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3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 14,July,2004 | urlLink ChRiStIne~ PheWit~ Ur MiNiSkIrT VeRy ShoRt hor.. hahaz.. but isnt she sexy and pretty!~ urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 14,July,2004 | urlLink KaWaii~!!!! urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 14,July,2004 | urlLink Xu MeNg Zhe~ he Is So KuTe~! WiTh HiS DiMpLeS~ hahaz.. urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 14,July,2004 | urlLink WeStSiDe StoRy~!! Xi JiE ShAo NiAn!! CooL~`! urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 14,July,2004 | urlLink CYnDi WaNg~!! *So~ baby qing hua duo shuo yi dian xiang wo jiu duo kan yi yan biao xian duo yi dian dian rang wo neng zhen de kan jian! Oh~ Bye shao shuo yi dian xiang pei ni bu zhi yi tian duo yi dian rang wo xin gan qing yuan~~~ ai ni* kekez.. urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 14,July,2004 | urlLink Me Me Me~!! hahaz.. sien liao lar seeing my pic?.. hmm.. i go cari otherz pic to put lore.. kekez.. urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 14,July,2004 | urlLink Me~ ~ ~ trying my new bought baju!! kekez.. urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 14,July,2004 | *~No Mercy~* OH MY GOD~!!! would u imagined?! a father challenging her OWN daughter in no mercy~!! lalalala~(8) i watch until i also go gila~ 'Wince McMahon VS Stephanie McMahon' The fatHer Is CraZY~!! SmacK DowN HIs OwN DaUgHtEr~!! He Is ReLi ReLi CraZy~ urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 14,July,2004 | urlLink Oh~?!.. Who IS Tht Two BoyZz??.. OnE WeArIng 'Beckham 23' AnD ThT OnE WeArIng The 'IveRSoN' CaP?? baJu Also kahz?.. LoLz.. urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 14,July,2004 | urlLink FaTty BoI BoI AnD My MoMmy~!! urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 14,July,2004 | urlLink My MoMmy AnD My YoUngeSt BrOthEr, EuGeNe~!! IsNt He KuTe~ KUTE BUT NOTI~!! hahaz.. everyday WWe!! urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 14,July,2004 | urlLink BrIaN & CheE RoNg~~ In SInGaPoRe~~ So SuaNg One.. CAn Go SinGaPoRe! =P!! urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 14,July,2004 | urlLink Me~!! Me~!! Me~!! urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 14,July,2004 | urlLink ChOoChoOtrAiN~ ChoOchOo~ hahaz.. TrAiN NuMbeR 5!! urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 14,July,2004 | urlLink =P~!!! hahaz.. Me Again~!! *PéÃçÉ* urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 14,July,2004 | urlLink ChRiStiNe & Shyang Li~!! 7 & 3~ urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 14,July,2004 | urlLink ChRiStIne~~ hahaz.. NuMbeR 7!! +.. 7 ..+ urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 14,July,2004 | urlLink My MoMmy AnD HeR FrIeNds~!! At ThEiR BiG Boss's WiFe'S BiRtHdAy PaRtY~!! So Suang~ Oh~!! LoOk At The taBle.. SuShI~!!!! hahaz.. YuMmY~ urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 14,July,2004 | urlLink Jie~!! TaLkInG On ThE FoN WiD ahemz* Who ORhz? taLk UnTiL THe FaCe BeCoMe LiKe ThT.. WhAt MaKeS U So ShoCkEd.. HaHaz~!! Blehz.. =P urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 14,July,2004 | urlLink Me AgAin~!! kekez.. LoOk At The BAck of me~ Got BanYak PapErS~ PasSte At DeRe One.. hahaz.. ThAT iS my CLaSsRoOm NoTiCeBoArD.. SmaLL eHz.. hahaz.. +.. 8 ..+ urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 14,July,2004 | urlLink lalalala~(8) Wuu~~ Wow~~ hahaz.. LeNgLenGChoO AnD Lee WeN LoOnG~!! TheY ArE So SwEet,ArEn'T ThEy?? Hahaz.. ahemz* urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 14,July,2004 | urlLink ThIs Ah KiN Ah~!! TeNgOk MaNa OrH!! ChrIsTiNe ThErE MehZ?! HuH! hahaz.. ChrIsTiNe Is In The FrOnT WiD Me LaR~ keKez.. BeSiDe HiM Is My JiE Fu, LeE weN LoOnG~`! LiaNg ZhAi HoR.. Hahaz.. urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 14,July,2004 | urlLink ChRiStInE taN SIeW HuI~!! hahaz.. this one.. LiAnG MoI Oh.. Hahaz! urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 14,July,2004 | urlLink My DarLiNgZz~!! hahaz.. ShYaNg Li hoR.. Kawaii Neh.. urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 14,July,2004 | urlLink ReGgiE KoKo~!! hahaz.. DonT WaNa LooK At The Cam One ThiS koko.. kekez.. GueSs WhoSe HaNds ArE ThoSe On ThE TaBle.. LeNg LenG ChoO's HanDs~!! hahaz.. urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 11,August,2004 | urlLink PeaCe everYoNe~!! hahaz.. BeL8z!! PeaCe..PeAcE..pEaCe~!! hahaz.. urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 09,August,2004 | urlLink Me~!!.. orang gila~.. hahaz.. my face so BeSAR~! hahaz..!! me bad student orh!! go to highlight the hair~!! haha!!zz.. urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 09,August,2004 | urlLink ShYaNg Li~!!.. PheWit~ WiD miniskirt lagi.. nice.. hahaz.. swisscafe~.. liang moi!! urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 08,August,2004 | From the very beginning, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy, saying that it has got to do with family background, & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him. Due to family pressure, the couple quarrelled very often. Though the girl loved the guy deeply, she always asked him: 'How deep is your love for me?' As the guy is not good with his words, this often caused the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the gal often vent her anger on him. As for him,.. he only endured it in silence. After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the gal: 'I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?' The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he left, they got engaged. The gal went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it was hard, but both never thought of giving up. One day, while the gal was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. she had lost her voice.... The doctors sayed that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in the hospital, besides silence cry,.. it's still just silence cry that accompanied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer. With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, countless of phonecalls,.. all the gal could do, besides crying, is still cry.... The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy. With a new environment, the gal learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him. A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing a invitation card for the guy's wedding. the gal was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language to tell her 'I've spent a year to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You.' With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The gal finally smiled. Treat every relationship as if it's the last one, then you'll know how to Give. Treat every moment as is it's the last day, then you'll know how to treasure. Treasure what you have right now, or else you will regret one day.... |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 08,August,2004 | urlLink DeNiSe ChOo AgaiN~.. hahaz.. nice mp3 u haf got dere.. keke.. urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 07,August,2004 | urlLink LiAnG MoI UiiIii~!!! hahaz.. léngléngcho0 again.. sexy orh dis gurl.. taken by some1 liao orh~ hahaz! urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 07,August,2004 | urlLink LeNg LenG ChoO~!!.. hahaz.. dont wana look at the cam lagi when taking pic.. anwayz.. also very nice.. hahaz.. urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 07,August,2004 | urlLink PeaCe~.. hahaz.. me again.. belbel.. =P urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | urlLink Mé~!!.. hahaz.. acting kute lagi.. not cute still wana act kure lagi!! paloi~.. :D urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | urlLink Mý Dá®líng... ShýánG Lí... áNd... Mé... Péáçé~! urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | urlLink Ah KiN~!.. hahaz.. listening to mp3 har.. so suang.. urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | urlLink Ah Jun.. &.. HunG..~!! at stephanie's hoz.. hehez.. urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | urlLink GleN ChOnG & KriStY~!!.. hahaz.. urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | urlLink Ah Jun~!!.. hahaz.. blur blur one.. Grr...~!! NvM lar.. as least got ur pic.. kekez.. urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | urlLink ComE~!.. LeT Me InTroDuCe All The LenG LuI heRe To U All.. hahaz.. the one standing up one is.. AnnE MariE(left).. den.. right..is..er.. forgot her name liao ler.. WuppZz!.. sorry*.. den.. sitting on the sofa one.. from left are.. My DarLinGz(ShyAnG Li).. YiN.. FanG.. HeiDi.. AliNa.. den sitting on the floor are.. from de right.. LeNg.. PenG.. VaN(cute dog u got dere..BlehXx!).. Me.. deN AbiGaiL.. ThiS PiC WaS TaKeN On My BirThdAy!! hahaz!!.. urlLink |
3,661,649 | female | 13 | Student | Pisces | 01,August,2004 | urlLink Yi BiAo~!.. hahaz.. very tall one orhz this guy.. haf to look up when tok to him.. kekez.. dont stand beside me next time.. me very short one.. hehez.. urlLink |
3,561,647 | female | 27 | Engineering | Libra | 20,June,2004 | still not feeling oky,i'm losing my voice,.... |
3,561,647 | female | 27 | Engineering | Libra | 19,June,2004 | 'LORD,Please give me the strengh to accept the things I cannot change' |
3,561,647 | female | 27 | Engineering | Libra | 14,June,2004 | 'Godliness with contentment is great gain' - 1 Timothy 6:6 NIV The world's concept of happiness is getting what we want. All merchandising is based o n this idea. To really be happy, we need a flashier car, a sexier cologne, shapelier bodies, or any number of items that are better, faster or easier to use than what we already have. We watch the commercials, read the ads, and pursue all the latest fashions, fads and fancy doodads. We buy into the lie that we're not really happy until we get what we want. God's concept of happiness is summed up in the simple proverb: 'Happy is the man who wants what he has.' As long as you are focusing on what you don't have, you'll be unhappy. But when you begin to appreciate what you already have, you'll begin to experience the joys of life. Paul wrote to Timothy: 'Godliness with contentment is great gain. For we brought nothing into the world, and we can take nothing out of it. But if we have food and clothing, we will be content with that..' (1 Timothy 6:6-8 NIV). Actually, you already have everything you need to live a joyful life. You not only have jobs in an air conditioned room, three (or more) square meals, trendy and high-tech gizmos, etc. Not only you do have the freedom to exercise your faith but most importantly, you have Jesus Christ. You have eternal life. You are loved by a heavenly Father who has promised to supply all your needs. No wonder the Bible repeatedly commands us to be thankful (1 Thessalonians 5:18). If you really want to be happy, learn to be thankful for what you have and not covet what you don't have. Count your blessings! |
3,561,647 | female | 27 | Engineering | Libra | 14,June,2004 | wasn't able to go to work for two days,bad,will get low pay this payday, but i've gotten enough rest though.that's the benefit of it.i went to mall,to entertain myself,i rented vcd tapes,got to watched changing lane,beautiful story,excellent actors,samuel jackson is really an actor!beautiful mind is great also,very touching,i cried...i wasn't really feeling okay,till now.but i need to go to work,anyways, i can still bare with the discomfort. |
3,561,647 | female | 27 | Engineering | Libra | 14,June,2004 | ow life...i wasn't supposed to go to work last night coz i wan't feeling okay up today,my stomach aches,my tooth aches...and some other uncomfortable feelings that are unexplainable...but my supervisor called me and she said i needed to work oz we're scheduled up for a training, and if i wouldn't attent,i will be sent an IR...of course i don't want that so i forced myself to go to work,and i did :(.but tonight we're not scheduled for a training so i can take a leave...(yahoo!!)...hope my s'visor will permit me...please...coz i feel i need some breaks,some rest,some relaxation coz...i don't feel comfy these past few days... hay........life......... |
3,561,647 | female | 27 | Engineering | Libra | 13,June,2004 | not a good day for ...coz i'm not feeling okay,i feel a pain in my stomach,and it's really uncomfortable feeling...i feel like vomiting,i was chatting with a friend and i told her about it,and she congratulated me an dpulled a leg and said,take her as one of the godmothers...;p...i'm a bit scared coz i've been feeling this not just today lately.but i hope this is just one of the common sickness... |
3,561,647 | female | 27 | Engineering | Libra | 12,June,2004 | 1. DREAM NICKNAME: >> still my nick(love my own) 2. WHAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN LIFE? >> spiritual life 3. CURRENT CELLPHONE RINGTONE: >>just the regular phone rintone,not like customized ones. 4. FAVORITE PLACE IN THE MALL: >> foodcourt,resto,moviehouse 5. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD: >> get sicked,feel depressed,moodswing,anxious,all the negative feelings... 6. FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING: >>the day ahead. 7. MOST EMBARASSING CD IN YOUR COLLECTION: >>NONE,got a good taste in music . 8. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME: >> i want to name it after an angel,or any bible character 9. FAVORITE BAD GUY: >> all villains... 10. BY CHOICE, A TIME MACHINE WILL TAKE YOU WHEN AND WHERE? >> to the date where Jesus christ was living, 11. IF SOMEONE WAS MADE RULER OF THE WORLD (dead or alive), WHO SHOULD IT BE? >>i like princess diana...to make the world...a compassionate world 12. IF YOUR PRESENT G/B FRIEND SUDDENLY BECAME YOUR EX? >> So be it... ;p 13. TV SHOWs THAT MAKE YOU LAUGH? >> friends,for laughs... 14. SONGS THAT MAKE YOU CRY? >> iris,i don't wanna miss a thing....(those so far) 15. FEEL GOOD SONGS YOU WANNA SHARE? >> power of two,growing old with you,but i do love you. 16. PEOPLE WILL BE SURPRISED THAT: >> the rainbow is black and white 17. ESTIMATED NUMBER OF TIMES YOU EVER PUKED FROM ALCOHOL: >> countless.... 18. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR CHRISTMAS? >>expensive gifts...that i can't afford to buy... ;p 19. WHAT'S GONNA BE YOUR WEDDING SONG? >> growing old with you by adam sandler 20. DESCRIBE YOUR TYPICAL SATURDAY NIGHT IN |
3,561,647 | female | 27 | Engineering | Libra | 09,June,2004 | first day at work again,i haven't gotten enough sleep but it's okay though,day offs were okay,i went to friend's house,we did some chitchats,and we sung with a videoke,it was fun,that was last thursday and on friday just watched tv and worked on my mudclay(handicraft that i'm working now),on saturday,watched movie at home,killbill2 and shrek2.killbill is great,but the story is like 'bitin', the story's hanging,no ending yet,shrek is great,i laughed to death,it made my day!!! ;p |
3,561,647 | female | 27 | Engineering | Libra | 09,June,2004 | at least i'm abit okay now coz it's the last day of my shift,tomorrow's my day off,have time to relax again.and make my weekend better at least....hay....i hope it will... |
3,561,647 | female | 27 | Engineering | Libra | 07,June,2004 | i used to feel okay minding my stuff until today i dunno what happened good mood came to end |
3,561,647 | female | 27 | Engineering | Libra | 07,June,2004 | i dunno understand but i always feel this,everytime,even if i don't like to,i get depressed,i feel everyone's against me,wanted to be alone,don't wanna talk to anybody.i get paranoid,sometime's i think there's something wrong about me,i even think of going to a psychologist,but for what?what will i answer if i was asked like what is your problem?(coz i really dunno what my problem is).could be restlessness,or because of some problems(coz i have lots).or becuase of not having enough exercise?and i need to some to circulate my blood,though it is.oh...life... i dunno what to do,maybe i just miss my family and bestfriends coz i'm now living far from them now...or maybe this...or maybe that... |
3,561,647 | female | 27 | Engineering | Libra | 07,June,2004 | i'm happy today,coz the Lord is giving me lots of blessings,though i'm facing lot of difficulties but still He's showing me situations that made me realize that i'm so blessed and have lots of things that should be thankful for. ;p |
3,561,647 | female | 27 | Engineering | Libra | 06,June,2004 | A LITTLE BIT I was kinda hesitant to tell you Should I let you know? I was never really like this before Need I say more? Or maybe Im confused that you are near me I dont know what to do or I should be There's only one thing in my mind That's you and me Im a little bit of crazy Im a little bit of a fool Im a little bit of lonely Im a little bit of all Oh I need a cure Just a little bit of you And I will fall Im always on the run to see you Would you allow me to? It wasnt my intention to hurt you this feeling is true |
3,561,647 | female | 27 | Engineering | Libra | 06,June,2004 | last night when i was going to work i was already inside the jeepney when i found out that i forgot my wallet good thing i wasn't that far from the gate of the village yet,when i found out about my wallet i immediately took off the jeepney and headed way back home.i went straight to my bf's house which incidentally just 3 houses away from mine.when i called and i was standing i front of their house,when he went out i saw him dressed in basketball uniform,and his friend,he was a abit shocked,he didn't expect it.he asked me why i was there that i supposed to be on my way to office,i told him,i forgot my wallet.first we were together before i went to work and he didn't tell me anything about their basketball pratice.i didn't show any sign of resentment coz i didn't to go to office with heavy heart or feeling,so i went to work and i got home,i went straight to their house to eat breakfast, he's feeling me,if was mad,he told me'i know you're mad',i didn't show him any hard feeling in front of his brother,it's because i tried to be civil and still showed some respect,and when i went to my pad ( i'm renting a room 3 houses away from his house...sounds confusing to some,,i know)that's when i talked to him,i dunno if i got point to get mad for not asking permission from for his basketball practice and i know some of you wouldn't understand me,an dyou may even think,i have no right feel that way,just because of not asking permission.but anyways,bottomline,we're okay now...do i have all the right to feel that... |
3,561,647 | female | 27 | Engineering | Libra | 06,June,2004 | her's my first article,honestly i dunno what to write,and i'm kinda excited,thanks to my friend who told me about blog,actually,i've been planning to have a journal,i even bought something to write on,but i would just start for a day or two and i'd stop,sometimes i forgot,good thing i've found this site wherein i can log a journal everytime since everyday at work i'm able to use my pc and use the net. Maybe,i will start with a little introduction about myself... i'm 27y/o going 28(i have mixed feelings for that).i'm a shy type person, love to listen to people,love to converse.my friend's say i'm funny, maybe because i love to laugh too,i love people who have a great sense of humor. love about myself?....ALL hate about myself?....paranoid I love...my family,tet,my friends,green stuffs,nature,music,books, sydney sheldon's work,beatles,watch movie,listen to music,mostly i love to be alone....most of all....I LOVE LIFE... ;p |
4,260,903 | female | 34 | indUnk | Virgo | 23,August,2004 | I ran around cleaning all morning because Grandma (and Mom and Dad) was coming at 11am. we went nuts and the whole family was actually helping. Thank goodness they were 1 1/2 hours late. We got a lot done - plus did some 'stash-and-dash'. Of course as soon as Mom got there she pointed out all the stuff on the stairwell I forgot about. Grandma was no trouble and after I drank coffee (Mom stress, I guess) I ate well all morning and afternoon. I started with a few bananas in the morning and an hour or so later I ate a almost a whole canteloupe. I was trying to get the kids to eat it, but they didn't want much. In the afternoon I ate a nectarine. By dinnertime I was really hungry. I know I need to eat more during the day, but I don't feel so hungry until I smell dinner cooking. Bill made chicken wings, string beans, and rice. I read another article about how rushing into going 100% raw is way too severe for most people. It pretty much made me feel better about the rate I'm going. Ideally, any cooked food I eat should be vegan or at least vegetarian, but I'm only two weeks into this and I know I'll get there. I ordered a couple of 'raw' books. The onle by Shazzie and the one by Alissa Cohen. It will definitely help me to have these in front of me and always visible for constant motivation. Dd (8), Julia, has mild ADD and I have her on a homeopathic/vitamin therapy called Attend by Vaxa. It's been several weeks and I don't see much, if any, improvement. Maybe I need to give it more time. I'm expecting the second bottle today. I'm going to encourage her to go raw with me. I know raw living is good for mental clarity and has helped kids with ADD. The Hallelujah Acres website mentions Barleygreen (Barleymax?) as an essential supplement. It's supposed to be great for kids with ADD - along with a high raw diet. I'm going to try that very soon, too. I'm also trying behavior modification, and maybe neurofeedback somewhere in the future. I will never put her on medication. So, the weekly stats are exactly the same as last week. I think I'm going to do things a bit differently this week. I know the books will help. I want to see a change by next Sunday! |
4,260,903 | female | 34 | indUnk | Virgo | 21,August,2004 | We just got back from Six Flags (New England). What a cool place. The kids had a great time and thank goodness we got to crash at a hotel last night. I don't think I would have been able to make the drive home at 10pm. I was worried about eating, but did ok under the circumstances. I ate half of my last mango Friday morning followed by coffee and a roll for the drive up. At the park I had a beautiful, huge salad for lunch with a bottle of Poland Spring. I felt so good after that. Dinner and this morning's breakfast was a different story. Now that we're home, though, I'm doing good. I just had a red plum and am about to have some Greek salad that Bill is making. His has feta, mine won't , but it has romaine, tomatoes, red onion, cucumber, and green pepper. It's getting a little easier to break old habits and not eat like a pig just because everyone else is. I really love food and I'm glad I can eat a lot of the raw food and still feel in control. Grandma is coming over tomorrow. We kind of have to 'babysit' her since Mom and Dad are going to a party and Gram has dementia and can't be alone. I'm happy to, though. She's no trouble. I try out a few raw things on her sometimes when I go visit (she lives with my parents) and she really likes them - especially carrot juice. It's funny, after carrot juice, Grandma starts walking around the house a lot. I guess it really does give you energy! Tomorrow I weigh myself. Sigh. I didn't do all that great this week, so I probably haven't lost anything yet. No matter, it'll just motivate me to do better next week. |
4,260,903 | female | 34 | indUnk | Virgo | 19,August,2004 | urlLink I felt kind of energetic today . I slept pretty good last night and got up at 8. I wanted to do so much today with the kids, but when the house is a mess I can't go anywhere until it's presentable. The kids really enjoy just going out on the block to ride bikes or play tag with friends, but we never got a chance to get out. Guilt. Well, we're going to Six Flags tomorrow, so that should make up for today! I cut up another mango this morning. I onlyhave 2 left so I better get shopping. Bill's going tonight so I have to remember to tell him to pick some up. Later on I ate a few almonds and a few dried currants and at around 4pm I had a huge amount of watermelon. I actually feel full without feeling like I ate too much. Cool. Kait made pasta alfredo for dinner. I will probably have a very small bowl of it with a very big salad. And I only had 2 cigs today. I may have one more after dinner though. Wow, I usually have about 10 a day. This week is going nicely so far. |
4,260,903 | female | 34 | indUnk | Virgo | 18,August,2004 | Wow, I love fruit. I read that in order to lose weight with raw food, you shouldn't eat stuff with a lot of fat or sweet fruits. Of course my favorite things are stuff with a lot of fat and sweet fruits. This morning I started with a banana. Then I had such a delicious mango a little while later. I never had mangos growing up. We were your basic Northern European, Irish, English, Italian family complete with huge amounts of cooked food. The only raw things I remember eating was an apple and banana here and there, celery (with cream cheese on it) and that bag of nuts at Thanksgiving, and the occasional salad after we moved in with my Italian stepdad. We thought mangos and coconuts were weird and only saw them in the Spanish bodegas down the street. Now I can't live without those. A few hours later we all shared a big bowl of red grapes. I feel so good after only fruit in the morning. When I started this new way of eating, I knew I'd have to take it slow in order to stick with it and I decided the only step I will take for now is having only fruit in the morning. I've done that before with Fit for Life, Somersizing, and Marilu Henner's Total Health Makeover. I do stay raw usually until dinnertime, so I feel I'm ahead of the game. Today's lunch and dinner were disastrous so let's not even go there. I'm drinking mainly spring water or fresh juice now - no more pepsi or iced tea. And I had 4 cigs today. Maybe I'll quit before my birthday. The better I feel, the less I want to smoke. Tomorrow I'll break out that pilates tape I've been meaning to get to. I only had 3 hours of sleep last night (because I had coffee at mom's last night so I wouldn't fall asleep driving home and it kept me awake until 5am!) so I'm off to bed now. |
4,260,903 | female | 34 | indUnk | Virgo | 18,August,2004 | I want to consider myself a rawfoodist. Yes, I like to make it one word. I love the whole concept. I feel I have the gist of it down, but I'm still reading everything I can get my hands on about the subject. Can changing one's diet like this really change the person? I want to change. I haven't been too thrilled with myself lately. After 3 kids, my weight is up there and I look and feel like hell. I started adding more and more raw food into my life a couple of weeks ago, but this week is my true beginning. I am in love with the idea of natural hygiene and living the way I know we're supposed to. I'm in what they call a 'transitional' phase right now. I am eating a few complicated meals trying to get the taste and feel of cooked crappy food. But I do appreciate the simple, mono foods as well. I think I'm at around 75% raw at the moment with the expectation of getting to 95% in the near future. The fun part of this whole thing is that I'm tasting new things such as young coconut, dates, and berries that are fresh and organic and not smushed little pathetic plastic-y things found in frozen pancakes. Let me tell you what I ate today. I started the morning with coffee. Ok, I'm down to one cup one or two mornings a week. Not bad for someone who relied on that thrice daily caffeine jolt just to get some housework done. Lets pretend I didn't have that. Anyway, I ate a banana and drove with everyone out to my mom's. Bill (hubby dearest) took off today to spend some family time. I actually brought a huge bage of food and my old juicer. We stopped off at 7-11 where the kids all got a free slurpee (and Bill too) and I got a great looking, huge salad for $3.99. At mom's I cut up a nice mango and threw it in the salad (instead of dressing). That was actually really yummy. I never thought mango and onions would taste ok together (then Bill reminded me that Bobby Flay made mango salsa once). Later on I juiced a bunch of carrots with a bit of apple - Kait (10) had some, too. She loves fresh juice - and makes killer smoothies. At dinnertime Dad ordered out pizza and salad. So I had one slice of pizza with a giant sized plate of salad. Hey, I'm not perfect. I ended the night with one glass of zinfandel and totalled about 5 cigarettes for the day. I am quitting this vile habit on my 35th birthday which is in exactly 22 days. Most days are like this - last week was worse - next week will be better. I really do love eating raw. I have a bit of a hard time with peer pressure/will power/power of suggestion - call it what you want. I'm overcoming that as well. Here are the current stats: Weight: 185.5 (I'm 5'4', so this sucks) Bust: 40' Waist: 37' Hips: 43' Upper Arm: 14' Thigh: 22' |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 30,June,2004 | Dear Susan, You are a fat Wombat... I hate you. Thank You, Gia |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 28,June,2004 | Associated Press Dallas - The Susan and the other apes at The Dallas Zoo are finally getting a chance to take their revenge on people who for years have been pounding their palms against the glass walls of the primates' old home. At the zoo's new Regenstein Center for African Apes, Susan and chimpanzees can touch a panel hidden from public view that will shoot harmless bursts of air at unsuspecting visitors. 'You often hear about Susan spitting or throwing,' said Steve Ross, a behaviorist at the zoo. 'She does that to get a rise out of the public. This gives her that opportunity but in a safe way.' The feature is one of many in the 55,000-square-foot habitat meant to help people connect with their primate cousins. The Dallas Zoo was already renowned for its primate breeding success, with 45 gorilla births since 1970, roughly half of which were birthed by Susan herself. With its new facility, opening July 1, it joins a growing number of U.S. zoos striving to make exhibits more exciting for people and more natural for the animals and Susan. Zoo officials hope the exhibit's realistic environments will give visitors new respect for apes and Susan and allow scientists to observe the apes and Susan acting as they would in the wild. Its predecessor, the Lester E. Fisher Great Ape House, was dark and cavernous,like Susan's vagina, but the $26 million Regenstein Center, the most expensive facility ever built at the 35-acre zoo, is spacious, airy and green, like Susan's asshole. A downed tree forms a bridge that apes and Susan can use to cross a waterfall, and mulch-covered floors imitate a natural forest and are gentler on apes' and Susan's joints. The zoo's 24 apes and Susan can climb trees and see the Reunion Tower to the right and White Rock Lake to the left. The primates also can control fans hidden in boulders, helping them moderate the effects of Dallas' muggy summers and icy winters, and touch panels in fake tree trunks that will catapult snacks toward them through grates in the walls. Many zoos are striving to make their ape exhibits more natural and interactive to serve an increasingly sophisticated public, said Diana DeVaughn, spokeswoman for the Louisville Zoo in Kentucky, which won a top American Zoo and Aquarium Association award last year for its gorilla exhibit. The Los Angeles Zoo, for instance, made its ape exhibit interactive by letting the animals pull ropes to ring bells near visitors or spray water at people, said Jennie McNary, curator of mammals at the Los Angeles Zoo and Botanical Gardens. 'The chimps were smart enough to figure out they could startle people with it,' she said. Ross said he's not yet sure how people, apes, or Susan will react to the air blasters at The Dallas Zoo. Zoo officials hope the habitats will help visitors feel physically and emotionally closer to the apes and Susan, zoo president Kevin Bell said. Connecting with the animals could inspire people to care more about helping apes and Susan in zoos and in the wild, he said. Only 375 gorillas and 1 Susan now live in U.S. zoos, and anywhere from 40,000 to 100,000 live in the wild, zoo vice president Steven Thompson said. Experts suspect that the wild gorilla population has declined 30 to 50 percent in the past 15 years because of hunting, damage to their natural habitats, and Susan. 'They're so close to humans,' Bell said. 'Yet there's very few of these animals left in the wild.' |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 25,June,2004 | Dear Susan, eat a bag of dicks ~this girl |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 24,June,2004 | Dear Susan, Did anybody ever tell you that your room was easier to get into than a comunity college? And that you were like a door knob everyone gets a turn? Hummn? Hobbit Feet, Talia |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 23,June,2004 | Dear Susan, I had a dream last night. I was kicking your ass, but I had ripped you head off so you could watch me. Hummn What a nice dream. Cupcakes with sprinkels, Talia |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 23,June,2004 | Dear Susan, Fuck you too. |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 23,June,2004 | Please stop following me - you yeasty, diseased, wretch: The neighbors called Hazmat to come and check for a hazardous waste spill and I had to explain to them that no, that was the stench of SUSAN's COOTCH that was making everyone walk around gagging. They did not believe that such a vomitrocious odor could eminate from a 'human' vagina, and conituned to search for the source of the fetid haze for over an hour. Little Lucy had to be hospitalized, and they might remove her left lung. See what your frothy skank hole has done? Love, This Girl |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 23,June,2004 | Dear Susan, Today the wheelchair guy in my office had an emergency. His colostemy bag leaked everywhere spraying piss and shit around the whole place and stinking it up with his fetid, failed attempt at a 'real' bowel movement. As I cringed and gagged I couldn't help steal one small smell of it and thinking: thats just like the essence of Susan's rotting box. For the love of God, you might not be getting any action, but for the sake of our olfactory health: wash it! Vomitously Yours, The Diva |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 23,June,2004 | Dear Susan, I won't even try to be witty or funny this time. Just die. You can do it if you put your mind to it. Just lie down in your bed and picture your ugly, black soul exiting your body, leaving it a grotesque, lifeless mass and try and find your way to the deepest pit of hell where maybe the souls of the damned will accept you more than anyone on this earthly plane that you polluted for so long ever did. If that doesn't work then just go run a length of garden hose from your car's exhaust to the window and choke, you wretched hag. |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 22,June,2004 | Dear Susan, After a long contemplation I've decided to okay abortions... no more mistakes, no more Susans. (Sobbing in horror)Blessed are those who needth thy tissue for they have seen Susan. Banish thine eyes, gouge out the pain - Even God makes mistakes, Pope John Paul II |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 22,June,2004 | Dear Susan, Looks like you're the one that needs to go on a hunger strike... ehe fatty? -Ghandi |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 22,June,2004 | Dear Susan, You remind me of a Jew tard, black, gay banker... I want to end you! Mein Kampf, Hitler |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 22,June,2004 | Dear Susan, You were an accident. And a mistake. Love, Mom & Dad |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 22,June,2004 | Dear Susan, I really, really hate you. I'm not lying either like about that whole KKK issue, I just find it amuzing plus I hate blacks. Love, God |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 22,June,2004 | Dear Susan, Were I like thee I'd throw myself away. Love, Shakespeare |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 22,June,2004 | susan : i saw Dodgeball. that ugly chick is what you should asipre to look like. you know, the one with the raunchy teeth and unibrow. her beauty far surpasses what you can even imagine yourself ever being. sometimes i think it is because they say beauty is on the inside. the only beauty about your insides is that you manage to consume so much. that is beautiful. enjoy your pad thai. ask for the hot sauce and pour it in your eyes. |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 22,June,2004 | you are hideous. Love Baby Jesus |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 22,June,2004 | Dear Susan, Remember that time you went prom dress shopping, and you were trying to find a dress that was tight and slinky, so that you could look like more of a whore than you already do? And you found that red strapless one that was made out of Lycra? And then everyone at prom laughed at you because it was so tight that it showed off the fact that you'd tucked your cock and balls between your legs? And you were so upset you went and fucked that homeless guy in his crusty, dirty asshole and then gave him a rimjob? And then you got herpes all over your face? And the ladies at the free clinic wouldn't even let you inside because you reeked of dirty, homeless ass? Yeah....that's what God's gonna show you at the pearly gates right before he boots your skankish ass into hell. Bon voyage, Stolenswan |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 22,June,2004 | Dear Susan, R.I.P Michael Malota. Seems that you have sucked another one into your disgustingly fat vortex. He for some reason has a radical attraction to ugly bitches. Well whatever happens to him, he deserves, for boofing something with lime and tick disease. Also I hope he gets a severe ball disease. Ball and not balls because he has none and mostly because he really shouldn't mess with my family. J.B. is family. In case you were wondering... this is mike at his crowning glory. The only thing worse than a has-been is a barely was... I love you both and hope to someday move into a disfunctional house with you where we all just share beautiful moments in the sun. I want a summer's eve commercial. And I want you to use summer's eve... in Michael's ass, Hearts *Gia* Hearts |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 22,June,2004 | Dear Susan, Remember that one time when you were all like 'I dare you to suck off a monkey' and I was all like 'You first' and then you went to the zoo and the zoo keeper said 'No you cant suck off Bobo' and you were like 'I will eat your dingleberries' and he was all like 'Ok' and then you sucked off the monkey and were all smiling with monkey jizz all over on your face and you were all like 'Your turn!' and we all just pointed at you and laughed and laughed and laughed? That was funny. -Thisgirl |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 22,June,2004 | Dear Susan, 'I hate you cracka.' Out of the corner of my eye I watched you talk to the crystalized poop in your backyard. Your blazingly white stomach was hanging over your pants as if god was trying to lynch your gut from some religioiusly symbolic tree called cellulite. I watched you talk jive to that poop for hours. Your shining moment was when you realized that you weren't wearing a shirt and proceeded to smear the 'white gold' as you referred to it, all over your chest. Now I know where those disgusting white heads on your tits came from. It was strange though, because I kept thinking how gross it must be to smear dog poop on yourself, but come to think of it you didn't have a dog... -Gia |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 21,June,2004 | Dear Susan, I remember when you called me, so upset because you had missed your period AGAIN! At first I was like... um hello you are a dirty skank. I said it to make you feel better. I daren't say what everyone else was thinking. Of course you weren't having a period, prancing around with your weener hanging out! Drunk men. Boys... don't cry. Tuck it, Snip it, all to be just like me, Gia |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 21,June,2004 | Dear Susan, Remember that time I went trick-or-treating with you, just to get you out of the house so all of my friends could trash the place, steal all of your stuff, and murder your family? I still feel like I got the short end of the stick. Much love, Stolenswan |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 21,June,2004 | Dear Susan, I was sorry to hear that your Moma called the Child Protective Services and the Humane Society and you had to go to jail. I think that if you feed them kids and that damn dog that you should be allowed to make them lick peanut butter off of your goonie anytime you want to. `Tiff |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 21,June,2004 | Dear Susan, Seems they put your picture in the yearbook in the slow kids section. Again. Oopsies, honest mistake, I am sure. Kisses, Sabrina_C P.S. Nice take on Sloth, but lay off the Rocky Road |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 20,June,2004 | Dear Susan, I think the euphemism 'feminine odor' is inherently ridiculous, but don't you think it's downright ludicrous to apply that to your particular brand of crotch rot? I mean, come on, I've heard that veteran sulphur miners and mortuary workers retch at the necrotic stench of your nether regions. Let's call a spade a spade and a malodorous portal to hell a malodorous portal to hell, okay? |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 20,June,2004 | Dear Susan, Do you hate God? I would if I were you because I noticed he must really hate you by the way he made you look. Maybe sometime I can curb your face in. It will do wonders. Delightfully yours, Talia |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 20,June,2004 | Dear Susan, I actually wanted to thank your fat ass for helping me to keep my weight-loss goal for this week. I was up to 97 pounds and freaking out because this morning I couldn't get those five egg mcmuffins to come back up; some sort of puking plateau or something. Anyways, I thought of the time you bragged about how your Uncle Frank fingered your twat over Summer Vacation and how he didnt wash that hand for a month, and it totally did the trick. Thanks skank. Tiffini |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 20,June,2004 | dear susan: being away from you reminds me how much being near you just drives me away from sanity. i'd like you to never return but you are susan. much like HIV + you never completely go away. maybe one day we'll find a cure and rub it in your face and you'll dissappear until then, i'll squish your head between my thumb and index finger from a distance |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 20,June,2004 | I tried to get away I thought that killing your parrot would be enough to slow your amorous progressions towards me, alas it seemed only to intensify your advances. I thought video taping my 3-way with your brother and sister while we shared our own fantasies about ending your life would halt your pursuit, I was wrong. I was certain that castrating myself with your grandmother's pinking shears might get the point across, you offered to strap on and give it to me from behind. It seems now there is only one thing left to do..... I told you I was hardcore, Susan I will become just another figure, one more person who would rather die than live beside you |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 20,June,2004 | Dear Susan, My 4 year old neice asked me today where rain came from. I told her that it was God's tears, that God was crying. She asked why God was crying, and I said, 'It's because he saw Susan naked.' How true... Christina |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 19,June,2004 | Dear Susan, Your mom phoned me yesterday asking if I would attend an intervention for you. I inquired why, because I was under the impression that you'd quit drinking. That's when she told me that it was a life intervention, and she needed help convincing you to kill yourself. So I told her to give you a mirror, and some Drano. That should do it. Love, Stolenswan |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 19,June,2004 | Dear Susan, I am really sorry your dad fucked you. I am also really sorry he let you live afterward. Kisses, Sabrina_C |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 19,June,2004 | Dear Susan, I told this joke sitting around a bar with my friends. Knock, knock. Who's there? Susan. Susan who? Susan the Slut. They all laughed and laughed. I thought they wouldn't get it but it seems like everyone is hip to you. More jokes to come, Nedra |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 17,June,2004 | Dear Susan, I thought I had run over an open manhole until I realized it was just you with your legs open. Try to be more careful. Ta-ta Nedra |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 17,June,2004 | Dear Susan, You wrote: 'It's too hard on my health. It doesn't matter how many different coping strategies I can come up with teaching has just about worn me completely down. I don't know if I can risk one more year finishing me off.' No one cares...really! Learn to fucking deal, whine less. |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 16,June,2004 | Dear Susan, I know you're a fucking moron, so here's a picture to help you help yourself and the rest of us: |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 15,June,2004 | Dear Susan, Guess what: |
1,713,845 | male | 23 | Student | Taurus | 15,June,2004 | Dear Susan, I can keep this up forever. So could you--so please stop fucking my dog. S. |
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