to go to the beach together, we talk and talk I find out she was addicted to meth and snack, but she is clean now cept for a slip that she had the day that I first saw her. We I ask her if she is clean she says Yea and then we start to fool around a bit. It felt wrong but I couldn't really control my other head. We didn't have sex or anything.
So the next day we hang out and she tells me she has hep c and I'm like oh fuck.
But we still hung out a couple more times and got more connected with one another.
She has had a really hard life being an addict and was for about a year she was sex trade worker. So I just don't know what to do. I feel like me being in her life is good for her cause I don't use and never would. I really wanna be there for her even if she had a horrible past and hep c. I feel very connected to this girl and her birthday is in 5 months. I told her we won't make love until then even this age of consent is 16 were I live. I really just want both of us to b happy and safe and working towards goodness for both of us. I just don't know what to do cause a lot of the time it feels weird. Can I get some help? | Met a 17f who has had a rougher life then I 24m has in my whole life. I want to help her but don't know how. | [
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update she was cheating on me, my friends encouraged me to look into the matter seriously and it didn't take much digging to get to the truth, she had been seeing the guy since mid September and as soon as we broke up he proposed to her and they are now engaged, doesn't change the fact that she was still seeding him behind my back the whole time. Now he's deployed to Japan she's homeless and I'm free and clear to move on with my life, thanks for your criticism. Obviously it was well placed.
So my girlfriend and I were seeing each other for 9 months, and I am deeply in love with her, and she showed me like affection, and made various promises that led me to believe the same of her.
During our 9th month together, in October, I was detached across country and we fell into a fight of sorts that we resolved before I got back the same month, (I was gone for 6 weeks) during this time she had been treating me a little coldly, but as soon as I got back, I got to see her (for 40 minutes) on her birthday which was long enough to give her her presents (some cheap jewelry a nice lingere nighty some red velvet cupcakes a heartfelt card explaining how much she meant to me, and two matching rings (admittedly cheap as sin) but, I don't make very much money as my unit is non-deployable and what extra I make goes to paying off my car loan and bills. But the rings were promise rings, yeah, it's kind of stupid, to give a girl promise rings at my age, but, because of circumstances we cannot legally marry, and I intend these rings to be stand ins for nicer rings when I can afford them.
Anyways we had toyed with the idea of spending our lives together for a long time, commitment has never been an issue for me and she seemed gung ho about it. But when I gave her the ring, she just kind of sat it aside with a thank you, she seemed more excited about the cupcakes, and that was weird to me, the very following day a co worker of mine had to leave on family business and I had to take his place on a boat for a week, when I came back I found our my girlfriend had been kicked out of her apartment by her cousin get grandmother fell ill and she had holed up in a hotel room with what little money she had left, she's lived with me before, for months, I had her move out because we figured she'd have an easier time finding a job, (she still has no job) I offered to let her stay with me and she refused and she also refused to see me, she said she didn't want to see anyone. So I let her stew for a few days all the while texting her to keep in contact. But then, she stopped responding one day so I decided to go see her the next day. I tested her and told her why and when I was coming and early in the afternoon I went I felt worried because earlier in our relationship she told me she's clinically been diagnosed as depressed and has dealt with suicidal thoughts in the past. I show up to the hotel I know she's staying in bit I don't know the room number I call her and text her but no response. So I go up to the front counter and request she ring the room to see if anyone's there, I'm relieved when the phone picks up, but then she tells the person on the other side whose here and they say to deny them the information, she tells me that's what HE said.
He
My beautiful sweet girlfriend who promised to never lie or cheated on me.
Racked with grief over the recent passing of her grandmother, so much so that she can't be around anyone, is with a "he"
I was so upset and embarrassed I just left right then and there. I'm a big guy, I'm strong and I know how to fight, but beating the guy senseless isn't going to make me feel any better or bring me back my girlfriend I know this as I grit my teeth and leave.
After a day of silence I realize my shitty loaner phone signal isn't getting through to my girlfriends phone and she hasn't revieved anything from me since yesterday.
She says her friend came over for a visit and she was asleep when he picked up, my gf has a lot of guy friends and she does sleep a lot during the day, this is believable for her.
So I ask to see her and she still declines we stale mate like this for a few more days, at this point I haven't spent quality time with her in about two months, I recieve and give love physically, all I need is to touch a hand and if there are feelings, I can feel it and it's enough for me, that and communication. But I've been more or less cut off for two months and she isn't to big on talking to me normally and now not at all.
So I give her an ultimatum she either agrees to see me at some point in the future at a concrete time and place or I'm going to break up with her because I'm so worried about her, and us in general I just can't take it. She refuses, and we're broken up, I gather up her things and give them to her and see her for the first time in a month. She tells me that she felt like I was acting like a stalker when I came to the hotel I was mad as hell when she said that. But I let it pass and I left.
A few days went by, I was back to dating again, and one night I had too much free time and I looked her up on fb, she has a new fb profile pic so I see if anyone wrote on it or whatever
I see it had a like from the friend from before hotel boy
I never met the guy before so I check his profile link
In a relationship, with my now ex, but we broke up the first week of November ...
Their anniversary date, wayyy back in September. I was floored. I was shaking.
I immediately hit her up on Kik and called her a lying cheating bitch. She asks where that came from, and I tell her I found it all out and stuff.
Her first question is, why are you stalking his page, this shit is PLASTERED all over his front page. No stalk be needed I just wanted to see what the guy looked like, I had no intention of finding out about this fucked up nightmare scenario. I've been cheated on before yeah, but never by someone this far into the relationship and never so blatantly or anything I was crunched by this. But she denies it. Just like if I asked her if she did anything exciting that day. She says she agreed to fake a relationship with him to get a stalker off his back and I shouldn't care anyways since we were apart.
But I did care, I cared a lot because no matter how badlybshe treated me in the past two months I still loved the shit out of this woman. So, like a ducking doofus, I asked her to take me back, ( I have no pride in my heart, I can climb a mountain and fight a bear and be tortured to death but I can't not be honest with my feelings) she says she'll think about it after I pour my heart out to her and that's where it sat for awhile.
She tells me after a few days that she wants to start off as just friends. (We smashed on our first date, we never had a just friends phase I never even had a date where I didn't smash on the first date I don't even know how to not do that, it feels rude to not make an advance, I guess it's weird I'm sorry) but I accept because I am in love with her. Then she borrows 100 from me, (nothing new, she has no job) then she borrows twenty because she gave twenty to her sister for gas (nothing new her sister has no job either and is a huge mooch) then she borrows 60 just now, and she wouldn't tell me why when I pressed, just that she would definitely pay me back.
I don't care if she pays me back, I don't care about anything hardly, I'm just miserable and can't properly move on, I'm not gonna be able to blindly trust anyone again if this doesn't work out and if I can't trust my partner I'm going to have to date only super dumb girls who don't know I'm keeping tabs on them
If this can work out, great. I would live nothing more than to set aside all the bullshit and marry this woman once we work out everything between us.
But if she's just using me and maybe even cheating on me. I just want her to kill me with the truth so I can just lose faith in humanity and move on.
But I feel like I'm on the nexus of half truths and she plays everything close to the chest, I've already bought the farm I don't know what to do anymore is this what women normally do at this point in relationships?
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I am a 25 male and Recently i realized that i am alone (Bummer).
I will get married in 6 month with my fiancé which is not in my country right now and she will be back here in 6 month and I'm sure i will enjoy my life with her but at the moment I have only one friend that i enjoy doing things with him but he is really lazy and he is always not in the mood for that thing or not "mentally prepared" for doing the other thing. i also have 2 brothers which i also enjoy going out but they are busy with their own friends.
I am kind of about to cry. but yes i am alone. i want to do things but i hate doing them alone. going to cinema, going for a drink, going to gym; i hate doing all these things and i want to do it with someone or rather stay home watch series (used to play games but my father is a real pain in the ass; yes I'm still living with my parents till 6 more month).
i cannot stand my other friends. they are very good friends but my mentality is that if they will not last, i rather not have them. because when i laugh with them, I'm not truly laughing and I'm just laughing because it was supposed to be funny.
anyways, how can i enjoy being alone? I'm a wreck at the moment and my wife thinks i don't go out with people because i don't want to, not because i have no one. | how do i enjoy doing things alone?
If this is not the right subrreddit, please tell me. | [
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My bf stayed at our hotel that night, we drove home, everything hurt like fuck except that area. Tonight I was changing into boxers and bf was "oh my god are you sure they didn't give you extra surgery? Because unless it's just really swollen, something's wrong".
I looked in the mirror and yeah. I still had the fire red pregnant pubal area that some people get waxed. But the problem now was that I looked like I had the junk of a hot cis uncircumcised black guy whose balls looked halfway between balls and like that gross sounding term that in Latin means "major lips". If I had no memory of a previous life I would have been cool with it and just figured out how to deswell the drooping "gunt" (which, though I despise that area, had until now been unobtrusive), that I remembered that I had gone in for revision top surgery/"mansculpt" Lipo as a cauc/asian mix, a muscular yet fairly thin guy with no redness in my "area" and very little around my nicely growing dick (now amid the bruised swells I can't even find my dick).
I'm joking but I want to cry if the t thankfully isn't keeping me from it. My stomach is swollen and kills, I'm black and blue all over, my ass is as girl like as before but all this is peanuts compared to the general state of my junk. My bf is calling them tomorrow, we live eight hours away, and the nurses asked me if my boyfriend was a drug addict because he "kept telling us how he couldn't stand to see you in pain, but then FELL ASLEEP in the waiting room after you were in surgery for a few hours". I'm worried they won't take our concerns seriously. I need to shut up, I'm just so scared, so... | can a catheter "mishap" with stomach Lipo turn ones factory installed junk look almost like a nice cock of an African-American cis guy and the "side stuff" look like a mix between balls and tire-inflated "labia majora" and the public hair region below the bellybutton turn fire red and look three months preggers? Without hurting? When the owner of these parts is a trans guy who is pre op, a pasty skinned asian/white mix, and wears size fourteen boys pants? What was wrong??? I'm. Freaking. Out. | [
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After hitting my grav-bong, I was in the car and off to run some errands. While out and about, I had this thought, it really reminded me of the munchies. I thought I might go to a chinese buffet, a particular one I know of has nearly tolerable sushi, but then I had remembered that I had read about Chipotle's hidden menu item. A quesadilla burrito. Eureka!
Needless to say, about 5 or 6 people after me were able to receive their food before me, because of the TLC involved in making such a creation. As the pleasant, portly man removed the quesadilla from the weird fast food tortilla browner thing he informed me that he himself was unable to eat an entire quesadilla burrito. Challenge Accepted!
I could feel myself begin to salivate. My senses tingled, as the anticipation of the ultimate satisfaction encompassed my attention... Oh wait, this is not that kind of story...
I chose the barbacoa which is a spicy shredded beef, as opposed to the cubed meat options. I think it has a far better texture and flavor incomparison. Mild salsa... Hot salsa.... Corn salsa! It was an orgasm of flavor! Melted, gooey cheese surrounding a pile of omnivorous ingredients. The rice, the beans, the lettuce, the onions, the peppers.
Looking back at that time I ate this burrito, 2 hours ago, I realize how special that moment was, and how everything just seemed so right, and nothing else mattered right then and there. Those are the moments in life that make life special right?
There are things in life that make you smile without even knowing you're smiling, just like that burrito. When I have children I want them to grow up in a world that was like the moment during the time I ate this burrito. A world where the constant suffering of life isnt able to stop you from enjoying your own 'burrito moments'.
It's not the material things that make a difference as you move through your life. It's about the burrito moments. It's about the times you look back on, about the times you post on Reddit for the sheer satisfaction of knowing that total strangers are sharing a moment with you, the times you remember telling friends, who are most often uncaring of your story, about how you posted a long and unnecessarily detailed story about a fast food secret menu item, in which you briefly, yet with a clear disregard for brevity, chronicle your adventure with a burrito.
Remember ents, it's about the burrito moments. | I got high and had the munchies.
Toke on and prosper.
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Im playing No banlist, Triple cards of safe return Ice barrier wetlands.
Im sitting on the doorstep of dieing, 1400 life points, and 1 card of safe return, him with 5headed dragon, 2 EOTB , and a zenmaines. I proceed to topdeck a Graceful, into pot of greed, into Surface, SS Prior back, Tribute to SS Ice barrier...
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He left after that game, pretty sure he was sleepy.
Yeah, these cards are banned for a reason. But this shits fun as hell.
I've lucksacked him like these 2 times in 4 duels. But then again, He's dropping CED on me too! ( like he did at the start of this duel )
It's an equal playing field when you arnt FTKing each other, and its very fun. Take a break from the Seriousness of the Meta, and just try to have a little fun. Be playful about it. Dont always try hard. just have fun. Its game afterall.
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