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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: So my boyfriend and I have been together for six months. Awesome relationship overall, he consistently says that I'm the best thing that ever happened to him, etc. Recently, he's been really distant via text. I saw him on Sunday and he was exhausted from work so I only stayed for a little bit and left (we were definitely on good terms that day).\n\nWe typically text regularly throughout the day, but yesterday (Monday) he barely texted me at all. We had plans to hang out today (Tuesday) and he cancelled on me this afternoon because his friend was \"going through some sh*t\". I said okay and good luck with his friend, and I haven't heard from him since. The past few weeks have had the same type of thing, with very inconsistent communication and two other occasions of cancelled plans in the last month and a half.\n\nThis probably makes me sound like a crazy girlfriend, which is why I'm asking Reddit - should I proceed as normal (because I guess he hasn't really done anything wrong)? My pride and instinct tells me to cancel on him for our plans on Saturday just so I won't be the one getting treated badly, but that also seems immature.\n\nI know the standard Reddit answer (which I know and love) is to talk to him. But because this is kind of not a tangible thing, I don't want to seem controlling or obsessive. My worst case scenario here is to appear like I'm freaking out over nothing. Is my best move to just forget about it and keep going as usual, or to start distancing myself from the relationship?"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: So my boyfriend and I have been together for six months. Awesome relationship overall, he consistently says that I'm the best thing that ever happened to him, etc. Recently, he's been really distant via text. I saw him on Sunday and he was exhausted from work so I only stayed for a little bit and left (we were definitely on good terms that day).\n\nWe typically text regularly throughout the day, but yesterday (Monday) he barely texted me at all. We had plans to hang out today (Tuesday) and he cancelled on me this afternoon because his friend was \"going through some sh*t\". I said okay and good luck with his friend, and I haven't heard from him since. The past few weeks have had the same type of thing, with very inconsistent communication and two other occasions of cancelled plans in the last month and a half.\n\nThis probably makes me sound like a crazy girlfriend, which is why I'm asking Reddit - should I proceed as normal (because I guess he hasn't really done anything wrong)? My pride and instinct tells me to cancel on him for our plans on Saturday just so I won't be the one getting treated badly, but that also seems immature.\n\nI know the standard Reddit answer (which I know and love) is to talk to him. But because this is kind of not a tangible thing, I don't want to seem controlling or obsessive. My worst case scenario here is to appear like I'm freaking out over nothing. Is my best move to just forget about it and keep going as usual, or to start distancing myself from the relationship?"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: So my boyfriend and I have been together for six months. Awesome relationship overall, he consistently says that I'm the best thing that ever happened to him, etc. Recently, he's been really distant via text. I saw him on Sunday and he was exhausted from work so I only stayed for a little bit and left (we were definitely on good terms that day).\n\nWe typically text regularly throughout the day, but yesterday (Monday) he barely texted me at all. We had plans to hang out today (Tuesday) and he cancelled on me this afternoon because his friend was \"going through some sh*t\". I said okay and good luck with his friend, and I haven't heard from him since. The past few weeks have had the same type of thing, with very inconsistent communication and two other occasions of cancelled plans in the last month and a half.\n\nThis probably makes me sound like a crazy girlfriend, which is why I'm asking Reddit - should I proceed as normal (because I guess he hasn't really done anything wrong)? My pride and instinct tells me to cancel on him for our plans on Saturday just so I won't be the one getting treated badly, but that also seems immature.\n\nI know the standard Reddit answer (which I know and love) is to talk to him. But because this is kind of not a tangible thing, I don't want to seem controlling or obsessive. My worst case scenario here is to appear like I'm freaking out over nothing. Is my best move to just forget about it and keep going as usual, or to start distancing myself from the relationship?"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: So my boyfriend and I have been together for six months. Awesome relationship overall, he consistently says that I'm the best thing that ever happened to him, etc. Recently, he's been really distant via text. I saw him on Sunday and he was exhausted from work so I only stayed for a little bit and left (we were definitely on good terms that day).\n\nWe typically text regularly throughout the day, but yesterday (Monday) he barely texted me at all. We had plans to hang out today (Tuesday) and he cancelled on me this afternoon because his friend was \"going through some sh*t\". I said okay and good luck with his friend, and I haven't heard from him since. The past few weeks have had the same type of thing, with very inconsistent communication and two other occasions of cancelled plans in the last month and a half.\n\nThis probably makes me sound like a crazy girlfriend, which is why I'm asking Reddit - should I proceed as normal (because I guess he hasn't really done anything wrong)? My pride and instinct tells me to cancel on him for our plans on Saturday just so I won't be the one getting treated badly, but that also seems immature.\n\nI know the standard Reddit answer (which I know and love) is to talk to him. But because this is kind of not a tangible thing, I don't want to seem controlling or obsessive. My worst case scenario here is to appear like I'm freaking out over nothing. Is my best move to just forget about it and keep going as usual, or to start distancing myself from the relationship?"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: So my boyfriend and I have been together for six months. Awesome relationship overall, he consistently says that I'm the best thing that ever happened to him, etc. Recently, he's been really distant via text. I saw him on Sunday and he was exhausted from work so I only stayed for a little bit and left (we were definitely on good terms that day).\n\nWe typically text regularly throughout the day, but yesterday (Monday) he barely texted me at all. We had plans to hang out today (Tuesday) and he cancelled on me this afternoon because his friend was \"going through some sh*t\". I said okay and good luck with his friend, and I haven't heard from him since. The past few weeks have had the same type of thing, with very inconsistent communication and two other occasions of cancelled plans in the last month and a half.\n\nThis probably makes me sound like a crazy girlfriend, which is why I'm asking Reddit - should I proceed as normal (because I guess he hasn't really done anything wrong)? My pride and instinct tells me to cancel on him for our plans on Saturday just so I won't be the one getting treated badly, but that also seems immature.\n\nI know the standard Reddit answer (which I know and love) is to talk to him. But because this is kind of not a tangible thing, I don't want to seem controlling or obsessive. My worst case scenario here is to appear like I'm freaking out over nothing. Is my best move to just forget about it and keep going as usual, or to start distancing myself from the relationship?"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: So my boyfriend and I have been together for six months. Awesome relationship overall, he consistently says that I'm the best thing that ever happened to him, etc. Recently, he's been really distant via text. I saw him on Sunday and he was exhausted from work so I only stayed for a little bit and left (we were definitely on good terms that day).\n\nWe typically text regularly throughout the day, but yesterday (Monday) he barely texted me at all. We had plans to hang out today (Tuesday) and he cancelled on me this afternoon because his friend was \"going through some sh*t\". I said okay and good luck with his friend, and I haven't heard from him since. The past few weeks have had the same type of thing, with very inconsistent communication and two other occasions of cancelled plans in the last month and a half.\n\nThis probably makes me sound like a crazy girlfriend, which is why I'm asking Reddit - should I proceed as normal (because I guess he hasn't really done anything wrong)? My pride and instinct tells me to cancel on him for our plans on Saturday just so I won't be the one getting treated badly, but that also seems immature.\n\nI know the standard Reddit answer (which I know and love) is to talk to him. But because this is kind of not a tangible thing, I don't want to seem controlling or obsessive. My worst case scenario here is to appear like I'm freaking out over nothing. Is my best move to just forget about it and keep going as usual, or to start distancing myself from the relationship?"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: So my boyfriend and I have been together for six months. Awesome relationship overall, he consistently says that I'm the best thing that ever happened to him, etc. Recently, he's been really distant via text. I saw him on Sunday and he was exhausted from work so I only stayed for a little bit and left (we were definitely on good terms that day).\n\nWe typically text regularly throughout the day, but yesterday (Monday) he barely texted me at all. We had plans to hang out today (Tuesday) and he cancelled on me this afternoon because his friend was \"going through some sh*t\". I said okay and good luck with his friend, and I haven't heard from him since. The past few weeks have had the same type of thing, with very inconsistent communication and two other occasions of cancelled plans in the last month and a half.\n\nThis probably makes me sound like a crazy girlfriend, which is why I'm asking Reddit - should I proceed as normal (because I guess he hasn't really done anything wrong)? My pride and instinct tells me to cancel on him for our plans on Saturday just so I won't be the one getting treated badly, but that also seems immature.\n\nI know the standard Reddit answer (which I know and love) is to talk to him. But because this is kind of not a tangible thing, I don't want to seem controlling or obsessive. My worst case scenario here is to appear like I'm freaking out over nothing. Is my best move to just forget about it and keep going as usual, or to start distancing myself from the relationship?"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: So my boyfriend and I have been together for six months. Awesome relationship overall, he consistently says that I'm the best thing that ever happened to him, etc. Recently, he's been really distant via text. I saw him on Sunday and he was exhausted from work so I only stayed for a little bit and left (we were definitely on good terms that day).\n\nWe typically text regularly throughout the day, but yesterday (Monday) he barely texted me at all. We had plans to hang out today (Tuesday) and he cancelled on me this afternoon because his friend was \"going through some sh*t\". I said okay and good luck with his friend, and I haven't heard from him since. The past few weeks have had the same type of thing, with very inconsistent communication and two other occasions of cancelled plans in the last month and a half.\n\nThis probably makes me sound like a crazy girlfriend, which is why I'm asking Reddit - should I proceed as normal (because I guess he hasn't really done anything wrong)? My pride and instinct tells me to cancel on him for our plans on Saturday just so I won't be the one getting treated badly, but that also seems immature.\n\nI know the standard Reddit answer (which I know and love) is to talk to him. But because this is kind of not a tangible thing, I don't want to seem controlling or obsessive. My worst case scenario here is to appear like I'm freaking out over nothing. Is my best move to just forget about it and keep going as usual, or to start distancing myself from the relationship?"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: ( 29/f dating 28/m for roughly two years) My boyfriend has openly told me he is part of a chat site called IMVU. He says he uses it to DJ there and meet friends. Problem is he also keeps up with them on facebook, skype, kik messenger and other social media platforms. He has never used it with me around while living together but used it before we did and started using it again after we lived together. When i looked him up on IMVU his relationship status is Single and he his last log in is with in 2 weeks."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: ( 29/f dating 28/m for roughly two years) My boyfriend has openly told me he is part of a chat site called IMVU. He says he uses it to DJ there and meet friends. Problem is he also keeps up with them on facebook, skype, kik messenger and other social media platforms. He has never used it with me around while living together but used it before we did and started using it again after we lived together. When i looked him up on IMVU his relationship status is Single and he his last log in is with in 2 weeks."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: ( 29/f dating 28/m for roughly two years) My boyfriend has openly told me he is part of a chat site called IMVU. He says he uses it to DJ there and meet friends. Problem is he also keeps up with them on facebook, skype, kik messenger and other social media platforms. He has never used it with me around while living together but used it before we did and started using it again after we lived together. When i looked him up on IMVU his relationship status is Single and he his last log in is with in 2 weeks."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: ( 29/f dating 28/m for roughly two years) My boyfriend has openly told me he is part of a chat site called IMVU. He says he uses it to DJ there and meet friends. Problem is he also keeps up with them on facebook, skype, kik messenger and other social media platforms. He has never used it with me around while living together but used it before we did and started using it again after we lived together. When i looked him up on IMVU his relationship status is Single and he his last log in is with in 2 weeks."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: Okay so i'm just gonna get right to it. I had to make a throwaway since he's an active user on Reddit.\n\nIt's been at least a month since we did anything and this is extremely frustrating to me because i love having sex with him. I've had a pretty shitty sex life before i met him and before that i was raped. He changed everything for me when it came to sex, It was perfect. So six years later and two kids later, i really appreciate the time that we do get to have sex. I love it and i always look forward to it. Always down for it. Lately it's been weird he hasn't really reached \"completion\" the last three time we did it. That bother's me because i get joy out of knowing he's reached \"completion\". When that happens i begin to question everything and doubt myself big time. I've asked him if it's me and he'll say it's not me.\n\nA month later here we are, no sex. This really hurts me because i don't know what to think and i've repeatedly tried to talk to him about it. We've gotten into argument's over it. I'm feeling like it's something else. Last night he told me that having sex isn't gonna make the fighting go away but the very reason why we're fighting is because i'm upset that we haven't had sex at all. Aside from being in a relationship sex is a big part of my life, i really love sex and when it's not happening i literally feel like i'm going crazy and my mind is on it 24/7. I've tried everything to do something with him like last night i asked him if i could make it up to him and give him head and he smiled and for a second i thought i had convinced him but he later said he was tired and was trying to make himself sleepy again. Couple hours later i find him awake and that enraged me.\n\nAt this point i don't know what to do. Should i just not bring it up for a while? I've tried communicating with him but it's just for hard for him to open up about it. He just get's so upset."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: Okay so i'm just gonna get right to it. I had to make a throwaway since he's an active user on Reddit.\n\nIt's been at least a month since we did anything and this is extremely frustrating to me because i love having sex with him. I've had a pretty shitty sex life before i met him and before that i was raped. He changed everything for me when it came to sex, It was perfect. So six years later and two kids later, i really appreciate the time that we do get to have sex. I love it and i always look forward to it. Always down for it. Lately it's been weird he hasn't really reached \"completion\" the last three time we did it. That bother's me because i get joy out of knowing he's reached \"completion\". When that happens i begin to question everything and doubt myself big time. I've asked him if it's me and he'll say it's not me.\n\nA month later here we are, no sex. This really hurts me because i don't know what to think and i've repeatedly tried to talk to him about it. We've gotten into argument's over it. I'm feeling like it's something else. Last night he told me that having sex isn't gonna make the fighting go away but the very reason why we're fighting is because i'm upset that we haven't had sex at all. Aside from being in a relationship sex is a big part of my life, i really love sex and when it's not happening i literally feel like i'm going crazy and my mind is on it 24/7. I've tried everything to do something with him like last night i asked him if i could make it up to him and give him head and he smiled and for a second i thought i had convinced him but he later said he was tired and was trying to make himself sleepy again. Couple hours later i find him awake and that enraged me.\n\nAt this point i don't know what to do. Should i just not bring it up for a while? I've tried communicating with him but it's just for hard for him to open up about it. He just get's so upset."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: Okay so i'm just gonna get right to it. I had to make a throwaway since he's an active user on Reddit.\n\nIt's been at least a month since we did anything and this is extremely frustrating to me because i love having sex with him. I've had a pretty shitty sex life before i met him and before that i was raped. He changed everything for me when it came to sex, It was perfect. So six years later and two kids later, i really appreciate the time that we do get to have sex. I love it and i always look forward to it. Always down for it. Lately it's been weird he hasn't really reached \"completion\" the last three time we did it. That bother's me because i get joy out of knowing he's reached \"completion\". When that happens i begin to question everything and doubt myself big time. I've asked him if it's me and he'll say it's not me.\n\nA month later here we are, no sex. This really hurts me because i don't know what to think and i've repeatedly tried to talk to him about it. We've gotten into argument's over it. I'm feeling like it's something else. Last night he told me that having sex isn't gonna make the fighting go away but the very reason why we're fighting is because i'm upset that we haven't had sex at all. Aside from being in a relationship sex is a big part of my life, i really love sex and when it's not happening i literally feel like i'm going crazy and my mind is on it 24/7. I've tried everything to do something with him like last night i asked him if i could make it up to him and give him head and he smiled and for a second i thought i had convinced him but he later said he was tired and was trying to make himself sleepy again. Couple hours later i find him awake and that enraged me.\n\nAt this point i don't know what to do. Should i just not bring it up for a while? I've tried communicating with him but it's just for hard for him to open up about it. He just get's so upset."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: Okay so i'm just gonna get right to it. I had to make a throwaway since he's an active user on Reddit.\n\nIt's been at least a month since we did anything and this is extremely frustrating to me because i love having sex with him. I've had a pretty shitty sex life before i met him and before that i was raped. He changed everything for me when it came to sex, It was perfect. So six years later and two kids later, i really appreciate the time that we do get to have sex. I love it and i always look forward to it. Always down for it. Lately it's been weird he hasn't really reached \"completion\" the last three time we did it. That bother's me because i get joy out of knowing he's reached \"completion\". When that happens i begin to question everything and doubt myself big time. I've asked him if it's me and he'll say it's not me.\n\nA month later here we are, no sex. This really hurts me because i don't know what to think and i've repeatedly tried to talk to him about it. We've gotten into argument's over it. I'm feeling like it's something else. Last night he told me that having sex isn't gonna make the fighting go away but the very reason why we're fighting is because i'm upset that we haven't had sex at all. Aside from being in a relationship sex is a big part of my life, i really love sex and when it's not happening i literally feel like i'm going crazy and my mind is on it 24/7. I've tried everything to do something with him like last night i asked him if i could make it up to him and give him head and he smiled and for a second i thought i had convinced him but he later said he was tired and was trying to make himself sleepy again. Couple hours later i find him awake and that enraged me.\n\nAt this point i don't know what to do. Should i just not bring it up for a while? I've tried communicating with him but it's just for hard for him to open up about it. He just get's so upset."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: She went out for a friends 18 and comes over the next day saying how firstly someone was dancing with her, secondly a boy tried to kiss her twice through out the night once upstairs and another in the taxi home and thirdly a boy tried to kiss her three times (probably on the dance floor)\n\nOne problem when she leaves two separate people text me saying sorry to tell you this but she did kiss these people on multiple occasions and they say how they wouldn't lie and apparently people saw it happen. \n\nI am clueless what to do, and I suffer from a little anger issue so my mind quickly jumps to the worst but I just don't know. What should I do ?"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: She went out for a friends 18 and comes over the next day saying how firstly someone was dancing with her, secondly a boy tried to kiss her twice through out the night once upstairs and another in the taxi home and thirdly a boy tried to kiss her three times (probably on the dance floor)\n\nOne problem when she leaves two separate people text me saying sorry to tell you this but she did kiss these people on multiple occasions and they say how they wouldn't lie and apparently people saw it happen. \n\nI am clueless what to do, and I suffer from a little anger issue so my mind quickly jumps to the worst but I just don't know. What should I do ?"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: She went out for a friends 18 and comes over the next day saying how firstly someone was dancing with her, secondly a boy tried to kiss her twice through out the night once upstairs and another in the taxi home and thirdly a boy tried to kiss her three times (probably on the dance floor)\n\nOne problem when she leaves two separate people text me saying sorry to tell you this but she did kiss these people on multiple occasions and they say how they wouldn't lie and apparently people saw it happen. \n\nI am clueless what to do, and I suffer from a little anger issue so my mind quickly jumps to the worst but I just don't know. What should I do ?"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: She went out for a friends 18 and comes over the next day saying how firstly someone was dancing with her, secondly a boy tried to kiss her twice through out the night once upstairs and another in the taxi home and thirdly a boy tried to kiss her three times (probably on the dance floor)\n\nOne problem when she leaves two separate people text me saying sorry to tell you this but she did kiss these people on multiple occasions and they say how they wouldn't lie and apparently people saw it happen. \n\nI am clueless what to do, and I suffer from a little anger issue so my mind quickly jumps to the worst but I just don't know. What should I do ?"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I've never felt like I've fucked up this bad before. I've faced layoffs, college, military service, crippling debt, marriage. Despite any questionable decision related to any of these and more, I've been able to pick myself up and kept moving forward. But, then again, I've never lost someone I've ever loved before\n\nTwo years ago I met a woman that challenged my perspective on pretty much everything. I didn't agree with everything she said or believed in and I got to impart some of my hard earned wisdom too, but . I became a different person from having met her. I found excitement in living, trying, and growing again. Passion became a staple in my day-to-day routine. \n\nWe maintained a long distance relationship and didn't see each other often, but when we did, I had a hard time imagining wanting to spend that time with anyone else. . Long story short. She's since cut me out of her life. She married a guy on a whim that she knew for less than a month and has made her new-found priorities clear.\n\nIt's been over a month since I've heard from her and I feel the absence, aching, and longing every day. I'm finding it hard to enjoy even the smallest things she introduced to my life. I feel like I'm scuba diving scuba diving, I feel suspended, a spectator in my life, and it takes concerted effort and concentration to breathe.\n\nI knew when I met her she was something special, but I was afraid to give up my life, what I had built, and take a chance on her. Every day for the past month, I've felt like that was the biggest mistake I've made in my life.\n\nI see no way of ever getting her back. I know I'll have to move on, but I don't know how. I don't know how to let go. As an INTJ and Cancer, letting go isn't my strong suit. In the meantime, I'm suffering, suffocating on regret, and I just want to feel alive again, not hollow and aching. I want to like myself again, like I did when I was with her."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: We've been friends for about 3 years, always been close, I've helped her in many relationships, we've had many heart-to-heart talks, and even exchanged drunk texts. She told me that she would feel uncomfortable in a relationship with me because \"she knows I deserve better,\" but truthfully, all I want is her. She makes me happier than anyone, and she told me the same. I know I'm just 17, and I know she's unlikely \"the one\" but I really want to try a relationship with her.\n\nI asked her on a date, she said yes, but when I asked her to be mine, she said she couldn't. She said she would hurt me, and that \"I don't know what she's like in a relationship\" when in reality, I've seen her through a couple, and I really think we would be good together. \n\nHow can I convince her that a relationship would be a good thing for us?"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: We've been friends for about 3 years, always been close, I've helped her in many relationships, we've had many heart-to-heart talks, and even exchanged drunk texts. She told me that she would feel uncomfortable in a relationship with me because \"she knows I deserve better,\" but truthfully, all I want is her. She makes me happier than anyone, and she told me the same. I know I'm just 17, and I know she's unlikely \"the one\" but I really want to try a relationship with her.\n\nI asked her on a date, she said yes, but when I asked her to be mine, she said she couldn't. She said she would hurt me, and that \"I don't know what she's like in a relationship\" when in reality, I've seen her through a couple, and I really think we would be good together. \n\nHow can I convince her that a relationship would be a good thing for us?"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: We've been friends for about 3 years, always been close, I've helped her in many relationships, we've had many heart-to-heart talks, and even exchanged drunk texts. She told me that she would feel uncomfortable in a relationship with me because \"she knows I deserve better,\" but truthfully, all I want is her. She makes me happier than anyone, and she told me the same. I know I'm just 17, and I know she's unlikely \"the one\" but I really want to try a relationship with her.\n\nI asked her on a date, she said yes, but when I asked her to be mine, she said she couldn't. She said she would hurt me, and that \"I don't know what she's like in a relationship\" when in reality, I've seen her through a couple, and I really think we would be good together. \n\nHow can I convince her that a relationship would be a good thing for us?"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: We've been friends for about 3 years, always been close, I've helped her in many relationships, we've had many heart-to-heart talks, and even exchanged drunk texts. She told me that she would feel uncomfortable in a relationship with me because \"she knows I deserve better,\" but truthfully, all I want is her. She makes me happier than anyone, and she told me the same. I know I'm just 17, and I know she's unlikely \"the one\" but I really want to try a relationship with her.\n\nI asked her on a date, she said yes, but when I asked her to be mine, she said she couldn't. She said she would hurt me, and that \"I don't know what she's like in a relationship\" when in reality, I've seen her through a couple, and I really think we would be good together. \n\nHow can I convince her that a relationship would be a good thing for us?"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: Evening all! I am a librarian. I love my job and it's exactly what I have wanted to do since about age 17. My position requires me to do a lot of things like visit schools (I'm a teen librarian) purchase books and video games, plan programs do community outreach etc. A huge thing in our community is school outreach. The big boss is really pushing all librarians to be present in the community in organizations and especially schools. My immediate boss doesn't find that important. She told me that visiting schools is a time suck.\n\n-\n\nParticularly with one school program we have. I won't name what it is but essentially we try to make it as easy as possible for teachers to get material from the library. Once a week we will take all of the requests and a librarian will deliver books to the school/pick up library books. Every youth librarian has set schools that they regularly go to. I am the contact for three middle schools and one HS. Unfortunately, the teachers are *very* frustrated with me because my boss doesn't want me delivering these books. So, I got a volunteer to help me out. Unfortunately again, my volunteer isn't working out. She can't put in the commitment to visit these schools once a week resulting in overdue books and fines for teachers. \n\n-\n\nI feel like I'm stuck a little between a rock and a hard place because my immediate boss doesn't want me to do these school visits but the big boss is really pushing and encouraging community outreach. I want to make myself present in the schools so they are comfortable contacting me for homework help and things like that. I've tried talking to my supervisor many times and she still thinks that my time is more useful elsewhere. \n\nEDIT: All the librarians that go to elementary schools are in our youth department. I am the adult department so I have a different boss. Boss in the youth department is very encouraging with school visits."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: Evening all! I am a librarian. I love my job and it's exactly what I have wanted to do since about age 17. My position requires me to do a lot of things like visit schools (I'm a teen librarian) purchase books and video games, plan programs do community outreach etc. A huge thing in our community is school outreach. The big boss is really pushing all librarians to be present in the community in organizations and especially schools. My immediate boss doesn't find that important. She told me that visiting schools is a time suck.\n\n-\n\nParticularly with one school program we have. I won't name what it is but essentially we try to make it as easy as possible for teachers to get material from the library. Once a week we will take all of the requests and a librarian will deliver books to the school/pick up library books. Every youth librarian has set schools that they regularly go to. I am the contact for three middle schools and one HS. Unfortunately, the teachers are *very* frustrated with me because my boss doesn't want me delivering these books. So, I got a volunteer to help me out. Unfortunately again, my volunteer isn't working out. She can't put in the commitment to visit these schools once a week resulting in overdue books and fines for teachers. \n\n-\n\nI feel like I'm stuck a little between a rock and a hard place because my immediate boss doesn't want me to do these school visits but the big boss is really pushing and encouraging community outreach. I want to make myself present in the schools so they are comfortable contacting me for homework help and things like that. I've tried talking to my supervisor many times and she still thinks that my time is more useful elsewhere. \n\nEDIT: All the librarians that go to elementary schools are in our youth department. I am the adult department so I have a different boss. Boss in the youth department is very encouraging with school visits."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: Evening all! I am a librarian. I love my job and it's exactly what I have wanted to do since about age 17. My position requires me to do a lot of things like visit schools (I'm a teen librarian) purchase books and video games, plan programs do community outreach etc. A huge thing in our community is school outreach. The big boss is really pushing all librarians to be present in the community in organizations and especially schools. My immediate boss doesn't find that important. She told me that visiting schools is a time suck.\n\n-\n\nParticularly with one school program we have. I won't name what it is but essentially we try to make it as easy as possible for teachers to get material from the library. Once a week we will take all of the requests and a librarian will deliver books to the school/pick up library books. Every youth librarian has set schools that they regularly go to. I am the contact for three middle schools and one HS. Unfortunately, the teachers are *very* frustrated with me because my boss doesn't want me delivering these books. So, I got a volunteer to help me out. Unfortunately again, my volunteer isn't working out. She can't put in the commitment to visit these schools once a week resulting in overdue books and fines for teachers. \n\n-\n\nI feel like I'm stuck a little between a rock and a hard place because my immediate boss doesn't want me to do these school visits but the big boss is really pushing and encouraging community outreach. I want to make myself present in the schools so they are comfortable contacting me for homework help and things like that. I've tried talking to my supervisor many times and she still thinks that my time is more useful elsewhere. \n\nEDIT: All the librarians that go to elementary schools are in our youth department. I am the adult department so I have a different boss. Boss in the youth department is very encouraging with school visits."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: Evening all! I am a librarian. I love my job and it's exactly what I have wanted to do since about age 17. My position requires me to do a lot of things like visit schools (I'm a teen librarian) purchase books and video games, plan programs do community outreach etc. A huge thing in our community is school outreach. The big boss is really pushing all librarians to be present in the community in organizations and especially schools. My immediate boss doesn't find that important. She told me that visiting schools is a time suck.\n\n-\n\nParticularly with one school program we have. I won't name what it is but essentially we try to make it as easy as possible for teachers to get material from the library. Once a week we will take all of the requests and a librarian will deliver books to the school/pick up library books. Every youth librarian has set schools that they regularly go to. I am the contact for three middle schools and one HS. Unfortunately, the teachers are *very* frustrated with me because my boss doesn't want me delivering these books. So, I got a volunteer to help me out. Unfortunately again, my volunteer isn't working out. She can't put in the commitment to visit these schools once a week resulting in overdue books and fines for teachers. \n\n-\n\nI feel like I'm stuck a little between a rock and a hard place because my immediate boss doesn't want me to do these school visits but the big boss is really pushing and encouraging community outreach. I want to make myself present in the schools so they are comfortable contacting me for homework help and things like that. I've tried talking to my supervisor many times and she still thinks that my time is more useful elsewhere. \n\nEDIT: All the librarians that go to elementary schools are in our youth department. I am the adult department so I have a different boss. Boss in the youth department is very encouraging with school visits."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: My wife and I have a trip to europe planned this summer, and we're going to go to a nude beach. Neither of us have ever been before. I'm really excited about it, but I'm scared it's so close to the line for her comfort zone that if it's not perfect she'll have a bad time (obviously pushing our limits is part of the attraction to going). To be clear - I haven't pressured her into doing this at all, I basically said it was something we could do and she said she was up for it.\n\nI don't think she actually has much/any interest in seeing other people nude. I'd guess her motivations are 50% exhibitionism and 50% because she knows I want us to go and she's awesome like that. I'm not sure how to balance making her feel noticed & sexy/attractive (which she wants and will enjoy) with feeling safe and comfortable. How can I make sure she feels comfortable, has fun and enjoys the experience?"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: My wife and I have a trip to europe planned this summer, and we're going to go to a nude beach. Neither of us have ever been before. I'm really excited about it, but I'm scared it's so close to the line for her comfort zone that if it's not perfect she'll have a bad time (obviously pushing our limits is part of the attraction to going). To be clear - I haven't pressured her into doing this at all, I basically said it was something we could do and she said she was up for it.\n\nI don't think she actually has much/any interest in seeing other people nude. I'd guess her motivations are 50% exhibitionism and 50% because she knows I want us to go and she's awesome like that. I'm not sure how to balance making her feel noticed & sexy/attractive (which she wants and will enjoy) with feeling safe and comfortable. How can I make sure she feels comfortable, has fun and enjoys the experience?"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: My wife and I have a trip to europe planned this summer, and we're going to go to a nude beach. Neither of us have ever been before. I'm really excited about it, but I'm scared it's so close to the line for her comfort zone that if it's not perfect she'll have a bad time (obviously pushing our limits is part of the attraction to going). To be clear - I haven't pressured her into doing this at all, I basically said it was something we could do and she said she was up for it.\n\nI don't think she actually has much/any interest in seeing other people nude. I'd guess her motivations are 50% exhibitionism and 50% because she knows I want us to go and she's awesome like that. I'm not sure how to balance making her feel noticed & sexy/attractive (which she wants and will enjoy) with feeling safe and comfortable. How can I make sure she feels comfortable, has fun and enjoys the experience?"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: My wife and I have a trip to europe planned this summer, and we're going to go to a nude beach. Neither of us have ever been before. I'm really excited about it, but I'm scared it's so close to the line for her comfort zone that if it's not perfect she'll have a bad time (obviously pushing our limits is part of the attraction to going). To be clear - I haven't pressured her into doing this at all, I basically said it was something we could do and she said she was up for it.\n\nI don't think she actually has much/any interest in seeing other people nude. I'd guess her motivations are 50% exhibitionism and 50% because she knows I want us to go and she's awesome like that. I'm not sure how to balance making her feel noticed & sexy/attractive (which she wants and will enjoy) with feeling safe and comfortable. How can I make sure she feels comfortable, has fun and enjoys the experience?"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: Hi everyone! I am a 17 year old Indian guy who will study computer science in UCLA next year. I have some questions about American lifestyle and culture. \n\n1. How do I make American friends and date American women?\n\n2. Based on all the news about rapes here and negative portrayals of Indians in Hollywood (Apu in Simpsons, Raj in big bang theory, tech support guy in South Park), does that affect your opinion of Indians (especially the guys) in a negative way?\n\n3. What do American women think of Indian guys? Not just White, but Asian and Latina American women too?\n\n4. How should I react if someone calls me a Muslim? Can you tell Muslims and Indians apart? I see a lot of hatred towards Muslims, even Pakistanis in your movies and TV and video games (Zero dark Thirty, Pakistan mission in Call of Duty Black Ops 2, Modern Warfare 1, Lone Survivor, Family Guy, South Park). \n\n5. What are some customs I should be aware of here? Especially regarding socializing or dating or doing good in school?\n\n6. What is your favorite American food? And what are some other food from other cuisines I could try?"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: Hi everyone! I am a 17 year old Indian guy who will study computer science in UCLA next year. I have some questions about American lifestyle and culture. \n\n1. How do I make American friends and date American women?\n\n2. Based on all the news about rapes here and negative portrayals of Indians in Hollywood (Apu in Simpsons, Raj in big bang theory, tech support guy in South Park), does that affect your opinion of Indians (especially the guys) in a negative way?\n\n3. What do American women think of Indian guys? Not just White, but Asian and Latina American women too?\n\n4. How should I react if someone calls me a Muslim? Can you tell Muslims and Indians apart? I see a lot of hatred towards Muslims, even Pakistanis in your movies and TV and video games (Zero dark Thirty, Pakistan mission in Call of Duty Black Ops 2, Modern Warfare 1, Lone Survivor, Family Guy, South Park). \n\n5. What are some customs I should be aware of here? Especially regarding socializing or dating or doing good in school?\n\n6. What is your favorite American food? And what are some other food from other cuisines I could try?"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: Hi everyone! I am a 17 year old Indian guy who will study computer science in UCLA next year. I have some questions about American lifestyle and culture. \n\n1. How do I make American friends and date American women?\n\n2. Based on all the news about rapes here and negative portrayals of Indians in Hollywood (Apu in Simpsons, Raj in big bang theory, tech support guy in South Park), does that affect your opinion of Indians (especially the guys) in a negative way?\n\n3. What do American women think of Indian guys? Not just White, but Asian and Latina American women too?\n\n4. How should I react if someone calls me a Muslim? Can you tell Muslims and Indians apart? I see a lot of hatred towards Muslims, even Pakistanis in your movies and TV and video games (Zero dark Thirty, Pakistan mission in Call of Duty Black Ops 2, Modern Warfare 1, Lone Survivor, Family Guy, South Park). \n\n5. What are some customs I should be aware of here? Especially regarding socializing or dating or doing good in school?\n\n6. What is your favorite American food? And what are some other food from other cuisines I could try?"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: Hi everyone! I am a 17 year old Indian guy who will study computer science in UCLA next year. I have some questions about American lifestyle and culture. \n\n1. How do I make American friends and date American women?\n\n2. Based on all the news about rapes here and negative portrayals of Indians in Hollywood (Apu in Simpsons, Raj in big bang theory, tech support guy in South Park), does that affect your opinion of Indians (especially the guys) in a negative way?\n\n3. What do American women think of Indian guys? Not just White, but Asian and Latina American women too?\n\n4. How should I react if someone calls me a Muslim? Can you tell Muslims and Indians apart? I see a lot of hatred towards Muslims, even Pakistanis in your movies and TV and video games (Zero dark Thirty, Pakistan mission in Call of Duty Black Ops 2, Modern Warfare 1, Lone Survivor, Family Guy, South Park). \n\n5. What are some customs I should be aware of here? Especially regarding socializing or dating or doing good in school?\n\n6. What is your favorite American food? And what are some other food from other cuisines I could try?"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: Hi guys,\n\nThrowaway for obvious reasons.\n\nI'm friends with this guy for about 15 years. We both like to play games, which we do often together (co-op). We both used to play hockey which we enjoyed and had a good time with. Problem is however, he is clearly not as athletic as me, and clearly not as fast in thinking as me. I'm not saying this to be an *ssh*le, but to be clear how our relationship is. When we go somewhere, for example we live close to Salt Lake, I'm always the one up front. He never comes with ideas or whatsoever. \n\nHowever, when he (for example) asks me one of his stupid questions, or he responds in a dumb way, I get so annoyed I start to screw around with him. Screwing around, like talking shit. Ofcourse he doesnt like that.\n\nNow lately we play a lot of games, for example borderlands 2 and Gran Turismo. In the former of these games you get a lot of stuff everytime you shoot something big. It took him like 5min to find a good weapon, while I can do the same thing in about 30 seconds. It annoyed me so much I started saying something like, yo man, can we speed up a little? Takes so much time! He didnt like that and just literally rage-quitted the game. I send him a text immediately asking what is wrong, and I get something along the lines of: you know what is wrong. That made a huge discussion.\n\nanother example, in September last year he moved away from his parents, in Orem. He asked me to come over, which I didnt have time for. I have a girlfriend who lives in Logan, she likes to see me. College is hard at the moment and it just takes a lot of time to travel all the way to Orem. He is incredibly pissed by this, and I am pissed because he clearly doesnt see how busy I am. \n\nI actually have a lot more examples like these, so.\n\nWhat should i do? Should I just stop being friends with him? That wont be easy, after 15 years of being friends."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: Hi guys,\n\nThrowaway for obvious reasons.\n\nI'm friends with this guy for about 15 years. We both like to play games, which we do often together (co-op). We both used to play hockey which we enjoyed and had a good time with. Problem is however, he is clearly not as athletic as me, and clearly not as fast in thinking as me. I'm not saying this to be an *ssh*le, but to be clear how our relationship is. When we go somewhere, for example we live close to Salt Lake, I'm always the one up front. He never comes with ideas or whatsoever. \n\nHowever, when he (for example) asks me one of his stupid questions, or he responds in a dumb way, I get so annoyed I start to screw around with him. Screwing around, like talking shit. Ofcourse he doesnt like that.\n\nNow lately we play a lot of games, for example borderlands 2 and Gran Turismo. In the former of these games you get a lot of stuff everytime you shoot something big. It took him like 5min to find a good weapon, while I can do the same thing in about 30 seconds. It annoyed me so much I started saying something like, yo man, can we speed up a little? Takes so much time! He didnt like that and just literally rage-quitted the game. I send him a text immediately asking what is wrong, and I get something along the lines of: you know what is wrong. That made a huge discussion.\n\nanother example, in September last year he moved away from his parents, in Orem. He asked me to come over, which I didnt have time for. I have a girlfriend who lives in Logan, she likes to see me. College is hard at the moment and it just takes a lot of time to travel all the way to Orem. He is incredibly pissed by this, and I am pissed because he clearly doesnt see how busy I am. \n\nI actually have a lot more examples like these, so.\n\nWhat should i do? Should I just stop being friends with him? That wont be easy, after 15 years of being friends."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I didn't tell my dad because he'd been trying to remarry and they'd ended disastrously every time. In my reasoning, he deserved to be happy. Plus, my sister had just been born then. I didn't want her growing up in a broken home. Stopped living with my dad 4 years ago and found out last week he caught her cheating. She promised she wouldn't do it again! I feel so stupid! Like it's all my fault. I've never had a worse week in my life! Now my sister is going to grow up in a broken home - along with my 3 half brothers(1 to 5 years) I could have prevented this!"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I didn't tell my dad because he'd been trying to remarry and they'd ended disastrously every time. In my reasoning, he deserved to be happy. Plus, my sister had just been born then. I didn't want her growing up in a broken home. Stopped living with my dad 4 years ago and found out last week he caught her cheating. She promised she wouldn't do it again! I feel so stupid! Like it's all my fault. I've never had a worse week in my life! Now my sister is going to grow up in a broken home - along with my 3 half brothers(1 to 5 years) I could have prevented this!"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I didn't tell my dad because he'd been trying to remarry and they'd ended disastrously every time. In my reasoning, he deserved to be happy. Plus, my sister had just been born then. I didn't want her growing up in a broken home. Stopped living with my dad 4 years ago and found out last week he caught her cheating. She promised she wouldn't do it again! I feel so stupid! Like it's all my fault. I've never had a worse week in my life! Now my sister is going to grow up in a broken home - along with my 3 half brothers(1 to 5 years) I could have prevented this!"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I didn't tell my dad because he'd been trying to remarry and they'd ended disastrously every time. In my reasoning, he deserved to be happy. Plus, my sister had just been born then. I didn't want her growing up in a broken home. Stopped living with my dad 4 years ago and found out last week he caught her cheating. She promised she wouldn't do it again! I feel so stupid! Like it's all my fault. I've never had a worse week in my life! Now my sister is going to grow up in a broken home - along with my 3 half brothers(1 to 5 years) I could have prevented this!"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: For the past year and a half, my depression has been worsening to the point of near-constant violent or suicidal thoughts as well as severe strain on my energy levels and motivation. Last year, I attempted suicide several times and my best friend (17F) told me she never wanted to see me again. I have sought out professional help, and am currently working with a psychologist, but it really isn't doing anything for me.\n\nMy parents are extremely traditional Christians who have a very black-and-white, judgemental view of the world. They originally tried to medicate me when I was younger (9-10), and the side effects of the medicine made me even more of a wreck - which just made them upset with me. It confused me, because I was desperate for help and instead I was being punished.\n\nMore recently, they have been very short with me, getting furious at the smallest things and accusing me of being lazy or sullen. They have also been insulting my appearance quite often, telling me that girls are never going to like me because I'm weird (still a virgin/never been in a relationship, so no reason not to believe them). By the same token, I'm in good shape and I have excellent hygiene, so I don't understand why they would say this. I'm a nice, responsible guy who has goals and is attending university for information systems and computer science. I don't understand why this is happening one bit, and every moment I spend contemplating the situation is contributing to the urge to slit my wrists or put a bullet in my brain."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: For the past year and a half, my depression has been worsening to the point of near-constant violent or suicidal thoughts as well as severe strain on my energy levels and motivation. Last year, I attempted suicide several times and my best friend (17F) told me she never wanted to see me again. I have sought out professional help, and am currently working with a psychologist, but it really isn't doing anything for me.\n\nMy parents are extremely traditional Christians who have a very black-and-white, judgemental view of the world. They originally tried to medicate me when I was younger (9-10), and the side effects of the medicine made me even more of a wreck - which just made them upset with me. It confused me, because I was desperate for help and instead I was being punished.\n\nMore recently, they have been very short with me, getting furious at the smallest things and accusing me of being lazy or sullen. They have also been insulting my appearance quite often, telling me that girls are never going to like me because I'm weird (still a virgin/never been in a relationship, so no reason not to believe them). By the same token, I'm in good shape and I have excellent hygiene, so I don't understand why they would say this. I'm a nice, responsible guy who has goals and is attending university for information systems and computer science. I don't understand why this is happening one bit, and every moment I spend contemplating the situation is contributing to the urge to slit my wrists or put a bullet in my brain."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: For the past year and a half, my depression has been worsening to the point of near-constant violent or suicidal thoughts as well as severe strain on my energy levels and motivation. Last year, I attempted suicide several times and my best friend (17F) told me she never wanted to see me again. I have sought out professional help, and am currently working with a psychologist, but it really isn't doing anything for me.\n\nMy parents are extremely traditional Christians who have a very black-and-white, judgemental view of the world. They originally tried to medicate me when I was younger (9-10), and the side effects of the medicine made me even more of a wreck - which just made them upset with me. It confused me, because I was desperate for help and instead I was being punished.\n\nMore recently, they have been very short with me, getting furious at the smallest things and accusing me of being lazy or sullen. They have also been insulting my appearance quite often, telling me that girls are never going to like me because I'm weird (still a virgin/never been in a relationship, so no reason not to believe them). By the same token, I'm in good shape and I have excellent hygiene, so I don't understand why they would say this. I'm a nice, responsible guy who has goals and is attending university for information systems and computer science. I don't understand why this is happening one bit, and every moment I spend contemplating the situation is contributing to the urge to slit my wrists or put a bullet in my brain."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: For the past year and a half, my depression has been worsening to the point of near-constant violent or suicidal thoughts as well as severe strain on my energy levels and motivation. Last year, I attempted suicide several times and my best friend (17F) told me she never wanted to see me again. I have sought out professional help, and am currently working with a psychologist, but it really isn't doing anything for me.\n\nMy parents are extremely traditional Christians who have a very black-and-white, judgemental view of the world. They originally tried to medicate me when I was younger (9-10), and the side effects of the medicine made me even more of a wreck - which just made them upset with me. It confused me, because I was desperate for help and instead I was being punished.\n\nMore recently, they have been very short with me, getting furious at the smallest things and accusing me of being lazy or sullen. They have also been insulting my appearance quite often, telling me that girls are never going to like me because I'm weird (still a virgin/never been in a relationship, so no reason not to believe them). By the same token, I'm in good shape and I have excellent hygiene, so I don't understand why they would say this. I'm a nice, responsible guy who has goals and is attending university for information systems and computer science. I don't understand why this is happening one bit, and every moment I spend contemplating the situation is contributing to the urge to slit my wrists or put a bullet in my brain."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I have been with my boyfriend for a year and a half. I fell hard for him after coming out of a somewhat abusive relationship. I thought he was the most perfect being on the planet. That has all kind of changed recently (last 5 months or so). I've been torn between staying with him or breaking up with him. \n\n* We don't live close to one another so we only see each other once a week or so. I used to always look forward to seeing him, I'd count down the days. Now it doesn't bother me if I don't see him for a long period of time. \n\n* I get annoyed very easily with him. He'll send me stupid Snapchats and I'll just roll my eyes. (Along with this, we don't text as much as we used to, I could honestly go an entire day without even saying hello to him). \n\n* I have severe anxiety/depression. I've tried going to him for comfort or support and typically he just goes to sleep. I've already talked to him about this, he says he doesn't know how to help. \n\n* Sometimes I feel like I want a life with him, but other times I actually dread the thought. \n\n* I was dog sitting a dog who doesn't have the greatest manners. She ended up stealing food from my boyfriend, he got so upset and basically had a hissy fit saying, \"I dont even want to eat anymore.\" (He was also calling the dog stupid and pushing her, which I didn't like)"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I have been with my boyfriend for a year and a half. I fell hard for him after coming out of a somewhat abusive relationship. I thought he was the most perfect being on the planet. That has all kind of changed recently (last 5 months or so). I've been torn between staying with him or breaking up with him. \n\n* We don't live close to one another so we only see each other once a week or so. I used to always look forward to seeing him, I'd count down the days. Now it doesn't bother me if I don't see him for a long period of time. \n\n* I get annoyed very easily with him. He'll send me stupid Snapchats and I'll just roll my eyes. (Along with this, we don't text as much as we used to, I could honestly go an entire day without even saying hello to him). \n\n* I have severe anxiety/depression. I've tried going to him for comfort or support and typically he just goes to sleep. I've already talked to him about this, he says he doesn't know how to help. \n\n* Sometimes I feel like I want a life with him, but other times I actually dread the thought. \n\n* I was dog sitting a dog who doesn't have the greatest manners. She ended up stealing food from my boyfriend, he got so upset and basically had a hissy fit saying, \"I dont even want to eat anymore.\" (He was also calling the dog stupid and pushing her, which I didn't like)"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I have been with my boyfriend for a year and a half. I fell hard for him after coming out of a somewhat abusive relationship. I thought he was the most perfect being on the planet. That has all kind of changed recently (last 5 months or so). I've been torn between staying with him or breaking up with him. \n\n* We don't live close to one another so we only see each other once a week or so. I used to always look forward to seeing him, I'd count down the days. Now it doesn't bother me if I don't see him for a long period of time. \n\n* I get annoyed very easily with him. He'll send me stupid Snapchats and I'll just roll my eyes. (Along with this, we don't text as much as we used to, I could honestly go an entire day without even saying hello to him). \n\n* I have severe anxiety/depression. I've tried going to him for comfort or support and typically he just goes to sleep. I've already talked to him about this, he says he doesn't know how to help. \n\n* Sometimes I feel like I want a life with him, but other times I actually dread the thought. \n\n* I was dog sitting a dog who doesn't have the greatest manners. She ended up stealing food from my boyfriend, he got so upset and basically had a hissy fit saying, \"I dont even want to eat anymore.\" (He was also calling the dog stupid and pushing her, which I didn't like)"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I have been with my boyfriend for a year and a half. I fell hard for him after coming out of a somewhat abusive relationship. I thought he was the most perfect being on the planet. That has all kind of changed recently (last 5 months or so). I've been torn between staying with him or breaking up with him. \n\n* We don't live close to one another so we only see each other once a week or so. I used to always look forward to seeing him, I'd count down the days. Now it doesn't bother me if I don't see him for a long period of time. \n\n* I get annoyed very easily with him. He'll send me stupid Snapchats and I'll just roll my eyes. (Along with this, we don't text as much as we used to, I could honestly go an entire day without even saying hello to him). \n\n* I have severe anxiety/depression. I've tried going to him for comfort or support and typically he just goes to sleep. I've already talked to him about this, he says he doesn't know how to help. \n\n* Sometimes I feel like I want a life with him, but other times I actually dread the thought. \n\n* I was dog sitting a dog who doesn't have the greatest manners. She ended up stealing food from my boyfriend, he got so upset and basically had a hissy fit saying, \"I dont even want to eat anymore.\" (He was also calling the dog stupid and pushing her, which I didn't like)"
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I was working out at the gym today, and I was kindly given permission by the gym owner to plug in my iPhone into the stereo system. The gym owner's son (looks like a 6th grader) comes out of no where, looks at my iPhone and started to asked out loud, \"who this plugged into?\" I assumed he was asking who's iPhone is plugged into the stereo, and so I told him that it was mine. He replied immediately and with a very smart remark, \"you don't got no headphones or nothin'?\" And I told him no, they broke. And he walked away rolling his eyes and shaking his head. Pissed me off a little, but I shook it off and got back to weight training."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I was working out at the gym today, and I was kindly given permission by the gym owner to plug in my iPhone into the stereo system. The gym owner's son (looks like a 6th grader) comes out of no where, looks at my iPhone and started to asked out loud, \"who this plugged into?\" I assumed he was asking who's iPhone is plugged into the stereo, and so I told him that it was mine. He replied immediately and with a very smart remark, \"you don't got no headphones or nothin'?\" And I told him no, they broke. And he walked away rolling his eyes and shaking his head. Pissed me off a little, but I shook it off and got back to weight training."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I was working out at the gym today, and I was kindly given permission by the gym owner to plug in my iPhone into the stereo system. The gym owner's son (looks like a 6th grader) comes out of no where, looks at my iPhone and started to asked out loud, \"who this plugged into?\" I assumed he was asking who's iPhone is plugged into the stereo, and so I told him that it was mine. He replied immediately and with a very smart remark, \"you don't got no headphones or nothin'?\" And I told him no, they broke. And he walked away rolling his eyes and shaking his head. Pissed me off a little, but I shook it off and got back to weight training."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I was working out at the gym today, and I was kindly given permission by the gym owner to plug in my iPhone into the stereo system. The gym owner's son (looks like a 6th grader) comes out of no where, looks at my iPhone and started to asked out loud, \"who this plugged into?\" I assumed he was asking who's iPhone is plugged into the stereo, and so I told him that it was mine. He replied immediately and with a very smart remark, \"you don't got no headphones or nothin'?\" And I told him no, they broke. And he walked away rolling his eyes and shaking his head. Pissed me off a little, but I shook it off and got back to weight training."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I was in a 3 year relationship, which broke down due to a number of reasons, one of which was my anger problems. I play games a lot, and used to play with my ex and now play with my new girlfriend. I get extremely angry or salty over these games sometimes, and it's particularly been bad this last week or so. I've had therapy before, but it hasn't really helped to solve this, and I am on medication for depression which I have had for a while. I've been off my meds for a week as I am waiting for an appointment, so I feel like that could be causing my anger partially, as I was more calm when on them. \n\nI recently got involved with an amazing girl [18], and despite us being long distance I have fallen for her completely, she makes me happy and feel great and u love her so much. Unfortunately this past week my anger has resurfaced when playing games, despite being fine for the past few months, and I think it's straining our relationship already. We've only been together for a month and a half, and I really want to make things work because I love her so much, but I have troubles controlling my anger and I don't want to drive her away. She's been struggling with depression as well, and I want to be there for her and help her, but when I get in a mood I'm. Less than supportive, and I hate myself for it. \n\nSo how can I stop being so angry? Its not simply something I can just try hard not to do, it crops up even if I'm trying my hardest. I've had therapy, though was considering getting more. I don't know, I'm at a loss really and I'd hate for it to ruin this relationship too. Other than my anger I think we get along really well and both make each other happy, so this is the main wrench in the pipes."
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"text": "System: I want you to summarize this text\nDocument: I was in a 3 year relationship, which broke down due to a number of reasons, one of which was my anger problems. I play games a lot, and used to play with my ex and now play with my new girlfriend. I get extremely angry or salty over these games sometimes, and it's particularly been bad this last week or so. I've had therapy before, but it hasn't really helped to solve this, and I am on medication for depression which I have had for a while. I've been off my meds for a week as I am waiting for an appointment, so I feel like that could be causing my anger partially, as I was more calm when on them. \n\nI recently got involved with an amazing girl [18], and despite us being long distance I have fallen for her completely, she makes me happy and feel great and u love her so much. Unfortunately this past week my anger has resurfaced when playing games, despite being fine for the past few months, and I think it's straining our relationship already. We've only been together for a month and a half, and I really want to make things work because I love her so much, but I have troubles controlling my anger and I don't want to drive her away. She's been struggling with depression as well, and I want to be there for her and help her, but when I get in a mood I'm. Less than supportive, and I hate myself for it. \n\nSo how can I stop being so angry? Its not simply something I can just try hard not to do, it crops up even if I'm trying my hardest. I've had therapy, though was considering getting more. I don't know, I'm at a loss really and I'd hate for it to ruin this relationship too. Other than my anger I think we get along really well and both make each other happy, so this is the main wrench in the pipes."
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