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2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 25,February,2004 | hey everytime i go to the orthodontist i learn something. today at the orthodontist i realized that every single name that also shares a name with a mineral or rock sounds like a whores name....amber, ruby, jasmine, saphire...things like that...can we say hooker/porn star names? i also had fun watching people outside. there was this huge patch of ice and iwas just watching people fall down over it and slide down the hill. it was sooo funny. lets see...nothing much happend today...so blah |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 24,February,2004 | whats new....hmmm... 37:17 BABY!!!!!!!!!!! comp has cut down its time 10 min in 2 days which is incredibly awesome and makes me happy. im having more confidence in my char. and such. british accent still sucks but i plan on working on that soon. char then accent. lets see...got new seats in history yesterday....they suck and i hate them cept im next to joe mauer which makes me happy!!! thats about it |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 23,February,2004 | you know what i love? when ur in a bad mood about just about everything and ur friend knocks u down another notch because u cant talk right. ah yes one more day of bitching...im sorry im just really tired and really stressed and blah. there are very few people who i will not last out on right now so a word to the wise and be very careful. so ya...today sucked...the end |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 22,February,2004 | yo ugh. thats my feelings. everyone else is doing an awesome job in comp, the cast and crew, the costumes look awesome and the set is too. but then...theres me. the kid who knows he sucks but still continues to act and make the shows he's in suck. i have such an easy charecter but can i do it? no. why cant i do it. and of course its the last scene meaning it needs to be the best but im frikin ruining it. i cant be obnoxious and snooty and pompous. anyone would kill for such an easy role but can i do it? no of course not. moving on from my crappy charecter... my crappy accent. ask anyone, whats an easy accent to do...you would say british...but can i do it? hell no! i listen to the accent tape doug gave me but can i do it? of course not, because i was dealt the lucky hand of having a birth defect in my mouth and thanks to it i cant talk normally or do anything involving speech correctly. thanks alot genetics. seroiusly, the things i love to do most are singing and acting, and of course those require good diction an annunciation but can i do it? NO. cant move my soft pallet, cant say my 'r''s. cant do anything right involving speech...after 5 years of speech therapy u think i could but i cant. cuz im a failure at the just like everything else i try. i dont even know why i act anymore. im the worst one on the stage for comp, but everyone else is too nice to say it. im making everyone else worse. ugh... well im done bitching |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 20,February,2004 | hey today was yet anor good day. i went to the movies with emily and dana and we had a good time. during this wicked quiet part of the movie dana screams out OH SNAP!!!...which i thought was wicked funny. then after my father decided that we go to friendlys so we had a chance to talk more which was nice. even though half the time em and dana were walking down memory lane....but thats okay cuz it gave me time to zone out haha. ummmm...then we had to drop them off which made me sad...then i came and typed this. thats about it... |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 19,February,2004 | YAY...my friends adam and pete who are much wiser at comp knowledge than i have helped me add an image. this is my artistic photography...what do u think? |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 16,February,2004 | i didnt update yesterday... well i have once again another marvelous day. played xbox, played on my comp....talked with friends (>_> |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 16,February,2004 | okay 4 entries today...big doin's well i just came back from shaylas and we had an awesome time. she taught me some ping pong ;) and i still suck. then we ate dinner and watched a movie. it was a pretty good movie too. but nicholas cage is realyl sketchy. then i had to leave which made me sad. then i got home where i read one of my friends blogs (who isnt linked)...and what she had to say made me really really happy...so i had a very very good day. thanks to everyone |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 15,February,2004 | btw about the rainbow thing. im not gay, but i totally support gay marrige 100%. just so you know |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 15,February,2004 | ahem *clears throat* well, the recent news of AROD BECOMING A YANKEE, is a very good tihng to hear for all yankee fans. what makes it even better is that THE REDSOX COULD HAVE GOTTEN HIM but DIDNT. well, is there going to be an A-rod curse now? muahahaha...yay |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 15,February,2004 | i saw that thing on petes blog and decided to take it. purgatory sounds good to me i dont know about u guys. umm...ya thats about it...going to shayla's today so that should be good times...other wise nothin doin |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 15,February,2004 | hey hey well today wasnt a bad day. btw i beat KOTOR yesterday and i didnt update my blog cuz i was on the phone. so that was good...a lot of hard work...now i beat the game for...the dark side (dun dun dunnnnn). lets see what else. oh yes, im very...exstatic about the trade of the best baseball player to the best baseball team (a-rod to yankees for those of you who dont know). that makes me happy :-D. thats so cute. anyway...thats about it |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 14,February,2004 | sigh another day of love has passed without the last part. nothing special happend. i had a kernel of hope in the back of my mind that maybe just maybe something good would happen today and it would make me happy. but so far, its just another v-day alone. i ate dinner in my room tonight cuz my sis was downstairs with her bf. then i realized...its a saturday, its valentines day, and im eating alone, in my room, watching family guy. wow. not much hope there huh? haha. well...at least nothing bad happened |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 13,February,2004 | *pants* that was a busy week. lets see last time i updated was monday...hmmmmmm Tuesday: i dont think anything happend cept i snorted some salt at drama cuz i was bored Wednesday:i dont think anything happend here either Thursday: history project and tons of hw and no fun... Today: drama practice. im finally starting to understand my char. a little and i cant wait to wear my costume. ummmm...me and bobby were snorting smartys because were weird...ya...drama... |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 12,February,2004 | i havent updated in awhile... and i realyl dont have time to now...ill inform u of stuff later...just be sure to protest valentines day tommrw WEAR ALL BLACK |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 09,February,2004 | i licked reb today...i am perpetually happy dont ask. anyway today was boring...as the days go on...i learn douchebag is even more of a douche than i originally thought. he thinks hes intelligent and has a point to what he's saying...but he doesnt...douche. otherwise nothing hapend today...actaully i gored my hand with a peice of wood and i kept poking pats penis iwth a lightsaber...once more...dont ask. k thats it...bye |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 08,February,2004 | dance sucked...never going again... but God i love her. she is perfection |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 07,February,2004 | it has arrived saturday...february 7th. the day that ive been trying to get away from. its here. winter carnivale. its 1:14 and im currently dreading the point where i hafta re-shower (ima hygene freak), shave, and get ready. im going with mike and joe though so that should be good. and we got pete to go as well so thats good too. but im still not looking forward to it. oh well...i got my kick ass japanese shirt so that looks hella-kool even though its a little big :-/ my love for emoticons is sickening. anyway thats all...ill have an update tonight on how hell was and if its as bad as the bible makes it seem...itll prboably be worse. take it easy |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 05,February,2004 | hey all whats happening? well...ive recently seen as the days draw nearer and nearer to saturday...the more i feel that i am being perpetually drawn to my ill fated destiny...means i dont want to go. like everyones like oh winter carnivale blah blah blah and im like of winter carnivale SHOOT ME IN THE FACE...TWICE!!!! and i still havent gotten my shirt that i ordered so that isnt a good sign. i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate dances. i dont even know why im going. ugh. oh ya...the chinese in the 1800's were major crack heads...that what i learn in history. |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 04,February,2004 | yo yo okay i gotta once more remark about kkklaymans class. but this time it wasnt the petofile. it was douche bag. thats a kid in my class that we hate. we'd been taking about obsolete things for a half an hour and hes like 'computers are obsolete, what whys everyone laughing...i dont even know what that means'. me and pete are like holy crap. otherwise nothing happend... in drama...i was coloring a straight rainbow for pete...AND I GOT SHARPIE ON MY 50 DOLLAR EXPRESS JEANS...GRRRRR. im so pissed. i hope it comes out...bye e |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 03,February,2004 | hey all today nothing really interesting happend...at all really. nerbonne gave us this speach about how he was offended by the half time show and stuff cuz the music and the sexuality. which ican understand. but im just a free spirit and raise my hand and say, 'americans need to lighten up with the human body. in europe the human body is *gasp* thought as beautiful and not as shameful. so to be offended by that is stupid. second things are only offensive because we make them in our heads. ur parents didnt want u to swear cuz it was wrong...you didnt know why and neither do they...but it is' he then contemplated what i said and agreed with me...THE DAY IS MINE!!! im getting sick...which is just wonderful. because i lllllllllllloooooooooooovvvvvvvvvvvveeeeee being sick. so much. (sarcasm). sometimes when i get a sore throat,i start to literally freak out and start breathing really fast and sweating and all that stuff and just freaking out. that happend today. i hate that. its no fun. then alyson gave me some tylenol and all was good. yay. tis all for today i think....i have a feeling ill be back tonight for some reason...i dont know why...i just do...take it easy (see...im using it) |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 02,February,2004 | hey well as u can tell from my last entry, i wasnt in a good mood yesterday. today was better...although i had a terrible sleep...i think i got maybe...4 hours tops. but its okay...i drink so muchsoda im good haha. i decided today i want to start saying take it easy as a departare method. cuz its so relaxed and stuff u know. 'cya frenchy' 'take it easy joe'. its jsut so kool nothing else happend today really...ya...my life is in extremes...either alot is happening or nothing is...eh its not bad. TAKE IT EASY |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 01,February,2004 | one last journal entry for tonight... dont ever beleive in love. its not real. never was, never will be. |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 01,February,2004 | I JUST WON 50 BUCKS. YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS SCORE I LOVE THE PATRIOTS...YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS in less positive news i was officially rejected for winter carnival...BUT I STILL WON 50 BUCKS |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 01,February,2004 | okay i redid some of the colors and such so the time stamps were easier to see for you who complained...whiners ;). and ya...i made the font bigger too. w00t. |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 31,March,2004 | okay i just realized why i was so unhappy in 7th and 8th grade. most of the people i hung out with...made me feel like crap. i just talked to one of them for an extended period of time...and all they can do is insult me and challenge me and make me feel wicked bad...and the worst part is...they were the ones i considered nice |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 30,March,2004 | hey well today went by slowly....im really not doing well in math and ima need a miricle to scrape a B this term i tihnk...which is terrible. but no one is doing well so its the friken teacher. grrrr anway...nothing really happened today. cept i had lunch with someone (look at me being vauge) and it was a good lunch even though nothing really happen...it made me happy. then math decided to crush my happiness...damn...but im happy again...yay. besides all that i really dont have anything to say today...so...be go forth an be fruitful? no wrong way to signoff... |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 30,March,2004 | hey im in such a great mood lately. and yes there are reasons which i have yet to have the desire to disclose but i will later. lets just say things are going really really well and im happy... except hello dolly. i hate it...i feel so pointless there....like seriously if i died no one would be like oh we cant do the show now. but w/e...im not doing the musical next year...i want to stage manage cuz i think thatll be fun. or at least something new and interesting. so ya...thatll be fun... well thats about it...so ill bbl |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 28,March,2004 | hey all oh comp...well the run has ended and what a great run it was. i had soooooooooooo sooooooooooo sooooooooooo much fun at finals. lets go by chronologically shall we? Thursday: we didnt go right away meaning we had to go to school...so that was no fun. but then me and mike sat together on the bus and was bugging reb and joe and that was fun. then i proceeded to call reb a man for the rest of the weekend...cuz she is >_> Friday: well got up at 5:30....w00t. we went around shopping and Joe got a shirt at Express Men...YAY JOE...it was kinda big but its still a start! then we watched some more shows...and then TOM JONES performed...it was (in my opinion) the best show we've ever done. i was very happyand proud after the show and everyone was pretty much wired. then we watched some more shows and went home....me and amanda decided to sit together with joe and reb across from us talking about us...emily was supposed to spy but she failed...cuz she went to sleep Saturday: Last day of comp :( it was very sad. i loved that show so much cuz i worked so hard on it. but all things must come to and end. the group (as you all have figured out by now is me amanda reb joe and emily) went to flamers with amy...and i got a temp. tatoo of sir flamealot cuz i thought it was wicked funny. then the awards ceremony...we only won 2 awards (congrats drew and kazim) and didnt go on (even though in my opinion....we should have) but thats okay. so ya...good times |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 24,March,2004 | no bartman...must. listen. to. flaming lips. yes i listen to 'Anonomyous' ( i cant spell...i used to be able to...:( ) anyway i got some of it and its freakin awesome...FREAKIN AWESOME...ya...well i have a concert tonight that i dont wanna go to...cuz i kinda dont know the words to one song...uh oh :0. hehe...okay tyhats all |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 23,March,2004 | hey well i didnt have practice today which made me happy cuz i got my hw done at 4:30...which means i can just chill the rest of the night which is good. im watching Russia:Land of the Tzar's...but it can be spelled dif. too...so dont be all u spelled it wrong CUZ I DIDNT!!!! anyway it makes me want to be russian cuz it seems like a kool thing to be...alot of deception and intrigue and kool history....and u gotta give mad props to Peter the Great...i mean...he changed an entire empire withing 30 years...thats skill. damn you sokolovsky...u and ur being born in russia....curse you for a villian!...ive used that phrase twice today...anyway i think im done now...so ill go |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 22,March,2004 | im not really in an entry mood...but i am in a somewhat romantic mood. so ima leave this song here that those of u who want to read can and think of someone u care for alot. i know this song makes me think of her :) Do you realize That you have the most beautiful face? Do you realize We're floating in space? Do you realize That happiness makes you cry? Do you realize That everyone you know someday will die? And instead of saying all of your good-byes Let them know you realize that life goes fast It's hard to make the good things last You realize the sun doesn't go down It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round Do you realize That you have the most beautiful face? Do you realize? :) |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 20,March,2004 | hey all well today was a grand day. i woke up early and me and emily went to the mall cuz there was a sale at express...i got a shirt and pants for less than what pants are normally there. so thats good. then i got a shirt at the gap. but ya me and em had a good time (as always) then went over to her house and watched dogma...good movie that dogma ;)...but yes good day so rejoice. |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 19,March,2004 | hey all well i was just listening to le mis and ill tell you all (for those of you who are familiar with it) that right now, the song im feeling like my life is is 'I dreamed a dream'. ya so as u can tell im pretty blah. for those of you who dont know le mis...learn it! lets see...im excited about tommrw cuz i think im going to go to express which makes me so ya thatll be fun tommrw if it happens which it probably will comp rehersal today was fun as well. i was in a good mood...all my friends are getting paired off which is good cuz there all being happy and that makes me happy...and alone ;). but ya...thatsa all i hafta say about that. |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 18,March,2004 | better bartman? i mean...u hafta put peace before everything so thats why peace is in the lead haha. so ya ima go to sleep now |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 17,March,2004 | one thing before i go to school...give me ur opinions if the appocolypse was occuring...would they cancell school? i seriously doubt they would...what about u |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 15,March,2004 | okay wtf you! yes you! why havent like...any of you been updating your blogs. seriously the only reason i get up in the morning is to read ur blogs...okay that was a lie...thatd be a pretty sad life. but comeon pete, mike, even you melissa are slacking off. lets get with it guys come on. you i know love you all but i want to read ur blogs...so get with it. lets see...well we got out of rehersal early today so i though, wow, what a great oppurtunity to go get my hair styled and such...so i did. then the womans all want me to wax ur eye brows too? and i was all i have a unibrow and shes like no but ur bangs are out of ur face now and blah so im like ya okay...it doesnt hurt much...i like the warmness of it...which brings me to my next point...WHY DIDNT ANY OF YOU TELL ME I HAD A UNI-BROW...now ima be wicked paranoid about it. you guys suck lately ;) j/k i love you all haha. anyway ya..t.hats it |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 14,March,2004 | hey all no update in awhile...hmm what happend.. oh ya last night at semi's this awesome show won...the school started with a W and was like wachusett or something...they were really good and i love them all haha. GO US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but ya we owned bromfeild who won finals last year so that was good and made me happy. go us |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 09,March,2004 | hey so im watching cricket right now and it took me awhile to figure out how they scored and such but i got it. now i just need to figure out how they get out and switch batting teams...and i think a dude just got a home run...even though they dont have bases...but u get 4 points i think. i think if u hit the sticks behind the batter its an out...but i dunno... anyway i got nothin to say |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 08,March,2004 | hey ya so day was going well until practice today then all of a sudden i felt like bad. grrr...and my teeth hurt alot |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 06,March,2004 | *blog under construction* well day started out sucking...its getting better though. but theres still that thing looming in the back of my mind... |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 05,March,2004 | hey all today was un dia muy bueno. nothing that good happend cept when Kazim let me borrow the Qur'an. this makes me happy because im starting to find out im a religous fanatic...only not the crazy kind. the kind where im interested in every religion and wanna learn all about them. already Islam is awesome. its so much more accepting than Judiasm (sorry mike and adam) and Christianity (sorry everyone else...cept pete). i enjoy reading it and learning about other religions. im ordering the hindu.confucian, islam (im buying my own) and daoism sacred texts. oh yes hehe |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 04,March,2004 | hey, y'all like my new look...its my beleif every religion has something to teach everyone, and we can all learn from them. so thats why i did this...and the peace sign cuz i |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 03,March,2004 | sigh alright...i guesse its time to admit it. im making it official on my blog...im a hippie. its sad to say and its hard to say but im a hippie. im all about peace and love and equality...and im a hippie |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 02,March,2004 | hey all...what a peciliar little man... well...peculiar day.... so heres what happens. history,4th period...i start rattling off my daoist beleifs and such and were talking about ww1. im talking about how u hafta destroy to create and that stuff and mr.welsch gets this MASSIVE SMILE on his face and hes like your falling right into it...and im like what? hes like ull find out later. then we talk about rules of war or w/e and someone was liek just kill the leader and hes like u cant its against the laws of some comitee(he knew it of course but i cant remember it). then i start talking about how thats stupid and you should do w/e u hafta do to win as long as its humane...well he gets an even bigger smile, stands for like 15 seconds in silence, puts his hands over his mouth and starts laughing and saying im doing exactly what he wanted...so im like wtf can u clue me in and hes all no but ull figure it out later...so anyone who knows WW1 think u can help me out here? NEXT!!! so im coming home..and then i realize i dont have a key...so i sit outside for a while cuz im like damn...i go look around the house at the hopeless guesse one door may be unlocked...they werent. so im like damnit ima hafta wait till mom gets home. then i realize my mom will be at the highschool waiting for me if i dont call her somehow and tell her. so then im like crap...i start to totalyl freak out and like start pulling my bag apart looking for a key...i FINALLY found one hidden in my pad of paper.. so yes very strange... |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 01,March,2004 | hey all well...my friend has officially decided to self-explore. they shall remain nameless btw. this gives me great hope and joy because if one person can find a way to better themselves, theyll helpto better the world and that means there is still hope for the good in the world! so you know who u are but i respect you very much for this. and as one who as done it himself, ill help ya anyway i can :D. anyway...first hello dolly readthrough...to which i did no reading... |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 30,April,2004 | today made me happy school was the same...but no dolly and we had brothers. so yay...but i was really waiting till 6. my gf came over at 6 and we had our first date at my house. im not gonna tell u what it is cuz rachael will be mean and call me a 'sensitive' guy. if u want to know just ask and ill tell or u can ask her. but it was very good. and im happy now and hopefully so is she...hehe |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 27,April,2004 | hey all so today was long...really long. i woke up and had no desire to get up at all. spanish 1st and klayman long...thats a reason to not want to get up right there. but tech was actaully fun today...i melted metal and it was good times. w00t. ummm and practice was long so...blah i know ive been telling you all this alot today but only cuz i think its 100% true. i have the best girlfriend ever. like...just seeing her makes me so happy and she has the most beautiful...everything. she doesnt even hafta do anything special to make her the best gf...she just is. and i couldnt be happier or luckier. what else is great is that shes not only the best girlfriend in the world, but shes also the best best friend. *sigh* im so lucky....and happy... :) :DDDDDDDD |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 24,April,2004 | hey it has finally happened. hell has frozen over, pigs can fly, and theres a chance the red sox could win the world series, becase the impossible has happenend. and because i feel like being a vauge bastard im not telling you what :P muahahahaha. ull probably know on monday though if u dont know sooner. anyway.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 23,April,2004 | *update* pics werent working so i took them off |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 22,April,2004 | hey lemme discuss something with you, the reader. now i hope you enjoy reading my blog. thats my #1 goal of this, to entertain you and as many people as i can and i hope i suceed in that. at the same time, i enjoy reading your comments and im sorry to say, there have been few of them lately. now maybe its cuz im such a loser, maybe its cuz im alone, but i look forward to your comments day in and day out. so i ask that you dont disapoint me and write them. thank you. lets see...today was uneventful...i wrotemy critque for english and ya...thats it...go me |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 22,April,2004 | yet another good day i slept in today cuz i was so tired from yesterday hehe. then my sister decided to go golfing and i decided to tag along. i know isuck at golfing but i had some pretty shots today. there were a couple beautys man...i finally figured out what i was doing wrong at about whole 7 and kicked majour ass on that hole haha. but then of course, something else went wrong and i need to figure that out haha but now my shots are actaully moving...but i need to work on how to aim...its difficualt for me cuz im a little duck footed (nerd) and that makes it tough...but i shall overcome adversity haha. so ya that made me happy and i got to spend time with my sister which made me happy too cuz we havent much lately and shes going to college and as much as i say i wont miss her i will. so im glad we got to spend time together :DD then i got home and was dead tired so i layed down for a little bit...but i had soda so i was fine in a few hours haha. i watched family guy and thats always good hehe. then i talked on the phone with a certain someone (:P) for an hour or so...then i went out for a walk and listend to JCSS and i realized how beautiful like...outside was. like...it was amazing...i got this stunning realization and i was in awe. things are going so well for me right now and im so thankful for it. i just hope a bus doesnt hit me or something hehe. im just going to enjoy things now and help people who cant try to enjoy them...its nice being happy :DDDD |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 21,April,2004 | so today was amazingly awesome i woke up at 8:00 all refreshed and ready to start theday. at 12:30 emily came over to my house and we hung out and had fun. i prolly woulda laughed more if i could have but cuz of the surgery i well...cant haha. but yes we had a very good time and just talked for like 4 hours. thats how u know if a person is a real friend...if u can just talk and talk and talk and not get bored. hehe im very giddy right now haha. then me and emily met up with dana at friendlys where we stuffed out faces with everything haha. even though i cant open my mouth wide enough to have a cheesburger, i did it and it was good haha. so we talked of random things at friendlys and when we were done decided to go for a walk around holden...but really went to a playgropund and went on the swings...how i love the swings...there just a happy place to be. then we all decided we had to pee so we went to subway and used them for their bathroom...muahaha. then we went back to the swings haha. danas mom then came to pick us up and i went home and am currently typing this. im so happy...such a good day.... only one thing bothers me....people who think im nothing but a joke. you know who you are if your reading this. it just pisses me off...i never did anything to them and they hafta think there better than me. but w/e im happy right now and im not going to let them ruin my day......cuz it was a good one hehe. |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 20,April,2004 | dudes...i get out of gym for 6 weeks...6 WEEKS!!!! SCORE |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 17,April,2004 | hey wel i have not updated for awhile because it is vacation and nothing happens during vacation. BUT yesterday was a good day cuz i got to see someone i havent seen in awhile and it made me very very happy :DDDDDDDD thats about all for yesterday though...btw A-rod sucks...im mad at him....were in a fight today i get my stitches taken out...YAY!!!! |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 17,April,2004 | okay now that most of the medicines and drugs them given me have officially worn off and im allowed to like...move by myself....ive decided to come and update you all on why exactly plastic surgery sucks ass.... 1) you can have no expression on your face for like...at least 4 days. i cant laugh right now, not cuz i dont want to, but because i physically cant. meaning no smiling or anything and if u hear something really funny (damn you conan o'brian) your put in pain. 2) bathing is always a hastle. because the bandages need to stay on and the doctors dont tell you if you can shower or not, you cant wash your hair for awhile. and if your a hygene freak like me, thats a problem. 3) the drugs they give you. anisthetics suck ass. for the next two days your perpetually confused or dizzy or tired or have a head ache or all of them combined which it usually it. 4) sleeping. no not actaully sleeping, but falling asleep and staying asleep. i move alot when i sleep and of course my face has to as well. meaning i keep getting woken up because something hits my nose. bastards... 5)eating. you cant eat anything you want. and of course when u watch tv theres a nice juicy cheeseburger right there all the time so your reminded about how much u want it and how hungry you are but cant have it...more jello... 6) the need to bitch after that your all reading right now...'nuff said there are more but i wont go on. all im saying is that any person who decides to do this by there free will is stupid. for me, it was cuz of birth defect, but people actaully wake up in the morning and say 'i want to look better so ill get a surgery so i can suffer and hope it looks better when i come out' those vain bastards deserve what they get. unless your really really really really ugly, and im talkin like...roseanne barr meets micheal jackson ugly...dont do it...someone will love you for your inside and you wont hafta not eat to change that. |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 16,April,2004 | hey well how was school for all y'all? as you know or dont or most likely forgot, i had surgery on thursday and there def. no fun. like any of you actaully care im fine and hope to be all back to normal by monday or tuesday when i get my stiches out. i just felt like updating. whats happened today and yesterday.... slept ate (pudding and jello pretty much...and it doesnt fill you up too much) thats about it...alot of tv watching time too...it doesnt sound bad but when u have like 5 stitches through your lip and your nose hurts without anything even touching it and you cant move one fourth of your mouth...not too great haha. well i hope to be up later so ill update then. |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 13,April,2004 | hey whats up all. not much here. i love how my director gave me a hard time cuz i wont be there thursday cuz im having surgery...what a slacker am i. its not like ive been there every rehersal on time or anything *rolls eyes* oh well. oh man...oh man...this jazz artist named lisa thorson came to this thing after school and it was soooo awesome. i had to much fun. i wish i would have vlounteered to sing but thats okay. ill live. thats pretty much it for today. poll question...would u like my blog entries to be A:Shorter B:Longer C: The same thanks |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 11,April,2004 | FLASH BACK! (once again) Approximately 2004 years ago (cuz i dont feel like doing the math) Jesus was back and doing his freaking people out thing. the apostles were still locked up in their little room and were like crap crap crap...pilate was still like did i seriously just let a murderer go?, mary magdeline was getting a little...pent up ;), and Jesus was telling people to stick their fingers in the holes in his hands and side. kindaweird but i dont think id mind being there right now well ive had a lot on my mind lately so if i seem out of it thats why. and its soo early in the day that nothing has yet happened...so blah i tell you...btw happy reserection day!...and if your jewish...happy...ummm...happy is that the guy we just killed day ;). |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 10,April,2004 | FLASH BACK! 2004 years ago...Approximately...what was going on. Jesus was probably taken down from the cross right now, the two marys were probably crying and the apostles were like crap Jesus is gonna be pissed at us and they locked themself up in a room. the jews and romans were like go us, judas was dead and herod was still a flaming homosexual. pilate was like did i just let a murderer go and kill the messiah?...as we can see things now are probably better than now. so if you look at yourself on this saturday and be happy that your not living in jerusalem 2004 years ago approximately...even though its less cuz Jesus was 33 but i dont feel like doing the math. anyway..... today was good...ive listen to Jesus Christ Superstar all day as u can probably tell from the comments i just made. so ya...un-eventful day |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 08,April,2004 | hey well today was rather splendid. actually it was a very good day. were doing WW2 in history and apparently...it was started in Asia...cuz japan was all...invading china. then in math i got a 102 on a quiz!!!! and i realyl needed that haha even though its just a quiz. then small bought an add for hello dolly so that means ive sold one! then...long block gym was uneventful...cept douche bag once again did not realize it was gym class and takes everything waaaay to seriosly. i love how my gym sub is the perfect example of jock too...immature,rude,and stupid. im like wow... lunch was muy bien tambien. i had one of the two lunches i have with amanda so that automatically makes it a good lunch. i think bartman and pete freaked her out a little but thats okay ;) but yes so good day...the end of blog entry |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 07,April,2004 | you guys are gonna find this annoying...get over it ;) If I were a month I would be: decemberl If I were a day of the week I would be: saturday If I were a time of day I would be: 12:00 a.m. If I were a planet I would be: pluto...cold and alone ;) j/k venus If I were a sea animal I would be: some sort of shark...or giant squid If I were a direction I would be: south If I were a piece of furniture I would be: reclining chair If I were a historical figure I would be: napoleaon...or stalin...cuz he was a communist If I were a liquid I would be: liquid magma If I were a tree, I would be: mahogony If I were a bird, I would be: a parakeet If I were a tool, I would be: a hammer If I were a flower/plant, I would be: bamboo If I were a kind of weather, I would be: swell If I were a musical instrument, I would be: piano If I were an animal, I would be: a tiger If I were a color, I would be: orange...duh If I were an emotion, I would be: serenity If I were a vegetable, I would be: brocoli?stupid question If I were a sound, I would be: waves crashing If I were an element, I would be: Platinum If I were a car, I would be: a bmw If I were a song, I would be: imagine by john lennon If I were a movie, I would be directed by: tom hanks If I were a book, I would be written by: ...ummm...no idea If I were a food, I would be: a food where? in india...id be dog ;) If I were a place, I would be: the ocean..or insane asylum If I were a material, I would be: silk or satin If I were a taste, I would be: good...sweet If I were a scent, I would be: incense If I were a religion, I would be: buddhism...or daoism...christianity too If I were a word, I would be: question If I were a body part, I would be: mind If I were a facial expression, I would be: day dreaming If I were a subject in school, I would be: physics If I were a cartoon character, I would be: linus If I were a number, I would be: 4 |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 06,April,2004 | ya, i havent updated in awhile...get over it as you can tell, im mad. not at any of you, but at the people in charge of Hello Dolly. ya see, were supposed to sell ads to raise money which is all well and good, but it seems rehersals get out at 5 when stores close...problem anyone? u may say theres friday but alas, some people still do things after school then and still cant. and we'll still get in trouble if we dont sell any because of their poor planning. and theyll say 'we gave you days off'...days off a day in advance, no time to arrange rides. 'we gave you weekends' managers arnt in on weekends...duh! and some of us have lives. not to mention a little something i like to call school. but reemmeber...make money before bettering our chances of a bright future. i really hope some one whos in charge reads this cuz its completely valid. seriously...and if we say something to them im sure theyll tell us to stop complaining and get over it, because were never right *rolls eyes*...theres so much more complaining i could be doing about this show but i wont cuz i want to be in future shows...enough of me bitching... the other part of today was fine. i saw amanda more than usual today which made me happy cuz i barely get to see her...what with her being a junior and all. we watchen othello in class today and adam the director was like no your stupid u did it all wrong. these people ;)...anyway thats enough for today...ttyl |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 03,April,2004 | hey i havent updated since wednesday and thats cuz i was busy so ill catch up on things Thursday: Went to boston to see Movin Out. it was pretty freakin awesome. had two starbucks coffees...and used the heat thing twice...cuz im a rebel...oh yes. but ya it was fun... Friday: I woke up and my voice was poor. as the day progressed, it became steadily worse to the point where it is now that the only sound i can make is like a high pitched sound. damnit all. and its soooooo well timed...NOT. anyway i went to joes with mike and we chilled there and had a good time. then we went to see Jesus Christ Superstar in worcester...Jesus was blonde and fat...u figure out the rest from there. however Judas...my voice teacher :D...was exeptional...mad props. but ya today i have practice and i dont know why im going cuz i cant do any singing or anything but w/e. ill be back later tonight |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 30,May,2004 | upon rachaels request i am updating last night was boring...spent it all reading and im almost done my book. woke up today, stained the deck and porch and then i went driving for my first time...and i must say i have driving skilzz....yo. so that made me happy...i was scared at first but i did well. go me *pats back* |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 27,May,2004 | okay so i was doing my daily blog check and i came upon this one that shall go un -named. and i noticed that this person was playing right into the hand of another person. and i hafta say, i love that. i really do. especially when the one person is so blind to the fact. sure its evil, but its funny. i also think its funny when people miss the fact that they just got hit on. thats funny too. ...its also funny when joe is sitting all alone at the concert, and he looks like hes about to start laughing his ars off. thats funny |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 26,May,2004 | sometimes.... sometimes i hate the spanish language sometimes i had the spanish speaking countries in the western hemisphere sometimes i dont know my chorus music sometimes i space out during math sometimes i do my hw and then read my ghengis kahn book sometimes i throw paper sometimes thats my day sometimes its my sisters last day of school sometimes we make our mom cry :P sometimes i still love emily. |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 24,May,2004 | HAPPY ANNIVERSARY EMILY!!! hehe one month. best month of my life. hehe. so new look for my blog. ive communised it. i agree with communism on every aspect but one and thats getting rid of differences. i dont think they should do that...just not care about the dif. yup thats my theory so english long (lunch with emily yay!) and i felt like a loser. these concepts in siddartha that like everyone was like thats so weird blah blah im like ya...i think about those things everyday and i kinda felt embarassed. cuz im weird like that. oh well. i mean, dont you guys think about how our goals clutter our real goal and how we can really find happiness? anyone...anyone? k. well...good voice lesson today...yay! |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 23,May,2004 | k i redid this but i get a white backround on mine...what do u guys get? |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 22,May,2004 | so today woke up at....11:15. got up and worked for the next 5 hours. at 5:30 emily came over cuz i figured it was too late to go to travis or shayla's b-day party. me and emily had fun. we decided we look good in caucasian. but we also decided there are things about ourselves we dont yet know haha. so ya...day went by fast. now i must come to the sad but nessacary matter at hand. people who post 'annonomously' (i know i spelled it wrong). its really not funny. im taking mikes standpoint in this. dont use some stupid name or a fake name or anything. use your real name. of course there are exeptions, like if what ur saying could get alot of people angry at you then its understandable. but not a random comment. it not kool. its just annoying. so if one more is left in my blog i will take comments off of it. i ask all of you other bloggers out there to do the same if the next entry u post is reponded to by anonomys (once again spelled wrong) or anything like that. now mine, czar adam is okay because it has my name...im just russian royalty. so i ask my fellow bloggers to do the same as me, if a real name is not given, than take comments off. |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 21,May,2004 | there i gave in. halo scan. leave me alone |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 20,May,2004 | I LOVE YOU JOE!!!! sorry a bunch of links got lost in the process and blah. i wish i was kool like emily and could talk about track in my blog...but im not *sigh* *rolls eyes* so ya nothing happened today. my sisters voice recital i went to and she did awesome *applause*. ummmmmmmm busy weekend again but meh...sat. is all physical labour so thats good cuz i need to start like...working out again. anyway thats all...bye e |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 19,May,2004 | im too tired to finish thistonight so its like tihs for now...get over it |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 16,May,2004 | under construction cuz im in comp with emily |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 16,May,2004 | adding from adams blog... im not saying WWII wasnt important. it was. but comparitivly to WWI it wasnt nearly as important. why is the middle east pissed at us? WWI we promised then stuff we didnt give them. and i have a grandfather who fought for this country and im not saying that it was stupid. it wasnt. it was just a reprocussion that had its own reprocussions. i understand where bartmans comin from, and i understand where mikes comin from. and your both right. im not a side taker, id rather give the facts so u can make up your own mind so i dont have to. i mean jerusalm vs. palestine is a result of WWII and thats very very important. so i dunno...lets call it a draw guys? day was fine. emilys cute. the end. |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 16,May,2004 | hey oh man last night was so fun. lets go through it chronologically. first we met at erins...nothing really happened. then we went to a hospital to take pics where me and erin thought how terrible it was. we were all happy and stuff...and there was someone in the hospital possibly being diagnosed with cancer...strange. then we went to the dance. it was pretty fun. first we kinda did our rounds u know? and i started the slutty sophmore count. that of course was the count of how many slutty sophmores were with juniors. just cuz ur a sophmmore doesnt mean ur a slutty one, so kim, your safe. by the end of the night i had 6. haha oh our class. so we ate dinner in which the cake sucked...and then they turned the lights off and started playing music. they played get low. and i was SHOCKED AND APPALLED that the dancers did not listen to the musicians instructions;no one got low, stoped and wiggled with it, or touched their toes. i was disgusted. i loved the occasional RU BEING A GOOD BOY?!?!? from jessamyn *rolls eyes* then amanda and i got bored/hyper so we went to sit down and i renacted the last supper with salt and a tootsie roll. i got salt in rudmans eyes. my bad. then we went to dance and when we were 'jumping around' rudmans glasses broke. oops. then the dance finished and we all went to shaylas where me and rudman were ON CRACK! we were playing a card game that only i would screw up so i said i quit and me and rudman commentated the rest of the night. erin dropped the meat and we felt it was a waste of meat. then hagar slapped me with ham. we then went to play darts/pingpong. everyone but john sucked at darts. then we went home and almost hit a cat...got home at 2:30...thats all... |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 14,May,2004 | i realized this today as much as i think about things. and as much as things confuse me, nothing makes me wonder more than the beauty of emily. i dont understand how someone like me can get someone as great as her. i can figure out religous/philisophical stuff...i can figure out pretty much everything. but emily is one thing that i can not figure out, shes the question that will never be asnwerd and thats completely okay with me as long as shes with me :) |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 11,May,2004 | hey well...I MADE SINGERS!!!! yay. that makes me happy even though i had a really bad audition but still im happy :) i realize things are going way too good for me right now and that i will soon die because whenever something good happens...something bad of equal magnitude happens. so i will be dieing shortly haha. anyway not much else happened today...i got an 88 on a bio test which means i can prolly pull off a b or b- this term in that freakin class. yup...thats my day...yay singers |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 11,May,2004 | today was exeedingly boring nothing realyl happend but a drama club meeting (first in like 3 months) so ya. then i watched JCSS cuz its kool and i watched it. also just a quick thing. when u comment and say u ont have a blog user name...just do anonomys and sign it with ur name so i know who wrote it...thanks! |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 10,May,2004 | k well im still prolly gonna edit some but this is okay for now... |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 08,May,2004 | major reconstruction ya blogger went good all of a sudden and i decided to update. dont worry, all of your links will be up as soon as i can figure out how |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 08,May,2004 | stolen from rachael who stole from melissa...so much theivery...btw i NUMBER OF... :x: piercings = one :x: tattoos = none :x: height = 5'6 1/2 '...i need that extra half :x: shoe size = 9-10...it changes :x: hair color = brown :x: siblings = 1 LAST... :x: movie you rented = ...dont remember :x: movie you bought = master in command...didnt watch it :x: song you listened to = hello dolly haha :x: song that was stuck in your head = king herod's song :x: cd you bought = let it be:naked :x: cd you listened to = Jesus Christ Superstar :x: person you've called = emily :x: person that's called you =emily :x: tv show you've watched = chappeles show :x: person you were thinking of = emily :x: friend you made =...dunno DO... :x: you have a crush on someone = very much so :x: you wish you could live somewhere else = hell yes india :x: think about suicide = no :x: others find you attractive = only emily :x: you want more piercings =yes :x: you drink= nope :x: you do drugs = no :x: you smoke = nope :x: you like cleaning = cleaning is the lesbian sister of doing the trash :x: you like roller coasters = love them like the baby Jesus :x: you write in cursive or print = a mix cuz i dont lift my pen FAVORITE... :x: food = CRACK!...ummm...dunno :x: song = imagine...i mean come on...imagine if there WERE no countries :x: thing to do = nothing :x: thing to talk about = religion :x: sports = basebball :x: drinks = soda...PUT IT IN MY VEINS!!! :x: clothes = the ones that cover me :x: singer = THE BEATLES :x: holiday = the one that isnt comercialized...oh wait :x: memory = when i first kissed emily HAVE YOU... :x: ever cried over a girl = yes :x: ever cried over a boy = no :x: ever lied to someone = no >_> :x: ever been in a fist fight =no...why?!?! DOES IT MATTER?!?!! WANNA FIGHT?!?!?!?! :x: ever been arrested = no WHAT... :x: shampoo do you use = Pert Plus :x: shoes do you wear = converse chucks all theway :x: are you scared of = spiders, bees...any inscect that sneaks up on me... and losing a certain someone special :x: # of times I have been in love? = once and its the best love ever :x: # of times I have had my heart broken? =i need 5000000 rolls of duct tape to fix it :x: # of hearts I have broken? = lets see...ZERO! :x: # of girls I have kissed? = one and i couldnt be more proud of it :x: # of girls I've slept with? = none :x: # of boys I've slept with? = literal or had sex with? :x: # of people I could trust with my life? = emily :x: # of people I consider my enemies? = i forgive :x: # of times my name has appeared in the newspaper= i suck so prolly never :x: # of scars on my body? = strange question...alot i fall down alot and stuff :x: # of things in my past that I regret=stop playing baseball FAVORITE... :x: disney movie = lion king or alladin :x: word = groovy :x: nickname = frenchy :x: guy name = dunno :x: girl name = emily (and it was before i went out with one :P) :x: eye color = BLUE! :x: flower = venus fly traps or bamboo :x: piercing = the one in my eay? :x: actor = tom hanks or adam sandlar x: actress = dunno DO YOU THINK YOU ARE... :x: pretty =hell no :x: funny = a little :x: hot = no :x: friendly = yes :x: amusing = i guesse :x: ugly = hell yes :x: loveable = ask em...i dont think so :x: caring = not enough :x: sweet = eh :x: dorky = hell yes |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 06,May,2004 | hey well today was another one of those days that makes me question my way of life. notihng bad happened. in fact my life is going exeedingly well. but, i dont think im living the way i want to live. its nothing i dont think i can change though. i want to live in a place where there isnt any ignorance. when if something bad happens we can see both sides of it and come to a resolution instead of assuming their bad were good. maybe im setting too high of a goal for myself but i want to live my life like siddhartha lived his. he was peaceful and knowledgable and just...warm. he was truly happy. not so say im not happy but theres more out there. i want to be one with my enviroment. and whats worse is that i have no one to talk to about this stuff. i mean, i know you guys will listen and stuff...but i just think that our ideas of happiness are different. im happy. i love my life. i love my family and i love emily and i love all the things im blessed with physically and materially. but is that real happiness? i wish there was a buddhist monk who i could talk to around here but theres just not. i dont live in that world and i think im going to have to find my own real happiness. because i have no desire to give up everything i have, i wouldnt be happy without it. i dunno...im different than alot of americans, i know that. maybe one day ill get to go to somewhere in asia where more people will understand. oh well...maybe hopefully ill find the answer. one of the problems is though is that i dont even know if i know the question...:-/ |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 05,May,2004 | oh man today was busy. i had a show and my director made me feel like crap before it cuz...well hes being a dick lately. bt ya the show was fine. then the ap exam where the multiple chocie raped me but i owned the essays. so yay then me and em went to friendlys so we had more time with eachother...hehe. |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 03,May,2004 | hey i know its getting annoying but... anyway....for the past two days rehersal has run over an hour and i must vent. doesnt anyone of the 'leaders' of the play give a crap about the parents waiting outside? seriouisly they dont fricken care, they all love the sound of their own voices and im like DIE DIE....i was going to flip them off and walk out but meh. anyway...ya day was boring |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 01,May,2004 | hey so today was good. im sorry if u guys like reading my journals when im in a bad mood or something but thats just not going to happen for awhile. so sorry haha....anyway today i went to practice. boring. hello dolly=not fun. do not like musicals went to emily's. fun. emily=me happy. do like emily. haha anyway we went there to study for histroy which we actaully did so blah. im not as afraid for the exam as i was...even though cuz doug is crazy we might not be able to take it. but anyway.... |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 30,June,2004 | know what its easier this way see the entry where i was bitching about overprotective parents and put it here. |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 29,June,2004 | and or lack of fan on comp isnt working. will not be updating that much. thought u all should know...like you care ;) |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 27,June,2004 | not that way! so yes from the title of this blog i can assume u know what i will be writing about. so if its just gonna make u say something and make fun of me...then *stop reading*. i have, the most amazing girlfriend ever. and i know that every guy probably thinks that about his gf, but i know this is true. shes so beautiful and perfect in every way. just being with her for 5 min makes my day the best ever. her smile and eyes are breath-taking. and thats just the beggining. shes has the best, most beautiful soul a person could ever have. shes so caring and loving. i love her so much this is my journal and i can say what i want and i needed to get that out. thanks for listening |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 25,June,2004 | so today is friday...yay. i spend friday night with emily and dana. they are my friends. we have fun...okay normal time haha. so we went to friendlys and had a meal...but our waiter was a little confused and gave emily a chicken burger thing...and put gummy bears on the side of danas ice cream...oh well. haha cream.... then we left and in the rain walked to the playground nearby...i think its at rice school. anyway the girls were afraid of rain and thunder so they hid under this thing and i kept swinging. we then decided we were bored and went to subway. on the way emily stepped on a dead chipmunk. she flipped out and it was funny. then we were stalked by a cop who kept driving by and slowing down liek we were doing something wrong by walking...i wanted to flip him off...really really bad, but i resisted...good night |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 23,June,2004 | pulla pulla pulla so today was my first day of tap. and...im terrible. i know what to do. but my brain doesnt seem to be able to get the message to the right feet. but i think i can work on that. i plan on practicing alot. ive always wanted to do tap and im excited for it and i wanna be good. HAPPY 2 MONTH ANNIVERSARY EM! |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 22,June,2004 | .......haha yeah right ;)....this is emily, hacking in and updating for adam, because he hasnt and i think its left a void, dont you? so hm. what would adam post... 'blahblah...witty comment...my birthday in june 5th give me lots of free hugs...blahblah...sarcasm...emily is wicked hot *fwipfwip*...blahblah...something thought provoking and intelligent...blah.' wow. great post adam. *applause* feel free to comment away on your favorite part, i know thats a tough choice...personally i enjoyed the mention of someone really hot, i dunno about you guys...haha ((this post will be edited pretty quickly, enjoy it while it lasts!!!)) |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 18,June,2004 | good people today was the last day of school...w00t. so after that was le class trip...where there were 3 classes...oh well. anyway i got to spend all day with the most beautiful person in the entire world...a.k.a. emily. and that made my day automatically good hehe. we had like...4 seconds to walk around quincy market but that was okay...we just couldnt shop...oh darn. then we went on the boat cruise which was kool...the food sucked and the music played bob marley. im actaully exteremly hungry right now. i should probably eat... EMILY IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL, PERFECT PERSON EVER! |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 17,June,2004 | do ya like it? after some self exploration i realized i wasnt a communist at all and have my own beleifs that actaully disagree quite a bit with communism. so im done with that. w00t i thought this new layout was kool though...how bout you? plus i thought a colour change for the summer would be nice :-) |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 14,June,2004 | hey all well the last entry ws done when i was very tired and frustrated. thank you all for your concern though...sometiems when im tired what i really wanna say i do...haha. so thanks all you guys rule |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 13,June,2004 | heres a question... why cant anything ever go right for me? ever. theres only one thing in my entire life that has and thats emily...everything was luck...but guesse what. if something has happend that was good, something bad came and completely erased that. theres just no point to anything i do because it will all come back to fuck me over some how and im just fucking tired and sick of it. |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 13,June,2004 | You Loving Is.... by urlLink radioface Real name Username Your kisses are: wet and tongue-filled You treat your partner like: a king: u worship them You smell like: new cars?? You taste like: honey What they think afterwards: 'I've never had it so good.' Created with the ORIGINAL urlLink MemeGen ! is it true em? ;) |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 12,June,2004 | IDEA'D what if...a bunch of us printed our blogs and like copied them into a book and sent them to a publisher and got rich...like me and bartman and mike could be the comedy portion...melissa can be the portion that the persons complains and rachael can be random song lyrics person. and joe can just be random...im sorry emily, brendan and amy...yours havent been up long enough...and the rest...ur on LJ...so therefor u suck. anyone want in? |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 11,June,2004 | one more thing wtf is up with overprotective parents? seriously your going to have to let your kid go at some point, you cant protect them all the time...SO U MIGHT AS WELL GET SOME PRACTICE! seriously how fucked arre they all when their children go off to college? give it up, they cant be 2 forever. its not going to happen so stop ruining their lives because u have attatchment issues. soto all the over protective parents...STOP BEING IDIOTS, YOUR KIDS HAVE GROWN UP, NOW ITS YOUR TURN! |
2,102,033 | male | 16 | indUnk | Cancer | 10,June,2004 | so iwas mowing the lawn and listening to show tunes. and you know, show tunes are awesome. like seriously they just make you happy. so i suggest u all find a musical you love and listen to it constantly. cuz they make you so...well i dont know the word but they make u it. today was long...did my spanish oral for my final...i mightve done okay. emily is the most beautiful girl on the face of the earth and i love her immensly |
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